Date: Sun, 13 Nov 2011 13:00:36 -0800 (PST)
From: Steve Huddleston <williamhuddleston@att.net>
Subject: TOMMY, AGAIN

TOMMY, AGAIN
By Bill Hudley

By reading this story you agree that you are at or above legal age in your
location.  Certain sexual activities depicted in this story are safe only
in fictional Literature.

Be safe. Use a Condom.

This is the story is a work of total fiction.  Any resemblance to real
people, dead or alive, is purely coincidental. All feedback is appreciated.

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Jen came out on the deck, where I was cleaning up the deck chairs, with the
phone in her hand..

"phone call honey, I don't recognize the voice" she said as she handed me
the phone.

"thanks Babe..probably some one from work...."Hi, Josh here.."

"Joshua James Julian...this is your wicked, evil past catching up with
you...."

"TOMMY!...oh my god...Tommy!  Tom Donaldson...it's been ages bro...god I've
missed you...where are you?"

Tom and I shared a Dorm suite for our last two years of college.  We were
great friends despite our different personalities.  Tom was outgoing,
gregarious and the life of the party while I was quiet and at most times
shy.  Knowing and living with Tom had loosened me up and brought me out of
my shell.  I was quite comfortable now in most all social settings.  I was
even the team lead on my job, supervising a team of eight.

In my two years living with Tom I developed a crush on him, I wasn't gay
but looking at a naked Tom once a day had me thinking some weird thoughts.
I loved his hard, well developed body with it's covering of dark hair.  His
hairy forearms and legs could make me hard if I stared at them long enough.
His package looked to be about average judging from my very limited
experience of seeing naked men.  Tom's hairy body reminded me of my Dad
when I was little.  I remember going to sleep sitting in Dad's lap in his
recliner and laying my head on his naked, hairy chest, and I remember the
way my Dad smelled.  Sleeping on his hairy chest and his scent were my best
memories of him.  My Dad died when I was 10 in an auto accident and my Mom
never remarried.  I asked her once why she wouldn't date when I was a teen
in High School, she got a far away look in her eyes and said that she had
married the man of her dreams in my Dad and no one else could measure up.

"I'm still in Chicago Josh...I've been searching the internet trying to
find you and finally got the hit today...My girlfriend and I are flying to
California and I thought we might stop off in Boulder and spend some time
with you...You married yet Josh?"

"No...but Jen and I have been together for almost two years now...that was
her that answered the phone...So Tommy, when will you be here...this is
exciting!"

I wrote down the dates and times and started making a list of things we
could do.  Jen and I had already made plans to drive through The Rocky
Mountain Park, stop in Estes Park and have lunch at one of the famous old
hotels up there. We decided that we'd do that with Tom and Emily while they
were here.  Thank goodness Emily and Jen hit it off right away and left Tom
and I to reminisce about the old days.

We met them at the airport in Denver, Emily and Jen introduced themselves
as Tommy and I hugged and both talked at the same time...finally he
remembered and introduced us.  We chattered like magpies the whole way back
to our house.  Once we were there Emily and Jen were talking like sisters
in the living room while Tommy and I went out on the deck.  We drank beer
and talked for hours, remembering all the good times we had shared.  After
a few hours I felt my old Tommy crush coming back on me with a vengeance.
I never thought of it as being gay back then in college, I just knew how
being with Tom made me feel.  When I would see him undress and walk naked
to and from our shower he made my cock get hard.  I took to wearing a jock
strap as underwear because it held my cock down when seeing him gave me an
erection.  He commented on the jock strap once asking why I wore it.  I
passed it off blaming the girl I was dating and he laughed.  I remember
thinking what he said next was odd when he looked at me and said...

"Darn, Josh ...and here I was thinking it was me that caused you to have
those boners."

I remember blushing when he said that.  I just couldn't let him know how
right he was.  Now, here we sat nearing ten years since college, neither of
us had married, although we both had a succession of live in girl friends ,
none lasting much longer than a year. I got up to go to go piss.  I went
into the master bedroom bath and slipped into my jockstrap again.  I was
getting hard setting there with him.  I smiled to myself..just like old
times..I thought.  I thought about jacking off right then but decided to
wait, I knew I would later tonight, I knew he'd make me cum just thinking
about him.

Sometime after eleven the girls made their way to bed, telling us to get to
bed soon as we were leaving around seven in the morning for our drive
through Rocky Mountain National Park.  Tom and I grabbed two more beers and
went out on the deck, our fire pit had a gas lighting system and the wood
caught quickly.  We sat side by side but with an empty chair between us, we
laughed and joked and told old stories.  After a few minutes there was a
lull, neither of us talking, I looked to my right to Tom and saw him
staring at me with the most intent, serious look on his face.

"What..." I asked.

"nothing Josh, I'm just studying your face so I can always remember what
you look like..."

"Tommy you're freakin me out here dude...what's up...you okay Tommy."

