Date: Thu, 18 Dec 2008 20:43:17 +0000
From: Jacob Latson <jacob_latson@hotmail.com>
Subject: Agony & Ecstasy Chapter 1

Disclaimer:

This story will describe the life of John Miller from his time as
a divorced man, devastated by the divorce, who then turns himself
around and into a new life of wealth.  This story will include
descriptions of male sex, including M/M, M/T, M/b, T/b and b/b.  If
stories involving sex between consenting males of all ages, including
mainly gay sex, offends you, go back to the Archives and pick a
different story for your reading pleasure.

There has been minimal research for this story therefore, names,
places, and events are mostly fictitious and similarities to real life
are coincidental.

Some companies and organizations mentioned actually exist, but
references to the activities, policies, programs and procedures are
fictitious. This story will include references to the United States
government, the FBI, CIA and other agencies.  Any references are purely
fictional, and only used to develop the plot and characters.

My friend, Bill, has edited this story.  His personal touch cleans up
many of my errors, and I thank him for his time and talents.


Agony & Ecstasy

Chapter 1, Life Sucks

John Miller looked out at the quiet lake and wished that he could go out
fishing instead of driving to work.  He had just finished a painful divorce
that had destroyed his financial security and personal life.  At the age of
50, John felt like the world was totally against him. He wished that his
dog, Barney, was with him to give him companionship and love, but Barney
was dead and buried.

To understand John's emotional state, we have to go back in time and
investigate the situations that changed his life.

 He had been a high school star athlete, and had been awarded a football
scholarship to the University of Michigan in Ann Arbor, Michigan, but life
had thrown him many curves.  He had enrolled in the Manufacturing
Engineering program and was achieving his lifetime dreams of going to
college and playing football when the world crashed down on him.  During
his freshman year, he was injured in his second game for the Wolverines.
His right knee was torn apart, ending any chance for his dreams of playing
in the National Football League after graduation.

James Miller, John's father, was a steel worker who had saved every penny
that he could to send his only child to college.  He had worked hard and
was proud that his son had blossomed into a talented tight end on the
Lansing High School football team.  The family lived in a small home in the
north end of Lansing, surrounded by other lower income families who dreamed
of escape from the challenges of paying bills and existing at or near the
poverty level.

John's life was shattered when he learned for sure that his knee injury had
ended any chance of competing at the college level, let alone his dreams of
playing professionally.  Two weeks after his career ending injury, a
falling steel beam on the construction site of a new hospital killed his
father.  John's father had been injured before at work, and had accumulated
some huge medical bills that he was struggling to pay.  John was
devastated, and tried to comfort his mother during the funeral arrangements
and family crisis.  His right leg was in a huge cast, and he was barely
able to use the crutches to attend the funeral and try to comfort his
mother.

The employer, Henning's Steel, fought every appeal by the widow and son to
claim Workman's Compensation benefits for the death of James Miller.  The
State of Michigan gave the bereaved family no support or hope of justice,
and John and his mother reached out for help.

Abe Goldman was a Professor of Law at the University of Michigan, and
offered his assistance at no charge to the family when he learned of their
plight.  Abe's son, Robert, was in the Pre-Law Program at the U of M, and
was a close friend of John's.  Robert begged his father to help his buddy,
and Abe filed lawsuits against Henning's Steel and the Michigan Worker's
Compensation Fund.  After two years of litigation, the survivors were
awarded $500,000.

John had finished his degree in Mechanical Engineering after four years,
and was offered a Process Engineering job with Chrysler Engineering in
Detroit, Michigan.  John had taken out student loans to complete his
degree, and looked forward to employment where he would be able to start a
family and enjoy life.  He delayed his employment when he secured a
scholarship grant that would pay for him to get a Master's Degree in
Business Administration from the Wharton School of Business at the
University of Pennsylvania.  The monies from the settlement with Henning's
Steel were used to pay the medical expenses for his father and John's
expensive education at the Ivy League College, and John's mother was left
with only enough to survive.

The week before his graduation, John's mother died of a heart attack.  John
was devastated, and struggled to accept the agony of losing his last
parent.

It seemed that every time something good was happening, his life was torn
apart by a major loss.  Now his financial status was again being torn apart
by this horrible divorce wherein his wife was threatening to expose his
interest in pornography.

John tried to think of positive things to blot out the agony of his
protracted divorce from his wife of 28 years.  His mind drifted back to the
time when he visited Tom Jeffries and his family three years earlier.  Tom
and Judy had a son, Jamie, who was a handsome boy of 12 years of age at
that time.  The boy was always full of energy and mischief, and loved the
attention that he always got from John.

