Date: Wed, 14 Feb 2007 20:01:30 GMT
From: booya@gawab.com
Subject: Falling in Love 4

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and to those of you who were so nice to send along a few inspirational
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You'll have to pardon my writing during the course of this chapter as I
drift back and forth between narrating as Ricky and Tony. I know it may be
confusing at first but hopefully the way I write it you'll all understand
it and why I'm writing it that way. Once I've completed this chapter, I'll
go back to narrating exclusively as Ricky (Or at least make a conscious
effort to). I apologize if it doesn't come out right but trying to write
about a man and a boy falling in love with each other is a bit difficult
for me without giving both points of view at the same time. Thank you all
again in advance and please enjoy chapter four of ...




Falling in Love


Tony looked down at me in amazement as I lay there innocently sucking on my
pacifier, acting as though I was making sweet boy love to my teddy bear.
Should I show him my secret or not. I wasn't really sure what to do. I oh
so wanted him to see it, but how would he take it? Would he be angry with
me or would he make my dreams come true? What to do ... what to do?

Laying there wearing only my new short silky see-through jogging shorts
that were split all the way up to the waist band, I must have looked quite
a site for a boy lover. A boy lover who was sitting next to me with his
camera clicking away at the sensuous nearly naked little schoolboy just
inches from him. The perfect part about all this was, I knew ... could tell
... that he was a boy lover, what he didn't' know was ... was that I was a
man lover! I had always been attracted to men and desperately wanted
... needed the love, attention and affection of a man. I'm pretty sure it
was because of my Dad ... my real Dad who died and left me but either way;
I was so infatuated with men, their strong bodies, and the safety I felt
when near some of them. He was a boy lover, and I LOVED men! That was the
strange part about it though, I knew this about me, but somehow ... I
really didn't realize it. I know that sounds a bit off beat but most of
life is for a 13 year old boy these days. One thing we both knew for sure
though was that that both of our tremendously sensitive stiff cocks were
pulsating and straining to get out of the confines of the silky-smooth
material that barely concealed them, as we gazed openly upon each others
erections and we each had this deep secret yearning for the other. We both
so desperately wanted to make each other feel good yet we couldn't quite
bring ourselves to say it to each other. So ... our cat and mouse game
continues.

I looked down at little Ricky lying there nearly naked sucking on his
little baby pacifier and rubbing this life size (boy size) teddy bear
against himself so openly and naively, Oh FUCK, didn't he realize how
incredibly sexually arousing he was? I mean he was adorable to look at but
to see in this situation, I mean ... damn, this kid was fucking HOT! Yet, I
didn't want to just fuck this kid and get the hell out. I felt something
different inside with Ricky. Something magical and I was pretty sure that
he felt it too. But how was I supposed to go about developing this
relationship in a gay ... man/boy love ... type of way? It would be so much
easier if he were to initiate it, but he was only 13 and so small and I'm
sure, even if he wouldn't admit it, I'm certain he was a bit frightened as
well ... and here I was in my 20's and much bigger and stronger than him,
he appeared so incredibly delicate and I was afraid I might accidentally
hurt him. It was though we were beauty and the beast. Not that I was bad
looking ... oh no, I'm no ugly ... I'm not conceited either mind you but I
was pretty damn devastating to look at if I do say so myself. I know I'd
sure pick me up in a bar and take me home and do me. Why the hell not? I do
it all the time! I've spent many great nights with me; I've always shown
myself a good time, I make great small talk with myself and of course, I
always put out! I'm so awesome to me aren't I? But seriously, he was
unquestionably the beauty, and arguably I was a beast (at least in size) of
a man ... well at least compared to him in his eyes.

I gazed up at Tony smiling coyly wondering if I should tell him about my
secret or not ... I thought about it a little more as he looked down at me
undressing me with his eyes. If only he were really undressing me! I'd be
the happiest kid in the whole wide world!  However, I lie there sprawled
out on my bed feeling extremely sexy letting him mentally strip me in my
own bedroom. For some reason I really REALLY liked that feeling. Then I
remembered what we had talked about already and how I felt when he kissed
me in the park. My feelings for him were becoming almost more than I could
handle but I loved ... no craved every single second of it. God I loved
this man! He was such a hunk and so hot and every thing that I'd ever
fantasized about in a man and then some. Plus, he liked boys ... shouldn't
we be a perfect fit?

