Date: Sun, 6 Nov 2011 14:04:27 -0500
From: Daniel Matthews <danielmatthews1989a@gmail.com>
Subject: Directed-Part 1

     During the early to mid 70's, I was making my bones as a new film
director, doing mostly lame and cheesy films and commercials trying my best
to make a name for myself.  I had graduated from a very good film school
with dreams of jumping right into my passion, artistic dramatic movie
making, but soon learned that getting what I wanted was going to take a lot
of time and work.

My current project was a commercial for a breakfast cereal starring a 12
year old boy, Nathan, I had worked with before a few times. He had appeared
in a few tv show episodes and one movie I had worked on, and although he
was good at what he did, he had a major problem that drove me crazy, he was
impossibly cute and knew it and acted like he owned the set. He took great
pleasure in playing nasty pranks on the crew members, me included, and
getting away with it because his parents never punished him and the
producers did not care as long as his work kept making huge amounts of
money for the products he made commercials for.

With the commercial almost made, Nathan played a particualry nasty prank
that caused serious damage to the set, which put us behind schedule and
over budget. I had had enough, so I approached his mother and agent and
almost pleaded with them to try and keep him under control, but all I got
was a boys will be boys from the two of them. I was furious, but kept my
anger in check and managed to wrap the commercial, vowing to never work
with Nathan again.

     Over the next couple of years I began to get work on much more serious
movies and was finally being accepted as a director people sought out. I
was also making much more money which allowed me to move into a medium
sized beach front house that I adored. My next movie turned into a runaway
hit that earned almost three times what was expected and that gave me the
chance to start picking my movies instead of having to do what was offered
to me.

     Over the last 3 years I had seen with dismay that Nathan was getting
steady work and was appearing in all the teen magazines, usually as the
centerfold. All his movies were aimed at the very young and usually
involved an animal that was talented or could talk etc. I was shocked at
the money he was making, but had to admit he had grown into a very
attractive 15 year old. I found myself following his career more and more
for 2 reasons, being gay and attracted to teen males and also still fuming
about the trouble he had caused me and wanting revenge.

     While making my next movie I came home after a hard day and saw that
there were people moving into the house next to mine, which had been on the
market for a month. I did not pay much attention and entered my house,
poured myself a scotch and walked to the back and sat down by my pool. The
tension that had built up during the day was just subsiding when I was
shocked to hear my name called out. I looked to the fence and standing
there was Nathan with a huge smile on his gorgeous face. I was so shocked I
almost dropped my drink, but caught myself and gave him a wave of my hand.
Before I could say anything, Nathan had climbed over the fence and walked
up to where I was sitting. He stood in front of me, wearing just a pair of
cut off jean shorts. I could not help myself from looking him up and down.
He had really grown and obviously worked out hard as well as spending a lot
of time in the sun. I continued to stare at his developing chest and arms,
then down to his abs and finally the bulge in his shorts, when he pulled me
out of my stupor by asking loudly what I was staring at.

     I almost jumped and lifted my gaze to his beautiful blue eyes, told
him nothing and asked him how he was. He had a knowing smile on his face
that told me he knew I had been checking him out. His smile quickly changed
to a look of conceit as he told me all about the money he was making, his
appearances in magazines and talk shows and how much money his movies made.
As attractive and hot as he was, I quickly learned he had not changed, he
was still a spoiled brat. Had Nathan been fully dressed and not standing in
front of me almost naked, I would have broke off the conversation, but I
let him go on.

     He told me how tired he was of making kiddy films and that he knew if
he got the right script, he could make the jump to serious acting. I had
seen one of the tv episodes he had done where he played a street wise teen
and had to admit to myself he was good and with practice and training,
probably could play a serious dramatic role, but after the trouble he had
caused me, there was no way I was going to let him know I thought that way.
I sat there, listening to Nathan drone on about all his conquests and the
things he had been able to buy, taking every opportunity when he was not
looking right at me to continue checking out his body. Nathan was in the
middle of telling me about the car he was going to get when he turned 16
when we both heard his name called from over the fence. Nathan turned
towards the fence and rudely and very loudly yelled out,

 "WHAT?"

