Date: Sun, 24 Aug 2003 09:32:48 -0500
From: Fredric L. Brothers <flbrothers@hotmail.com>
Subject: ANOTHER LAWN BOY STORY - Part 8 (Man/Teen)

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			 ANOTHER  LAWN  BOY  STORY
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			     By Fred Brothers
       Copyright (c) 2003 Fredric Law Brothers - All Rights Reserved

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	 experiences or situations.  If you do not appreciate gay,
  intergenerational (that means man/boy love to the uninitiated or brain
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				  Part 8

      We're waiting for our table at Barney's Rib Place.  I'm having  a
delightfully  extra dry martini (gin, thank you) and  Clay  is  sipping
orange juice.  We're seated near the bar area.  It's Saturday night and
the place is packed.

      "Hey, Clay!  How yah doin' dude?"  I look up to see a mountain of
a young man standing next to us.  "Whacha doin' here bro?"

      Clay  looks up and gives a big smile.  "Kerry.  How the hell  are
yah  man?"  He stands and the two guys sort of embrace.  They chat very
quietly for a minute or two before he introduces me.  "Kerry, I'd  like
yah  to  mmmeet  Dr. Cole Avery.  I think I...uh...yah know,  told  yah
`bout  him?   I'm gonna be doin' his gardening...yah know, redoing  his
property...and he's jjjust started tttutorin' me tttoday."  He turns to
me.   "Cole,  this is mmmy friend Kerry Forster?  We go to  the  sssame
ssschool."

      I  stand and Kerry puts out his hand.  We shake.  Actually, I  do
the  shaking  -  in  my  shoes!  Kerry is huge!  His  hand  just  about
swallows up mine.  He must be about six-five or six and weigh well over
250.   He's  blonde,  extremely well built and very,  very  handsome  -
beautiful  is the more accurate word.  He's quite the impressive  stud!
I  cannot believe this guy is in high school.  He could easily pass for
someone in his mid-twenties.

     "Who yah here wwwith?" Clay asks.

      He  turns his head to look at four people chatting together  near
the entrance.  "My folks...and Lena...and Ramon, of course."

      "Of course," Clay whispers under his breath.  His expression  has
changed from one of joy, and, it seemed to me, hero worship, to one  of
loathing.  "Nice," he says, but I get the distinct impression  that  he
doesn't mean it.  He has a brittle, veneer-like smile  on  his face.

      "Well,  have  a great dinner, both of yah," Kerry  says  as  they
embrace  again.   "See yah later, skinny dude."  Kerry laughs  heartily
and  pats Clay on the shoulder and gives him a friendly tap and squeeze
on  the  ass.   He  goes off to join a very handsome, thin,  moderately
tall,  dark-haired guy; a very tall, leggy blonde young lady;  and  two
older adults.  "Must be his `folks...and Lena...and Ramon, of course',"
I think.

     Clay seems to be shooting laser rays from his eyes, aimed at Ramon
and  Lena and Kerry.  If he had the power, all three young people would
be heaps of ashes on the restaurant carpeting.

      "That's Kerry.  He's a sssenior.  We mmmmeet on Thursdays -  he's
part  of  that afternoon gggroup?"  He's still following their progress
as  they  walk through the front door.  "Lena's his current girlfriend.
Ramon's  a  foreign exchange ssstudent this year...from Argen-tttina...
and  he's lllivin' with the Forsters.  And...uh...he's  Kerry's...um...
Kerry's bbboyfriend."

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      It's just slightly after nine when we get back to the house.  The
answering machine message light is blinking.  I take the messages;  one
is  from  Franny.  I know we must return it ASAP.  I dial  the  number;
Clay is standing next to me.

     "Hi Franny.  We just got back from dinner.  How are things?"

     "Very fine.  How are things there...with everything...the studies,
I mean?"

      I  clear my throat.  "They're fine...just fine.  We were able  to
get in three hours today."

     "Oh, that is wonderful!"

      "And we went to a nursery to buy some plants which we put in  the
ground  before the downpours this afternoon.  So things right  now  are
moving ahead...right on schedule...uh...without a hitch."

      "Well,  I am so glad to know that you men are getting along  well
and that everything is progressing so satisfactorily," she enthuses.

      I  give her more details of our day.  She seems very pleased  and
very  happy.  I mention the trip to the nursery and the planting again,
but  this time put increased emphasis on the studies.  I tell her about
dinner.  She seems enthusiastic about everything.

     "Has Clayton spoken to you yet, Cole?"

     "Spoken?"  I'm confused.  "About what?"

      She  pauses.  "Oh...well...you will know when he does.  I am sure
about that!"

      I  look  over  at Clay who has turned on the TV and  is  spinning
through  the channels.  "Yeah...I'm sure," still uncertain of what  I'm
supposed  to  know.   This  new conundrum...added  to  the  many  other
puzzling things about this boy and his family.  What does it all mean?

     "May I speak with him please?"

      "Definitely."   I  walk  over and hand him  the  portable  phone.
"Clay, your grandmother."