That's what finally made me decide to see if he really wanted to see it. I
knew it would be a complicated situation if he didn't like it or me having
it. I also knew that he probably would like it ... like it a lot and either
way, our relationship would be taking a major turn either really good, or
really bad after he saw it. I figured that either way, it's better to know
now instead of later what he truly thinks of it ... and more importantly
what he really thinks of me ... well, nothing from nothing leaves nothing
so if I lost him, then I was back to nothing again anyway and seeing as
though I didn't have any real friends anyway, I threw caution to the wind
and in a really soft timid little boy voice I finally spoke up;

"I have a secret Tony but I don't know if I should show you." I said
bashfully batting my eyes while boyishly cuddling my teddy bear a little
closer to me. The full size teddy bear made my tiny boyish body look so
much smaller in comparison which is why I loved it. I had always fantasized
that my teddy bear was a grown man making love to me. Sounds dumb huh? But
I loved having my teddy bear on top of me, slowly, gently and rhythmically
rubbing against me making sweet love to me ... rubbing softly against my
tiny naked little boy body until I got that wonderful feeling between my
legs ... just how I desired and imagined a man ... a real live man might
some day want to make love to a little boy, a tiny little boy like me.

"What, what is it Ricky, tell me your secret!" He pleaded letting his
strong hand rest ever so gently on my tummy.

"Oh I don't know ... maybe ... maybe ... if you're good to me ... maybe
I'll show you in a little while." I said teasingly hoping he'd ask me again
so I'd know that he really and truly wanted to see my secret.

"No ... please tell me. I don't want us to have secrets from each other."
He said begging to know what I could possibly show him. I had full
intentions of teasing him about it for awhile hoping to get him all hot and
bothered, but he could see through my little ploy and knew just how to
counter-act my seductiveness. His big hand began caressing my slight tummy
and I am SO totally a sucker when a man holds me and rubs my tummy that
way. It was just like rubbing a little puppy's tummy. You know how they'll
just lay there and let you do that to them forever and it seems to put them
in a trance? That's what it always did for me as I lay there allowing him
to caress me I began to remember, remember what it used to be like before
my daddy left me.

Tony was rubbing my tummy just like my real Daddy used to and it made me
feel so wanted, so loved and so safe. No one had touched me there like that
since my Dad used to every night when he tucked me in bed or while I
cuddled with him on his chair watching TV after my bath every night. I
always took my bath extra early; right after dinner so daddy and I could
have our special `alone time' together ... that's what he called it. Every
night as far back as I can possibly remember we went through this same
wonderful ritual. It was something I looked forward to all day while he was
at work. Mom always seemed to have to go out somewhere every night and I
didn't care where just as long as she left. Mom never really liked me I
don't think because she never even told me she loved me. But daddy did,
daddy told me he loved me more than anything in the whole wide world every
day and every night like a gazillion times! I told him the same thing back
too because it was true ... I did love him! I miss him SO much!

I remember he'd always be leaning back completely naked in his big recliner
with his big dick laying there all nice and hard. He'd always keep his dick
totally smooth because I always told him that his hair made me itch. So he
told me that he'd always kept it nice and smooth just for his little
boy. I'd come hopping down the hall like a little bunny rabbit still
totally naked from my bath, my hard boy dick bouncing up and down in front
of me. I'd always act as though I was sneaking up on him and crouch down
beside the recliner, then suddenly I'd pounce up on top of him and lay
completely sprawled out with my back to him and my head leaned against his
and my legs spread wide and lying on either side of his. Mom would come
into his den, look at the both of us all naked and hard and stuff, and then
she'd shake her head and snicker and tell us she'd be going out for awhile
and that she'd be back later. She always had this angry look on her face
and Dad always mumbled something that didn't sound too nice, like he always
did and mom always slammed the door on the way out. I don't think my daddy
liked mommy too much anymore and I never knew why. He'd always give me a
big hug and told me not to worry about mommy that she wouldn't bother us no
more tonight, then I'd relax all safe and warm in his embrace.

