Date: Sun, 25 Apr 1999 09:52:57 -0700 (PDT)
From: bpell@anon.nymserver.com
Subject: Chronicles of St.Barnabas chapter12

                       12. At the Hideout

          The next day I met him again-same time, slightly dif-
    ferent place.  He was very fetchingly garbed: navy blue knit
    shirt and sparkling white shorts which fitted him very nicely.
    They were shorter than the bermudas, and flared out at the
    hems, giving a bell effect, nice for games of peek-a-boo.
    Around his waist he wore a striped cloth belt with a buckle
    designed as two snakes entwined.  On his feet were sandals.
    No socks.
      I asked him if his mother had questioned him about his
    day, but he said no, she never pried into his private life.  She
    didn't really care what he did, as long as he got home on
    time.
      We went to Coney Island.  It wasn't warm enough for
    swimming, but the rides were all going, and we did them all.
    The big roller-coaster scared us both, and he clung to me like
    a leech the whole time.  We bought foot-long hot dogs, and I
    watched his lips close over the red shaft, thinking other
    thoughts.  We played in the sand, building castles with
    moats.  He lay back with his legs apart, and I could look right
    up his crotch.  We left the beach about two o'clock and took
    the subway back to the hideout.
      He went right into the bedroom of his own accord and sat
    down on the bed.  I spent a long time undressing him, cares-
    sing and kissing him everywhere.  Then I laid him naked on
    the bed, undressed myself, and lay down beside him.
      I pulled him close against me, his warm body touching
    mine from lips to toes.  I caressed his softly curved backside
    while kissing him.  We were both hard, and for the first time I
    felt the boy was perhaps really asking for sex.  I took his cock
    in my hand, and guided his hand to mine.  He imitated my
    movements.  Then I turned into the sixty-nine position.
     "How would you like another hot dog?" I asked.
     "I'll have one if you do," retorted the boy.  I took his cock
  between my lips, and felt him do the same with mine.  We
  sucked each other gently for several minutes.  I played with
  his ass at the same time.  Delicious as it was having my coc
  in his warm mouth, I wanted to put my cock in his behind
  even more.
     Releasing his cock, I said, "Now I'm going to have my hot
  dog in a bun." I scooped out somee Vaseline. "But first, a
  little mustard is in order," I said, driving my finger deep
  between the cleft in his buttocks.
     "Sir, you do have a sense of humor," said the boy as he
  rolled over onto his stomach and presented his lovely pink
  upturned bottom.
     Greasing up my hot dog, I gazed down at the submissive
  boy stretched out prone on the bed, his tender, innocent
  young body awaiting my assault.  I slid a pillow under his
  hips to raise his buttocks, then spread apart the velvety
  cheeks of his boyish ass, at the same time driving my hot dog
  deep down between them until it reached the little pucker.
     "I think the hot dog is too big for the bun, sir," came the
  muffled voice of the boy.
     I drove down harder, trying to force the sphincter to relax
  and let me in, but the boy raised his head suddenly with a
  sharp intake of breath.
     "Sorry," I said, "I guess we need more mustard." Goug-
  ing some out of the Vaseline jar I drove my finger into his
  rectum as far as it would go and twisted it around.  He
  protested a little under this rather rough prodding, but it had
  the desired effect, for when I once again placed my weiner
  against the buns, I was able with only a little effort to get past
  the pucker.
     After resting a bit, I drove on into the boy's hot canal.  I
  reached underneath him with my greasy hand and found his
  stiff cock, which I massaged with Vaseline.  This caused him
  to squirm his behind, and as he did so I forced my cock
   further into him.  I began to fuck him.
     I wasn't as gentle as the day before.  For one thing, I was
   greatly aroused by this time; for another, I had to get him
   used to taking my cock more easily with less fuss.  I plunged
   in and out between the warm buns, pushing his bottom up
   against my cock with the hand that worked his cock.
     Being young and full of spunk, it wasn't long before the
   boy began shooting his pubescent load of sperm into my
   hand, and once again the contractions of his sphincter mus-
   cles caused me such exquisite delight that I began to come
   also.  Driving into the boy's tender body as deeply as I could,
   I pumped stream after stream of hot slimy juice into his
   receptive bottom.  I kept on sliding my slippery shaft in and
   out of the boy's rectum long after I had finished ejaculating,
   until, feeling my rod grow limp, I had to cease.
