Date: Fri, 14 Nov 2003 21:32:08 -0600
From: Fredric L. Brothers <flbrothers@hotmail.com>
Subject: ANOTHER LAWN BOY STORY - Part 13 (Man/Teen)

                       ANOTHER  LAWN  BOY  STORY
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                           By Fred Brothers
     Copyright (c) 2003 Fredric Law Brothers - All Rights Reserved

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                                Part 13

      Our  first bona fide kiss - I'm desperately hoping the  first  of
many - is tentative...almost virginal.  But the feel of Clay's lips  is
stupendous.  They are soft...pliant...and comfortable.  We seem to mesh
like  two  finely  produced machine parts.  It  feels  so  right ... so
completely  right.  It's everything I desire...Clayton is everything  I
desire.   I  cannot  recall anything  as satisfying...anything  as  all
consuming ... anything as heavenly...in all my years of being  sexually
active.  I feel wonderfully alive and vibrant.  And it was only a  kiss
...a simple, sweet, practically chaste kiss!

     Well...not completely chaste.  There's some passion...passion from
both  of us.  I'm thrilled that there was enthusiasm from Clay ... real
passion ... and not just about his plants and landscaping.  It was  the
first time I'd known him to exhibit such emotion...such apparent sexual
desire.

      As  we  embrace, I slowly inch my hand from manipulating his  leg
stump  and  up and under the back of the athletic shirt he  wears.   It
feels so deliciously decadent...so forbidden...holding and embracing  a
teenage  boy like this.  I am comfortable and surprised by the ease  if
it all.  I must readily admit that it is totally mind-blowing!

     He puts his cheek next to mine and I throw my arms around him.  He
puts  both  arms  on  my back and pulls me closer.   Holding  his  body
against my bare chest is marvelous!  Our bodies move slightly,  and  as
we do, I feel my nipple bar rubbing him; I get even hotter.  He rubs my
bare back with his hand and arm stump, and my passions climb even more.

      I  slowly  and gently move my hands over his back.   I  feel  his
slight  musculature through the material of the athletic  jersey.   I'm
wearing nothing aside from my exercise shorts, and the feel of his soft
hand  and  phenomenally silky arm stump on my bare skin is magnificent.
I'm  exceeding hard and my cock snakes down one leg of the shorts.  I'm
certain that Clay is aware of it...and its throbbing size and strength.

     Yet, I now feel only the slightest physical response from the boy.
Yes,  his breathing has increased and he is definitely perspiring.   He
begins to push his crotch closer...into mine and onto my thigh...but  I
can  feel  nothing  happening.  There  is no  apparent  swelling ... or
throbbing...or...anything...anything that I can notice...notice at  all
...coming from down there.

      He pulls back slightly and moves to kiss my shoulder.  I like it.
I  like that he is taking some initiative and demonstrating a liking at
what  we're  doing.  He's been so passive during our days together.   I
don't know if the passivity is because he is afraid or inexperienced  -
or both.

     We smile at each other...then gently maneuver into "position" once
again.   Our  lips  touch - tenderly and tentatively  at  first.   Then
stronger...more  robustly felt...more fiery...more hot blooded ... more
fanatical.   My  feelings  surge.  The  love  coursing  through  me  is
untamed;  it  flows through me...and then into him...with uninterrupted
and unmistakable passion.

      I open my mouth slightly and let my tongue caress his moist lips.
Clay responds by pressing himself still more forcibly into me...into my
encircling arms...into my burning, pounding body.  He grips me  tightly
...his  lips  flutter with what I take to be uncontrolled fervor.   His
moans become louder...and even somewhat fiercer.

      Again, he raises his leg stump high, and caresses the side of  my
body and my thigh.  It drives me frantic.  This  acceptance of the love
I  offer  is  a  positive and reinforcing sensation.  He  seems  to  be
letting  go  of some inhibitions and responding to basic instincts  and
passions.