But after she'd leave came the good parts! My Daddy would take his big
strong hands and caress me around my chest and finally down to my naked
little tummy. My boy dick would be SO hard and sometimes he'd take it in
his hand for a little while and rub it up and down for me. Not every time,
but sometimes, he'd rub me in that special spot long enough that my whole
entire body would tense up and I don't know why it did but it felt so cool,
then I'd just relax and he'd stroke me and caress me for another hour or
two before I had to go to bed. I remember that sometimes, okay well all the
time ... his dick would get so stiff it would be poking me in the butt! I
would always wiggle around a little and it would always seem to slip up
inside of me but he'd never let it slide in me more than an inch or two. I
realize now that he didn't put it in me, I just allowed it too, and he
didn't put it all the way in me because he didn't want it to hurt me. My
daddy would never hurt me! I know that it made me feel really good and I
was always trying to figure out ways to get more of his hard man dick
inside of me. We'd always do this for quite a while and he'd always be
telling me how much he loved me. Then after awhile, I'd roll over in his
arms, our always hard dicks rubbing together and I'd lay my head on his
chest and fall asleep in his strong warm safe arms. His rhythmic breathing
made me feel so comfortable with him and I loved him so incredibly much! I
remember the recliner slowly rocking ever so slightly back and forth as his
big hard dick rubbed against mine. Then, for some reason, it always got wet
down there and I wondered why he'd pee'd on me. Why didn't he just get up
and go to the bathroom? It didn't matter though because I loved daddy so
much he could do anything with me!

Then after awhile, he'd always pick me up and cuddle me close to him as he
took me to bed. He'd gently lay me down on my back and he'd rub my tummy
some more and sometimes, he'd tell me a bedtime story ... some he made up
and some he read from a book. A book of fairy tales that I still kept on
the shelf above my bed. He'd leave me uncovered with my hard boy dick
pointing straight to the ceiling. I always slept naked, like everyone
SHOULD! I lovingly remember how his dick would always be hard too and
sometimes he'd let me touch it if mom wasn't back home yet. I remember how
hot it felt and how incredibly soft and hard all at the same time. There
was no way my tiny fingers could have ever reached all the way around it,
even when it was soft, but ... I never saw it soft but a few times. He was
always rock hard when we were naked together, I liked that a whole lot
because I was always rock hard too!

Anyway, he'd let me stroke it up and down just like he'd done me earlier
and he would always like it when we had a chance to do that and me too! I
loved touching and holding his hard dick in my hands, it felt so
wonderful. He'd lay my teddy bear in my arms, and lean over to my
nightstand, and pick up my baby pacifier and put it in my mouth. I was FAR
from needing a pacifier at 10 years old, but he'd always put it in my mouth
anyway and I would just lie there sucking away on it, stroking his hard man
cock while listening intently to his deep bass voice reading me my bedtime
story, usually falling asleep again before the story was over. As much as I
always wanted too, I would try and stay awake because I knew that just as
the story was over, his dick would squirt this really cool white stuff out
and I would marvel at how much and how high it would go! Then he'd wipe me
up with a towel, kiss me softly on my lips, tell me how much he loved me,
cover me up and tell me goodnight. Now that he's left me ... sometimes I
would read the book at night when I was really missing my daddy and cry
myself to sleep while hugging my teddy bear and sucking on my pacifier all
the while remembering how we used to be. I was so lost in that feeling that
I quickly gave in to Tony's pleas to see my secret. The cat became the
mouse so to speak.

"Earth to Ricky ... earth to Ricky!" He said smiling at me. "Are you still
with me here?" He asked. "You seem to be off in a far away place?"

"Oh ... uh ... yeah ... I'm still here ... I was just thinking." I said
embarrassed to even tell him what I'd been dreaming about as he continued
his soft caresses on my little boy tummy.

"So, are you gonna show me or not?" He asked curiously and anxiously.

"Well, okay. But you have to promise not to laugh okay? I hate when people
laugh at me" I said softly to him.

"Oh, I'd never laugh at you Ricky, no matter what you show me. Please, I'm
dying to see it." He said restlessly.

What could this sweet little boy want so desperately to show me? Why did he
seem to want to but not want to at the same time? He was being so coy about
it that I didn't really know what to think. I knew ... or at least felt
that it must be something very naughty at least in his eyes, which was why
he was so hesitant to show me and that was really beginning to turn me
on. I mean he looked so adorably sexy lying there holding that big teddy
bear in his arms and I began to fantasize that I was the teddy bear getting
to rub my naked body all over his. I was actually beginning to get jealous
of this stupid bear! Were we going to continue this little game of cat and
mouse all evening? Oh ... all evening, his parents ... well ... mom and
boyfriend anyway were gone ... gone for the entire weekend and I had this
sexy kid taunting me and teasing me right in his own bedroom. A room filled
with all the accoutrements of little boy all over it. He had a baseball bat
and glove in the corner, pictures of him and his real Dad together on the
beach with his shirt off. There were model airplanes and race cars on the
shelf above his bed. His dirty clothes tossed in the corner and photos of
him and his swim team hanging on the wall showing about a dozen or so young
teenage boys in tiny little Speedos, all sitting there posing with there
arms around each others shoulders. His little school work desk against the
opposite wall with a computer sitting on it. The screensaver showed picture
after picture of him in his tiny micro bikini at his swim meets.  He was so
unaware of how this entire setting was turning me on and he just lay there
all sweet and innocent teasing me about his little secret. It was SO cute
and I couldn't wait for him to show me ... Oh I wanted him to show me
EVERYTHING!

