Date: Sun, 5 Feb 2017 23:49:00 +0100
From: jay james <jamesjax@iname.com>
Subject: Can't Get Enough

This story is a work of fiction with some reality (you do have to guess
which part) and contains descriptions of explicit sexual acts of boys and
men enjoying their sexuality.  It contains graphic scenes of sex between
consenting underage boy and adult males...  If this type of content offends
you or you are under the age of 18 do not read it. I talk about things i
could do as a boy and my need for men, espacally their cum.


If you want to know about me, first you have to know about my parents. My
mom was what you can call a slut. Unluckily, she had been abandoned by her
own mum after she was born and she grew up in a lot of different
families. One day, one of her temporally dad taught her how to play with
men's dicks, she was six. Since then she understood she could have many
things if she put her hands or her mouth on their cocks, and more if she
let men touch her little pussy. Because he had a small cock, that dad made
a woman of my mom and she liked it.

She grew up and she moved into another family when she was eleven. That dad
looked nicer than the one she had before but this one didn't seem to want
to play with her. She tried to seduce him but when she came around him with
a short dress and no underwear like the previous dad liked, this one yelled
at her and told her it wasn't how a good girl had to behave.

Mom was sad but she didn't pushed it, instead she started to look for the
other foster boy they had. He was ten and mom found out that it was easier
to seduce boys than men. Indeed, even if they fought all the time, one
night she went inside his bedroom and watched him sleep. It was summer so
my dad slept in only his brief. She jumped on his bed and took out his
little cock to suck it. When my dad awoke he said nothing and just watched
and when she begged him to fuck her he did.

Every single night he fucked her, even during the day, when mum asked for
his cock he gave it to her. What she didn't knew was that my dad was a
sissyboy since he was four. It's not what it looks like, unlike my mom he
wasn't roughly introduced to sex, but when he was four he lived with a
strange family, the man liked to dress the 3 boys they watched as girls
when they knew no one would come over. That man triggered narcissism in
him, he showed my dad how sexy was his body, he touched him, even his ass,
he made him do sexy moves but no more. So dad lived in lust during 4 years,
he knew how to be a boy and how to play a girl, he knew it was a bad things
to behave like a little cunt, but he loved it. Moreover, watching the two
other boys do the same thing and their mom encourage them, helped him. So
when he dressed like a girl he did like his mom and had no underwear. His
fosters brothers always touched his ass and one day dad even stroke the
cock of his 13 yo brother. When he saw cum for the first time he knew he
wanted to see a lot more. So he became used to jerk off his brothers and
short before he left his was used to suck on his foster brother's
cock. Each time the boy told him to open his mouth wide and swallow his
cum. It was my dad best memory of this time.

In the family he was with mom he too couldn't play with cock, so he used
this time to learn from my mother, to be able to behave like her when he
would find a nice man. But when they were 12 mom got pregnant and I was
born some months later.

They abandoned me and gave me to adoption. My chosen family seemed to be
very serious but when I was five the man died and the woman was too
depressed to keep taking care of me. Since then I moved a lot, from quiet I
became a bully and aggressive boy, so good families avoided me and I went
to a children's home. When I was seven I spent two years in an over crowed
children's home. We were six boys in the same room, I had to learn how to
survive and I became tough because if I was too weak I spent horrible
days. It's that year that for the first time I learnt about sex. For about
a month I pretended to be asleep, but at night I could hear the other boys
aged 9 to 15 and moan with pleasure, the two younger boys always begged for
cum in their mouth and when moans stopped the three older boys told the
younger to play with it in their mouth. It got me hard I didn't know why,
so I put one eye out of my bed sheet and saw boys suck on dicks and happily
get fucked. One day I couldn't just pretend I was asleep, I needed to get a
better look, so when moans began, I sat and saw the most beautiful thing I
ever saw, a nine yo boy gladly sucked on a smooth 15 teenage cock. Next to
him was a 11 yo boy on his back, legs spread, and a 13 yo boy who bent over
to lick his boy pussy while a 16 yo fucked his ass like a rabbit. I didn't
knew what they did, I heard about sex but couldn't imagine it was really
it. The 15 yo boy saw me look at the nine yo boy slurping on his cock and
when I noticed he asked me if I wanted to play with them. I nodded and
moved next to him with no fear, just lust and my little cock rock hard. No
one stopped its activity, it was like if they knew I would be ok with
it. When I was in front of the teen's cock, the nine yo boy stopped to suck
him and aimed the teen's dick toward my mouth. First I looked at that's
strange prick covered by another boy's spit, it wasn't disgusting, but I
licked my lips when I smelled a new scent, man's flavor. With his childish
innocent voice the nine yo boy told me I just had to open my mouth and to
suck on it like a lollypop, he also told me it's even better if I try to
put it all inside my throat. I didn't knew what to say, I had a 6 inches
teen's cock full of another boy's spit in front of my eyes and I really
wanted to taste it.

Before that day I wondered about sex, about boys and girls. I knew I wasn't
attracted to girls, and when I heard older boys talk about feeding girls, I
wondered what if I was a girl who lived with her legs spread? I heard about
sucking dicks, but before I never saw another cock but mine, I heard about
fucking, but images I had in my mind were far from the truth, when I was
under my bed sheet I couldn't see all I could now. Maybe I was young, but
when I faced that beautiful cock, I only wanted to taste it, I felt it deep
inside me, I needed to feel it deep in me, I didn't thought I could be too
young for it, I just wanted it. I closed my eyes, opened my mouth, and
slowly slide his cock head inside to suck on it. It was hard to open my
mouth wide but I really loved the salty taste my tongue found. I also
moaned the way I did when I ate something delicious for the first
time. Next to me, the 13 yo boy stopped to rim the 11 yo boy's ass and
began to fuck him. The boy quietly moaned while the 9 yo boy bent down to
take out my little cock and suck on it while the 16yo teen began to fuck
him. I was so surprised that I let out a moan of pleasure. I focused on the
boy sucking me and almost forgot about the cock I had in my mouth. I opened
my eyes wide and looked up. It was odd to feel pleasure and to suddenly be
aware I had the dick of a boy I found very bad looking in my mouth. The
teen smiled at me when he noticed I lost control with that boy's mouth on
my dick and used my surprise to grab my hair and push his cock deeper in my
mouth. Suddenly I couldn't breath, tears ran over my cheeks, I felt a mix
of pain and pleasure. The boy's mouth over my cock moved fast and I took no
time to have a dry cum. I didn't knew where I was anymore and when I came
the teen pushed his cock all the way inside my throat and blew his
load. Because of my cock I felt a wave of pure happiness, because of the
teen's cock I felt intense pain. But the pleasure won and I looked right
through the teen eyes as he shoot his cum deep down my throat. His face
really scared me because he looked like if he went crazy. I wanted to
scream when I felt his throbbing cock shoot something inside my mouth, but
because of my dick I could only moan and almost gladly swallowed what he
fed me. It was amazing to watch his body convulsed, I saw pleasure over his
ugly face and white eyes. I instinctively swallowed like if I was sucking
on a baby bottle and almost forgot I needed to breath bad. When my dry cum
was over I thought I was about to die and slowly the teen boy pulled out
his cock from my mouth. I couldn't believe I had his whole cock in my
mouth, my throat burnt like hell and I felt dizzy. I stepped back and moved
to my bed. The nine yo boy didn't care and just put the teen's dick mixed
with my saliva and his cum in his mouth.

I laid on my bed and felt I was about to vomit. I went under my sheets and
focused to keep cool, but I almost knocked out and vomit. Something went
back inside my mouth, because of what just happened I knew it was cum, a
lot of it.

At first I thought about spit it on the floor but I didn't want to be
caught, or over my sheets but I didn't want to sleep in it. So I kept it in
my mouth for a while. I could hear the other boys fuck each other, now they
knew I was aware of it, they fucked like beast and I even thought our
watchers would come check what happened. The older one talked very nasty,
he talked about his cum, both younger boys begged for cum in their mouth
and their ass. Because I wondered why, I stopped wondering about to get rid
of the cum in my mouth and I kept it. At first I didn't knew what to do
with it, I just thought about the taste. It was weird, but maybe because of
their moans it became fun to play with this glue tasty cum with my
tongue. My mind was elsewhere so I moved my head out of the sheets and I
just lay as I moved the cum from cheek to cheek. In front of me I saw my
young roommates getting fucked as they tongued kiss the two teen boys. They
clearly begged for it, it was like a game, just fun, no consequences.