John smiled when he remembered how Jamie had walked out of the bathroom
after a shower, wearing only a towel around his waist.  The precocious boy
saw that John was in the living room and was the only person who was
looking at him.  Jamie opened the towel and gave John a full view of his
pubescent package in a quick flash.

John was shocked that Jamie would flash him, but knew that the boy was
always a challenge to the authority of his parents.  He was surprised to
see a light shadow above the circumcised cock of the young boy hinting that
puberty had arrived.

When Jamie saw the look on the face of the handsome man, he quickly covered
his genitals before his parents turned around.  He giggled and repeated his
display when the bored parents returned to the televised baseball game.

John was confused.  Jamie had always been an affectionate boy who gave him
hugs when he visited, but it seemed like the parents ignored the cute boy
and didn't show any displays of love.  It was obvious that Jamie wanted
male attention, but Tom was always too busy or seemed annoyed whenever
Jamie was around.

Tom and John had planned a weeklong vacation to the Jeffries' cottage, but
at the last minute, Tom had an emergency with a big real estate deal.  Tom
had told John to go without him and that he would try to drive to the
cottage later in the week if he settled the dispute about a strip mall and
apartment building that he was planning to build.

Judy begged John to take Jamie to the cottage because the boy was out of
school and driving her crazy.  She longed for some private time with her
husband, and also wanted to work in the garden and spend time with her
friends.

"Will you take Jamie with you?" Judy begged John.  "He's driving me nuts,
and I need a break!"

Jamie hung his head and tried to choke back his tears.  For his entire life
he had known that his parents didn't want him around.  He was a "mistake"
and had heard his parents cursing the birth control pills that failed to
keep him from coming into the world.  They thought he was asleep in his
room when they talked about how their lives would be better without a
child, but Jamie had heard too much.  He didn't like John's wife, Margaret,
but loved the attention that he always got when his dad's best friend came
to visit.  He had dressed after his shower and wished that he could be
included in the informal party with his parents and their friend, John
Miller.

"I'll be good!" Jamie promised after he heard his mother begging John to
take him to the cottage.

John looked at the cute boy and saw the pleading eyes.  He needed a break
from the stress of his job at the Chrysler Parts Plant and away from the
bitching of his wife, Margaret.  Margaret was constantly complaining about
their standard of living and was demanding a new car, new furniture,
vacations, and jewelry.  John knew that his job was at risk with the
struggling automobile industry, and had planned on a week of fishing and
drinking beer with his best friend, Tom.  Margaret was going to visit her
mother and two bitchy sisters, and John wanted to unwind and forget about
the threats that his plant would be closed.

"I know he's a pain in the ass", Tom said about his own son.  "This deal's
a huge one for me, and two other realtors are trying to crush it by
pressuring my investors.  I can't go to the lake until I salvage this
deal."

"I sure don't like to fish alone, so I'll be happy to take Jamie with me,"
John replied.  He tried to hide his desires to see more of the boy in the
nude, and wanted to investigate the shadow that he had seen above the
developing cock.  He had always hidden his desires for sex with a cute boy,
but this was a golden opportunity to spend time with Jamie and see if the
boy was open to exploring the world of male-to-male sex.

Jamie had tears of joy running down his face when he jumped in the air and
screamed, "YES, YES, YES!"  He hugged John and tried to hug his parents,
but Tom and Judy pushed him away and told him to act his age.

John was upset with his adult friends for refusing to give Jamie any
affection, but gave Jamie another hug and promised to pick him up after
work on Friday.

Jamie walked out to the driveway with John and wanted to talk to his
favorite man.

"Thanks for saying that you'll take me to the lake," Jamie said softly.
"Why can't my dad treat me like you do?"

"Tom's under a lot of stress with that big deal," John said, trying to
apologize for the behavior of his friend.  "We'll have a lot of fun, and
maybe you can flash me some more when we're alone!"

"Did you like what you saw?" Jamie asked.

"I sure did!" John replied quickly.  "It looks like Mother Nature has made
some changes to your body."

"I'm getting a little hair and my dick's always hard!" Jamie admitted.  "I
sure can't talk to my dad about sex stuff, so maybe you'll answer my
questions.  I hope that you will, but I'll understand if you won't."

"I'll always be honest with you and answer your questions, unless they get
too personal", John replied.  "I was your age a long time ago, and I know
that your friends spread a lot of crap that isn't true about sex.  I'll
make a deal with you.  If you promise that what we do or say stays a
secret, I'll try to answer all of your questions honestly."

"SWEET!" Jamie replied.  "I can't wait until tomorrow when you pick me up
for the trip to the lake!"

