Date: Fri, 23 Jan 2004 21:38:11 -0600
From: John Drysdale <johndrysdale339@msn.com>
Subject: Discovering John  -Installment 3  Gay/adult-Youth

This story is for Ryan. He has inspired me to write these stories and
many more to come,and help me to accept that I am a boylover.

This is the third and final chapter of this series. I could not possibly
write any more about my experiences at this foster home. I will be
starting a series of short stories involving my relationships with many
young friends over the past 30 years.

Disclaimer: The following story contains erotic sexual

fantasies between boys and boys and men, but only imagined.Any comments
write me

johnyd339@yahoo.com some parts are based on truth and some are just
fantasies to make the story interesting.

Recap from Chapter Two


I reached out to him at that moment, and pulled him to me, kissing him on
the lips, his lips scorching hot. I put my hand in the waist band of his
pants, and fumbled to get them off him. He reached his hand to my pants
and and unbuttoned them, then sliding them down my legs, exposing my
undershorts, My cock, jutting out 5 inches. I wasn't very big then.

We hugged we kissed, all in frantic need to get to one anther's bodies. I
kissed him, puttin gmy tongue in his mouth, him meeting mine with his
tongue. Our underwear was now on the floor of the barn, our bodies
entagled with one another, hay and straww over both our bodies.

I put my mouth on his small cock, savoring the flavor of it, it smelled
like boy sweat, and piss, and all kinds of good boy smells. It tasted so
good. How did I know what I was doing? I had heard about this from some
of the boys at school, they told me it felt good to have someone give you
a blow job.

He put his small hands on my cock, and started to stroke it. I did not
want him to blow me, I didn't think he could get it in his mouth. He
proceeded to jerk me off while I sucked on his small loving cock.

"OOOOOhhhhhhhhhhh God DDarrellllll, I am gonna shoot if you keep that
up!"

All of a sudden I felt him jerk, and buck , his ass lifting to the air,
as he hollered," Oh JOOOOOOOOOOOOhhhhhhnnnnn, it feels like I gotta pee
again!"

"No Darrell, its ok, just let it happen!!"

Darrell jerked some more and as he shook vilolently from his first
orgasm. Mine was cumming." Oh God DDDDDDDDaaaaaaarrrrrrrellllllllll here
IT COMES! AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!


Chapter Three


Well now I've went and done it. Now Darrell will probably never speak to
me again. I just molested a 7 year old boy. I had to show him how much I
loved him, but was it love or lust? That question will haunt me for the
rest of my life. True I was only 16 myself, but I should still know
better. What now? what do I do? Do I tell Mom and Dad? I was so confused.

Darrell recovered from his orgasm and smiled up at me. "Wow! what was
that? I never felt that way before, John, what is going on, why do we do
this stuff?"

" Oh, Darrell, its not your fault! Its mine, I am so sorry! Will you
please forgive me?"

"For what? That was fantastic John!! Can we do it again? Will you suck me
again John?"

"You mean you're not mad at me for making you do stuff?"

"No, I just want to make you happy!, Have I made you happy, John?"

"Oh Darrell!! You have made me happy, you are the tops!"and I reached out
to him and kissed him gently but firmly onthe lips. He sighed and relaxed
in my arms. My baby boy. We made love again on the floor of the haymow,
and we both spent our love juices all over each other. We were
inseperable for many weeks to come.

But as in most love stories, the end must come. We got a new kid at the
home that summer,and Darrell and I kind of shifted apart, we were no
longer making out in the hay loft.

The new kid's name was Randy, and boy he was one mischievous kid. He was
sent to us because he was caught setting fire to his other foster home,
and so the social services sent him to us. By that time, I had gained the
trust of bot Mom and Dad, and was given the task of watching over the
younger kids. I was still the oldest teen there, and the other kids were
12 and under.

"Hey kid My name's John, what's yours?"

"uh. Randy. Hi"

"Cat got your tongue?" I laughed, he giggled, and then smiled at me with
those baby brown eyes with their puppy dog look. He had a pudgy nose with
freckles, and gleeming white teeth, with ruby red lips. His face was
dirty, and his hair was dissheveled.

"No. I got a tongue."

"good, so where you from, kid?"

"Over by Dodge County. and my name is not kid. It's Randy!"

"ok. Ok! So Randy Whats kicking? Why are you here?"

"oh don't bother the boy, Son!" said Mom, Let him get settled before you
go pestering him."

But therre was something about the way he kept looking at me, that erotic
look, like he wanted to do something in a nice nasty little boy way. I
knew what it was, I hope that was what it was, This new kid and I
clicked, we were in love, so to speak, I had recognized the look. Darrell
had that same look the night I met him. Was it possible that I was about
to fall in love again so soon. Darrell and I still loved each other and
still "helped each other out" If you know what I mean, but now here comes
this new kid, and I am head over heels in love again. Maybe Mom will have
me bathe this kid too. I could only hope couldn't I?

"Come on Randy, I'll be the welcome wagon for you. Mom, I'll go show
Randy his new room. Where do you want him to be? Can he bunk with me?"
(wishful thinking)

"No, you know we can't allow the older boys to bunk with the younger
ones. Put him in with Darrell."