"It depends on what you mean by okay Josh...I just have some things hanging
heavy on my mind, nothing I'm ready to talk about as yet, I may never be
ready to talk about this...I just have some decisions to make, decisions
that will change my life, and those who know me, forever....you know
nothing serious."

I couldn't imagine what was bothering him ..there was no laughter in that
last bit about nothing serious.  I got up and went to his chair and knelt
down beside him.  I was silent waiting for him to look at me.  When he did
I said...

"Tommy, you know I will help if you need me, I don't know what's eating at
you but tell me how I can help and I will, please know that.  You're still
my best friend, always have been, I'll never be as close to anyone, man or
woman, as I feel I am to you.  Just ask me Tom and I'll do what ever you
need me too."

He smiled at that...

"Thanks Josh, but you probably wouldn't say that if you knew my problems."

"Don't be so sure Tom, don't be so sure."

With that we decided it was time for bed.  I saw him to their room and I
went back downstairs, picked up and straightened up a bit then slipped into
the half bath downstairs and stripped of my pants and jockstrap and began
jacking off thinking of Tommy.  It was over soon, I was so keyed up I knew
it would be quick.  I sprayed the air freshener around to cover the smell
of my semen.  On my way to our room I saw the hall bathroom light was on
from the crack under the door...I quietly walked to it and listened ...I
heard Tom's breathing and a gentle slapping sound...a muffled grunt and I
knew...He was jacking off too, my mind raced and I hurried away from the
door...I was confused wondering what it was that had aroused him to this
point...I couldn't think of anything we had talked about that would make
him horny.

We had a bright, cheerful late spring morning for our drive into the
National Park and we were into the park by 8:30 a.m.  For Emily and Tom the
Park was a wonder, neither having seen such stunning vistas and sheer wild
beauty.  We stopped at every scenic overlook and took hundreds of pictures
between the four of us.  For every picture I took of Emily and Tom, there
were two more of Tom alone.  Jen and Emily both took several of Tom and I
and there was one I knew I would frame and keep a copy in my wallet.

We arrived in Estes Park and made our way to the hotel for Lunch, when The
Stanley Hotel came into view both Emily and Tom gasped.  The Stanley is in
it's 102nd year and an old style Grand Hotel.  It is imposing, perched in a
hillside with fantastic views of the Estes Valley.  We had a five course
lunch with wine, coffee and for Tom and I Cognac.  After lunch we walked
the grounds snapping pictures of the magnificent views and the stately old
hotel.  We retired to the hotel bar for afternoon Cocktails before the
drive back home.  After thirty or so miles we discovered that I had taken a
wrong turn and we were going in the wrong direction from our home.  I asked
Jen to drive because I was feeling all the liquor and getting sleepy.  I
crawled over the back seat and stretched out on the carpeted cargo area,
wrapping up in a blanket I kept in the SUV.  It wasn't long before Tom
scrambled over the back seat and stretched out beside me.

At first the curvy mountain roads kept us bumping into each other,Tom
turned and spooned to my back and we quit the bumping and moved together
with the undulations and curves in the road.  I woke with Tom's hand cupped
over my crotch and gently rubbing me. My cock was already hard and I could
tell by the way his hand was moving that this was no accident.  He wasn't
dreaming; I turned to face him and he was looking straight into my
eyes. His hand went back to massaging my cock.  I whispered to him...
"Tommy...why are you doing this...this is weird, dude."

Without a word from him I felt him unbuttoning the fly on my jeans.  He
reached his hand inside and went into my shorts and wrapped his hand around
my cock.

"Tommy!  don't...the girls will hear..."

"I've always wanted to do this with you Josh.."

I felt his free hand take mine and hold it against his hard cock.  I let it
lay there inert, no movement from me at all.  The next curve rolled us
together face to face, Tommy released my hand and held me close to him.
His eyes had me mesmerized, I watched but didn't try to stop him as he
leaned into me and kissed my lips.  I felt his tongue trying to enter my
mouth and I opened my lips slightly and his tongue darted in sending little
lightning bolts through out my body.  My unmoving hand at his crotch
suddenly grasped his length and began a jacking motion through the denim of
his jeans.

The kiss continued, my hand at his crotch found his zipper and pulled it
down.  I thrust my hand inside and took his hard, drooling cock in my hand.
I stifled a moan, his cock felt so hot and hard in my hand.  Tom moved back
a bit and I felt his hand undoing the top button on my pants.. my hard cock
jumped out into the air.  We lay their, each holding the other's cock, the
chatter from Emily and Jen up front was like white noise, covering our
whispers and moans and forbidden kisses.  I kissed him again, this time my
tongue urgently sought entry to his mouth.  I stifled another moan as our
tongues battled in my mouth.