John left the home of his friends and headed home.  He knew that Margaret
was in a bitchy mood when he left, and hoped to avoid any contact with her
for the next day.  She had been a willing sex partner before they were
married, but the birth control pills hadn't worked for them either, and
John Junior was the result.  They had been married when John was 22 and had
just started graduate school after earning his engineering degree.  He had
finished his MBA in less than 2 years and had started working at the
Chrysler Parts Plant near Detroit right after graduation.  John Jr. was 24
at the time John had taken Jamie to the lake, had graduated from college
with a degree in Business Administration, and had married a girl from
college.  Kirsty was expecting her first child, and John looked forward to
a grandson who would take the family name into the future.

When John got home, his angry wife immediately confronted him.

"Where the fuck have you been?" Margaret screamed at John.  "I've been here
all alone waiting for you to take me out for supper!  Why didn't you answer
your cell phone when I called?  You worthless piece of shit, I've been
starving!"

"You knew I was going to visit Tom and Judy to watch the Tiger's game,"
John replied.  "They invited you to watch the game and have pizza, but you
always seem to find an excuse to avoid visiting my friends!  You can warm
something up in the microwave or cook something yourself!  We can't afford
to keep going out for meals!"

"You're a worthless piece of shit that I never should have married!"
Margaret replied.  "My sisters and friends have husbands that provide
better homes and vacations, and you'd better find a way to give me what I
need or I'll divorce your worthless ass!"

John knew that he could never win an argument with his wife, and stormed
toward the basement where his computer would give him relief from his
bitchy wife.  He had left the computer running when he left home, and hoped
that the video and photo files had finished downloading while he was gone
from home.

Margaret slammed the door when she left the house to meet a friend for
supper and shopping at the mall.  She had lost interest in sex after the
birth of her son, and wanted to punish her husband by running up the
charges on the credit cards that were her only outlet for her frustrations.
She would pay for their expensive meals and then buy some new clothes for
her expanding waistline to show John how she deserved to be treated.  She
had ignored any comments that John made about the dismal future of the
Chrysler plant that provided the major income for their household, and was
determined to live a life of luxury.  She was an investigator for the
Department of Social Services, but her limited income never was used to pay
bills.  She spent her entire earnings on clothes, jewelry and personal
entertainment.  She stopped buying gifts for her husband and child, but
demanded expensive birthday, Christmas, anniversary and Valentine's Day
gifts from both of them.

John grabbed four cold beers before running down the steps to his basement
refuge.  He was furious at Margaret, and knew that his marriage was on the
rocks.  His only peace at home was derived when he was in the basement
where he could watch the small television and manipulate his four-year-old
computer.  He wished that he could upgrade his computer and Internet
access, but knew that Margaret would throw a major fit for anything that he
wanted to spend for his own enjoyment.

After he heard the door slam, John knew that Margaret was gone.  He was
relieved, and opened the link to the newsgroups where he had started
downloading some hot files of sex between men and boys.  His dick inflated
to a full 8 ½ inches when he opened the first of 40 picture files of boy
action.  The hot files reminded him of the visions of Jamie displaying his
immature sexual attributes, and he began stroking the front of his jeans.
He browsed through the picture files and felt the precum flowing out of his
engorged penis.  The files were excellent!  He saw boys of all ages, with
their flaccid or erect penises being stroked and sucked by other boys or
men.  He unzipped his jeans to release his throbbing member and punched at
the keyboard to save the segmented video files to the hard drive of his old
computer.  It seemed to take forever to save all of the segments of the
first video file, but the wait was worth the time.  He merged the segments
and then opened the joined file.

John had drained the first can of Budweiser and had lit a Dutch Master's
cigar before the first video file was ready to be viewed.  His dick was
throbbing when he saw the video of a cute boy delivering a glass of juice
to a handsome teenaged boy.  The teen seemed annoyed by the persistence of
the boy, but drained the glass of juice and pushed away the boy's hand when
it wandered to the front of his shorts.  John knew that the plot of the
sexual videos was always lame, but he loved watching the boy fight to grab
the front of the teen's shorts.  The teen kept shaking his head, "No" but
the young boy persisted.  It didn't take long before the boy had the teen's
cock in his hand and then in his mouth.  The teen faked his dislike of the
sexual activity, but John knew that it was all an act.  Soon the boy was
sucking the impressive erection of the teen and then pulled down his own
shorts to reveal his erect and hairless dick.  The action continued with
the younger boy grabbing a jar of lubricant, coating the hard meat of the
teen, and stroking it to a full erection while the handsome teen finally
surrendered to the advances of the boy.

