Date: Sat, 17 Jan 2004 23:20:05 -0800 (PST)
From: John Drysdale <johnyd339@yahoo.com>
Subject: Discovering-John  (gay adult-youth) Installment 2

This story is for Ryan, and thats all you need to
know. Ryan was a 15 year old boy who came to the
foster home, about a year after I did. He and I had a
very special love for one another. He is married and
has 2 boys of his own now, and we still see each
other, and he trusts me explicitly around his boys.

Disclaimer:  The following story may contain erotic
sexual fantasies between boys and boys and men, but only
imagined.Any comments write me
johnyd339@yahoo.com  some parts are based on truth and
some are just fantasies to make the story interesting.


A  recap fromchapter One

	"I like it when you give me a bath!" and he reached
up wet body and all,put his arms around my neck, gave
me a big hug, and kissed me right on the lips! Damn,
what was I feeling for this boy, I was only 16 myself,
but even I knew that this was wrong, you didn't kiss
little boys on the lips. I was so confused. I didn't
know what to do. My dick was rock hard now, and
demanding it get some attention.

	After Darrell's bath, I put on my coat."Mom, I'm
going outside for a little while ok?"

	"Ok, son,just be back before bedtime" She always
called me son,made her feel real good, so I let her.

	I went out to the barn, and went up in the hay loft,I
had to get by myself to figure out what was so
different about me.I laid down on one of the bales and
pulled my pants down. It was cold, but I needed to
play with my dick. I didn't really know what was
happening, but it felt sooooo good to my dick when
Darrell and I were hugging, and I was giving him a
bath. I just start rubbing my dick, up and down. it
sure didn't take long, and I just came gushing cum all
over the place. I had no idea what had happened, It
felt like I was peeing, but this white stuff came out,
and was sticky. I had learned about such things in sex
class at school, but I didn't know you could do it by
yourself.


Chapter Two

Darrell's Point of View


	Wow that John sure is different from the way Dale
used to give me a bath!  Dale was mean, but John was
so nice,it was hard to believe. And I don't know what
came over me, but when I gave John that great big hug,
My little pecker seemed to get hard, I wonder what
that's about, I'll have to ask John. He said he would
show me things some time.

	Darrell lay in bed sleeping that night, dreaming of
his new big brother John, and he was trying to figure
out how he could get close to John, and figure out
what those feelings were with his penis. He had never
had those feelings before. They sure were  strange. I
wonder what he went outside for, this time of night.
You wouldn't catch me out there! No sir! It was scary
out there in the dark.

*******

	The next morning as Darrell started to wake up, he
had to go pee awful bad, so he rushed out to the
bathroom, only to find it being occupied by one of his
other brothers.

	"Hurry up will ya! I gotta go bad!" said Darrell as
he put his hand down his front to hold his pee. He
started dancing around and then he saw John come out
of his bedroom.

	"Help me John, I gotta go so bad, and some one's in
the bathroom!!"

	"Well what am I supposed to do, let you pee in my
pocket?"

	"I dunno, but it hurts!"

	"Well come on, Lets go outside, But don't tell Mom or
Dad, OK? Come on I'll carry you"

	JOhn just picked me up in his big strong arms and
carried me to the outhouse we had out back, and
because I had to go so bad, he even helped me hold it
while I peed in the hole. Oh I was so grateful for
him, I reached up and gave him another sloppy kiss
right on the lips, I was in love with this big brother
of mine. While I was kissing him , I realized I was
still standing there in my pajamas with my little
dick, which was now hard, out at attention. It was
rubbing up next to John, and he noticed, oh how
emabarrasing!

	 John saw I was embarrassed, and said " Don't worry
about it little bro, we all get that way sometimes,
even me ", and he reached down and showed me that his
was hard too.

	" But what does it mean when it gets hard, John, mine
seems to get hard a lot now, especially when I am near
you."

	"I guess it means you're excited, but I don't really
know, because it is all new to me too. Put it away
now,lets go into breakfast, ok?"

	"OK, I love you John!"

	"I love you too little bro."

	"HI MOm, Hi Dad" John said as he went back intothe
house, "whats for breakfast?"

	"French Toast. What were you two doing outside this
early?"

	"Nothing, just checking on the animals."

	"In your pajamas?"

	"Well we were excited about the new colt in the barn
that was born last night."

	"I'm sorry Mom", said Darrell, "but I just wanted to
see the new colt, and John took me out there. I forgot
I was still in Pajamas."

	"Well ok, . You're gonna catch nemonia, you keep that
up!"

******

JOhn's POV


	Man that Darrell sure is a fox, telling Mom and Dad
we went out looking for the new colt. Wonder what they
would think if they knew I was out getting boners with
my new little brother. And I wish he would quit
kissing me, it is sooo gooood, but I can't tell him to
stop, it would hurt his feelings. I can't wait to give
him another bath.

	It was Saturday, so the boys didn't have school, and
Bert and Sis were coming over with their 4 kids, so I
knew we would have a fun day. Todd was really hot too,
and I would love to explore that boy's body! darrell
was good, but Todd was older, and probably knew what
to do with is dick. Todd was 11. I should know what to
do to, but this is all new to me.Maybe I can get Todd
out to the barn, and let him show me his cock.

