Date: Wed, 17 Mar 2004 22:34:13 -0800 (PST)
From: gaymormonwriter@yahoo.com
Subject: Born To Be A Missionary Chapter 11

Born To Be A Missionary
Chapter 11

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>From Jamie's perspective:


I am so glad that I came out to my Dad, thanks to Rick for being so
parental in his advising me.  I am nervous about moving my relationship
with Steve up a level, but we have waited all this time and we want to feel
absolutely complete with each other. The weekend has finally come. Steve's
family is gone for three days and Steve and I will have the house to our
selves. I noticed the family SUV was gone when I pulled my car into the
driveway. I am so hard already, just knowing when I get inside; Steve will
be all over me. I got out of the car and retrieved from the trunk, my bag
of clothes and goodies. I walked up the sidewalk to the front door. I
knocked. Nothing happened. I knocked again. Hmm. Wants up I wondered. I
know Steve is home; his car was in the driveway. I decided to try the door
and see if it opens. It does. I went in the house. By now, my hard on is
gone. The house is quiet. So, I headed up to Steve's room.

The door is closed and a note is taped to the door. I put down my bag.  I
opened the envelope and a nicely typed letter is inside.

"Jamie, my one true love, you have entered into my house and if I know you,
you were expecting me to jump your bones when you walked in. Surprise. I
didn't. I am waiting for you, but you have to find my cock somewhere in the
house. There is only one thing you have to do first before you come look
for me.... take off all your clothes...you must be naked. This is of
course, not my brainchild. Rick called me last night and suggested I do
this.  I like Rick, he is so cool, If he wasn't already attached.... never
mind...hehe.  Now get those clothes off and find my cock...I am so horny
for your cock in my mouth and the taste of your cum...HURRY."

After that remark about Rick, I should not let him have my cock. But I am
too horny to argue with him about, though I will have a comment or two
about it. I slipped off my polo shirt. I ran my hands over my nipples and
they are very hard. I reached for my buttons on my jeans and start
unhooking them. I kick off my shoes and pants and boxers. Yes, I was
naked. My cock was puffed out some, but not hard...yet.

I start checking behind all the closed doors upstairs. Steve isn't
upstairs. So I headed downstairs, scanning the living and kitchen.  No
Steve. Hmm. My cock has gone completely soft as my mind is on finding my
lover. If anyone had walked in the house, they would have found me; naked
as the day I was born. I stood in the middle of the kitchen, thinking,
rubbing my cock with my hand. My hand is distracting me as it starts moving
my foreskin back and forth over the head of my cock. I was standing in the
kitchen of my best friend's house jacking my cock and it felt so good. I
knew if I kept this up I would be shooting my cum all over the kitchen
table. I didn't want to waste cum like this, my cum belongs to Steve, he
gets to suck it out my cock so I stopped jacking off. My dick was not happy
with me as it ached to cum.

I moved towards the basement door and opened it. I flipped the light on and
went down the stairs.  The basement is lighted well. Over in the corner is
the family food storage. I turn around and there in the corner is a blanket
covering a mattress and a lump. There is a hole in the blanket and only a
hard cut cock can be seen. I found Steve's cock finally. I walk over to the
mattress and looked hard at his cock, just sticking out. I dropped to my
knees and my mouth fell upon that beautiful cock that I love so much. This
is NOT going to be a slow blowjob, I going for cum. My mouth and hand work
the cock and I heard Steve begin to moan. The head of his dick glistened
with my saliva as I worked my tongue down and around his veiny cock. My
hand is around the base moving what little skin he has as I suck the head
for all I am worth. I was on a mission for cum, I wanted to feel shot off
in mouth, spraying the roof and down the throat.

"Stop, I don't want to cum yet, Jamie."

My mouth was full of cock and I wasn't about to stop. Steve threw the
blanket back away from his face and chest and sat up reaching for my cock.

"Jamie, I want to suck your cock too so get over here."

I moved myself over on the mattress as Steve brought his mouth to my cock
and brought my foreskin away from the head as he attacked it with his
tongue. He was hungry for cum too. So, we sucked each other with total
abandonment. Savoring the taste of cock as we devoured each other. Steve
was close and so was I. We shot our cum loads into each other's mouths at
the same time. Hmm, cum hungry. We swung around so we could cuddle and
kiss.

"I am beginning to think that Rick might be a bad influence on you, Steve."

