Date: Sun, 20 Aug 2006 21:45:43 -0700 (PDT)
From: eric hen <erich5748@yahoo.com>
Subject: The Camping Trip, please post to Gay adult youth.

 This story is a story of love between an adult and a young boy.  Should
this not sit well with you I then recommend you do not read.  The story
contains both real and imagined events and the scenes at the campground
bathroom did actually happen but mostly the story is fiction, or friction
if you desire.  I will pretty much let you decided what is and is not real.
This story also contains a number of fetishes including diaper usage and
ass play.  I refer in the story to many things I know little to nothing
about including legal speak and medical speak, I tried to be as accurate
and realistic in the wording, forgive me if I was not, I could only do so
much research.  I will also not tell any person that they should not read
this, if you are ten, twenty, fifty, male or female, I care not, you
wouldn't be here reading if you didn't want to be nor is it my
responsibility to stop you.  I have also tried my best to edit the story so
that there are no mistakes and it is easy flowing for your reading
pleasure, I however am not an English major and sometimes I screw up, oh
well, so be it.  Should you wish to contact me about the story you may
reach me at erich5748@yahoo.com.  Constructive criticism is always
excepted, I would prefer you did not totally flame me though, positive
comments are of course appreciated but not required, I write for myself
only and share it if I think others would like it.  I hope you enjoy, and
thanks for reading.



 The Camping Trip


 List of main characters


 Ryley -- Father, age 30
 Ethan -- Son, age 6
 Konnor and Kieran -- Twin Cousins, age 6
 Isaac -- Friend, age 7
 Sue and Sam -- Twins Parents
 Jim -- Father of Isaac
 Jesse -- Friend, age 10
 Tony -- Jesse's father
 Christopher -- Jesse's friend, age 11
 William -- Jesse's friend, age 12
 Daniel -- Williams cousin age 11
 Martha -- Daniel's mom
 Marge -- Social worker
 Ashton -- foster son, age 8
 Corbin -- foster son, age 14
 Shannon -- School Mate, age 8



 Chapter 36


  Monday was another day of appointments.  Both the same boys from last
week as well as the little girl.  I was also going to call a stone company
in town this morning and find out if their prices were better direct than
from the store.  I would also need to call the bank.  I did not want to
have to put everything on the Visa so I was going to set up a line of
credit.  After getting the boys up, cleaned up and fed and then off to
school I set about baking a cake today.  Once the cake was baked I called
the stone fitter and I gave him the measurements and he said he could do
the job for $8500 in the stone, all I had to do was come in and choose the
right one.  I told him I would be there tomorrow to pay for it and pick out
the one I wanted.  I then called the bank and talked to the loan officer
there and she pulled up my account and said she could put through $20000
line of credit and have it done today, all I had to do was come in before
closing and sign a couple forms and
 the money would be there either tomorrow or the following day.  Well that
was a lot easier than I thought it would be.  I then cleaned up the house
and the little girl arrived a while later with her father.
  I gave her a nice big piece of cake and a glass of milk and then took her
to the office for a little chat.  It really was standard grieving that had
not progressed as it should.  So I made her go through it all, every step
of the grieving process in under an hour.  We already had the sadness at
the loss, that would not stop hence the reason she was here, so we got the
anger out of her at her mommy dying, the fear that her daddy would die, the
happiness of all the good times.  I had to go out for more cake for her
half way through but once we got all the grieving steps out of the way I
think she was well on her way to recovery.  There would be a few more
sessions and I would probably never have to see her again.  After she was
gone I broke for a quick lunch before my next appointment.
  This was the angry boy.  He had a nice big piece of cake and then we
talked a lot more.  He was a pretty normal case, just more energy than his
parents knew how to handle and kept a tight leash on him.  No way to treat
a poor boy.  His doctor wanted him to take medicine that always made him
feel groggy, god I hated those doctors.  I then called his mom in and
explained a few things.  I told her in no uncertain terms that boys had to
be outside playing and running and even getting hurt to burn off all the
energy and to take him off all the pills slowly and start feeding him
healthier food, no junk food except the odd home made treat.  His face fell
at this but I told him all that junk food he probably ate is what was
making him so energetic and hyper and that going out and playing and
getting off all that crap would help a lot.  Our hour was up so they left.
The 12 year old boy was next, he would be interesting.
  His name was William and after a nice big piece of cake we went and had
our chat.
  "First off did you talk with your cousin and how did it go."  I asked.
  "Yeah, I talked with him, my mom insisted that I keep the door open
though.  He said he understood and that he really would like to find a
boyfriend as he loved what we did together but is not sure whether or not
he is gay yet but I am and know it."  William said.
  "Thats good.  Most people do not care for incest too much unless you are
from the south where it seems to be expected to marry your cousin."  I
joked and he laughed.
  "We saw nothing wrong with playing with each other and we did not hurt
anyone else but my mom sure freaked, I am surprised she did not tell her
sister, my aunt, though, but my aunt is a lot nicer, not so wound up.
Maybe she would have said so what, let the boys play.  She used to let us
boys run around naked while I was there until my mom found out and almost
stopped letting me go there, my aunt told her to go remove the stick from
her butt.  If I knew I would not have gotten in trouble I would have
laughed."  William said.
  "Yeah, she sounds like a nice lady all right, do you know why they are so
different in their outlooks."  I asked.
  "Yeah, she found god as she always says and then like my aunt said she
became a stuck up bitch that thinks her shit don't stink.  She caught me
playing with my penis when I was 8 I think and she grounded me for a whole
month and said what a dirty boy I was and that playing with that would make
me go straight to hell.  Now I know I am only a kid and I have to go to
church and all but I am not so sure that I even believe in god and if there
is a god that he would make it so people could not be free and do what
feels good."  he said.
  "Well everybody is entitled to their own beliefs and unfortunately
because you are a child your mom sees fit to make you believe the way she
feels, the joys of being a child I suppose, not much we can do about that.
As for the punishments, they certainly don't fit the crime.  Whenever I
catch my 6 year old playing with himself, which is often, I tell him he
should do that in private and to close the door next time.  It is not a big
deal, all children play with themselves from the time they are babies all
the way till they die and to tell someone it is wrong or that they will go
to hell for doing so, I am sorry I believe that as much as you do.
Unfortunately unless your mom wants to change there may be nothing we can
do to help.  I will do what I can to help you out."
  "Thanks a lot.  You have no idea what it has been like since she caught
us.  Every time she sees me she starts whispering her hail Mary's and
praying for the lost soul of her son.  I actually thought of running away
before she brought me to you.  I think she thinks you are going to cure my
gayness."  William said.
  "OK, I am going to bring your mom in here in a minute and talk with her
but first I have a question for you.  Are you still looking for a
boyfriend."  I asked.
  "Yes, why do you ask."  He asked.
  "Well I was wondering if you would like to meet someone this weekend, he
is a really nice boy and he is gay as well and he wants a boyfriend but is
scared to death that anyone will find out."  I said.
  "Sounds good, how old is he."  He asked.
  "He is 11 but there is a catch, he has a secret desire and I will not
match you up together unless you are OK with it.  He is a diaper lover, he
likes to wear and pee in diapers at times."  I said and he smiled.
  "Cool.  I used to wet the bed up until about 6 to 8 months ago and I was
made to wear diapers, I really miss them to tell you the truth.  I had
thought of starting up again but my mom always called me a dirty little boy
even though I did not do it on purpose, maybe I should though.  Why not, I
am already the devils spawn in her eyes anyways."  He spat out.
  "Don't do anything to make your mom even more mad at you whatever you do,
that could only make it even harder on you and it really won't help.  Now I
want you to go out and you can watch TV and have another piece of cake if
you would like and help yourself to more milk while I talk to your mom."  I
told William.
  I called William's mom in and had her sit down.
  "Hello, I have found out a lot and I have some questions for you.  First
of all was have you seen the therapist I referred you to last week."  I
asked.
  "I really don't see why I should see a shrink when the only problem is
with my son."  She spat out.
  "Actually he is a very well adjusted young man who has come to terms very
well with the fact that he is gay and he told his cousin already that they
should not play together any more and he says he wants an actual boyfriend
though.  He also told me that you made him leave his door open, I am sorry
but that is inappropriate, children need their privacy as well, same as you
and I do.  I was also told about how you punished him when he was younger
for playing with his penis, I hate to tell you this but playing with
yourself will not get you sent straight to hell, nor will being gay and no
where in any bible have I read does it say so."  I said.
  "Well how I raise my child is none of your business nor how I punish him
or for why.  Also that is only how you interpret the bible, the way my
congregation sees it being gay is a vile sin and gay people need to be
straightened out and those that cannot be should all be put in prison."
She said.
  "You do realize that what you just said could have your son removed from
your home as that is mental abuse and he feels that way as well because of
how you always look at him and call him dirty and the devils spawn as well
as the way you look at him.  Before you brought him here he was seriously
thinking of running away, did you know that."
 "He is evil and dirty, he is gay, I only brought him here so you could
cure him and so he did not bring shame to me and my congregation.  I see
now that is not going to happen.  You are as bad as a gay, you are a gay
supporter and you too will burn in hell."  She spat at me and then stood to
leave.
  "Sit back down please, you are not going anywhere."  I said calmly,
hiding how I truly felt.  This would be the first time in many years I had
to use the power I had to remove a child from an abusive home but I was
going to.
  "I am leaving, just being near you makes me feel dirty."  She again spat
out.
  "I am sorry but you are not.  If you leave this room I will be calling
the police.  Right now I am only calling a social worker to take your son
to his aunts house to live if she will have him.  You have displayed
outright mental abuse to your child and as per law this whole session was
recorded and can be used in a court of law so I will be using my rights to
remove your child to a loving home where someone can love and nurture him
for whom he is.  I will also be putting forth a formal complaint about your
so called church of god to make sure no one else is causing this kind of
abuse and probably beating gays or blacks or anything else your group
hates.  Now, I want the name of your church and you will give it to me or
again I will have you arrested immediately."  I said letting only some of
the anger out.
  "You can't do that, I know my rights."  She tried.
  "Apparently not as well as you thought you did.  If you wish to try me I
will call the police right now and formal charges will be put forth on
behalf of your son by myself and with the recordings from both sessions we
have had I believe you will not stand a chance in a court with a jury.  Now
the name please, I will not be asking again."  I said.
  "Fine, you win, take the little fagot, I will be better off without him
anyways, he has brought me nothing but shame."  She said and gave the name
of the church.
  "Thank you, I will forgive the use of that foul word this time however if
I ever hear you say that word around me again I will have you arrested.
Now go sit in the living room and wait for the social worker to come, I
will be bringing William back in here with me, oh and I do have the house
monitored with video security so do not try anything, I will not take
kindly to it."  I said.  I didn't but she did not know that.  She went out
and I called William back in.
  "Well William, I was going to try and talk some sense into her but that
failed.  I have now legally removed you from your home and am going to call
a social worker and your aunt to meet us here.  If your aunt agrees would
you like to stay with her."  I asked "Cause if not tell me now and tell me
what you want so we can get you safely out of her reach."
  "That would be awesome, I would love to live with her, she is so cool.
How did you do it though."  He asked in awe.
  "Actually I did not have to do anything, she cooked her own goose and I
am going to bring a formal request to look into the actions of her so
called church due to the way she talked about them and you.  Give me a few
moments to make a couple calls, whats your aunt's number."  I said.  He
told me and I made the calls.
  I gave both the aunt and the worker a basic outline as to what happened
and they both said they would be there shortly.  I was just finishing the
last call when I heard the boys come in.
  "Excuse me for a few minutes will you, I have to go say hi to the boys,
or would you like to come with me and meet them."  I asked.
  "Sure" He said.
  We went out and I found all four boys there.  They were all just grabbing
some cake when we came out.
  "Oh hello boys, this is William, William this is Ethan, my son, Isaac,
his best friend, Jesse is living with us for a while and his friend
Christopher, he's the one I told you about earlier."  I said and both he
and Christopher looked at each other and blushed cause they both knew what
I was talking about.
  "Hello."  They all said and William was accepted into their group.
  "William is going to be here for a little while, Why don't you boys all
go up and get swimsuits on and go for a swim."  I said.
  "But daddy, what about the rule that there has to be an adult down
there."  Ethan asked.
  "Well it is my rule and I can bend it if I have to now can't I, it is my
right after all but if you would rather all go upstairs and do nothing
thats OK with me too."  I said teasing him, the others all gave him a
friendly nudge and told him to shut up.  "Actually with all the older boys
I figure together they can act as an adult today, just remember no running
and horsing around and be careful."  I told them.
  "We will" they all said as they ran up the stairs to get changed.  They
all changed in Ethan's room and there was a lot of looking and no one said
anything about the huge stacks of diapers or other diaper supplies in
there, they all liked them.  Moments later the herd went down the stairs to
the pool and I swore I heard the splash as they all jumped in.
  Williams aunt was the first to arrive and she had her son with her I
first asked if he wanted to join the others swimming downstairs so I went
up with him to Ethan's room and found him a pair of shorts to fit.  He did
look at all the diapers but did not ask, he just stripped off and changed
right there with a complete stranger next to him before I could show him
the bathroom.  We then went back downstairs and I showed him the door to
the basement and he went down.  Apparently both boys thought this was the
absolute coolest.
  "Sorry about that, I figured he may as well join the others, my name is
Ryley, I am sorry but William did not tell me yours."  I said.
  "Martha, no problem, easier that way really.  So William wants to stay
with me if I will have him, what exactly did my sister do to him."  She
asked after we steered ourselves into the office, Williams mom did not even
acknowledge her sister or I.
  "Well a lot of mental abuse.  According to her he is the devils spawn and
evil and dirty.  I have to tell you this before I will allow you to take
guardianship of William though, he is gay and the reason his mom brought
him here was so I could cure him so that he was not such an embarrassment
to her."
 "That's horrible, she really did that.  Ever since she joined that damned
church she think her shit don't stink" She said and I started laughing.
  "So that's where he heard that from.  William said the exact same thing
however from what I can tell I think you are right.  You do not have a
problem with him being gay though right."  I had to ask.
  "Oh god no, one of my oldest and dearest friends is gay, I was the first
one he ever told when he was 14 and he watches my son all the time and I
watch his girls.  Him and his life partner adopted a couple little Russian
girls a few years back.  I of course never told my sister any of this, I
would have never seen William again.  I tried to take him in as often as I
could as I suspected something was not right there."  She said.
  "I am happy for your friends, thats great.  You have no idea what she
really put him through and although I am sure he would allow me to tell you
anything without his consent I cannot say more than I already have, I may
have even stepped over the line saying he was gay but I had to know you
were suitable."  I said.
  "I don't blame you for wanting to make sure and I am sure William would
not either."  Martha said.
  "I think I hear the social worker coming down the drive, would you wait
here please and I will bring her in and introduce the two of you in a
moment."  I asked.
  I went out and stood on the porch and met the social worker, she was the
only one I liked and trusted and she had handled more of my cases than all
the others combined, she was also the only one in her department that was
upset when I left therapy to be a daddy and tried many times to have me
take on cases.  Her name is Marge.  When she came up the stairs she gave me
a huge hug and and said "Thank you for getting back in the game, it is good
to see you again.  You sure do have a nice spread here, made out well when
you divorced the bitch I see."
  "Actually we left with almost nothing but what was on our back and the
savings account and $2000 a month child support.  I won the lottery when I
bought a ticket on our first day of freedom.  Not lots granted and it is
all gone but enough for all this.  It is more me, that big ugly house she
had was too big and grand for my tastes, so cold, just like her."  I told
her.  We had talked many times in the past but not since before the
divorce.
  "Well it is good to see you at any rate, so we have a boy to help huh,
lets go see what we can do then."  She said, all business now.
  I led her to the office and I introduced the two ladies and they looked
like they could become fast friends.
  "So the one out on the couch who did not even say hi was the mother and I
have the recording from both sessions to give you once I make a copy and
put it on CD for you once this session is finished.  First of all the bill
for this will be going to the ministry now cause I doubt I will get paid
otherwise, no problems there I am sure."  I said.
  "Nope, none at all."  Marge said.
  Marge and Martha spent about ten minutes going through the basic
paperwork that was needed with Marge explaining everything and then they
were done.  I stopped the recording, sent a copy to the CD writer and burnt
a copy of the session as well as the last one for Marge and then gave her
the disk when it was done.
  "Now a copy of these sessions will also be going to the police department
so that they can look into the actions of the church as I have a feeling a
lot more goes on there than just worshiping god."  I said.
  "Great idea, I hope they get shut down and people go to jail for this."
Both ladies said.
  "So how about I take you two downstairs and you can meet William Marge,
seeing as how he is your newest charge."  I asked.
  "Sounds good to me.  I have a question for you first Martha, would you
want to adopt William once his mothers parental rights are removed
completely."  She asked.
  "Sure, I would take him in a heartbeat."  Martha answered.
  "OK, Lead the way Ry just let me stop at Williams mother real quick and
get her signature on these pages that you both signed and then she can go.
  "OK" We both said.
  She went over and had a quiet conversation with the mother and she signed
the papers but did not look happy about it.  She then left and I heard her
spray gravel as she took off.  We went downstairs and I purposely made a
lot of noise coming down the stairs to be sure the boys were behaving
themselves.
  "Oh darn, none of you drowned.  What did I tell you boys before you came
down here, I specifically told you to not be careful and to make sure you
all drown.  What do you think this pool is here for."  I yelled at them.
They all laughed and tried to splash me.  The ladies just chuckled and said
boys under their breaths.
  "OK William, come out for a minute, I need to introduce you to someone."
I said.
  William climbed out of the pool and I introduced him to Martha first, his
new mommy, and more than one cheer could be heard but Williams was the
loudest.  I then introduced him to Marge and she was the case worker that
would oversee his case and move for adoption as soon as she could if that
was what he wanted.  He first jumped into my arms and gave me a huge wet
hug and sobbed out thank you so many times I lost count.  He then got down
and gave the same treatment to his aunt and then shook his case workers
hand.  We were all very happy for him.
  "So, Martha, a few things, where do you live."  I asked.
  "Just up the road, other side of the school, why do you ask."  She asked.
  "Well I told William that he could stay the night here next weekend to
get to know Jesse and Christopher as he needed some friends.  I was not
sure I would be able to work that out with his mom but now it is your
call."  I said.
  "Please aunt Martha, pretty please, I promise I won't be good."  He said
in a praying stance.
  I smacked him upside the head and the Ladies started laughing.
  "Oh I guess so, you want him for the whole weekend though, you sure about
that."  She asked.
  "Yeah, not a problem, during the summer I routinely had 5 boys here and
all younger than these ones so I can handle it, I actually miss the noise a
bit when everyones in school, and then I give myself a smack in the head
and come back to reality."  I said, they again laughed.
  "Ryley, do you think Daniel could stay too, thats my cousin, the one over
there."  William asked.
  "I know which one he is but I did not know his name yet but it is up to
your aunt, I have no problem with it, it would only be fair though."  I
said wondering what I was getting myself into here.
  "You mean I would get a weekend free of kids, where do I sign up and
where do I slaughter the sacrificial lamb.  Yes he can stay."  We all
laughed and there was a shout from the pool.  Looks like this weekend my
house was going to be a zoo, better go grocery shopping, thats for sure.
  "Well I really should be going, I still have work to do today at some
point, really nice to meet everyone and good to see you back Ry."  Marge
said and then left.
  "We should probably be going as well."  Martha said.
  "OK everyone out of the pool, get dried and get upstairs and dressed."
They all pulled themselves out and got dried off and then all ran up the
stairs.
  "I wonder how many of them are going to put on someone else's underwear
and or clothes."  I chuckled.
  "No kidding.  Not that it matters any.  Good thing I still have a bunch
of Williams clothes at my place cause I doubt I will be able to get any of
his things. We will have to go shopping I think, but later."  Martha said.
  We went up the stairs and I went all the way up to Ethan's room and
watched the carnage, only 2 of the boys were even in their underwear yet
and clothes were flying everywhere.
  "OK stop, at this rate you might be dressed by bedtime.  Let me help."  I
said.  I picked up all the underwear first and held up each pair one by one
and asked who they belonged to.  I knew Ethan's and Jesse's and tossed them
as I found them.  I then grabbed all the socks, made the pairs and then did
the same thing.  3 of the pairs were identical so who knows who got whose
socks there.  I did the same with shirts and then pants.
  "OK, now you can get dressed."  I said and left the room laughing.  I
went downstairs and told Martha all about it and she laughed as well.
Finally the boys all came downstairs and Martha, William and Daniel left.
  I pulled Christopher aside.  "So what did you think of William, he likes
diapers as well and he is gay, did you guys talk any."  I asked.
  "I like him, he is really nice and he told me he knew that I liked
diapers and that he did to and that he knew I was gay and that he was too.
We talked lots and we are friends.  Do you think he will get to go to my
school as well."  He said.
  "Thats great, I thought you two would hit it off.  Well his aunt lives
right down the road and I gather Daniel goes to that school so he should be
moved no problem."  I told him.
  "Yeah I know Daniel a little bit, he is in a different class than I am
though, he got the other split class than me.  It would be so cool if we
could be boyfriends though."  He said.
  "Just take it easy, things will happen when and if they will happen,
don't push things and remember don't be overly affectionate at school or
your secret will get out."  I said "Now you should probably be heading home
now, it is getting close to dinner time but make sure you get it arranged
to spend the weekend OK."
  "I won't and I will.  Bye."  And he said bye to the others and then
headed home.  Isaac left a minute after he did and then it was just the
three of us.
  Jesse and I made dinner and then we all sat down to eat.  The boys did
their homework after dinner dishes were cleaned up and then we watched TV
until bath time.  Ethan asked if he could join us for our bath again and
Jesse and I looked to each other and nodded and then I said yes.  We all
went up and had our bath.  I was in the back, Jesse was leaning against me
and Ethan against him.  We soaked and talked for a while and then we washed
each other and rinsed off.  We all got out and dried off and then we
diapered Ethan up and put him to bed.  Jesse and I went back to our room
and had some kisses and cuddles, inserted our butt plugs and had a nice 69.
We rested for a few minutes and then I had to ask.
  "What did I get myself into today.  I am going to have 6 boys here next
weekend and a good portion of them are going to want sex.  Also we do not
know anything about Daniel and what he will say about everyone being in
diapers, not to mention where will he sleep.  I guess he can sleep in the
spare bed in Ethan's room but those two can get pretty rowdy and what will
he think about that.  He has played around with William and said he was not
sure if he was gay or not but enjoyed what they did and wanted to keep
doing it.  And then there is us, how do we hide the fact you sleep with
me."  I said in exasperation.
  "Well I think that we should take each boy aside separately and tell them
no sex first of all and sleeping is easy, create a nest on the living room
floor and they can stay up as late as they want and watch movies.  My room
is the spare room and as long as the door is closed no one needs to know
that I am actually sleeping with you.  As for having 6 boys staying the
whole weekend you were a little crazy on that one and I am sorry but cannot
help you with that.  I do love you though, crazy and all."
 "Such a simple solution, boy you are smart.  Come on, lets get ready for
bed."  I said.
  "OK, baby, lets get you all diapered up."  He answered.
  So we each got the other diapered up and went to bed.