Tom soon broke the kiss and smiled at me. He gave a little peck on the lips
and I saw his body moving down and a gasp escaped from me as he took my
dripping cock into his mouth, he made three or four deep thrust onto my
cock and my body tensed and I came in Tommy's mouth, there was no way I
could hold it back.  He swallowed it all as I fought hard to be quiet. I
would never forget the moment his mouth closed on my cock. He nursed the
last drops from me and rose back to face me.  I quickly pulled him to me
and kissed him, tasting my semen for the first time.  When we parted he
smiled again and said...

'thank you Josh...now you're inside me..."

I held him tightly in a hug....

"why Tommy, why...why now...we're gonna need to talk about this...okay."

"No Josh, we don't ever have to talk about this, I wont ever mention it
again... it's just something I needed from you, I wanted you to know how I
think about you and I don't expect anything from you in return.  It's just
something I knew I had to do.  I hope you're okay with it and don't feel
different toward me now."

I could tell by the lights outside that we were coming into the city and I
told him we needed to get up and into the back the seat.  Once we were
settled and spoke to the girls we both sat back and were silent.  Slowly I
let my hand slide over the seat until I found his and took it in mine I
gently squeezed his hand and laced our fingers together and we rode the
rest of the way holding hands. I felt his body tremble and I looked over
and smiled at him, raised our clasped hands and gently squeezed and winked
at him.  He smiled back and nodded to me.  He understood that we were okay,
no problems between us.  I heard him let out a big sigh and he squeezed my
hand in return.

It was almost summer but the nights were still cool and we lit the fire pit
on the deck and all sat around having a beer. Tom and Emily were full of
talk about the wonders of The Stanley Hotel and it occupied our
conversation for almost an hour. Later Jen asked Emily if she would like to
go shopping tomorrow and they excitedly planned their day shopping, first
here in Boulder and then driving down to Denver.  I asked Tom...

"while they're out spending all our money you want to go work out at my gym
and maybe catch a movie after?"

"Sure ...I could use a few reps on the machines and some steam."  Tommy
answered

Both of the girls were yawning and said their good nights and went to bed,
Tommy and I sat facing each other, the fire between us.

I asked...

"so Tommy, how are you, is all right in your world...after our conversation
last night I'm worried about you?

he sighed again...

"I never could hide my emotions from you...and no...things are not right
and I know that I have to begin making major changes.  I can't live as I
have been, it's all a lie, and I know I have to set it straight and soon.

"are we talking about what happened earlier in the back of the SUV Tommy?"

"...That's part of it Josh.  I'm going to be breaking things off with Em,
quitting my job and moving to California...I don't know yet what I'll do
there or where I want to be out there."

"Why California?"

"it's far away from Chicago and if I'm going to be gay, that's the place to
go."

"going to be gay! You...but...I...you can be gay anywhere Tommy, you just
have to find someone who makes you happy and that you want to be with.  Are
you sure Tommy, that it is what you want to do, be gay I mean..."

"it's not really a choice Josh, it's the way I am.  The way I've always
been, living this lie isn't fair to Em or to me.  I just feel it's time for
me to live as I am, not as what everyone expects me to be."

"not everyone Tommy, I don't care what you what you do as long as you're
still my friend."

Tom remained silent looking off into the distance, he sighed and turned to
me.

"we're leaving tomorrow at noon, we should get some rest Josh."

With that we rose, I felt his eyes watching me as I picked up the empty
cans and turned the fire pit off.  As I neared him I saw the strangest look
in his eyes, it was love, pain, sorrow and guilt all in one look.  I put a
hand on his shoulder and rubbed across his back...

"things will seem better in the morning, they always do Bud, you'll work it
all out Tom, it will all be fine in the end.  Just think it through to the
logical conclusion like you've always done.  I really don't want to see you
leave, I've really enjoyed being with you again, like old times but better.

I showed him to the bath and his room and went to my room, Jen was sleeping
and I went into our bath sat down and thought about my friend.  Naturally
my thoughts went to us in the back of the SUV, trying to decide what I
really thought about what had happened..  All the times that being with him
had aroused me and my jacking off thinking of him, I had never imagined
doing what he had done to me, taking my cock in his mouth and swallowing my
cum.  I knew how incredible it felt, better than any sex I had ever had
before, I knew I wanted to do it to him, I knew I was scared of what this
meant.  I didn't want to be gay.  I'm not gay...but with Tommy......is it
gay if I only feel these thought for him?  Other men do not excite me, I
don't have the slightest desire for others..it's just for Tommy...Only him.

Finally I climbed into bed without disturbing Jen; I turned and tossed and
slept very little all night. I was no closer to knowing what I wanted than
I was earlier last night.  I got up and went to the kitchen and made
coffee, it was only 4:30 a.m.  I sat there staring out the window watching
the darkness.  At about 5:00 Tommy walked in, poured a cup and sat down at
the table opposite me.

"you couldn't sleep either?"  he asked.

"hardly a wink" I replied.

Silence.  We sat and drank our coffee without another word.  I caught him
staring at me several times.  Finally i asked...