     Afterwards, I didn't let him put his clothes on, or even
   wipe off his bottom.  I wanted him to feel the slippery mix-
   ture of Vaseline and sperm with every movement of his
   body, as a constant reminderof the fact that he hadjust been
   fucked.
     We went into the living room and I brought him a ginger
   ale and sat him on my lap, facing me, both of us nude.  I
   toyed with his body while he drank his drink, my cock
   resting right at the entrance to his asshole.  In the middle of a
   swallow of ginger ale I goosed him good and proper with my
   finger, and he spewed the drink all over his stomach.  I laid
   him on the couch and lapped it all up, then, driving my
   middle finger unceremoniously up his ass, I took his cock in
   my mouth and sucked on that amazing little organ-I wish
   to god I could come twice in fifteen minutes!-until by his
   twisting and groaning I knew he was about to shoot again.  I
   worked my finger in and out, pushing it hard against his
   prostate, as he spurted wildly into my mouth.
     That was the end of our orgy for the day.  I took him into
   the bathroom and cleaned him up.  Then I took him home.  I
   got him back to his mother just under the wire.
      "Sir," he said as I dropped him off, "are you glad you
   came to New York?"
      What a silly question!  But thinking about it, on my way
   back to the hideout, I wondered if he was glad I had come.
   Would he even have suggested it if he had known I was going
   to fuck him every day?  There was no doubt that he enjoyed
   some of our sex: he loved being blown and he loved being
   rimmed.  But it was equally clear that he didn't really enjoy
   being fucked.  The most one could say was that he put up
   with it.  Was I ruining his vacation by sending him home with
   an aching behind full of sperm every night?  Did he dread the
   morrow, when he would be expected to roll over and present
   his delectable bottom to my cruel shaft?  How did it feel when
   I drove my throbbing prick into his tender backside?  Aside
   from the discomfort, did he feel abused?  Hurniliated?
   Ashamed?
      I didn't know the answers to these questions, but I decided
   that the next day I would concentrate on showing him a
   good time, and forget about the sex.
      The best-laid plans...
      I pulled up to our meeting place in a yellow Mustang.  I
   had to blow the horn several times before I got his attention.
      "Sir!  Where'd you get the car?"
      "Stole it.  You like it?"
      "That's why it says 'Avis' on the keychain?  Yeah, it's cool.
   Where are we going?  How fast does it go?  What's this knob
   for?" And he turned on the radio, the heater, the defroster,
   the wipers and the emergency blinkers.  He was a happy little
   kid, just the way a kid should be-and sitting beside him was
   a dirty old pederast whose sole idea was to get into the kid's
   ass.
      No, that's being unfair to myself.  I really loved Ronnie.
   Could I help it if his behind drove me wild?  Weren't, after
   all, the most meaningful human relationships grounded in
   sexual attraction?  Wasn't fucking the way, the only way you
   could really show a person you loved him?  Still, he was only
   a child-I had to try and remember that.
     "How about Jones Beach?" I said.
     "Sir!  Wow!  But isn't it too cold for swimming?  And
   anyway, I don't have a bathing suit.  Should I get one?"
     "Oh, you don't need a suit.  A little kid like you can go
   bare.  No one will object."

     Giving him a tickle, I slammed into first gear and dug out.
   I stopped at Alexander's and bought him a sexy little
   bathing suit, white with blue piping, and slit part way up the
   thighs.  He changed into it as we were driving.  I drove with
   one hand on the wheel, the other on his soft upper thighs.
   His little hard-on showed through the trunks very nicely.
     It was too cold for swimming, of course, and the beach
   was nearly deserted, except for a few fishermen and strollers.
   Still, it was warm enough in protected areas, and we headed
   for the dunes beyond Parking Lot Nine.  We found a little
   sunken spot surrounded by bushes, and there we camped.
   We played boy games for a while, and then we ate the picnic
   lunch I had brought.  I gave him some red wine.  It trickled
   from the corners of his mouth as he swilled it from the bottle.