 Chapter 37


  We woke up the next morning to the alarm clock blaring.  Normally we wake
up before it but not today.  Oh well.  We got up and stripped off our wet
diapers and got dressed.  We both went to wake up Ethan and get him ready
for school as well.  Once the boys were all set and heading off to school I
started to pack up the kitchen.
  I moved the fridge out onto the porch where the temporary kitchen would
be.  We would use most of the camping equipment including the dishes so
everything but the food and the essential appliances got packed.  It took a
couple hours to do this.  I then brought everything from the trailer I
would need.  I moved the bar-b-que over next to the table I would put the
portable stove on.  I then grabbed a good sized piece of scrap plywood and
a pair of saw horses to make the sink counter.  I cut the hole in the
plywood and then went and turned off the water to the kitchen and then
removed the kitchen sink.  I then installed it in the temporary counter.
Then using the sink in the bathroom I ran a temporary pair of water lines
from there, the bathroom had the old fashioned pair of water taps so this
was easy so I ran the hoses to the sink.  It took a while to make a
connection from the hoses to the taps for the sink but I did it.  I found a
large enough hose kicking around and
 affixed it to the drain and ran it under the porch and down the hill so
the water could drain away.  After that was all done I set up the dishes
and what not on the counters, I was now all set.  Now to test it out on
lunch.
  After I had lunch I went back inside and started working on removing the
base cabinets.  I did not want to damage these as they were all in
excellent condition and I planned to donate them all to the charity housing
unit in our town.  Once I found where all the screws were hidden I made
quick work of removing the base cabinets.  I had gotten almost half way
through the upper cabinets when I heard the boys coming home.  Today it was
only Ethan and Jesse.  No posse today I guess.
  "I see you got started on the kitchen today, you are just itching to get
the new one all installed and ready aren't you."  Jesse grinned at me.
  "So do you guys want a really fun job, one you can sit down at."  I
asked.
  "I'm not so sure I like the sounds of that."  Jesse said and Ethan
agreed.
  "What, don't you trust me."  I asked sounding hurt.
  "Not with that tone."  He retorted.
  "What, I would like for you boys to remove the old vinyl flooring while I
get the old tiles off the back splash."  I said.
  "I guess we can do that, we can do our homework after dinner tonight
right Ethan."  Jesse said and Ethan of course agreed.  I offered the the
tools I was sure they would find most useful and they got to work right
away.  They actually had an easier time removing the flooring than I did
with the tiles.  It seems whoever did this job used a construction type
adhesive to glue them on not concrete like it should have been.  The tiles
did come off all right but they were taking off more of the wall behind it
than there was tiles.  I finally decided to hell with this and just tore
the skin off the wall.  Again in log homes walls like this are specially
designed and built so it was not structural but had to hold all the
cabinets.  The were nailed to the logs using the same slot system I
mentioned earlier and then a skin was put over top, usually drywall but it
depended on who was doing it.  In this case it was a cheap ¼ inch plywood
and was really not that good.  I hope the
 people did not pay top dollar for this kitchen.  I wondered if I had
enough plywood left over to do this and went up and checked.  I figured I
would so grabbed the truck and loaded what I had.  I went back down to the
house and brought it in and started screwing it in place.  The boys
finished removing the old floor and helped me with the rest.  By the time
that was done we called dinner time.  We had a nice dinner and the boys did
their homework while I cleaned up.  We all rested for the rest of the night
and went to bed all at the same time without playing.
  Wednesday morning was much the same as the day before except we woke up
before the alarm as usual.  I got the boys all ready for school and they
were off.
  Once the boys were gone I went up to the shop and got all the supplies to
tile the floor.  I brought everything into the house and got the heated
floor kit out and read the instructions on that a couple times so I was
sure I understood it.  It called to be placed only in the field and not
under cabinets in a mortar base.  I then carefully marked the floor where
all the cabinets would be ad then laid out the heating wires as
recommended.  I ran the main power cable and the thermostat wires and tied
them up and out of the way.  I would let Jim make those connections for me.
I then mixed up the mortar and started putting the bed in place being very
careful to keep it perfectly level to make tile laying and cabinet
installation later a lot easier.  Once I was finished getting that done I
had a bit of a snack as it was way too late to have lunch.  Once I was
finished my snack I grabbed the phone book and found the number for the
charity home building program and gave them a
 call.  They told me they would come tomorrow morning to check them out and
would take them if they could use them.  The boys got home a while later
and they looked at what I had done.
  "It's looking good, by next week it should be all done huh."  Jesse said.
  "I was hoping so but it depends on a few things."  I answered.
  The boys both sat down to do their homework and I went to the office to
do up the billing forms for my patients.  It is not hard work but it is
tedious and I hate doing this.  This was the one reason I liked having an
office assistant when I was in full practice.  I did not have to do this
before but I did not feel for the amount I was going to work that I would
need an assistant.
  Once I finished I went out and the boys helped to make dinner and then
clean up after we ate.  We sat around watching TV and chatting about our
days for the rest of the night.  After getting Ethan ready and in bed Jesse
and I went to bed ourselves to have a little alone time.  We mostly just
cuddled and kissed but we did give each other a hand and then went to
sleep.
  Thursday the boys got off to school as normal and I started getting the
floor tiles all laid out in the pattern I wanted to make sure it looked
right.  I made a few changes until I had it the way I wanted.  I then
pulled everything up and then mixed up the cement mixture and started
laying the tiles.  It had been a while since I had installed tiles of any
sort but it was still as easy as I remembered and I finished quickly once I
started.
  Now all I had to do was grout and then I could start installing cabinets.
I again had a light snack as I had worked through lunch again.  The guys
came and looked at the cabinets and said they would take them all and then
loaded them up and took the old counter top as well.  The boys came home
and this time Christopher and Isaac were with them.
  "Wow, this looks a lot different than the last time I was here and that
was only a few days ago."  Christopher said.
  "Wait till you see it all finished, it is going to look amazing."  Jesse
said.
  "Daddy, can we all go swimming."  Ethan asked.
  "I guess so and I will join you, I could use the hot tub, I am getting
pretty sore and might just ask for a massage tonight from my favorite
boys."  I said.
  So we all went downstairs and stripped down and started swimming.
  Christopher came up to me after we had our initial swim and said "Guess
what, William started in our school today. I was so happy when I saw him I
almost ran up to him and hugged him but I held back."
  "I bet he is so happy as well, I am glad you managed to hold it back as
well.  The reaction to a stunt like that may not have been good for your
budding relationship.  Now, as for this weekend there is to be no sex OK,
all of you boys are being told the same so don't feel singled out."  I told
him.
  "That's OK we just met really and we can get to know each other better
before we do that type of thing."  He said.
  "I am glad to hear you are thinking with the right head at any rate.  Now
go play before you have to go home."  I said and smacked his bare ass.
  I went and sat in the hot tub then and just soaked in the hot relaxing
water.  I had had my eyes closed so did not see someone slip into the water
with me but I felt Jesse slide into the seat next to me and cuddle up to
me.
  "Been a long, tiring couple days for you huh.  Ethan and I will give a
nice massage tonight, until you fall asleep if you'd like.  I wish I could
be here to help you but I know I have to go to school."  Jesse whispered
into my ear.
  "That would be really nice, I have been doing too much too fast and I am
starting to hurt.  Tomorrow all I have to do is grout the tiles and that is
pretty easy work and the rest of the day I am relaxing until you boys all
come home." I said back in a whisper.
  "Ethan and I will get dinner tonight, you just lay on the couch and relax
OK or even better yet, stay in here until we call you up.  You can move
from the pool to the tub and back again to really relax your muscles."  He
again whispered to me.  Just the way he was talking to me was soothing and
relaxing.
  "That would be nice baby, I am getting hungry."  I whispered back.
  "OK, you stay here and I will call you when dinner is ready."  And with
that he slipped out of the hot tub and dove into the pool and gathered the
others and told them to quietly grab their clothes and go upstairs.  They
all did and I got in the pool and gently swam around just lightly using my
muscles.  I then got back in the hot tub after a while and relaxed again
for a long time.  I did that cycle one more time before Jesse called me up
to dinner.
  When the boys headed upstairs Jesse explained that I was very tired and
sore and that he was going to make dinner tonight and that Christopher and
Isaac should head home now as it was close to time to leave anyways.  They
both refused and said they would help make dinner first and then go.  They
had made a nice garlic pasta dish and Caesar salad and garlic toast and
when I was called the boys left and I came up in my underwear and we ate.
After dinner the boys dragged me upstairs to my bathroom and ran a bath as
hot as they could without burning me and put in a lot of the peppermint oil
and then they had me step in.  Jesse lit the incense burner with the
relaxation incense and put on some nice soft music.  Both boys then left
the room for a good ten minutes and then came back.  They both knelt side
by side and washed me from head to toe very slowly.  This was nice, a guy
could get used to this.  I was then asked to stand up and the plug was
pulled and Ethan grabbed the
 hand held shower and began rinsing me off with cool water.  I was then led
to the bed where I was asked to lay down on my stomach so I did.  They then
began the massage of my life.  They had warmed up the baby lotion somehow
and both boys were slowly and methodically working every sore spot on my
body.  They went up and down my whole back side twice but the best was when
they each took a foot and massaged them for 20 minutes.  I was then gently
rolled over onto my back and the same treatment was dished out on my front
side.  They did my feet again and it was marvelous.  I had never once
gotten hard during the entire massage but then again neither of them
touched my penis.  Jesse then asked Ethan to go have his bath and that he
would be in in a bit to help him get ready for bed.  He just nodded and
scampered off and closed the door on the way out.  In my foggy mind I
realized this had to be planned, Ethan never closed doors unless he was
asked to do so.  Jesse then started
 massaging the only muscle left that they had not touched.  Even as tired
as I was I reacted quickly to his expert hands.  Once I was fully erect
Jesse moved himself up so that he could sit down on me and massage me in
that area properly.  Ethan had offered to stay and massage my scalp
apparently but Jesse flat out vetoed that idea saying it was our private
time.  Same as the rest of the massage he kept it painfully slow and very
loving.  It was a full 30 minutes before I had my orgasm and given the
state I was in I passed out.  I actually ended up sleeping till morning.
Jesse took care of his needs real quick by himself smiling the whole time
and then went and got Ethan all ready for bed and tucked in.
  Jesse came in to our bedroom and quickly got me diapered without me
waking up and then diapered himself and crawled in beside me after he
turned off the light.  He did whisper I love you baby boy before he went to
sleep but I did not know any of this until the morning when he told me.
  Friday morning I woke up feeling more refreshed and better than I have in
ages.  The treatment the boys gave me last night was possibly the most
special thing anyone has ever done for me.  I vowed to give both my boys
huge hugs and kisses, Jesse's would just be more passionate.  In fact that
was how I woke him up.  Once he was awake I crawled down the bed and
lowered the front of his diaper and took his morning hard on into my mouth
and tenderly brought him to the orgasm I could not give him last night.
  "Last night was amazing baby, you boys did something so special for me I
don't know how to thank you enough."  I whispered into Jesse's ear.
  "I was only giving you all the love that you have given to me and Ethan
was just doing the same.  You have done more for me than I can ever give
you back and do not try to deny it because I will not let you.  You know
that Ethan and I both love you with every fiber of our beings don't you."
Jesse whispered to me.
 "Yes I know, the same as I feel for both of you, in different ways of
course but still the same.  We should get you in the shower and the same
with Ethan, he would like to share with you I bet.  I will go get him up
and bring him in here and you guys can shower together."  I said.
  "Sounds good to me."  He said and I went to get my little guy up.
  "Wake up sunshine."  I said while gently shaking Ethan awake.  He opened
his eyes and saw me and smiled.  I picked him up and put my arm under his
soggy bum to support him and then gave him a nice kiss and a great big hug.
  "Thank you so much for last night, you and Jesse made daddy feel really
good.  Now Jesse is climbing into the shower, do you want to join him."  I
asked.
  "Yes daddy."  He said while bouncing in my arms.
  I took him to our bathroom and pulled his soggy diaper off and then he
climbed into the shower.  I sat and watched my two special boys while they
cleaned each other and joked with each other.
  After the boys were all clean and dry and we all were dressed we went
down for some breakfast.  It looked like the boys would need their
umbrellas today for sure, it looked like it was going to rain hard today.
After I packed the boys' lunches I put there regular school shoes in their
back packs and set out their rain gear.  The boys gave me kisses goodbye
and then they were off.  I went about quickly cleaning up the house and
then got the grout ready to apply and did that.  It only took an hour to do
so I had the rest of the day to kill.  Fortunately I knew just how to do
that.  I had six growing boys staying the whole weekend, I needed to go to
the store and load up the truck with groceries.  So after getting myself
cleaned up I went through everything and made a list of what I needed.
With all the diapers we had been going through lately that was at the top
of the list and the rest of the baby supplies like lotion especially.
After my list was done I hopped in the
 truck and made my first trip out of the house in what felt like weeks,
maybe it had been, I don't know.  The pharmacy was the first stop for all
of the diaper needs and a few other odds and ends.  I ended up filling a
buggy to the point of near overload.  The cashier was professional not to
question all the diapers though.  I then hit the grocery store where I
ended up leaving one buggy at the front and filling up a second even more
than the first was.  I paid for everything and had some help to load
everything in the truck.
  Once I had all groceries loaded I went to the stone workers shop to
choose the stone I wanted as I still had not done so.  I got there and
looked at the options for a few minutes and then went and found the guy I
had talked to before on the phone.  I reminded him who I was and he
remembered and then he took me over the various stones in the style I
wanted and I found one that I fell in love with.  It was a little more
expensive than the ones he quoted me but this was the one I wanted.  I was
told it would be about an extra $500 and that the total bill he could
figure out at the front.  I told him lets do it then and we went up front.
He calculated the prices for me and asked when I wanted them to come in but
they would need 3 days cut time.  I told him I was hoping for Thursday and
he said this would not be a problem.  I also made sure to ask if it would
be OK to call and postpone the installation should I not be finished and he
said give at least 24 hours notice and
 all would be good.  I paid the almost $9000 bill and I headed to the video
store then home.
  When I got home I unloaded all the groceries, this was a chore, there
were lots and I almost did not have enough spaces to stick it all.  I took
all the diaper stuff upstairs and got that all put in my closet and then
went and had lunch.  I pretty much vegetated until I heard what sounded
like an army coming down the drive.  Well in a way I guess it was.  I got
up to meet everyone when they came in the door.
  "Hello boys, all good I hope."  I asked.
  "Hello, great."  Was pretty much the resounding response, there may have
been variations but that was all I actually heard.
  "OK, before anyone thinks of having fun it is homework time.  The faster
you get it done the faster you can have fun.  Just ask if you have any
questions and I can help."  I said.  There was a few groans but they all
sat down and went through their homework planners and sat down to get it
done.  I was only asked a couple times for pretty basic help and all the
boys were done in a little over 30 minutes.
  "So, what would everybody like to do now."  I asked, pretty sure I knew
what was coming.
  "Swimming."  They all said and I was right.
  "Go get changed then and go, I will be down in a second."  I said.
  "We are all gonna swim naked daddy, everyone knows and is OK with it,
even you."  Ethan said.
  "OK, as long as everyone is OK with it."  I looked mainly at Daniel as he
was the only one I was concerned about.  He noticed this and nodded.
  "Well then, lets go swim."  I said and like a swarm of flies they were
off.  I was not so certain the poor stairs leading down could survive that
kind of abuse more than once though.  I trailed the group down and by the
time I was down the stairs half the boys were already jumping in the water
and the other half was almost finished stripping. I started pulling off my
clothes and by the time I was jumping in the nice water all the boys were
already in and playing.  They were all lucky to have complete freedom here
and that anyone who has never tried swimming naked really should, there is
no more free feeling that I know of.  I swam and played with the boys and
one by one when I was close enough to do so I whispered in each boys ear
that there was to be no fooling around this weekend, this was strictly non
sexual fun.  They all nodded but I think a couple were upset, Ethan
especially.
  "I am going to go get some snacks and drinks, don't do anything you know
or think you should not and I will be right back."  I said while climbing
out of the pool.  I was half way up the stairs when Jesse caught up to me.
  "Yes baby boy, what can I do to you."  I asked while patting his cute
little bare bum.
  "Oh you can do lots and lots to me, take me upstairs and I will show you
what."  He said with an impish grin.  "Actually I just came with you to
help.  Snacks and drinks for all of us would take you two trips for sure."
  "Thank you baby, and as much as I would love to take you upstairs and do
anything and everything you would like that probably would not be a good
idea."  I said.
  We got upstairs and we grabbed 2 bags of chips, a bag of cookies and 2
bottles of pop and a stack of disposable cups.
  We then took our goodies downstairs and set it all on the table down
there and as soon as we had everything opened the boys attacked.  There
simply was no better way to describe the carnage that occurred.  Within 10
minutes there was not a crumb or a drop to be found.  I even smacked Ethan
upside the head gently for tipping one of the chip bags upside down and
pouring the last remaining crumbs into his mouth.  He just giggled at me
and said "What."
  We swam for another hour before Jesse and I went upstairs to start
dinner.  It was to be bar-b-qued hot dogs and hamburgers and salad.  When
everything was ready Jesse called everyone up and we all sat around, still
naked, and ate our feast fit for kids.
  When everything was cleaned up from dinner I put the first of the movies
in the player and got it started.  It was a good kids slapstick comedy and
the boys all roared in laughter the whole way through.  I guess thats not
fair, I did too but then I am a big kid at heart anyways.
  After that movie I stood up and called out to the boys.  "OK, all those
who wet the bed and or just wants to wear a diaper line up at Ethan's
bedroom door and I will get you ready for bed and then you can watch the
rest of the movies."  I then turned and went to Ethan's bedroom.
  They all followed me up the stairs and and I put cream and powder on each
boy as I diapered them.  They all liked the attention, some it really
showed.  I was only mildly surprised that Daniel was the last boy in the
line.
  "So Daniel, enjoying yourself so far."  I asked.
  "Yeah, I am having a great time, thank you for having me and being so
cool.  I only get to run around naked at home."  He said all enthused.
  "So do you want a diaper cause you wet the bed or just to be like the
other boys or to see what they are like or because you like them."  I
asked.
  "I used to wet the bed a long time ago, I stopped long before William
did, I was always a little jealous that he still got to wear them cause I
liked wearing them.  I have not worn one in a few years though so I want to
know if they still feel as nice and because all the others are so I was the
odd man out.  Now only you will not be wearing."  He said.
  "Maybe."  I said mysteriously.
  I got him diapered up as the others were and patted his cute little
diapered bum as he went past.
  Once all the boys were back downstairs except Jesse I went to my room and
found that Jesse had already gotten my stuff ready.  I laid on the bed and
Jesse expertly got me ready for bed.
  I went downstairs and sat on the couch and Jesse cuddled up next to me.
Daniel gave me a quick look and then smiled.  I smiled back at him and
winked.  The next movie had already been in the previews when I came in and
it was just starting.  This was a good action movie and the boys all really
liked it.  I got up about half way through and made 2 huge bowls of popcorn
and brought that as well as a couple bottles of pop and more cups into the
living room for the boys.  We all munched on the snack and had drinks.
That movie ended and I put the next one in.  This was an animated comedy
and the boys all enjoyed this as well.  It was getting very close to
midnight so half way through the movie I nudged Jesse to come help me.  We
went upstairs and loaded ourselves up with blankets and pillows galore.  We
made 2 trips like this until we had almost every blanket and pillow
downstairs.  I decided cause Jesse was in fact one of the boys he could
sleep down here as well and I
 would take the couch.  The movie ended a short time later and we had a
nest making party and the boys thought this was great.
  "OK, whoever needs a soggy bum changed come line up at Ethan's bedroom
door."  I said.  Everyone was up there and I made quick work with Jesse's
help this time.  They each got cream and powder as well for the full
effect.  Once the other boys were all done Jesse and I changed each other
in our room.
  "Now as much as I would love to sleep with you and cuddle you all night I
think you need to be a boy tonight and sleep with the others.  I was
thinking of sleeping on the couch but I think I will just sleep here so you
boys can all have your fun."  I said.
  "I guess that would be good, I have been having fun with them as well but
it is going to be a long weekend but Sunday night sure is going to be
nice."  Jesse said.
  We went back downstairs and the boys were all cuddled up into their nest
just talking.  Isaac was nearly passed out already and Ethan was close
behind him.  The younger boys of course not being able to stay awake as
long as the older ones.  I did not figure any of them would last too much
longer though.
  "OK boys, I am going to bed now and if any of you need anything during
the night just get up and get up and get it for yourselves and if you need
me come and get me.  Try not to stay up too much longer and have a good
night, oh and try and keep it down a bit.  Goodnight."  I told them.
  "Goodnight" they all said.
  I went up and crawled into bed and before I was even laying down I
already missed Jesse.  It took a few minutes for me to fall asleep not
having my baby boy next to me but soon exhaustion took over and I passed
out.