"what?  you're staring at me...what is it..?"

"sorry Josh, just looking at the best friends I've ever had, this may be
the last time we are ever together."

"WHAT! why do you say that Tommy.  Are you not going to be my friend
anymore?"

"will you want to be friends with a queer...a cock sucker, that's what I
am, you know."

"Tommy listen to me... being gay doesn't have to define who your are.  You
have many more defining qualities than just being gay.  You're my friend,
always.  Even it you were a serial killer you would still be my friend.
Okay, so you're gay.  That's not who you are...You are a smart, kind,
caring man who just happens to be a pervert in his bedroom."

Tom stared at me open mouthed and then roared laughing.  I joined him and
we laughed till tears were running down our cheeks.  I passed him a napkin
as I wiped my eyes...

"Man Josh, that's cold.  Call your best bud a pervert."  he started
laughing again.

It was good to see him laugh, he had been is such a dark mood I knew I had
to lift him out somehow and the 'pervert' quip worked.  I just couldn't let
him leave me so sad and down on himself.  Our laughter finally died down
and he looked me in the eye and gave me a sly grin...

"thanks Josh, I really needed that.  That's one reason we came here, you
always lift my spirit and make me feel better about myself."

Em and Jen walked in and grabbed up cups.

"What's so funny down here you guys..." Jen asked...

Thinking fast Tom answered...

"your goofy boy friend telling dirty jokes....he's really a pervert you
know!"

His emphasis on the word pervert set us both to laughing again..

Em and Jen looked at each other and just shrugged...

"Men...go figure" Em said..

I got out of my chair, grabbed the pot an did refills on coffee and set up
for another pot. Then I started making our breakfast.

"How did you train him to make breakfast?"  Em asked Jen..

"easy, I just didn't offer to cook...he was hungry so he started making
breakfast and always has since." she replied.

We made polite conversation and generally had a good time, everyone rinsed
off their plates and utensils and loaded them in the dishwasher but kept
the coffee cups.  After another cup Em stood and said she was going to
shower and pack, Jen went to our room to take hers leaving Tommy and I
alone again.

I looked to him...

"you going to be okay Bud...I'm worried about you. Give me your cell number
now...I don't want us losing contact again.  I want to know where you
are."...I said.

"Don't worry about me Josh...I'll be fine..."

Just then I heard Jen shout down the stairs, we're out... come take your
shower...

"here we come" I replied.

When Tommy stood I moved to him and hugged him close to me.  He held me
tight to him, I bent my head and kissed his neck.  I felt him tremble
against me.  I straightened an held him away just a bit, looking into his
eyes.  Then I just leaned in and kissed him hard, tongue down his throat, a
need possessing me I never had felt before.  When we parted, gasping for
breath the way he looked at me shook me to my core. I saw love, lust,
longing and the need that I had just felt, all in one look.  I trembled
this time.  He turned away, sat his cup in the sink and punched at my arm
as he walked past.

"Let's get a move on guy.."  he said as he bounded up the stairs..

I couldn't move...I had initiated that kiss...that kiss that had shook me
from my hair to my toes.  I knew then that I would need more of that.  Soon
we were loading their luggage into the SUV and the four of us were off to
the airport.  We all made small talk on the ride.  Every so often I caught
Tommy's eye in the rear view mirror.  There was so much in those looks he
gave me.  As we parked and took them in all I could think of was that I
couldn't kiss him good bye.  With hugs all around at last I hugged Tommy.
I squeezed him tightly and whispered...

"See you soon I hope."

I heard him whisper...

"love you."

"me too" I choked out...

Jen and I stood there waving as they walked down the boarding ramp and out
of sight.  We turned and she hooked her arm through mine.

"I really liked them Josh...I wish they lived near."

"yeah, me too, hon..."

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It's been six months since Tom and Emily's visit.  Jen and I had broken
up...My sexual desire for her had diminished to almost nothing.  I was
struggling with my inner demons concerning Tom.  I knew I wanted more of
him, I wanted him sexually and that was so very hard to admit.  Finally I
decided that I had to call him and see if there was any chance that he
would want me that way.

Just as I reached for my cell it rang making me jump in surprise, when I
answered I heard ...

"Josh..it's Tommy..."

I was speechless...

"Josh are you there?"

"Tommy..yes...I had just reached for the phone to call you when it rang.
It startled me.  How are you, where are you..."

"I'm at O'hare waiting on my flight.  I just wanted to hear your voice.
It's been a while since we were there.  I broke it off with Emily a couple
of months ago.  You guys okay?"

"I am, Jen's gone, we broke up three weeks after you were here."

"OH! really...what happened....sorry not my business...you guys just seemed
right together."

"we're better at being friends...and I developed other interests"

"really, someone else..."

"Yes"

"Josh, is that all you are going to tell me?"

"Tom. why don't you get off the plane in Denver and stay for a day or two.
Just you and I.  Can I talk you into that, please say yes, please.

