Date: Mon, 4 Feb 2008 10:04:52 -0400
From: Chris Johns <chris-johns@hotmail.com>
Subject: Cruelty to Children Pt.6

Standard rules guys.


				 Chapter 6

		       I instigate the unthinkable.

 "Sleepovers will cease, any sexual activity will be stopped and you Matt
will be in bed at a reasonable hour each school night in your own bed. You
will not come into my bed until I am satisfied with your behaviour. Do you
understand?"

"Yes Jase. I'm sorry."

"Your schoolwork and personal discipline are the most important things in
your world at the moment, I will not tolerate them slipping. I will review
this in a month."

Didn't work. Kevin and he had plenty of sex because I was home long after
them most days. I eventually caught them, inevitable really. So what do I
do?

"Matt I rescued you from an abusive environment, if you are trying to
destroy me knowing that I have to discipline you, that is, physically abuse
you then you are going the right way about it. This is definitely the last
time I let my love for you outweigh the action I know I should take. Please
don't push me on this one Baby. I will die if I have to spank you."

He looked suitably contrite but I wasn't fooled. I knew he loved me and I
thought he knew I almost worshipped him. Why was he suddenly trying to
force me to punish him?

The inevitable happened. His disciplinary record continued to deteriorate
until he was suspended. I felt I had no choice. Firstly I spoke to Kevin's
parents and requested that they keep Kevin away from the house for the
foreseeable future. Next I did the unthinkable!

I walked through to Matt's room where he had gone as soon as he arrived
home. The letter from the principal suspending him had been placed on my
desk. No attempt to fudge or deceive me. It was almost as though he wanted
to test my resolve. The psychologist in me was working. Why? I had never
changed in my attitude to him. I loved him to distraction. I treated him
like a son when appropriate and a lover the remainder of the time. In every
way I tried to show him how much I loved him. Was he testing that love, did
he think because I loved him so much that I would never chastise him?

"Matt, join me in the study please."

He looked at me with defiance plastered all over his face.

I sat at the desk and had Matt stood in front of me.

"Do you truly believe that you have become the most important person in my
life Matt?"

"Of course I do Jase."

"I don't believe you."

He looked shocked.

"You don't fool me Matt. You have done everything in your power for over a
year to convince me you are worthy of my love. Why are you now backing me
into a corner over punishment?"

"I'm not."

I was getting angry, I didn't know what he was thinking.

"You are and I am going to respond. Take your clothes off, all of them, and
then prostrate yourself over the chair."

"Wow Jase, are you getting kinky, you want to fuck me spread eagled over a
chair. Wouldn't the desk be kinkier?"

I felt as though he had punched me in my solar plexus. He did as he was
told though.

My first stroke with all my strength made my hand sting like hell it was
awesome. Matt screamed like he was going to die and whipped across the
study like a rocket burying himself in a corner.

"I promise I'll be good Jase, please don't hit me again."

"Not good enough Matt. You can get in position again or I will restrain you
and beat you unconscious."

He was shaking like a leaf, but resumed the position. I hit him again and
he screamed, throwing himself at my feet and screaming as he begged me to
forgive him and not punish him anymore. I was crying. I loved this boy more
than my life and I had administered two horrendously severe strokes of my
hand to his ass.

I picked him up off the floor and carried him to our bed. I was crying. He
was crying. I felt I had failed him, I was distraught. He saw it as I put
him gently on the bed and slid in alongside him to cuddle him.

"Why are you doing this to me Baby lover. I would die for you. Why are you
making me do something that will destroy me."

"You don't love me, you love Kevin. I watch how you make love to him. You
worship his huge cock. I can't compete, I'm only little."

"Is that what this is all about Matt?"

"No."

I looked in his eyes and it dawned on me. Matt was jealous. He perceived
that when I made love to Kevin, I worshipped his cock and that left Matt
feeling inadequate. I slapped his face to make him centre his attention on
me.

"Now you listen you little idiot. You are far and away the most important
and precious thing in my life. I would die for you in a heartbeat. You are
my life, you control my life, my emotions, my instincts for loving,
everything in my world is you Matt. I don't believe I have ever done
anything to make you believe otherwise. I make love to your best friend
because you want it. Not because I want it, or Kevin wants it. If you don't
want me to pleasure Kevin say so. I will devote my life to making you
happy, but please Matt, don't make me punish you again. I want to die after
what I have just done to you."

