Date: Mon, 9 Jun 2008 07:56:25 +0800
From: pedoman@myself.com
Subject: Angel In The Human World 2

Foreword: This story is a pure fiction story.  I wrote it first in my own
language, and then tried to translate to English.  There might be many
grammar/syntax errors, many inappropriate use of phrases or words.  I'd
like to receive your feedback, including your thoughts of this story, and
your correction of my English writings.  Thanks and hope you enjoy it.

--pedoman@myself.com


Angel In The Human World

Chapter 2

I went back to my bed, watching Yong's nude body.  Yong's grandpa said
that I was not gay.  Was I?  Actually this had been what confused me all
along in these two years.  That evening, Yong made me erected, then I lost
my mind to make love with him.  Since that day, Yong came to my house after
class everyday.  He always did his homework here, had dinner with me, then
went home to help his grandpa's business.  In summer he liked to take off
all his clothes at my apartment, and did everything in the nude.  He also
liked to sit beside me, nestling himself on my body while I was watching TV.
On the night my ex-fiancee left me, it was also he who comforted me all night.
More than once, I was so attracted by his nude body that I finally erected.
I was not gay, was I?

I took off my undershirt, lay down beside Yong in only my briefs.  I caressed
his strong body, and his grown-up penis.  Really, more than once, I would
have liked to penetrate his anus with my erected penis.  Again and again,
I tried my best to control myself, telling myself that if I did so, I would
be no different than the customer who raped Yong repeatedly.  However, I
could not deceive myself.  I did have desire to make love with him.  Was I
gay?  My ex-girlfriend's body could attract me as well, but not as strong
as Yong's body.  What on earth happened to me?

The next moment I became conscious it was already morning.  I got up
and looked around.  Yong was not on the bed, only the big towel there.  I
wiped my eyes, went to the bathroom to brush my teeth.  Then I walked out
of my room and found that Yong was still naked, and was busy in the kitchen.

I went to the kitchen.  Breakfast was already on the table.  Toast, fried
eggs, cheese, ham, and coffee were all set.  Yong saw me and grinned to me.

"Morning, sir."

I looked at the table.  "It seemed that I slept too late to make breakfast."

"It's nothing." smiled Yong.  "Grandpa was often drunk at night, so I always
make breakfast for us."

I sat down.  "Your clothes not dry yet?"

Yong nodded, and sat down too.  "That's OK, maybe they'll be drier later."

I started to enjoy my breakfast.  Watching Yong wolfing the breakfast down,
I decided to talk to him later.  After finishing breakfast, Yong wanted me
to sit in the living room, and said that he would clean kitchen and wash
dishes.  So I walked to the living room and sat on the sofa.

After finishing cleaning up, Yong came out of the kitchen.  I said, "Come
and sit here."

Yong seemed to know that this moment would come.  He sat beside me quietly.
I hugged him with my arm.

"Are you ready to tell me everything now?"

Yong kept silent for a while, then he said: "My grandpa told you everything,
didn't he?"

I was surprised.  "You..."

Yong nodded.  "I was awakened by the phone call.  I heard you talking with
him."

"So..."

Yong nodded again.  "When you lay down beside me and caressed me, I pretended
to be asleep.  Because I knew that if I was awake, you would not caress me."

I blushed again, and I tried to pull the topic back.  "So... what do you
think about your mother?"

Yong lowered his head.  After a while, he raised his head again and said:
"I don't know.  She left me and had never asked about me for nearly ten years,
and now she appeared and said she missed me.  I...  I don't know what I can
say.  I don't want her to disturb me again.  Now I have grandpa and you, I
am quite satisfied."

I shook my head.  "After all she is your mother.  I can understand about your
feelings, but I think that you'd better see her and see what she wants to tell
you."

Yong looked at me with his big eyes.  "I don't want to see her again.  My
grandpa should have talked with her yesterday."

"No, " I said.  "Your grandpa told me that when you ran out of your home, at
first your mom wanted to chase after you, but he stopped her.  Then your mother
said that this evening she will come to your bar again, and then she will have
an important thing to tell you."

