Date: Sat, 26 Feb 2011 16:11:09 +1100
From: The Pin <lawrencebradman@gmail.com>
Subject: Command performance

Elly and I had been going out together for about a year now which for 15
year olds would count as "going steady" I dare say.  So far we'd neither of
us been too adventurous, truth to say I felt Elly to be a trifle prudish in
her sexual attitudes but no matter....where girls were concerned this
didn't seem too serious - frankly I simply enjoyed her company and our
ability to just talk - comfortably, and above all both were academically
inclined. Elly was away that weekend which is why I could be seen wandering
along the sea front early evening, my parents weren't expecting me until
late - I was that unusual item, the responsible teenager - and in all
probability I'd find them in bed should I choose to stay out.  So I suppose
I must have stood out somewhat, a solitary boy of my age slowly strolling
the cliff top so when pausing by a railing, in retrospect I shouldn't have
been surprised to find I soon had company.

His dim silhouette appeared about a meter away, close yet not threateningly
so, then after a decent interval he spoke, what about I don't know -
platitudes no doubt and hesitantly, I replied...cautious still. I realised
he was probably in his early to mid twenties, neat yet casual appearance
and soon it dawned - he was educated, very well educated...and vaguely
familiar.  I began to enjoy our talk and then it clicked.....this was
Dr. xxxx, he'd arrived before the beginning of term as a visiting tutor in
biology (not one of my subjects) and was on some complex exchange from one
of the Oxbrige universities, probably a six month stint.  Somewhat
reassured, I continued our chat and when he suggested that we escape the
evening chill and continue it in his rooms, I didn't hesitate.

Now, I don't know about you but I find I have an instinct for such things
because no sooner were we seated facing one another I began to get that
feeling. Excitement was slowly mounting, and as we talked I noticed things,
his voice was growing husky - as I realised was my own.  Pauses
interspersed, grew in length, occasionally he would swallow hard and I had
the impression he was having difficulty breathing - and I noticed my own
chest beginning to heave.  Finally our eyes met and he broke the ice and
blurted it out "You're VERY attractive you know?".  Non plussed I
considered and on impulse said simply "I like you".  The silence lengthened
then, with mounting excitement I awaited the next move - for all this was
alien territory to me.  He resolved the impasse my standing and stretching
out his hand, carefully I rose and clasped it scarcely daring to breathe as
I was led down a short passage, there it was a small bedroom and now I
knew, this was it, no escaping the implications and...do you know what?  I
didn't want to, I could guess what was in store and...I found myself
wanting it, whatever it was.  So I stood and watched as swiftly he
undressed and then, relaxing upon the bed and facing me, he slowly began to
masturbate, breaking his silence I heard him softly "Please,
please....undress for me, please?".  Now something strange took over, I
never hesitated but taking care to face him at all times and striving to
give him the best possible view, I carefully divested my own clothes until,
naked, I stood there in the middle of his room, my erection fully visible.
Again he spoke "oh God you're attractive, so very attractive xxxx just stay
there a bit?"  As his eyes feasted upon me I noticed his hand motion had
slowed, he was now merely fondling himself - later I guessed this was to
prevent him cumming too soon at the sight of me.  Eventually he beckoned
and saucily, caught up in the mood, I swayed my hips as I sauntered over.
Once on the bed, I carefully stretched out beside him and prompted my some
mischief asked "Like what you see...so what do you want to do with me?"  He
gulped, then gulped again and reached out.