When I swallowed a little of the cum I still had in mouth I let escape a
moan of delight which caught the 15yo teen's attention. He looked and
smiled at me. I felt two things, disgust and lust. Clearly he wasn't
hot. He had a thin and fit body but it's not the kind of guy a teen girl
would date, he seemed too creepy. So I felt ashamed he had done this to
me. But the taste of his cum was so good that I felt proud to show him I
had still of his jizz in my mouth. I pulled some cum out and I saw a dirty
grin on his face. I swallowed the cum I had left and watched them until
those three teens came deep inside those two boys' hole.

They all seemed happy but the oldest teen whispered something to the two
youngest boys. Then, they seductively climbed on my bed and the eleven yo
boy almost sat on my face. I didn't moved, I could only watch that ass open
with leaking cum. The oldest teen told me to open my mouth, I didn't take
the time to think, I just open. I saw that boy's hole slowly open and
slowly some cum went out. For the first time of my life I saw real cum. My
first thought went to the surprised to see that very white cum could get
out of an ass. But that thick white cum was perfectly clean, so I just
opened my mouth wider and saw it slowly fall inside my mouth. I was afraid
to vomit again but this time it just felt salty and warm. I was surprised
because he seemed to have a lot of cum inside his butt. Then he pushed hard
and suddenly a big pop sound out loud and a lot of a weird thing came all
over my face, even in my eyes. All boys laughed and the oldest one told me
not to worry because it was only cum before he asked the young boy how many
guys he met that day. The boy laughed and said 3 with that night.

When I knew it was only cum I cooled down and just waited for him to
finish. I felt this warm cum all over my face, my mouth was full of this
men's seed. Despite cum, I let my eyes opened and swallowed it all causing
my cock to throb hard. The 13 yo boy asked me if I liked it, I whispered
yes. Just after the door open and the man who watched us came in. I felt
ashamed but couldn't move and let this man in his twenty look at me covered
with cum. It was terrible to know he saw me with my face full of cum,
terrible because I had my two little inches cock rock hard and straight in
the air, terrible because I enjoyed the dirty things that just
happened. Moreover we all were naked hard or half hard, the smell of cum
was in the air. But the man just told us it was time to sleep and to be
quiet, then he looked and grinned at me, I looked down and he left. All
boys went to bed except the nine yo who laid next to me and whispered in my
ears that he had 5 loads in his ass, he told me he wanted to keep it all
night but he could give it to me if I wanted to. No need to think I said
yes. I don't know why, I needed to understand that taste and for me the
only way was to taste more of it. I didn't move and he climbed over me in a
69 style, he aimed his ass to my face, I prepared myself by opening my
mouth and quickly his hole began to open and free more of tasty white
cum. As cum fall inside my mouth he bent over to suck my cock. It was pure
ecstasy to swallow cum as I approach climax. When I reached climax my head
went up and I stuck my mouth on the boy's ass, I sucked it, pushed my
tongue in it to lick the cum, I had a lot of cum over my face and even in
my nose. But the feeling of my orgasm deleted everything else just my
pleasure was required.

After my orgasm we cuddle a little, he explained me that it was easy to
play with boys' cock in this place, he told me our watchers could be part
of the game but we had to keep it as a secret. I was told I could even been
paid if I let some of their older friend to play with me, usually it was
all about cum in an open mouth, no more. He also told me on Saturday,
outside town, he knew some men willing to pay them to play with their cock
but that I was too young for this kind of things.

I truly thought life was weird. At school I heard about what could happen
with stranger, they could do bad things but this way didn't seemed that bad
to me, and it looked easy to get, I thought everyone was like this. So when
I was alone in my bed it took times before I went to sleep. I felt the cum
over my face because I didn't want to wipe it. I still had the salty taste
in my mouth and I still felt aroused. Despite all this, when I fall asleep
I knew all this was wrong.

When I awoke the next day, I first feel shame, I could smell the dry cum
over my face and the first thought was that it disgusted me. I still had
taste of cum in my mouth, but that wasn't bad, I liked it. With shame I
walked to the bathroom and locked it. I stripped naked then looked at my
face through the mirror. I was mesmerized by the dry cum all over my face
and I tried to guess how it looked like when it was fresh. It was odd to
feel disgust and pleasure at the same time, it reminds me when the older
teen forced all his cock inside my throat. I remembered I thought I was
about to die but that I also needed it.

In front of that mirror I opened wide my mouth and looked how big it was. I
don't know if it's because of the blowjob I did but I thought I could open
it wider. After all I never really tried before. I also wondered why it
felt so good to feel a dick inside that weird hole. I don't know why but I
looked at the back of my throat and I moved my head back and forth,
imagining a cock slide deep inside it. I bent over and shoved two fingers
in my ass as I deepthroated the invisible man during five minutes, I
absolutely forgot I wasn't at home anymore and two teen came in the
bathroom. I should have been afraid to be caught, but the truth was it got
me hard to caught them enjoying the sight of my two fingers in my ass. I
barely looked at their face and focused on their crotch area, they were
hard, it drove me crazy to feel sexy, I opened my mouth and stick out my
tongue, unable to say I wanted to suck them.

Anyway they came close to me and wasted no time to feel my body. Their
hands were like electricity, they touched me everywhere it was unbelievable
to feel like my body wasn't mine but their property. They rudely shoved
their big fingers from time to time in my ass, I didn't complain, I didn't
care, I allowed them to do anything they wanted because I remained silent
and just leant on the wall and spread my legs wider. Because the cum I
still had on my face they laughed and asked me if I had a good night, when
I said yes, one of them shoved three fingers in my mouth and moved them
deep back and forth. I looked at that teen in the eyes and I had no will
anymore, he was 14, Arabian with an angry look in the eyes. I was not
afraid, I sucked on his fingers and moaned. I barely understood how but I
quickly was under a shower with them, they turned it on and pushed me down
on my knees. They were naked and I knew what to do when they slapped my
face with their dicks, I opened my mouth and sucked on them. This time no
fear, just joy to do this to those two nice teen. They were better looking,
both arabs, cut cocks and very dominant, they grabbed my head and did what
they needed with me. After a while one of them used soap to finger my ass,
then he came behind me and asked if he could fuck me, I said yes.

Of course I was scared because when I saw it happened to my roommates I
wondered how it could not hurt them, but the joy over their face seemed too
good, I wanted it too. This guy fucked me, I thought he would have been
rough, it scared me, but he wasn't, he fucked me gently at first, a little
faster when I was used to. I felt no pain, I knew I was made for this. Of
course later I felt ashamed, but no matter what I needed to do it again, I
needed cocks. They both fucked me, it was quick but very good, when they
left they told me they would fuck me again soon, I strangely felt happy, my
ass hurt a little but I was happy as I took another shower.

When I came back to my room all boys were downstairs except the ugly
teen. I took my pant and as I put it on as I looked at that creepy teen
snoring. I felt a strange look on my face, in my mind I thought it was
awful what he did to me the previous night. He was ugly, the first time I
saw him I thought he was a monster. You know as a seven yo kid sometimes
you quickly decide what is awful and what is awesome. So he wasn't that bad
but a last choice anyway. I thought to myself I would never let him abuse
me again.

To be sure he was really ugly I went next to him. He was deep asleep, on
his sheet with just an old brief on. I knew he had a beast face, but his
body was as fit as gorgeous, he had abs and he was very white with small
pink nipples. I wanted to lick all his body so bad. I looked at his face
and thought no, I couldn't because he didn't deserved me and I didn't liked
him. Moreover he had his mouth wide open and he breathed deeply. I was
right in front of his mouth and I deeply inhaled his dragon's breath. As I
smelled his beast scent I knew it would never happen again. But then I
turned my head and saw the tip of his cock out of his brief. At first I
wanted to fight, but when I saw an odd white thing over his cock head I
wanted to have a closer look.

I bent over and looked at his cock head. He was uncut but some of his head
was out and some cock cheese was on it. Of course I didn't knew how it was
called but I wanted to see more. I was careful to not awake the 15 yo teen,
but he sleept heavily and didn't move when I took his balls and cock out of
his brief.