 Chapter 38


  I woke up the next morning at 8am and went down to check on my nest of
boys.  They were all so cute, all laying on and over each other, all
cuddled up and more than a few diapered bums showing.  I thought it was too
darned cute to pass up the opportunity and snapped off a few pictures.  I
then went and grabbed every box of cereal I had and a couple jugs of milk
and juice and 2 loaves of bread.  As each boy woke up I pointed outside and
we went out and got them what they wanted to eat.  Each boy had at least
one bowl of cereal and 3 pieces of toast, the older boys though had at
least 2 and 6.  Each and every boy I noticed was drooping in the diaper
department and I asked the boys if they wanted to get dressed, go naked or
go diapered for the day.  Diapered was the unanimous decision.  We all went
upstairs and Jesse and I again diapered all the boys up real good for the
day and then Jesse and I diapered each other.
  "Well now that that is done what would you boys like to do today.  I am
going to start bringing cabinets up to the house and getting them put in
place but you guys can all go out and play, if you do you should get pants
and shirts on."  I told the boys.
  "You guys want to help Isaac and me build some more of our fort, it is
really cool and we could use all your help, you guys are bigger and
stronger than us so you can help do some of the stuff we can't."  Ethan
asked the others.  They all nodded and then went and got dressed.  Jesse of
course said he was coming with me so we went and got dressed ourselves.
  We took the truck up to the shop and backed it in.  We started carefully
loading the upper cabinets into the truck.  We got half of them loaded and
I grabbed the cordless drills, the screws, a couple ledger boards and of
course the handiest thing, a laser level.  We then went down to the house
and brought those cabinets in the house.  One more trip and we had all the
upper cabinets in the house.  The base cabinets would come once these were
installed.
  I fixed the level to the wall in the position I wanted at the proper
height for the cabinets.  We carefully affixed the ledger boards to the
walls so the cabinets would be far easier to install.  We then marked the
walls each place the cabinets were to be installed to make sure everything
was kept in the proper place according to my plans.
  The first cabinet was ready to go in and this had to be perfect or else
none of the others would go in properly.  After the first one went in the
next few went smoothly.  We had only gotten 3 cabinets in place before I
heard the stampede of feet coming up the porch.  They all came crashing in
the door.
  "Let me guess, you are all starving to death and if I do not feed you
soon you will all surely perish."  I said.
  "Yes."  They all said and I am certain they were serious.
  Jesse and I started taking orders for sandwiches and we made 2 loaves of
bread worth before everyone had what they wanted, most of them were very
large sandwiches and it was to be expected but there was not a crumb left.
They also polished off a jug of milk and 2 big bottles of juice.  Once they
were all satisfied their stomachs would not eat them from the inside out
they all took off to continue what it was they were doing.  Jesse and I
also continued.
  By the time that we should be thinking about dinner we had all but 3 of
the upper cabinets installed.  It took a while longer cause for some reason
something was not aligning as it should.  We ended up having to make an
adjustment to the wall as we found out that it was not as level as I had
thought it was.  It was not a big deal but took a fair bit of time to fix.
  Jesse and I decided together that a huge batch of spaghetti and garlic
toast was called for.  It was filling and healthy and what boy did not like
it.  I think the boys actually smelled it when it was almost done and all
came sniffing up the porch saying yum, smells good.
  "Go get washed up and sit at the table and dinner will be ready in a
minute or two."  I told the boys.
  We all sat down to eat and the boys with their voracious appetites
polished off every last crumb yet again.  I was starting to think that each
of the boys would be going home at least 10 pounds heavier.  We all helped
to clean up the dishes and get everything put away and then I got the boys
all into clean diapers as a couple of them had actually started to leak
they were so wet.  I then called a huge game session.  We played 3
different games for the night and then I went to bed and the boys did the
same after another diaper change.
  Sunday morning I woke up with Jesse in bed cuddled up to me.  I gave him
a tender kiss to wake him up and he awoke with a smile.
  "Good morning baby, what brings you in this morning."  I asked, glad of
the nice way of waking up.
  "Good morning baby, some one accidentally kicked me in the diaper a while
ago and while it did not hurt that much it was enough to wake me up so I
came in here.  Good thing I had all the padding of the diaper and I added
lots of extra padding during the night by peeing in it and making it all
squishy."  He replied and I reached down and gave him a squeeze and
verified what he said was true.
  "Well what kind of a boyfriend would I be if I did not check you out to
make sure there is no damage."  I said.  I slid down his body taking the
covers with me.  I slowly removed the tapes holding one side of his diaper
closed and then reached in once I had his erect penis exposed.
  "Uh oh, looks like we have some swelling here, any idea what I can do to
reduce the swelling."  I asked sounding truly concerned.
  "I don't know.  Maybe you should kiss it better and see if that helps."
He said, playing right along.  So I did.  I laid a nice big sloppy kiss
right on the end.
  "Oh no, that only seems to have upset the swelling, look, it's pulsing,
what should we do now."  I tried to sound even more concerned.
  "Maybe you should kiss and lick it lots and maybe even suck on it a bit,
I bet that would make it feel real good."  He said, trying to stay in the
game.
  "OK, if you think that will help I will give it a try, but what about
your little balls, shouldn't I give them some attention too, they look like
they might be swollen as well."  I asked.
  "Give them the same treatment but to keep it fair why not alternate
between them so they do not get jealous."  He pleaded.
  So without further delay I buried my head in his still almost diapered
crotch and sucked his balls right into my mouth and gave them a sucking and
tongue bath he would not soon forget.  I then switched to his cute
throbbing boner and gave it the same treatment and then back and forth
until Jesse was thrashing all over the bed and then climaxed.  I gave him a
few moments rest and then pulled away and taped him back up.
  "That seems to have helped lots, the swelling has gone right down and it
looks just fine now.  But the weirdest thing I think you must have kicked
me or something cause I feel all swelled up to now."  I said.
  "Well, since that treatment seemed to work so well on me maybe I should
try it on you, do you think that would be OK."  Jesse asked with a look of
concern on his cute little face.
  "Well it sure would not hurt to try if you do not mind."  I pleaded.
  "Well lay back and let me take care of you then."  He said in a caring
way.  He then opened only one side of my diaper as I had done to him and
then gave me the same treatment.  Unfortunately he was unable to fit my
entire sac in his mouth but he sure did try but it felt real good anyways
and then shortly went to my erection and worked his way back and forth as I
had.  All too soon though I was blasting a very good sized load into Jesse,
more than he could take and he had a dribble coming out his mouth.  Once I
was calm and he saw me deflated he taped the diaper back up.
  "Well that seems to have done the trick, your swelling also went down
once I finished but you must have had a blister or something as well cause
it exploded inside my mouth, it was real good though."  He said with a
grin.
  "Ah, I see, you have a little on your lips, could I try it out and see
for myself."  I asked in a curious tone.
  "Sure, go ahead, I might even have some left in my mouth if you would
like to try that as well."  He said.
  "If you don't mind of course I would."  So I pulled Jesse in closer and
licked the remaining cum from around his lips and then gave him a deep
loving kiss, it lasted a good five minutes and almost had us ready to go
again.
  "I see what you mean, it was very good, too bad you did not have a
blister yet, maybe next time."  I teased.
  "Hopefully soon, you mean."  Jesse asked.
  "Not too soon baby, no need to hurry growing up."  I said as we slipped
from the play.
  "When do you think I will be able to cum, in health class they say
usually 12 to 14 is when boys start ejaculating."  Jesse asked.
  "Really hard to say but given how well you are growing in this nice
little area, I would say closer to the 12 range for you, could be earlier
but could be a lot later, I myself did not have my first wet cum until I
was almost 15, I was a real late bloomer and was as small as you are now."
I said while patting the front of his diaper.
  "In a way I want to be late but I want it to happen soon as well but I
guess that it will happen when it wants to huh."  Jesse said.
  "I guess time will take care of that quite nicely, hopefully it is easier
on you than it was me though.  Because I was so late it happened real fast
for me, but then again it was real fast and not slow like some people are
so I guess it was kind of good too."  I said.
  "Well should we get up then, it is after 7 already, I am getting hungry."
Jesse asked.
  "Suppose we could.  As much as I would like to keep you in bed this
morning and continue playing for a while we should get up and get breakfast
started."  I answered.
  "I would like that as well, but we can go to bed early tonight after a
nice bath and we can wear ourselves out real good."  Jesse said with a sly
grin.
  So we got out of bed and just went down in our still wet diapers to get
breakfast started.  When we got downstairs a couple of the boys were
already awake and having whispered conversations and the rest were stirring
as if it would not be long for them to be awake as well.
  Ethan and Isaac, being the ones awake, whispered a good morning to us
when we went to check on the boys.  Jesse and I went to our makeshift
kitchen and started getting a good hearty breakfast ready for everyone.  We
made what felt like enough hash browns smothered in onions and green
peppers to feed an army, 3 pounds of bacon and 2 of sausage and almost a
whole flat of eggs worth of scrambled eggs as well as 2 loaves of bread
toasted.  The boys had all since got up as the smell of the food permeated
their waking minds and they were pretty much all standing around waiting
for the food to finish or for me to turn my back I'm sure.  I finally got
sick of being watched like a hawk would watch it's prey so I told them to
all stop standing around and get the table set with everything that would
be needed.  So they did.  Problem was with so many of them it only took a
minute and they were back.  I got everything finished finally and we ate.
Again, as to be expected when feeding
 a large group of hungry boys, there was not a crumb of food left.  I
informed the 5 boys that did not help cook breakfast that they got to clean
up the kitchen while Jesse and I went for our showers.
  Jesse and I went up to our bedroom and removed each others now sagging
diapers and went for our shower.  We made it quick, so that no one would
notice that we were showering together, and then re-diapered each other.
  "OK boys, if the kitchen is clean come on upstairs and get your showers."
I called down the stairs once we were finished.  They all came upstairs
almost right away.
  "This is how we are going to do it, Ethan and Isaac, you boys share the
shower in the main bath, Christopher, William and Daniel, you three can
share the big shower in my bathroom.  No fooling around, just get in, get
clean and come out and I will diaper you all until this afternoon if you
want and we can all go for a swim before I take you all home later this
afternoon."  I said to everyone.  They broke into their two groups and went
to their assigned showers while Jesse and I got the diapering supplies all
ready.
  In Ethan and Isaacs shower once the water was running they shared quite
the passionate kiss for such young boys until Ethan broke off and slid down
Isaacs wet toned little body and found his little penis as hard as can be
and then took it in his mouth.  Isaac steadied himself on the wall of the
shower while Ethan pleasured him orally.  It took only a few minutes for
the boy to have his cute but immature orgasm and Ethan stood back up and
kissed his friend again.  Isaac spun Ethan around and gave him the same
treatment sliding down his lithe little form and taking his equally stiff
penis into his mouth and working it until Ethan climaxed as well.  Once
both boys were sated they quickly washed off, washing the others backs of
course.  They were the first out of their shower and came to Jesse and I
for a fresh diaper.  We creamed them up real good and added lots of powder
and diapered their cute little bums and sent them on their way once they
got dressed.
  In the other boys shower much the same scene was playing out but it was
Daniel that initiated the play, the other two wanting to but not doing it.
  "Christopher, would you be upset with me if I were to ask you if I can
give you both a blow job, I need it and I want to give you both one."
Daniel asked hoping the older boy would like that, knowing his cousin
would.
  "The only way I would be upset is if I was not allowed to return the
favor to the both of you."  Christopher answered to grins from the other
boys.
  "And I will do both of you afterwards but we have to be quick, you heard
what Ryley said, no playing around."  William said.
  So without any foreplay at all Daniel sunk to his knees in front of the
two boys and started going down on them in a hurry.  When he was not
sucking one boy he was fondling them with his hands and both boys soon had
their orgasms.  William had just the tiniest squirt of cum actually come
out of his penis, a first for Daniel but he liked it.
  William then went down on the two younger boys and quickly brought them
both to the peak of their orgasms.  Christopher took his turn last and
again brought the other two boys off with a practiced ease he did not know
he had.  He also enjoyed the minimal treat that William was able to give
him.  Once the boys were all drained they started washing each other up and
were out only a few minutes after the younger boys.  I gave them the same
treatment however and sent them on their way as well.
  Ethan asked them if they wanted to go out and help some more with the
fort once they came down the stairs and they agreed so they all went
outside to play.  Jesse and I once we were dressed finished installing the
last of the upper cabinets.  Once they were done we went back to the shop
to bring up the two largest cabinets, the oven unit and the pantry.  These
were a real pain to move as they were very large and very heavy but with
the use of the ramp and the dolly we were able to manage getting them in
and out of the truck.  Up the stairs though was a different story, that was
just plain back breaking labor for me to move those without damaging them
using only the dolly.  Once in the house we moved them into place and
attached them to the wall and to each other.  We put the doors and shelves
back on to the pantry as we had obviously removed them to make it a lot
easier.  By the time we were done this it was getting close to lunch and we
called the day as well, we would
 relax the rest of the day.
  We made a nice big lunch and called the boys in to eat and again I feared
for my life whenever I attempted to grab food.  All the food gone now the
boys helped to clean up the kitchen.
  "So would any of you like to go swimming."  I asked.
  "YES."  Was the unanimous response.
  "OK, strip where you are and we will go downstairs."  I said leading the
pack.  I took off my own diaper, rolled it up and threw it into the trash
can and all the others followed my example.  Soon all were naked and ready
to go swimming and we went downstairs.  We swam and played in the water for
a good three hours when everyone was getting tired.  I told everyone to
climb on out after we sat in the hot tub for a bit to dry off and we would
all get dressed and that we would get them all home now.
  There were some groans but they did want to go home as well, it had been
a long and fun weekend for all but it was time to go home.  It was a bit of
chaos finding out what clothes belonged to what boy and getting them all
dressed and packed up but we managed in only an hour and I think we got
everything, turned out we didn't but oh well, they all got their clothes
back eventually.  We all piled in the truck and we took everyone home
first.  Christopher was furthest away so he was dropped off first and he
gave me a hug and thanked us all for a great weekend.  William and Daniel
were next and they too gave me big hugs and thanked us for the great time.
We then went home and Isaac walked home.  I did ask Isaac to have his dad
call me sometime this evening if he had a chance.
  Ethan, Jesse and I went in the house and crashed on the couch and watched
TV for about an hour before I decided I should get some dinner ready.  The
boys got up and helped and we had just a nice simple and quick supper.  Jim
called just as I was finishing my last bite.
  "Oh hey Jim, good timing, I just finished dinner."  I said once I knew
who it was.
  "Yeah, we just finished our dinner as well.  My monster said you wanted
me to call, was he really that bad.  Uh huh, you don't say, well then I
will just have to punish him for that then huh."  He said and I laughed,
obviously Isaac was standing right there.
  "No, they were all great the entire time.  The reason I wanted you to
call was because I would like you to come over and hook up the power for my
heated floor as well as run two power lines to my island, one for the stove
and one for an outlet."  I asked.
  "NO, he didn't, he couldn't have, oh he will be punished severely for
that, you have no worries there, I will be over in a few to discuss this
with you."  He said and I could not hold the laughter.
  "You are as bad as I am, see you in a few.  Bye."  I said.
  "Bye."  He said.
  A few minutes later Jim and a dejected looking Isaac came up the porch
and I opened the door before they could try and knock.
  "Hello."  I said.
  "Hello, so what should we do with this little monster, you said he was
really bad."  Jim asked.
  "Well for really bad kids I usually flush their heads in the toilet until
I think they have learned their lesson."  I said and poor Isaac was trying
not to cry.
  "Oh we are just teasing you Isaac, you were great, so were everyone else,
go play for a few minutes while your daddy and I do something."  I
announced.  A look of relief crossed his little face and he ran off to the
living room to find a laughing pair of boys on the couch, they missed
nothing and stayed quiet.
  "These are the wires for the heated floor and this is the hole I left for
the wires for the island."  I showed Jim.
  "This shouldn't be too hard, breaker panel is right below us almost isn't
it."  Jim asked.  I nodded.
  We went about doing the work of wiring this for about half an hour and he
was done.
  "Thanks a lot Jim, you are great."  I said.
  "Yeah well I had a nice relaxing weekend and even went out last night.
First time I have done that in ages, it was kind of nice.  I even met
someone last night and she was really nice, said her two boys were also
spending the weekend at a friends house.  We exchanged numbers and I told
her I would call."  Jim said with a smile.
  "Oh really, you scoundrel, go out and play while someone else watches
your kid.  Jeesh.  Just kidding, what was her name."  I asked kind of
thinking I knew who it was.
  "Her name is Martha, she is a bit younger than me but not nearly as much
as my wife was."  He said.
  I smiled.  "Well then, I know where her boys were last night."  I said.
  "Why do you say that."  Jim asked.
  "They were two of the boys staying here, you will like Martha, she seems
really nice and it's good for you both, I am happy.  Well you should
probably be going to get Isaac into the tub and then bed cause I know it is
that time for Ethan and Jesse real soon."  I said.
  "Yeah, you are right, well, have a good night then, come on Isaac, lets
go."  Jim called out.
  "Bye guys."  Isaac said as he left with his dad and we all said bye to
him as well.  I had to chuckle, what are the odds that they would get
together, good match though and at least I know if they get married
eventually the boys will already be friends.
  "Ethan, you run up and get your bath OK."  I told Ethan.
  "OK daddy. Could you come in and wash my back in a bit please."  He asked
with a pleading quality to his voice.
  "Of course, just call me when you are ready OK."  I said.
  "Yep."  Ethan said as he ran up the stairs.
  30 minutes later Ethan called me in and I washed his back and his hair
for him cause he had not done that yet.  Once all washed Ethan pulled the
plug and I held a nice big towel open for him and he stepped into it and I
dried him off.  Once he was all dry I picked Ethan up and carried him to
his bedroom and laid him on his bed and got him diapered and tucked in.
With a kiss goodnight from Jesse and I Ethan was fast asleep and we went to
our bedroom for some fun.
  Jesse went right to the bathroom and started the bath with some oil in
the water and I went and got a few things ready in the bedroom.  I met
Jesse in the bathroom and we lovingly kissed each other as we stripped each
other.  Once naked we climbed into the hot water and soaked and cuddled for
a few minutes.  Jesse then turned around and started washing me and then
when he finished I did the same for him.  It was a pretty quick bath for us
considering how long some of them last but we got out and dried off.  I
then picked up my baby and carried him into our bedroom and laid him gently
in the center of the large bed.  Slowly and with all the passion I could I
worshiped Jesse's entire body with my lips, tongue and hands.  I gently
massaged his anus with lube covered fingers just as I started the
worshiping of the alter of my life.  Before Jesse could think of having an
orgasm I got up, lubed myself and moved into position and slowly entered my
baby boy.  A deep guttural moan
 escaped from both our mouths as I reached bottom.  I stayed in this
position for a minute or so and then bent down and started passionately
kissing my young lover as I started moving inside him.  I kept the rhythm
very slow as I wanted this to last a while however given that our only
release all weekend just this morning neither one of us could hold on for
too long and before I knew it I was pounding into Jesse's exquisite ass and
depositing a load that he could not contain.  As I pulled out I saw that
there was a trickle of my cum leaking out of my lover so I bent down and
licked Jesse of the mess, he just groaned.  I worked my tongue inside him
and gave him still more pleasure.  I finally pulled away and Jesse very
nearly jumped on me and started kissing me wildly and pushed me onto my
back.  He grabbed the lube and quickly worked my hole enough to allow him
entry and then without warning I was entered, almost brutally.  We had had
our loving and now we were going to
 have our raw sex and Jesse was giving it to me all out.  He was moaning
and groaning, growling even, and I could hear him muttering something but
not what.  Then all of a sudden Jesse stiffened right up and with a mighty
groan and an "OH FUCK", he had his orgasm, the most intense one he had yet.
He collapsed on top of me and stayed that way for quite some time.  When he
finally looked up he had a smile on his face.
  "That was incredible."  Jesse said, "It felt like my balls exploded out
the end of my dick."
  "You're telling me, it was more than incredible though, it was love."  I
said to my lover.
  Jesse then pulled out of me and came and laid up beside me.  I noticed
something on the end of Jesse's penis, it had what looked like a tiny drop
of precum on it.  I bent down for closer inspection.
  "It looks like you have a tiny bit of precum on the tip here, you may
have actually cum that time.  Wow, you do not turn 11 for another 4 months,
you are pretty early.  I knew that your balls were starting to drop but
this is a surprise.  I guess you are actually in puberty now."  I said with
a smile.
  "Wow, I knew it felt different somehow, I guess all the exercise we get
is helping huh."He said with a grin.
  "I guess so.  You will still be mostly dry probably for the next month or
so but more and more will come each time once your body really starts to
produce sperm.  I hope the next one I get to taste."  I said with a wink.
  "Me too.  Lets go to bed, I am beat."  Jesse said while getting up and
grabbing the diapers and supplies and then diapered me.  Once I was done I
diapered him and with a final kiss we cuddled up and went to sleep.


