Date: Sun, 7 Feb 2010 18:17:40 -0800 (PST)
From: T W <speedokid69@yahoo.com>
Subject: Being a loved boy pert 2

My name is james; I'm 30 years old, married and have two boys 4 and 6 years
old. This is about my childhood and begins when I was 7 years old. What you
are about to read is a auto biography of my growing up a sexual child and a
few chapters focusing on my adolescent sexual relationship with an adult
man and how I have grown up to have a normal sexual relationship with my
wife and a lust for my sons that I have proudly not taken advantage
of. This is an erotic set of events so lube your cock up for some enjoyable
erotic reading. Please I encourage emails of comments for any reason I also
love to chat Yes this story is BASED on true events of my life. Some things
are embellished but it is fairly accurate. Please Enjoy


*since the release of part one I have received some great supportive
emails, thank you to all who have sent me messages. An update on the
non-fiction of this story (this is based on real events of my life).

Roy my adult lover who I have not been in contact with since I was 17 is
doing well I was able to find out his where abouts and an update on his
life. I have yet to speak with him but am glad to know he is doing well
living with his partner.


Being a Loved Boy part 2

Having Roy's warm wet mouth finally engulf my boy cock was amazing it was
all I could think about, well that and him admitting to me that he was gay
and not just any gay gay for young boys like me. I was enthralled to know
that the man who ravishingly sucked my cock in a parking lot and blew his
load from getting me off was in love with me. I had fallen asleep on the
way home fro our kayak trip to the beach but remember Roy caring me up
stairs and putting me to bed. I woke the next morning to my older brother
telling me to get up and get dressed before mom and dad see me sleeping
naked in bed with a boner. He winked at me as he turned and left my room. I
did not remember Roy undressing me or waking up and undressing myself, I
must have fallen asleep while he was putting me in bed and undressed me. I
thought to myself "I hope he gave me a goodnight kiss on my dick" I got out
of bed and heard foot steps on the stairs coming towards my room. I
clambered to my dresser and grabbed a pair of briefs and barely got them to
cover my still erect dick as my dad walked into my room.

"Hi Dad" I squeeked.

"good morning buddy, I see your happy this morning. I just need your dirty
clothes, your mom is trying to get the laundry done early and I made
pancakes."

I have him my dirty clothes and realized my dad had noticed my erection and
didn't seem to care. I put on a pair of white soccer shorts and a under
Armour t-shirt and headed down to eat breakfast. My mom came out of the
basement and gave me a kiss good morning and told me to eat up because they
had plans for today for the family. I saw my brother sitting at the table
devouring the pancakes. I had three pancakes smothered in maple syrup
before I noticed my dad outside packing the car with an umbrella and some
bags.  I put my dishes in the sink and headed out to see what my dad was up
to, knowing fully that the stuff I had seen him putting in the car
suggested a beach trip. My favorite activity!

"hey dad, what are the surprise plans? I asked

"well your mother and I realized we hadn't had any time with you boys this
summer, so we took the liberty of getting time off work for us, getting
some hotel rooms out on the beach and well the car is fully packed and we
are just waiting on you two lazy boys."

"OH SWEET! The guys from swim team will be so jealous of me when we get
back, thanks Dad your the best, you know how much I love the beach" I gave
him a tight squeeze he patted me on my back, his big hand on my back
sharply reminded me that I got a good deal of sun yesterday

"so should I go pack my clothes for the beach?"

"nope, while you were out yesterday we took care of all that for you boys
so we can just get on our way"

"cool... i'll go pee and get ready to go then" I slightly disappointedly
said fully assuming that my Dad didn't pack a single speedo for me, since
he didn't even like me wearing speedos for swim team now that I am older.

I hit the bathroom and tossed my sandals on and grabbed my game boy for the
ride. We got in the car and headed off. I was completely un-aware of where
we were headed for quite some time until my batteries died in my game boy
and I had to try to find another way to occupy my time since it seemed like
twice the time it usually took to get to the beach. I stared out the window
looking at the signs trying to get an idea of where we were headed. I saw a
big blue sign that said "province town 30 miles" and below it "beaches
every exit" I realized we were had been on the road longer than I had
thought and also realized that if we were this far we must be going all the
way to the end. Traffic by this point had slowed considerably and I had
begun to let my mind wander. I couldn't help myself but think back to just
yesterday wishing Roy or Chris was with me so I could grope some one in the
pool at the hotel.  My mind drifted so far off thinking of Roy's powerful
soft, warm and wet lips milking the few drops of cum from me. I heard my
Dad tell my brother to smack me and he did, and hard too.

