Date: Wed, 14 Mar 2007 15:50:21 -0700 (PDT)
From: Claudio Sux <claudiosux@yahoo.com>
Subject: The Bear Next Door

Jerry Coullier and I bumped into each other at the grocery store near the
apartment building where we both owned apartments.  Being neighbors but
barely acquaintances, we smiled and nodded courteously.  He was pushing his
shopping cart forward to move on when I quickly detained him:

"Sorry to bother you, but my wife used to do all the shopping for me, and I
have no idea which of these detergents is good to use for the john".

"Oh! Usually any of those with the toilet printed on the label" he pointed
out grinning.

"That makes sense" I said, feeling dumb as hell.

My reason for looking for such a stupid excuse to talk to him was that I
knew he was gay and, since my recent divorce, I had been thinking of
getting back into a lifestyle I had given up for most of my adult life.
Jerry was easily in his fifties years old, almost bald and with a salt and
pepper beard.  I had always felt a special attraction to mature men since
my teens, and it hadn't changed now that I was 43.  Still, I had to wonder
if Jerry might be interested in me since he had lived with a much younger
guy for many years.

"I heard you got divorced.  It's pretty tough adapting." He said.

"Oh, you've been divorced?"

"Dumped.  Same shit, different name and without all the lawyers."

 "The worst part is that the goddam apartment's getting lonely as hell." I
insinuated.

"Well if you haven't cleaned your toilets properly since your divorce, you
ain't gonna get much company over" Jerry quipped.  I laughed out loud, and
he continued: "I'm at 4C.  Give me a buzz if you want to talk or have a cup
of coffee or something.  I make a killer espresso."

"I could use a good cup of coffee right now!"

"That'd be fine!  Let's finish up here and I'll expect you in, what? About
half an hour?"

Not a minute later than that I was in Jerry's apartment.

The coffee was as good as he claimed and he kept the conversation amusing
at all time.  We moved to the living room and I talked a while about my
divorce, not sure how to come on to him.  I also became aware I might be
boring Jerry talking about myself so I turned the tables on him:

"What about you Jerry?  What did happen to the guy you used to live with?"

"He got the 7-year itch " Jerry told me.  "David decided he wanted to fool
around with guys his age, live it up, and party.  I can't really blame
him." Jerry smiled and said "It just goes to show you, you can't hold on to
your youth forever".

He quickly added: "David was 23 when we first met.  Maybe it was still
inappropriate for me to live with a guy young enough to be my son, but we
truly loved each other.  I don't want you getting the idea that I picked
him up while hanging around a high school or some shit like that. Whether
or not you believe me it was David who came on to me."

At this point I felt confident enough with Jerry to talk about stuff I'd
kept bottled up in me for years:

"Actually, I understand David a bit.  An older man came onto me when I was
16, but I wanted it"

Jerry stood frozen in silent surprise.  "What happened?"

 "My buddies and I used to hang around Mr. Hubicka's apartment.  He was an
old hippie, only 39 actually, and he provided us with weed and booze.  One
afternoon I was alone with him in his apartment getting high, listening to
his old LPs, when he asked me how I was doing with girls.  I told him I
didn't have any girlfriends and he asked me if I preferred boys.  I told
him no, of course.  But at that point I really wasn't sure.  I mean, I was
dying to get me some pussy, but I used to get horny about guys too.  I
found everything that had to do with sex exciting.  I certainly knew my
feelings for my best friend Paul where out of line.  Hubicka probably
sensed this, and he told me it was OK to like guys, telling me all about
free love and what not.  Needless to say that philosophy perfectly
explained and justified my sexual urges."

"Oh man, that Hubicka was giving you the oldest lines in the book!" Jerry
interrupted.

"Yeah! But as I told you, I wanted sex.  But I was a shy boy and I needed
Hubicka to make the first move."

This was a perfect cue for Jerry to start things between us but, for the
moment he was too interested in my story: "So, how did Hubicka end up
getting in your pants?"