 Chapter 39


  Monday morning, ah, what a wonderful way to wake up, Jesse was sucking on
my morning erection and I was about to blow.
  "Good morning baby, that feels wonderful.  We need to get up soon
though."  I said.
  He mumbled something and sped up.
  "Oh yeah, thats good but were you not taught it is rude to talk with your
mouth full, tell me later."  I moaned more.
  Within a few moments I exploded onto Jesse's tongue and he crawled up and
shared my offering with me.  We kissed for a few minutes until I rolled
Jesse over and scooted down his body. His little erection pushing out the
front of his diaper quite obscenely.  I ripped the diaper off and sucked
him in like there was no tomorrow, I used every trick I knew to bring him
off quickly.  They worked.  As I suspected though his orgasm this morning
was dry.  His little balls had not had enough time to create more yet.
Soon though I would get my first taste of his delicious cream.  Once Jesse
was back to the land of the living we got up and got Ethan up and then we
went for our shower While Ethan went for his.
  We all met downstairs a little while later and had breakfast.  I then got
the boys' bags ready with their lunches and then with hugs and kisses they
were off.
  I then went down to the shop to start bringing the rest of the cabinets
up to get them ready to install.  Just as I was bringing in the second load
from the truck the phone rang.
  "Hello, Dr. Ryley here."  I answered.
  "Hello Ryley, it's Martha, I just wanted to thank you for having the boys
this weekend, they said they had a blast.  I quite enjoyed having the
weekend off as well."
  "Well I had fun as well.  I hope you had a nice evening out with Jim the
other night."  I said.
  "Now how did you know about that."  She asked.
  "Where do you think Jim's son was spending his weekend, I will give you
one guess."  I teased.
  "Oh, so he is your friend then, thats cool.  He seems like a really nice
guy, someone I can see myself with for a while."  She said wistfully.
  "He is a great guy and an even better father, his son just adores him and
worships the ground he walks on practically.  I am happy the two of you
found each other, when are you going to go on another date."  I asked.
  "I could tell he was a great father, over half our conversations revolved
around our children and how great they were and that they would all get
along so well by the sounds of it.  I was hoping he called tonight so we
could go out again soon."  She said.
  "Well have no fears, they get along great together and they all go to
school together as well and you both have a baby sitter whenever you want
to go out."  I told Martha.
  "That is most generous of you but the boys are old enough to stay home by
themselves for a couple hours if and when we go out."  Martha said.
  "True, they are getting old enough but staying with friends for the
evening is even better.  And they would enjoy themselves a lot anyways, it
would not be like you were dropping them off at a baby sitters."  I said.
  "True as well, we will talk it over when the time comes, I will leave it
up to them.  Well I should be going, talk to you later."  Martha said.
  "OK, see you Martha, bye."  I said and we hung up.  Excellent, two people
that deserved to be together were getting together, and if I am not
mistaken they sound like they already loved each other and could eventually
get married sooner or later.  As it turned out sooner was how it happened.
  I had not made any appointments this week as I had wanted to get the
kitchen done so I went back up to the shop after hanging up and continued
bringing cabinets down.  It was long slow work and I stopped for lunch
somewhat on time today and then continued.  I had just brought the last
base cabinet in the house when the boys came down the drive.
  "Hello boys, how was your day at school today."  I asked.
  "Good."  They both said.  Ethan did not sound like he meant it though.
  "What's the matter Ethan, you don't sound like it was very good."  I
asked while picking him up to hug him.
  "I peed my pants a bit while at recess and another boy saw and tried to
make fun of me.  I ran to the bathroom and finished in there but it was too
late, he saw.  Isaac told him to be quiet, that it was an accident and
could happen to anyone.  The other boy said uh uh, only to little babies.
I am not a baby, well except for at home when I want to be right daddy."
He asked hopefully and searching me to make sure I was not mad.
  "That's right, you are only my little baby at home when you want to be.
You just have to be more careful when you are out and listen to what your
body is telling you better.  It is hard I know especially with our family
history but you have to try.  If that boy says anything more just walk away
and tell your teacher what happened.  OK."  I said with a kiss to his nose
and a big hug.
  "OK daddy, I will, but this boy has tried to be mean to other kids as
well and he has pushed and shoved some of the smaller kids, he is bigger
than me, what do I do if he does that to me."  He asked.
  "Well that is tough, you just have to turn around and walk away, that
might make him mad though, if he says anything try and keep walking, he may
try and taunt you and call you names but do not hit him, you will only sink
to his level.  If you get hit first then you have my permission to fight
back but only then, understand.  You are not allowed to fight at school and
if you do you will get suspended no matter who starts the fight but you can
defend yourself and I will stand by you."  I told him.
  "OK daddy, I understand, I hope he doesn't though but I don't think he is
smart enough to leave it at just words.  He is getting worse."
  "OK, down you get and you boys start your homework."  I said.  Jesse
however looked very upset at what he just heard.
  "Jesse, it is very important that you stay out of this, the younger boys
need to stand up for themselves unless they get outnumbered then you have
my permission to enter and separate however if you did anything at all it
would make you a bully and we both know that is not you."  I told him.
  "OK, but if I had have been there today and saw that I might have had
words with that boy, I would have scared him so bad he would have peed his
pants and I would have made sure everyone saw it too."  He said with
conviction.
  "I would not have held it against you either but you have to be careful
when dealing with the younger children, it could make you look very bad."
I said gently.
  "I know."  He said and then the boys got started on their homework.
  While the boys did their homework I got the base cabinets moved into
their respective places but just put in loosely for now so that I could
attach them all tomorrow.  It did not take long at all and the boys and I
finished at the same time.
  "Well boys, we need to go grocery shopping and I do not feel like cooking
tonight so lets go out for dinner and then go shopping, $400 in groceries
went very quickly with all you boys this weekend."  I said.
  "OK, lets go get changed munchkin."  Jesse said to Ethan.
  I also went upstairs and got changed and Jesse came in a few minutes
later after helping Ethan and got changed himself.  Once we were all ready
we headed out.
  I decided to hit the local steak house tonight as I was craving a good
prime rib and lasagna dinner, Ethan had the chicken and French fries and
Jesse took a 10oz New York strip and a huge baked potato.  After our very
much enjoyed dinner we went shopping.  Another $300 later we headed home.
Once home we all helped to unload the groceries and got them put away and
watched TV till bedtime.
  The next day after getting the boys off to school I started work
attaching the cabinets to the walls.  This was still slow going even though
pretty much everything was in place and ready to go.  Even being as careful
as I was leveling the floor it was still not perfect so there was still
some shimming and adjusting.  I stopped for lunch and just had a snack and
was right back to work.  By the time the boys got home that afternoon all I
had left was to center the island completely and secure it to the floor.
The boys got their homework done right away and then we all went for a dip.
Once Jesse and I went to bed we spent a little while playing but went to
sleep rather early wearing our toys, diapers and our smiles.
  Wednesday morning was normal as it is around our house and I got the boys
off to school.  It was a very cold morning so they were bundled up, it was
getting close to the end of September now so winter would be starting soon
and the days were getting shorter and the mornings a whole lot colder.
Once they were gone I started working again.  I wanted to have everything
finished today so that the stone layers could come in tomorrow and put my
counter tops in and it would be almost complete.  By Monday the kitchen I
had always wanted would be finished.  I got the island centered fairly
quickly, but took some time, and then drilled the holes where they needed
to be through the floor and dropped the carriage bolts through the floor.
I then went downstairs and found the bolts sticking out the floor above and
secured them with lock washers and nuts.  Now that all the cabinets were
secured I could start putting the doors and drawers and other accessories
on the cabinets including
 the hardware for opening.  Today I was actually done before the boys got
home.
  "Wow, it is looking awesome, it is almost done now, can't wait to see the
counters in."  Jesse said.
  "Thanks.  I still have to install the kick plates and the back splash but
yeah it is coming together nicely, I hope the stone guys can get here first
thing in the morning so I can get the tiles started."  I said.
  The boys sat down again to do their homework and once they were done and
dinner was done we sat back and relaxed.
  Thursday morning I woke up early and shut off the alarm clock.  I was too
excited about having my kitchen almost complete so I could not go back to
sleep.  I decided to wake up Jesse in a very nice way.  I removed my diaper
and lubed up my asshole liberally and then gently removed Jesse's Diaper so
as not to wake him up.  He was a bit hard but not enough for what I had in
mind so I bent down and gently sucked Jesse into my mouth to bring him to
full hardness.  Once he was hard enough I changed positions and sat down on
my lovers erection.  He moaned lowly in his sleep and I started slowly
moving myself up and down.  Slowly Jesse started humping himself up into
and started to come awake.  As soon as he was awake enough I let him take
over the movements, I just stayed pretty still while he bucked his hips up
and down into and out of me.  All too soon Jesse had his climax inside of
me, I think it was dry still but I could not tell when he pulled out of me
with a plop.  I
 leaned down and gave Jesse a nice good morning kiss.  Jesse pushed me away
after only a few minutes of kissing and then motioned for me to lay on my
back.  After taking a moment to lube himself up Jesse then climbed on top
of me and sank down until I was all the way inside him. Jesse raised up and
repositioned himself slightly and stayed still in an almost withdrawn
position and I went to work humping into my little lover.  I had not had an
orgasm in our earlier encounter so I was already close so I was
unfortunately not able to hold on long but I sure tried my best, Jesse's
talented little bum though worked it quickly out of me and I climaxed.
Jesse climbed off me and repositioned himself so his bum was right over my
face so I licked him clean like I did a few days ago.  As per normal he
really enjoyed this.  We then kissed and cuddled for a while until it was
time to get up, I went and started the shower while Jesse went to get Ethan
up and into his shower as he had
 offered to.  Jesse came in and joined me in the shower moments later.  We
all got cleaned up and went down for breakfast and then the boys headed for
school.
  As soon as the boys were gone I went back up to the shop to grab the kick
plates so that I could install them.  If I was lucky and all the
measurements were good I would just be able to install them with no cutting
or anything.  I was almost lucky, I had to shave a couple edges where the
tiles were a little higher than planned on but not too bad.  About ¾ of the
way through the stone guys called saying if I was ready for them they were
on their way.  I of course told them to come on over so I hurried myself up
to get the kick plates installed.  I was just finishing off the caulking of
the plate to the floor when I heard them pull in.  I went out to the porch
to meet them.
  "Hey guys, glad you could come, I am almost finished and was just waiting
for the counter tops.  Just go on in and check it all out and do what you
need to do."  I told them.
  They thanked me and came into the house and the kitchen and measured
everything to make sure everything was all good.  They told me it all was
perfect and they started bringing the stone in.  They took about two hours
to install it and another 2 to fill the seams and polish it out so well I
could not tell there was a seam there.  It looked incredible and I was
itching to get it all together now.  I thanked the guys once they were done
and on their way.  I figured I still had a couple hours until the boys came
home so after having a quick bite to eat I drove up to the shop and grabbed
all the tiles and everything I needed to install them.  Once back to the
house I decided how I was going to do this.  The blue tiles were the main
color and the red were just accents throughout.  The tiles came in a sheet
so in every sheet I cut out one or two of the blues in random places so
that I could put the reds in once the sheets were up.  I then taped off all
the surfaces I really did
 not want to get the concrete on and mixed that up.  Once I got started
laying the tiles it went pretty fast and smooth and I was still going when
the boys got home.
  "Neat daddy, I really like the colors."  Ethan said all excited now that
it was coming together.
  "Yeah it really looks good, I was wondering about the colors you chose
but it really does look good together."  Jesse said.
  "I love watching those home decorating programs and this was the way they
did a kitchen once and I thought it looked great so when I saw these tiles
that was when I remembered that show and I decided to do it.  And thanks.
You boys get going on you homework and I am going to finish this today."  I
asked.
  "Sure."  They both said.
  So we all went about our work.  Jesse and Ethan offered to make dinner
while I finished the tiles and I of course accepted.  By the time that
dinner was finished I was laying out my last 2 sheets of tiles and last 4
reds.  There, done, I said to myself and stepped back and looked at it in
an objective way.  I thought that it looked great, I could not wait until
all the appliances were in place and I could finally use my new kitchen.  I
think I will call Jim tonight and see if he can hep me with the appliances
tomorrow cause I do not think I can do that myself and I know the boys
cannot help with that, the fridge looks beastly heavy.
  I called Jim just before dinner to ask him.
  "Hey Jim, what time you working till tomorrow."  I asked.
  "Maybe 11 or 12, depends, why, what's up."  He asked.
  "I was just wondering if I could get your help moving the appliances
upstairs and maybe even help hook them up."  I asked hopefully.
  "Sure, as long as you can watch Isaac tomorrow night, I have a date with
Martha, I was going to ask you tomorrow but now is as good a time as any."
Jim asked back.
  "Sure, any time, you know that.  What time were you going and when were
you coming back, do you want me to just keep him over night."  I asked.
  "Not too sure what time we would be back so that might be best.  Thanks."
Jim said.
  "Not a problem, see you tomorrow then when you get home."
  We all sat back and enjoyed the good meal the boys had made for us.  Once
the dinner dishes were all cleaned up I decided the hot tub sure sounded
good so we all went downstairs and swam around for a bit and I sat in the
tub for a while.  Once the boys were finished swimming they came and joined
me in the hot tub and I had my two most favorite boys in the world cuddled
up to me, one in each arm, how much better could it get.  Not much I
figured.  I shut down the jets and climbed out and the boys followed me and
we dried off.  Jesse and Ethan held back a moment while I started up the
stairs going to my bedroom to get ready for bed.
  I had just gotten Jesse's and my diapers and cream and powder on the bed
when the boys both came in the room and I was told to lay in the middle of
the bed.  Ethan grabbed the baby lotion off the dresser and met Jesse at
the bed.  They each took a side and started a great full body massage on
me.  I was putty in their great feeling little hands.  I felt a hand gently
sneak its way inside the crack of my ass and tickle my ass hole and and
poke a finger in.  I then heard Ethan say ouch and then I felt the finger
quickly retract, I guess I know knew whose hand that was.  I could feel the
look Jesse was giving Ethan and I restrained the chuckle I wanted to give.
My back was soon finished so I was instructed to roll over and they
continued on my front side.  Once the massage was finished I was instructed
to just lay there and Jesse would get Ethan ready for bed and then he would
be back.  Ethan gave me a kiss and hug good night and then he and Jesse
left the room.
  Ten minutes later Found Jesse coming back in the room and closing and
locking the door.
  "Did you feel what your son did to you, he sure is a horny little boy, I
had to smack his hand and he looked hurt, and not because of the smack."
Jesse chuckled.
  "I had thought it was you at first until I heard the smack and the rapid
departure, I almost started laughing as well.  Now I would not mind the
same thing happening again just with you doing it."  I said.
  "I think something can be arranged, get up on your knees."  He asked, I
complied.
  I buried my face into my pillow as I felt Jesse part my ass cheeks and
stick his whole face in practically.  He started licking my anus and
probing the hole with his tongue, before long he had his entire tongue
buried inside my hole.  I felt him reaching for the lube that he had
brought with him and he grabbed it.  I felt him fumble around for a few
moments probably lubing his hand up but with his tongue still wiggling
around inside me.  Once his hand was lubed up enough Jesse pulled his
tongue from my ass and inserted two fingers in and started wiggling them
around, randomly hitting my prostate.  Finally after doing this for a few
minutes he inserted a third finger and then finally the fourth a few
moments after that.  I then felt him start rolling his thumb in and I felt
Jesse's entire hand slip in past the ring of muscle.  Once Jesse was inside
my ass he snaked his other hand under me and grabbed onto my throbbing hard
on and started masturbating me at the same slow
 speed he was pumping in my ass.  Jesse was starting to pick up speed
inside me and started stroking my meat even faster as well and then all of
a sudden he tore his hand from my ass and plunged his boner in in one swift
movement.  The action brought a moan from both of us.  He started banging
me something fierce and within moments Jesse had his orgasm, with his hand
still jacking me off I came within seconds of Jesse as well.  Jesse
collapsed on my back panting like he just ran a marathon, finally Jesse's
breathing came under control and he rolled off of me.
  "Well weren't you just the kinky little boy tonight, what got you so
worked up."  I asked.
  "Just looking at your hot ass and the feeling inside was just too much, I
almost came before I even got in to you and I had not even touched myself
yet."  He said.  I could not help but laugh at this.  "I want you to see
how much of your hand you can fit in my bum tonight, and before you say no
I will tell you when it is too much and you can even watch my face so you
know as well."
  "Well when you put it like that I guess I can try, I figure I can get the
tips at least of my four fingers inside you as that would only be about as
thick as I am but it gets real thick real fast after that, roll on to your
back and pull your knees up then and lets try this."  I said.
  Jesse pulled his knees up as far as he could get them and I first dove in
with my face and gave him a real nice rim job, making sure to get my tongue
as far inside as I could to relax him.  I grabbed the lube and managed to
get some on my fingers and then I vacated Jesse's delectable ass with my
face and replaced it with my fingers instead.  I started with two and
quickly moved my way up to three.  This was what Jesse was already used to
anyways so this was nothing new.  I made sure to play with his still
immature prostate for a while to further relax him and make his body more
susceptible to what was about to happen.  Once I felt he was ready I pulled
my fingers almost all the way out of Jesse's bum and got more lube and then
started on the fourth finger.  As expected the four fingers just at the
tips were not much wider so Jesse had absolutely no problems with this at
all.  I started a slow gentle rocking motion with my hand oh so slowly
moving in and out.  About every
 fourth stroke or so I would move just a little deeper.  Jesse was moaning
up a storm but the glorious look never once left his face, he was got
feeling any pain.  I continued this until I started to see the faintest of
a grimace come on Jesse's face, this would be as far as I could go, at
least for now, Jesse would insist that we keep doing this until I could
also get my hand in is ass.  I kept it up for a while only going just about
as far as Jesse could take and then I could feel my orgasm coming and I
knew now what Jesse had felt.  Without even touching myself I was going to
cum.  I quickly pulled my hand from Jesse's ass and moved into position and
without stopping rammed my erection all the way inside him.  It took maybe
30 seconds of hard core pumping before I could no longer hold on to the
sensations and then blasted a load of cum inside my lover.  I almost went
completely out of it during my orgasm but held just enough sense to push
myself aside so I did not crush
 my poor baby below me, I imagine I too was sounding as if I ran a
marathon.
  "Well weren't you just a kinky little boy tonight, what got into you."
Jesse asked with a grin once I came down myself.
  "I see what you mean, it really was just so hot that I nearly came
without touching myself."  I stated.
  "Told you so.  You stay here, let me get a few things."  Jesse told me
and I nodded.
  He first picked up the diaper supplies that had fallen on the floor from
our thrashing around and then he went to the dresser and grabbed our butt
plugs.
  Jesse then came back to the bed and without even bothering to lube it up
any, as my ass was already well lubed, he just shoved it right in.  Once it
was firmly seated Jesse switched it to random, he then got the diaper
underneath me and creamed me up and powdered we real good and then closed
me up.
  Once Jesse had laid down and was waiting for his turn I grabbed Jesse's
plug and also just shoved it in, turn about is fair play as they say, he
only made a minor grunt though.  I then creamed, powdered and then diapered
his cute little ass.  Once the prep work was done I crawled up and gave my
lover a nice gentle kiss.  I then hit the lights and we cuddled up and
slept for the night.