"Okay, but you promise not to tell nobody ever ever ever in your whole life
even if they drag you across hot coals and pieces of broken glass you
promise you'll never ever tell?" I stressed to him nervously about showing
him something that I obviously hadn't ever wanted ANYONE to know
about. Well, at least not until now.

"I cross my heart and hope to die that I'll never ever tell a soul about it
forever and ever." He conceded with a hope in his voice that I'd never
heard from anyone before.

I sensed that it was an anxious hope that frightened him and attracted him
immensely at the same time. He knew that whatever I was about to show him,
must be something naughty or I wouldn't be making all of my `keep it
secret' demands. He somehow knew that this would be a pivotal moment in his
relationship with me, a lonely, scared, mistreated and friendless gay
little boy who longed for love, attention and a relationship with someone
that would last for more than a few days, or moments, it had to last
forever! I needed someone to talk to about my deepest fears and
anxieties. I needed someone to be with, to hang out with and be my best
friend. I needed someone to show me how to be a happy little boy ... how to
grow up ... how to fall in love ... how to be a man.

There were so many things that I needed to learn and no one was there for
me since my daddy had left me and I felt so lonely and desperate for
attention. Now here was a man who on the outside seemed to want to fulfill
all of my needs and maybe even my desires. My secret desires for a man to
make love to me ... to be inside of me as far as he could possibly
be. Farther inside of me than my daddy ever went! To want to be with me and
care for me like no one had since my real dad was alive, since before he
left me for good! I NEEDED someone to depend on! But then, how was I going
to feel about men when I grew up? Would I still like them? Would I like
girls instead? NO WAY! I knew I liked men ... but ... would I become a boy
lover? Would Tony still be there for me? I was so confused but here was
this man who had befriended me, who seemed to want me the way I wanted
him. I had to find out and hopefully my little secret would set things in
motion. I couldn't stop now ... I had to know!

"Alright I'll show you." I relented nervously putting my confidence and
trust in this man that basically I'd just met. After being let down and
hurt so many times in the past, it was difficult for me to trust
anyone. They'd all hurt me or left me before, it's just that somehow
... something made me think ... to feel inside ... deep inside me that Tony
was going to be different from all the others.

So, I apprehensively took my teddy bear and reached towards its bottom and
with trembling fingers, I slowly unzipped the hidden zipper they put there
to be able to add more stuffing to teddy when he needed it. I hesitated
knowing full well that this would be a momentous decision I was about to
make in letting Tony in on my secret. I knew instinctively that when I
showed him this, that he would look at me differently. I would no longer be
the sweet innocent little kid that he seemed to be sexually fantasizing
about. Instead of being his sweet little virgin boy, he may look on me as
tainted. Yet, there was no turning back now. Whatever his reaction, I
couldn't wait any longer as he sat there almost impatiently waiting to see
what my secret was.

I sighed, took a deep breath, and closed my eyes. He seemed confused at my
actions and he watched intently as my tiny fingers slowly pulled a 7 inch
dick shaped vibrator out of the butt of my boyishly cute teddy bear. I held
it lovingly in my tiny hands stroking it against my face as though I was
showing off an extraordinary trophy. He sat there dumbfounded as I wrapped
my tiny fingers around it and slowly stroked it up and down its length over
and over again. Each loving stroke brought an almost inaudible gasp from
Tony as his hard man cock would throb against the silk-like material of his
shorts making his dick even more sensitive. I knew just how he felt ... how
it felt ... because my little boy cock was doing the SAME thing and I was
all on display for my man.

