Date: Tue, 25 Jan 2011 14:40:15 -0400
From: Chris Johns <chris-johns@hotmail.com>
Subject: Embarrassment Pt.3

			       Embarrassment
			Part 3 – Rugby Training!

A week after my evening at Lance's house I had a proper training session
with the team. I have to admit they looked pretty awesome. They were all
one or two years older than me and had obviously put on that spurt in
height and build that I hoped I would this year. Considering they were only
high school seniors and the teams we played were the same I couldn't see us
losing many games. I knew I was extremely fast so provided I was covered
when I picked up a pass I would make a lot of tries. The disappointment,
knowing I was going to resign made me pretty useless on the field and close
to tears by the time we hit the changing room. I had played under par so
coach came into the changing room as we stripped for a shower.

"Ok Paul, why were you so bad today?"

I looked him in the eyes and as I replied I locked eyes, in turn, with my
abusers from a week previous.

"I'm resigning from the team Coach, I wasn't built to take the sexual abuse
I did last week. I don't care any longer how many people know I am gay so
blackmail won't work anymore."

The members of the team who were not in the know stood open mouthed, almost
in shock at my revelation. Coach looked round the group and obviously
pissed off said, "What the fuck has been going on here, our best chance for
honours this season and you are fucking up our winger, what's the matter
with you guys?"

I picked up my sports bag and left while all the recriminations started. I
didn't want to know. I knew now that I had Ken, and although I would miss
playing I would find solace in his arms. He had remained behind to watch
practice so I had to tell him the story.

"Come home with me Paul, let me show you how much I have loved you all
these years."

Can't refuse an offer like that from someone you have loved like a brother
for years can you?

My best friend made me feel like a million dollars. As we lay snuggled up
after our orgasms he stroked me very softly and said, "I have loved you for
so long Paul I can't believe we have now made love properly."

I couldn't say anything, I was too overcome with emotions so I just hugged
him harder before getting dressed, grabbing my gear and going home. Of
course I let him know how I was feeling as I exited his house.

"I love you so much best friend, can we do that again very soon?"

I waived and rushed off. No rugby but who cares while I have the love of a
great guy.

Lunch time the next day and the twins came for me.

"Join us in the Gym please Paul."

"No chance," I told them.

"Sorry little man, I guess we carry you then."

They lifted me effortlessly and carried me to the gym. First and second
teams were there and Lance was obviously fielding a lot of very
antagonistic questions. I heard one.

"What have you first teamers done to make Paul resign after only a couple
of games?"

"They thought it would be a good idea to rape my arse and my mouth and
abuse me in other ways. I don't care if you know I am gay so now they can't
use blackmail to do it again."

Interesting meeting.

Some of the first team players that had not been in on the abuse piped
up. One of them made me laugh.

"I don't care if he's gay, Martian or a fucking Neanderthal like some of
you wankers, I want him in the first team."

That was from Phil who was nearly as big as Jake.

"I don't either," came as a chorus from most of the others.

"And if you idiots don't want him we'll happily take him."

That was from Ant the second team captain.

It looked as though gay or not I was going to be playing rugby for
someone. Lance, looking very ashamed of himself came up to me and put out
his hand.

"Please Paul, forgive me and let's be friends again."

I took it and as I was shaking it I thought about playing again but I was
going to let someone beg for my services. Of course it started as soon as
Lance released my hand.

"Will you forgive the rest of us as well and come and play with us, Rugby
that is?"

Everybody laughed having immediately picked up on the double entendre even
before he had corrected himself.

"Yes, on one condition."

"Name it," came back at me before I could finish.

"All the shit ceases, not just with me."

I purposely looked at coach and then Mike, "Agreed?"

Lance did instantly closely followed by Jake but Mike said nothing so I
looked at him and said, "Ok Mike, I don't play first team rugby."

Jake moved towards him threateningly so Mike quickly said, "Ok, ok I
agree."

"You go back on your word Mike and damage anyone's reputation and I'll put
you in hospital."

Most people didn't have a clue that we were talking about coach but Mike
got the message.

"Ok Coach, I'll play."

Lots of cheering and Ant slung his arm over my shoulder.

"A pity Paul we would love you to play for us," then he grinned and said,
"Or with us."

All the others who heard it just dissolved in laughter. I guess we were ok
again. I could have some fun pretending to scope out my team mates and if
there were any that fancied a bit of gay sex I would certainly have no
problem accommodating them.

Ant was in my year and had one class with me so next time I made sure I sat
next to him. I leant over and said, "If you were serious about me playing
with you just name the time and place."