Oh great! Just what I wanted, Darrell getting jealous of Randy, cause I
know Randy and me are going to get it on. Darrell still loved me, butI
was the one who was getting stale with the relationship. Oh well, maybe I
can do them both.

I took Randy into his new room and helped him unpack. He was a slightly
overweight boy of 9, with just theright amount of baby fat, and a tummy
that kind of stuck out over his waist. Darrell was real skinny, and I
wanted more , thei boy Randy was so intriguing to say the least.

"Hey John, ya wanna show me where the bathroom is, I really got to go. I
been holding it for hours."

"yeah, Randy, its right through that door" as I pointed down the hall.
"let me know if you need a hand, ok?" (smirk smirk)

He gave me that shit eating grin, and put his hand down and grabbed his
dick through his jeans, and smirked right back "I'll do that, kind sir"

Wow!! I think that was a come on!! Wow. I could hear my heart go pitter
patter, as my cock started to grow again. this kid was hot!!

By this time in this home, I had a room of my own now, as my older foster
brother had moved out and joined the navy. I was glad I had the privacy,
so now I could jerk off every night before bed. I know I was going to do
it this night, because I was horny again. My hormones had been sparked
back to life by this new boy.

* * * *

Later that night as I was laying in bed, just drifting off to sleep with
my 16 year old dick in my hand, I was thinking of Randy. I had just cum
all over myself, and was starting to jerk my self off to a second orgasm,
when al of a sudden the door flew open,and in came Randy. We didn't have
locks on the doors, but I figureed with everyone in bed, it was safe to
jerk off. Boy was I wrong!! I also was sleeping in the raw, with no
covers, as it was summer. so of Course when Randy came in to the room,
there I was all naked and holding my cock in my hand, and the look on his
face, was priceless!!

"What the hell are youdoing in here Randy? I'm busy!!"

"Yes, I can see that! I just wanted to know if I could sleep in here with
you. I'm scared, I've never beenaway from home before. But if you don't
want to I will go."

Randy started to cry at that point. What was I to do. "come here squirt,
Lay down here beside me." I said as I pulled up the blankets to cover
myself.

"Can I get under the blanket with you?"

"Well silly, I'm naked, can't you see that. It wouldn't be right"

"I'ts ok, I seen naked boys before"

"Yeah, but not to sleep next to. Look, Randy, Its not that I wouldn't
love to have you sleep under here with me, but I just don't know if you
would be comfortable with it. I don't know if you know this or not, but
you are a fox, kid. And I think I am in love with you. You see I like
little boys."

" I like big boys. So what are we gonna do, let me stand here and freeze
all night and wake up the others, or shall I get in there with you.You
see John, I may be little, but I know whats going on. I know what I do to
you,I had the same affect on my uncle,and he explained it all to me. You
my big brother are in love with me, and I know you already played with
yourself, and you look like you are going at it again, so if you let me
join you,I can help, it feels much better that way."

"Oh alright ya little perv, c'mon."

He got into bed with me, and snuggled right up next to me. He put his
arms around my neck and kissed me right on the lips. Just like Darrell
used to do, but with more passion,more heat, our bodies hotly touching
each other. I explored this boys body from head to toe. I fondled his
chest, his legs, and his ass. He was purring in my control. I kissed him
back our tongues touching each other. Passionately, excitedly.

He reached down and took hold of my cock, which was hard as a rock, and
started jacking it for me, oh God that felt soooo gooood. I reached down
to his little cock, and it was hard too, about 2 inches long, but
definitely hard, and he just moaned softly. His eyes pleading with me to
touch hi, to put it in my mouth.

"John, Please suck it will you? I want you to, I know you want to."

I take him in my mouth, tasting his boy flavor mixture of sweat and pee,
my favorite things, and he started writhing on the bed, moaning in
pleasure. Meanwhile he was still stroking my own hard cock, which was
about to explode!

"Randy, Please! If you don't stop that you're gonna have a mess in your
hand."

"Thats ok, I want to see you enjoy yourself too! I am . Your mouth feels
so good on my little cock, I love you John.! OOOHHHH John What is that, I
feel like I gotta pee!! Oh !"

"Its ok, Randy, Just enjoy this, it will make you feeel so good. Its
called an orgasm,and men and boys get them when they rub their dicks, or
if someone else is doing it like I am to you. Like I am going to do ina
minute,I can feel it Randy, you make me feel so good."

I came right then, I couldn't hold back anymore, My cock's juices flowing
up from my balls, and blasting my 16 year old boy cream all over our
bellies. Randy giggled for a second, then he hit this high note, and
arched his body up and screamed "Oh MY GOD, that is
ssssssssssssooooooooooooo awsome!!!!" as his cock throbbed in my mouth.
It was a dry orgasm, but he was such a sweet treat!

THE END

If you liked this story let me know, or if you have any constructive
critics let me know. I try to answer most email, but some that are too
nasty I don't even bother, but I appreciate the feed back anyway. This is
the final chapter on this subject. I will be writing more stories but
they may appear elsewhere on Nifty or maybe even my own site.