Maybe he had an ugly face, but the only sight of his cock was enough to be
willing to do anything he would ask me. I laid my head over his stomach as
I stroked his hardening cock, it was nice to feel it move up and down. I
positioned his cock over my mouth and took a close look when I slowly
discovered his cock head. When the skin let the cock breath, I smelled a
strong musky thing, I would have been about to vomit but the only thing I
wanted was to taste it. On his cock was some white stuff, cock cheese. His
cock became hard because of my touch and his cock hit my face. I felt some
cheese on my face, it aroused me and I sucked on his cock.

I cleaned carefully his head and that's when the door open and a 14 yo girl
came inside the room. She saw the teen asleep and me worshipping his
cock. I just looked at her because what happened the night before made me
believe everyone did those things. She laughed and left, but I wasn't
worried. Instead I climbed over him and tried to deepthroat him, I had his
bad breath over my fresh fucked hole and it turned me on. If I succeed when
he forced me, this time I had only 2 inches even when I pushed harder. I
was sad I couldn't be better, but anyway I heard him awaken from his sleep
and say fuck it felt good. He lighted a cigarette as he shoved his thumb in
my ass after he spat on it and told me to open my mouth wider, to spit on
his cock. I did how I was told. When he finished smoking he sat and made me
bent over to suck on his dick. He pushed my head and I could suck on five
inches, my throat hurt, but I also needed more. He asked if I wanted to
swallow his cum, I said yes the best I could but when I couldn't see his
face I stopped sucking. He grabbed my head, made me face him and asked me
why did I stop. I think he saw on my face that I thought he had a very bad
breath. He laughed and asked if I didn't liked it, when I said yes then he
burped and breathed right over my nose. Then he asked again why I stopped
sucking and I told him I wanted to see him when he cum. He smiled and told
me to sit on the floor, my head was against his bed. He told me to open my
mouth and he put his legs between my head to face fuck me. I liked the
sight of that cock in and out my mouth and the feeling of his balls hit my
chin. It also turned me on to know that this cock belonged to a guy I
didn't liked.

He made me suck him a little while before he unload his nuts in my
throat. Each time I swallowed a shoot, I moaned like if I drank a hot
chocolate. I sucked him clean and was the first one to be surprised when I
thanked him. He laid on his bed and I felt the need to lay over him. I
faced him and I kissed him like girls do in movies. He wasted no time and
pushed his tongue in my mouth. I should have been disgusted because it was
dirty, but I wanted all of his dirty. When we kissed I opened my eyes, his
were close. I knew he loved that, with one hand he held my back with the
other he held my ass, I even could feell his still hard cock between my ass
cheeks. I knew I was a nice boy and that he would never deserve me, but
only because I liked his cock I wanted to do anything he wanted me to do,
to be sure I would taste his cock again, so I aimed my ass hole above his
cock and sat on it. He had a pervert smile and unlike those arab teens he
fucked me rough, like if I was used to it. I didn't complained, it hurt but
I a weird way I liked the way he took control over me, and the feeling of
his cock in and out of me drove me crazy, I felt like if it was the only
thing I needed, be fucked.

He looked at me, told me he loved me, I told him I loved him back even if
it was a lie, I thought to myself that I loved his cock. He stick out his
stinky tongue and made me suck on it. That day I understood I really loved
dirty things because I wanted more. He spat in my mouth and as I swallowed
he unloaded his balls deep inside what he called my boy cunt.

Things changed. Of course you can guess that I had sucking time every
night. But what I didn't knew at first was that the girl told the other I
was a fag and in no time boys came around me to have their dick
sucked. Because the teen was asleep everyone pretended I was the only fag
and I became a toy for the other girls. They dressed me like a girl, made
me act like one of them. I liked it, for me it was just a game. Sometime I
played like a girl all day and at night boys really liked when I sucked
them pretending I was a girl. I also liked to show off and be fucked while
I had a skirt on.

Our watchers didn't cared as long as no one caught us playing those stuff,
and since I acted like a girl two of them seemed more interested on me. One
night, before I went to bed they asked me to come in the room they set as
his office. I was afraid I did something wrong. That day, those girls
dressed my like what they called a bitch. I didn't knew what it was but to
me it meant sexy. Indeed I had a very short dress, no underwear and my ass
clearly visible. I had make up on, it was fun to me, I wasn't aware of the
humiliation.

They looked at me and made me sit. They stood up and came in front of
me. One of them made me look up and quietly asked if I liked everything I
did in their children's home. I said yes and smiled. Then he told me he had
been told I had been caught sucking on other boys or with cum over my face
several times. Indeed, even if I liked to play with those girls they toyed
with me, and told me boys had to suck as much cock as they could. It was a
dirty kind of girls who liked to play with boy. One of them was almost 18
and had a lot of friend, she told me I had to let them do me some stuff
while she watched me. She liked to kneel next to me, to aim the cock in
front of my mouth and to push my head to force me to suck deeper. She
laughed at me when I ended with cum over my face, showed me how to take
dicks like a girl, I thought she was nice but I was her toy, she's the one
who taught me how to take cocks in my ass, she gave me an ass plug and
forced me to keep it all day, so when I was eight I could take several
dicks in a row with no sound coming out of my mouth, she taught me a good
girl had to be fucked and remain silent. It can sound weird, maybe I was
too dumb, but I really thought sex was a way of life, that only cocks
mattered. So it became a game to get as much cock and cum as I could, to
pretend I was a girl, act like one (the way I was told actually), just to
please that girl. It was fun to me I liked it so I did it even if I felt
deep inside it was very wrong. They really laughed and thought I was stupid
sometimes, but I really had fun when those teens let me suck their cock
until they came. To me, to try to get pregnant was a game, I thought I
could until I was nine.

So even if I was ashamed in front of my watchers I admitted it and said
that what he had been told was true. He asked me if I really liked cum. I
looked at both of their crotch area and said yes. He asked me why, I didn't
knew but I needed it. He smiled and asked me if I was willing to eat
anyone's cum. I thought about it, I was rock hard so I said yes. He smiled
again and asked me if I would open my mouth and let him cum in my mouth. I
didn't answered, and just opened my mouth, stick my tongue out and
waited. I knew this was it. It was forbidden, dangerous. I saw lust in that
man eyes who was about to freed his cock from his pant in front of a seven
yo boy dressed like a girl whore. Even if I played the stupid slut who
sucked cocks I was aware of my bad behavior, but I couldn't control
it. Since I had to leave my first family I missed their love, they cuddled
me all the time, kissed my forehead, cared about me. I never found that
kind of love until I saw that ugly teen cum inside my mouth. Since then cum
replaced my parents' cuddles and be away from them turned me in a cum
addict. That way I felt loved because I knew they needed me, they loved
me. So when I get used to suck on teens cock I wondered about sucking a
grown up guy. Of course in my dream he was prince charming, but that man
wasn't him. But in my mind I knew I was about to have a man's load, it was
all that mattered for me. The other man wasn't part of that game, he just
sat and watched us.

While I had my mouth open he undid his pant and took out his cock. I was
surprised to see he wasn't bigger than the oldest teen. I tried to suck on
it but he said no, I only had to stay with my mouth wide open. He stroke
his cock a lot of time, I didn't move, he looked at me with a lot of
different feelings. I could see desire, love, hate, lust, disgust among
other things. I really liked it, it felt like I belonged to him and I
needed to belong to someone. When he blew his load I moaned because of his
hot cum on my face and mouth. He aimed well and I had a mouth full of
cum. He told me he stroke his cock all day to have as much cum as possible
for me. I was happy because I knew he did it for me. I felt right where I
belonged, in girl clothes, mouth wide open and cum all over my mouth and
face. He congratulated me when I started to play with the cum in my mouth
and told me to swallow it with my mouth open. I felt proud when he
congratulated me again. With his thumb he collected all the cum and made me
clean it. After it was done he asked me if sometimes I would let some men
do the same thing to me. I said yes, he had no need to say more. He smiled
and told me to go to sleep. Once or twice a month he made me meet some guys
who wanted to cum in my open mouth. It was a little boring because they
took their time, so I usually sucked their cock. My watcher forbad it, but
each time I began to suck on their cock they said it had to be our
secret. Of course I kept it and was happy to play with other cocks than my
roommates and those guys the girl knew. My watcher let me have his cum once
a week, I was allowed to suck him and he even fucked me a few times and
because of those naughty games I really thought I was a real girl when I
was 8. After Social Services paid a visit to us, they quickly stopped all
that girly games to avoid some problems because I wasn't able to behave
like a boy anymore.