   When he became drowsy and dreamy, I stretched him out on
   the warm sand, covered us with a blanket, and inched his
   bathing suit down over his smooth white hips...
     The wind whistled in the rushes.  Seagulls cried overhead.
   Waves pounded against the shore.  And I pounded my cock
   in and out of Ronnie's rectum, as I fucked the precious boy.
   So much for my good intentions.
     He lay pinned beneath me, his legs raised up to permit
   maximum penetration of his bottom, his young ass stretched
   to the limits by my swollen organ, the tender membranes of
   his orifice expanding to receive me more deeply than ever
   before.  As I drove down into the ultimate reaches of the
   boy's bowel, widening the walls of his rectal canal, I kissed
   him deeply, my tongue swirling and darting around in his
   mouth as I drove my penis ever deeper into the boy.  Then my
   body tensed, and I began jerking hard and fast, pumping my
   sperm into the boy, bathing his hot insides with my fluid.  I
   lay on him a long time, listening to his breathing, to the wind
   in the rushes, the cries of the gulls, the pounding of the
   waves.
      "I have sand in my behind, sir," said the boy after a while.
   I laid him across my knee and picked out each grain as
   lovingly as a mother monkey picks fleas out of the head of
   her mate.
      Rashly, we decided to swim.  We gulped some wine for
   fortification and ran down the dunes and into the icy water.
   After the first shock we merely felt numb.  I pulled down
   Ronnie's bathing suit and flung it ashore.
      "Little boys have to go skinny," I said, "it's the law." We
   romped around in the water, my hand straying all over his
   slippery body, washing the sand from his tail and holding
   him close to my body.  So warm he felt in the cold water!
      No one was around, so we stretched out naked in our dune
   and let the sun warm our bodies.  We lay there side by side for
   a long time, until his skin was hot to the touch as my hand
   strayed down his back and over his behind.
      The parking lot was deserted when we returned to the car,
   and I let him drive around the vast area, holding him tight on
   my lap, feeling his sun-warmed bottom pressing against my
   cock.
      There was no time for the hideout that day.
      The days passed swiftly.  Too swiftly.  When the weather
   was bad, we went to the movies, and I always insisted that we
   sit in a secluded section so that I could grope and feel him all
   the way through.  I don't remember those movies much; all I
   remember is having my hand inside Ronnie's pants all the
   way through them.  No boy of his age can fail to get excited if
   someone is feeling his prick and balls, and Ronnie was no
   exception, but at the same time he had a boy's ability to
   concentrate on several things at once, so that as I massaged
   his sex organs he sat there like any kid, his eyes glued to the
   screen, his jaws working up and down as he munched his
   gum.  I was careful not to let him come in his pants, partly
   because I didn't want his mother to discover any tell-tale
   stains on his briefs, and partly because I wanted to save his
   boy-juice for my mouth, when we got back to the hideout.
     I took him swimming at the St. George Hotel, and we
   played little underwater games that no one noticed.  We rode
   bikes, and I delighted in watching his bottom squirm from
   side to side as he tried to reach the pedals of a bike that was
   just a little too big for him.
     We did just about everything that's fun for a kid to do in
   New York, and if it's true that he got my cock up his bottom
   every day it's also true that no boy ever had such a whirl of
   activity, except from another pederast.
     Then, suddenly, it was our last day together.
     We went to the park, riding the merry-go-round just like
   two little children, Ronnie on the horse in front of me, so I
   could watch him going up and down, up and down, as the
   big greased pole pushed up and down from the platform,
   making the boy and horse rise and fall in time to the music.
   He was wearing the white shorts again.  I guess he knew I
   liked them on him.  He turned around and laughed at me.  He
   leaned way out, and the cloth of his pants stretched tight
   over his behind.
     After that we decided to ride real horses.  Neither of us was
   dressed for it, but there wasn't time to go back and change.
   Our nags were not the best, but it was great fun, and they
   went very nicely when they realized they were headed for
   home.  Ronnie surprised me by being quite a good rider,
   posting to the trot in the English manner.  Perhaps he had
   learned it at one of his camps.
     We both felt sweaty afterwards, so when we got to the
   hideout we took a shower.  As I watched Ronnie soaping his
   smooth flanks I had horses on my mind-up and down,
   horse and rider, the merry-go-round, Ronnie's bottom ris-
   ing and falling as he posted to the trot.