	I went out side to play with the other kids, and to
see what was happening. It looked like they were all
having fun, sliding down the big hill in the back of
the house. I saw Darrell and went over to him.

	"Hey Darrell, what's up?"

	"Oh Hi John! We're just sliding down the hill, wanna
join us!"

	"Ok, lets use your sled, and you can sit on my
lap."Grin grin.

	"Oh awright. but don't knock me off ok, its a big
hill."

	I sat down on the round flying saucer style sled, and
spread my legs, so Darrell could sit right in front of
me. I put my arms around his shoulders, and hung on
for dear life as we shoved off down the hill. Darrell
was grinding his ass into my crotch. Was he toying
with me? My dick started to get hard, which it seemed
to do a lot these days, ever since the night I wanked
off in the barn. the sled was going about 90 miles an
hour(or so it seemed) down the hill and when we got to
the bottom, we toppled over, and the sled ended up on
top of Darrell, and Darrell on top of me. He laughed,
and grabbed my dick, pulling on it as he got up.

	"You got a boner John" Said Darrell.

	 "Yeah, well you were grinding your little ass on my
dick all the way down the hill you little perv."

	"I ain't no perv!"

	"Are too!!"

	"Am Not!!" as Darrell started to cry."I just wanted
to feel you, and see what it felt like"

	"Darn it all Darrell don't cry, My God Mom and Dad
will think I am killing you or something!"

	"Don't you love me no more?"

	" What do you mean love you, I never said I loved
you! Just because I was nice to you don't mean I love
you!"

	But I did, and I was loving him more and more. His
crying got to my heart, and I didn't know what to do.
I was so confused. I've had really close friends in
school and stuff, but never felt this way about a
little boy before.

	"Come on, lets go up to the barn, nuts to all this
sliding shit."I said as I took Darrell's hand."Maybe
we can hang out for a while, ok?"

	I took Darrell by the hand, and guided him up to the
barn. We went up to the hay loft where I was the night
before. I laid down on the bales of hay, and beckoned
Darrell to lay down beside me. He cuddled into my arms
and we laid there for a long time, while I comforted
him and dried his tear soaked face. I had so much love
for this boy, whom Id only known a very short time.I
rubbed his back,and then his belly, as I comforted
him. His pants were tented out, and I could see the
outline of his little dick jutting out.

	"Now you've got a boner, little perv!" I laughed.

	"Yeah well so do you!" and he grabbed my cock through
my jeans, and felt its big kid size length, and girth.
"Can I see it?"

	"No, Darrell its not right, its wrong for us to do
that."

	"Why?"

	"I don't know, it just is,thats all!"

	"Doesn't it feel good though, I know you like it
cause everytime I touch you you go ballistic!"  He
giggled.

	" Shut up ya little perv. It ain't right and thats
all there is to it."

	"(Sniff) You don't like me no more."

	"Yes I do, Darrell, god how I love you!! But what if
Mom or Dad finds out and we get caught?"

	"I'll never tell"

	"Yeah, well how do you know I won't?"

	"YOu won't" He smirked at me

	I reached out to him at that moment, and pulled him
to me, kissing him on the lips, his lips scorching
hot. I put my hand in the waist band of his pants, and
fumbled to get them off him. He reached his hand to my
pants and and unbuttoned them, then sliding them down
my legs, exposing my undershorts, My cock, jutting out
5 inches. I wasn't very big then.

	We hugged we kissed, all in frantic need to get to
one anther's bodies. I kissed him, puttin gmy tongue
in his mouth, him meeting mine with his tongue. Our
underwear was now on the floor of the barn, our bodies
entagled with one another, hay and straww over both
our bodies.

	I put my mouth on his small cock, savoring the flavor
of it, it smelled like boy sweat, and piss, and all
kinds of good boy smells. It tasted so good. How did I
know what I was doing? I had heard about this from
some of the boys at school, they told me it felt good
to have someone give you a blow job.

	He put his small hands  on my cock, and started to
stroke it. I did not want him to blow me, I didn't
think he could get it in his mouth. He proceeded to
jerk me off while I sucked on his small loving cock.

	"OOOOOhhhhhhhhhhh  God DDarrellllll, I am gonna shoot
if you keep that up!"

	All of a sudden I felt him jerk, and buck , his ass
lifting to the air, as he hollered," Oh
JOOOOOOOOOOOOhhhhhhnnnnn, it feels like I gotta pee
again!"

	"No Darrell, its ok, just let it happen!!"

	Darrell jerked some more and as he shook vilolently
from his first orgasm. Mine was cumming." Oh God
DDDDDDDDaaaaaaarrrrrrrellllllllll here IT COMES!
AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!

To be continued....

I hope you enjoyed this episode as well as the first
one. I have gottena few good reviews already, so Look
for more adventures of my sexcapades. Next chapter
will deal with another one of my foster brothers, Randy.