Date: Tue, 29 Apr 2003 01:51:50 -0400
From: Tom Cup <tom_cup@hotmail.com>
Subject: David's Fortunes - Chapter 3

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David's Fortunes
By Tom Cup
Chapter 3
Tell Me You Love Me

"I don't want to imposed David. Really. I can get a cab to a hotel. I don't
mind."

Betty was resting comfortably in one of the spare rooms.  David, Gwen and
Adam had to practically carry her she was so distraught.  She cried,
apologizing over and over again for the mistreatment of David's childhood.
David tried to reassure her that he did indeed understand. He did. Finally
the pieces to the puzzle of his life fell into place. John was not the type
of man to accept an illegitimate child, especially one that was born of a
wife that fell for the tenderness of another man; a man that revealed John's
cruelty, John's inhumanity.  The birth of the child, the years of mournful
apologizes, had not changed him. It had turned Betty into an obedient wife,
and neglectful mother to her youngest son; who was a constant reminder of
her unfaithfulness. David mourned for his mother as he had once mourned for
himself.

"Forget about it. You'll staying here," David told Gwen, "We have plenty of
room. Besides, I want to hear what you've been doing with yourself."

Gwen relented. She had hoped to spend time with David but the night grew
longer than expected when Arnie returned with the twins.  David watched
Gwen's reaction to the boy's with caution.  He was pleasantly surprised as
they all fell into any easy rapport. The twins bombarded her with question
after question becoming more at ease with her with each answer.  She laughed
and hugged them as she answered. David couldn't help but look on and smile.
Adam's eyes' watched David. He looked from the commotion in the living room
to David leaning contently against the wall.

"What the hell's going on here?" Arnie asked pulling David to the side.

"A Dennings plan that backfired.  I'll fill you in later."

"My God David," Arnie continued, "Talk about a blast from the past. She's
the last person in the world I'd expect to see here."

"Me too. But you know Arnie, I'm glad she's here. There's somethings we
never finished, you know? I mean look at her!" David laughed, "with the
twins."

Arnie did look and had to laugh himself. "Yeah, she would have made a good
wife for you and a mother to your children."

David nodded.  He and Arnie understood what the statement meant, that if
David weren't gay, if David wasn't in love with the boy who accidentally
overheard the statement and saw David's nodded that then Gwen would have
been a good wife for David.  There was no other woman in David's life that
he could have even considered as a mate. Gwen he would have, except for the
fact that he was finally comfortable with being gay. Adam didn't understand
the nuisances and undertones of the conversation that David and Arnie were
having. What he heard was David admitting that Gwen would be a good wife and
mother. He quickly wiped the tear away that formed at the corner of his eye
and stifled the pain that rose from his belly like an aching flame.  He
forced himself to smile.

"Hey," he said to the twins, "It's way past bedtime and I think Dad and Gwen
want to spend some time together."

"awww..." winded the twins but knew that Adam was only telling them the truth.

They hugged Gwen and she kissed each of them on the top of their heads,
smiling at David. The possibility of having Gwen as their mom wasn't lost on
the twins either. They looked at each other smiling, the power of their
ability to communicate silently was again at work. Jody was elected to ask
what they both wanted to know.

"Are you and Dad going to get married?"

David was stunned by the question. He stepped forward to explain to the boys
that Gwen and he were just old friends, that he had not plans of marrying
anyone -- that is any female. Of course he would not mention that he
considered himself taken already but the Indian boy that was nervously
smiling at him, awaiting an answer. Gwen laughed and hugged them and the
tension left the room at the sound.

"Oh I don't think that's going to happen honey, but I'll visit often. If
that's OK with your Dad."

David nodded, relieved by Gwen's answer.  To David she was simply letting
the boys down easy. Adam again heard something else, the possibility that
Gwen would be entering their lives, the possibility that Gwen and David
would pick up the relationship that they once had, the possibility that
David was reminded that he could have a wife and his own children.

"Tell you what," Gwen said, "If it's OK with your Dad, I'll tuck you in
tonight and read you a story."

David smiled and again nodded. The twins jumped up and down, pulling the
laughing Gwen to her feet. Arnie couldn't help but laugh, patting David on
the back, glad that the day hadn't turn in to the disaster it could have
been. No one noticed the look of abandonment in Adam's eyes.

"Well, looks like everything is under control here," Arnie said, "I'm going
to head home."

"Arnie," David said leading him to the door, "Thanks for everything.
Couldn't have made it through this without you."

"Somehow I'm not sure that's true. But you're welcome."

When David returned to the living room he found Adam clearing away what was
left of the evenings gathering.  David joined in silently, occasionally
smiling at Adam. Adam smiled back. They hugged. David felt relieved that
their biggest hurdles were behind them. He was jubilant that he was closing
old chapters in the book of his life and that old wounds were being healed.
He began chattering about the future that lay before them but Adam didn't
hear what he said.  His mind was on the woman that had so easily come into
their lives and taken his place as caretaker of the twins and David's lost
love.