      The boy complained that his thighs were sore, and on
   inspecting them I saw that the insides of his thighs were quite
   red, having become chafed from rubbing against the saddle.
   I found a bottle of rubbing alcohol and a dry towel, and took
   them into the bedroom.  When the boy came in, rubbing his
   hair with a towel, I had him lie down on the bed and spread
   his legs.  I annointed his inner thighs with the cooling fluid,
   making him wince from the tingling, prickling sensation.  I
   worked the alcohol into his hot flesh, right up to his crotch.
   He was aroused already.
      "That feels good, sir," he said, twisting about on the
   sheet.
      "Good.  Then flop over and I'll do the other side." My
   obedient little catamite flopped over and presented his rosy
   bottom to my lecherous gaze.  I splashed alcohol all over the
   boy's round globes, then worked it into the crack between
   his buttocks, not neglecting the soft flesh of his inner thighs.
   I planted five or six kisses on his naked buttocks, then,
   leaning on one elbow, commenced stroking them gently,
   thoughtfully, teasingly.
      "Riding was fun, wasn't it?"
      "Hmm.  Yes, sir."
      "I'd like to ride you."
      "Hmm?"
      "You know.  Play horsey."
      "Play horsey?"
      "When you were a little kid, didn't you have an uncle or
   someone who took you on his knee and bounced you up and
   down?" I patted his bottom.
      "I suppose so.  Is that what you want to do now?"
      "Yes."
      "Sir," he said, raising up on one elbow and looking at me,
   ,.are you feeling alright?  I mean, you didn't get too much
   sun, did you, sit?"
      "You're pretty fresh," I said.  "I guess you could do with a
   spanking."
      "Oh, no, Sir!  I didn't mean it!" protested the boy, grinning
    and holding his bottom with both hands, Nevertheless, I
    pulled him over my knee, removed his hands, and gave his
    behind ten or twelve good spanks, 'ust enough to heighten
    their pinkness and to cause a warm tingling glow to suffuse
    his sensitive areas.  I pulled him onto my lap and kissed him.
      "I love to gpqnk you.''
      "So it seems," he replied.
      "And now it's time to play horsey," I said, unscrewing the
    cap of the tube of KY.
      "You need that to play horsey"" he asked, watching me
    squeeze out a glob onto my finger.
      "Definitely," I answered, bringing my finger around
    behind him and pushing it into his asshole and working it
    around.
      "I don't think it's the same game uncles play with little
    kids, is it, Sir?"
      "Not quite," I said, applying some more KY to his bot-
    tom.  "I've made a few refinements of my own.  Now, I think
    if you'll be so good as to face the other way, with your back
    to me, I think it will work better.  That's it." I pulled him
    back so that his soft behind was pressing against my prick.
      "Now, are you ready to mount your steed?" I asked.
      "I guess so, but I really don't think it's going to work." It
    was true I had never fucked a boy in this position before, but
    I had heard about it being done, and I had always wanted to
    try it.
      "Oh, I daresay it will work alright, once you're mounted
    and in the saddle securely, so that you won't fall off no
    matter how wild the ride gets..." The boy gave a low chuckle.
    I think he was in rather a perverse mood, and was amused at
    being tucked in this manner.
      "Now," I said, "raise your bottom and bring it down on
    the saddlehorn." I helped him raise his hips and position
    them so that my upright tool was pointing right at his hole.
    Then, very gently, I lowered him onto it.  There was some
  resistance, or else I was not quite on target.  I tried again.
  This time my aim was perfect, and I held him firmly in
  position, my rod pressed right against his hole, until I felt
  him begin to sink slowly onto my shaft.  I could feel his
  membranes give way as my rod entered him.  Slowly he sank
  down onto my shaft until it was deeply embedded in his
  bottom.  He was impaled.  The most furious ride would not
  dislodge my rider.
     The sensation of having the boy sitting on my cock,
  engulfing it with his behind, was tremendous.  It seemed to
  me that I was deeper inside him even than I had been in the
  sand dunes.  I tried to imagine the point on his spine opposite
  the tip of my cock.  It excited me to think that if I had X-ray
  eyes I could actually see my cock embedded in his bowels.