     I recognised his mother's voice as she called out that she needed him
to come in the house to help with getting his room ready. I was shocked
when I heard him yell back,

"I'll be there when I am ready."

 His mother's voice echoed again that she needed him now, but Nathan just
ignored her and went on telling me how great it was going to be when he
turned 16 and got his car. I sat there listening to him brag while inside I
was now not only angry at him for the trouble he caused me, but for being
so outwardly rude to his mother. Finally fed up with his non stop bragging,
I told Nathan I had to go in and get my dinner started. The look on his
face was so obvious it was funny, he was annoyed that I did not want to
continue to listen to him, but I stood and told him it was good to see him
again. The kid actually looked shocked that I was going to walk away from
him, but composed himself, nodded at me and turned towards the fence. I
could not help myself from staring at his butt as he climbed over the fence
and felt my face turn red when just as Nathan was set to jump into his
yard, he paused and turned his head towards me so fast I could not look
away in time. He leered at me with that knowing look as I turned quickly
and walked into my house.

     I poured myself another scotch and went about my second favorite thing
to do, cooking. By the time I had eaten my surprise and anger about Nathan
had faded and I settled into my best chair and started reading one of the
multitude of script's I had been sent. I got so many now but usually after
a couple pages I could tell if I was interested or not, and quite often
just from the title. I fell asleep sometime reading and woke early enough
the next morning that I changed into my trunks, walked out back and dove
into my pool. After many laps my mind cleared and I felt great. I climbed
out of the pool, dried off and went upstairs to shower and dress. As I was
doing my tie I looked out my window and since they had just moved in and
did not have drapes yet I saw that Nathan was in the room right across from
mine. I could not see him, but from what decorating they had done, it was
obvious it was his room.

     The days and weeks passed as I threw myself into my new movie project
and once it was released I was delighted and proud that it almost set an
opening weekend record in ticket sales. I know had a lot of free time and
spent a lot of it reading through scripts, looking for something new,
exciting and real. Since it was now summer, it seemed that Nathan had a
never ending slew of friends over to swim and make noise in their backyard
pool. The noise and loud music annoyed me to no end, until I finally walked
over and asked if he could keep it down, but he just gave me an obnoxious
look and shook his head. Even when he did not have friends around, it
seemed like he lived in the backyard, either swimming or tanning. I took
the opportunity to observe him very carefully when he was alone from the
upstairs window of my house which gave me an unobstructed view of both his
pool and where he lay in the sun.

     Finally, one day I had had enough and walked over and asked his mother
if she could get Nathan to keep the noise down a bit, but she gave me a
very weary look and told me she had tried over and over, adding that since
her husband had left she just could not control him. I instantly felt sorry
for her and resigned myself to having to put up with the noise. A few weeks
later I was watching tv and saw Nathan being interviewed on a day time talk
show about his career. He went on and on about how much he wanted to make
more serious movies adding that his extreme talent was being wasted. He
even bad mouthed the director of his last movie, blaming him for the
terrible ticket sales. I was amazed at how conceited and full of himself he
was and furious that he had blamed the director, a good friend of mine
because having seen the movie, it was obvious that Nathan was to blame. My
friend had told me what a terror he was on the set and after explaining my
own dealings with Nathan we spent hours talking revenge. Nothing really
came of it, except my friend told me that not only he, but most directors
were now refusing to work with Nathan.

     Time passed and one day I came home to much more noise than usual and
was thinking about calling the police when Nathan stuck his head over the
fence with a huge smile and told me it was his 16th birthday today. I
wished him a happy birthday, turned and walked into my house. Over the next
few weeks, from newspapers, teen magazines and tv shows it became obvious
that Nathan's career was in serious jeporday, having made such a bad name
for himself with director's that everyone was refusing to work with him. I
got some pleasure out of this, but my heart went out to his mother.