John had his dick in his hand when he saw the boy straddle the teen and aim
the impressive erection to his young anus.  John had become an expert in
guessing the size of dicks, and estimated that the teen had an impressive
hunk of meat that must be at least 8 inches long and thicker than his own
cock that demanded his attention.  The younger boy's dick was
uncircumcised, and looked to be about 3 inches when fully erect.  There
wasn't a single pubic hair in sight, but he seemed to enjoy every second of
the action with the older teen.

The boy lifted up and grabbed the erection of the teen and had a satisfied
look on his face when he lowered himself to take the entire length inside
his body.  The screen was filled with the vision of the teen sliding his
large cock into the tight hole of the younger boy.  Then the scene showed
the boy stroking his little cock while he used his leg muscles to lift up
and drop down on the invading member.

The teenager finally got involved in the action, grabbed the little guy and
began fucking him harder and harder.  The intense action didn't last long
before the teen pulled the boy off from his excited cock, grabbed the boy's
face and shoved his coated cock into the boy's mouth.  The camera zoomed in
and clearly showed the boy sucking the slimy cock and being flooded with
the blasts of teen cream that proved the teen had saved up for several
days.  The little boy gulped down the blasts of cum and had his face coated
with fresh cum before he licked and sucked the teen's cock clean.

John's cock erupted with a huge wad of male elixir that soaked the tissues
he had quickly grabbed.  He stroked his meat and dreamed of the chance to
find a willing boy who was hairless and willing to take a fuck up the ass
like the lucky teen in the video.  He stroked his 8-½ inches of meat and
looked down at the tissues that were soaked with his own semen.  He knew
that his own juice was sterile after his vasectomy, but he still loved
seeing his cock erupt with sexual release and dreamed of shooting inside
the mouth of a willing boy.  He watched the teen suck the uncircumcised
cock of the young boy, and marveled at the dry orgasm that wracked the
boy's body.

When his orgasm was finished, John made sure that his downloads from the
newsgroups was still active before switching to his email account.  He was
pleased to see that Jamie had sent him an email message, and opened the
mail.

"Hi John. My parents are still bitching at each other, and I'm really
upset.  I wish that you were my dad.  I hate them.  They don't know that I
hear what they say, but I bet the neighbors can hear them argue about me.
They wish that I wasn't ever born, and I feel like shit.  Please be my
friend.  Jamie"

John felt sick at what Jamie had written to him.  The boy was a cute
pre-teen and deserved to be loved and treated better by his parents.  The
boy was reaching out for comfort, and John wouldn't refuse the appeal from
the handsome kid.  He and Jamie had been exchanging emails for over a year,
and had never revealed their intimate emails to anyone.

"Hi Jamie.  I'm sorry that you heard that from your parents.  They have a
lot of stress right now with that big real estate deal, and they are very
likely saying things that they really don't mean.  You're a great guy, and
maybe things will calm down in a week when your dad completes that big
deal.  Just remember that I'll always be your friend, and let's both think
about the fishing trip where we can have some fun and relax.  I'm really
looking forward to our time alone at the cottage where we can talk and
unwind.  Your friend, John."

John was pissed at Tom and Judy.  They had confided in him that Jamie was
the result of ineffective birth control, and they felt that their personal
careers and life had been ruined when Judy became pregnant.  Tom had ended
any chance of future pregnancies with his vasectomy, and was always too
busy to spend any private time with his only son.  John reflected on his
own parenthood, and felt some satisfaction at how his father and mother had
always been affectionate with him and had always attended his football
games.  John, Jr., knows as Johnny, had acclimated to a life where only his
father had given any form of love and affection.  Margaret had always
referred to Johnny as a mistake, and had never shown affection to her only
child.  John had always taken time to play sports with his son, and had
developed a strong bond of friendship and love.

John wiped the fresh cum from his deflating cock and wished that he had
never married Margaret.  Before their marriage, Margaret was a horny girl,
and had even blown him while he was driving his car to a party.  She had
been taking birth control pills, and they had shared constant unprotected
sex for over six months when she realized that she was pregnant.  They had
discussed their options, but neither of them wanted to consider an
abortion.  John had decided to propose, and Margaret accepted to avoid any
criticism from her family.  After the birth of Johnny, Margaret had turned
cold, and sexual activity became less and less frequent.  After five years
of marriage, John was lucky to get laid once a month.  After 20 years of
marriage, sex was out of the question for Margaret.  She gained a lot of
weight and was constantly complaining about everything that John did or
didn't do.  The only bright spot in the marriage to Margaret was the birth
of their son, and John wouldn't change that for the world.