"Hmm, you smell good. I like Rick; he is so sweet to me. I can't wait to
hear other ideas he might have."

"Are you ready for our weekend of sex?"

"Are you?"

"Yeah, sure am."

"Yeah are just a pervert. Sex. Sex. Sex. Sex is all that is on your mind,
Jamie." Steve said with a huge, evil grin.

"Me a sexual pervert? Who's the one down here with his dick sticking out a
blanket?" I grabbed his dick and held it.

"Well, I was influenced by a dirty old man, not my fault."

"Rick is not a dirty old man, you are a dirty young man." I said squeezing
his dick.

"You know I get hard every time you touch me."

"Yeah, I know."

"Are you hungry?"

"I just had a tummy full of cum. But I could use a pizza, sure."

"Okay, lets go up and call." Steve jumped up and withdrew his cock from my
hand. Darn.  I got up and I took Steve's hand as we walked up stairs,
naked.

We spent the evening naked, except when the pizza delivery guy came,
cuddling and watching DVDs until about midnight, then we went to bed in his
room. We kissed each other as we stroked each other's cock and shot all
over each other. We, of course, cleaned each other up with our tongues and
went to sleep.

If anyone had come home, they would have caught us together and naked, as
his door was open to the hallway. I sometimes wonder what would happen if
we were caught and it came out that Steve and I were gay. My mother would
be unhappy, but not devastated.  Steve's parents on the other hand would
not be very unhappy. I don't think Steve would want to face his parents. I
love Steve, but I am also afraid for both of us. All we have is another
year to go before our missions. Sometimes I feel that I don't want to go,
that I can't imagine being away from Steve for two whole years. I suspect
my feelings will grow after we go to the next level in our lovemaking.

As I lay awake, I look over at my lover sleeping so peacefully. His body is
illuminated from the moon shining into the room. I marvel at his beauty. I
look upon his cock and I know as soon as that is inside of me, we could
never be separated. In my mind, it will be the ultimate stage of being with
another. Maybe I am doing too much thinking. Once I give Steve my
virginity, I will be his and only his.  I look at my cock, though different
than his, it represents the same thing as it, too, will enter him and take
his virginity.

I look upon our naked dicks, his cut, mine not, I wonder why there has to
be a difference. Why is it necessary to circumcise a defenseless baby? I
know it is written in the Old Testament and is followed by the Muslims and
Jews, but in the New Testament it says if isn't necessary to be a
circumcised to be a Christian. The Internet is loaded with the debate for
medical reasons. I can only imagine if they did the circumcision as it is
instructed in the Old Testament, it would be better for the male. Steve and
I have talked about this a lot. He wishes he had been left alone like
me. But he hadn't been given a choice. I know how I feel as an uncut man. I
only know what it is like to play and suck a cut one; I do prefer to have
the skin. I wish I could know what it is like for Steve to play and suck an
uncut cock. I do love how he uses his tongue inside my foreskin and I would
love to do that to him. But, I love Steve and everything about him. His cut
cock is a part of him and I love him anyway. I wonder what Steve would say
if I told him I wanted cut. I bet he wouldn't let me. I think he loves my
foreskin.

I moved my hand down to his cock; it is so sexy, lying there, soft and
innocent. I took it in my hand and started rubbing his gland with my thumb,
ever so softly.  The gland is so soft. I moved my finger to the underside,
just behind the gland and softly stroke the head there.  Steve just
continued to sleep. So I moved my head down to his cock. I took my tongue
and softly stroked his gland. Still no response. Hmm. So I take his entire
cock in my mouth and give it a tongue bath. I lovingly suck on his dick. I
ran my tongue around his circumcision scar and then back down his shaft to
his balls. Then I flick his cock with my tongue like I was dueling with
it. I heard a moan.

"What are you doing down there?"

"I want to do it now, Steve. I want your cock inside me."

"Oh yeah, I thought we were going to wait until Sunday?"

"No, now. "

"Okay, go get the KY."

I got up and went to my bag and dug out the KY. My cock was hard as the
head was peeking out of the foreskin.

We had read everything about anal sex on the Internet, so I knew how to
position myself, as Steve got ready.  I got a towel from the closet and
placed on a pillow and laid myself down with my ass on the towel. I spread
my legs and held them up. I wanted this position so I could watch my
lover. Steve moved down to my ass to get it ready.

