Date: Thu, 27 Aug 2009 21:52:54 -0400
From: jeddielynnwood@aol.com
Subject: BOY ON THE BUS(PART 5)

First of all I would like to thank greg for emailing me about some
confusion in the story!? Yes,, I did go to church with the old fat bald man
and when I left..I did get into my own car,,, You see the church was less
than a block from where my dad lived so I left the church and walked on
foot to my dad` house and got in the car to go pick the girl up! You can
also see i state im 22 in one part and 21 in another chapter.. my birthday
is in july so i would be turning 22 on the 16th of july!..,,you can see I
met him in june right after school let out! that explains why I'm unsure of
my exact age here! Yes.. as deep as the story gets and to the point that
sum might not believe it can happen... truth is stranger than fiction!?

You see I'm 50 years old. Now and as I type,,I have a framed 5x7 photo of
the boy on the bus on my desk that I am looking at!? My love for him will
never leave me,,, when i close my eyes in death.. I know my love for him
will live beyond the grave like Cathy's did in WUTHERING HEIGHTS" for
Heathcliff" I will begin this chapter and pick up where i left off ...for
it was Saturday night that I fiirst went to the church service,,, bare with
me,, the story does get better and stranger! and now "on with the story".

After I had? parted way with Becky... I decided to go home and shower and
think about the turn of events that had happedned to me,,, this was 1981
..my father had no air conditioning in the house and it felt like of might
be over 100 degree`s inside the house,,,I remember being a little anxious
about being alone,, maybe even afraid,,I went to the bedroom and stripped
out of my clothes,, then I went down the bathroom to grab a towel and go
the basement.. My father had a large shower stall in the basement and the
force of the water was so? hard..it` actually massaged you! I turned on the
water and went to step in the shower when I? looked down at my cock.. It
looked almost isolated,,facid, soft, yet I could see it was coated with
sperm and vaginial secretion. If that thing that possess me in church was
from God..how could i fuck this girl and shoot my baby seed up into her
cunt i wondered..I was reallly beginning to think I might be possessed! I
got in the shower and started coating my body with soap and water and
trying to cleansed my soul as well! I was thinking about Jonathan and the
way he whispered"I know you love me"..what did he mean by that i asked
myself!? I started washing my cock and balls when suddenly? I heard a voice
say"? BETTER WASH IT ALL OFF AND HOPE FOR THE BEST SON"? I lopened my eyes
to see my father standing there? with an? evil grin on his face!?? He then
replied..'IF YOU GONNA FUCK HER IN MY BED.. MIIGHT AS WELL LET ME HAVE A
TURN"?? I turned off the shower.. grabbed a town.. and stepped out asking
him how long had he been home.. '"WELL SON..RENE(my dad`s gf) BOUGHT ME
HOME.. LIGHTS WERE OUT ..I THOUGHT YOU WERE ASLEEP IN YOUR ROOM.. PEAKED IN
MY ROOM AND YOU WAS FUCKING? THE HELL OUT OF HER"?? "dad..I`m sorry,, this
is your house..Im ashamed here.. I`M bad.. know you don`t believe me" I
answered him.. NO DAMAGE.. SEE YOU` RE HARD STILL.HOPE YOU GOT YOUR NUT
SON?"? My cock was sticking out from underneath the towel,,,? I suddenly
changed the story and asked him..DAD,,,YOU BELIEVE IN GOD.. My father
looked at me and said 'SON I WAS IN KOREA.. HE BOUGHT ME HOME AND I MARRIED
YOUR MOTHER..OF COURSE THERE`S A GOD!? i? folowed him up the steps and we
went to bed.. as i layed there in bed.. I knew there was nothing else to
do,, jerk my cock. Tomorrow? nite was Sunday night..I had already promised
him I would be there.. I felt the tip of my cock head wet from the precum i
was leaking thinking about how I wanted to be intimate with this beautiful
14 year old boy..Love him in the way somehow he knew he was suppose to be
loved.. why was I chosen i asked.. I was at this point sure of one thing!
If i did love him.. it would happen! God would make it happen,,just the way
God bought my father home from the korean war,,, God would bring me and him
together! this was our destiny!? I was about to be enlighted with more
truths than one can imagine after the church service sunday night. I would
be? on a course that would change both our lives..a love that I think even
made the god`s jealous! This was the spirit that I had rejected tonight...
had no idea how jealous a God can be! You will see his wrath as I jouney
forward with my story of the boy on the bus!