My watchers left and strict ones who gave me a hard education replaced
them. I had to talk like a man not even a boy, I had to walk like a man, be
rude and violent. They yield a lot to tough me but I didn't care anyway. I
did what I had to do and acted more like a man but I still had the need of
my room mates cocks and they never changed their habits. Sometimes when It
was hard to sleep I went from bed to bed to suck my roommates cocks, they
often fucked me and when I woke up the ugly one he always fucked me at
least one hour long. It can sound crazy but it is true when I say I had no
shame to ride cocks all day longs. Of course we had school, I had to
pretend I was ok so I was a quiet boy, but anytime I could play with a cock
I was quickly on my knees, or legs spread with my ass exposed waiting for a
boy's cock.

My room mates noticed I had a thing for cum. That's why the night I turned
eight, the oldest teen organized a big surprise for me. Maybe he was ugly
but he fucked a lot of boys and girls. If he wasn't called a fag here was
because he fucked some of the girls in the house. But anyway, that night he
took out a baby bottle full of a white liquid inside. I wondered what it
was and he said he told his friend a girl in here liked cum and begged him
for the cum of every boy in his school. He showed them a tape he made with
one of her and of course those teenage boys agreed to cum in his baby
bottle. In less than a day it was full and it was for me. I kissed him and
moaned when I sucked in his stinky tongue.

I fell asleep with the baby bottle in my mouth, for about one hour I fought
to stay awake as I slowly sucked on the cum. The taste of cum helped me to
keep calm, I don't know why but with that in mouth I felt safe. I had no
more cum in the bottle when I fell asleep but I kept sucking on it.

Of course this kind of gift couldn't happen everyday. But as you can see, I
grew up as a willing cumdump. Some boys showed me porn and it turned me a
slut because I thought one had to do everything they did in porn, and I
liked it, that's why I really wanted to be a porn actor as a kid. So the
more I could practice sex the better it was. Of course maybe my words can
make you believe it was a porn movie everyday, it's not quite like that. I
had sex with my roommates everyday, but not with other boys everyday,
sometimes I wasn't in the mood, it was more about my pleasure than their
even if I could be very submissive. Moreover, if I talk about those guys I
let cum in my mouth, even those boys and teens, I can tell they weren't
Brad Pitt. Some were really cute and I was better with them, but a nice
cock suited me, and I had a thing for boys who didn't deserved me too, I
kind of fell in love with the ugly stinky teen. But I quickly found out
that it was easier to suck an ugly man than a nice one. Ugly men has
nothing to lose, cute one can't really afford to look at boys like me in
public. Anyway, I also found out no matter how the guy looked like,
usually, when I saw his cock, I wanted him. So time after time, the uglier
they were, the hotter I was and the more I wanted to taste their cum.

I knew those men didn't deserved me, I wasn't the prettiest boy in the
world but I was a good looking one. But it felt good to see the love and
lust in their eyes when they cum in my mouth or in my ass. They all loved
to watch me play with their cum and some of them rubbed my ass, fingered
it, kissed me everywhere, told me they loved me as I swallowed their cum
like a cumslut in heat. I noticed the more I was depraved the more they
loved me, so I began to have no limit to please them, I needed their love.

I can understand that for men with a warm childhood with his family at home
can't understand that when I discovered sex I thought it was real love. So
when boys my age were busy to do things with their lovely families I was
busy to work for taking love down my throat, and finally down my ass. For
more than a year I watched the other boys taking cocks in their ass,
sometimes I sucked their dick as I saw dicks move in and out of them. I
could spend hours on my back with my legs spread while they took turn to
tongued fuck my hole before they screwed it.

The need for dicks was too strong, sometimes I tried not to do it, I said
to myself I would just suck the ugly teen, then he took his cock out of my
mouth and moved me on my back, that's usually when I notice his big 6
inches cock covered by my spit aim my boy hole. He smiled at me and I
remember I thought something like, oh fuck he's so horrible, but I needed
his cock and begged him to push it inside of me. Once again it was pain and
pleasure at the same time but the feeling of love I had with his dick deep
inside my bum was too good to complain. He hold me, forced me to kiss him,
he fucked me rough all the time, it really hurt, but I knew it was how he
would love me so I let him. He asked me if I wanted his cum, I said yes and
he warned me when he shoot inside of me. He hold my head against his and my
nose was between his lips, I smelled his bad breath almost begging for more
of it. I focused and tried to feel his cum spring inside me. After he
finished he kept his cock deep inside me for a while, we kissed. Minutes
later I feel his cock be hard again, I took it out of my ass, I felt empty
again but I bent over to lick his cock full of cum. It was weird to taste
my ass at first, but I already sucked his cock clean after he fucked one of
the others boys, so I was used to it and I liked it.

Cum became an obsession and the ugly boy even showed me videos of guys who
swallowed bottles of cum they took out fridges. I was nine and older enough
to go out with the others. I began used to suck men cocks for money in a
park outside town, sometimes I gave them my ass. It's not a lot of like it
looks like. There was not a lot of men and not every time. But I knew how
to find men willing to pay for me to play with them. Those guys were
creepy, looked deeply at me and sometimes touched their crotch area. I was
interested in their cocks, I don't really remember how they looked like.

When I reached ten yo I was used to suck cocks, the bigger I had was 7
inches, a lot of teen, some men but not a lot. I always thought about
making love to men, I now know they just screw me, but for me it was
love. The ugly boy left months earlier, two other boys too and slowly the
sex stuff stopped and I was almost depressed. One day, someone came in our
home and took me out of it in less than an hour. At first I thought they
would have some problem with what happened under this roof but I quickly
learnt that my dad asked for my watch. I was really surprised because I
thought I would never meet my birth parents. But I was told now he could
afford a good life and old enough to take care a good care of a child.

Some hours later we arrived in front of a big home, I was surprised, I was
used to old fashion houses but it was a nice one. Not too big, but you
could smell the money in it. A young guy came out, he was thin, short and
brown hair, white tooth, a real twink with clothes close to his fit
skin. It was weird to meet him because I had the feeling I looked at a
mirror of myself. With that woman we visited the house. A really nice one,
it really felt like home, not too much but all what a boy would need. But I
wasn't happy, I still missed my friends... and their cum.

But dad looked friendly, he offered a cup of tea to the woman and a soda to
me. They talked, he talked to me and asked if I liked video games, I said
yes and he said he loved them too. Time past and I forget a little about my
old life.

At night it was weird. We didn't knew what to say. Before I fell asleep I
tried not to think about cum, but I truly cried because I missed the
feeling of their love down my throat. My dad's bed and mine shared the same
wall, he heard me and came into my room. He told me this wall was
particularly thin, he smiled but didn't say why, then he told me things
could be weird at first but it would be ok, I would have anything I want if
I stay a good boy. I didn't really understood but I felt secured with
him. He looked very masculine, he had a beard and smelt good. I kind of
fell in love, but in my mind I couldn't think about an other kind of love
from my daddy than his cuddle, I felt good and almost forgot about my need
of cum and I fell asleep.

I awoke with dawn and dad was still sleeping next to me. I looked at him
and rubbed his cheek, he looked so beautiful. He felt my hand and opened
his eyes, he smiled at me, he looked like an angel who looked at the most
beautiful thing in the world and that thing was me. Maybe you will found
this crazy but when he told me good morning, I breathed to smell his
morning scent, and men, it was way better than the ugly boy. So I asked my
dad if he slept well, he said yes and I asked him to tell me about his
dream. As he spoke my nose came close to his mouth, I don't know why but I
needed to smell him. When he saw me trying to catch his breath he laughed
and told me it was embarrassing for him to talk in the morning. I knew it
was because he feared about his bad breath but I whispered to him that I
liked it.

When I said that he laughed again but turned his head to mine. His breath
came across my face and I smelled. He looked at me with a puzzled look, he
hold me tight, I was against him, a hand over his stomach. My nose was
right in front of his mouth and my eyes right in his. He looked at me in
the eyes and slowly opened his mouth. At first I had a crazy thought, I
believed he was about to kiss me. But instead he started to blow over my
face. I breath deep and I moved my nose between his lips and to my surprise
I felt his wet tongue over it, he even pushed the tip of if inside my nose
while I breathed hard. He kissed my nose for a while then suddenly left the
room after he told it was time for breakfast.