He looked quite shocked but didn't have time to reply before teach came
in. At the end of the hour he passed me a note as we took off for our next
lesson.

I was serious and I know a few others in our year that would be as well,
not gay but happy to try a little boy pussy and blowjobs.

Amazing, how could I have been with these guys for years and never been
propositioned before? I suppose it was because they were too scared to be
branded gay but now that they knew I was the barriers were down and a
little experimentation was ok. I wrote at the bottom of the note, 'no more
than five, when and where?' I passed it to him in the corridor between
lessons.

Ant was waiting for me after school and looking a little sheepish he
confirmed I was serious.

"You bet, I love sex Ant and boy/boy sex is fantastic."

Big smile and the next question, "Is tomorrow after school ok at my house?"

"Sure, want to tell me who else will be there?"

Still smiling he said, "No, surprise for you."

I told Ken I was going to be a slut tomorrow did he mind, I wanted to play
around even though I loved him. He wasn't too unhappy, I guess monogamy
wasn't too high on our list as sixteen year olds but sex, any sex, most
certainly was.

The next day I told Ant I would go home first have a couple of enemas and a
shower before cycling over to his house so they could arrange to play from
about 5 until 8 to give me time for my assignments. I told Mum and Dad I
would eat later, I had realised that sex on a full stomach wasn't very
clever.

When I arrived at Ant's house I was almost goggle eyed at the company, five
of the second rugby team, but what a five. Two drop dead gorgeous guys from
my own class and three others who I didn't know very well other than as
jock rugby players.

Ant started the ball rolling.

"Paul we have had a look at some gay sites, watched a bit of gay porn and
we have some idea what we would like to do. None of us thinks they are gay
just gay curious so I doubt anyone is going to give you a blow job or let
you fuck them. With that knowledge will you tell us your limits?"

I looked round the group who were all a little embarrassed but I grinned,
softly punched Justin and Alex, my two class mates and said, "As long as
you don't do vile things to me I'm not setting any limits, particularly you
two sexy men."

I had never seen Justin embarrassed before he was so self confident, but he
was blushing like all get out as he said to me, "Ok, how about getting
naked for us."

I started to undress and realised that I was feeling embarrassed now
because all the others were fully clothed and just watching me. I did the
silliest thing as I dropped my briefs, I covered my groin. Ant nearly fell
over laughing and said,

"Ha, ha, very funny Paul, you come here knowing you are going to be a sex
toy and you go all bashful covering your cock."

I laughed then as well, put my hands behind my head and pirouetted to show
the guys all of me.

Justin had regained his confidence, and standing arms folded, legs spread
he said, "Play with yourself Paul, let's see this appendage erect, we might
even play with it if you are a good boy."

We grinned at each other and I only had to stroke it a few times thinking
about going down on him and I was hard. He took hold of it and stroked it a
few times as well as he told me what he wanted.

"Turn round Paul, spread your legs wide and then bend over and grip your
ankles."

I did, blushing as I did so. The next thing was a slick finger running up
and down my crack before easing over my sphincter to fully penetrate me. He
wriggled it around inside me for a minute before telling the others.

"Finger test is great guys, no girl pussy ever felt this good. Now Paul,
undress me and let's see if the mouth test is as good."

No problem here, Justin was a seriously buffed guy. He worked out more than
any of the rest of us and it showed. There weren't many seniors with six
packs and no juniors apart from him. His pecs were well defined as
well. The only downside to Justin was his underwear.

"Wow Justin, if you didn't wear these ugly passion killers you would be the
sexiest guy in the school."

I was tugging at his boxers as I said it. They were the nastiest boxers I
had ever seen.

"I'm going to bring you in a pair of briefs tomorrow and then I will
probably want to rape you."

Everybody else laughed and I finished undressing him before taking his cock
in my mouth for a quick taste. He gasped and sat down very quickly. He had
obviously done the same as me, had a shower, because he tasted fresh. I
shuffled across to get between his legs and then started to play with
him. He was gorgeous in the cock and balls department as well. Thicker and
longer than me it looked awesome, I couldn't wait to feel it sliding over
my sphincter. I know, slut.

I decided not to blow him straight away, instead I licked and kissed his
cock but sucked on his balls. I could see the others moving around to watch
so I upped the tempo a little and stroked Justin's body as well, paying a
lot of attention to his nips. I kept running a thumb over them in turn as I
stroked the rest of his torso. It felt great with all the muscle firmness.

"Come on Paul, don't be a tease, please take me in your mouth."