     Days later I was going through scripts when one really struck me. It
was the true story of a boy who had ended up on the street at an early age
and managed to survive by begging for money. As he got into his teens he
met up with a man who persuaded him that with his good looks, he could make
a fortune as a hustler. With help and persuasion from the man, the now
teenaged boy had become one of the highest paid rent boys in France. The
boy had a few close calls with dangerous male clients and one event with a
client he had decided to steal from, that when I read it a few times I
thought of Nathan right away. The boy had done his job providing sex for
the client and with the man in the shower decided to steal his wallet and
jewellry, but the man had caught him before he could run out the hotel room
door. Without a word the man had grabbed the boy, stripped his clothes off
and had given him a spanking with his hand, a brush and his belt that the
story told, made the boy unable to sit for over a week. The boy had learned
from this and in a strange twist, weeks later had another encounter with
the same man during which they ended up talking for a long time. The man
turned out to be a very rich business owner and after a few more encounters
ended up offering the boy the opportunity to live with him. The boy took
him up on his offer and ended up living with the man as his lover and
partner and after some time started working at the mans business. Both the
man and the boy found they really loved each other and stayed together for
over 25 years until the man died, leaving his fortune to the boy who used
it wisely and was today, a very rich, well respected business owner with
companies all over Europe.

     The movie would be perfect for Nathan, he had the looks and with some
training would be able to pull off the feel of the boy in his teenage
years. It would give him the chance for a serious role and if done properly
would probably win him awards. It would also give me my revenge as director
I would make sure the spanking scenes were very intense for him, but, there
were a lot of hurdles. Mainly, getting him to accept a role that would
involve a lot of nudity, getting his mother to agree and it would have to
be a fully European made movie. My mind started running over details. I
would finance the movie myself since there were no special effects it would
not be expensive to make, and since the boy in his younger years was
basically a beggar, getting french actors would be no problem. I had the
perfect actor in mind to play the man, an actor I had worked with many
times who had the same disdain for Nathan that I did.

     A few days later I let it be known that I was casting for the movie
and was soon flooded with teenage actors who wanted the part, and was very
pleased that Nathan's agent had let my office know he was interested as
well. I wanted Nathan to really need this role, so I started audtioning
actors, letting the media know. I did not respond to Nathan's agent and
continued my auditions, very pleased to find that his agent had now
requested an auditon for Nathan three times now. Knowing he was really
wanting the role now, I sent a copy of the script to his agent and let him
know I would see Nathan a few days later for his audition. I had huge plans
for Nathan, I had already got it in my mind that he would get the role, but
I planned on humiliating him and making him not only want the role, but
having him as close to begging for it as possible.

     A few days later, Nathan showed up at my office with his agent, Steve,
and his mother and after a few pleasentries, we got down to business. His
agent got right down to what I expected, conditions. I listened as he told
me that Nathan was mildly interested but would expect a body double for all
nude scenes, a private trailer with shower as well as a part of the gross
profits. I smiled widely and told him thanks for coming in, but I was
financing the entire project and was not willing to hire body doubles,
trailers or give out part of the gross. I added that Nathan would also be
paid much less than usual if he was even considered for the part. I saw
Nathan shaking his head and after he whispered into his agents ear, the
three of them stood and walked towards the door. Just as they reached it,
Nathan looked back at me with that look of his that said, he could not
believe I was letting him leave. The way he slowed his walk and the look on
his face almost made me laugh, but I kept myself composed as his agent and
mother walked out of my office door, followed very slowly by Nathan. Just
as he was pulling the door closed he turned and walked back in, looked at
me and asked,

"What if I forget the part about the profits?"

I looked at him firmly and told him that he would have to forget about all
his demands and that he would have to audition for me. He looked at me
shocked as he told me that he had not auditioned for years adding that with
his body of work director's already knew about his considerable talent.

     I smiled at him and let him know that his body of work was aimed
mostly at the younger audiences and that this role would give him his
chance to break into a much mature role and if he did well would get rid of
the bad name he had made for himself. His agent walked back in, followed by
his mother quickly and started barking demands, so I stood, looked at
Nathan and told him his agent was about to get him kicked out of my office.
Nathan looked totally shocked and amazed, then lowered his head and in a
low voice asked,

 "How about if I accept all your conditions, but you provide a body double
for the nude scenes?"