From the first touch of his shaking hand to my near climax more than an
hour must have passed, his fingers were everywhere, stroking caressing
fondling and when I obligingly lifted a thigh, probing behind.  I found
myself begin to shudder, he noticed this and comfortingly remarked "Yes,
it's a bit like that...when you are really excited...just let yourself
go...isn't this lovely?"  I could only gulp and nod agreement.  By now I
was quickly learning to enjoy the feel of his own penis, so much thicker
than mine yet elegantly shaped, so elegant that....oh the texture, the
texture on my tongue, so smooth and I engulfed a bit more until "No, no
sweetie that's enough or I'll cum - want more time with you my pretty, much
more time before....but here" and his handsome head bowed itself, moist
warmth engulfed my own penis and gently my lover sucked until I in turn
cried a warning.  Disengaging, he whispered "Has anyone...had you before, I
mean like in here?" and he inserted a finger, I quivered and replied "No,
but I've sort of put things up there.....sometimes quite large things and
I'd imagine it would be someone - having me, so I think....if you want
to....we can do it...."  This was true of course, after all you know what
it's like when you're having a solo session and start feeling particularly
randy, you start searching around for something suitable don't you...and
then you lie back and draw your knees up, it's nice as you ease it in isn't
it?  Sometimes I'd bend in front of my full length mirror as I inserted it
just so I could watch it go in, I'm sure you've tried that, it's fun isn't
it?  Then as you fuck yourself you use different angles for your slow
thrusts and try to imagine....oh yes, I knew what I wanted now "Have you
any Vaseline?" was all I could whisper, my throat and mouth both parched
with excitement...then "How would you like me...show me what position you
want me in when you take me?"

"Oh God darling, it won't be just the one position, that I promise!"  and
so it was, strangely enough he started by laying me on my tummy, later he
said that in this way his initial thrusts wouldn't go too deep - he didn't
want to hurt".  So, when the finely muscled body covered my back pressing
my loins to the mattress, instinctively I reached around to help position
him, I was glad I did for as the pressure began so did the pain and
discomfort, suddenly something eased, then again more pain, almost
unbearable - but I was determined, and he was gentle for after what seemed
like an age I heard the triumphant gasp, "Oh my darling, I'm in you, all
the way, Oh God - did you know I've dreamed of this, I noticed you when I
first arrived and now - oh God how ...wonderful.....now, ready my pet,
ready and...here goes, just say if it's hurting too much?" and then the
first routine of withdraw/thrust, withdraw/thrust began and...I was finally
being fucked, this lovely man was using me, using me as he would a young
woman, oh God how he needed me...the pain was receding slowly but the
discomfort remained, I was simply unused to the feeling back there, so much
I felt I was crammed to bursting and then I thought..."  Well remember your
own first time, at first you don't think you can bear it but then, through
the pain, some sort of perverse pleasure fires up, tells you that this is
what it is all about, giving pleasure to the captive who's doing it to you,
he's helpless with lust...and all because of YOU, and then you relax...soon
perhaps some strange feeling of enjoyment rears up through the pain and
then...if he doesn't cum too soon, it take over.  So it was with me but, it
was I who came first, the first waves of pleasure manifest themselves, his
penis brushed my prostate - and I convulsed helpless while not yet sated,
my lover shifted positions, lifting me he lay me on my back, strong arms
placed my legs upon his shoulders and again his penis plunged between my
upraised thighs.  Strange things were happening over which I had no
control, sore yet still hopelessly aroused I felt his penis inch deeper,
carefully he bent my legs back further and I felt him slide in until there
- that was it, he now took his pleasure of me, muttering endearments
"Lovely boy, never been so deep, so tight, beautiful body, wish just wish,
I could get you...pregnant...you're all a man could want...." and so
saying, he adjusted his position to bend his handsome head - to kiss me
full on the lips.  I think I came again then, I know that my head began
tossing from side to side and I was moaning nonsense, pain forgotten,
fingers clawing his torso tight against me and legs clasping.  The I felt
the shudders begin, I could see him fighting them but it was no use for
while he was fucking me he was out of control, to my immense satisfaction I
watched and felt as my lover drew to the inevitable climax, dimly I felt
myself again heave and convulse and that did it, warmth in unbelievable
amounts seemed to pervade my depths, soon his strokes diminished, they
became languid but then I heard it - the rich luxuriant sounds of a hard
object plunging in and out of a fluid, the "squelch" "squelch" of his
diminishing adulation, I closed my eyes and continued clutching him to me
as his manhood trickled down my thighs to soak his bedclothes.