 Chapter 40


  Saturday morning I woke up late and Jesse was not in bed with me.  I
wondered what that was all about, he was always in bed with me when I woke
up.  I knew it was not to go to the washroom, what need was there and he
was so regular for the other side that I figured that was not it either.
My diaper was more than a little wet so I decided I may as well change it
before searching for my lover.
  I went downstairs and found him in the makeshift kitchen cooking
breakfast and Ethan was helping him, both still in soggy diapers.  I snuck
up behind them and wrapped my arms around both giving them a hug.
  "So how are my favorite boys in the world doing this morning."  I asked
and they jumped at the sudden presence.
  "Good up until a second ago when you gave me a heart attack."  Jesse said
while slapping my shoulder, I just chuckled.
  "Smells good, what you guys cooking up out here."  I asked.
  "None of your business daddy, go and sit down and we will bring breakfast
in in a few minutes."  Ethan told me with the most demanding voice his
small stature could muster.
  "OK OK, no need to get mad at a guy."  I said while laughing.
  Isaac was just coming up the porch about this time and he asked the same
question, he got the same response as I had.
  "Come on Isaac, lets go in and leave the chefs alone."  I said.
  "Sure, can you put a diaper on me today since you are wearing them
today."  He asked.
  "How do you know I just have not changed yet."  I asked.
  "Cause you're dry, you are always wet in the morning, same as us.  So can
you."  He told me in not too far off a scolding tone.
  "Can't get much past you can I, come on, lets go upstairs."  I told him.
  "Nope, too smart."  He said with a giggle and followed me up to Ethan's
room.
  Within a few minutes I had Isaac freshly diapered and he opted to just go
in his diaper like the rest of us were.
  By the time we made it downstairs Ethan and Jesse were just putting the
dishes of food on the table, boy did it ever small good too.  I found it to
be onion and pepper fried potatoes, omelets and fried Italian sausage.
Well if I thought it smelled good it was nothing compared to how it tasted,
Jesse was definitely a talented cook, I wonder what he will be able to do
in a real kitchen, I guess I will find out in a few days.
  Once breakfast was done and the dishes all cleaned up we all went up to
get dressed.  Ethan and Isaac went outside to play and Jesse and I went up
to the shop to grab the supplies to do the wall tile grout.  We got back to
the house and Jesse mixed up the grout while I made sure there was no
concrete that had weeped through the cracks that would get in the way,
easier to clean it now, that's for sure.  Once it was ready I started
applying the grout and Jesse followed behind me with a very light damp
grout sponge and carefully removed the excess.  With the two of us working
like this it took no time at all.  Generally I hate grouting, I hate it
even more doing vertical surfaces, but working with Jesse I hardly noticed.
We spent less than an hour doing the grout before it was done.  I had
chosen a silver grout by the way.  It would need to be rinsed a couple more
times every hour or so but for the most part that was done.
  "Why don't we get the water lines run for the fridge and the dishwasher
now."  I asked Jesse.
  "Sure, lets go then."  He answered and we each grabbed what we could to
take back up to the shop.  We then came back a few minutes later loaded
with what we wold need to install the hoses.
  I drilled the holes through the cabinets and Jesse followed behind me
putting the hose through the holes and nailing the clips in place to hold
it.  Once the fridge water line was complete we tackled the dishwasher
lines.  There were two of these of course but these took no time as it was
only the next cabinet.  I made the connections under the sink, which would
be next to go in, and then got out.
  "Well lets take this stuff back and exchange it for a few other things."
I said.  Jesse just nodded and off we were again to the shop.  We grabbed
the new kitchen sink and taps as well as the cabinet lighting.  We put all
this into the wheel barrow and took it to the house.  It was getting close
to lunch time so we stopped and made some lunch.  Jesse called the boys and
they ran in, inhaled their lunch and ran back out.  Even Jesse had to shake
his head at that.
  We had just gotten back to work installing the kitchen sink when Jim came
in.
  "Wow, look at this place, it looks great."  Jim said in way of a hello, I
did not mind of course.
  "Well hello yourself, glad you approve.  Just wait until you see it with
the appliances in here as well."  I teased him.
  "Oh hello.  Sorry, I was just not expecting it to look like this is all."
He said.
  "No need to apologize.  Well should we get started then.  Jesse, why
don't you go ahead and install the cabinet lights, you know how I wanted
them right, if you need help just ask, the instructions looked real easy."
I asked.  I had chosen really nice bright white LED lights and you could
daisy chain up to 40 of them to the one power outlet so they were real easy
to hook up.
 "OK, I will give it a try."  He said while grabbing the drill and the
stapler.
  Jim and I went down and started bringing stuff up.  For ease of unpacking
we left it all on the porch and would unpack it all and install it one
piece at a time once it was all up here.  It took a while, about an hour
and a half, and a lot of energy but we finally got everything moved up. I
started unboxing the fridge first as it was closest to the door and we got
it inside, damn near didn't make it through the door.  I hooked up the
water line and the electrical and we slid it in place.  Next were the
ovens.  These took a few minutes as I had to read the instructions to find
out how they stayed in place but once I found out how, they installed right
slick.  Next the dishwasher and after fighting in the cramped space I got
everything all hooked up and it was secured in place as well.  Next was the
vent hood.  This was a royal pain in the ass cause not only was it heavy
but it was really awkward as well.  Finally we got it in place and hooked
up.  I forgot to mention
 earlier the installation of the vent and the power outlet but it was done,
I promise you.  Last but certainly not least was the ceramic 6 burner cook
top.  It was a snap to install, plug it in, lay it down and caulk around
the edges.  Jesse had long since finished the lights but did not want to
disturb us so once we were all done he showed us they worked.
  "Great, they work very well, you did a great job and you cannot see any
wires at all."  I said while patting his cute little diapered bum, one that
would likely need to be changed real soon as I knew mine was real close to
ready.  He smiled at the compliment.  It was about this time that Jim said
he should go and get ready for his date tonight and the same time we heard
a load of sirens screaming past the house.  I always get goose pimples
whenever I hear that hoping that whomever is in need of emergency services
is all right.
  "Well you have a good night and don't worry about Isaac, if he gets out
of hand I will tape him up and throw him in the closet, all good."  I said.
  "Ah, same practice I use, very good, have a good night guys."  He said
and left.  I heard him call Isaac to come give him hugs and kisses bye.
  "Well should we finish hooking up the sink real quick, turn on the water
and test everything out and make dinner in our new kitchen."  I asked
smiling as big as Jesse was at the question.
  "Sounds great, lets hurry, I am getting hungry and I want to see how
everything works."  He said excitedly.  So we spent the next ten minutes
finishing up the sink installation and tap connections.  I went down and
turned on the power to the 220 outlets and turned the water to the kitchen
back on.  I went back upstairs and Jesse was already running the water
testing it all out and making sure hot was hot and cold was cold.  We then
tested the water in the fridge and it was working properly as well so I
turned the ice maker on.  The fridge was already getting cold so that was
good.  I then started the dishwasher to run a quick cycle through it to be
sure it worked properly.  I could hear it running and I could hear the
water.  I opened it up after a few minutes to make sure the water was hot
and it was.  We turned on both the ovens and they started heating up
immediately.  Next was the stove and we could see that it was working
before we could feel the heat.
  "Well everything seems to be in working order so lets cook."  For the
first night in the new kitchen we did not put it to any real use, we were
getting tired so it was a simple easy dinner.
  After dinner was finished and the boys called in we sat down to eat.
When we were finished it was getting close to 6 so I told the boys that it
was a movie then bath then bed.  We had just finished the movie and the
boys had gone up to have their bath when the phone rang.  It was Marge.
  "Ry, I hate to bug you this late at night but there is something going on
and we request your help, hell actually one person I am sure you remember
damn near demanded it."  Marge said in one breath.
  "OK, first of all what has happened and who demanded my help.
  "I will tell you the last part first, you remember that children's
activist lawyer out of Kamloops, Jenny is her name, well she is taking the
boy we need to help on as a client.  She demanded the best and she knows
you well and she basically said drag his sorry ass out of retirement, I
demand the best for my clients."  She said and I had to laugh at this, I
remembered Jenny well.  She was insane when it came to protecting her
clients rights which were always children, most of them probono.  "When I
told her you were practicing again she said good, I need you to arrange it.
So here I am."
   "I remember Jenny well, we always got along well cause we both fight for
the children and I believe you two got along well for the same reason, a
few other lawyers and child care workers however were not so lucky, I
wonder if that one guy ever got his balls back."  I chuckled.  "OK, so now
I know this is bad if she is taking a case here, so what has happened."  I
asked almost afraid to ask.
  "Are you sitting down, you are gonna want to for this.  Here goes.  911
got a call a couple hours ago now, it was a 14 year old boy and he said
there had been a shooting and he was next and to please come get his little
brother to save him from seeing the mess.  He put the phone down and that
was all we heard other than sobbing in the background.  The police and
ambulance and rescue all went there, they are just down the road a mile or
so from you so you may have heard it.  What they found there was this poor
14 year old boy almost naked and beaten to within an inch of his life and
his father laying in a pool of blood, shot through the head with his own
gun by his own son.  When the police went in all they could understand from
the sobbing boy was 'the gun was jammed, I could not kill myself, I am just
a worthless fucking fairy fagot, I want to die, unjam the gun please so I
can die.'  The poor police officers were almost in tears from this.  They
got the gun from him and
 got him strapped to an ambulance board and he was taken to the ambulance.
They found his little 8 year old brother curled up in a ball on the
bathroom floor in a pile of his own waste, he was crying pitiful sobs
saying daddy stop daddy stop.  He was also put into an ambulance and taken
away but they could not uncurl him no matter how hard they tried.  Now the
worst part.  The 14 year old is in such bad shape they are not sure he will
make it.  It appears as if the boy was beaten severely for some reason by
his father and he somehow managed to get his dads gun and use it.  It is an
open and closed case of obvious child abuse and defense but the DA has
already started proceedings on having the boy charged with murder.  We
think it may be on the prompting of the father's parents as they are quite
wealthy and powerful in the area.  That is where you and Jenny come in.
She was called by me cause I wanted this poor boy to have the best and she
is that and she wanted you for
 the same reason.  First thing I need to ask is can you take the younger
brother into custody to help him out.  With the grandparents doing this to
his brother and being so cold about it I do not want that boy anywhere near
them.  He is currently under sedation and resting peacefully.  It is still
too soon to tell on the older boy but as soon as he is released from the
hospital if they do not put him jail right away I would like for you to
take him as well, both boys are going to need you to get through this.  I
can reactivate your emergency foster care tonight if you say I can."  She
told me.
  "OK, give me a second to digest all that while I get Jesse to do
something for me."  I asked.
  "Of course, take your time."  She answered.
  "Jesse, could you go get the boys ready for bed and into bed, I will tell
you what is happening in a few minutes."  He nodded and I went back to the
phone.
  "Marge, go ahead, reactivate me, if the DA even thinks about taking that
boy from the hospital to jail call me and I will put a stop to that, if he
is in a doctors care they cannot touch him and that would be the worst
possible thing.  This is possibly the most horrible thing I have heard
happening around here, how could it happen.  Who are the boys anyways."  I
asked.
  "The boys' names are Ashton, he's the younger brother at 8 and Corbin at
14.  Oh wait, don't go anywhere, the doctor is coming out of surgery now,
give me just a minute" Marge asked.
  I heard her talking in the background but not what was being said, she
came back on line about 5 minutes later.
  "OK, Corbin is out of surgery and the doctor says he should make it, if
he can make it through the night he has a good chance.  They repaired a
rupture in his stomach and 2 broken ribs and a broken arm and two breaks in
the one leg.  The worst part though is he was apparently kicked quite
savagely in the genitals and they were unable to save is right testicle.
They put in a fake so that he looks and feels normal and he will still be
able to have children should he desire, but given how he was talking it
sounds like he is gay and I am willing to bet the reason for the beating."
Marge said.
  "I would agree with you on that one.  I am sorry to say it and I could
get in trouble for it but the bastard got nothing less than he deserved."
I spat out.
  "Actually I think he was let off too easily, if I had have been there I
would have tortured the asshole for hours letting him beg me to end his
life and I would have tortured him more."  She growled into the phone.
  "I will remember to not get on your bad side in the future, when will you
be bringing Ashton over."  I asked.
  I would like to bring him now, now that we know his brother is probably
going to live I want to get him out of here."  She asked.
  "Go ahead and bring him home now then.  Make sure to bring extra of the
tranquilizers the doctor has him on in case I need them.  See you in a few
minutes."  I said to Marge.
  By the time I had finished Jesse had come downstairs and was sitting next
to me holding on to me.  I started crying.  He gave me a huge hug and just
let me cry.  How could anyone do this to their child.  Finally I stopped
crying and relayed the info to Jesse, laying it all on the line.  He had
tears in his eyes as well and I had just finished when I heard Marge
coming.  I went to the door to meet her.  In her arms she carried a small
boy I would have guessed to be 6 not 8 as I was told he was.  From what I
could see he was a cute little guy with black wavy hair.  He was sucking
his thumb and was still pretty much in a ball.  I took the boy bundle from
Marge and took him and laid him on the couch.  Jesse followed and sat down
just before I set Ashton down and I laid his head in Jesse's lap.  Jesse
started playing with his hair and cooing to him, trying to get him to open
up a bit.  I then went back to Marge.
  "So how are you holding up Marge, this has to have been hell on you."  I
asked.
  "As good as can be expected really, how about you."  Marge asked.
  "I cried like a baby for 10 minutes after we hung up, I am better now,
just had to get it out, I still have a hard time understanding how people
can do this to their own children."  I stated.
  "I did my fair share of crying as well and I just don't know.  I have a
paper for you to sign here to reactivate your emergency foster care
certification.  We will do up the paper work this week to make it permanent
if you desire."  She said.
  "Go ahead, I am not going to let just anyone care for these boys.  I will
be billing at least 3 hours each per week for therapy until I think they
are OK, that will not be a problem will it."  I asked.
  "Nope, bill as much as you feel you need, I will leave it in your hands
completely.  I need to get going, I still have shit load of paper work to
do.  I will leave Ashton in your more than capable hands.  Try and have a
good night."  Marge said looking very tired.
  "And you try and have a good night, don't stay up too late."  I said.
  When she left I went over to the couch to see how my boy was handling his
little charge.  Ashton was at least uncurled for the most part and Jesse
was still stroking his hair and asking him to come back and that he would
not be hurt.  I bent down and whispered in Jesse's ear that I was going to
the store and that I would be right back.  He nodded and just continued
doing what he was doing.  Right now it was probably the best thing for the
boy.  I jumped in the truck and drove as fast as I could get away with to
the store.  I wanted to get a couple baby bottles, some children's formula
and some pedialyte.  I doubted this boy had had anything in the way of
nutrition and I did not want him to dehydrate or go hungry and I figured
the bottle might help him feel more secure.  I paid for my purchase and
practically ran from the store and back home.  Once home I mixed up some
formula and put it in a bottle and made another of the fluids.  I went to
the couch and instead of trying
 to wrestle away Ashton's thumb from his mouth I just worked the nipple of
the bottle in as well.  As soon as he realized that I had put a bottle of
milk in his mouth he removed his thumb and grabbed onto the bottle.  Within
a few minutes he had that one drained so I put the other bottle up and he
took that one as well and drank all that down.  I could tell that he was
starting to calm down a bit as he was looking at me and Jesse now and he
was actually there.
  "Hello Ashton, we are here to help, you do not need to be afraid here OK.
Would you like another bottle of either one, you can just nod if you are
not ready to talk yet."  I asked as softly as I could.
  He nodded.  "OK, thats a start, which one would you like, just one or
both.  Either tell me which ones or point at which one you want more of."
I asked.
  "Both please."  He said barely in a whisper.
  "OK, thats better, give me a couple minutes and I will be right back."  I
said.
  I went back to the kitchen to make the bottles as requested.  I could
Hear Jesse speaking softly to Ashton.
  "My name is Jesse, Ashton, you are going to stay here with us for a while
and so will your brother as soon as he is better.  Is that OK with you."
He asked softly.  I heard his response only cause I was on my way back.
  "Yes, I think so, where is my brother."  He asked.
  I decided to answer this one.  "I am afraid your brother was very badly
hurt today and he is going to be in the hospital for quite a few days.  We
will get you two together as soon as we can though, even if we have to take
you to the hospital to see him."  I said gently.  A few tears were coming
from Ashton's eyes.  "It's OK Ashton, the doctors said he should be fine
and they will know more tomorrow for us, he is in danger still but if you
think happy thoughts he will feel them and help make him better, OK, I
cannot make promises of course, but try, it will help both of you."  I said
while stroking his sweaty hair.
  "Why did daddy do that to him, he just kept yelling at him and hitting
him, I screamed for him to stop but he just hit me and called me a fairy
lover, I locked myself in the bathroom but I could still hear them, for a
long time, Corbin was crying and screaming and then I heard a loud bang.  I
knew what it was, one of them got daddies gun and shot the other.  I heard
Corbin still crying so I knew he shot daddy, but then after that I do not
remember anything until I woke up here."  He said.
  "Thank you for telling us and this will help your brother and you.  Can
you tell me, if you know of course, what started the fight."  I asked.  He
seemed up to talking so I would get what information out of him that I
could.
  "Daddy came home early, he said he was staying out late, I was watching
TV and Corbin had a new friend over, I think his name was Daniel or
something, they were in Corbin's room playing when daddy came home.  He
asked where my brother was and I told him.  He looked mad for some reason
but I don't know why.  A minute later I see Daniel running out of the
bedroom pulling on his pants with his shirt in his hands and I can hear
daddy yelling and screaming at Corbin."  Ashton said.
  "If you can are you able to tell me what was being said, if there are bad
words, don't worry, you can say them, you will not get in trouble."  I
asked.  I was now very glad I had my pocket recorder with me and turned on
as this would help the case for Corbin greatly, his brother remembered a
lot so far.
  "I was not able to hear everything as they were screaming so loud and
Corbin was crying.  I did hear daddy say that he was gonna beat the fagot
out of him if it killed him and that he was nothing but a fucking fairy
fagot who did not deserve to live under his roof.  They yelled and Corbin
was screaming in pain and I could hear daddy hitting him and kicking him
and I tried to stop him but I couldn't, why was daddy being so mean to
him."  Ashton asked now openly crying.
  "I don't know baby, it's all over now, he cannot hurt either of you
again, you are safe now."  I said soothingly.  I gave him the fresh bottle
of formula and he again finished it off quickly and took the other bottle
and drank it down as well.
  "Now, we are going to take you upstairs and get you into a clean diaper
and some clean clothes and we are going to go to bed, OK.
  "I don't need a diaper, I am a big boy."  He said starting to cry again.
  "Actually you have been sitting in a wet and messy diaper for quite some
time now.  The hospital had to put it on to you.  When you went into shock
you lost all control of your body.  You are still in shock even though you
are coming out of it and we do not want to have any accidents now do we.
Now as for being a big boy I can clearly see that you are but that does not
mean that you do not need them.  Let Jesse and I stand up and we will show
you what I mean."  I asked.
  He let us stand up and we both dropped our pants at the same time.
Ashton gasped when he realized he was seeing an adult and a 10 year old
wearing diapers.
  "You see, not only you need diapers here.  Both Jesse and I wet the bed
and so do the other 2 boys who are upstairs sleeping.  We wear them
sometimes during the day because they are very comfortable at times."  I
told him.  He just nodded that he understood.
  "I have a question though before we go upstairs, you said the other boys
name you think was Daniel, how sure are you of this and did you know how
old he was."  I asked, thinking it might be Martha's son.
  "I am pretty sure his name was Daniel, but I don't remember.  I know he
said he was 11 cause I asked."  He answered me.
  "OK, I want you to go upstairs with Jesse here and he is going to get you
all fixed up OK, just tell him if you want to wear pajamas or not, I have
to make a phone call and I will be right up."  I said.
  Jesse led Ashton up the stairs to our room.  I grabbed the phone and
called Martha's house.  I did not figure she would be home yet but the boys
would be.  The phone rang 6 times before it was picked up.
  "Hello, William, is that you."  I asked, "yes" "Good, is your cousin
there and if so is he all right."  I asked.
  "Yes he is home but he came home quite a while ago and has been in his
room crying and he will not tell me why, do you know why."  He asked.
  "Yes, I believe I do but I do not have time to go over that now with you,
can you give the phone to Daniel, I need to speak to him, it is very
important."  I asked.
  "Yes, give me a minute, he may not want to."  William said.
  "You have to make him even if you hold it up to his ears, he does not
even have to talk."  I said.
  "OK.  OK here he is."
  "Daniel, can you hear me, can you talk to me please.  This is Ryley" I
asked.
  "Yes."  I heard him whisper.
  "OK Daniel, listen to me, what happened at Corbin's house is not your
fault, he is in the hospital and it is hoped that he will live, I have his
younger brother Ashton here and as soon as Corbin comes out of the hospital
he will be coming here as well, OK.  I need you to be strong and I want you
and William and your mom to come over as early as you can tomorrow morning
OK, tell your mom to call as soon as you guys wake up.  Can you do that."
I asked.
  "Yes, can you tell me what happened."  Daniel asked.
  "No, not tonight at least, I will tell you all tomorrow morning, now you
go to sleep, sleep with William, have him hold you all night if you need it
OK."  I said.
  "I will, bye, see you in the morning."  Daniel said and before I could
say bye the line was dead.
  I went upstairs and found the two boys laying on the bed.  Ashton was in
a fresh diaper and Jesse was cuddled up to him.  I grabbed our diapers and
quickly diapered Jesse and then myself.  Ashton watched the whole time.
  I then turned out the lights and laid on the other side of Ashton and
just pulled him and Jesse into me and we cuddled like that and slept.
Ashton had waken up a few times crying but we were able to get him calmed
down each time and he went back to sleep.