John left the computer running and watched the newest video for the second
time.  He stroked another wad of cum out of his cock and into his right
hand, and fantasized about having a willing boy or girl to fuck.  He looked
down at the milky liquid and licked it off his hand.  He savored the flavor
of his own semen and dreamed of eating the juice out of a horny boy or
teen.  He hoped that Jamie would be receptive to his advances, but he
planned to be very careful to avoid going to jail for molesting the boy.
He organized his favorite video files to several CD's, and planned to pack
his DVD Player for the trip to the lake.  He headed upstairs and into the
bedroom that he shared with Super Bitch, and wished that the king sized bed
was even larger.  He was repulsed by the obese body of his wife, and
avoided any physical contact when they were in the same bed.  Margaret now
weighed over 250 pounds, and with her height of 5 feet 2 inches, she was
nothing more than a "Sweat Hog" to John.

John was asleep when Margaret returned to their home and got in bed with
him.  The movement of the bed disturbed his sleep, and he woke up to hear
Margaret complaining about everything that he had done in his life.  He
tried to blot out her comments, but she continued bitching until she let
out three loud farts.

"Why can't you fart in the bathroom?" John asked.  "You always get in bed
and stink up the entire bedroom!"

"Fuck you!" Margaret replied.  "I have to get rid of the gas or I won't be
able to sleep!  A man is supposed to accept his wife and take care of her.
I wish that I had never married you!"

"Go to sleep and leave me alone!" John demanded.  "Now the room stinks like
you do!"

"Go sleep in the guest room!" Margaret demanded.  "You're worthless!"

John decided not to argue with his obese wife, and grabbed his pillow to
leave the stench of the marital bedroom.  Margaret had interrupted his
erotic dream of fucking a young boy in the ass, just like the video he'd
watched while jerking off two times.  Margaret's rolls of flab could cause
any man to lose a rock hard boner, and he was no exception.  He went into
the guest room and made sure that the alarm was set so he would be able to
get to work on time.

When John got to work, he was immediately immersed in the tension of a
business in trouble.  Costs were up and profits had evaporated.  The
Chrysler plant was faced with another series of cutbacks that would result
in layoffs for hourly workers and reductions in the salaried workforce.  He
was an Engineering Manager, but his job was at risk with the cutbacks that
would happen with the outsourcing of non-competitive parts.  His stock in
the company was dropping in value, and he knew that he would be expected to
take a cut in his compensation.  He attended the Staff Meetings, and had to
face the reality that many of his engineers would be terminated.  The only
thing that got him through the intense day was the thought of going to the
lake with Jamie.

John worked through lunch and stayed late to attend another emergency Staff
Meeting.  He listened to the Human Resources Manager describe that the
layoff of hourly and salaried workers would take place at the end of the
next pay period.  John was relieved that he would still be able to take the
week of vacation to go fishing before the ax would fall, and packed his
briefcase before leaving his office.  Inside the briefcase were the names
of the engineers that he would be forced to let go, and he felt terrible
for the impact on their families.  He wanted to go to a bar with some of
the other managers from the struggling plant, but he had promised Jamie
that he would pick him up at 6 p.m. for the trip to the cottage.  He was
already late, but he had called Judy and explained why he would be late to
start his vacation with Jamie.

When John drove into the driveway, Jamie was sitting on the front porch.
The cute boy jumped up and ran to the side of John's Dodge Ram pickup
truck.

"I've been waiting for hours!" Jamie exclaimed when John got out of the
truck.

"I'm sorry!" John began.  "Things have been tough for me at work, and I had
a late meeting to attend.  Didn't your mother tell you that I called and
said that I'd be late?"

"She never talks to me!" Jamie replied.  "I was afraid that you wouldn't
come!  Let's get out of here before she bitches at me!"

John hugged the boy and apologized again for being late.  Jamie quickly
threw his gym bag of clothes into the truck and begged John to leave
quickly.

"Let's get out of here before she changes her mind and makes me stay home!"
Jamie begged.

John had packed for the trip before he left home for work, and had a few
surprises for the handsome young boy.  He had packed his clothes and
fishing tackle, but had added his DVD Player and some special video files
that he hoped would lead to some intimacy with the cute boy.  He was
disappointed that Judy hadn't told Jamie about his call and how he would be
late picking Jamie up for the trip, but he didn't have any control over
Judy's behavior.

It was a warm day near the end of June, and John was pleased to see that
Jamie was wearing gym shorts and an oversized basketball shirt.  The
sleeveless shirt gave him brief views of the boy's nipples, and each time
they were exposed, John's eyes wandered from the busy road ahead.  He loved
nipples, and loved seeing the puffy points of flesh that he would love to
suck.