      I quickly told him that he would not be getting any conditions out of
me at all, and that he could audition now, or leave. I saw him running
things through his mind and was pleased, when I saw a look of almost
satisfaction on his mother's face. When his agent started to speak up
again, Nathan lowered his head until he was looking at his feet, told his
agent to shut up and then looked at me with a beaten look and told me he
would like to audition.

     His agent started to speak again and I smiled when Nathan told him to
leave and that he was fired. This time there was a look of almost joy on
his mothers face as she commented that she never liked Steve and was happy
to have him out of their lives. When Nathan turned to her and told her to
shut up I told him firmly that along with my conditions for the movie, I
would not even consider him without his mother's permission and blessing.
The look on his mother's face told me she had not been in a position to
have actual authority over Nathan in a long time, and from her smile, she
was enjoying it. Nathan started to mumble out an apology, but I cut him off
and told him to wait in the hall while I talked to his mother. He started
to open his mouth but I again cut him off and told him to wait in the hall
in a very firm tone. He paused, looking bewildered started to open his
mouth, but seeing the look on my face, his mouth closed, his head lowered
and he turned and walked out of my office.

     With Nathan gone I commented to his mother that he was a real
handful. She laughed and told me I had no idea. We then talked about the
movie, and I found out she had read the script and had a few concerns.
After listening I assured her that although Nathan would be nude in a few
scenes, if he got the part, there would be no frontal nudity in the movie.
After answering a slew of other questions she was on board and thanked me
for giving Nathan the chance to audition. I told her it was my pleasure and
then almost fell out of my chair when she added that I should have him do
the spanking scene for me today, and then with a look of built of
frustration with him, added, the entire spanking scene, just like the real
teen had recieved. I felt my cock start to harden and was glad I was behind
my desk as I asked her if she was sure, letting her know that in the movie
the spanking scene would not be long. She smiled and told me she was very
sure, adding that he had needed a severe spanking for a long time and now
was as good a time as any and that Nathan had no idea how long the scene
would be in the movie. I tried to sound non chalant as I told her I was not
planning on doing that scene, but if she really wanted me too, I could
change my plans. She smiled again, thanked me and as she stood to get
Nathan, told me again, just like the real teen had recieved. Then with a
wider smile made it clear that if Nathan could not sit properly for a week,
she would be good with it.

     I again tried to make myself sound professional as I told her I had
not planned on anything like that today, but would change my plans and do
as she wanted. She smiled even wider, opened my office door and called
Nathan in, then gave me a knowing look and told me she would be back in an
hour as she pulled my office door closed behind her.

     Nathan stood in front of my desk looked at me and asked what scene we
would be doing. When I told him that since there would be nudity and that
the spanking scene was pivotal to the movie, we would be doing that scene,
his face got a shocked expression so fast, I again almost laughed. Nathan
started to argue, but I quickly told him we were going to do that scene and
it would be VERY real right now, or he could walk out and forget about
being in my movie. Quickly, the beaten look on his face showed me I had him
as he asked if I meant the entire scene. When I told him yes he asked if I
would be careful about ripping his clothes off as they were brand new. In
my head I thought perfect, and told him we could bypass that part and that
he should take his clothes off himslef. He looked at me with a very nervous
look and asked,

"You mean you want me to undress right here?"

     I told him firmly he could go into the washroom and strip or do it
here, but to make up his mind and be quick about it. Nathan looked around,
and slowly walked into my office washroom giving me time to grab a pillow
from my sofa to hide my erection, to pull my hairbrush from my desk drawer
and to undo and pull off the belt I was wearing. I stood and walked to and
sat down on the sofa and put the pillow over my lap and waited for Nathan
to appear. A few minutes later, Nathan walked nervoulsy towards me, wearing
a towel he had found in my washroom. I could not help myself from checking
him out, his taught, tanned chest and abs and his long slender legs as he
kept his head down.