"Would you like the honor of putting the KY on my fingers, Love?"

"Sure," I said as I took the tube and squeezed out some lube onto Steve's
fingers. He moved his finger to my ass hole. He started with a little
rotation around the opening. His finger was beginning to probe and push
inside. With one finger in, he started moving the second finger in. I was
really getting into the feel of his fingers moving around and trying to
stretch me out. He slipped his fingers out and tried to put three
fingers. Steve pushed slowly, but firmly. The fingers went in and he
started a stroking of my rectum with his fingers.  I looked down and could
see he was rock hard.

"I want to lube your cock, now." I said to Steve.

Steve pulled his fingers out; I could really feel the absence of those
fingers. He came around to me and I put some KY on his cock and I started
to lube him up. My hand stroked his cock to get it really greasy. I
released before he could get too into it. Steve moved back to my ass and
position himself at my opening, his cock lubed and ready. He moved the head
to the entrance, moving it around in circles. I felt him put pressure on
the opening as his head made the attempt to enter.

"I love you Jamie, I am ready to go inside of you. I hope I don't hurt too
bad."

"Just do it, please, Steve, I want to feel you inside like nothing else."

"Okay, I pushing in now."

And he did, his gland slipped further inside the opening. After he had his
gland inside he stopped, letting me adjust to the pressure.

"I love you Steve so much."

"I know you do."

With that he pushed further inside until his balls were at my ass cheeks.

Steve was all the way in. He didn't move for a little while, just enjoying
the feelings we had for each other as we had become one.  Then, ever so
slowly, he started his fucking motion as his cock traveled my rectum. He
would bring the gland to the opening and then thrust back inside.

Steve's expression on his face was utter awe. His cock continued its
exploration of my rectum hitting the prostate gland inside of me. My cock
was hard, so very hard.  I reached down with my KY greased hand and grabbed
it and started stroking it. I had my lover's cock deep inside and I was
content. Steve noticed I was jacking my cock when he pushed my hand
away. His hands ran down my legs to my crotch and encased my cock, this he
did as he fucked my ass. I just closed my eyes and enjoyed the sensations
from my cock and ass.

I wanted to cum with Steve inside of me. I wanted Steve to cum inside of
me. We had only been with each other, that's why I knew we were safe. Steve
face turned from awe to complete lust as his cock felt like it was growing
inside me.  His fucking motions became more erratic as I suspected he was
close to cumming.

"Cum inside me Steve, fill my ass with your hot cum, my love."

All he could do was moan. His hands left my cock as he grabbed my legs for
support, as his fucking got more intense and faster. His eyes were closed
and his face determined in his pre-orgasmic state. I started jerking my
cock again. I pushed the foreskin back and stroked the head with the KY
lube. I was getting close as I watch Steve and his body prepare for orgasm.

"I going to cum, Jamie, I love you, I love you..." his words lost as his
body became rigid, his fucking more erratic...he was gone in his first
totally euphoric sexual experience. Steve shoved his cock deep inside me
and exploded, his movements fell into a slow motion as he emptied his balls
inside me. That sent me over as I exploded all over my face and chest.

Steve continued his slow motion fucking in a genre of afterglow. I could
tell he hadn't felt anything like it before. He fell between my legs, onto
my body as he brought his lips to mine and deeply kissed me. He kept his
slow fucking movements as he kissed me, then he started licking my face of
my cum and shared it with me. I knew his chest was covered with my cum as
he fell upon it. I looked into his eyes and marveled at what he seemed to
be feeling.

"I never dreamed it would be THAT", Steve said.

I could feel his cum dribbling down my ass crack onto the towel. He still
continued his slow fucking.

"Are you going to fuck me again, Steve?"

"Yes. I not coming out until I have cummed inside you again."

With that he brought himself back up and proceeded to pound my ass with his
cock. His rhythm increased, as his pace was more forceful than it was the
last time. I was loving it. My lover was fucking me up my ass with his
beautiful cock and I wanted more. This wasn't really love making, this was
for his pleasure, selfish as that may seem, he was going for the gold
here. I was still loving it. Then he flooded me again with his cum. His
body was withering as the cum came shot after shot inside me.