Jamie was constantly changing the station on the radio, and John was
getting irritated.  He finally told Jamie to pick one station and leave the
radio alone.  The drive to the cottage would usually take about an hour,
but with the Friday evening traffic, John guessed that it would take
longer.  He asked a question that he already knew the answer to.  "Are you
hungry?"

"I sure am!" Jamie replied.

"How does Fuddrucker's sound?" John asked.

"AWESOME!" Jamie replied quickly.  "I love their food!"

John smiled and tousled Jamie's brown hair.  Boys are always hungry, and
John had not eaten anything after a bagel and coffee for breakfast, so he
was ready for a tasty hamburger himself.  After they ordered their meals,
John gave Jamie a handful of quarters to have fun in the game arcade.  The
wide grin on Jamie's face told John that this visit to the famous
restaurant chain was a rare event.  John took the electronic pad and knew
that it would light up and vibrate when their food was ready.  He took his
beer to a table and watched Jamie run into the arcade.  The shorts were
tight enough to show the perfect globes of the boy's ass, and John let his
mind wander.  He'd love to expose those globes and run his fingers and
tongue up the crack to the boy's treasure hole.  He shook his head to clear
his mind of the illicit thoughts and was happy that he was sitting down so
that his erection was hidden from view.  He wished that the basketball
shirt was shorter so he could examine the front of Jamie's shorts, but the
current styles of boys' clothes were always long and baggy.

Jamie was in heaven!  He couldn't remember the last time that he had been
to Fuddrucker's, and his parents never gave him money to play games in any
arcade.  John was treating him like he wished that his father would treat
him, and he loved the handsome man.  He had learned the techniques for
masturbation from the older brother of one of his school buddies, and had
been fantasizing about having sex with John during his frequent jerk off
sessions.  He had jerked off with his friend Matt, and Matt's brother Derek
had caught the boys looking at one of his porn magazines a few months ago.
Instead of causing trouble for the two boys, Derek had joined them on the
bed in Matt's room and swore the boys to secrecy.  Derek knew that his
parents would go ballistic if Matt had shown their parents the porn
magazine, so he decided to educate the boys in the art of whacking off.

Jamie remembered how huge Derek's cock was when it was exposed and hard.
He wanted to touch the throbbing meat, but was afraid of being labeled a
"queer" by his two friends.  He marveled at the patch of black pubic hairs
above Derek's cock and couldn't believe that a 15 year old could have a
cock that big.  Derek told him that his cock was 6 ½ inches long when it
was hard and pulled out a ruler to prove it.  Derek measured Matt's cock
and announced that it was 4 ½ inches long and then measured Jamie's stiff
rod.  "Almost 5 inches!" Derek had said.  "Matt's is thicker, but yours is
longer!  You're gonna have a whopper when you get older."

Jamie had been proud of displaying his boner to his two friends, but wished
that he had a patch of pubes like Derek.  He had noticed some downy fuzz
above his pecker, but the new arrivals were whisper thin and blonde, and
couldn't be seen unless you looked really close.  Matt had a few stringy
dark hairs above his pulsing cock, and Jamie was jealous of his buddy.
During the last month, Jamie was thrilled when a few hairs darkened and
grew longer.  He examined his patch each day after his shower and was
careful not to wash them too hard.  He was afraid that he would pull the
thin hairs out, and dreamed of having a patch like Derek.

Matt and Derek were surprised that Jamie was uncut, and examined the
uncircumcised cock closely and wanted to touch the foreskin that covered
the head of their friend's penis.  Derek answered some questions about
circumcision, but didn't want to appear too interested in cocks when the
magazine had vivid pictures of straight sex.  When either Jamie or Matt
asked any questions about male anatomy, Derek stopped the discussions by
saying, "That's too queer!"

Jamie remembered looking at the color photos in the magazine, and wondered
why he was staring at the erect cocks instead of the exposed pussies of the
girls and women.  He was shocked when he saw a graphic photo of a woman
sucking a black cock that was so long and fat that it looked like the
woman's mouth would split open.  "HOLY SHIT!"  Jamie had exclaimed.  "IS
THAT REAL?"

"All black guys have huge cocks," Derek replied.  "Stop looking at the
cocks or you'll turn queer on us!"

All three guys turned their attention to their own cocks and began jerking
off.  Derek had squirted some hand cream on his impressive meat and showed
both boys the art of jerking off.