 Chapter 41


  The three of us ended up sleeping a lot later than I had thought we would
and I awoke to the sound of the phone ringing.  I picked up the phone and
found that it was Martha.
  "I would say good morning Martha but I am afraid it is not.  I need you
and the boys to come over as soon as you can, we will make breakfast here."
I said to her once I knew who it was.
  "Um, OK, could you at least tell me something.  All I know is my son is
extremely upset over something and you sound like shit.  Sorry."  She
asked.
  "No, not yet, not over the phone, come over and we will talk it over when
you guys get here, I will also be asking Marge over, you remember her I am
sure."  I said.
  "Fine, be right there."  She said and hung up, probably a bit upset, but
she would understand.
  I then noticed that not only were Jesse and Ashton were awake but I
noticed that Isaac and Ethan were also sharing the bed with us and were
awake as well.
  "Good morning daddy, how come Ashton is here and sleeping with you guys."
Ethan asked.
  "Good morning baby, it is a long story and you will hear it a little
later OK.  Right now I would like the two of you to go get those wet
diapers off and have a shower, if Ashton is OK with it can he join you."  I
asked.  Ashton nodded.
  "Yes daddy, come on Ashton, lets go get clean, I did not know you wet the
bed too."  Ethan said in his innocence.
  "I don't actually, at least not normally, I never have before but your
daddy said this might happen cause of what happened yesterday."  He said
quietly.  He was not embarrassed about it, why would he be, both the other
boys were obviously wearing very wet diapers.
  "What happened, if you don't mind telling us."  Isaac asked.
  "Not right now please."  Ashton said in a whisper.
 "OK, lets go get us cleaned up then."  Isaac said.
  The boys then climbed into the shower after pulling off their wet
diapers.
  I called Marge right away as soon as the boys left and asked her to come
as soon as she could get here and I would make it worth her while.
  "Come on love, lets go get us cleaned up as well."  I asked Jesse.
  So we went and had our shower, a real quickie.  After drying off we got
dressed real quick as we knew that Martha and the boys would be here any
minute now.
  We were just coming down the stairs when they were coming in the door.
Neither of the boys looked as if they had slept any and Martha looked not
that much better.
  "Hello, I wish we could have done this on better reasons and you will all
find out shortly those reasons when everyone is here and fed.  Martha would
you like to help Jesse and I cook up breakfast."  I asked.
  "Of course, it will help take my mind off what is happening, Daniel has
hardly even said a word and he and William lay rocking in his bed all
cuddled up all night.  William said he had no idea what was happening
either except Daniel came home in tears and refused to talk, until you
called at least."
  "I did not give him a choice really.  Now lets just go get what we need
from outside, I have not moved everything in yet."  I said.
  "I noticed the kitchen, it looks really nice, many people would kill you
for this you do know that right.  Show the way and lets do this."  She
said.
  "Thanks, and I know."
  So Jesse Martha and I went and got everything we would need and brought
it in and started cooking.  The 3 boys who were still upstairs getting
clean up to this point came downstairs still naked but dry.
  "Oh, sorry daddy, did not know we had compny, we will go get dressed."
Ethan stated without embarrassment.
  "Please do and let Ashton wear something of yours, they should fit him."
I said.  "Normally I would not care if the boys went around naked or still
in their night diapers but with company we normally do not allow it."  I
said to Martha knowing from her boys that she did not mind either.
  "Think nothing of it, my house is clothing optional most of the time as
well."  Martha said.
  "Yeah, I know that already, William had said that about your house and
that his mother truly detested that and it almost got him not allowed to
come over."  I said.
  "Yeah, she was too prudish for her own good."  She said as we whipped up
a quick breakfast.
  Marge pulled up and just came right in and said hello.
  "Hello Marge, breakfast will be ready in just a few minutes and Ashton
and and the others are just getting dressed and should be down in a couple
moments."  I said.
  "He is up and about already.  My god I knew you were good but the doctor
at the hospital said probably a week before he came to."  Marge said.
  "Nah, Jesse had him relaxed enough for us to talk last night and he told
us a lot, you will hear about it later, go grab the plates and cutlery from
outside and set the table please."  I asked.
  "OK, balls in your court now anyways.  I will tell you what the doctor
says when we talk later as well."  She said and left.  I think she thought
this was being fair, it did not bother me, if the worst had happened I
would have already been told.
  The boys came downstairs and Ashton was actually talking and laughing
with the other two boys and Marge was flabbergasted.  She did not say
anything though.
  We all sat down and ate a light breakfast and then we all gathered in the
living room.
  "OK first things first, Marge, you have some more information about
Corbin."  I asked.
  "You want me to tell everyone here."  She asked.
  "Yes, everyone here is involved in the case in one way or another and
Ashton especially needs to know.  My son does not get sheltered from much
at all and he will hear everything here today."  I said.
  "OK, well the doctors believe that Corbin is now out of danger, he is
still in critical condition but should make a full recovery, they figure 2
to 3 weeks at least, as long as there are no complications."  Marge said.
  "OK, Ashton, last night I had my recorder recording our conversation so
that we could have proof to help your brother, would you mind if I played
that recording for everyone here right now."  I asked.
  "No, if it can help Corbin, do anything you can."  Ashton replied.
  So I played the recording for everyone.  Martha then finally understood
why they were involved and what was wrong with her son.  She had grabbed
him and pulled him onto her lap and was just hugging him tight as he cried
over hearing what happened.
  "OK, now Daniel, I know this will be hard but I would like for you to
tell us what happened just before and when Corbin's father came in the
room, you do not have to be detailed if you do not want about any
activities that may or may not have been taking place."  I asked.
  "It's OK, I need to for Corbin.  You see we met a few weeks ago now and
we liked each other, he is older than me but neither one of us cared about
that.  I was really starting to like him and started to have feelings for
him.  Well I went to his house yesterday and I confessed my feelings for
him and he confessed he felt the same.  We started out just kissing and
hugging and we eventually were down to our underwear and we were laying
down sucking each other when Corbin's dad burst into the room.  He just
went crazy.  He yelled at me to get my fairy ass out of his house before he
slit my throat.  I was so scared I did what he said and grabbed my pants
and shirt and was running and putting them on at the same time.  I ran all
the way home and the rest you know."  Daniel said.
  "I know that was hard for you but thanks, it helps to know what really
did happen."  I said.
  "As for me honey, if you are gay, it is not a problem, I had hoped for
grandchildren some day but I guess you can adopt now a days."  Martha said
to her son.
  I nodded.  "OK, the next part is going to be hard, I am going to tell
everyone what happened to Corbin.  His father beat him up very badly, he
has many broken bones and had a rupture in his stomach.  One of his balls
was destroyed and it was replaced but this will not affect him later in
life, he will still be normal.  Now because he killed his father he is
going to be charged with murder, his grandparents have demanded it.  Corbin
already has the best possible lawyer working on his side and the best child
therapist as well, me.  Together we will all make sure that Corbin is kept
safe and here where he can get the help and the love he needs to heal.  It
is however very important that you do not ask him to tell you what
happened, let him do all the talking when it comes to yesterday, we do not
want to push him too fast OK."  I said.
  "If only I had stayed there though, I could have helped Corbin.  He would
not be in the hospital right now if I had stayed."  Daniel sobbed out.
  "No, that is not true.  What is more than likely to have happened is you
could have ended up dead or in the hospital too, you did what you needed to
do.  If however you ever find yourself in a similar issue, any of you, find
the nearest phone and call 911, that is the best thing to do.  None of you
can expect to take on an enraged adult and survive."  I said.
  Everyone nodded, especially Daniel when he realized what he should have
done.  We sat around and talked more about the tragedy that had happened
until Marge got a call.
  "That was the doctor at the hospital.  He says that Corbin just woke up
and is asking for his brother.  He was not expected to wake up for at least
a day or more but this is an excellent sign."  Marge said.
  "Martha, would you please stay and watch all the boys while Jesse and I
take Ashton to the hospital."  I asked.
  "Of course.  You go take care of the boy, I will get these boys in the
pool to remove some energy.  If they don't mind a naked old lady I might
just join them."  She said with a chuckle.
  I laughed as well and Marge just looked shocked.
  "I doubt any of them will mind any at all, as long as they don't have to
wear anything and they get to go swimming.  Marge, the pool here is
clothing optional and if you have never tried it try it without, it is the
most free feeling you will ever experience."  I said, she just nodded.
  "OK Ashton, let Jesse get you ready to go and we will go see your
brother.  I will follow you to the hospital Marge.  I said.
  Ashton let Jesse get his coat and shoes on, well actually Ethan's, but
they fit.  Once Jesse, Marge and I were ready we headed out.  We put Ashton
in between us in the center seat so that he could feel close to us and then
we drove to the hospital.
  Marge led the way to the room that the doctor told her that Corbin had
been moved to and when we entered we saw this poor boy hooked up to all
sorts of machines and about as bruised as the average car crash survivor.
  "Corbin, are you all right."  Ashton burst into tears.
  "Yes, now that you are here and I see you are all right.  I don't feel
any pain, just light headed."  Corbin whispered out.
  "I am so happy to see you alive.  I thought daddy was going to kill you."
Ashton said and a look of pain crossed Corbin's face.
  "No, I had to kill him before he could kill me.  The doctor said he
almost did."  He said.
  "Corbin, this is Ryley and Jesse, they helped me out last night and they
are going to help you as well once you get out of here."  Ashton introduced
us.
  "Hello Corbin, I am glad you pulled through for your brother.  Not only
am I a child therapist but I have also been asked to take you both on as
foster sons, you can rest assured that I will see to it that you are kept
safe, is that OK with you."  I asked.
  "Yes, that would make me happy.  I am getting tired, can you get me a
drink please."  He asked.
  "Yes, here you go."  I passed him a cup with ice water and a straw in it.
I held it so that he could suck from the straw.  He drank it all down.
  "OK, we are going to go now so that you can sleep.  Whenever you want us
to come and visit you just ask and we will come as soon as we can, OK.  If
anyone comes in and asks you to talk to them about yesterday I don't want
you to say anything, have a nurse call me first.  Now goodbye and have a
good sleep, now that you are waking up on your own you are getting all
better but you need lots of rest, oh and listen to the doctors OK."  I said
while reaching down and kissing him on the forehead.  Ashton wanted to give
his brother a kiss as well so I picked him up and he gently kissed his
brothers forehead as well.  He fell asleep almost instantly and we left the
room.
  I made a quick stop at the nurses station and informed them who I was and
that no one at all was to talk to Corbin except staff of the hospital
unless I was called first, being his doctor I could say this and they had
to listen to me, not even the police could and the DA certainly couldn't.
  "I am glad that he is waking up on his own, that shows that his mind is
healing as well as his body is.  I am sure there will be lots of work to do
there but you are the one to do it Ry."  Marge said as we were walking out.
  "I will do everything I can for both the boys.  Well have a good day
Marge, call me if you need anything else OK."  I said.
  "OK boys, lets go home and see what kind of trouble everyone is getting
into shall we."  I said.
  I got nods of approval from both and we headed home.  When we got home we
entered in through the basement as I figured that everyone would still be
down there anyways.  We found everyone down there including Jim and all
were naked and swimming and having a good time.
  "Well boys, should we join them and take off some of the stress, Ashton,
you can come into he hot tub with me and I will give you a nice massage to
help relax you a bit."  I said.
  "But I don't have any shorts and everyone here is naked."  Ashton said in
a small voice.
  "Well this is a clothing optional pool, that means you do not have to
wear any if you do not want to, it is up to you, if you are embarrassed we
can go upstairs and get some shorts for you.  I would recommend however
that you try it.  As you can clearly see everyone else is naked and no one
will make fun of you, I am quite sure that once you do it you will have
fun."  I said as Jesse was stripping down to join everyone.  Before taking
off Jesse turned to Ashton.
  "Give it a shot Ashton, you have nothing to lose and if you do not like
it get out and I will take you upstairs myself to get some shorts.  OK."
Jesse said.  Ashton just nodded so Jesse reached out and started removing
his shirt.  Once that was off Jesse had Ashton kick off his shoes and he
undid Ashton's pants and pulled them and his underwear down and off.  Now
he was naked.  Jesse then took Ashton by the hand and led him to the pool
and they both jumped into the shallow end together.  I quickly removed my
clothes and jumped into the deep end and did a couple laps before swimming