I laid my teddy bear by my side and held up my secret toy for him to see
hoping beyond all hope he would be excited about it. But he just looked at
it and me in astonishment. Did he like it? Was he angry at me? Why didn't
he say something about it? All he did was sit there looking at it and me
with his eyes wide open. I began to get nervous and feeling that I really
fucked up and should never have shown him my dark secret. Now everything
was going to be ruined! He'd think I was a little dumb fuck that didn't
even know what it was that I had or what it was for and stuff. I figured
now that he would be angry at me, curse at me and leave and once again,
someone I loved would leave me! I couldn't let that happen but I was so
insecure that I didn't know how to feel, but yet I didn't want to give up
and start crying again like a little baby. I summoned up all my courage
again and smiled at him hoping he would give in and tell me he liked it. I
had to try really hard so I happily spoke up and said;

"See Mister!" I said excitedly yet in a slightly embarrassed voice. "What
do you think of it ... cool huh?" I asked as innocently as a horny 13 year
old boy could possibly ask holding a 7 inch vibrator in his little hands.

"Oh my gosh Ricky, where did you ever ... how did you ever get one of
those? You're much too young to be able to buy one of those. Surely they
don't sell these to children, do they? Do you even know what it is or what
it's for?" He asked in amazement.

Just like I FUCKING figured, he thought I was just a stupid little kid. Now
he'd start cursing at me and fucking leave me. But I wasn't about to give
up that easy, I didn't get a chance to make friends very often and I wasn't
about to screw this up, at least I hoped I wasn't. But wasn't that what
friends ... best friends did? Show and tell each other things they wouldn't
normally tell or show anyone else? I reached down deep inside again and as
bravely and smugly as I could I said;

"Duh!" I said confused that he didn't seem to know what it was for. "Don't
you know?" I felt proud that I knew something he didn't know. It made me
feel a little bit more grown up inside. "I stole it from a shoe box in the
top of my mom's closet" I said feeling just a little guilty as I rubbed it
gently across my face closely watching his reaction. Then I saw something
that I hoped would give him away, something that would show me that he
really DID like it. Something ... something so big he couldn't hide! I saw
his dick ... his BIG MAN DICK ... was now even harder than ever! Harder
than it was a few seconds ago and it looked bigger than the vibrator!

"So ... so ... what do you do with it Ricky?" He asked as his throat was
getting dry with anticipation. He knew what you did with it; I could tell
... it's just that now he was more interested in what I did with it, if I
really knew what it was for ... though he didn't ask in such a way.

I hesitated again and embarrassingly and very softly and shyly I said
almost in a whisper; "I stick it in my butt." I admitted giggling at him
just like you ... he ... anyone would expect a little boy to answer.

"But ... but it's so BIG Ricky and you're so ... so tiny, how do ... I
mean, do you like put it ALL the way in you? I don't think it would ... you
... couldn't possibly fit that thing all the way in you!" He said wide
eyed! "Could you?" He asked with a now trembling voice ... I could feel the
bed shaking and it was because of him ... he was now the nervous one. Once
again, I had become the cat and he was the mouse ... and I was now
empowered knowing he probably liked it but afraid to admit it to me, and
knowing this, I was ready to pounce on my prey! I became a little bolder as
I explained to him how I used it.

"Oh, it was sort of hard at first, but now I can get it mostly all the way
in me pretty easy now if I go really really slow and what's really cool, I
mean the best part of it is, is that it makes me feel really really
good. It gives me that cool tingly feeling in my dick!" I said proudly now
feeling that he was gonna be okay with this new revelation, this new and
exciting turn in our relationship between me and this grown man.

His hand had stopped rubbing my tummy but he'd left it still lying on me. I
could tell that the palm of his strong hand was sweating with anticipation
of what might come. It felt really nice but he still sat there completely
dumbfounded.

"But Ricky ... you're such a LITTLE boy and it's so BIG ... it's hard to
believe that you can fit that all the way inside you!" He said in total
disbelief.

"Oh, it goes in me alright. It goes in me real good and it feels really
nice! I like using it ... I like using it a lot ... its fun! You should get
one!" I said hoping he would so we could share experiences or maybe
... just maybe if I was really lucky, we could get together some time and
use them together! Just like any thirteen year old little boy, I was
probably jumping to conclusions and thinking way too fast for my own good,
but I was a horny gay kid who'd just shown a half naked man sitting on my
bed a 7" vibrator!

"See, I turn it on like this." I said flipping the switch to make it
vibrate. "Then I slide it in me and move it in back and forth really slow
at first, but then really really really fast and it feels awesome!" I said
proudly smiling up at him as he sat there still wide-eyed and unbelieving
that this tiny young teenage boy could fit that huge cock like vibrator all
the way in his little boy pussy!

"Doesn't your mom know its missing? Aren't you afraid she'll think you have
it and wonder what you're doing with it? He asked concerned.