"hey what was that for?" I asked, ready to thwack my brother back

"quit playing with your self we are almost to the hotel you can use the
bathroom when we get there" my Dad barked at me giving me the look of I
know what your doing from in the mirror, but not with angry eyes;
understanding eyes.

"I just don't understand why young boys have to grab their weenies when
they have to pee, it's so grose and rude" My mom chimed in

I blushed and my brother gave me a nudge then pointed to his boner and wet
spot on his shorts.

"they can't see the hand that's on the door side" he whispered to me

I was turned on even more knowing that my brother had jacked off next to
rubbing my dick while un-aware of my surroundings. I wondered if he had
jacked off to me?  We arrived at the hotel, as my Dad parked the car to go
check us in I saw a few cars and a truck parked that looked awfully
familiar. My dad got back in the car and tossed me a key, then my brother a
key and told us both a different room number. I looked at him puzzled. My
brother and I usually shared a bed on vacations in the same room with my
parents, and if they wanted a room for just them why give us both our own
rooms also?

"boys part of this surprise beach get away is that your mother and I
invited a few of your friends and their families along for the trip. James,
only chris's family was able to come so you and he will be in your own room
with him and well I know your 12 and think your old but we assured the
hotel owner you'd have an adult to supervise you so... Roy volunteered last
night when we realized we needed some one. So he will be there to supervise
you two, so behave for him."

I was psyched! A bit jealous that my brother was considered to be old
enough at 16 to stay in a room with two of his buddies alone. However I
knew fully that Chris and I would take care of helping Roy enjoy his newly
admitted love for boys.

We unpacked the car and headed to our rooms, my parents made sure to let us
know where and how to get ahold of them if we needed them. I opened the
door to my room to see Roy and Chris watching tv waiting for me to get
there. They told me to hurry up and un-pack my speedos and get ready so we
could hit the beach before it got to late.

I put my duffle bag onto the bed and began to rummage through it, hoping
that my Dad would have at least packed me some low rise colored bries I
could wear as speedos under my shorts to wear when I was away from my
parents. To my surprise I found a gift wrapped small box with a card to
me. I opened the card and read it to myself with a look of question on my
face.

"James, your growing up so fast. It seems like yesterday we were teaching
you walk and play nice with your friends. We love you dearly and consider
this present as a peace offering, we have notice some things lately and
well we know there is some tension between you and us. We know you and
Chris are lovers, though we aren't thrilled to know that we won't have any
grand children from you. Please know that we love you, and respect your
decisions as a growing and maturing man. Mom and dad"

I was horrified that they knew I was in love with chris, but please that
they weren't pissed about it. I was so intrigued as to how they knew. I
opened the package to find two matching camouflage speedos with a note
saying

"for you and chris, please be your self and enjoy the beach"

I threw one to Chris and told him to put it on

"whats with the camo speedos?" he asked and he started undressing.

"well... um, apparently my parents know we are a couple. And well the card
says these are for you and I to wear together" I told him as I slipped my
shorts and briefs to the floor.

"oh! Uh, I didn't know we were going to tell anyone um well cool I guess"
chris said, shrugging hi head towards Roy suggesting Roy was unaware of our
relationship.


"Roy do you mind coming down to the beach but letting us take a walk
together alone and we will meet up with you in a few?" I asked as I
arranged my penis in my speedo and watched Chris remove his shirt and begin
to pull his speedo on.

"sure buddy, and after you boys meet up with me I would like to talk to you
two together as well, but I promise we will have lots of fun while we are
here" roy said as he grabbed his semi erect cock and mouthed "nice ass"
looking at Chris pull his speedo on.


The three of us locked up the room and headed off to the beach, Roy picked
a spot near a group of 7 or so guys who looked about twenty five to thirty
years old all wearing speedos and a few in thongs. We agreed to meet Roy
back at the same spot with in the next hour and a half. I reached over to
Chris and held his hand as we walked down the beach. A few of the guys in
the group Roy sat down to watch gave a whistle and clearly enjoyed seeing
the two of us showing our love.

"so I take it Roy knows about us eh?" chris asked looking at me knowing Roy
and I spent the day together yesterday

"more than that. Roy sucked my dick and admitted to me that he likes boys
our age. After he blew me I told him about you and tim and our awesome sex
we have"

"wow! He sucked you? Did you get to suck his dick? Man his dick must be
huge, I mean thats so cool, do you think he will have sex with us while we
are here at the hotel?" chris clambered on with his erection slowly tenting
his speedos more and more

"Yeah, it was awesome, he swallowed my whole dick all the way he like tried
to get my balls and dick in his mouth at the same time. And I didn't get to
suck his dick though big it is he cummed on me just from sucking my dick! I
think he want's to ask us about having sex with him, I know I want to" I
smiled bragging to Chris.