Jamie was in heaven, and wanted to touch Derek's cock to see what it felt
like.  He put hand cream on his own pecker and mirrored the motions that
Derek was using.

"I'm gonna shoot!" Derek announced.  "Here it comes!"

Jamie was hypnotized by the visions of Derek's body in the throes of a
major orgasm.  He saw the tension in Derek's body when the throbbing cock
erupted with fountains of semen.  The shots of juice nearly reached Derek's
nipples, and the teen's body was covered with the thick cream.  The
chlorine aroma of fresh semen filled the room and flooded Jamie's nasal
passages.  It was awesome!

"I'm coming!" Matt yelled.

Jamie watched the contortions on Matt's face and then quickly looked at the
throbbing cock of his best friend.  He was surprised to see three spurts of
watery juice splash on Matt's abdomen.  The juice was much thinner than
Derek's and would probably only fill a teaspoon, but to Jamie it was the
neatest thing he'd ever seen.  He felt his body tense up and was going to
stop stroking his meat like he always did when his dick started feeling
strange.

"Don't stop!" Derek yelled at Jamie.  "Keep whacking and maybe you'll shoot
too!"

Jamie had never produced any dick juice, and had always stopped stroking
his erection when he was afraid he would break something in his body.
Hearing the encouragement of his two friends, he continued stroking his
throbbing tool.  His head felt like it would explode and he was afraid that
his dick would be permanently damaged, but he listened to the two boys and
squeezed harder and stroked faster on his tender nub.  When his orgasm
began, he screamed and felt his dick explode.  Four jets of clear liquid
shot out of his dick and up past his navel.  His dick was so sore that it
hurt, but he continued flogging the pulsing flesh and marveled at the
liquid that had been pumped out of his small equipment.

"SHIT!" Matt exclaimed.  "You shot more than I did!"

Jamie's emotions were raw.  Tears flowed down his cheeks and his dick was
sore and swollen.  He was sure he had done some permanent damage to his
dick and balls, and was afraid.  He ran his finger through the small puddle
of jizz and saw how the juice clung to his finger when he lifted it up.  He
was panting hard and his body was still shaking from the intensity of his
first wet orgasm.

"Was that your first sperm up?" Derek asked.  "It looked like you were
gonna die!"

"I never rubbed it like that before!" Jamie admitted.  "I was gonna stop
when my dick started throbbing, but you told me to keep going!  Did I break
it?"

Derek and Matt laughed, and Jamie was embarrassed.  He wiped the tears from
his face and continued playing with the precious liquid that had shot out
of his dick.  His head was still spinning and the smell of fresh cum filled
the entire bedroom.  He had seen several pictures in the magazine where the
male shot his load into the mouth of a woman or girl, and he wondered what
his juice would taste like.  He wished that he were home alone in his
bedroom so he could taste his special sauce.  He saw that Derek's cum was
grayish white and much thicker than his juice or Matt's, and he wondered
why.

"You can't break your dick by cuffing the carrot!" Derek laughed.
"Sometimes I jerk off too often and my dick gets sore and even bleeds!  My
personal best is jerking five times after school, but I wouldn't recommend
that for you guys.  Take it easy on your little friend and he'll give you a
lot of pleasure!"

Derek left the bed and returned with a towel.  He was wiping the front of
his belly and chest to remove the majority of his liquid love, and wanted
to end the intimacy with the two boys.  He tossed the towel to Matt,
retrieved his special magazine, and left the room.

Jamie had a million questions that he wanted to ask Derek, but was
frustrated by his leaving the room.  He was afraid to ask Matt any
questions, mainly because his questions were about male anatomy and what
had just happened to his body.

"My parents will be home soon, so we have to clean up and get dressed,"
Matt said to Jamie after tossing him the aromatic towel.

Jamie wanted to keep the towel and sniff the male juice and even taste it,
but he sure didn't want to be caught by Matt's parents.  He wiped up the
evidence of his first wet orgasm and wanted to get home to surf the
Internet.  He wanted to investigate what had just happened to his body, but
he knew that the parental filters on his home computer prevented any
meaningful searches.

That night, Jamie grabbed a tube of hand cream and repeated his
experimentation with his new best friend, his dick.  When the intense
feeling started, he continued stroking his hard meat and watched for the
juice when his nuts throbbed.  He was disappointed when nothing shot out of
his dick, despite the efforts of his balls.  He squeezed his dick to push
out any juice, but was disappointed when he lifted his hand to his nose and
mouth.  All he saw, smelled and tasted was the hand cream, and it was
gross!