      I  rub  and stroke him from his neck to the top of his  delicious
butt,  making sure I hold onto him securely.  I nibble lightly  on  his
quivering lips.  They are delicious.  He seems to like everything we do
together.

     I  have in my arms - clinging tightly  to me - my true desire...my
man ... the one I have been seeking - knowingly or unknowingly - for my
entire  life.  I know this for sure!  I am certain!  I am in love  with
this  man ... and hope to the heavens above that he returns  that  same
love.  I know that my future happiness is dependant on it.

     As  we continue the embrace, I want him to take the lead.  I  want
him  to  take the initiative...to do with me...and to me...whatever  he
wants  to  do.  It is up to him how much further - if at all -  we  go.
And, sure enough, and to my great surprise, he does.

      Clay  pulls back.  We gaze at each other.  I smile at him and  he
returns  it with a wide one.  Yet I sense that he's unsure...unsure  of
what  we  are doing...if it is to his liking.  His eyes are  no  longer
fixed on my face...but wander - flitting from place to place.

     He's  hesitant.  I'm aware of it.  I'm sure.  Once again,  he  has
this vaguely distant, unfocused look.  Maybe it's just a sex rush,  but
somehow  I  don't think it is.  His body begins to relax.   Clay  feels
limp in my arms.  Something is wrong...something is very wrong.

     "Is everything all right Clay?"

      I  notice that his eyes, usually such a vibrant blue, now  appear
gray in the shadowy light filtering into the room.

      He  nods.  "Yeah...uh, yeah it is."  He smiles again - a sort  of
lopsided half smile.

     "Didn't you like what we just did?"

     "Yeah.  It was great....  Uh.  Real great! "

      I  hang  my head slightly.  "I somehow...somehow have the feeling
there's a `but' on the way.  Am I right?"

     He nods stiffly.  "Um...yeah...sorry...there is."

     I still have my arms resting on his hips.  "Do you want to discuss
it...tell me what's wrong?"

     "Okay."  He lowers his arms and looks down at the floor.  He moves
slowly  back  - away from me.  I notice he's now staring at  my  nipple
bar.   He smiles when he sees it, apparently remembering the first time
he  saw it...and played with it.  He moves his hand and gently rubs his
delicate, long fingers over it once again.  I immediately feel  shivers
running through my body.  I breathe deeply and toss my head back.

     He  withdraws  his hand...and rubs it softly, and rather  quickly,
over  my  chest and pecs.  It is a casual move.  I know and  feel  that
it's nothing overtly sexual.

      "You  have  such a gggreat bbbod Cole.  It's ssso, ssso  awesome!
You know?"

     I blush.  "Thanks."

     "I  really  lllove lllookin' at it...and at you.   It's  lllike...
lllike ssso perfect."

     "Thanks again."

     "You  lllook lllike a rrreal young stud.  Wow!  Really!  You dddo!
You  lllook  rrreally great!"  He hops over to his  crutches  and  sets
himself on them.

     "Clay?"

      He looks up...and stares at me like a suddenly frightened child...
a  child who has just done something wrong and is anticipating a severe
scolding.  The color drains from his face, and he seems to be trembling
slightly.

      "Clay?  Please!  What's the matter?  Please tell me."  I walk  up
to  him and rub his face with the back of my hand.  Again he leans into
it,   like  a  kitten  being  scratched ... desiring  contact ... but,
simultaneously, not sure if that hand offers what it is really yearning
for.

      He  speaks, but doesn't look at me. "I'm fffeeling ... uh ... I'm
fffeeling suh-suh-suddenly very, vvvery tie-tie-tired, Cole.  You know,
sleepy?  I thih-thih-think I...uh...need ttto go to mmmy rrroom ... you
know, to the geh-geh-guest rrroom.  I need a nnnap...to rrrest...I thih-
think?"