over to the other adults.
  "Hello Jim, kind of surprised to find you here.  How were the kids
Martha."  I asked.
  "I was kind of surprised to not find you here and Martha here instead.
She told me everything and it is just horrible, I am glad you are taking
the boys and helping them."  Jim said.
  "The boys were great, I have not even had to say anything to them once,
they have all just been playing and swimming."  Martha said.
  "Good to hear Martha and yes Jim it is and I had no choice, my conscience
would not allow it any other way."  I said.
  Ashton then swam up to me and whispered into my ear that he would like to
go to the hot tub now.  I nodded and told him I would meet him there.
  "Well guys, I have an appointment to keep, I would ask that you keep
everyone from the hot tub for a while please."  I asked.  They both nodded.
  I climbed from the pool and into the hot tub to find Ashton laying in the
lounge chair waiting for me.  He looked over at me as I came in the hot
tub.
  "So little man enjoying swimming naked, is it as free feeling as I said
it was."  I asked.
  "Yes, it feels real good.  Could you give me that massage now, I feel
real sore."  Ashton asked.
  "Of course.  You just lay down and relax, close your eyes and hear
nothing but my voice."  I said soothingly.  I wanted to almost hypnotize
him.  I just wanted to bring his mind into complete relaxation as well as
his body.  I do not know how to hypnotize anyone and never wanted to learn
as I feel that it does not work and mostly is a joke, I did know how to
relax someones mind though.  So as I kept talking softly to him I worked on
his shoulder and chest muscles.  I then moved to his legs and then his
feet.  I spent a long time on each body part completely massaging each and
every muscle group that I could.  Ashton's back proved to be a bit of a
chore though, I ended up picking him up and laying in the lounge myself and
laying him on my stomach on his stomach and so his face was not in the
water.  I started massaging Ashton's back muscles and I spent a good half
an hour working on his back alone, for such a young boy he sure had a lot
of tension in his little body but
 for good reason.  Once I felt he was done I woke him back up fully and sat
him in a chair beside me.
  "So how do you feel now kiddo."  I asked.
  "My body feels real nice, better than I ever remember it feeling.  I feel
so relaxed."  He said almost dreamily.
  "Thats good, how are you doing now, how are you handling what happened
last night."  I asked slowly.
  "I am mad at my dad for doing what he did to us but I cannot make myself
mad at Corbin for killing him, he did it cause he had to, daddy was going
to kill him.  But I am not sad that he is gone, I know I should be, but he
was always so mean to us, always yelling, especially at Corbin, nothing he
ever did was good enough for daddy.  I am so happy that Corbin is alive, he
is the one who always made sure we had food and we were clean, I love him
and I can't wait until he gets out of the hospital.  So is my brother gay
then."  Ashton asked.
  "I don't really know that yet, he might be but he could also be bisexual
or he could have been experimenting, who knows.  It did sound like he had
pretty strong feelings for Daniel though.  Would it bother you if he was
gay."  I asked.
  "Heck no, he is my brother and I love him anyways."  He said with
conviction.
  "Now as for your feelings for you dad being dead, it is natural that you
might feel that way.  You may even eventually get some anger towards your
brother for doing it and taking your daddy away from you.  It happens, it
is all part of the grieving process.  Even though you say you are not sad
that he is gone he was your father and deep down you did love him, even
though he treated you poorly, it will happen, don't bottle it up, come to
me if you need to OK."  I told Ashton.
  "OK, I don't think I could ever be mad at Corbin but I guess you kind of
know all about this kind of stuff huh."  He asked.
  "Yes I do and I am good at it too, I only help children though."  I told
him.
  "That's good for Corbin and me then.  Thank you very much, you are the
best."  Ashton said with a nice kiss to my cheek, in response I gave him a
nice big hug.
  "Looks like everyone went upstairs while we were talking, lets get out of
here before we wrinkle more than a grandparent and find out where they
went."  I said.  Ashton giggled at that.
  We dried off and threw on our underwear and headed up the stairs with the
rest of our clothes in our arms.
  "Ah, there you guys are, we made lunch, it is on the table waiting for
you."  Martha said as we came out the door.  I looked over and sure enough
a plate of sandwiches was there just waiting for us.
  "Lets eat, shall we."  I asked Ashton.
  "OK, I am starving."  he answered.  With that we started gobbling up the
food provided.
  "So where are all the kids."  I asked once we finished eating.
  "Jesse is in the office playing on his computer and the others all went
outside to play."  Jim said.
  "Well seeing as how you guys are here now you may as well stay for the
rest of the day and I will treat you to a nice dinner, we will all go out
to the buffet and try and put it out of business."  I asked.
  "Well I really should be heading home and cleaning the house but you know
what, after this day it can wait, sure."  Martha said.
  "Since Martha agrees I guess I will as well."  Jim stated.
  "Great.  Why don't you guys go call all the boys in, lets go see a
movie."  I said.
  They nodded and and turned to go so I went to get Jesse.  I found him in
the office playing on his computer.  He was reading something so I checked
it out and he was reading what appeared to be a very steamy sex story.  I
reached down and grabbed on to the protrusion that was poking out his pants
and gave it a couple strokes and whispered into his ear.
  "Hey my love, trying to learn new and wicked things to do to me are you."
  "Uh huh, and there are a couple real neat tricks in this story I just
might have to try on you."  Jesse said with a sly grin.
  "Well hows about you close this down for now, make yourself presentable
and join us all in a minute and we are going to go catch a movie."  I said.
  "OK, sure, let me just bookmark this page, it is a definite keeper and I
will be right out."  Jesse answered.
  "By the looks of it I would say so, email me that link later will you."
I asked and Jesse nodded.
  I went back out to the kitchen to meet with the others and the boys were
just coming in.  Jim and Martha had obviously not told them what was
happening as they were all pleading to know what we were doing.  I
chuckled.  Jesse came out looking very much presentable a moment later.  We
all went out and piled in to two vehicles and drove to the theater.  The
kids were all real happy when we got out and they found we were going to
see a movie.  The Sunday double feature was a good choice so after making
sure everyone was good with that I paid for tickets for everyone.  Martha
and Jim said they had the drinks and snacks.  We all went inside and found
that the first movie was just about to start.  It was not very busy but we
still ended up not being able to all sit together.  We ended up splitting
off into little groups.  Jesse, Ashton and I stayed together and the others
broke up as well.  We all enjoyed the double feature matinée but I wish we
had have diapered the boys
 before leaving, even I myself had to get up 3 times to go so that made me
wish I was diapered.
  After the movies were over we all piled back in the two vehicles and
drove to the local buffet restaurant.  I told the poor waitress how many
there were and she said it would be a few minutes.  She came back a while
later and showed us to our seats.  Once she was gone all hell broke loose.
The boys attacked the buffet like a pack of piranhas on a poor unsuspecting
cow.  They each came back with at least one plate piled high and more than
a couple actually had two plates this way.  I myself had a very large plate
full and I did go back for a small amount of seconds but it was nothing in
comparison to how the others ate.  Jim and Martha just watched the carnage
in awe.  Apparently they had never been witness to a pack of wild boys
eating at a buffet restaurant.  In ones or twos boys were fine, in a pack
they become wild animals and eat anything and everything, and lots of it.
Other than a few pieces here and there that were not liked the plates were
pretty much clean.
 Most of the boys had at least third helpings and even went for desert as
well.  I think I saw the cook come out at one time to see what the hell was
causing him to have to cook so much, he saw our table and went sheet white.
Once the boys had their fill we went back home.  Jim and Martha both
thanked me for the great day and took their boys and headed home.
  "Well boys, lets go get you in a nice warm bath and then lets give you
both a nice baby lotion massage."  I said to Ethan and Ashton.
  "OK Daddy, he said to me, you will love my daddies baby lotion massages,
they make you feel so good and the lotion smells real nice."  He said to
Ashton.
  "OK."  Ashton said.
  I ran a nice hot bath for the boys and poured in some baby wash to make
it a bubble bath and I got the boys stripped down and in the tub.  I told
them to play for a bit and then call me when they were finished washing and
I would rinse them off and to hep wash each others backs.  They nodded.
  I went back to our room to find Jesse already naked.  "We should hop in
the shower while they are having a bath."  Jesse said to me.
  "Sounds good to me, go get it started and I will be right there OK."  I
said, he nodded and left.
  We had a nice quick shower, enough to get clean and a kiss but no playing
around.  Once dried off Jesse and I diapered each other and went to see how
the boys were doing.  They were just finishing washing themselves and Ethan
had Ashton turn around so he could get his back.  He even washed in his bum
and Ashton kind of jumped a bit but said nothing.  Once he was done Ashton
had Ethan turn around and did the same for him.  When Ashton washed Ethan's
bum however Ethan just smiled.
  Jesse and I each then took a boy and washed their hair.  I pulled the
plug and started the hand shower and rinsed off one boy and got him out for
Jesse to dry and I rinsed the other and lifted him out and dried him
myself.
  "OK, who's first."  I asked.
  "You can do Ashton first daddy, he is the guest here."  Ethan offered.
  "Thats very nice of you, but Ashton is not a guest, he lives here now,
pretty much your brother.  OK Ashton, lay down on your front."  I said.
  "That's cool daddy. I always wanted a brother."  Ethan said while Ashton
did as I asked.
  Jesse and I each took a side and Ethan went too the bottom.  While Ethan
very gently massaged Ashton's feet Jesse and I took care of the rest of
him.  I had Ashton roll over and we did his front and Ethan stayed
massaging his feet.  Ethan was getting very good at massaging feet and I
sure loved it when he did mine.  Ashton seemed to like the overall
experience, he had a little boner that showed this.  Ethan sat there just
watching it throb.
  "OK, kiddo, you're done.  You can either sit and watch or you can massage
Ethan's feet like he did yours."  I said
  He hopped up and Ethan quickly took his place.  Ashton in answer just
grabbed the bottle of lotion and went to Ethan's feet.  We gave Ethan the
same treatment and Ashton did an admiral job, he would get better with time
however.  When we rolled Ethan over to massage his front Ashton was almost
not able to continue giving the massage he was watching Ethan's little
boner so much, he was entranced.  Probably he had never seen anyone other
than himself with an erection.  When we were finished the massages I got up
and grabbed the diaper supplies.
  "OK Ashton, Ethan will be diapered tonight as we are and you can be if
you want.  If you do not think you need to be or you do not want to be just
say so and you will not get a diaper.  Now in this house you are to never
be afraid to say no or to ask for something you like, OK."  I said.
  "I don't know if I need to or not but I think I would like to wear one.
Can you also give me another bottle of that juice stuff you gave me last
night."  He asked in a whisper.
  "Of course you can.  You kind of liked that huh.  I can understand,
especially what you have been through, being babied a bit feels good."  I
said.  Ashton just nodded.
  "Daddy, can I try a bottle as well."  Ethan asked.
  "I guess so, what would you like in it."  I asked.
  "Same as Ashton gets."  He said wanting to be the same.
  "Jesse if you would get these two diapered I will go get the bottles and
we can feed them to them."  I asked.
  "Sure."  He answered.
  I went downstairs to get the bottles while Jesse diapered the boys.  When
I came back both boys were snug and secure in their Pampers.
  I sat down with my back to the headboard and patted my lap and Ethan
caught on first and came and crawled into my lap.  I held the bottle to his
lips and he started sucking.  Jesse sat in the same way and Ashton without
prompting sat on his lap in the same fashion so Jesse fed him his bottle.
Once the bottles were drained we took the boys to Ethan's bedroom, he would
now share with Ashton.  We got them into their beds and tucked them in and
gave them each a kiss goodnight.
  "Now Ashton, if you wake up and have a dream you can either come in and
lay with Jesse and I or you can crawl in with Ethan, I assure you we won't
mind.  If you need anything come and ask OK."  I said.
  "OK.  Goodnight."
  I turned off the light as we left the room and we went downstairs to
clean up from the hectic day.
  "Well baby, it has been a long tiring day.  After we finish cleaning up I
am going to bed to sleep, how about you."  I asked.
  "Yeah, I don't even feel like playing tonight either.  Lets get this mess
cleaned up and go to bed."  Jesse answered.
  I did not bother setting the alarm, if we were up in time I would send
the boys to school, if not then who cares if they miss a day.  We went
right to sleep after kissing each other goodnight.  Halfway through the
night Jesse and I were awakened with a powerful scream from The boys' room
and Ethan came running in saying Ashton was thrashing all over the bed and
would not calm down.  I got up and went to the bedroom and picked the
dreaming boy up.  As soon as I had him hugged to me he calmed right down.
I carried him to our room and laid him on our bed.  Ethan decided he would
stay as well and the four of us cuddled up and went back to sleep, Jesse on
the outside cuddling the two younger boys between us.