For about a month things were perfect. We built a strong relationship and
even if in the first morning he left me with my face covered by his morning
spit, he never did it again. But he let me be close to him, it was enough
for me and to cool down my sex desires, I stroke my cock at night while I
heard dad snoring. I was now able to cum, it was a single drop but I was
glad to be able to taste cum again, and tasting mine was awesome. I also
enjoy when he washed me at night. He used soap and only his hand and I
liked when it comes to my ass and crotch area, of course I was hard, I
didn't hide and even exposed my ass for him. One day he even pushed his
finger harder and shoved it inside my hole, he quickly told me he was sorry
but I just smiled and said it was ok, I even dared to tell him he could do
it again but he only smiled. I had no shame to be naked near him, some
weeks later I could walk in the house naked. I liked the idea of my daddy
looking at my body and he was proud of it. He too liked when I teased him
with my ass, sometimes I tried to say him I wanted his finger again but he
seemed not to understand what I was asking, and sometimes he shoved a
finger in me by surprise. It seemed innocent compare at what I did in the
children's home, so in my mind I thought every dad did it with their son.

The girl who took me away from cumland came several time. I caught some of
their conversations and she said she had been told it would be one of their
last meeting. She saw I was well enough and she was told my dad was a very
good guy. Everything seemed all right and I never saw her again.

A week after dad was a bit different, he seemed anxious about
something. One night, while he kissed me good night he told me he lied a
bit. He said he knew someone who owned this house, it was one of his very
close friends who was a military guy who came back from a foreign
conflict. He never had children so when he knew dad had a son he wanted me
to live with them. That guy knew some important dudes who helped him take
me back home. Dad didn't said a word but the truth is that this guy erased
some files about my dad arrested as a boy prostitute. If that guy didn't
knew important people he would never have been able to take me back.

Of course I wasn't aware of all that. To me he was my straight dad who
teased my ass with his straight finger, I found back the kind of love I had
in my first family so I didn't need more. What he told me raised some
questions in my mind. I didn't understood why he lived with another guy but
that night I was too tired to think too much. Never I could have guess dad
was the boy who learned from my mom how to act like a girl. He really
looked straight, I never thought it was possible my dad could love cocks,
that's also why I hide my lust as much as I could. I guess the straight act
is what turned on my dad fuck buddies.

Anyway the next day dad explained me I had to call that guy dad. He also
added I had to call him mom. To be honest I had cum thoughts so I didn't
listen to the end, I just found odd to call another guy dad. When he came I
was surprised to see he was a 48 yo man in his military uniform, with short
grey hair, a little belly but strong hairy arms. His look was like ice, you
could feel he had a hard life in his eyes. He had something hot in him, he
smiled at me and I shyly said hey daddy as my real dad asked me. That guy I
never saw before hold me in his arms and said it was nice to finally meet
his son. I felt like a little girl, I wanted to please him. I didn't
thought about sex, but I wanted to be nice to him. That night we had dinner
like a real family. In my mind this guy who was named Rick, was like an
uncle. He talked about what he did and I could feel horror in his words
even if he never said truly how awful war was. He mesmerized me.

That day nothing was weird except one thing. When he unpacked his things,
Rick did it in dad's bedroom. But they kissed me goodnight and I stayed
awake to jerk off and think about that day, I couldn't help but wondered
about how Rick's cock was, how it would feel if I was his prisoner during
war and hoped I would be his piss and cum hole. I still missed cum and
cocks but I loved my new life and knew some people rejected me because of
what I did with boys and some men.

Before I blew my drop of cum I heard footsteps in the stairs. I went under
my sheets and pretended to be asleep. No one came but I heard both of them
go inside dad's bedroom. I got harder when I heard what seemed to be tongue
kisses. The wall seemed so thin that I had the feeling they were next to me
because my dad's bed and mine shared that thin wall.

That's when I heard Rick's deep voice asked my dad to suck on his cock. I
couldn't believe my ears, did he said those words I heard? My dad answered
that they should be quiet because of me, Rick laughed and said that sooner
or later I would have to know that daddy needs to breed mommy. Then I heard
what seemed to be my dad mouth on Rick's cock. I could hear daddy breath
deeply, then he sucked again and moaned loudly, almost forgetting about
me. Rick talked dirty to daddy, he called him a slut, he said he loved him
and his tight holes. Dad seemed happy he did the noises I did when I
enjoyed cum in my mouth, he also repeated yes sir a lot of time, the way
military men do. But it was just a start and soon Rick told dad to get on
his hand and knees, I heard someone spit several times then daddy moaned
loudly again. I recognized those noises again, it was some fucking, hard
fucking I can tell by the wall shaking.

They talked dirty, daddy begged for Rick's cock deep inside his ass. It was
like hearing at what I said when I was fucked or sucked cocks. That night,
hearing the joy in my dad's moans, made me raise my legs behind my head and
start to fist my ass the way the nine yo boy showed me one night.

I fell asleep after they finished. But I was awoke again that night because
of dad's moans. I found out he get up horny and ride Rick's cock. I know
that because after a while I heard Rick told my dad he liked to be awake
this way. Then he screwed daddy who had Rick's cum in his mouth this time.

Every night they roughly fucked. Every night I told them I wanted to go to
sleep earlier hoping I could hear them sooner. But they fucked only when
Rick wanted to, and it was late at night for about two months. I was happy
to know my dad was like me but I didn't knew how to say it to him. When he
didn't react when I teased him, and because he didn't pushed more than one
finger in my hole I thought I wasn't attractive to him.

I thought Rick tested me all that time. I liked to hear them, I missed cum
a lot, but dad made me understood I had to be a good boy for Rick to be
good with us and provide us a good life, so I was scared to be too naughty
to him, I thought we had to choose between sex and love and I liked
love. Because I knew my lust was wrong with most of people I thought he
wanted to know if I would betrayed their gay secrets. I was smart, so I
always pretended not to hear them at night, never said a word in the
morning, even when Rick wanted to face fuck my dad against the wall between
us and made it impossible for a human being to sleep. I have to say that I
used to put my mouth against where I heard my dad's head because I wanted
to imagine I had a dick in my mouth too.

Despite my lust growing every day, I was strong and never looked too much
at their crotch area, I even told my dad I was old enough to wash myself. I
never asked questions about what they did in their bedroom because I
already knew what they did, I can even tell I could imagine my dad's face
enjoying the cum he had in his mouth or the face he had when he was on
doggy style with Rick's cock deep inside his cunt. I found out dad was like
me, he always begged Rick to cum in his mouth, he kept cum in his mouth and
I thought Rick had a lot of cum because sometimes he told daddy to swallow
more than ten times. When I heard them it was like cum was all over their
room and daddy eagerly ate it.

I also learned dad was a drug addict because Rick often gave him what he
called chems and dad seemed crazy for sex when he was under it, even lost
of control. When they did their dirty thing I was naked in my bed, jerking
off, fingering my ass. I was afraid to be naked around them because I knew
boy slut could be rejected, even if I had a lot of fun in my children's
home, a lot of boys and girls avoided me because of what I liked.

I only talk about what I heard at night, but day time was great and Rick
acted like a real dad to me, it came natural to call him daddy even if deep
inside me my only dad was dad, but I called him mom in front of Rick only,
because I knew it pleased him. Rick and I did a lot of stuff, I guess he
did what a regular dad would do with his son, he even made me taste beer
and meet some of his friends. He said I was his son, from a chick he laid
one boring day, for the outside world dad was just my dad (Rick)'s
boyfriend. I was proud to be seen as his son because Rick had a thing, he
wasn't a ladykiller but with time I kind of fell in love with him, he
wasn't perfect but he look so manly, an average guy, but one a little boy
can dream of a superhero.

He was close to a black guy. I admit I had a crush on dark skin since the
arab boys fucked me. But those men looked straight and strong, I wanted to
be their girls in some of my dreams. This guy was 39 yo, married and two
girls. He looked like a bad boy with scares and golden tooth, to me he was
attractive because I knew he could hit me. If I was too long near to him,
my lust for cum came back, and when I heard daddy's moans at night I really
needed cum for me too.

So it was kind of hard to be myself. As I told you I feared I act wrong and
lose the way of life Rick gave us. So I kept being strong and fought my cum
thoughts. Until one night, during dinner, Rick suddenly took out a little
bag of white powder and gave it to my dad. He told him to have fun and
smiled at my dad who looked at me unsure of what he had to do. To be honest
I ate my plate not knowing what it was all about. Rick told my dad he
better take it now, so daddy made a line and breathed it. Quickly my dad
looked absent minded, his jaw dropped and Rick told me dad was high and
won't recall a thing. Rick told me daddy liked to breath that shit before
playing with him but the side effect was he became really absent minded. He
added that I was about to meet my real daddy, the one he was every day,
every hour before I came into his life. He told me since now I would have
to be aware of my dad's purpose in life, because the life Rick provided for
him had that cost. I could enjoy a good life if I kept what happened in the
house as a secret. It was hard to react because in an unexpected way he
told me things I ever wanted to hear.

