Date: Wed, 26 Aug 2009 23:04:18 -0400
From: jeddielynnwood@aol.com
Subject: BOY ON THE BUS (PART 3)

I have often wondered if there was a God..a Master plan...Fate. ..Love..
everythings just by chance? What could one young 21 year old man add to a
14 year old`? boy`s life!? there` a story in the Bible about Jonathan &
David and how King Saul`s son Jonanthan loved David more than he loved his
own soul!? I have read about the beloved disciple "John" short for
"Jonathan" that Jesus loved!? Before me was the spirit and body of a boy
that now possessed by soul!? If you ever saw the movie"LEAVE HER TO HEAVEN"
( 1945 movie) the young cripple boy who GENE TIERNEY lets drown in the lake
reminds me of him..except those blue eyes that looks like blue marble with
a "light' in them that possesses you in a way when you look upon him, you
belong to him! In the movie,, the young actor body is approaching puberty
by his form! so was this boy!? "HI,IM` BROTHER JONATHAN"? He reached out
his hand to take mine..I looked at him as time stopped again! for the both
of us.. he pulled his hand away and with his left hand? he rubbed his
palm.."IS SOMETHING WRONG" ? I asked! He smiled at me with the most perfect
smile and set of teeth I had ever seen on a boy."NO..NOT REALLY..he
pauses.. and says"YOU HANDS ARE SWEATY"?? Now I am embarrassed and I answer
him by saying.."MY FIRST VISIT.."I`M REAL NERVOUS".. "IT`S GONNA BE
OK..STAY HERE..AND IM GONNA ASK MY DAD IF I CAN SIT BACK HERE WITH
YOU"... then he marches up the middle of the aisle and I see all the young
girls start to whisper and giggle and I know that they see what I see! He`s
the most beautiful boy in the church.. and He wants to sit with me! WOW!
Does he remember the day I saw him on the bus.. My car is in the parking
lot..did he reconize it i wondered! He returned a few moments later and sit
down and smiles and says to me" I LIKE YOU..HOPE YOU COME BACK..BUT BE
PREPARED.. THIS SERVICE MIGHT SCARE YOU"..What was inside of me was scaring
me..his scent..smell of him was enticing me..my cock was beginning to stirr
in those tightass white jeans I wore.. what if i leaked a lot..it would
show!? I was beginning to sweat even more..he looked at my class ring and
asked could he see it,,, I took it off.. he said 'WOW! CLASS OF `77..CAN I
TRY IT ON'?? I nodded yes.. He put the ring on.. smiled at me like he so
Proud I was sharing a part of me with him.. I looked at my watch 6:59
pm.. sevice started in 1 minute..He was? right..I got the crap scared out
of me!? Preacher started out with a long drum roll and started
singing"WHENNNNNN I LOOKED WAY OVER JORDAN..another drum roll :YOU WANNTA
KNOW WHAT I SEEN" another drum roll "I SAW BIG BAND OF ANGELS COMING AFTER
ME..AIN`T NO GRAVE GONNA HOLD MY BODY DOWN" then i heard screaming...
people dancin in the spirit..church was rock`in,,rock`in far worse than if
I would of been at THE DEPOY..like I had planned....the people started
shaking and going into convulsions.. falling out in the floor..I looked at
the kid(THE BOY ON THE BUS) who was standing there smiling at me? and
watching my re-action.."DON`T BE SCARED..I`M HERE WITH YOU"? he said.?
"I`m? not afraid" i lied..I had both my hands resting on the pew in front
of us when he reached over and put his right hand over my left and rested
it there..he then closed his eyes and said 'BLESS HIM LORD"? then it
entered me. the spirit,. the force..the demon..the entity.. it? jumped
inside of me took possession of my body. i felt myself being led up front
to the? alter.. I tryed to control it but it controlled me.. I remember
trying to scream and could not,, "NO GOD" i hollered out.. the force left
me.. I was at this point down of the floor weaken by what had just happened
and I was trying to get to my feet when it entered me again.. this time i
felt my whole body rolling on the floor..A SOUL SNATCHER I THOUGHT..IT
GONNA POSSESS MY SOUL! I remember when i cryed out to GOD..it l would leave
me.. I had to try once more,,,I screamed "NO GOD..NO" it left... i was left
laying on the floor..people were stil danc`in in the spirit and I like in a
drunken state? I? walked back to the pew.. Jonathan was still there,, he
smiled at me when I sit down and then he? did something really strange.. he
leaned over an whispered in my ear 'YOU KNOW YOU LOVE ME"? He was right..I
did love him..he took the ring off and gave it back to me and said" YOU
HAVE ALWAYS LOVE ME" I was shaking:: I felt in my heart everything he just
said was true..I belonged to him now!