"man this is awesome I mean we don't have to hide us having sex from your
parents any more your Dad finally gave in and is cool with you wearing a
speedo, hell he bought us matching sweet speedos. And we are at a gay
beach! Dude I bet you we could have sex right here on this beach with out
having to care if any one watches" Chris said excitedly with his stiff dick
at full mast.

"a gay beach? Wait.. how do you know this is a gay beach? Like I can see
lots of guys in speedos and thongs some holding hands but...?" I asked with
excited intrigue, my dick now also beginning to harden

"yeah man your Dad didn't tell you this was a gay beach? My mom and Dad
were saying on the way up that they thought it was funny that we were going
to a gay beach for a getaway with both our families" chris said in shock of
my lack of gay beach gps

"do you think your parents know... about us? I wonder if thats why our
parents brought us here. To tell us they are like happy for us... how do
they know...OMG! It is why we are here! Thats why they bought us the
speedos and thats why you'r the only one of my friends who could
come... holy crap they planned this didn't they?!" I shouted with
excitement of my epiphany

"well I don't know if my parents know but i'm sure your parents are going
to tell them since yours obviously know. And I think you may be right
because my parents used the same line about you being the only one who
could come" chris said as he stopped in his tracks I leaned into chris and
began kissing him, our lips felt great pressed against each others. I
reached my hand down to grab hold of his bulging erection, as I grasped
hold of his dick I felt his tung push into my mouth and begin to explore my
mouth, we moaned as we made out. He reached forward grasping my rock solid
dick and squeezed, I broke our kiss and stared him in his eyes

"Chris I think I love you. I, I know. I feel great with you and I need
you. I want to make love with you" I pronounced my love to Chris on the
beach whole heartedly knowing that it was meant to be

"James, I, I think I love you too... but I know I need you, and by you I
want your dick and badly!"  chris said as he pressed his lips back against
mine and began to fumble with the draw string in the front of my speedos
trying to gain access to my throbbing dick

as chris finally got my draw string untied and began to reach his hand into
my swim suit and I moaned in anticipation, a hand reached gently onto both
of our shoulders and cleared their throat

"cough, cough, and what do you boys think your parents would say if they
saw the two of you like this" a man's voice said as we both jumped in
surprise scarring the ever living daylights out of us.

We turned to see who the person was to find Chris's Dad and not just his
Dad his Mon my Mom and my Dad, standing there all four blushing yet smiling
and on edge of laughing from catching us

"Dad! Uh... Um..." Chris sheaked

"Boys, it's ok we are glad the two of you are, lovers but... we'd prefer
not to see the two of you nearly naked on the edge of what I don't think I
want to continue."

"we. it;s not what you think" Chris nearly ready to cry as I stood frozen
in place

"it is exactly what we think, James's parents were just telling us about
the two of you and well I was twelve once two and don't think I don't know
what two lovers on the edge of having wild passionate sex look like. Plus
Chris... you had your hand in his bathing suit holding his... his well his
dick!" Chris's Dad saying, hearing his Dad stammer over admitting to seeing
Chris holding my dick made every one chuckle

"so... your not mad at us?" we asked in unison

"boys we love you, and we want you two to be happy. But be safe, and well
keep things in your pants if your not behind closed doors" Chris's Dad said
now fully laughing

our parents surrounded us in a group hug

"well, I never thought i'd ever say this but you two do look quite hot in
your matching speedos... do you like your present?" my Mom said and my Dad
Pinched my butt

"yes! We love them and thanks! Uh your not mad at Roy for letting us have
this time for us to talk about things" I asked, chris smiling now with his
hand around my neck

"great well your Dad and I picked them out for you boys, we thought they
looked manly but cute and well matching just kinda fit the bill for two
young lovers... we are going to finish our walk and talk. Why don't you
boys go meet up with Roy hit the pool and cool off" my mom said and gave me
a kiss

"yeah ok mom, and uh... Thanks. For everything... but don't expect us to
cool off to much" I said with a shit eating grin and a wink

"run along you two, behave your selfs and we'll talk a bit more about this
whole thing later because we have some questions and rules for after this
trip" my Mom said placing a hand on both of our buts shooing us along

we took off running down the beach till we were sure we were a good
distance away from our parents. We stopped and looked at each other in
shock and awe. Neither of us could believe what just happened

"so... you still want my dick?" I laughed as I grabbed at Chris's dick now
flaccid yet still delicious looking in his tight speedo

"What do you think" he grabbed my semi erect bulge and winked at me

we giggled at each other and continued to walk down the beach holding
hands. When we found Roy we tackled him in the sand and wrestled him for a
bit giving him hell for not warning us about our parents taking a walk in
our direction or sending them in an opposite direction than us. He laughed
knowing we must have a good story to tell him and asked us what we'd like
to do.