For a while we lay quietly, each calmly reviewing recent events, the
occasional thought for the future.  The confidences began - he'd always
been gay, I mentioned my shared time with Elly, my fondness for her and now
my feeling that I was "Bi", the dilemma this posed in light of her possible
frigidity, and so on.  Calmly now we reviewed each other, I smiled, he
smiled back, a comforting hand on my shoulder...lazily it slipped to the
small of my back and began to stroke.  I snuggled up with head upon a warm
shoulder and as we lay there, things started to happen, noticing it he
whispered "Sweetie what I'd like...I'd like us to...have a sort of record
of this, our first time together...now, would you mind...a video camera?"
I thought about it and the idea had a kinky appeal so agreed.  Then again
"Now, for starters you're lovely, quite feminine actually (I knew this!)
and I wonder if.." he rose and rummaged in a drawer, out it came, a shorty
nightie, see through and VERY feminine "Er, um. who else has been ....in
that thing then?" I asked tentatively.  "Well, a couple I admit...but no
more than that I promise!"  At least he was honest and I was happy with
that and interested too, how would I look, how would it feel...and the
video too?  As he passed me the garment I stood to receive it, glancing
down I noticed once again the smooth hairless expanse of thigh and leg, so
arms raised I slipped it on and turned to face him.  I heard a low whistle
of appreciation and felt myself blush, I knew what was going on down below,
I'd become erect again and the hem of my lacy garment was now raised by my
penis which jutted provocatively attracting my lovers attention.  Dimly I
noticed a camera system in place as he stepped forward to grasp my penis,
stock still he stood there fondling it while gazing into my eyes, I pouted
and blew him a kiss - of course, he too was also erect and I became busy
returning the favour - there's something very intimate isn't there in
standing facing another man as you quietly and systematically fondle each
other's penis, with care and practice I can do this for ages, it is a
useful skill if you find yourself in a public toilet or one of those
rendezvous in the parks - where stealth is everything (It adds to the fun
too I find!) and you can't wait to go somewhere else....you know how it is.
So, there we stood before his cameras feeling each other and gradually
becoming more and more excited, I'd discovered the sensitivity in my
nipples, how it helped me feel extra nice "down there" so used my free hand
to have a little fondle as I smiled up at him "Nice?" he asked "What do you
think?" I replied running my hand the full length of his shaft "Do you like
me like this then?"  "Oh God yes AND I can reach everything I need to...I
mean you've got everything a woman has let's face it and you obviously
enjoy using it!"  I was still teasing my nipple as the idea struck me
"You've got those cameras going so, why don't we do a little show, I mean
there's got to be lots of positions you know about and...."  I didn't have
to elaborate, he was with me all the way, next I knew my nightie was raised
and I was bent forward, then after careful angling for the lens, he was up
and in me, a few satisfying strokes and he was out and then I was on one
leg with a hand under my buttock, again I felt myself penetrated while he
took me for just long enough to register the scene, then it was both hands
beneath the tops of my thighs while I faced away as he hoisted me high -
and then down, his penis sinking deep.  In this position he rotated us this
way and that while fucking me by raising then lowering my torso upon his
penis, unable to help myself I reached back and behind with both arms to
clasp them around his neck "If I help...can you keep doing me like this -
for a bit longer - please?" I was panting, any boy would have been, just
imagine if you can a healthy sized rigid penis at maximum penetration and
at that angle as he lifts you up and down on it?

Eventually he put me down, my penis pressed hard against the hem of my
nightie and dribbling pre cum furiously, somehow he was still inside me but
I sensed he needed a rest so it was I who suggested the next move.  Soon he
was flat on his back with me straddling his hips, now it was my turn,
carefully placing his penis at my opening, I sank down, Oh the thrill of it
sliding up to fill me once more!  Quietly he muttered, "you don't know,
can't know - just how sexy you look like that...just don't trim that hair
of yours, lovely sight swishing around your face...and here, let me..."  so
saying he reached for my penis and carefully began to masturbate me in time
to my movements.  I had to ask it "You know...this is my first time, is it
alright for you?"  There was an astounded silence then softly "Look darling
- I'll never forget this!"  In the fullness of time we managed in unison to
heave, shudder and gasp out our pleasure and this time, I collapsed forward
upon that broad chest while behind and below his lovely penis still
throbbed its parting load between my avid cheeks.