     He takes it.  "Hi gramma.
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     "Yeah!  It's been a great day.  Busy and great!  We went to..."

      I go into my office to retrieve the business messages.  I have  a
very  busy day scheduled for Monday, including a drive up to Milwaukee.
I  don't  know  what Clay and I will be doing tomorrow except  for  the
studying,  so  I'd better clear as many things as I can  while  I  have
time.

      Clay  walks  in about fifteen minutes later.  He's  on  crutches,
having removed his    prosthetic leg and arm.  He still wears the  same
clothes  -  the  sleeve of the shirt and pants leg dangle.   His  right
crutch has a special rubber cup attached to one long wooden side.  This
is  so  he  can  control it with his arm stump.  The  hand  that  would
normally manage this crutch is missing.  He slides his right arm  stump
into the rubber socket and manipulates the crutch quite easily.

     "Thanks for the gggreat dddinner, Cole...and a gggreat ddday."  He
gives  me  a kiss on the top of my head.  It is light and gentle.   The
feathery  feel  of  his lips on  my skin is a balm.  My  mood  suddenly
brightens.

      "You're  very  welcome.   I  enjoyed  it  tremendously  myself...
particularly the great dinner companion I had."  I'm slightly reluctant
to  say  the  next  part, but I feel I must.  "I was  also  very,  very
impressed  at...um...how well you manage...how  at ease you  are  while
eating.   Now,  I  promise,  no more comments about  your  prosthetics.
Okay?"

      "Thanks...but I dddon't mmmmind.  Really! I dddon't. I appreciate
you  sssaying  that.   Most people just lllike to  prettttend  there're
nnnot there...and that everything is just ssso nice and normal and rosy
..."  He takes a deep breath and grins at me.

     "But I rrreally lllike it when you say things `bout my pros.   And
only you.  That's `cause I know you...well, you know...I know that  you
don't  mmmind `em...and that you rrreally like `em...and  I  also  know
that  you  lllike what's underneath `em...you  know, my stumps...what's
left of me...and all."

     He gives me an endearingly cute smile and he giggles slightly -  a
perfect combination of boyish shyness and adult satisfaction.  He  sits
on  the  large  sofa.  "Mmmm.  Real  cccomfy,"  he  says.  "Nice."

     "It used to be in the living room of my old apartment.  One of the
few  pieces  of furniture I kept.  That, the  bookshelves...and  a  few
other things."

     "Where was your old apartment?  You've nnnever ttttold me."

     "Washington...Washington DC."

     "Oh wow!  Ttthat mmmusta been great!"

     I shrug slightly.  "It was okay, I suppose.  Not the most exciting
place in the world.  Far from it!"

      "But...but there are ssso mmmany things ttto sssee...and ttto  do
there.  Right?"

     "To see, yes.  To do...well, not that many.  Not compared to other
great  capitals,  like  London...or Paris...Rome...or Berlin...or  even
Moscow."

     "Oh, mmman!  You've bbbeen ttto RRRussia?"

     I  nod.   "Not  the best place to be in the winter, however."   He
laughs at my small joke.  "But there are lots of things to do."

      We're  quiet  and  just keep eye contact.   He  doesn't  mind  my
unbroken gaze.

     "How's your grandmother doing?"

     "Fine.  They're bbboth ddoin' okay...I s'pose."

     "I  forgot to ask you.  Tomorrow is Sunday.  Do you need to go  to
church?"

     He  shakes  his head.  "Nah.  My family's nnnot bbbig  on  gggoin'
ttto church."

     "But you attend a Christian school...don't you?"

      "Yeah, but I gggo there `cause it has the bbbest education around
for mmme...nnnot `cause we're bbbelievers.  You?"

     "Last time I was in a church - and not just as a tourist - was the
funeral of somebody I knew who was murdered.  No, I'm not a churchgoer.
Okay, so that takes care of that."

     He's fidgetting - can't sit still. He's also stammering  more than
usual this evening.  Is he nervous...afraid of something?  Is he uneasy
about  being here with me...at night...and by ourselves?  He  gets  up,
hops  over to the bookcases and retrieves a book from one of  the  high
shelves.  "You read all the Harry Potter books?"

     "Uh, yes.  Yes I did."

     "You lllike `em?"

      "Loved them.  I think J.K. Rowling is just about the best  writer
working  today.   I've read the four books about  six  or  seven  times
each."   I  stand  and  move to the shelves.  "And if  you've  noticed,
you'll see that I have the American edition, the British edition, and a
few in other languages - French, German, Spanish."

     "You rrread them in those lllanguages tttoo?"

     "Yes."

      "Wow!"   I  nod.   "But  aren't they...uh....you  know,  kkkid's
bbbooks?"

      "Not at all.  Great literature transcends categories.  Let me ask
you something.  Have you read E.B. White's `Charlotte's Web'?"

     "Yeah.  Sure.  Who hasn't?  I llloved it."

     "How old were you when you read it?"