I laughed before starting the final assault. I held his cock firmly and
licked the glans hard before trying to push my tongue into his piss
slit. Slow slide over the head, just scraping it gently with my teeth. He
went ballistic, uncircumcised guys always had sensitive heads and Justin
was no exception. I covered my teeth then and just sucked on his glans
swilling my tongue round it.

"Oh crikey guys this mouth needs insuring it's got to be worth a fortune,
it feels bloody marvellous."

I thrive on praise so I pulled out the stops, I almost managed to deep
throat him but he was just too long and thick. I did do a lot of ball
sucking and playing while I intermittently sucked his cock. His orgasm when
it came was incredible he spewed sperm down my throat in a stream until I
had sucked him dry and he was flaccid again.

"Oh fuck Paul if your arse is this good I'm going to change to gay that is
the best orgasm ever."

I looked around and everyone else was frozen.

"Come on guys, it was only a blowjob."

They came out of their shock then and all started to shed clothes as fast
as they could. I fell over laughing. Ant claimed me next saying to the
others, "Captains privilege."

I looked around and realised all these other guys were going to be an
anti-climax. To a man they were smaller than me, I guess they were all
between five and seven inches. Justin was definitely my prize for the
evening. I took my time with Ant the same as I had with Justin and some of
the others started to get impatient.

Robbie was first, "Spread your legs more Paul and come up on your knees."

I did and he started some arse play. He stroked for a little while but very
soon started pushing fingers into me, not very gently and not lubricated. I
pulled off Ant and said, "Use some lubricant Robbie and be a little more
gentle or I am going to be sore before a cock gets near me."

He slapped my arse a couple of times and replied, "Just get sucking slut I
need your mouth before I put my cock where my fingers are."

The slaps tingled and made my cock even harder, which was a nice feeling
and got better when Alex sat down beside me and started playing with me.

"A little reciprocity," he said grinning at me.

Now things were getting to a nice temperature. Robbie was doing a better
job reaming out my arse, Ant's cock was very pleasant to play with and Alex
was doing nice things to my cock and balls. I could put up with any amount
of this.

"Can he suck you on his back Ant, I want to fill his pussy with my cock?"

I nearly choked, I wanted to say that his little cock wouldn't anywhere
near fill my pussy, but stopped myself in time. Turned over, legs spread
wide and held back by Alex and Justin, Robbie lubed up and slid into me in
one push. A little painful but not too bad. He fucked me hard then and that
hurt. I couldn't say anything because Ant had filled my mouth and was face
fucking me. He had gripped my head with his knees so I couldn't
move. Robbie came quite quickly and Ant followed. When I was released they
all saw I was crying.

"You hurt Robbie, you hurt me so much."

I curled up in a ball then while I calmed down. I was really surprised to
feel a finger slide into me, but very gently and with a soothing cream on
it. I looked round and it was Justin. I smiled through my tears.

"Thanks Justin, that feels good."

He stroked my bottom with his other hand and looking around at the others
said,

"Let's be a little more considerate shall we guys, I'd really like to
caress his insides with my cock and if you rape him like Robbie has just
done that isn't going to happen."

They all nodded and looked daggers at Robbie.

"Hey, I'm sorry ok, I just wanted to act out some fantasies on our little
plaything. I'd still like to spank him sometime this evening even if I
don't do it very hard."

I giggled then, this was so silly, Robbie hadn't been deliberately horrible
he was just being dominant.

"I don't mind you spanking me Robbie, it was quite erotic, but please don't
blister my cheeks."

Atmosphere back to relaxed, everybody smiled.

Ant dropped to his knees and rubbed my shoulders.

"You know Paul, you are pretty special, I'm glad you are my friend," then
with a big grin on his face said, "Even if you are a little cock sucking
queer."

Everyone fell about laughing and I felt good, being gay wasn't going to
hurt me one bit, quite the reverse as it turned out. Over the next few
months I had some wonderful group and solo sex with supposedly macho
heterosexuals, only I knew differently.

The highlight of that particular session had to be Justin. He was an
incredibly sexy man and with a cock to die for. Before I left I managed to
say to him out of earshot of the others. "I would love you to do that again
anytime I am free." He grinned and whispered back, "Yeah me too, I'll tell
you when."

Not gay but almost certainly bi, I would give him some lovely blowjobs and
get my arse taken care of but no reciprocity, I thought, but I could live
with that.

I had a few great sessions with Justin and separately with Lance's brother
Mark. Of course Ken and I had sex almost every day. My last two years
before Uni were great. I got it together with coach pretty frequently as
well. Life was good and I went off to Uni wondering if it would be as good
there as well.

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I will try to add one more chapter to this concentrating entirely on some
really raunchy sex when I am in that kind of mood myself. Otherwise this is
the end .