Dad seemed not to care about what Rick said. Rick added he wanted to play a
game with me, he asked if I would be able not to say to my dad he took the
white powder in front of me. I didn't understood why but said yes. Then he
told me to finish my plate. Dad looked very weird, then Rick clapped his
fingers and told dad to add some cream in his plate. Dad understood
something I didn't and went under the table. To be true things went pretty
odd and I wonder what was going on until I heard the familiar sound of a
trouser quickly opened. Because he was absent minded dad forgot about me
and moaned the second he had Rick's cock in his mouth. I knew what he did I
recognized the sound. But I couldn't believe it. Rick asked questions about
my day as if nothing happened, he only moaned each time he had food in his
mouth. Was I dreaming? Did my dad sucked a cock or were my thoughts toyed
with me?

I understood I wasn't dreaming when dad's head hit the table several time,
he seemed to become wild under the table and moaned like a slut, I could
imagine him deepthroat Rick's cock. I dared to glance a look under the
table and saw half of dad's head and part of his lips moving up and down
Rick's prick. When I saw Rick caught my glance I shyly watched back my
plate. Rick breathed harder, he told my dad he was an amazing cocksucker,
daddy moaned louder then nothing else. Dad sat back and looked
elsewhere. He had something in his mouth and my jaw fell when he suddenly
spat all Rick's cum over his plate. With no dignity he moved his head down
his plate and ate his food to lick the cum over it. Rick asked dad if it
tasted good, dad moaned as he said yes. It was hot to watch that beard man,
who always acted straight, my daddy, play with cum like if it was the only
thing that mattered in the world. I watched closely but I said nothing.

When daddy couldn't found anymore cum he just stood up and striped. When he
was naked he suddenly looked at me, he had a strange look, he started to
stroke his cock, he had tears in his eyes and his voice shake when he told
me, please go to sleep. But Rick asked my dad to show him his hole, so
daddy laid on the couch and raised his legs over his head. Men, my dad had
a nice slightly hairy man cunt. He shoved two fingers in his ass and begged
Rick to fuck him. He also looked at me and begged me to go in my
bedroom. But daddy didn't stop to finger his ass, it was like he needed it,
he couldn't do otherwise. Rick asked me if I wanted to take a closer look.

I didn't knew what to do, so I slowly went out because dad really begged me
to. As I did Rick stood up, I saw his still hard cock, very big, very
thick, I mean bigger and thicker than the oldest teen I sucked. He joined
my dad and without a single hesitation he shoved his cock deep inside
daddy's hole when I was in front of the door. I heard my dad moan and I
froze. Dad was on his back, legs spread and thanking Rick for his cock. It
was weird because dad also begged him to stop because I was still there. I
came closer and saw Rick looked at me watch at his cock moving in and out
of my dad's hole, it was the most beautiful thing I ever saw. Dad looked at
me too but now he seemed lost, he tried to keep telling me I had to go in
my room but he moaned too much and began to be ok with me watching him be a
slut. I started to wonder if he understood what happened, if he did I guess
he was horrified to see I caught him be a slut but Rick cock's turned it to
lust and dad, thanks to Rick dirty talk, seemed to feel the need to be
watched by his son while he played the mommy. He stopped begging me to go
and started to beg for me watching him taking Rick's cock deep inside his
ass. I knew he didn't knew what he did but it was so hot.

Rick asked me if I liked what I saw, the answer was yes but I couldn't
speak. He told me he saw I didn't seemed interested by what they did in
their room because I never asked questions, so he asked if I liked girls,
he even told me he could brought me pussies if I'd like. He told me he
liked sex very much and wanted to share it with his son. He fucked my dad
the whole time he spoke and looked at me with a deep look. It was so
intense but I couldn't speak. Because daddy began to moan too much I
couldn't think anymore, dad seemed elsewhere he had his mouth wide open and
stick his tongue out. Rick told me it was because he wanted a cock inside,
that I could put mine in if I wanted to. I wanted to but when dad brought
his hand to my cock, I stepped back and just left. Rick seemed sad but he
fucked daddy all night rougher than usual. They had really dirty games, I
heard that dad swallowed a lot of cum and I didn't knew how. Rick made my
dad call him daddy and really begged for more cocks in him. That night I
heard Rick's black friend come over and feed my dad with his cock, daddy
was called a white bitch, a slave, dad was happy with all that, it was very
hot and I jerked a lot. I wanted to join them but didn't dare. I don't know
why, I was afraid not to be good enough.

Since that night it became really hard to stay a good boy and I wondered if
I could be a good boy and behave like my dad. I wish it was possible but I
didn't knew how to seduce Rick. He was kind with me but sometimes he could
be rude. The next day I awoke after them, they ate their breakfast when I
enter the kitchen. Dad acted like if nothing happened on the previous
night, so it was true, he never recalled a thing when he took that white
powder. Only during dinner at night, he looked at me with a puzzled look
and told Rick he just understood he didn't remember last night. Rick just
told him that after I finished my plate and kissed them goodnight they had
a bit of fun. My dad just smiled, he really didn't remember I saw him suck
on Rick's cock under the table and be raw fucked in front of me.

That night I looked at my ass through the bathroom mirror, I spread my ass
cheeks and bent over to look at my hole. I wished I could see it open
again, I missed the sight of my open hole after I got fucked, and my hole
looked so tiny. After my shower I choose to walked around the house
naked. Dad was out because they had to leave for a party that night and he
needed stuff, Rick was in his office so I watched tv naked. Short before
dad came back home Rick went in the living room to take some papers. When I
heard him I sat deep in the couch, I had my legs at each side of my head so
I knew he could see my boy hole fully exposed for him. I looked at him when
he came in the room, he didn't noticed me first but when he did I knew he
saw my little cock hard and my ass begging for care. But he just smiled, he
came closer and asked me why I was naked, I said I just liked to be naked
around the house as I spread my legs wider to be sure Rick could caught my
boy pussy. He laughed and told me it was ok with him but he wanted it to be
our secret. As he spoke he moved his hand to stroke my ass and his middle
finger moved around my little hole, he shoved it in as I said I would keep
it our secret. I had a cocky smile and went upstairs when he told me dad
would soon be here.

Dad came home and took a shower. Rick came in my bedroom and told me I was
old enough to be alone at night. He said they would be back in the middle
of the night. Before he left he grinned at me and told me that because I
kept our secret, he would let his office unlocked tonight. He said his
computer was on and he displayed some movies for me, he told me I could
tell him what kind I liked if I wanted to.

He looked even nicer than usual, I wanted to kiss him and told him I loved
him, he was the kind of dad I dreamt of when I was alone. At that point I
thought he choose cartoons for me, but that's for later. You also have to
know that I didn't always thought about sex, it came through my mind a lot,
but when I was with dad or Rick it was at night it became an obsession,
when I heard them. They kissed me goodbye and I forgot about Rick's office,
I played some videogames until I was hungry. After I ate I went upstairs
but instead of heading my room I remember about what Rick told me and went
inside his office.

I sat on his chair and got a look to his computer. He had displayed three
files.  In the first one were a lot of straight porn. I liked to look at
men's bodies or cocks but not at women with their big tits and cunt. I
quickly closed that file and looked at the next one. In this file were two
folders, one named white the other black. I watched the white one first and
saw a lot of gay men sucking, kissing, fucking. I never saw so much
devotion on sucking cocks, watching them made me believed it was a good
thing to take care or a man's penis. Those men fucked hard but also made
love and if sometimes I thought gay things were wrong, those porn made me
believe it could also be a good thing. The black folder was a lot different
and as much hotter. In all those videos were only one white guy, always
young, 18 and 20 no more. With him were one, two, three or even ten black
guys. They all were naked, with dicks so big I thought it couldn't be
true. No matter if the white twink faced one or ten black guys, he quickly
fell on his knees to start sucking cocks. Those white twinks were very
submissive, they never said no, not even a word if it wasn't for begging
for more cocks in them. Those white guys could suck on such big cocks with
no pain, like if they were used to it. When they sucked cocks they looked
up right through their master's eyes with gratefulness in their own eyes as
they were skullfucked. They had no shame on giving their holes to
strangers, in some videos the twink was blindfolded. Black guys were all
the same, they fucked the boy, forced him suck them clean and left. They
called the white guy a worthless slut among other dirty names, the white
twink never complained, he seemed agree with what they said.