      "Would  you  like  me to go with you?"  I ask.  My  voice  sounds
somewhat  whiney  and needful.  It's as if I'm pleading  with  him  and
getting  somewhat  pissed  off  at  him  for  his  rather  abrupt   and
unpredictable behavior

     He nods.  "Yeah.  Uh...meh-meh-maybe...you nuh-nuh-know, maybe you
cah-cah-can heh-heh-help mmme...a little?"

     "Yes.  Certainly.  I think I'd like that."

      He  again gives me that half smile and moves slowly to the  guest
bedroom.   I  turn down the bed and, after propping his crutches  close
by, he sits down.

      His head is down, his body slumps forward, his shoulders hunched.
I  notice he's breathing deeply and is still trembling slightly.   "Are
you cold?" I ask.

      He  shakes  his  head.  "Nah.  I'm okay...jjjust tired,  I  thih-
think."

      "I  realize  it's been a busy day for you...both  physically  and
emotionally.  Okay?  I understand.  So why don't you just  lie  down...
rest...try to relax...maybe get some sleep."

     "Yeah.  I thi-think I'll dddo thah-that."  He looks up at me, with
a  rather  childlike,  pleading look.   "Cole?   Can  I  ask  yah  suh-
somethin'?"

     "Sure.  Anything."

     "Do  yah thi-think...ummm...thi-think yah cccould...lllike...rrrub
me in with...yah know sssome of that lllotion...again?  Llllike yah did
lah-lah-last time?  Pleeeease?"

      I'm  surprised  by his request...but thrilled.  "Of  course."   I
flash him a big smile.  "I'd be happy to do it.  Absolutely!"

      "Mmmmy arm?  Yah know wwwhat I'm sssayin'?  Yah ssseem to  lllike
ruh-ruh-rubbin' it before...and I lllike it tttoo."  This time he gives
me a full smile.

      "Yeah.  Sure!"  I don't know what to make of the request.  Is  it
just something to placate me? Or is his request a genuine appeal for my
continued attentions to him.

     I  go  into my bathroom and return with two bottles, holding  each
one up in turn.  "This is the one we used, and this one's an extra rich
variety ... more  softening stuff in it.  And it's totally  non-greasy.
Which one?"

      He  shrugs.   "I lllike the smeh-smeh-smell of the  one  yah  use
already.  Lemme smeh-smell the nnnew one."

     "It has no fragrance."

     "Oh."  He thinks.  "Lets tttry the nnnew one.  Okay?"

      He is lying in the middle of the bed.  His hand is resting on the
center  of  his chest - his right arm  extended  outward.  This is  the
first time I have an unobstructed view of his pits. Since I am now able
to see both pits easily, I quickly notice how little hair he has there.

     Now,  I  must admit that armpits are a tremendous turn-on for  me.
While  I  do  not like much body hair on men, I love big, bushy,  hairy
armpits.   I  don't know why.  I guess consistency is  not  one  of  my
strong suits.

     I  love  to saturate the pits and rub my face into them,  savoring
the  exquisite taste and masculine smells.  And while Clay's  pits  are
quite  beautiful - wonderfully shaped and molded - they are also almost
hairless.  I mean they're not totally hairless - small, cute clumps  of
the  beautiful  red hair are in each pit.  But I'm quite  surprised  by
what I see - or by what I don't see.  Or am I?

      He  wiggles  slightly to make himself more  comfortable.   He  is
breathing  deeply...and I watch the rise and fall of  his  chest.   His
chest  -  what  I  can see of it, since he is wearing  a  rather  loose
fitting  athletic  shirt  -  is not at all defined.   His  nipples  and
breasts are rather prominent, forming volcano-shaped mounds with little
peaks; all this above his mostly flat abdomen.

      I  notice  something else for the first time.  Clay has  a  small
potbelly.  It's nothing major but rather obvious now.  I never realized
it  before,  but since he is now lying flat on the bed, it seems  quite
apparent.  It begins protruding just below his navel and is so cute.  I
love  everything about his physical appearance.  Again, it  strikes  me
how  much  he resembles a young boy - with beautifully unmuscled  arms,
leg  and chest.  While giving my eyes complete freedom to wander  where
they will, Clay's beauty begins to overwhelm me once more.