"I don't want to see her." Yong insisted.

I looked at Yong's face, and his face showed stubborn again.  I thought for
a moment, then I said: "All right.  I think that this evening I still bring
you home, and you can be in the room and see what your mother wanna tell you,
then you can decide if you wanna appear or not.  Is that OK?"

Yong still looked stubborn, but I saw his lips trembling, and his eyes
glistened with tears.  I patted his back, said: "Actually you missed your
mother very much, right?"

"No. " Yong said, but tears started to fall down his face.  I hugged him,
and said softly: "It is not shameful to miss your mother.  For a normal kid
it's quite normal being with his mom, but for you it's a dream far away..."

Again, Yong nestled on my chest and started to cry.  I caressed him gently.
His body, his smell, again made me have an indescribable feeling.  Well, this
feeling... may mix with my compassion, and my love for him.  Again,
I felt that I started to erect.  Suddenly, Yong's grandpa's words echoed in
my brain.

"After all, you are not gay, but got involved in these things because of me."

I released Yong, and looked at his face.  Yong wiped his eyes and looked at
me too.

"Yong... I..."

Yong looked at my face and waited for me to go on.

"You... you told your grandpa everything, didn't you?"

Yong nodded.  "My grandpa seemed not to be angry with you."

"No, he didn't.  He was angry with himself.  He felt that it was his fault
to make you become gay, and he said that he knows I'm not gay but it was his
fault to make me get involved in these things."

Yong pondered, and I continued.  "Actually I don't fully agree with him.
Because... because... since that evening I always suspect if I am gay
or not... because... everything about you is so attractive to me..."

Yong looked at me, and a shy smile arose onto his tearful face.  "I'm so
happy, sir, this is the first time you said you like me..."

Looking at his smile, there was something in my mind driving me.  Very
naturally, I started to kiss Yong.  Yong closed his eyes, and we both buried
into the deep kiss.

This was not my first kiss, but it was my first time to deeply kiss a boy.
Actually it was not much different from kissing my ex-fiancee.  My tongue
was exploring Yong's mouth, and my hands were fondling Yong's strong body.
Yong used his hands trying to take off my briefs.  I took it off myself,
and used my dick touching Yong's. Then I found that Yong's dick was standing
too.

I released his mouth, and started kissing his chest.  A lot of swimming made
his chest very beautiful and balanced.  I kissed his nipple, his flat belly,
and came to his groin.  I pushed his foreskin back, and his dick head appeared
in front of my eyes.  Then I started to suck and lick it.

After sucking for a while, I started to rub his penis, and kept kissing his
body, finally went back to his mouth.  Finally I felt his body tense
and excited, and then he started to cum.

I released his mouth, and he lay there gasping.  I smiled to him, put him on
the sofa, and wiped his sperm on my body.  Suddenly Yong got up, and gave me
a smile too.  His eyes passed a message to me saying "Now it's my turn!".  He
started to kiss and rub my erect penis.

I looked at his action, and caressed his back.  He kissed for a while, then
he lay down on the sofa.  This time he lifted his legs and clipped my neck.
His knees were up by his shoulders, revealing his anus to me.

I hesitated for a while, but Yong gave me another eyesight to encourage me.
He used his hand to hold my penis, trying to direct it into his anus.  I
touched his anus with my dick, but then I found that I could not screw up
my courage to insert it.  I released Yong's legs, and sat beside him
depressingly.

Yong got up, and sat beside me.  He asked: "What happened, sir?  Why not
come in?"

"I... I can't...  If I do that, I'll be no different from the customer who
raped you..."

"Why, of course you are not the same as him!  I like you, and I'm not forced
to do it!"

I shook my head dejectedly.  "You are still too young... and you are facing
a great emotional impact now.  I can not do it by fishing in the troubled
water..."

Yong laughed.  "You always say that I am too stubborn.  Actually you are
a lot more stubborn than me."

I laughed too.  "Yeah, maybe."