From: Alex <alex@io.org>
Subject: Alex's first time
Date: Wed, 09 Oct 1996 21:53:06 -0400
Organization: Internex Online (io.org), Toronto, Ontario, Canada

Hello, My name is Alex, and this is a true story.  It happened about six
months ago.

Part 1

You may find this hard to believe, but I really don't remember the first
time that I had sex with another boy.  I have known since puberty that I
was gay, and had fooled around with a couple of neighbourhood boys, but it
was really never a sexual thing.  I still recall my first real sexual
experience with another man.  It is an experience that I will forever
remember.

I had moved away from home when I was sixteen.  My father and mother had
been divorced for years, and I was not getting along with my father's
current live-in.  I decided to leave and head for the big city three days
after my birthday.  My father had made it easy for me to leave.  He beat
the shit out of me for the last time.

I was walking home from work one evening when I noticed a sign for a gay
community group.  I knew I was gay and though confused, and the ad of two
men holding hands began to stir something in my groin area.  I took down
the telephone number and called them when I got home.  I spoke with Jin, a
counsellor and he me the address and invited me to come down.  I had told
him that I was new to the whole scene but he said not to wory.

At the drop in there were many men and women playing pool, sitting around,
talking, reading, and enjoying themselves.  An old man of about 25 or 30
came up and introduced himself as Jim, and after I told him that I had
talked with him on the phone earlier.  I talked with some of the guys there
for about a half hour and was advised that they were about to close.  Many
of the guys were going to the bar and asked if I wanted to join them.  I
knew that I looked older for my age, and told them that I was 18, the legal
drinking age in my province.  I said that I really couldn't go as I had to
go to work.  Jim also said that he too had to work and was going home.  He
found out the area of the city where I live and offered to give me a ride
home.

On the way home we started talking and I told him the real reason why I
could not go to the bar.  He said that he figured as much and asked if I
wanted to come up to his apartment for a coffee or something.  Me, not
knowing what that really meant, said sure.  Once inside, he offered me a
coke and said that he was going to slip into something more comfortable and
disappeared into the bedroom.  It no time flat, he came out wearing a tank
top and a pair of cut offs.  He was actually quite good looking.  He no
hair on his chest and very fine hair on his legs.  His cut offs acsentuated
the buldge in his pants nicely. Jim put some soft music on - opera or
classical or something - and sat down next to me.  We started talking and
after awhile asked me if I liked massages.  I said sure.  He then asked me
to lie down on the rug and take off my shirt.

I was really consious of my body.  I was 5"8" and weighed about 120 pounds.
I did have much hair except for the short light brown hair on my head.  I
was in fairly good shape because I was a member of the swim team at school
and had only quit a few weeks earlier and my body did not have a chance to
go to hell yet.  I took off my rugby sweater and t-shirt and layed on the
rug on my stomach.  Jim got some oil and started to rub my back.  It felt
fantastic.  I had a man rubbing my body and it made me feel really great.
Jim kept working my lower back and "accidently spilled a little oil on my
levis.  He asked me to take them off and he would throw them in the was and
they would be dry in a little bit.  I really didn't want to take them off
because he would see the bulge that had grown in my pants as a result of
the back rub.  After some coxing, I quickly took them off and laid back on
my stomach to hide my buldge.  My 6 1/2" penis was fully erect and I was
really embarassed.

Jim took off and came back in a few minutes, saying that he washed the spot
out and that the pants were hanging over the shower and would be dry in no
time at all.  He then went back to giving me a massage.  This time he was
rubbing my legs and ankles and started working up closer to the v when my
ass and legs meet.  He commented on my bubble but and said that he could
tell that I definately worked out.  He kept paying me compliments about my
little tight body.  He then slowly lifted up my underwear and took them
off.  I felt his warm oiled hands beding to massage my but cheeks.  I was
getting really excited and felt like my cock was about to explode.  Jim
began to message closer to my hole and I could feel him putting more oil on
and it began to roll down between my cheeks.  I then felt him reach under
me and grab my hard dick in his oily hands.  I would have pushed him away
if it did not feel so great.

Jim rolled me over on my back and began to admire my cock.  He said that it
was nice and that he liked uncut.  I saw for the first time his beautiful
blue eyes and blond hair.  He didn't look as old as I though he was.  He
then gently bent over me, licked the head of my dick which made me squirm
and then he took my whole cock in his mouth.  It was too much and I
exploded immediately.  He swallowed my whole load and licked it clean.  He
then began to give me a massage on my stomach and started playing with my
nipples.  My nipples were really sensitive and I could feel my dick begin
to get hard again.  I felt him playing with my balls when I heard the front
door open and then footsteps into the living room.  I grabbed the comforter
off the couch and huridly covered myself up, wondering what it the hell was
happening.  Jim introduced me to his roommate and lover Todd.


Part 2

I could not believe what was happening, this guy I just met who had given
me a message and blow job was now kissing his lover.  Jim smiled and
introduced me to Todd, his lover.  I wrapped the comforter around me and
wondered how I could get my pants out of the bathroom and leave.