     "How do you like your horse so far?" I asked, reaching
  around and fondling his dick until it became hard.
     "That saddlehorn is really in me," he said.
     God, it excited me to hear him say that.  I wanted him to
  talk about how it felt, how my prick stretched the walls of his
  rectum, how it hurt but felt good at the same time, how he
  felt a little humiliated to be used like a girl, but at the same
  time how he loved the feel of my cock up his ass, how empty
  it felt when I took it out.  But I knew that I could elicit none
  of this sort of talk from him.  He wasn't a very talkative
  lover.
     "Well, now you can start riding," I said.  "First a walk,
  then a trot, and finally, as the horse sees the stable ahead of
  him, a mad, full-tilt gallop!"
     Taking the boy by the waist I showed him how to twist
  from side to side in the saddle.  Then I showed him how to
  rise up very gently-then how to combine the two motions,
  rising and falling and twisting at the same time.  By the time
  the lesson was over I was nearly ready to gallop home, and I
  had to hold myself back.
     I gazed at his lovely soft round buttocks which held my
  cock imprisoned within their walls as he slowly twisted them
    from side to side and raised them up and down.  When he
    came down on my saddlehom, my shaft explored depths of
    the child's bottom previously uncharted.  His soft round
    buttocks sank onto my thighs like water-filled balloons.  I
    was in heaven.  I coaxed him to increase his gait from a walk
    to a trot, hugging him tightly as he rose and fell on my cock.
      I fondled the hard little nipples of my young rider as he
    rose and fell, driving my cock in and out of his tight little
    bottom.
      "Let's go faster now," I said, and soon we were cantering,
    my cock slipping in and out of the boy like the greased pole
    at the merry-go-round.  I longed for the ride to last forever,
    but just as merry-go-round rides come to an end for every
    little girl and boy, so did mine.  As I felt my juices rise I
    whispered to the boy, "I can see the stables!  Gallop full-
    tilt!"
      My rider plunged up and down, driving my cock in ever
    deeper into his hot behind, until, unable to withold my foam
    any longer, like a crazed stallion I bucked against my rider,
    shooting my stallion juice straight up the bottom of the
    impaled boy with such force that I half-expected to see it
    spew forth from his mouth!  I held my small rider tight as my
    shaft sent fountains of froth ever higher and higher into the
    tender warm passageway of the sweet boy's bottom.
      I lay back, exhausted from the ride, my cock still inside the
    boy.  He turned in the saddle and said, "Sir, I think I'll have
    to go to the bathroom." Such tender post-amour words
    from my little lover's lips!  But there was nothing to be done.
    I allowed him to dismount, and as he bounced into the
    bathroom, his bottom red and slimy, I lay back and lit a
    cigarette, wondering if my geyser of sperm had acted like
    one of Miss E.'s clysters in sending the child's poo poo
    cascading down his well-lubricated colon, egress being pre-
    vented only by the presence of my thick tool blocking the
    passageway.  He stayed in the bathroom a long time, and
    when he finally returned to the living room, he seemed
  curiously withdrawn.  He sat down naked on the sofa and
  drew his legs up, encircling his knees with his arms.  I sat
  down beside him and toyed with the little tuft of hair at the
  nape of his neck.
     "What's troubling my boy?" I asked tenderly.
     "Your boy.  That's what I am, aren't I?"
     "What do you mean?  What's up?"
     "What's up?" The boy gave a kind of cynical chuckle.
  "Your dick!  That's what's up."
     "Hey, hey, what's the matter.  What's gotten into you?"
     "You have!" he said with a snort.  "Twelve times in ten
  days.  I've kept track."
     "Look," I said, really puzzled by his sudden change of
  mood, "No one's forcing you.  I mean, if you want I won't do
  it any more, ever again."
     "That's just it, you see." And he turned and looked
  straight at me.  "I think I'm beginning to get hooked on it."
     "So that's it," I said, drawing him against my body.  "I
  understand all about it.  As long as you didn't enjoy it, you
  could just lie there and pretend it was something that was
  being done to you, but when you found out that you were
  beginning to like it, you had to admit that you were involved
  in it yourself.  And you were afraid of this feeling, and
  afterwards you felt ashamed of yourself."