In some video the white guy seemed to be younger. It was difficult for me
to age someone and I thought he looked just younger. That guy looked a lot
like me, actually he was my dad when he was fourteen, I didn't understood
first, I was told later. The video took place in the wood and two black
guys taped what they saw. Behind a bush they found a white teen (my dad),
with his pant down and dick in his hand. He looked at the camera, then at
those two black men and asked them if they wanted to fuck him for free. The
two black guys laughed and told him he needed to suck them first. My dad
almost ran into them to unzip their pants and took out their cocks. In no
time he had one cock inside his throat while he stroked the other.

When dad began to suck on the second cock, the first black guy went behind
him. He noticed the guy that this young slut was already feed with
cum. Indeed, when he taped my dad's ass, one could see lot of cum leaking
of his already wide opened hole. It was like if dad pushed out the cum he
had inside him to help the big black cock to slide in his ass. As a result
the over 10 inches cock slide easily in that white slut's ass who moaned
like if it was the better thing in the world. I didn't knew it but I saw my
dad been rough fucked outdoor and enjoy receiving thick white cum in his
mouth and face.

I thought that all those white dudes were lucky and wondered if boys my age
could freely live that kind of life with men before they were 18. The last
file answered that question and I couldn't believe my eyes when the first
video opened on a boy my age, ten I guessed, on his knees and looking at
the camera. He smiled as he slowly stroke a man's dick in his pant. Then he
slowly pulled down the man's pant to reveal his thick 7 inches cut
cock. The boy smiled and faked a surprise, then he gave a vicious look to
the camera as he opened his mouth to take the man's cock head in his
mouth. I couldn't believe my eyes when the boy took the whole cock inside
his throat with no effort. It was like if he was born cocksucker. I can
tell he loved what he did, he played with the camera as he moved his head
up and down the man's prick. After five minutes of a good job the man
warned the boy he was about to cum, the boy put only the cock head of the
guy over his tongue when he came. Then the guy asked the boy to open his
mouth wide, I could see a lot of cum still inside him (I unload my balls
when I saw that, but was still hard so...). He played with it a little and
swallowed the cum when the man asked him to. Then he answer his name was
Nate, he was nine yo and loved to suck on men cocks when the guy asked him.

It's hard to explain, I watched several videos and it was like it showed me
everything was possible. I already liked sex, even kinky sex if you
remember I loved my ugly roommate, even smell his bad breath or drink his
morning piss. To me it was common things because it was the way I was
introduced, that's why it turned me on more to watch rough sex better than
love sex. I also knew it was wrong for an adult to do sexy things with a
child, but I wanted it, I needed it. And the proof that other boys could do
such things made me wonder why I wouldn't be as free as they were. Because
I knew it was very wrong I knew that I had to keep my secret life as a
secret. I also missed the sex life I had in the children's house, it was
fun to be used by several boys every day. I even wondered about how it
would feel if Rick fucked me the way he fucked my dad. I wasn't only horny,
I began to feel the need for grown up's cocks in me, I didn't wanted boys
anymore.

My dad made me discover a pure kind of love, but the one I knew before him
was to take cocks and cum in me, I knew it was wrong to do that, but the
love I felt during those moments was all that mattered. And I missed that
kind of love. Maybe it can sound weird to you because of Rick and what I
could hear at night. But I liked to hear that, I said nothing but it made
sense to me they were my daddies and did what they had to do like a real
mommy and real daddy. It was naughty, even when my dad sucked Rick under
the table while I finished my plate, but I grew up in worse than that, with
teen fucking us young boys all day long and grown-ups who didn't care and
even used us to make money.

So daddy's life was kind of what I thought was common on earth. I thought
no one talked about fucking boys like me, say it was wrong, but at the end
everyone did it. Your vision about the world is odd when you are a kid. But
looking at those porn all night changed me in some ways, I wanted to dare a
lot more to seduce men, I even thought it would be easy to undress in front
of anyone.

After some really hot videos I watched a last one. A boy played on the
ground with only his brief on, a man came and sat on the couch. Like each
video I never saw the man's face, but everything of those boys. The guy in
the video also was on his brief on with a visible hard cock. When the boy
saw the man he climbed on the couch and cuddle the man. Slowly, he slide
his hand over his stomach, then inside his brief. Silently, the boy stroked
the man, then slowly bent over to suck on the cock he just took out. The
man told the boy he was good, he pushed the kid's face deep on his cock and
pushed the kid's brief down to finger the boy's pussy. Like a natural thing
to do the boy spread his legs wider and fucked himself on the man's
fingers. No matter how hard he fuck himself on those fingers he never
stopped to suck hard on the guy's cock. After a while the boy naturally
climbed over the man's body to sit on that cock. The boy had only a softly
moan, no pain and he sat on the man's cock like if they belonged to each
other. I had my cock in hand, my ten yo life behind me and watched the most
beautiful thing I ever saw when I heard Rick's car coming back home.

I grabbed my stuff and ran inside my bedroom and quickly pretended to be
asleep. As soon as I closed my bedroom's door I heard footsteps in the
stairs, I jumped on my bed, hold my breath and the door opened. I had my
eyes closed but I could smell Rick's perfume, I felt his eyes on me and ten
seconds later he closed the door. I released my breath and thought I was
lucky he didn't caught me, I kind of forgot he let me see all this porn
stuff, with the naughty mind I got I thought I had been caught. So I felt
kind of relieve when I thought Rick didn't noticed I wasn't under my sheets
and that I was naked with a hard little 4 inches prick pointing up. I heard
him go inside his office and understood I forgot to turn the computer
off. But he quickly left and went downstairs. I quietly opened my door and
heard moans from downstairs, I knew dad was laid by Rick. But when I went
in the stairs the front door opened and I heard several guys come in and
head the living room. Fortunately for me I could hide, I waited a while and
went close until I heard dad's moans.

I still could hide behind the wall and take a look of daddy sitting on a
sling-chair, he was handcuffed with his legs spread. A man fucked his ass
while another had his cock in his mouth, around daddy several guys were
naked and stroke their cocks over his body. Once again it was beautiful to
watch. After everything I saw that night I felt brave enough to step in the
living room and to show myself in my birth suit, and hard.

But before I took that step I heard the door open behind me, I froze and
looked back. I freaked out when I saw a red head beard guy came in the
house. I guess I looked funny when suddenly my bravery turned out
cowardice. When he saw me he got a big smiled and put a finger in front of
his mouth. He bent over and quietly asked me if I liked what I saw in the
living room. He smelled cigarettes and sweat, but dirty smell always got me
hornier so I stupidly nodded yes. He had an even bigger smile showing
missing tooth and turning him really unpleasant to look at, then he asked
if I wanted to play with his. I was about to say no because he looked very
weird, like a psycho who could have killed me right here, but when he stood
up I noticed he already took out his cock and saw a nice 8 inches thick
uncut cock. He stroke it two times and it was all I needed to nod yes. He
said perfect and asked me to show him my bedroom. I couldn't believe it,
sex was about to happen to me again and with a guy blessed by a very big
cock, the bigger I ever saw for real. What I saw that night obsessed my
mind, it was like if it was a natural thing to do to lead a stranger inside
my bedroom to play with his cock.

Half in the stairs I heard the front door open again, the red head guy
quickly looked and I heard him ask the man if he was interested on screwing
a boy slut. The man seemed surprised but eagerly said yes. I was up the
stairs and saw the red head but couldn't see who was behind him. I went
inside my bedroom and climbed on my bed to be on my hand and knees, like
those white twinks in front of black men. I waited and heard the red head
guy told the other one to wait a while to see if I was up to him. I didn't
understood why but no time to think, the red head came inside my bedroom,
he was naked with his big hard cock pointing at me. Maybe he had a weird
face but fuck his body was hot. He had abs, a nice chest, I never saw a
body that fit, add his cock and you can't find a reason to say no to
anything he can ask.