Jamie was still playing the video game in the arcade, and the thoughts of
jerking off caused his dick to inflate.  He was happy that the baggy shirt
hid the front of his shorts, and was pissed when his lack of concentration
on the game caused him to be killed by the computer opponent.  His mind
drifted back to the first time that his solo session on his bed produced
some more juice.  He had avoided using the hand cream, and his dick was red
and sore before he stopped stroking.  He looked down and saw the precious
juice on his belly, and wiped it up with his right hand.  He immediately
brought his hand to his mouth and tasted the first cum of his life.  It had
a strange aroma and slight taste, but it was exciting to him that he had
finally tasted some cum.  In the past two months, his darker hairs had
appeared and his quantity of juice had increased.  He had experimented with
different ways to achieve an orgasm and wished that he had the magazine
from Derek to study.  He had seen a picture of a girl getting fucked in the
ass, and had a million questions for Derek, but knew that the teen wouldn't
answer them.  All Derek had said was that the man was fucking the girl in
the ass instead of her pussy.  Jamie had an ass too, and he wondered if men
could fuck other men or boys.  One of his major revelations had come on the
night that he coated his index finger with hand cream and explored his own
back door.  He couldn't believe how great it felt to rub around his
puckered hole, and even squatted over a mirror to watch his finger slide
into his body.  His right hand was stroking his meat while his left hand
was stimulating his rear passage, and the resulting orgasm was his best
ever.  He had shot on the carpet and collapsed with his finger buried in
his hole.  He dreamed of having Matt or Derek shoving a cock into his hole
and filling his ass with cum.  He knew the guys would never do that, so he
let his mind wander to other males.  There were guys at school that acted
gay, and some male teachers who were handsome, but he was afraid to even
acknowledge his secret desires.  He dreamed about the best friend of his
father, and wondered what John's cock looked like and if the handsome man
would ever be interested in sex with him.

Now Jamie was headed for the cottage with that very same best friend of his
father, and he smiled when he thought about having sex with the handsome
man.  John was his favorite man in the entire world, and he had discretely
checked out the bulge in John's pants when the man came to visit.
Sometimes the bulge was obvious, and Jamie had correctly guessed that on
those occasions, John was wearing boxer shorts that allowed his manhood to
hang freely.  John often wore Docker's slacks, and the bulge was evident
when the man sat down.  Jamie wondered if John's cock was larger than
Derek's, and hoped that he would find out when they visited the cottage.
He remembered how John had said, "I'll make a deal with you.  If you
promise that what we do or say stays a secret, I'll try to answer all of
your questions honestly."  Jamie hoped that he and John would have many
secrets to keep after their cottage trip was over.

When the electronic pad began vibrating and lit up with a circle of
flashing lights, John left the table to get Jamie out of the arcade at
Fuddrucker's.  Jamie had just crashed his car on the video game, and was
excited to get his huge burger and fries.  The two friends gathered their
food and went to the table to enjoy their meal together.

Jamie was quiet during the meal, and John could see that the boy was deep
in thought.  "What's on your mind?" he asked.

Jamie put down the huge burger and was anxious about sharing his thoughts
with the man.  He took a deep breath and asked, "You said that you'd answer
all of my questions.  Did you really mean that?"

"Only if you promise that what we do or say on this vacation stays a
secret!" John replied.  "I could get in a lot of trouble with the law and
your parents."

"I promise!" Jamie replied quickly.  "I tried to ask Derek a bunch of
questions about sex, but he acted pissed at me and left the room.  I sure
can't ask my dad anything personal, and my friends don't know much more
than I do.  We had Sex Ed at school, but it was lame!"

"Let's wait until we get to the cottage where we have some privacy," John
said.  "This place is too public for us to talk about sex.  By the way,
who's Derek?"

"My best friend is Matt, and Derek is his older brother," Jamie replied.
"We did some stuff together, but Derek wouldn't talk to me honestly.  He
kept say that stuff was `queer' and was a prick to me!"

"Let's enjoy our meal and wait until we get to the cottage to talk
privately," John said.  "I'll be honest with you if you're honest with me."

"Deal!" Jamie said and offered his greasy hand to John.

John laughed when he wiped off the grease and mustard, and their
conversation changed to school and Jamie's plans for the long summer
vacation.  John loved to fish and knew that Jamie enjoyed fishing too.  He
hoped that he would have a chance to introduce the boy to the world of sex,
and fought his intense desires to slip under the table and suck the boy to
orgasm.  His dick inflated again, and he hoped that the conversation at the
lake would lead to intimacy with the boy.

Jamie and John headed for John's truck, with the boy thanking John
profusely for the great meal and the fun that he had in the arcade.  Their
trip had officially begun.


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