     Wanting to not only spank him, but to humiliate him some as well, I
told him firmly to pull off the towel. His face reddened deeply as his hand
went to the towel and very slowly pulled it off, revealing a very nice,
semi-hard uncut cock. Wanting to prolong this, I told him to close his
eyes, which he did, leaving me time to check out his now fully naked
body. He obviously tanned naked and had a beautiful tight swimmers
build. The more I looked, the harder my cock got as I checked out his
nicely sized nipples, and his now more than semi erect cock and low hanging
balls. He kept his eyes closed as I told him I would soon grab him and pull
him across my lap and begin the spanking, letting him know he was not to
try to act, but to just react. I left him standing naked in front of me,
watching pleased as his cock responded by fully hardening until his
foreskin retracted, revealing his now throbbing cock head.

     I stood as quietly as I could, walked to him and grabbed his wrist
firmly, relishing the shock his body showed, and pulled him towards the
sofa, sat down and pulled him across my lap, making sure he was on top of
the pillow so he would not feel my own erection. The urge to run my hands
over his beautiful ass was intense, but instead, I raised my hand and
landed it hard on his right butt cheek, loving the sight of his body
jerking and the low cry of pain that escaped his mouth. I landed my hand
quickly on his left butt cheek hard, seeing the same jerk of his body as I
picked up speed and intensity as I covered every inch of his butt with ever
hardening hand spanks. After about 30 spanks he started to squirm and try
to get away, so I grabbed his right wrist and pulled it behind his back
hard, keeping him in place as I delivered another 20 hard swats. By the
time I stopped, Nathan was letting out a low cry of pain with each spank
and was squirming harder. Staying in character, I lectured him about trying
to steal from me and was pleased when he responded in kind, saying he was
sorry. I could not help myself any longer and let my hand gently run over
his firm boy mounds as I told him he was not nearly as sorry as he was
going to be. With that said, I grabbed my brush and let it run over his
reddening butt cheeks, then quickly raised it and brought it down hard high
on his right butt cheek, causing him to cry out loudly and squirm as hard
as he could. Keeping his wrist behind his back, I adjusted him until his
thighs were clamped tightly between my own, pulled his wrist harder behind
his back until I knew he would not be able to get away and started landing
the brush slowly, but very hard. After 15 brush swats Nathan was sniffling
and staying in character, apologizing for trying to steal from me. But I
again told him he was not nearly as sorry as he was going to be as I picked
up speed and intensity with the brush until he was sobbing and his butt was
turning bright red.

     I again let my hand roam over his ass mounds, feeling the heat coming
from his butt, grabbed my belt and let it run over his butt cheeks and then
lower until it gently ran over the back of his ball sack. I then doubled it
over, raised it and with a swishing noise brought it down as hard as I
could across both his butt cheeks. Finally I was getting what I wanted as
Nathan let out a for real cry of pain and used every muscle he had trying
to get away, but I held him firmly and brought the belt down hard across
both his butt cheeks again, causing him to not only cry out in pain but
also to seriously start begging me to stop. I ignored his pleas and brought
the belt down harder and faster until his butt was fire engine red and he
was crying so hard his whole body was shuddering. I dropped the belt and
let my hands run gently over his burning butt mounds, and feeling no
resistance, let my hand roam lower to stroke the back of his balls, pleased
and surprised that he actually spread his legs a bit to give me better
access. I kept him over my lap, running my hands all over his back, butt
and balls until he got his crying under control, then gently let him up
until he was standing in front of me, tears still running down his cheeks,
amazed that his cock was not only still fully hard and throbbing,but
leaking pre cum as well.

     I sat there watching his cock bounce up and down, thrilled at how much
pre cum was oozing from his flared cock head and almost jumped when he very
carefully pulled the pillow off me, sat on my lap and threw his arms around
my neck, put his head on my shoulder and started crying again. The
temptation to grasp his erection was intense, and the way he was sitting,
there was no way he could not feel my own erection throbbing through my
pants, but he just kept hugging me as he cried into my shoulder. Not being
able to hold back, I put my arms around his naked body and hugged him
closer to me as I whispered that he had the part. Nathan raised his head
and looked me in the eyes through his tears, smiled and thanked me, then
smiled even wider and asked me if i was sure I did not want him to audition
a few more times. Knowing I had tamed him, I let my hand gently and briefly
run the length of his throbbing erection and told him several more
auditions would for sure be needed.