I tried to be a good boy and waited with an open mouth. The guy laughed and
asked if I liked what I saw downstairs. When he stopped to talk his cock
was right in front on my mouth, so for an answer I just bent over to suck
his dick. I moaned when I understood I missed that taste too much. I closed
my eyes and tried to be as good as the boy I saw on tape. I pushed my head
on his cock, I didn't lost my abilities and when my nose hit his pubic hair
I opened my eyes and smelled his big bush of red hairs. When I felt his
throbbing cock deep inside my throat I knew his dick was deeper than anyone
ever reach. I felt proud of that because I also thought I forgot how to
suck a cock, but it seemed I was even better. I always loved to look at a
cock slowly went back and forth from my mouth. So I slowly took it out and
look at my spit on his shaft. When I had the tip of his dick over my tongue
I played with it and suddenly I sucked him the way I was taught. The red
head guy seemed surprised and told me I sucked better than his damned slut
wife. I felt proud even if I thought it was what everyone did. I understood
later that the ugly teen taught me rough love, a kind of love that looks
like depravation. Now I can think about being a seven yo boy deepthroating
a fifteen yo guy the hard way, I know it's not what usually happen to
boys. That ugly teen turned me into a cock addicted and sometimes I
remember I begged him to let me suck his cock and have his cum. I knew it
was wrong and if I talked to the right people they would get me out of that
kind of hell, but I wanted it, I needed to do forbidden things. I
understood years later that I became a slut the first night I let the ugly
teen cum inside my mouth. That night he gave me the need to be abused, he
made me ate a lot of cum, his piss, his friend's cum and piss too. Add
those men my watchers let cum in my mouth or those boys who randomly fucked
me just because they wanted to cum. I thought all this was usual things and
that boys had to behave this way.

So that night in front of that red head guy I just did what i had learn and
I guess I was very good because he quickly told the guy to join us because
I seemed to like big tools. He added it had to be our secret, of course I
would keep it but didn't understood how to hide it because Rick and dad
were downstairs. The red head guy add he had to warn Rick he would be late,
while I still sucked on his cock he explained that they were on their way
to fuck my dad, so he was about to warn Rick they would be late. At that
time I saw something very huge come next to my cheek. I took out the red
head guy's cock out of my mouth and looked at the 10 inches cut cock
hitting my face. My jaw fell and I stroke that huge white cock with my both
small hands. It was so huge I didn't thought to look at the guy attached to
it. I bent over and sucked on it. Or shall I say I tried to suck on it, I
could barely get two inches inside my mouth, his cock was too big. I pulled
it out and sadly looked at him. I wasn't sure if I was sad because I
couldn't suck it or if it was because I saw that very weird naked man. Once
again it's the child feeling I had, and looking at that hairy bear who got
a heavy beard looked very strange, but another glance at his cock was
enough to forget about it. And he wasn't not bad but that first time it was
hard to see how he looked likes.

The red head guy laughed and the bear told me I would need something if I
would like to take it. I said yes to something I didn't fully understood
and he took out the white powder my dad took one time in front of me. The
bear made a line while the red head wasn't sure of that, but before he
could push me away I bent over to breath it the way dad did. The bear
laughed and told me to lay on my back and raise my legs. I did and the red
head bent over to lick my hole while the chubby bear hold my legs up. His
cock was in front of me but with his free hand he pushed mine away from
it. He told me it wasn't the time for it.

I really enjoyed the guy rimming my ass, I felt a funny feeling inside my
ass, it was warm and bigger from time to time. I felt the smile on my face
as I looked at the big bear's cock. Suddenly I felt the red head body over
me, he came between my legs and I saw him aimed his cock to my hole. All of
sudden he shoved it into me and I felt that deep warm feeling again. If he
started with fingers now it was his cock and even if I felt no pain at all
I opened wide my mouth and began to scream. That's the moment the bear guy
choose to shove his cock deep inside my wide open mouth. I had the strange
feeling of being torn apart both ends but without the will to do anything
to stop it. I couldn't move, I couldn't breath, I tried to look up and
between the cock who slide in and out my mouth I saw the red head bent over
to kiss me. But because I had half of the bear's cock inside my mouth he
kissed the guy's dick instead of my mouth and licked my lips, he spat on
the dick moving in and out my mouth, it was hot to feel it leak over my
face. It was hot to watch that guy trying to kiss me while I had a cock in
my mouth. His dick in my ass felt so good and I tried to moan which was
hard not being able to breath. But I felt love and full of that feeling, I
wanted to thank them but I couldn't so I moaned and tried to gave them a
better access of my inside.

As odd as it can sound I get used to it and even took all of the 10 inches
in my throat. At that time I was still ass fucked, feeling no pain but deep
pleasure thanks to the drug. I knew I had pain but I couldn't feel it with
the thing I breathed. I was out of my mind, powerless, full of lust. With
10 inches in my throat you can guess my face was a real mess. I had my head
down the bed side, a lot of my spit over my face even in my eyes and
nose. But I couldn't move, I let it happened and I loved it, I remember
that I thought it was the bear's cock which fucked me from my mouth to my
ass. When the guy took his cock out of my mouth I felt empty and I let my
mouth open, waiting for a dick to slide in. I had a flash back and saw my
dad with the same face I knew I had.

I also felt emptiness in my ass, I looked up and after I wiped my face I
saw that the red head guy took the bear's place. I opened my mouth and let
him fuck my throat. I was surprised to find it a lot easier, no sound from
my mouth, no gag, not a lot of spit, it was like if it belonged to my
throat.

I was so high that I only felt a deep warmth inside my butt, then I tried
to scream and even bit a little the red head's cock. I understood the bear
guy fucked my ass hard as hell. Well I guess it was not that rude, but his
cock was huge and when he shoot his load inside my hole his cock was full
inside.

Of course he warned me and the bear took out his cock from my mouth to let
me beg the red head to give me his cum. I was out of control, I moaned out
loud and told him he had to screw me like a whore because dad asked for
Rick's cock that way. While the bear slapped his cock over my face the red
head asked me if I liked to be his baby slut, I had my head between my legs
and watched closely his white stomach moving back and forth and his cock
moving in and out my little ass, I was mesmerized by his orange bush of
hairs above his cock, so I said yes, I needed to be his baby slut, he
called me a cocksucker and then leant to kiss me when he came inside my
ass. He breathed deeply in my mouth as he moaned and I tried to lick all
the inside of his mouth. When he moved back my face was covered by his
spit, my mouth was wide open and my tongue was out looking for his inside,
I saw him smile before he spat on my mouth, I swallowed it as he moved his
cock from my ass.

I was still horny, I didn't knew why but I needed more sex and I didn't
forgot about the bear so I turned over to face his dick again and I
deepthroat while the red head left. Then I told him to lay on my bed, I
almost commanded him because of my needs but he did what I asked him. I
watched this hairy beast naked and stroking his 10 inches meat and I said
to myself it was all I needed, a man to fuck me like the slut I was. So I
jumped on him and quickly sat on his cock. Maybe it was the drug but it
became very easy to take the whole thing, I felt an intense happiness as I
rode it and it was fucking amazing to see my little body going down on his
meat. My foot were in his armpits, I grabbed his knees to help me move up
and down, the sight of me he had was his fucking big tool moving in and out
my skinny ass. He told me it was amazing, he never had such things, I
didn't heard because I focused on his dick inside my ass until a man came
in the room. I'd say in his 40s with grey hair, but I didn't care, when I
saw him and as I fucked myself on the bear, I asked him if he was here to
fuck me. That was too much for the bear who warned he was about to cum. I
was out of myself and I felt the urge to take it out of my ass to put it
back in my mouth. I had half of his dick inside my mouth I felt it
erupted. The bear screamed and could have awoke all the town, he had too
much cum I couldn't swallow it I even rejected some by my nose, but I loved
it and tried to catch all the cum I could.

I sucked him clean while I fingered my ass knowing a stranger watched me
before I laid on my back with legs spread, asking the guy if he was about
to fuck me. It wasn't long before he dropped his pant and joined me in my
bed. He fucked me after he made me suck his average cock but this fucking
wasn't intense, or maybe because of the drug but I knocked out and awoke
late in the morning.

I had some memories of the time I knocked out, I remember I awoke shortly
with the guy's cock deep inside my ass and then in my mouth, I remembered
he really liked to use me because when I shortly awoke he called me naughty
sleepy boy cunt.

The first thing I did was to touch and finger my hole. I don't know why but
my first thought were things like when will i be fucked again? And that is
the point I didn't want to wait for more sex and I was wondering how could
I seduce Rick, to be part of their game...