     "That's right, sir, that's exactly right.  It reminds me of
  once when a doctor was examining me and he put his finger
  into my behind."
     "Tell me about that."
     "Well, you know, he made me kneel on this table and he
  put on a rubber glove and all, and he said it wasn't going to
  hurt, but it did."
     "Is that all?"
     "Nope.  He kept on shoving his finger up there and feeling
  around, and I felt very embarrassed."
     "Because in spite of the pain there was also a pleasant
  sensation mixed in with it."
      "How did you know?"
      "And not only did you like it, but it showed, didn't it?"
      "Yes, sir!  And the worst of it was when the doctor finally
    took his finger out and told me to get up I couldn't hide it,
    and he looked at it and kind of smiled in a nasty sort of way,
    and patted me on the ass and all."
      "It was as if he was saying,'Boy, I made you like it in spite
    of yourself."'
      "Yeah!  How'd you guess all that?"
      "Well, it's not hard.  Boys are sensitive in their behinds,
    and the doctor knew just how to use his finger to get you all
    excited, even against your will."
      "He did it on purpose, didn't he?"
      "It certainly sounds that way."
      "I really hated that doctor!"
      "Of course you did.  He humiliated you in the worst way.
    And so you have the same feeling of shame when we're
    together, is that it?"
      "Not really, sir.  I mean you're not trying to embarrass me
    or anything, like that doctor was.  It's just that afterwards I
    have the feeling like I shouldn't be liking it."
      I pulled him closer into my arms and filled his ear with
    talk about how young boys are often passive sex partners
    before they reach puberty, but that when the reach adoles-
    cence they want to play the active role, and that he was in the
    in-between stage, and that he was afraid of losing his bud-
    ding masculinity by being used like a girl.  I assured him that
    these fears were normal, that there was a bit of the woman in
    every man and vice versa-that he was a perfectly normal
    boy and would grow up to be a great fucker of women-that
    he needn't worry about "getting hooked" because he just
    wasn't the type-that he shouldn't feel ashamed of liking it,
    because when it came to sex, anything you liked was good-
    so that if he liked being fucked, then why not enjoy it while
    he could, because pretty soon he would be on the other end,
    dishing it out-and that letting a man fuck you was good
  practice for fucking women, because it gave you some idea
  of what a woman feels when she's being fucked, and so forth
  and so on.
      My words apparently quieted his fears, for he snuggled up
  closer as we talked.
      "You see," I continued, "the difference between me and
  that doctor is that he was having fun at your expense, while I
  love you.  Not just your body.  I love that, of course, and
  without the physical attraction there wouldn't be any love-
  making.  But I love your body not only because it's such a
  great body but because it's your body, and I love you, Ronnie
  Riley.  And I want to possess you entirely.  I want to be part of
  you, to make our bodies one.  I want to feel my body inside
  yours, and so when I put my cock into you, and shoot into
  you, it makes me part of you, and you part of me, and that's
  the greatest expression of love.  And if you love me too, then
  you'll let me put my cock into you because you will like
  having part of me in you, and because you will know how
  much pleasure you are giving me by giving your body to
  me.
      "Hmm.  I guess I understand better now," Then he looked
  into my eyes and    said, "I wonder what it would feel like
  being on the other end.  Maybe if I knew, I wouldn't feel
  funny about always being on the receiving end."
      "Are you hinting at something?"
      "Well, sir, tumabout's fair play, isn't it?"
      "Boys don't fuck men, Ronnie."
      "Why not?  It's not fair.  If I were a man and you were a
  boy, would you let me fuck you?"
      "Yes, and I'd probably love it."
      "Have you ever been fucked, sir?"
      "Sure.  When I was your age, and younger."
      "When- did it stop?"
      "When I was sixteen or so.  I don't remember.  It wasn't a
  sudden thing."
      "And you've been doing it to boys ever since?"
       "Whenever I got a chance, which wasn't as often as I'd
    like."
       "But sir, isn't it wrong for men to do it to boys?  They
    should be doing it to girls!"
       "Not if they prefer boys.  Live and let live."
       "But nature didn't intend it that way."