     "Oh ... `bout ttten."

      "Well,  I read it for the first time when I was thirty-seven.   I
read  it  to one of my little nieces.  And believe me, I cried just  as
hard as she did at the end...and I'm sure, as hard as you did."

     He looks at me.  "How'd you know I cccried?"

      I  laugh.  "If you hadn't, you wouldn't be a member of the  human
race."  He laughs and nods.

      "As you can see, I even have many children's picture books in  my
collection."  I remove a few off the shelf.  "These surpass  others  of
their genre and speak a magnificent, universal language...to people  of
all  ages."   I show him two books by Leo Leonni - two of my  all  time
favorites  - "Swimmy" and "Frederick."  He is fascinated and sits  back
down with both of them and reads them.  Then he rereads them, this time
looking closely at the beautiful illustrations by Leonni.

     "Why  don't  you take `Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone'  and
start  reading it tonight.  Or take the British edition - `Harry Potter
and the Philosopher's Stone'."

     "Yeah.  Good idea.  I'll tttake the American one."

      We're quiet again. He is most definitely antsy...uncomfortable...
or  maybe upset about something.  His arm stump is in constant  motion,
wiggling in the long sleeve of the shirt, sliding over the cover of the
book.  His leg stump is also moving rather erratically.

     "Is  there  anything  you  want to  talk  about  Clay?   Something
bothering  you?"   I  look  at  him, trying  to  keep  a  very  neutral
expression on my face.  "You seem to be a little on edge tonight."

      "Um...yeah.  I am."  He tries to  give me a smile, but it doesn't
seem quite right.  "My gramma sssays I'm `off' when...um...when I ggget
like ttthis."

      I  move to the recliner, next to the couch.  "I've noticed you're
stammering more tonight.  Is there a problem?"

      "Yeah.  Ttthat happens...when I'm tttired or...or...and also when
it's almost tttime for me...you know, fffor mmmy doctor vvvisit."

      "Okay.  So...would you like to share the reason with me...tell me
what you're upset about?"

      He's staring at me.  Then he takes a deep breath, letting it  out
slowly.  "Yeah.  Well.... Okay.  It's Kerry."

     I'm stunned!  "Kerry?"

     "Yeah!  Kerry."

     "The Kerry we met at the restaurant?  That Kerry?"

     "Yeah!  That Kerry!"

      I'm  still  very surprised at his response.  "Okay?   What  about
Kerry?"

     "Well...it's sssorta...lllike...I'm in lllove with him."

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      It  takes me a while to assimilate the information...the  virtual
explosion  of  facts.  I know...I know...it's only one  fact.   But  my
brain  feels overwhelmed by this news.  I am unable to think clearly...
or logically.

     I cannot believe that Clay has come right out with it...come right
out  and told me his very disquieting secret!  And did it so calmly and
reasonably!

     So,  he's  in  love...in  love with  great,  big,  blonde,  hunky,
beautiful  Kerry.  Wow!  This is quite stunning...and  a  shock  to  my
already fragile state of mind...and everything I know about this boy.

      And  he  says  it  so  straightforwardly...so  nonchalantly...so
seemingly  without giving it a second thought.  Of course!   He  knows!
He knows that he's in love with Kerry...in love with Kerry.

     My disappointment is crushing.  Clay is in love with someone...and
has  been, long before he ever met me.  How am I going to fit in?   How
will I ever become part of his life?

     "How do you...uh...know?"  It's the only response I can manage.

     "I've known for a lllong tttime...bein' in lllove with him, ttthat
is."

     "A...long...time...huh?"

      "Yeah.  Ever sssince I first sssaw him...and mmmet him...when I'm
in the ssseventh grade...and he's in the nnninth."

     "And you...uh...know him well?"

     "Yeah...sorta."

     "What do you mean `sort of'?"

      "Well, as I tttold you before...we both gggo over to Kyle's house
on Thursdays?"

     "Ah, yes!  That Thursday afternoon group."

      "Yeah.   Well, there're about eleven of us that meet there  every
Thursday  afternoon.   Well, I'm nnnot gggonna  be  there  anymore  now
`cause  grampa  ssstops  it."   He's breathing  deeply  and  is  highly
colored.   "Anyway,  we  dddo...uh...certain  things...tttogether  when
we're there."

     "Do things?"

     "Yeah."

     "What kind of things?"

      He shrugs.  "Lotsa different things. We play pppool...or chess...
ppping-pppong...or pppinball  games...you know, arcade  games...they've
got  lotsa them...sometimes we swim in the bbbig indoor swimmin' pppool
they got."

     "Nice."

     "Yeah.  Nice."  He gives me a strange, unfocused look.  "But...but
...you  sssee...a lllotta things we do...we do together...all of  us...
well,  we do `em when we're nnnot wearin' any  clothes.  I mean...we're
all  naked."   He blushes strongly; I stare.  "That's how  I  know  all
`bout those piercings and tttattoos on the guys...and other things...."


                           The End of Part 8
                         (To Be Continued...)

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