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Subject: Airport Voyeur by Adam Bricker Chapter 5 - A/Y, AF

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Airport Voyeur
By Adam P. Bricker
adambrick@tomcup.com

Chapter Five -- Love Will Never Let You Be The Same

Packed and driving back to McAllen airport the boys were sleeping already
in the back seat.  Last night they really out did themselves.  I could
sleep on the plane.

Fernando and I decided when the wake up call came to ask for a delayed call
an hour later and let everyone sleep.  We would find breakfast or whatever
at the airport.

He was riding up front with me.  Although he was riding shotgun, he was
sitting facing me.  He had his left arm behind my back and was rubbing my
neck and shoulders.  He'd been doing that for the last 15 miles or so.  We
were listening to the radio.  The volume didn't seem to bother the boys.
In step with the last few days again we were listening to music that spoke
directly to me.  Michael Ball, an English actor I hardly knew was singing
Love Changes Everything.

Love, love changes everything:
	hands and faces, earth and sky.
Love, love changes everything:
	how you live and how you die.
Love can make the summer fly,
or a night seem like a lifetime.
Yes, love, love changes everything,
now I tremble at your name.
Nothing in the world will ever be the same.

Love, love changes everything:
days are longer, words mean more.
Love, love changes everything:
pain is deeper than before.
Love will turn your world around,
and that world will last forever.
Yes, love, love changes everything,
brings you glory, brings you shame.
Nothing in the world will ever be the same.

Off into the world we go,
planning futures, shaping years.
Love bursts in and suddenly all our wisdom disappears.
Love makes fools of everyone:
all the rules we make are broken.
Yes, love, love changes everything:
live or perish, in its flame.
Love will never ever let you be the same.
Love will never ever let you be the same.


"I'm glad they played that song, Adam.  It says some things that you needed
to hear.  You're going off into the world that you once thought you knew,
but our love has changed you and everything that you touch from here on is
going to be different.  You will do more than you ever thought you would,
your love will be stronger for everyone and your pain will be deeper than
you have experienced before.  This is not going to be because you have done
anything wrong but because you will love more, you will also understand the
pain more."

I looked at Fernando and raised my eyebrows.  What did this have to do with
me, the last couple days and the rest of my life.  I agree the essence of
the song really seemed to sink deep into me.

"You'll be okay, Adam.  I love you, and my sons love you.  When you think
you're all alone or need our help you'll know how to reach us and you'll
find us.  I meant what I said the other day; ask anything you will,
questions, money, sex or support and you will receive what we have.  We
love you."

He was gentle and quiet.  He kept rubbing my shoulders.

I pulled into the rental car return lot.

"Fernando, this has been the most amazing couple days.  I'm glad we're on
the same plane but after that you're moving on and so am I.  I just want to
express my thanks.  I pulled him to me and kissed him hard.  He was a great
kisser.  I was getting hard and I didn't care.  We broke the kiss slowly
and got the kids out of the rear.  Philippe went in and found an airport
cart.  We had the luggage unloaded from the van.  I had the receipt from
the rental agent.  We all loaded the luggage on the cart.

Paulo was pushing me out of his way again.  Now I realized that what he was
doing was shoving his shoulder into my groin and trying to get a rise out
of me.  I grabbed him by the shoulders and picked him up.  I swung him
around as high as I could lift him and twirled a couple times before I put
him down.

"Adam, that's what I've been waiting for you to do.  Sometimes you're slow,
but eventually you catch on."

Philippe came up to me and just held my hand while we walked in to the
terminal.

We all checked in at the Continental counter.  We got rid of as much
luggage as we could and shouldered our briefcases or backpacks.  All of us
headed for security.  I figured after getting through that we'd find a food
stand with coffee and breakfast.

We ended up at the same food stand I had first met them.  The same kid was
behind the counter.  Fernando went up and ordered for us.  He came back and
told us Federico would have breakfast ready in a moment.

We were sitting at the table I had first seen them sitting at.  I said,
"This is the same place you were sitting at when I first noticed you."

"I know," said Fernando.  "Traditions bring with them meaning and depth.
This table will always have meaning for you now, as it will for us."

Gosh, this guy had depth in almost everything he said.  The boys went to
the bathroom and about that time Federico brought breakfast.  I wasn't
waiting for them to start my coffee.  After last night I needed the
caffeine.

Fernando said, "I better go check on the boys.  They're taking a long
time."

I was half way done with my coffee, had finished my juice and cinnamon
roll.  None of them had returned.  I didn't want to leave the table
unattended.  They always announce about not leaving your luggage
unattended.  I looked to see where the boys had left their backpacks.

Nothing under the table.  I don't remember them taking them.  Fernando had
his shoulder bag on when he went after them.  Well, I wasn't guarding any
luggage, I might as well go find them and then we'll go to the gate.

I opened the door to the restroom.  The sinks were on one wall across from
the urinals, and down the other end were the toilet stalls.  No one at the
sinks or urinals.  I walked down to the stalls and called for Fernando.  No
one answered.

"Philippe, are you in there?"

No answer.

"Paulo?"

No answer.

I leaned over and looked under the stalls.  No one.  No feet.  I pushed the
doors of each one.  They must have gone to the gate already.

I walked down the concourse, not a big one, to gate four.  There were a few
people sitting around but not the people I was looking for.  I turned
around and looked back down the concourse.  I could see the security
screening area from here and there was no sign of them between here and
there.  I could also see that the restrooms were marked with large hanging
signs.  I'd just been in there.  There weren't any other men's restrooms on
this concourse.

I turned around to the ticket agent behind me.

"Excuse me, I was traveling from McAllen to Denver this morning and I was
traveling with another gentleman and his two sons.  Have they already
boarded?"