He looked deep into my soul.

"I thought you were falling in love with Kevin, Jase."

"Of course I'm in love with Kevin. He is lovely, he is your best friend. He
is a fantastic fuck, but he is only in our life because he is your friend
and lover. I could leave here tomorrow and never see him again, but even
one day without you leaves me feeling empty."

"I promise I'll be good Jase. Please, just make love to me."

I did, better than I had ever done. I took him to paradise more times than
I could count. His ass was the most incredible piece of equipment I had
ever pleasured.

Kevin was kept away from the house for a month, Matt was kept on restricted
routine for the same period, but he did resume sleeping with me and I made
love to him almost every night. We went back to our old routine on
Saturday's and the fun slowly came back into our relationship. At the end
of the month I had Matt in the study for a father / son / lover type talk.

"The principal tells me you have resumed your old behaviour and study
pattern Matt so there are two happy adults in your life again, probably
more because I imagine your teachers are breathing a sigh of relief as
well. What we have to do now is decide how we are going to resume your home
contact with Kevin. What would you like to do?"

"I don't know Jase," was Matt's very unhelpful reply.

"Well I suggest you think about it because I don't want to resume any kind
of intimate contact with him if it is going to upset you. You must know
though that, yes I love to play with Kevin's penis because it is quite
awesome but, I love yours much more because it is so perfect, like the rest
of your body. You don't have any cause to worry about your size either,
believe me you are more than adequately blessed in that department."

"Do you mean that Jase, you aren't just saying it are you?"

I suppose because I was sporting a monster I had never thought how being
average size, or in Matt's case larger than average but quite a lot smaller
than the two erect penis's he was used to seeing, would affect him. I
didn't know the answer really but I had to try to convince him. So I went
back to basics.

"No I'm not just saying that. Let me try to prove it to you. Take all your
clothes off."

He looked at me as though I was mad but did it and looked even more
surprised when I did the same.  "Now, bedroom."

I made him get me an erection and I stood sideways on for him to look at me
and then face on. Of course he got hard as well.

"Now look at yourself side on in the dressing mirror, and full frontal."

He did still looking a little bemused.

"Who do you think looks the sexiest?"

Huge grin on his face and quick reply, "Oh you do Jase that monster cock is
the sexiest thing in the world with Kevin's running a close second."

"Ok smarty pants, who do you think has the most classically beautiful
look?"

Still laughing he said, "I do of course."

I grabbed him and tickled him.

"I'm trying to be serious. I know it is difficult to be dispassionate
assessing your own body and that of your lover Matt, but what I am trying
to do on a purely lustful basis is get you to see that you are so perfectly
proportioned down there and Kevin and I are freaks."

Realising where I was going with this he moved into my arms and we cuddled,
erect cocks rubbing against each other. The conversation carried on after I
had made love to him.

"I would never have sexual contact with Kevin if you aren't with us and
when we do it I pleasure him the same as I do you. Of course his cock is an
ever present object because of its size but with you I am just in awe of
your perfection."

More kisses and cuddles and I hoped he would get his head round a
self-induced problem

"Kevin can start coming here again Matt but sex and or sleepovers must be
instigated by you. I want you to know when we have threesomes that we are
having them because of your love for Kevin and your trust in my love for
you."

Back to the study to redress and the day resumed. Matt remained thoughtful
for most of it but no decision on our future contact with Kevin came out of
it. He did however make a decision in his mind, which he clarified with
me. This was much later in the day and had obviously been debated by his
two psyches. No chores or laundry had been done, or shopping so I was
surprised when he wanted to continue our discussion. I had expected him to
wait until Sunday.

"You said I am your life Jase and that anything I instigated with or
without Kevin was ok with you. Did you mean that?"

"Yes of course I did otherwise I wouldn't have said it."

"If I wanted to do something that was humiliating to you would you still go
along with it?"

I could see where this was going, a test of my love under extreme
conditions. I thought I knew Matt so I couldn't see him taking this too
far, but I also knew I had to let him test the limits of my love before
sanity resumed.

"I want to test the limits Jase, now."

Hmm, perhaps I was an adequate psychologist after all.

"If you think you need to you go ahead Matt. Know this, I love you with
every fibre of my body and you can do anything you like to me or with me to
prove it. At the end of the test though I still resume my father roll and
take whatever action is necessary to guide you along the path that turns
you into a young man that we are both proud of."



Things get heavy next Chapter.