"Okay, I'll go change my ticket right now.  I'll call back in a few...later
Josh."

A huge grin spread across my face as I flipped the phone closed.  Tommy and
Me alone for two days.  That's enough time.  I'll know before he leaves.
This is it... make it or break it time for Tom and me.  Nervously I got up
and began pacing, making a mental list of things to do.  Get food, coffee,
lube, condoms, just the essentials.  I grabbed a note pad and started
listing the things we would need.  Then my phone rang, I looked at the
caller ID..it's him.

"Tommy..."

"Yeah Josh.... listen, I changed my mind about staying a day or two,
okay.."

"well ..I'm sure you have your reasons...I'm a bit.."

"JOSH, I changed the ticket to one-way to Denver.. you'll have to tell me
when to leave..."

"what..one way....ohmigod!..really....you mean it Tommy?"

"Yes I do mean it.  My flight leaves in one hour, I should be there by 2
p.m.  Can you meet me."

"Meet you!  What do you think.. see you at 2 o'clock"

Man was I hyped up, I started for the shower and stopped...we can do that
together when he gets here.  I grabbed my keys and headed to the market,
drug store and liquor store.  Stocked up I headed back home.  I was
actually whistling to the radio.  I got to the house put things away and as
a joke made up one of those placards that chauffeurs hold up for people
they are picking up, it read "Thomas Donaldson, I'm your ride!"

I dashed upstairs and stood looking at the clothes in my closet.  It was
fall so I finally settled on gray wool slacks and matching gray turtleneck,
cordovan belt and Italian slippers with a camel suede blazer.  I carefully
spiked my hair put on the jacket and decided I looked pretty good.  I got
to the airport a half an hour early and went to a bar near the luggage pick
up area for a coffee with Baileys.

I had two women and three men eyeing me as I sat there.  I smiled to
myself.  I hope they see who I'm here to pick up...Tommy had a
sophisticated masculine look with dark hair and a perpetual 5 o'clock
shadow.  Testosterone oozed from him. he stood 6'4", 170 lbs.  with a
ridiculous 30 inch waist, with broad shoulders veeing down to that small
waist anchored by a perfectly round, hard bubble butt.  In contrast I was
the the kid next door, blond hair, cobalt blue eyes, 5'11" 150 lbs. built
more like a diver than a swimmer.

I checked the monitor over the bar for arrival times and saw that his
flight was on time.  I ordered another coffee and Baileys and watched the
TV for a while.  One man sat beside me an asked if he could buy me a drink
or would I rather come to his hotel room.

I gave him my brightest, dimpled smile and said...

"Thank you for your offer Sir, but I'm waiting on my boy friend's plane,
he's been away six months and we're heading straight to that hotel across
the street there.  I need him bad."

He sat there with his mouth hanging open while I looked at the arrival
screen...

"oh...he' here...his plane just landed....." I said reaching down to adjust
my cock.  He noticed and gulped...

"well, here's to you two...have fun" he drained his drink and walked away.

I was laughing inside.  Tom would die if he knew I referred to him as my
boy friend.

I looked out to the baggage carousels and saw his flight number light up
and bags began appearing.  I rose and went out with my sign to wait for
him..  The crowd grew quickly and I held my sign over my head.  In just a
few moments I saw him coming toward me.  His eyes glanced up to the sign
and he laughed.  He grabbed me into a hug and I patted him on his back.
Each of us not talking, just enjoying touching each other.  He pushed back
and eyed me up and down then leaned to whisper in my ear...

"my god you look good....it's a shame I'm going to rip that expensive
outfit off your body the second we step in your door."

"I don't care if you start right now.  I'm so glad to see you."

As we walked away Tom put his arm across my shoulder and pulled me to him,
laughing and talking , we passed by the man who had offered the drink or
his room.  He paled when I winked at him with Tom draped on me.

We talked and joked as we sped back to Boulder.  Tom asked me what I had
been doing since he was here.  I filled him in of the dull routine of work
and sitting an home alone every night.  I told him that mostly I thought
and worried about him and what he was doing.  As soon as I pulled into the
garage and turned off the motor Tom was pulling me into a kiss.  I did
nothing to stop him, I wanted it too.  This one was different than when he
was here last spring.  Tommy was different, he wasn't sad or down in the
dumps, he seemed very happy.  When we finally broke from that kiss we both
gasped for air and we knew that somehow our relationship had just changed.
There was no curiosity in that kiss.  That was two men who each intensely
desired the other, it expressed our sexual need for each other.  Without a
word between us we knew that we could be together now, friends, lovers,
partners.  This was the way we were supposed to be.

We went into the kitchen and true to his word, Tom slipped off my jacket,
threw it over a chair and reached for my belt.  I leaned against the door
as Tom kissed and stroked my body through my clothes while opening my wool
slacks.  A sly grin crept over his face when he saw the jock strap I was
wearing.  He smiled at me and said....