"Sir, no one has boarded.  The plane is still being cleaned.  We'll call
you twenty minutes before lift off for boarding.  That should be about five
minutes," she said.

"I know when you're boarding.  I mean they checked in with me not half an
hour ago and they came through security before we had breakfast.  Just
check you manifest.  His name is Senor Fernando Miguel Gabriel Corazon de
Dios.  He's from Seville Spain."

With just a slight exasperation she started punching keys.

"Sir, I don't have anyone on this flight with a name like that.  I also
don't have any minors shown on this flight.  Most of the people are
changing in Houston.  You're the only person checked through to Denver on
this flight."

"No, I just spent three and a half days with this man.  He told me that's
were he was going and he checked in at the ticket counter with me.  I know
he and his sons are on this flight."

"I'm sorry, sir.  I checked the list and there are no other people going on
to Denver.  I have a number going to Atlanta, Chicago or Cincinnati and
then many people on commuters to San Antonio, Waco, Arkansas and Louisiana.
No one else is going to Denver.  Possibly they're on another airline or
flight."

"But I just checked in with them.  We checked out luggage for there.  They
are going on to the Grand Canyon.  Where else could they be flying from
here to get there?"

"Certainly this is the most logical flight schedule to go from here to
Denver, but I don't know who they are sir.  They are not on this flight and
the flight only has three open seats."

I could see that I wasn't getting anywhere.  I stood there looking around,
turning like a slow carousel.  They had to be here somewhere.  We'd get
this straightened out.

They weren't there.

I walked back to the security checkpoint.  As I started to walk out, the
guard said, "Sir, if you go out there you'll have to go back through the
security clearing to return."

"I know.  I'm looking for my traveling companions.  Has a man about
thirty-five and two young boys, eleven and nine years old come through
here?"

"No one has left the concourse in the last hour.  Most people only come
through here when the planes land and that hasn't been for about an hour.
If I see them I'll tell you."

I was turning again.  There must be somewhere I hadn't looked.  There must
be someone with an answer, an idea, a solution.  I didn't know where to
look.  I just stood there.

I felt empty.  If someone had spoken sternly to me I would have cried
again.  I didn't know what to do.  What could I do to locate them?  Back
track what we had done.  I'd find them if I went back to what we had been
doing.

I went back to the food stand.  Federico was alone behind the counter.

"Good morning, Federico.  My name is Adam Bricker.  I was looking for the
three people that were with me earlier at that table.  Have you seen them?"

"Mister Bricker, I didn't see anyone with you this morning.  If you'd
describe them maybe I could tell you if I've seen them this morning."

"The man was about thirty to thirty-five, dark hair, 5' 8" tall and 140
pounds. His hair was thick and dark, neatly cut.  He had on a pair of black
trousers, French-blue dress shirt and a Brooks Brother's navy blue blazer.
His has glasses.  He had breakfast with me right over there with his two
boys."

"Sir, I don't remember anyone with you this morning.  Certainly no kids.
There haven't been any kids in here all morning."

The airport public address was announcing the boarding process to Houston
of our Continental flight.  Where were they?

"Thank you Federico.  I'll find them somewhere."

I went back to the check in counter.  People were boarding.  Another agent
was at the counter.

"Excuse me, I was traveling with someone on this flight.  Have they already
boarded?  Senor Fernando Miguel Gabriel Corazon de Dios?"

"Let me check. . . .  No they are not on board, in fact they are not listed
on this flight at all.  Are you sure that they were on this flight?"

I was feeling like I was loosing my mind.  No one knew Fernando, Philippe
or Paulo.  I knew I had checked in with them.  I had driven the van with
all of their luggage.  We were having breakfast.

"Mr. Bricker, everyone else has boarded.  Are you going to come on this
flight?  We're getting ready to close the door."

What should I do?  How could I leave them after the last few days?  How
could they leave me after the last few days?

I turned around looking at the few people still sitting in the waiting
area.  Certainly none of them were Fernando, Philippe or Paulo.

"Sir?" she said; and she was beginning to loose patience with me.

"Yes, I'm coming," I said.  I didn't know what else to do.  I didn't know
where they were; I didn't even know where to start looking.

I walked aboard down the aisle to seat 3B.  As expected no one was there.
In 3A was a young guy with a paper folded on his chest and he was already
sleeping.  I sat down.  Stowed my briefcase under the forward seat, and
collapsed.  I was at a loss for what I could do now.

My heart was racing.  My breathing was shaky.

"What can I get for you sir, before we take off?"

"Scotch and water please."  It wouldn't improve the situation but maybe it
would help me relax.  I'd ask the steward or stewardess about Fernando and
check when I got to Houston.  Maybe they somehow boarded another flight."

How could the last four days, from Monday night to Thursday morning, go so
well and at the last minute they disappear?  How could it go so wrong?

When the drink arrived, I swallowed a couple slugs and lay back in the
seat.  The plane was already taxiing and soon the steady rumble and shake,
the couple slugs of Scotch, I joined my seatmate and slept.  How could I
sleep when they had just disappeared?  I should be looking for them.  I had
to find them.


I woke up.  I wasn't as frantic.  I didn't know what I would do to find
them but would.

I pulled the briefcase out and got a pad of paper and a pen.  Just to make
use of this time in the plane I started jotting notes about the visit to my
client.  At least I would have that completed so that I could use my time
in Houston looking for Fernando and the boys.

I'd finished a couple pages of notes.  Both sides and was drafting a letter
summarizing the visit and our project goals when the guy in 3A woke up.  He
needed to use the lavatory so I slid out and let him go forward.  Until he
came back I just stood in the aisle.  You sit on these planes too much.
Take advantage of the time you can stand when you get it.

He came back, said thank you and sat down.  I sat down again.

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