After the last blast, he stopped completely. He looked exhausted. The look
of peace and total contentment on his face was priceless. Then he pulled
out of me and laid down beside me. I took him in my arms and we cuddled. I
looked down at his cock and it looked so red and still covered in KY
lube. I felt so empty without him inside me, but holding him close to me
seemed so complete, so satisfying, so endearing. I knew at that moment, I
couldn't live without him...ever.  I kissed his forehead and ran my hand
through his hair as he opened his eyes and looked up at me, I never saw
that look in his eyes before. I thought I knew that look of love he had for
me, but his was different. I suspected he was now 'in love' with me and
that made our world that much more heavenly.

"Jamie, that was incredible."

"I know Steve, I know, it was for me too."

Steve brought his hand to my head and brought it forward to kiss me. His
kiss was different. It was more intense.

In a few hours, I knew we would switch positions and I would be inside of
Steve. I don't know if it could feel even more intimate as it already has.

So, we slept in each other's arms. We were both covered in dried cum. With
the sun shinning into the room, I awaken to the birds singing outside. The
warmth of the sun, felt incredible on my body.  I needed a shower badly,
and looking over at Steve, he did too.  I shook him awake and we went for
the shower. In the shower, we washed each other, Steve paid an ample amount
of time cleaning my ass hole, and he told me it looked red and agitated. He
ran his tongue over it and licked it to sooth it. I washed him
thoroughly. I inspected his ass with my tongue as well; I wanted to make
sure it was extremely clean. Then we dried each other off.  We went back to
his room and placed a clean towel on the pillow.

"Steve, hold me a minute."

I went to him and we stood naked against each other as we held each other
in our arms. This felt so good.

"Are you ready my love?"

"Yes. I want to feel that incredible cock inside me, Jamie. I want to feel
what you felt. "

Steve insisted on sucking on my cock for a couple of minutes before he
position himself. We followed the same ritual with the KY lube.

Steve's cock was standing so proudly as I fingered his ass hole, prepping
him for my cock. After I had 3 fingers in for a while, I pulled out and
moved around so Steve could lube my cock. He pushed the foreskin back all
the way and applied the lube all over my cock. It felt awesome as he
stroked my dick with the lube. He released me and I moved around and
positioned myself at his entry.

I brought my dick head to his entry and it slipped in quickly. Steve moaned
and I though he was in pain, but he assured me everything was okay. I
pushed my cock all the way and could feel my balls up against his butt
cheeks. I am inside. My cock is completely covered by the insides of my
lover. It was like I was one with Steve.

I started the fucking motion and I am lost in the intensity of the act. I
have closed my eyes as I thrust my cock inside of Steve. Back and forth, my
cock is nearly on fire, his rectum is so tight it is dragging my foreskin
back and forth. It feels good slowly. It feels good going faster. I put
pressure down so the underside is stroking the bottom of his chute. This is
unbelievable. I opened my eyes and Steve is watching me. That look of 'in
love' was there. He was stroking his own cock with the lube. I am flying as
I fucked the shit out of his. I felt Steve tightening his ass and then his
cock ripped cum shot after shot all over both of us; he actually aimed it
at me.  That did it for me as I felt the tingle and the cum flow from
within, up my cock and deep inside his ass. I thought I wouldn't stop
cumming. I fell upon Steve and started kissing him eagerly. My tongue
pushing into his mouth and his into mine.

"I love you Steve, you have no idea how much."

"Yes, I do, Jamie, as much as I do you."

"You are incredible. Besides, you shot cum all over me."

Steve chuckled.

"I wouldn't do that if I didn't love, Jamie."

"We are going to need another shower, Steve."

"Wait, aren't you going to cum in me again? I want it."

"You do? I don't know, my cock is pretty sensitive right now."

"I fucked you twice, now I expected to be fucked again."

"I didn't fuck you, Steve, I made love to you."

Steve looked at me with those puppy dog eyes of his, "I know, Jamie, I just
want to feel you inside me...more."

I reared back and my cock was surprisingly still hard and I slipped back
into Steve. I fucked him this time. Nice and hard, he kept telling me
harder and harder. We both came again. He came all over us again... me
inside him again. Then we showered.

Under the water, I pulled Steve to me. Our dicks are touching as we held
each other. I pushed him back against the wall and savagely ravaged his
mouth with mine. Then I placed my lips next to his ear.

"We need to talk, seriously, about things now."

"I know Jamie, I know."

"I love you with all my heart, I need you with all my being, Steve."

"Yes, I feel the same way."

I placed my face into the sad of his neck and I started crying.

"What are we going to do, Steve?"