"we are headed to the pool! And then back to the room to finish something
that was interrupted earlier" I said with a smile

"good lord your parents caught you two having sex on the beach didn't
they?" Roy asked while adjusting his now growing erection

"nope but we were close enough to it for it to be embarrassing" Chris
chimed in

"well lets get to the pool and i'll give you boys some alone time if you'd
like" Roy said looking like he felt like a third wheel

"well if you're not up for some fun your self you can give us some time but
we figured you needed to loosen up and enjoy your newly admitted love of
boys" I said to Roy giving him the " i'm going to rape you if you don't
give in" look and started walking towards the hotel

as we headed down the street to the hotel we passed a few cool looking
shops and mentioned i'd like to check them out later and noticed quite a
few guys checking us out as if we were ferrari's with free signs on them,
this made me quite proud to be walking down the street wearing only
matching speedos while holding the hand of the gorgeous boy I love and had
plans to have marathon sex with in all of a few hours.

We got back to the hotel and went straight to the pool Roy stood nervously
at the chairs near the pool

"come on in man the watter is great!" I yelled to Roy from in the pool,
throwing some watter out of the pool in his direction


"yeah i'm coming in... one second"

"don't be a girl and wear the speedo I know your wearing and want to
wear. Whats the worst that will happen? Get a boner and get raped by two
twelve year old boys?" I said laughing knowing how shy Roy is and still
virgin to being out with his gayness.

Roy took his shirt off and quickly removed his shorts and dove into the
pool. As Roy swam up to us I noticed Roy wasn't wearing just a speedo it
was a bubble gum pink speedo. If that wasn't an advertisement for dick I
don't know what it was. We swam around for quite some time until the sun
had gone down and our fingers were water logged looking like prunes. We got
out of the pool and just started walking to the room.

"don't you want towels?" Roy asked

"again man lets just go show that sexy pink speedo off and hurry up" I said
to him while walking away

we got into the room and I threw Chris onto the bed and straddled him and
began to kiss him more passionately than ever, grinding my hips and crotch
into his. we both began to moan loudly as we made out and dry humped each
other. I slowly began to kiss Chris's chest sucking on each nipple working
my way to his crotch. I untied his draw string and slid his speedo off of
him tossing it to the floor and began to lick the base of his rigid 4 ½
inch beautiful circumcised cock, I then started to lick and suck on his
balls. I then licked the tip of his dick before slowly sliding it the whole
way into my mouth enrobing his dick with my warm wet mouth and tung. As I
began to work my mouth up and down his shaft I worked on puling my speedos
off of my self. As I got them to my thighs I felt Roy begin to pull them
off the rest of the way. I continued to suck Chris's dick furiously making
him groan and moan. I felt a gentle touch on my back as Roy caressed my
hairless body, then one hand reached down cupping my balls rolling them in
his large hand. The other began to pull my ass cheek away from the
other. Roy began lapping at my tight boy hole licking in circles then
pressing his tung into my hole a bit. I moaned as he began to fuck my hole
with his tung but refused to let chris's dick come out of my mouth. Roy
kept at my hole him moaning as he worked my hole looser and looser with his
tung and finger with his other hand caressing my balls and jacking my stiff
hairless cock. Chris soon was tensing up his body went into a full out
spasm as he bucked his hips forcing his cock as deep as it could possibly
go into my mouth shooting his warm spurt of boy cum into my mouth, not much
but enough to enjoy. Chris lay there panting in pure ecstasy recovering
from my mouth miking his dick. Roy still tung fucking me and both of us
moaning.