      I'm anxious to continue massaging his arm...to continue to soothe
and  touch his body.  And, maybe - just maybe - be able to touch  other
still unexplored areas as well.

     I sit at his right side, moving my hands to grasp Clay's shortened
arm.   As  my hands approach, he raises the stump and I gently take  it
into  my hands.  I rub it soothingly and gently.  The sensation of  his
palpitating  arm stump, grasped in the palms of my hand, is  fantastic.
But I notice he's beginning to cry.

      "What's wrong Clay?" I ask in my most reassuring, but persuasive,
voice.

      He  doesn't  respond, just closes his eyes, shakes his  head  and
turns away from me.  I continue to rub the arm gently.  I have not  put
any lotion on.

     The  skin is so soft...but I feel a callous or two, which I assume
is  from wearing the prosthesis.  I feel the short lengths of bones  in
the  arm,  and  I purposely press down harder so that I can  feel  them
completely...as best I can.

     I look closely at his arm.  The skin is pale...almost translucent.
It  has  freckles all over, as does much of Clay's body.  I  gather  he
hates  these  freckles, judging from his earlier  ramblings  about  his
physical  shortcomings.  But I think they're quite  lovely  -  handsome
really.  I can also see the veins slightly below the surface...the blue
patterns  etched on the delicate skin.  I grin when I realize it  looks
so much like a topographical map.

      The  short  length  of arm below the elbow is moving  rapidly;  I
gently hold it with both hands, feeling it vibrate in my palms.  He  is
still  facing  away from me and still seems to be crying lightly.   The
constant  wiggling of his arm stump makes me suspect that  he  is  very
nervous.  Something's bothering him...bothering him quite severely.   I
remember  Franny's  words  about him being "off"  before  he  sees  his
physician.   So, I try to ignore his strange reaction ... but  for  how
long?

     I continue rubbing the arm more forcefully, now working both above
and below the elbow.  Clay begins to make little moaning sounds between
his apparent sobs.  I raise his arm and lightly kiss the tip.  I rub my
lips  around  the end, and then let my tongue wash the entire  surface.
He  gasps  when  my tongue begins to lavish attention on  the  slightly
roughened scar.  Clay looks at me, and I beam at him.

      I  return to lapping at his lower arm, while my hands massage the
upper  portion  -  from  the  elbow  to  the  shoulder,  including  his
delightful  bicep.   I  begin gently, but gradually,  to  increase  the
pressure,  while  sucking steadily on the stump.   Clayton  is  moaning
delightfully and when I look at him, he smiles at me and nods slightly.

      Soon  I gradually move my hand up and into his practically smooth
armpit.   It is such a soft, downy feeling.  The small amount  of  hair
present  has the feel of the most delicate silk on my skin.  I rub  the
back  of  my hand over the smooth skin and the strands of hair, feeling
the  contours  of  his anatomy and reveling in the  delightful  wetness
that's developing.

     I move my mouth over his elbow and to his upper arm.  I thoroughly
bathe  his elbow, again reveling in the softness of his skin...and  the
unique  taste  it exudes.  I breathe deep and often, paying  incredible
attention  to  Clay's unique, and unbelievably delightful  aroma.   The
pleasure is marvelous.  It lay beneath the slightly masking odor of the
soap  he'd  used.  But it is still quite discernable...and  delightful.
It is a mild, invigorating fragrance - a  wonderful combination  of man
and boy; the apotheosis of this unique individual.