"I'm gonna go to bed now," Adam said as Gwen returned, "Goodnight."

"Good night buddy," David said.  He wanted to say more, to tell Adam how
much he loved him, to kiss him goodnight or scoop him up in his arms and
carry him to bed and making celebratory love to him but knew it wasn't
appropriate with Gwen and his mother in the house. There would be plenty of
time for that once he got his mom settled and Gwen was gone, David thought,
them my young lover we will celebrate this day for many days to come.

Adam hugged Gwen. It was a polite gesture.  Gwen hugged him, ran her hand
through his silky hair and kissed him on the cheek. Adam mounted the stairs,
turned briefly thinking to ask David to come and talk to him for a moment
but saw David and Gwen sit on the couch together, holding hands.

*****

The tears fell easily from Adam's eyes as he tried to sleep, tried to
discern what would happen to him after Gwen and David were married.  He
would still have a Dad but he would lose his lover. That was the way it
would have to be, he would have to give David to Gwen.  He tossed and turned
in his rarely used bed. The bed that he once shared with David would become
David and Gwen's bed, they would make love in that bed. Adam cried until he
couldn't cry anymore. He lay awake staring for a time at the ceiling before
deciding to go downstairs for something to drink.  He full expected that
David and Gwen would have retired to their bedroom by then but they were
still in the living room.  They had fallen asleep on the couch, Gwen with
her back to David as he held her. They looked right together, Adam thought,
a brave and his squaw sharing the night together. He didn't get the drink,
just returned to his room. He knew now that he had been right. David might
not realize it but Adam believed he saw the beginning of the end of his love
affair with the man he loved.  He grabbed his Neal McCoy CD's from his
collection, hoping that the music would lull him to sleep. He stared at the
ceiling as the first song played but sat straight up in bed as the second
song began:

Kiss me each morning for a million years
Hold me each evening by your side
Tell me you love me for a million years
And then if it don't work out, if it don't work out
Then you can tell me goodbye.

Sweeten my coffee with a morning kiss
Soften my dreams with your sigh
Tell me you love me for a million years
And then if it don't work out, if it don't work out
Then you can tell me goodbye.

Adam's tears fell in a torrent of sobs. He thought of Christmas Eve when
David had brought him into his home and into his life.  He thought of the
love that David had shown to him, love that he had never thought possible.
He thought of how unselfishly David had welcomed, him and the twins into his
life. If anyone deserved to be happy it was David.

If you most go, I won't grieve
If you wait a lifetime before you leave

But if you must go, I want tell you no
Just so we can say we tried
Tell me you love me for a million years
And then if it don't work out, if it don't work out
Then you can tell me goodbye.

He and David had tried. They had loved a lifetime in the short time they
were together.  Adam mourned for the loss of their love but knew what he had
to do; he had to leave so the twins and David could have the happiness they
deserved.  He got up, packed a few belongings, and tiptoed down the stairs.
He took a final look into the living room where Gwen and David still slept
and headed for the garage.

*****

David was awakened by the telephone at 6:15 in the morning.  He had a crick
in his neck and his back ached from sleeping on the couch. Both he and Gwen
seemed uncomfortably contemplative by how they had wound up sleeping
together in each other's arms but fell into amused laughter. They were just
friends that had comfortably talked each other to sleep, nothing more. The
phone continued to ring.

"You better get that," Gwen said.

"What?"

Gwen laughed. "The phone."

"Oh yeah."

The look on David's face told Gwen that something was indeed wrong.  David
hung up the phone and stared at her scratching his head.  Gwen stared back
waiting for him to say something, to explain the call.

"My truck was stolen," David said to her questioning look, "The police found
it abandon on a rode about forty miles from here, abandoned. The thief got
stuck in a ditch."

"My God, David. Was anyone hurt?"

"Didn't appear to be. Just abandoned," David said, "Can you do me a favor?"

"Sure, what are friends for?"

"Well, would you mind looking after the boys and mom? I'll call Arnie. He
and I can pick up the truck."

"No problem."

"Thanks."

While David called and filled Arnie in on the mornings events, Gwen busied
herself making breakfast.  The smell of the bacon flowed through the house
and soon the twins were bounding down the stairs.  Moments later Betty came
down and joined Gwen in the breakfast making. David decided to wake Adam. He
went to the boy's room and tapped lightly on the door and then slipped
inside thinking of covering Adam with kisses while he had the chance. He
stood unbelieving at the empty room.  He thought of the truck and realized
what must have happened.  Adam must have seen he and Gwen sleeping together
on the couch and assumed the worst.  How could David have been so stupid? He
kept forgetting that Adam was only fourteen. That he needed to be reminded
that David was not going to fall for someone else especially a woman. David
cursed and ran back down stairs.  He told Gwen where the truck was located
and to tell Arnie he couldn't wait, he had to get to the scene. He had to be
sure that no one was hurt. Gwen agreed to retrieve the vehicle with Arnie
while Betty stayed with the twins.

"What's happened David?" Betty asked as David grabbed his coat and headed
for the garage.

"Adam.  Adam's gone."

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