 Chapter 42


  The rest of the night went peacefully and we woke the next morning a bit
after 8.  I guess the boys would not be going to school today.  I got up
leaving the boys all still asleep in the bed and went downstairs to make a
couple calls.  I called the school first and told them what I could and
that Ashton would not be in for several days at least and my boys may not
be either as they were helping a great deal.  The principle just told me to
get him better and that he would send all the boys' school work home with
Isaac.  I thanked him.  I called the junior high next and told the
principal what had happened and that I was now Corbin's guardian and that
at the very least would be a month before he was back.  She was very
understanding and thanked me for taking care of the boys and calling her to
let her know what was happening.  I then called my patients and rescheduled
their appointments for tomorrow, I figured I would be better prepared
tomorrow.  The one person complained
 and I said we could cancel it for this week altogether if it was better
and they did not.  I did say it was a very big emergency and only two times
in the past have I had to reschedule appointments and it was not normal.
  I went upstairs to wake up the boys but Jesse was already awake and
Ashton was just coming awake.  Jesse was petting his hair and talking to
him gently.  He must have had a bit of a bad dream.  I gently shook Ethan
to wake him up and he woke up quickly.
  "OK boys, come on downstairs in a minute and I will get some breakfast
on.  There is no school today for you and Ashton I told your principal that
you would not be there for several days, Isaac is going to bring your
school work home today."  I told them.
  I went downstairs and put on a large pot of oatmeal with apples and
cinnamon and a stack of toast.  The boys came downstairs just as I was
putting everything on the table.  I noticed that Ashton was quite wet as
well.
  "Well it looks like it was a very good choice to wear a diaper last night
Ashton, you are almost as wet as the rest of us are."  I said in a joking
manner so he would know I was not teasing him.
  "Yeah, I did not even notice it but I did pee some more when we were
laying in bed, thats OK isn't it."  He asked hoping to not get in trouble.
  "Of course it's OK, and guess what, if you would like we can all wear
diapers all day long today, your choice."  I asked.
  "Could we, I think they are comfy, I kind of like them."  Ashton Stated.
  "You got it, all diapered all day then."  I said.
  We sat down and ate a good healthy filling breakfast.  Once breakfast was
ready we herded the boys upstairs and Jesse and I changed their diapers and
sent them to get dressed.  While they were getting dressed Jesse and I
changed each others diapers and also got dressed.  We met the boys
downstairs just as Ethan turned on the cartoon channel.
  "You boys can either watch TV or help Jesse and I start getting my
kitchen in order."  I said.
  Ethan turned off the TV and looked to Ashton.  "Come on, lets go help."
  "OK."  He answered.
  About 10 minutes in to bringing everything back in the kitchen and
putting it all away Ashton stopped and had a puzzled look on his face.
  "What's up buddy."  I asked.
  "Nothing really, how come nothing was in your kitchen, you have lived
here for a while Ethan told me so."  He asked.  Ah curiosity.
  "Well you see Jesse and I rebuilt the kitchen, we made all the cabinets
ourselves and we made the kitchen larger, it was just finished on
Saturday."  I answered.
  "Oh wow, you and Jesse did all this yourselves.  Looks real nice."
Ashton said.
  "Why thank you, we had help of course but we did most of the work
ourselves."  I said.  Once that was finished we continued organizing
everything.  It took a few hours to do but we finally got done.
  "So who wants to help bake some cookies now that we have everything
done."  I asked.
  "Me."  Was the reply from all three boys.
  We started making the cookies and just as we were putting the first batch
in the oven the phone rang, it was a nurse at the hospital saying that
Corbin was asking for us.  I told her we would be there in half an hour or
so with fresh cookies for him.  She said she was not sure if it would be
allowed yet but to give her a minute and she would ask the doctor, she came
back within 2 minutes and said it would be fine.  The great thing about
having two convection ovens is I could put 4 large trays of cookies in at a
time and the entire batch of cookies were in the ovens and baking and only
took 8 minutes.  Once we had them out of the ovens and on the cooling racks
I took us all upstairs for a much needed change.  We grabbed a container
and put some cookies in it and headed to the hospital.
  We found Corbin awake and sitting up in his bed.  He smiled the second he
saw us come through the door.
  "Hello Corbin, you are looking a lot better today, how are you feeling.
Oh and this is your new brother Ethan" I asked.
  "Hi Ethan.  I feel like shit to tell you quite honestly, I am in pain all
over now cause they cut my pain medications down some so that I was not
sleeping 20 hours anymore, other than that I am doing good."  He answered.
  "Well you are looking better, you have more color to you and some of the
bruising is already starting to fade.  You also do not sound groggy so that
is good too.  Here, we asked if you can have cookies and they said you can
so have a nice fresh cookie, we were making them just as the nurse called."
I offered.
  "Yes please, I am starving, the portions here are not really that big.  I
asked and they said that they do not want me eating lots yet, they keep
pumping some weird looking stuff through the IV they said is a nutrient
supplement, they say it is supposed to keep me from feeling so hungry and
to get me lots of energy to help get better, I don't know about the rest
but I am still hungry."  He said.  Ah the power of a teen boys stomach.
  He polished off 3 cookies before I said he should probably leave it at
that for now.  The rest of us also shared in the treats of course.
  "I am going to leave the three of you alone for a few minutes while I go
talk to the doctor."  I said.
  I got nods all around so I went and found the doctor.
  "So how is he doing."  I asked.
  "Physically he is doing very well, at this rate I will be releasing him
in 2 to 3 days.  I have had to order up the strongest sleeping medications
I could though for him so that when he sleeps he sleeps properly cause he
was having wicked dreams last night.  His mind is going to take a lot
longer to heal than his body will and from the information I have on you I
know he has the best."  He said.
  "Thanks, he has that from you as well.  I am glad that he will be out of
here in just a few days, the faster the better that way I can get working
on his mind as well.  I will probably kick the boys out for a while and sit
down and talk with him here and now."  I said.
  "Thanks, well I have to go finish my rounds so if you need anything just
call."  He said.
  "Will do and thanks."
  I then went to the gift shop and grabbed a few things for Corbin.  I
found a nice Tigger stuffed animal, a nice get well card and a big balloon
and a couple puzzle books and pen and a couple paperback books I thought he
might like.  I then went back to his room.
  "Corbin, I got a few things for you to help pass the time.  I hope you
don't mind but I bought you a stuffed animal, it is Tigger, he was my
favorite character and I know that he helped me through some pretty rough
times.  I also got you a couple puzzle books and a couple books to read as
well as this and a card."  I said while showing him everything.
  "Thank you, Tigger was always my favorite as well.  And thanks for the
rest of the stuff as well, I was getting real bored, that was why I had the
nurse call you.  Speaking of the nurse could you have her come here please,
I think I need her."  He asked.
  "Are you just needing your diaper changed.  I was told that due to all
the bruising and swelling they had to go with diapers instead of the normal
catheter."  I asked.
  He blushed a lot.  But said yes.
  "Hey don't worry, I wear them and so do the others, we all have night
time issues so it is no big deal, would you like me to change it for you."
I asked.
  "Yes please, I was so embarrassed when the lady nurse came in to do it."
He asked.
  "No problem, let me go clear it with the nurse first and ask for the
supplies."  I said and went and did that.  She said it was just fine but to
be very careful as he was still very tender.
  I came back a moment later with the required supplies and pulled back the
covers to expose Corbin's very wet diaper.  I got him untaped and pulled
the diaper out.  The bruising and swelling almost made me start crying,
Ashton did.  I was very gentle and got him all cleaned up and into a fresh
diaper.
  "There, much better I bet, I know a cold wet diaper is not really that
comfortable but they are when they are warm huh."  I asked with a grin, he
smiled too and nodded.
  "So did they have to shave your pubic hair off or was there any there to
begin with."  I asked.
  "I only had a little bit so if there is nothing there then I guess they
shaved it off.  Do I look normal down their, the doctor told me my right
ball was destroyed and he had to remove it but replaced it with a fake
one."  He asked pleadingly.
  "Yes, other than the color and some swelling still it looks perfectly
normal, just fine and the doctor assures me that you will have full normal
function when you are healed up and could get a army of women pregnant."  I
teased.
  "Yeah, little chances of that, the reason I am like this was cause my dad
found out I am gay.  He scared the boy I had hoped would be my boyfriend so
bad he will probably never speak to me again."  He said in a downcast
voice.
  "Thanks for telling me, we had suspected you were gay or at least bi but
thats fine.  As for Daniel, you have no worries there, he would very much
like to come in and see you and he does not want what happened to get in
between the relationship you two ere just starting."  I told Corbin.
  "You know Daniel and he is OK."  He asked.
  "Yes, he is a friend of the families and he is perfectly fine other than
a bit shook up.  He feels that he should have stayed and helped you but I
already told him he was being silly and that it would have only landed him
in the hospital or dead but that he should have called 911 right away."  I
said.
  "I agree, there was nothing he could have done."
  "Good.  Now I want to talk to you for a bit by myself so I am kicking the
boys out.  So would you boys please go and do something for a while, here
is some money, go down and get some lunch, be back here in an hour OK."  I
asked and they all nodded.
  I pulled up a chair beside the bed and sat down.  "Now Corbin, I have
some questions that I need to ask you.  Before we go anywhere you should
know that not only am I to be your foster father if you will have me but I
am also a child psychologist so I am going to be helping you with all that
has happened to you, OK.  Also I am going to record our conversation, OK" I
asked.
  "OK, I guess so.  I can tell my brother already loves you a lot and I
will go wherever he goes, even if it is to a shrinks house."  He said with
a smile.
  "Hey, I resemble that remark."  I stated with as hurt a voice as I could.
He laughed but it hurt him to do so.
  "Hey easy there, don't want to go breaking another rib now do you.  I am
glad you have a sense of humor though.  So tell me, do you still want to
die." I asked suddenly.
  "What, no, I never wanted to die."  He stated emphatically.
  "Well the reason I asked was because when the police came you said that
you were nothing but a fucking fairy fagot and deserved to die but the gun
jammed and you could not kill yourself, you actually asked one of them to
unjam it for you so that you could kill yourself."  I told him and the look
of shock on his face told me he did not remember this.
  "I, I, I don't remember any of that.  That was what my father kept saying
to me though, from the second I grabbed the gun I remember almost nothing
except watching my dad fall with a surprised look on his face."  He said.
  "It's OK, I did not expect you to remember half of what went on, you went
into shock.  You called 911 and told them that there was a shooting and
that you were next but to come get your little brother and not let him see
you.  They were thankful that you were still alive when they got there."
  "I kind of remember calling them but not what I said.  I remember that I
dropped the phone though when I finished saying something."  Corbin said.
  "Well over the next little while more and more is likely to come back to
you, it is important that you do not bottle up the feelings and emotions,
you need to talk to me about it.  If you feel angry or depressed or
suicidal you need to talk to me.  For the first little while I will be
within arms reach of you while you are recovering to help you, and you will
need all the help I can give you.  I know it sounds cruel of me to say that
but what you went through leaves more marks than what you can see, the ones
you cannot are the hardest to remove and no one can completely take them
away."  I told Corbin.
  "I think I understand.  If I need time to myself will I be allowed to
have it though.  I like to be alone sometimes."  He asked.
  "Yes, I would never intrude on your privacy and everyone needs a little
alone time every so often, it is just I will be with you in the same place
at all times, except when you finally go back to school.  It is common for
people going through what you went through to have setbacks and the last
thing we want is to give you a chance to kill yourself, that would do you
and your brother no good.  Remember that if you have any of those feelings
talk to me.  OK."  I asked.
  "Yes, I will, I hope I do not though."  Corbin answered.
  "I hope not as well, I am just trying to prepare you for the worst.  Now
something even more important.  Unfortunately your grandparents are putting
pressure on the DA to press charges on you for murder and the DA is running
with it.  That means that you may have to go to trial and I for one know
this DA has no problem trying a 14 year old as an adult, he will try and
get you at least 15 years in prison."  I told Corbin flat out, he needed to
know.
  "But, but, I was protecting myself, he almost killed me, ask the doctor,
he will say it.  If I didn't do it then he would have killed me and maybe
even my brother, I couldn't let him, he had to be stopped."  He cried out.
  "I know, and you have the best of everyone possible on your side.  You
have me, and I fight way better than your dad ever could, but for the right
reasons.  Then there is your lawyer, she was called in especially for you
from out of town, if I am ruthless when it comes to protecting kids, she is
even worse, I pity the idiot who would try her.  As well as your doctors
here, they will not let this go without a fight.  We have so much proof
against your father already that we are hoping that the judge will dismiss
the trial before it even starts, but you have to be ready for it if it
happens, I will not allow it to happen however until you are ready so 6
months at least.  Because you are in the care of a doctor, me, we should
make sure that you never spend a night in jail, but you also need to be
prepared for that, even for just a short time, the DA may demand it.  I
will pay every cent I can in bail to make sure you do not but there is only
so much I can do.  No matter what
 happens though you have to keep your faith and never let them get to you,
do you understand me."  I asked.
  "I will try, if not for me than for my brother.  Why would my
grandparents do this to me though.  I mean they did not like me that much
for some reason, not even my brother, they preferred their grandchildren,
our cousins, from Vancouver instead."  He stated.
  "I don't know why they would do this to you but that is the reason why
your social worked had Ashton moved into my care so that they could not get
him.  At this time you will also not be moved into the care of any of your
family."  I said.
  "Good, my aunt hates us more than our grandparents do.  They hated our
mother and did not approve of us being born of her, she was native and they
did not think she was good enough for their son or brother, I guess we in
turn were not good enough."  He stated.
  "That's horrible, no other family then."  I asked.
  "No, none that I am aware of.  I was told my mom was an only child of an
only child and to the best of my knowledge I only have the one aunt, uncle
and the two cousins.  I would rather stay with you anyways.  At least you
are nice."  He said.
  "Can you tell me if you know what happened to your mom."  I asked.
  "She died just after Ashton was born from some sickness, I don't know
what."  Corbin answered.
  "OK, I can find out if you would like if not we do not need to worry
about it.  So you pretty much raised your brother then didn't you."  I
asked.
  "No, thats OK, I don't really want to know but yeah, I did raise my
brother mostly, our dad was not around much after that, He worked lots and
went out lots, I think he had a drinking problem."  Corbin said.
  "OK, that explains why you guys are so close then.  OK, I do have some
good new for you though.  The doctor says that you can probably come home
in just a few days if there are no complications.  Your lawyer should also
be here sometime today to talk to you, in fact I am surprised she is not
here yet.  Her name is Jenny and I think you will like her."  I said.
  "Oh OK, she was the only other person I was allowed to speak to right.
And I can't wait to get out of here so I hope so."  He said.
  "I bet."  I said and there was a knock on the door.
  "Come in."  I said.
  The boys all came in and Jesse asked.  "It has been an hour, would you
like more time."
 "Nope, I think we are all done, come on in."  I said.
  They entered and Corbin grabbed me and pulled me down to him and
whispered that he needed to be changed.
  "OK boys, Corbin needs a quick change, I will be right back."  I said.
  I went and grabbed the supplies from the nursing station and came back.
I quickly and carefully cleaned him up and got him in a dry diaper.
  "Ryley, I am worried, I still cannot feel it until I am actually peeing
and then I can't stop it.  The doctor said that might not mean anything but
would have to wait and see once the swelling goes down and see from there."
Corbin said.
  "Well the doctor is the best person for that.  Hopefully the feeling
comes back and if it does not they might be able to fix it, if not then we
will deal with that when the time comes."  I answered.
  We had another knock on the door and Jenny entered.  I went over and gave
her a hug and said hello.
  "I am so glad I have your support on this, we really need you, I even
told Marge to drag your sorry ass out of retirement."  She said hugging me
back.
  "Yeah, she told me, and for this I probably would have.  Did you just get
into town."  I asked.
  "No, I went for a few interviews first with the police and the DA, what
an asshole, the boys all laughed at this, and of course Marge.  So this one
here in the bed I guess is Corbin.  I am Jenny."  She went over to Corbin
and stuck out her hand.  Corbin took it and shook it and said yes ma'am.
  "No need to call me ma'am, that is for the people who need to fear me,
you can call me Jenny."  She said.
  "OK Jenny, from the way Ryley talks many people need to fear you."  He
said with a smile.
  "Oh, a real charmer, and you have no idea, I have made grown men,
powerful men cry like babies, this DA that is going against me stands as
much chance as a cute fuzzy little bunny rabbit against a mean and
ferocious grizzly bear.  If he only knew who he was up against he would be
peeing his pants."  She said with a laugh, everyone else was laughing as
well.
  "Well Corbin, I am going to steal Ryley from you guys for a while and get
some Intel from him."  She said and they all nodded so we left.
  We went down to the coffee shop and we did a little catching up and I
gave her the recordings I had so she could listen to them later and have
her assistant do up a transcript of them for us.  I also told her
everything else I had found out and she was able to give me more
information as well.  I did find out that the DA was looking to put Corbin
as an adult and was looking for jail time, Jenny point blank told him to
get his head out of his ass and that if that boy spent so much as one night
in jail that she would charge him with harassment of a minor.  The DA
agreed to leave Corbin in my care as long as we agreed to not leave town
for any reason but the charges stand.  She did say that he seemed a little
scared of her.  I thought that was good.  The DA had also demanded an
interview with Corbin and Jenny told him that was out of the question as
his therapist and she were refusing any access to him, he did not seem to
like that too much.  Other than that I was the one
 giving her information.  I thanked her for taking care of this and she
also thanked me.  She said she would call me once the transcripts were done
so I could have my tapes back.
  I went back up to the room but found Corbin's doctor on the way.
  "Corbin says that he is not able to feel himself go pee until it is too
late, he said that you told him that might be normal but you could not tell
until the swelling goes down."  I asked.
  "Well there was just so much bruising and that rupture in there to tell
you quite honestly we just don't know yet, he might not regain function
though and if it is because of nerve damage, and he does have some, we
might not be able to fix it.  I should know more hopefully tomorrow, but I
am not expecting much, I figured his swelling has gone down enough to start
feeling it but he says he cannot feel anything when his bladder is full, he
only gets the sensation of actually peeing, which at least means his penis
is safe."  He answered.
  "Well that is good news at least, I will tell him the bad news though.
It is not all bad, he will have support if he needs to wear diapers from
someone who truly knows what it is like as I require them at night and
sometimes during the day."  I said.
  "I had noticed that and that is good."  He said.
  "How did you notice, most people cannot tell."  I asked.
  "When I was in earlier you were reaching for something and I saw your
diaper.  I am glad he will have the support he needs there as well.  Don't
tell him it is absolute cause it could eventually come back by itself but
then again, it might not."  He said.
  "OK, then, see you later."  I said and he said bye as well and I headed
to the room.
  "Hey guys, are you all behaving yourselves in here."  I asked when I
entered.
  "No" was the response from all the boys.
  "Glad to hear it.  Now Corbin I am afraid I have a bit more bad news for
you. The doctor says he still cannot be certain but it is starting to look
like your bladder could have been damaged and it may or may not eventually
regain feeling.  You know that there are parts of your stomach you cannot
feel due to nerve damage, well he thinks that could be the reason, he was
coming in to tell you when I found him and asked him.  He was hoping that
because your swelling was going down that you would start getting some
feeling but like you said to me earlier you still cannot feel it at all.
Now if this is the case you have nothing to worry about, in this room
everyone knows what it feels like to wear diapers and no one will make fun
of you for it."  I said.
  "Great, now I am going to be a baby forever."  He said starting to cry.
  "Hey, no one ever said you were a baby, do you look like a baby, do you
feel like a baby, do you act like a baby.  Believe me, you are not a baby.
Not only babies require diapers.  Remember I told you earlier that I still
needed them at night and currently so does every person in this room.
Boys, drop him, lets show him he is not alone."  I said.
  Each one of us dropped our pants to show Corbin our diapers.
  "Why are you all wearing diapers."  Corbin asked.  We all pulled our
pants back up before I answered him.
  "Well we all wear at night cause we need to, during the day we wear them
for comfort and security and cause we just like them.  Today it was your
brothers choice whether we wore them or not, he has been wetting at night
because of the trauma, which is normal, and he has found that they are
comforting, kind of like wearing your favorite teddy bear all day."  I said
with a grin.
  "Well OK, I guess if you guys like wearing them then it must not be so
bad to have to wear them, I have not minded it too much here, just as long
as it is you changing me.  It is still embarrassing having the girls change
me, especially last night, I got hard when she did it."  He said,
whispering the last part to me.
  "That is to be expected and it is perfectly normal, at least it still
works, be thankful for that and I bet they have seen that more times than
you have on yourself.  All boys have penises and they all get hard."  I
said with a chuckle.  I said it aloud and the boys all chuckled as well
when they realized what he had said.
  "Well boys, I think it is time we get going and let Corbin rest and get
some much needed sleep if he is to get better and come home in a few days."
I said.
  I picked Ashton up and he kissed his brother and Corbin kissed and hugged
him back.  I leaned down and gave Corbin a kiss on the forehead.  We left
for home shortly after that.
  When we got home Isaac was in the house watching TV and waiting for us.
He had been there for about an hour.
  "I have everyones school work here, Ashton, I am sorry about what
happened, the principal called an assembly and he told us about what
happened and that you would not be in school this week."  Isaac said.
  "Thanks Isaac, I hope he didn't tell everything about the other night."
He stated.
  "He told us that Saturday night your father was beating your brother and
that he shot your father in self defense and that your brother was almost
killed and will be in the hospital for a while and recovering for longer."
Isaac told us.
  "I wish he didn't have to tell everyone all that but it is probably
better that way, that way there are no rumors about what happened."  Ashton
said.
  "OK boys, why don't you sit down and get as much of your work done as you
can before dinner."  I told them.
  Isaac sat down and helped the other boys with their homework as best he
could.  I went about tidying up from the mess earlier as we had left in a
bit of a rush and the cleaning did not get done.  I started dinner a short
time later and Isaac went home and then we ate.  After the dinner dishes
were done we all sat down and watched TV for the evening.
  Jesse and I took the boys up and got them ready for bed and then tucked
them in in the same bed as Ashton said he wanted to sleep with someone
tonight.  Ethan offered his bed, thankfully.  I think Ethan misses sleeping
with someone as well.
  Once the boys were in bed Jesse and I went and made love to each other
and kissed and cuddled and then went to bed ourselves.