      As  I  move  to lightly suck and lick on his bicep, I  glance  at
Clay's  face.   His expression is rather blank.  His eyes  are  tightly
shut  and he's breathing moderately through his mouth.  But his  facial
appearance is not one of ecstasy...or excitement...or even happiness or
joy.   It's an unbrokenly bland look...and I must admit that I find  it
more  than slightly disconcerting.  His eyes flutter somewhat  and  his
lips  twitch  occasionally, but nothing more is to be seen.   I  cannot
remember ever having been with a partner who has returned so little  in
the way of mutual desire and passion.

     However, despite some misgivings, I continue my loving care of his
body...and, believe me, I relish every second of what I'm doing.  Every
aspect of Clay's physical appearance is a joy to my senses - everything
is  making me more stimulated than I remember being.  Possibly, because
his apparent lack of reaction and demonstrative behavior, I work harder
than  ever  before.  I pull every item from my arsenal of sexual  tools
and techniques.

     The  feel  of Clay's incredibly smooth, soft skin on my  lips  and
tongue  is  electrifying.  When I have thoroughly saturated the  entire
surface  of  his arm, I lift my head and see the light being  reflected
off  his  alabaster skin.  I smile but he doesn't see me.  I  lower  my
head again, this time aiming directly for his luscious armpit.

      I kiss his glorious skin very lightly, reveling in the wetness...
and  the  warmth...and the overpowering smoothness...of  this  glorious
area  of  this marvelous man/boy.  The light sprinkling of hair tickles
my  lips and helps create an enveloping aura of mounting happiness  and
increasing  desire.  When I begin to suck the hairs into my  mouth  and
pull them with my lips, Clayton begins to emit a few delightful squeaks
and  high-pitched grunts.  I love this rather demonstrative response  -
demonstrative for him, that is.

      As I continue wetting down the delightful hollow, I move one hand
gently  onto his chest and start to rub very lightly through the jersey
he's  wearing.  As my hand rubs over one of his breasts, Clay  flinches
and  sits  straight up.  His eyes open and a distinct look of panic  is
spread across his face.

     I am at a loss.  I don't know what to say or do.  I know it sounds
like bragging, but I can never remember such an adverse reaction to  my
lovemaking approach...or my lovemaking techniques.

     Maybe  his  age  is working against me.  Maybe my age  is  working
against me.

     I withdraw my hands from anywhere near his body.  I put them on my
lap...and look away.  He lies back again.  I slowly stand and cover him
with the blanket.

      "I  think ... um...I think you should get some...uh ... rest  now
Clayton.  It's been a tough day."  I bend over and kiss him lightly  on
his forehead.  I flash him a quick smile.

      "I'm ssso sssorry Cole.  But...buh-buh-but tha-that's...yah  nuh-
nuh-know ... the fuh-fuh-first time anyone tuh-tuh-touches mmme  lllike
thah-that."  He looks crushed.

     He  avoids looking at me...but stares straight ahead.  This  means
he's  staring  directly at my crotch - and my still covered,  but  very
erect,  cock.   The fluids leaking into my underwear  and  shorts  have
created dark patches of discoloration around the front.  I'm sure  he's
aware of my situation.

     "I understand, Clay.  I do!  I realize we've...uh...that I've just
taken things a...uh...well, a little too.... Shit!  Never mind." I move
away  from the bed.  "That's all.  I'm sorry.  Sorry that I've  put  us
both  in such...such difficult circumstances."  I close the drapes  and
turn  out  the lights.  "I'll wake you when dinner's ready...and  we'll
eat ... have a nice dinner together...then I'll drive you home.  School
day tomorrow.  Okay with you?"

     "Yeah."  He immediately turns on his side, facing away from me.

      I close the door...and just stand outside his room.  I lean back.
My  head is down and I'm feeling rather miserable...and quite disgusted
with myself for my lack of restraint.  I hear the boy sniffling.

     My weekend with Clayton is over...over....

     I walk slowly, and with some discomfort, into my bedroom.


     I close the door ...
          close the door on my future ...
               and his ...
                    and any future we may have had ...
                         together.



                          The End of Part 13
                        (To Be Continued ....)
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