"who's causing you to wear this now, stud.?"

Tom asked as he lightly snapped a strap cupping my butt cheek.

"It's always been you, Tommy.  Even when I told you it was a girl back at
school...it was you then and you now.  I wore it when you were here last
spring ...that first night while we were sitting around the fire pit.  When
I went to piss I slipped into it.  I was getting hard just sitting beside
you."

Tom lifted the hem of the turtleneck and T-shirt and pulled them over my
head, tossing them toward the jacket, In one quick move the slacks were
around my ankles and Tom was kneeling, his face buried in my crotch
nuzzling the bulge in the jockstrap, inhaling the intoxicating aroma there
that was uniquely me.  He moaned and pulled the jock strap down and grabbed
my bouncing cock and sank it's length into the warmth of his mouth and
throat.

I cried out..."Oh god, Tommy....oh that feels so good...oh yes..Tommy,
yes..."

With my cock deep in his throat, Tom's hands were all over my body, rubbing
and pinching my nips, cupping my little round butt cheeks in each hand.

I looked down and saw my cock sliding in and out of that beautiful face.
When I moaned aloud Tom's eyes raised and looked at me as my cock remained
in his mouth.  The sight of Tommy looking into my eyes while sucking my
cock sent me over the edge, legs tensed, balls high and tight in my
scrotum, my cum gushed into Tommy's eager mouth.  Spurt after spurt, I
emptied my balls into my best friend.  As my climax subsided Tommy nursed
my cock, coaxing the last few drops of semen from the slit.  When he pulled
off, my knees gave way and I started sliding down the door to the floor.
Tom quickly stood and pulled me into his arms and cradled me there,
nuzzling my neck, kissing my ear, cheek and neck.  My body was limp, Tom
lifted and carried me to the sofa in the living room and gently laid me
there.  Kneeling beside me, knees to the floor, Tom leaned over and laid
his head on my shoulder while his chest covered mine.  I held Tom to me as
we lay

 there, a contentment filled me that I had never experienced before. I
raised a bit and Tommy looked up at me.

"Tommy, you want to talk now or later.  I want to satisfy you like you just
did for me.  But this is happening so fast I need to talk with you for bit.
It's your call but either way, now or later, your cock is mine."

"umm let's talk first....get it out of the way...let's go to your bed
though...I can cuddle up to you and hold your body against mine while we
talk...mmm...you feel so good."

Tom stood and pulled me to my feet and we went to my bed, touching,
feeling, kissing all the way.  We lay down and I turned to face him.

"I'm so glad you came here...I've been worried that once you got to
California I'd never see you again...We need to talk to each other...for me
that kiss in the garage changed things.  I knew right then that I would be
anything, do anything you wanted me to be or do.  I've never considered
that I might be gay...men in general do not interest me at all sexually.
It's just you in particular that I have to have.  I crave your presence,
always have and now I have a physical need to be sexual with you.

I need to know what you are thinking Tommy...do you want to be with me, I
want to be with you more than I want anything else.  When I say be with me,
I mean sexually and emotionally.  I've always loved you as a friend but now
there are different feelings of love.  More intense and insistent than I
could ever imagined.  I've never felt this way about anyone before."

"God yes I want you Josh, I want to live with you, to love you, make love
with you..to spend our lives together.  That's what I want Josh.  You,
forever.  I know that this man sex or gay thing might freak you out a
little, but I can wait...you're all I want.  I've been in love with you for
more than 10 years.  You're why I made that ticket just one way.  I wasn't
100% sure that you would want there to be 'us', more like 75 or 80 % .
Today has been just about the happiest day I can ever remember.  We're
finally together, Josh.  Can you believe it? I've wanted this so long."

"You've read my mind and my heart Tommy.  That was exactly what I wanted to
hear from you.Yes, yes, yes!  We can be together."

Tommy pulled me to him and kissed me like never before...damn he was good
at this.  As soon as our tongues touched my cock was hard as stone again
and then fireworks exploded in my brain and body, my hand grasped his cock
and slowly jacked him as we kissed.

Something changed in me then, I pushed Tom back onto the pillows slowly
loosening his clothes, he raised slightly as I pulled the Tee over his head
and raised his hips to let his pants and shorts slide past his knees.  I
raised up just to look and his perfect body lying before me.  I laid my
head onto his hairy chest, reveling in the feel and smell of him.  One hand
fingered a nip found buried in the thick mat of brown hair.  My lips found
the other nip and suckled and lightly bit at it.  With one ear on his chest
I heard and felt his groans and moans rumble up from within him.  One hand
followed my lips trailing down his body as I kissed and licked my way
between his pectorals and down his abs, my hand opened to let my fingers
lightly glide over every ripple and valley that formed the six pack of
abdominal muscles that turned me on so very much.  He wasn't this well
defined at college, this was a grown man's body and to my uneducated but
biased

 eyes, it was perfect.  I spent some time touching and kissing the flat
hard muscles below the navel and above his pubic hair.  I got little hints
of his man scent, that smell uniquely Tommy, I needed more and placed my
nose and mouth at the valley where his legs met the groin, inhaling deeply,
licking and kissing his sweet tasting skin.