       "Whereld you read that?  How do you know what nature
    intended?"
       "Oh, come on, sir, you know it's true."
       "Not for me."
       "Well, you're a-"
       "I'm what?  A queer?  A faggot?  Poor, twisted, warped sick
    old Colin Murchison.  Dangerous deviate!  Sexual psycho-
    path!  Degenerate fiend!  Threat to every red-blooded Boy
    Scout!  Lock him up!  Cut off his balls!  He's part of a commie
    plot!"
       Ronnie held his sides and giggled.  Soon we were wrestling
    around on the sofa, and I was getting horny.  All my pretty
    words had excited me.
       "And now," I said, pinning him down on the sofa, "what
    do you say we go at it again."
       "Nope.  Not until you let me do it to you."
       Ordinarily I don't tolerate this sort of thing.  I don't like
    being fucked any more, and especially by a boy.  However,
    under the circumstances I felt it would be diplomatic, and so
    I acquiesced.
       I hadn't had a cock in me for many years, and small
    though it was, it hurt when Ronnie jabbed his into me with
    very little ceremony.  He was in a big hurry, and didn't waste
    time on preliminaries. I winced as he jabbed into me, but
    once inside his little thing tickled rather nicely, and I rather
    enjoyed the idea of having my own boy in me.  He pumped
    away furiously, issuing little squeals of delight, and in a very
    short time he shot his load into me.  It excited me very much.
       "Oh, wow!" he exclaimed as he pumped his youthful seed
    into me.  "Sir, that was great!"
     "I'm glad you enjoyed it," I said, "but as a lover you leave
  something to be desired.  Never mind, though, you have a
  long time to practice."
     I got us some Cokes and we sat around naked, drinking
  them.
     "Sir," asked the boy at one point, "have you ever fucked a
  girl?"
     "Sure.  Lots of times."
     "Do girls like to be fucked?"
     "Like it!  They go wild over it."
     "Did you like it?"
     "Sure.  Girls are great for fucking."
     "Then why do you go after boys?"
     "Because I like them better.  Why do you think I teach at
  St. Barnabas?"
     "I thought maybe you liked teaching.  I was thinking
  maybe of being a teacher when I grow up."
     "It's an admirable ambition.  You could teach in a girls'
  school.  No, seriously, I like teaching; it's just that I'd rather
  teach boys than girls or grown-ups because I like them better
  as people.  I mean, let's say you're a photographer.  If you like
  the ocean, you photograph the ocean.  If you like boys, you
  photograph boys."
     "With no clothes on."
     "Of course.  Because their bodies are very beautiful.  But I
  also like boys faces.  I take lots of portraits of boys."
     "Which do you like better, my face or my body?"
     "Your face is part of your body.  I can't separate them,
  anymore than I can separate your body from your
  personality."
     "You sure do have a cool line, sir.  How many kids at
  school do you seduce this way?"
     "You're the first.  And if you weren't I'd lie and say you
  were.  I'm very discreet."
     "You must be lying now, then, because there are lots of
  boys at school with better physiques than mine."
       "How many times do I have to tell you, I don't like
    physiques, I like boys."
       "But you said you like my body.  What exactly do you like
    about it?"
       "Let me count the ways," I said, touching him everywhere
    as I spoke.  "I like the way your hair hangs down over your
    right eye.  I like your right eye.  I like your left eye.  I like your
    hair because it's so silky.  I like the shape of your head, how it
    goes out here and then curves inward.  I like this little point
    of hair at the nape of your neck.  I like your nose and your
    slightly flared nostrils, and your mouth-the way it curves-
    and your long neck, and how this vein stands out.  And I like
    your chest, and specially your proud little nipples that get
    hard when I rub them like this.
       "I love your belly, because it's so nice and flat, and your
    belly-button, because it's yours.  And I love to feel these
    bones-your hipbones-and I like these two lines leading to
    your thing, making a V, as if pointing the way; and I love
    your thing-which seems to be getting hard again, so soon
    after its recent workout.  And I love these two things in their
    sac, and how they jump around when I squeeze them like
    two peas in a pod.  And I love your thighs, so smooth and
    fine, and your knees, and specially this hollow behind them.