Jim saw the terror in my eyes and began to laugh.  He told Todd how we met
and that this was my first time.  Todd held out his hand and said that he
was more than welcomed.  He left the room and Jim, walked over and started
to comfort me.  Before long, he was cuddling in the comforter with me and I
could feel my dick begin to grow again.  Jim started to kiss me lightly on
the lips.  It felt great to feel man lips on mine.  He was so soft and
gentle.  He then reached down and started to play with my hard dick.  He
then began to push his tongue in my mouth.

I suddenly felt a hand on my shoulder.  I knew that Jim had one hand on my
dick and one on the back of my head, I could not figure out where the hand
was coming from.  I opened my eyes and there was Todd, a handsome six foot
180 pound god with an 8 inch hard tool looking into my eyes.  His blue eyes
and brown hair was and rugged looks was the man of my dreams.  He slowly
pulled the comforter off and bend started playing with my balls.

Jim stood up and stripped off his t-shirt and cutoffs.  He wasn't wearing
any underwear and I finally saw is cut 7 inch thick dick pop straight up as
the cutoffs hit the floor.
 We were all naked in the middle of the living room.  Todd walked up to me
and gently guided his dick into my mouth.  I took as much of it in my mouth
as I could.  I had never tasted cock before, and the smooth shaft felt
great in my mouth.  I tried to swallow the whole piece but began to choke.
Todd told me to take it easy and I backed off and began to feel the cock go
in and out of my mouth.  It felt fantastic.  Meanwhile, Jim started giving
me a blow job and this time he was working his mouth up and down my dick.
Since I had just come, I was now able to actually feel what a blow job was
like.

Jim reached up and started to play with Todd's ass.  Todd began to squirm
and fuck my face at the same time.  Here I was, my first night having great
sex with two good looking men.  I died and had gone to heaven.

Todd suddenly pulled out of my mouth and laid down on his back .  Jim
grabbed the massage oil off the coffee table and applied some to his cock
and Todd's asshole.  I had never seen a man get fucked and could not
believe that someone could take such a big tool up the old shute.  Todd
winced as the head of Jim's cock disappeared into the hole.  Jim began to
pump slowly and Todd ordered me to sit on his face.  He began to lick my
balls and moved to my ass.  I was wiggling with delight, when Jim reached
over and began to kiss me as he fucked Todd.

Todd began to move his hips faster and breathing heavy.  He then stuck his
tongue down my throat and I could feel his body shudder as he shot his
cream deep into his lover's ass.  He then pulled out and started sucking my
cock again as I knelt over Todd and he ate my ass.  I could not take the
bending anymore and began to change positions.  Todd moved from under me
and asked me to lie on the floor on my stomach.  He then leaned over me and
began eating my ass out at full tilt.  I could feel his tounge dart in and
out of
 my hole and I could bearly keep my hips from moving.  Suddenly he stopped
and I could feel something bigger beginning to go into my asshole.  I
looked around and saw Todd had a finger in my hole and Jim was putting a
condom on Todd's now extremely stiff dick.

Jim then moved up to where my head was and got on his knees.  He pulled me
up on all fours and told me to suck his dick.  I obeyed and as I began to
suck, I could feel a hard dick begin to be pushed into my ass.  It hurt
like hell, and Jim started to pinch my tits real hard.  I did not know what
hurt more.  Suddenly, the pain in my ass began to go away and I felt full
with Todd's dick up my ass.  Slowly he began to move back and forth and I
began to feel pleasure.... real pleasure.  I could feel his dick going in
and out of my tigh asshole and I could feel Jim's again hard dick in my
mouth.  Todd began to really fuck my ass IT felt so great.  Suddenly, he
started to take slow deep strokes and I could feel his balls hitting my
ass.  Then I felt him jerk and stop pumping.  He was shooting his load
inside me.

Jim then laid on his back and lifted his legs.  He said that since They
both had fucked someone tonight, it was my turn.  Todd helped me put on a
condom and showed me how to oil up a tight hole.  He then rested his
lover's head onto his upper legs and held his lover's feet high in the air
as I enterd Jim, my first man, for the first time.  The feeling was great.
It was warm and tight.  I began to pump and Jim begged for more of my six
inch dick.  Both of them kept saying " Fuck his ass" as I started to pump.
It was not long before I could feel my balls hitting Jim's ass and I could
feel my load at the bottom my dick swell up.  I shot the biggest load in my
life.

We all laid down on the rug after and Todd rolled a joint.  We smoked it,
they invited me to spend the night and after some great sex, they asked if
I wanted to move in and rent the spare bedroom.  I told them that I had
just moved away from home and did not have much money.  They told me not to
worry and that finanical arragements could be made.  They joked that they
would take it out in trade.

Well, that was six months ago, and I did move in and I have been paying my
rent by taking in out in trade since then.  I must say that that one
telephone call did change my life.