I never had a clue that anything could be so sexy.  His aroma alone could
make me cum, but the taste of him and the scent had me ready to ejaculate.
Tommy must have sensed this for he pulled me up to lay on his chest as he
kissed me deeply.

"we need to slow down Josh, lets make this last, your face in my crotch had
me ready to shoot and you haven't even touched my cock., let's cool down
and then build it up again...damn Josh, you sure you haven't done this
before....you've pushed all my buttons...so sexy."

"it's your scent Tommy, it drives me wild....so sexy, so erotic.  I never
had a clue that men had that smell down there. I want to rub it all over me
so I can smell you all the time...but then my cock would stay hard all the
time from smelling you...you must bring out the man lover in me....I'm
doing things to you I've never thought of before.  I've never felt so
aroused, so sexual."

As I talked one hand fondled his balls, they were nearly hairless...he must
have shaved them...his scrotum was so warm and the skin so silky soft, I
moved to lay between his legs, licking and kissing this balls.  I sucked
one into my mouth, hearing Tom's gasp I sucked up the other.  With his
balls and sac in my mouth I closed my lips tightly and reared my head back
pulling hard on his balls.  Tom roared and tossed on the bed.  I reached
and slowly jacked on his cock as I rolled his balls in my mouth.  Squeezing
his cock hard I pulled back again with his sac and balls in my mouth this
time Tom screamed....

"OH FUCK...PULL EM HARD JOSH....oh migod that feels so good....OH FUCK!!!!

In a trance now, my mouth full of his scrotum and balls I saw a finger
pressing into Tom's ass crack and stroking his anus.  That was my finger
playing with his ass.  I stuck the finger into the open jar of Vaseline
rubbed around his anus again. Tommy was all over the bed, moaning thrashing
about. and the finger was suddenly deep inside him.  I moved it back and
forth eliciting cries of joy from Tom and he pushed back wanting more of my
finger.  I turned my hand and crooked the finger up toward his cock and
stroked his prostate.  He yelled so loudly I thought I had hurt him.

"Oh no, I'm sorry, I didn't know it would hurt you."

"oh Josh no...it didn't hurt it felt so good....I want you to fuck me
Josh...I want your cock inside me, I need you there...please will you fuck
me Josh."

"just tell me what you want me to do Tommy...I'll do what ever you want me
to do."I was a bit concerned, I had heard jokes about guys taking it up
their butt and sort of knew it happened but I never ever thought of it as
being something sexual, wanted or desired.  But I knew if that's what Tommy
wanted I would do it.  He instructed me in preparing him for entry with
lots of lube and I worked his hole until 4 fingers and half of my hand was
in his butt.  Deep moans were coming from Tommy as my fingers plied in and
out of him while he pushed back on my fingers and hand wanting more.  I
have to admit that I thought that this would be gross but my cock had been
throbbing from the moment my fingers were inside him.

"Oh Josh...it's time....please...please put your cock inside me...I need it
to be you Josh....it's you I want inside me...I've always needed it to be
you...please....now."

Tommy had turned to lay on his back and had spread his legs wide.  Seeing
him there like that, offering himself to me, his eyes pleading, wanting me
to take him, I got a lump in my throat.  I leaned forward placing my hands
by his head and lowered myself slowly until our lips touched.  Tommy's arms
locked around my neck; as our tongues fought to get inside the other with
one hand I placed my cock at his opening and gently pushed.  At the first
pressure his legs locked around my hips and pulled me to him.  Gently my
cock slid inside him.  The heat amazed me, It felt like a blast furnace, so
hot, so soft and silky and just about the sexiest thing I have ever known.
The slow delicious slide into his heat stunned and awed me.  Nothing in my
life had ever felt so good.

Tommy moaned and sighed hugging me tight as his body opened to me.  The
exquisite pleasure I felt when all of me was inside him almost made me cum.
I fought to gain control as Tommy came alive.  Circling his hips to seat my
cock deeper into him, he moaned and pulled my head down and ran his tongue
deeply into my throat while thrusting his hips to fuck my cock deep inside
him.  I was helpless, the sensations coursing through me had me unable to
speak, only animal sounds came from me, grunts and groans even a howl or
two.

It wasn't long until instinct took over and I settled into that rhythm that
man has known since the beginning of time.  Soon Tommy was meeting my
thrusts, grunting and groaning; we were drenched in sweat and I was lost in
the most intense sexual pleasure I had ever known.  The look in Tommy's
eyes told me all I needed to know...this was it, I wanted him and I wanted
more of this, sexual pleasure so intense my hair tingled.  There could
never be enough of this...

