Date: Thu, 20 Jan 2005 22:53:57 -0800 (PST)
From: D One <doned88@yahoo.com>
Subject: Cowpunk

Jamie sat with his family in the hotel lobby. Around them were some of
their neighbors. All had spent the morning in church, the afternoon
visiting and now as night had darkened the skies, they ate a proper
Sunday night dinner.

Jamie, like many kids his age, was bored. But every Sunday everyone did
the same thing. He knew it and accepted it.

In the morning he'd be awakened at sunrise by his Dad to do chores until
the school chime was heard. Then he'd ride the distance to spend the day
with all the other kids to learn. He actually liked it, while most of the
other boys were bored there.

He still felt victorious having explained that by riding a horse, he
could do more chores before having to go to school. And his Dad agreed.

Of course his mother and father continously argued about the value of the
school.

Jamie wasn't that good a student but he learned.

Something Jamie also learned was the freedom of having his own horse.
During lunch breaks, he'd take one of his friends on a ride and they
ended up somewhere isolated Jamie and he would go skinny dipping and lay
on the grassy banks masturbating under the afternoon sun until the school
chime rang again.

More and more of his chums would ride with him and repeat the break.
Jamie would wrestle naked with them and sometimes discovering their
mutual excitement, satisfy himself and his friend.

Nobody talked about it. It was just something that boys did. And this was
decades before the words gay, queer, homosexual became the daily banter
of homophobes and puritans alike.

The gun shot made everyone stop eating. One or two of the men went
outside to see what the source of the noises were. Since guns weren't
brought to these dinners, they were ill equipped to respond and were
easily beaten by the thugs that approached.

The robbery was simple. Four men aimed their rifles while two others went
from person to person taking money, wedding rings, broaches and anything
else they could get from each family.

"You all look so pios and proper" the tall grizzly leader said as he
waved his shotgun "tell you what, we'll return the wedding rings and
heirlooms in echange for ...."

His men seemed to be ready to object but the man waved his shotgun "in
exchange for one of you"

"Maybe one of your sweet young virgins" he walked from table to table.
His men commented on his words.

Even some of the town people started to object.

"ok ok, we'll leave the virgins, if there are any here, alone...for now"
he went back up to the entrance.

"you boy come up here"

Jamie didn't move until the shotgun was aimed at his mother.  He shook as
he moved to where the leader stood.

"maybe we'll take a boy instead." there was silence.

"let's see what you look like boy" Jamie didn't move

"take off your duds" the words didn't seem to make sense to Jamie until
the man took his knife and slashed it down his front.

Jamie heard his mother shreak.

"don't worry madam, we wont' damage him, at least not that way" he
laughed as did some of the other men.

Jamie realized his shirt flapped open as the knige had sliced the
material open. Even his long johns' buttons had been sliced off and his
bare chest and stomach could be seen.

"off, boy everything off"

The room was silent. Jamie was scared and embarassed as he stripped off
his clothing until he was butt naked in front of the entire town.

"awww the bird has a few feathers...but he does have a nice ass" his men
agreed.

"Look here, take our rings, I have more money at the house" Jamie's
father stood up.

The shotgun swung back to his face.

"Ah a sacrificing father. Face it you just want him to do your chores,
like any farm hand." the words awakened Jamie somehow. It was as if his
own words he had been thinking were suddenly spoken out loud..but not by
him.

"you boy, out" Jamie walked naked out the front door with some of the
men.

"thank you dear folks, dont' worry you won't see us again"

Jamie sat on the back of one of the horses. His arms surrounded one of
the men as the group galloped down the dirt road where he had run and
played as a child. The town that had been the boundaries of his life were
soon behind him.

And as he had dreamed about for many years, Jamie left what he had known
to be part of the unknown.

"Get him some clothes" the leader said after making Jamie stand in front
of him whiel the others made a fire.  They had been riding for hours.

"Nobody is following us tonight. They'll try in the morning, but we'll be
way ahead of them" he said.

Jamie pulled on some trousers that were too big for him and donned a
shirt that hung on him like a woman's dress.

"You kid, help squire"  Jamie helped the cook make some kind of dinner
that included beans and some sort of soup.

Everyone ate, joked and acted like nothing unusual had happened that
evening. Jamie was pulled down on the ground beside the leader and a
metal bowl was shoved in his hands.

"better eat now boy, you're going to have  busy night" laughter responded
to his words.

Jamie stood away from the group holding his penis as he pissed. Beside
him was one of the men holding a rifle. He thought about running away but
the leader told him to "go ahead, and we'll find your dead body in the
morning" the statement was punctuated by some kind of animal howling.

Jamie returned to the camp fire.

He lay down where the leader told him to and shivered from the chill of
the night air.

"Here boy" the leader pulled the boy close and threw part of his blanket
over him.

"Now it's simple boy, you belong to us. You're here to keep us happy,
help squire and be an outlaw"

Jamie like many of his friends had read dime store novels and exchanged
stories of outlaws. Though what outlaws did was wrong, they knew, it was
exciting to fantasize about getting from their parents, towns and totally
free.

"Just relax" Jamie felt the pain as the leader stuck his adult size penis
into his buttocks. Jamie had never had this experience before, but he
knew what was going on. The boys joked about being cornholed all the
time.

He cried as the man continued to rub his penis inside Jamie until his
grunts and other audible sounds told Jamie he had finished.

"See? that wasn't so bad. You'll learn to like it and want it. Don't
worry there's lots of us to satisfy you boy"

The man's arms held Jamie tight against him. And despite his tears, the
weird feeling he felt inside him and the fear of what was going to happen
to him, Jamie fell asleep.

In his dreams some of his naked chums appeared to wrestle, grab his penis
and make him explode.

"Come on wake up kid, we have to pack up and ride" Jamie stirred. It felt
like the man was sitll inside him. Jamie knew that wasn't so because the
man had moved away.  As he pulled the borrowed pants up, Jamie felt the
wet and sticky substance that was around his own penis and genitals. He
had had a wet dream he knew..just like at home.

They had ridden for some days and having cross the border into Mexico,
the men traded bags of jewelry they had stolen in Jamie's town and others
with a local man.

"Come with me kid." Jamie stood naked once again in a store with the
leader. He thought he too would be sold and could only guess what was
going to happen to him next.

"Get the boy clothes that fit" the leader said and turned to leave "when
you're done get that pretty ass outside"

Jamie wore a new set of underwear, a new shirt, pants and boots when he
stepped outside.

"Get up" the man said stickign out his arm. Jamie took hold and rode on
the back of the leader's horse. "you can thank us for not giving you to
the Mexicanos later"

Jamie lost track of the days or weeks he had been with the group.  He
cleaned boots, oiled leather, washed clothes and helped Squire make
countless meals as the group rode back across the border.

And during the nights, he touched men in the way he had touched his
boyhood friends. He learned to use his mouth and got used to his ass
being used like a woman.

He was free of the life he knew but learned he had to live by the rules
of those that had taken him.  In time he realized he liked this life, he
looked forward to the nights as well.

"San Francisco tomorrow boy" the man told him one night as he lay back
letting Jamie satisfy him with his mouth. "we all go our separate ways
there"

Jamie stopped.

"Don't worry boy, I know a man there who will take good care of you. He
has a house of some great women there and a boy or two like you" the
leader put his hand on the back of Jamies head pushing it back to work.
Jamie obeyed.

"And I suspect you'll like it there too"

Jamie finished him off and lay next to the man who once was his kidnapper
and had become his benefactor.

Jamie didn't know what else to call him. He hoped the man would put his
penis into him one more time before the sunrose though.