    And I love your sturdy legs, so finely shaped, and your feet,
    like Picasso's circus boy's.  And then I love to run my hand
    down your straight spine like this, counting the vertebrae.
    And I love these two dimples on either side, right above your
    behind.  I love this little vestige of a tail-which, by the way,
    is getting to look more and more faun-like-and then,
    finally, I love this part-these two round perfectly shaped
    hemispheres, your buttocks, your nates, your posterior,
    your backside, rear end, popo, bottom, bum.  Oh, yes!  I love,
    how I love the sight and feel of your soft, warm, round,
    smooth, velvety lovely behind!"
       "In other words," came the response, "you like my body
    okay, but what you really dig is my ass!"
     "You have a way of destroying all my poetry.  I thought I
  had made a very pretty speech, and you just tear it down,
  reducing it to the carnal."
     "Well, sir, I'm just trying to sort through some of the
  bullshit!  The fact is, if I didn't have a cute ass, you never
  would have looked at me twice.  Right?"
     "O Cynical youth!  But if you insist on being so vulgar,
  you might as well roll over and let me have a final go at the
  subject and object of my poetry, because my words have
  made me very worked up."
     "Okay," he said in a tone of mock resignation, as a
  woman might say, 'you're all the same, you men, only one
  thing on your mind,' unable to admit they enjoy it just as
  much as the men."
     Once flopped over on his belly he became very passive,
  even spreading his thighs wide apart so I could toy with his
  hole more easily.  Having fucked me he had proved his own
  masculinity; now he could relax and play the boy again.
     He lay stretched out on his belly, his arms under his chin,
  as I toyed with his behind.  Then, lying down between his
  silky thighs, I kissed and licked their inner surfaces, making
  him squirm with pleasure as I licked my way up between
  them to his buttocks.  Spreading apart his buttocks, I put my
  face right down between the warm cheeks and started licking
  his hole.  When I darted my tongue inside it, he groaned with
  pleasure.  I stroked his hips as I tongued his asshole for
  several minutes.
     Then, putting a folded pillow under him to raise his
  bottom, I lovingly greased him up with KY and slowly sank
  my shaft down between his velvety cheeks, entering again
  the lovely behind I had fucked no more than an hour before.
  I sank my cock in all the way, feeling the hot flesh close
  around it, then pulled him up close against me and began a
  long, last, slow fuck.
     As I drove slowly in and out of his delicious behind, never
  had the boy seemed so pliant and willing.  Since it was our
   last time together at the hideout, I was determined to make it
   a memorable fuck.  For his part, having shot his load, he was
   now intent on being a good lover, and wriggled his bottom
   to heighten my pleasure.  I bit into his neck, sniffing his hair
   and muttering words of love as my hand fondled his prick
   and my own cock drove ever deeper into his hot, supple
   behind.
     Tears came to my eyes as my passion mounted, and,
   perhaps because it was our last time together in New York, I
   felt transported into another dimension as my inflamed cock
   slid up and down the hot canal of the youngster.  The heat of
   his bowel caused my juice to rise, and whenever this hap-
   pened I would slow down my fucking until my juices
   receded; then I would begin fucking him again.  At first,
   when I stopped, the boy thought something was wrong, and
   thrust his bottom out toward me in an effort to please, but I
   assured him that everything was just fine, that I was only
   prolonging the ecstasy.
     I must have been on the point of orgasm four or five times
   as I savored this final fuck.  I wished it could continue for
   ever, but finally my rising juice could not be persuaded to
   recede, and there was nothing to do but drive deeply into the
   hottest recesses of the child's bottom.  Clutching him tight
   and whimpering words of passion, I shot load after load of
   milky sperm into his receptive behind, which he continued
   to wriggle in his desire to please me.
     I held the boy in my arms, my cock still buried deep in his
   bottom, while he milked me with his sphincter muscles.  We
   lay in this embrace until the angle of the sun told me it was
   time for us to go.  We dressed without showering-the
   thought of his bottom all gummy with sperm and KY excited
   me as we rode back in the cab.  I held my arm around him all
   the way.  And when I let him off, and said good-bye, a few
   blocks away from his house, I took him in my arms and
   kissed him long and passionately right in front of the whole
   world, not giving a damn what anybody thought.