"Hubicka started blaming society for our hang ups about sexuality to which
I readily agreed. He went on about the beauty of the naked body and,
naturally we stripped. Being a horny teenager, I immediately sprung an
erection which Hubicka started stroking.  He asked me if I'd ever been
given a blow job but didn't wait for my answer, he just dove down on me and
started sucking.  Ten very short seconds later I blew my load."

Jerry laughed and asked: "And, how did Hubicka get off?"

I was silent for a moment remembering sucking Hubicka's long cock and then
taking it up the ass.  But my Latin-American, macho upbringing made it hard
to admit out loud.  The idea that the man is the one who fucks and the
woman is the one who takes it was just burned into my mind.  Screwed up as
it may seem, it was easier for me to get on all fours and enjoy a good fuck
than to actually to talk about it.  I gave Jerry a pained look.

Jerry smiled, knowing I was struggling with facing the truth. "Oh c'mon
Claudio, You're talking to me, not your mother.  What are you embarrassed
about?  You sucked him off?"  I nodded.  "I'm 54 years old, I've lost count
of the cocks I've had in my mouth.  I haven't been fucked that often, but
I've taken it up the ass plenty, and enjoyed every inch!  Did you and
Hubicka fuck?"

"Yeah, sure!"

"Did he fuck you?" Jerry stressed.  Again I nodded silently.

Jerry laughed.  "You're weird!  I think you should have listened more
closely to Hubicka's talks about free love.  So what happened to him?"

"It turned out Hubicka had a small group of friends his age, and he
eventually introduced me to them.  One night he held a party.  I was chubby
even back then and never felt particularly attractive, so I was thrilled
that these men wanted me.  It really boosted my self confidence, and I
figured Paul might enjoy making love to me too"

 "Paul's the friend you had the crush on?"

"Yeah!  So knowing he was still a horny virgin I told him Hubicka was gay
and that he used to give me blowjobs and that I used to fuck him all the
time.  I told Paul that I could easily arrange it to get Hubicka to blow
him and that he might even get some ass too.  Needless to say I was too
embarrassed to tell him Hubicka wasn't the only who liked cock. So one
night Paul, Hubicka and me were high and nude in that apartment.  I stood
pressed side by side to Paul's naked body, seeing his cock erect for the
first time.  It was a beauty.  Hubicka knelt in front of us taking turns
blowing us while he masturbated.  Seeing that Paul had no objections to a
guy sucking him off I decided it was time to fulfill my dream.  I knelt
down and started to go down on him.  He was uneasy about it at first but by
then I had a lot of experience sucking cock so he didn't put up too much
resistance.  He went along with the pleasure and closed his eyes probably
imagining I was some chick.  At that moment Hubicka got behind me to fuck
me.  Paul opened his eyes because I'd stopped sucking him and was horrified
to see his best friend willingly getting butt fucked."

"Oh shit" Jerry interrupted.

"Paul lost it.  He called us every sick thing he could think of.  It was
terrible.  That was the end of the friendship as he wanted nothing to do
with a faggot like me.  Hubicka's cover was blown, and even my parents got
a good idea of my after school activities.  I couldn't deal with the shame
and I decided to give up on men, concentrate on girls"

Jerry looked puzzled.  "Sorry for asking but, that was it? No more men, not
even fantasies?"

I smiled "Well, I've certainly fought with the urges.  And there was one
fling I started while my wife was pregnant at the beginning of our
marriage.  But the guilt was too much to handle".

Jerry stood silently looking at me for a moment, told me I needed a big hug
and walked towards me to embrace me. I started to protest not being the
touchy-feely type, but Jerry had his arms around me in no time and we
pressed together for a long, tight, quiet, very pleasant hug.  He then
looked at me and asked me if the hug had been so bad.  I smiled saying no
and he looked at me knowingly, nodded and said "Yep! And you need to be
kissed too."

I needed his kisses so bad it took us a good fifteen minutes to get
undressed.  Jerry was hairy all over with a cock of average length but nice
girth, crowned with a big purple helmet.  We kissed and stroked each
other's cock.

"We're going to have a nice time, big guy.  No need for guilt afterwards.
We're both single, we're obviously excited about each other.  Two grown up
men having fun, OK?"

"Sure."