"Roy! Fuck me. I want your dick inside me" I begged

"baby I don't know if you can take it. I want to but I don't want to hurt
your perfect ass" Roy whimpered

"just fuck me!" I demanded

Roy got up onto the bed behind me and placed his pre-cum dripping cock to
my soaking wet hole

"push like you"

"i know how to ride a dick!" in interrupted

roy pushed forward into my awaiting hole. I felt his head pop through, a
wave of mixed pleasure and pain hit me. Roy stopped to let me get used to
having it in me. I pushed out and forced my self backwards, my hole
engulfing his dick in one swoop to his bushy base. Roy moaned and grabbed
my hips

"fuck me Roy!" I shouted


he began to slowly retract his cock from inside me my hole reluctantly
allowing his retreat then welcoming his dick back in. he picked up the pace
and began a good steady rhythm. I moaned and hissed in pleasure loving
every inch of his dick in me. Chris got up and watched Roy fuck my ass for
a few pumps in and out then he slid under neath me his face directly under
Roy's balls slapping against my rear. I could feel Chris attempt to lick
Roy's balls as he fucked me, driving roy crazy. He then began to lick at my
fully stuffed hole as Chris began to alternate between my hole and Roy's
balls Roy hissed out to me

"baby i'm going to cum" roy began to retract his cock from my hole, I
pushed back down onto his dick

"fill his hole Roy" Chris mumbled from under me now working his mouth onto
my dick

with that roy picked up the pack and started to fuck me hard and he
squeezed my hips so tightly I though I was going to pop. with a loud "UGH!"
and some moaning I felt Roy unload his hot load into my awaiting hole with
the wild sensations of my first man dick filling me with his hot cum and my
lovers mouth on my cock I couldn't hold out any longer I pushed back onto
Roy's dick and bucked my dick into Chris's mouth and unloaded my boy cum
into his mouth. Chris savored my sweet cum then slid out from me so that I
could collapse and recover. Roy pulled his dick from my hole leaving me
feeling empty but great. I then felt two tungs on my hole. "OMG" I though
to myself. They were licking my well fucked hole savoring Roy's cum leaking
out of me.

Once they had their fill they layed next to me with smiles on all our
faces. Chris and I mildly sunburnt except for our white speedo out lines.

"Roy? How long till you can get blown again of have another rider on your
dick?" Chris slyly asked

"lets rest a bit there tiger the we can go from there. Any ways i'd love to
watch the two of you fuck each other" Roy said fully knowing he would have
his balls drained of cum by the end of the night

I leaned over to chris and began to make out with him, his eyes begged for
a dick in his ass. I pushed him on to his back and began to lick his
hole. Getting him nice and wet then sliding my finger in fucking him with
my finger and licking his hole at the same time I worked his hole a bit
then stopped and slid my still rock solid dick into his ass. He moaned in
pleasure begging me to give it to him.  I began fucking him deep and
hard. This got Roy all excited, he was soon fully erect again. I kept
giving it to my lover telling him how much I loved him and got him close to
his edge before pulling out to allow Roy to fuck him over the edge to an
orgasm he will never soon forget.

"I wan't to watch you fuck me" chris said as he rolled onto his back "i've
never had a man's dick and my cousin's is no where near as big as yours"

roy just smiled and put his cock to Chris's hole. His dick slid in easily
since chris was used to a larger dick from his cousin's. Roy was giving it
to my lover hard fast and deep and chris was loving it. I knelt down and
took chris's bouncing cock into my mouth and began sucking on it. Roy was
no where near ready to cum when Chris exploded into my mouth with out
warning, he bucked and twisted still being fucked by Roy till he couldn't
take it any more. Roy pulled out of Chris and washed his dick off quickly
in the bathroom to return to the two of us ready to tag team his dick and
blow him to completion. While Roy was cleaning him self off Chris and I
decided since Roy sucked me off the other night it was only fair I get the
final moments and get to have him cum down my throat this time. We layed
Roy on to the bed and began to suck on his balls and dick each taking turns
once and a while paying attention o his nipples giving them a suck and a
tickle.

"boy's im getting close I'm going to cum soon" Roy panted and tried to say

I did my best to deep throat Roys dick and give him a great blow job. He
tried to pull me off his dick before he shot his load into my mouth, not
expecting me to want his load. But I sucked onto his dick and held his hips
pulling his dick into my mouth as he began to fuck my mouth and groan and
yell. My mouth soon became full of his eruption of hot salty cum, I did my
best to gulp it down but I know some leaked out on to my chin. And even
once he was done cumming I kept my mouth on his dick still sucking and
bobbing my head up and down until Roy was in tears begging me to stop. Roy
kissed us both on the lips passionately thanking us for this night of
pleasure.

We took turns taking showers then climbed into bed. Roy took one bed to
himself. And Chris and I had our own together.we slept naked holding each
other with just a sheet to cover our bodies. As I drifted off to sleep I
knew my dreams would be great and that this was going to be a great
vacation.