Date: Thu, 21 Jun 2007 12:14:29 -0700 (PDT)
From: Jim Sprwkter <bitter_twisted_sour@yahoo.com>
Subject: Testing My Manhood

"A Real Man is someone that has gotten it up his ass and he didn't like
it!" my friend said with a rather annoyed voice.

"I don't think so! Man is the one that fucks pussy!" I replied insisting on
my first opinion.

"And then, how will you ever find out if you are gay!"

"I don't care about finding out. All I care is that I am not gay!"

"All you care is playing man!" my friend continued.

"I am man!" I said

"I guess, you will never find out if you are a real man!"

"If finding out is by having your ass fucked, I guess not. I know I am not
gay! I don't like other men!"

"I say you don't like other men, but you do like cock! In fact that's why
you pretend being a man and you are afraid of finding out!"

"No, that's not true!" I replied offended!

"Yes it is! You like the idea of getting dick up your bum and you are
scared to death that even by trying just one time, you will like it so much
that you will become gay. What you haven't understood is that you can't
become something that you already are!

"What about you? Are you a man?" I replied aggressively and even more
offended.

"No, I am not!" my friend replied letting me with my mouth open.

"What do you mean?" I uttered!

"I mean that I am a sissy, a fagot and even more! I am all those named you
have being calling gay people lately!" my friend told me opening his soul
to me.

"And, how do you know?" I asked expecting to hear it again.

"I know, because my dick gets hard whenever I see nice looking guys, nice
asses, and nice dicks. I know it because I have tried what it feels like
getting touched by another guy."

"You haven't actually..." I asked.

"What do you mean?" he said approaching closer to me.

"You are wandering if I had another guy touching my dick?" he whispered to
me ear getting closer.

"Yes!" I said.

"Like this?" he said grabbing my dick trough my boxer shorts.

"Yes!" I said standing still, feeling my friends hand over my dick for the
first time of my life. He rubbed my dick and balls with his soft hand, and
I watched him completely paralyzed. I didn't move! My dick reacted
positively, growing bigger to the almost feminine touch.

"You have just got your own touched and it seems to me that it grew
bigger!" he said with a confidence, kneeling in front of me, pulling down
my boxer, revealing my semi erect dick in front of him.

"No, what are you doing?" I uttered.

"Nothing!" he said, opening his mouth, getting my dick inside him.

He started blowing me, giving me the best blowjob of my life! He knew
exactly what he was doing. It didn't take long before my dick reached its
normal proportions.

He stopped and looked at my in the eyes. Moving closer, he kissed me on my
mouth, and I responded. The kiss tasted like a female one. No
difference. My dick was pulsing with excitement. He was a hell of a kisser,
with a playful tongue. All the time he was pulling me towards him from my
ass.

"Then, I lowered my shorts, and stood like this" he said, removing his
shorts, turning his back around, giving me the best view of his hairless
pink asshole. He was shaved everywhere, and he was well hung. He had big
balls and a thick erect dick. I looked at him for an instance. He was
offering me his ass! It looked really nice, and I was really horny. Almost
hypnotized, I moved towards him and tried to push my meat inside his hot
ass.

"I even helped him to enter me!" he said, reaching back, grabbing my proud
erection, guiding me inside his pink hole. He held me there while I was
pushing and after some thrusts I got me head inside him.

The feeling was nice! Tight grip and total smoothness! The dream of every
man! I started pumping him, pushing my dick inside him more and more, until
I felt my balls slapping against his own! I was fucking my friend, and he
was moaning like an animal, with deep loud moans, getting my dick
completely inside him.

"Then, I grabbed his balls, and he shot inside me!" he said grabbing my
balls and squeezing them.

After three pushes I emptied my load inside him, and pulled back to watch
his red open asshole still open, closing gradually, filled up with my thick
white cream. He got up, and I saw his erect dick. It was full of veins,
with a drop of precum on its head.  "Are you man enough to try? I dare your
manhood!" he said pointing his erect tool to me!

I extended my hand and touched it. It was so hard and hot! He obviously was
really excited from the fuck. I touched it feeling his whole length,
admiring his size and its stiffness. He had a terrific erection and his
balls were even bigger than before.

I closed my fingers around it, without saying a word, and I moved my hand a
couple of times. I must have hurt him because his dick was completely
dry. I took some saliva from my mouth with my hand and rubbed it on the top
of his dick. After a couple of moves he was dry again. There was no other
way to do it and I kneeled in front of him, opened my mouth and took it
inside my clumsy teeth. He was so big! I had trouble in blowing him without
hurting him, but I tried until I finally heard him moaning.

"Are you a real man? This is the time to find out!" he said with a soft
voice.

"I am and you will see it!" I responded.

I got up, and turning around I offered him my hairy ass, completely
helpless and naked. He approached me from behind. My heart was banging
strong inside my chest. He kneeled behind me and sucked my virgin rear
opening. I stood still accepting his rimming. He ate my ass as if it was a
pussy. I felt strangely wet and hot back there. My dick was growing hard
again.

He understood it, and he continued licking the whole area of my ass,
insisting on my little virgin hole. I felt his tongue sliding in and out of
me, and he was masturbating my now erect dick at the same time. It felt
divine! My ass was now open enough to accept his middle finger inside, with
any pain.

He started working me with round moves, and soon he was able to slide
inside a second finger. I took it with no pain. My dick was completely
erect, and I was feeling horny as hell. He stood up, and I felt the tip of
his dick touching my hairy butt hole.

Before I had time to think, he was pushing his dick inside me. I stood
still, and I felt his head entering me with a small pop. He stopped, and
pushed, again and again, until he managed to slide the whole dick of his
inside my virgin ass. I stood still, getting him inside me. I felt
completely stretched up! He was standing still giving my ass the time to
get used to his manhood.

When the pain was over, I nodded my head affirmatively, giving him silent
permission to fuck me!

He did fuck me. He fucked me hard, setting my ass completely on fire! I
stood still without any obvious reaction, feeling this new sensation. My
buddy fucked me for more than half an hour! I almost passed out, until I
felt his dick pulsing inside my ripped asshole, flooding me with his
sperms. Instantly my own dick exploded, messing the whole place! I had a
great orgasm!

He pulled out, leaving me with a big gape in the place where my once firm,
virgin ass was and the feeling of emptiness! That emptiness didn't ever go
away, and although I haven't allowed anyone to fuck my ass again since that
day, I must admit that I always enjoy having a big fat dildo shoved inside
me when I masturbate. It just makes things so intense.

No one has ever known about my little experience of discovering if I was a
real man or not. It is a little secret I share with my self. I have fucked
him many times since that day. He was right in many ways. I certainly did
love the fuck he offered me and I was (and still am) afraid of setting
myself free.

Thank you for reading, Jim.