Shifting my knees to regain better balance changed the angle my cock
entered him and I heard him shout..

"oh..ohmigod...do that again...oh yes....FUCK ME JOSH...yes..Oh
Yes....uuunnnggghhh..yeah"

Each thrust against his prostate shot cum from Tom's cock, he moaned, he
yelled and thrust his body to grind against my cock at it's deepest.
Tommy's eyes rolled back, he was lost in the pleasure, seeing him in that
rapture made me thrust harder, faster, I wanted to feel what he was
feeling...with a low guttural growl his body tensed, his muscles clinching
tight on my cock deep inside him.  Tommy's orgasm started, cum shot onto
his face, his chest, and finally his stomach. The sight and smell of his
semen set my cock to filling his bowels with my cum.  He started calling my
name with each spurt into his guts.

Totally spent, I collapsed atop Tommy, his arms circled me to hold me tight
to him as he repeated my name time after time stopping only to kiss my
neck.  Finally he quieted and our breathing slowed and we rested, glued
together with his semen.  Never had I ever suspected that sexual
intercourse could be so intense, both physically and emotionally.  I knew
that I'd be with him for as long as he would permit it.  There wasn't
another word for it, it was love I felt for him, again like none I have
ever known could exist.

"Josh...migod...you did that like you've done it forever.  Granted my
experience is limited but no one ever did it like that.....you're mine now
Josh...I'm never letting you go again...mine...all mine."  "why is this
such a secret....if guys knew what I just felt, I'm still feeling, every
man on the planet would want this....I've never been so completely, utterly
fucked.  I'm not going anywhere babe...you couldn't run me off now...oh man
are we going to have fun together...you know you're gonna have to do that
to me.  The look on your face when your eyes rolled back was pure
pleasure...I gotta feel that....you've gotta fuck me Tommy...later...not
now...but you gotta..."

Tom and I didn't leave the house for the whole weekend and we never put on
clothes either.  By Sunday evening I was as tired as I had ever been but
there were a couple of new sensations I had never felt before.  A wonderful
ache in my balls and my ass.  I discovered the joys of having Tom fuck me
several times those two days.  I knew know that I would never go back, I am
gay.  At least I am for Tommy and he says that I am what he wants.  We are
a couple now and I've never felt happier nor as satisfied.  I knew that Tom
and I were supposed to be together.  Everything just felt right between us.

Tom found a job he liked in three weeks time and we settled into living
together as easily as we did ten years ago as room mates at college.  Both
of us had to get accustomed to daily sexual activity, a task that was not
at all hard to do.  On the anniversary of our third month I came home from
work and found a large gift wrapped package in the living room.  Tom was
sitting on the sofa.

"What's this for Tommy?" I asked.

"It's been three months today since I got here and I thought we needed
this.  Open the box Josh."

I bent and lifted the lid and there sat the most beautiful liver and white
Springer Spaniel Puppy I had ever seen.  Her stubby little tail was a blur
and she nearly jumped into my arms when I reached for her.  In two seconds
I was covered in puppy kisses and she turned to Tommy.  I got a little
choked up...it was a commitment that we were making to each other and to
Daphne our new puppy.  When she jumped down to explore the house Tom leaned
over and kissed me.  I threw my arms around him and hugged him close.

"thank you Tommy, she's perfect, just like you."

He laughed..."you just keep thinking that Josh...Daphne and I will do our
best to live up to your opinion of us.  Oh I almost forgot....She's
scheduled to go to training starting Monday night.  We both have to be
there and work with her. and I've contracted for a 6 ft. wooden fence for
the back yard."

As we sat there our new puppy came to a sliding stop in front of us on the
sofa.  She sat there looking at us and tilting her head.  When we stood up
she tore off through the house as fast as the hardwood floors would permit.
We took her to the back yard and she did her toilet and then she romped for
ten minutes or so playing with us.  When we settled down in the family room
after dinner together on the sofa as we always did Daphne jumped up and got
between us, laid down and took a nap.  Tom had bought her a bed that was
now in our bedroom and after a week she was beginning to get the idea that
she was supposed to sleep there instead of on our bed or at least wait
until we were sleeping, then she would get in bed with us.

What a month!  As I was driving in to work I was thinking back over these
past few weeks.  Tom's phone call, meeting him at the airport, the
incredible weekend in bed naked for 2 days, the joy and love of our new
puppy.  The fantastic bond of love that had made everything work.  The mind
blowing sexual connection we achieved daily.  The happiness that our
friendship and now love had brought to each of us.  I was sated.  There was
nothing more that I could wish for I am a happy and contented man.

I sat at my desk working on a project when my phone rang, when I answered I
heard...

"Hello sexy.... are you at your desk" I replied that I was.

"good, now unzip your trousers like a good boy okay...now reach in and pull
out my favorite toy.  that's right....it's growing already isn't it..."

The end.....maybe...