I wasted no time in getting down on my knees to suck my first cock in
years.  And Jerry's thick mushroom shaped dick was quite a treat after such
a long time.

"Are you enjoying that cock?" He asked, and I just moaned in approval as I
masturbated excitedly.  He stopped me from wanking, asking me to save some
cock for him.  He made me stand up and kissed me.  "I'm guessing you're not
ashamed anymore to tell me you like sucking cock?" he asked.  "No, I like
sucking cock.  And I love sucking your cock" I responded grabbing on to his
erection.  "Well you're not the only one here who loves sucking cock. Let's
go to the bedroom so I can taste you."

He sat on the edge of the bed and made me feed him my cock.

"You've got a real nice cock, Claudio.  And those big balls, hmm!"  He said
as he stroked my dick. "You know, I don't let a guy fuck me till I get to
know him better, but it's been a while and I'd just love to feel those big
hairy balls of yours tickling my behind" He asked, smiling like a
mischievous kid.

He took a tube of KY from the night table and squirted a bit on his fingers
handing me the tube.  I applied some on my cock as he dabbed the lubricant
on his ass and knelt face down on the edge of the bed, spreading his ass
cheeks.  I crouched behind him and slowly buried my cock in him. Jerry
grunted and grabbed on hard to the bed sheet as I pumped away. He'd
occasionally hump the mattress backing his ass out, making me thrust
deeper.

After a while of pounding his ass my legs were beginning to feel weak and I
told him so.  Jerry climbed on the bed and lay spread-eagle.  I climbed on
him and once more plugged my cock into his warm butt hole and screwed him
for a long while until I told him I was about to cum.

"Fill me up, big guy"

My balls tightened and my cock spurted into Jerry as I shuddered like a
leaf.  I hadn't had an orgasm like that since my teens.  I disengaged and
rolled on my back.  Jerry kissed me.

"That was fantastic, Claudio, you really gave me a good, hard fuck. " He
said as he kept on kissing me "Now let me return the favor" he said as he
made me lie on my side, knelt down next to me and pocked his large dickhead
at my asshole.

He got up and lubed his dick then inserted his greased finger in my ass. He
told me to hug my knees.  Then he started smearing his dickhead along my
crack, teasing my butt hole.  "Ask for it" he commanded.  I laughed, "Just
fuck me will ya!".

"Nope!" he chuckled, "Ask for it"

"Fuck me Jerry!"

His cock pressed harder at my entrance.

"C'mon, big guy, I want to hear you admit you like getting screwed"

"I like getting screwed, Jerry!  I want you to fuck me, I want your big
cock inside m-" That's when his big knob spread it's way into my ass. "Oh,
God" I said as his thick erection slowly slid into me.  I started
masturbating as he began sliding his shaft in and out of me.

After fucking me like this for a while, he turned me on my back and lifted
my legs onto his shoulder and again pierced into me.  He caressed my legs
as he fucked me "You've got a nice pair of hairy legs, nice and strong.
That's why you fuck so good.  It's been a while since someone fucked me
that good.  The way your cock went in..  and out of my ass. " As he said
this he was doing the same to me, slowly pumping his dick into me.  "Man!
Your ass feels so good" he old me as he groped my hairy chest. "Are you
enjoying this, big guy?"  I managed to nod in agreement.  I hadn't had a
cock in me for a long time and Jerry was giving me one hell of a good fuck.
I let my legs fall at his side and started masturbating.

He pulled out of me and made me lay spread eagle on the bed, climbed onto
me and again buried his thick boner into me.  He then started rocking in
and out of me.  The bed creaked every time he thrust into me. My moans and
his grunts began increasing as he upped the tempo of his fucking and I
whimpered excitedly anticipating his orgasm.  "Oh, god, I can't hold on any
longer" he said and then thrust deep into me and froze for a moment.  He
pulled out a little and stuck it back in to the hilt, growling, and then
grunted and rammed one last time into me.  I turned on my back and started
kissing him while I masturbated.  He started sucking me off, sticking his
fingers into my ass, until I shot in his mouth.

The next day I called in sick for work and spent the whole day at Jerry's.


claudiosux@yahoo.com
March 2007