"Nope, well maybe she does but I've had it for a couple months now and
she's never said nothing about it. Maybe she hasn't noticed it's gone yet
or she probably don't care none. They don't really care about me anyway or
they wouldn't always leave me by myself all the time." I said sadly.

Damn it, Every time I would get a good feeling, something sad always ruined
it for me! Damn them leaving me all alone like this all the time. But, it's
good today though. Good because Tony is here and I think he loves
me. Doesn't he? Oh fuck no ... how could he? I'm just a stupid kid having
sex with a teddy bear and sticking hunks of dick shaped plastic up my ass!
Why would a man like Tony, a way hot man who could have any guy in the
whole world want a stupid dumb little fuck like me! FUCK HIM! FUCK my Mom!
FUCK her boyfriend and FUCK everyone! I was such an idiot. But he still sat
there; looking at my sex toy and looking back at me ... he hadn't ripped me
or nothing for having or using it. He just sat there ... damn it what did
he really think?

Oh my fucking gosh! This sweet innocent little boy I'm trying so
desperately to seduce has a fucking dildo he's shoves up his ass every
night, and he LIKES it! Damn and he keeps it hidden in the butt of his
little teddy bear lying on his bed? He just doesn't realize how SO
incredibly fucking CUTE and sexy that is or he is! How fucking lucky am I?
Buying him those shorts today was the most incredibly lucky thing I've ever
done in my life! Shit! He really fucks himself with a vibrator! I don't
know what to do ... or say or even how to react! I'm trying to put the
moves on him and he's reversed it by putting the moves on me! I mean just
look at this hot little fucker lying on his bed with a teddy bear, pacifier
and a vibrator he's stroking all over his sweet little baby face! Doesn't
he know how this makes a boy lover feel? Doesn't he know that he's turning
me on like fucking crazy? "So how did you figure out what it was for?" I
asked curiously.

Well fuck! What the hell, he's still looking at me and not laughing at me
like he promised. He's probably just perving me and wanting to take naked
pictures of me to put on some internet newsgroup or website somewhere. What
the fuck do I care what he does with naked pictures of me? Hell, if he
wanted to do that so fucking what! I don't give a fuck anymore! Everyone
all ready calls me little faggot and laughs at me anyway so what the hell
difference would it make! Who the fuck cares if the whole world sees me
doing naked gay sex stuff anyhow! Besides, if they were looking for
pictures of naked little boys, then they wouldn't have much room to talk no
how, yeah ... yeah ... how would they explain that!

It was only about 10 or 15 seconds before I answered his question but I lay
there for what seemed like five minutes feeling sorry for myself again but
then suddenly I decided to go ahead and play up the situation, Hell, if
nothing else at least I could have sex with my teddy bear and Tony could go
fuck himself! It's not like he could go tell anybody anyhow. How the hell
would he explain being almost naked in a little boys bedroom! Oh, what the
hell was I thinking, I really like Tony ... hell ... I love him! I'm so
fucking confused! I LOVE being like a cute little boy while he's looking
and touching me like that! What the fuck ... just play along with it and
just be myself like I was doing. If he doesn't like me for who I am he'll
just be like everybody else who thinks I'm a dumb shit! But, if I'm lucky
... If I'm incredibly fucking lucky ... maybe ... just maybe ... he'll ...

"I saw them using it one day when I came in from playing and they didn't
know I was watching them through the door. He was like shoving it in
between my mom's legs like really hard and she acted like she really
enjoyed it. Then I watched her put in his butt and he squirted this white
stuff out of his dick all over the place and was like begging her to shove
it in him harder and harder and that's when I thought I would kinda like to
try it too because he was like really really into it ... or it was really
into him." I laughed bragging at my exploits. "Besides, that's how a guy
makes that white stuff shoot out of his dick when you put something in your
butt, so I figured if I used it, white stuff would come out of my dick too
... and it does!" I boasted proudly remembering how dad used to squirt his
white stuff in my butt when I was just a little boy.

I felt so much more like a grownup talking this way to a real live man. A
real live man who's sitting on my very own bed and touching me! Touching me
and caressing me just like I was a little boy ... like the little boy I was
when daddy and I watched TV at night ... like the little boy I loved being
whenever a really hot man was near me. But I'd never had a man like this, a
near naked gay man in my own bedroom before.

"Oh my gosh Ricky ... So do you ... uh ... use it a lot?" He asked
nervously as he began breathing harder. It was like he was in the middle of
an erotic kiddie porn movie that was moving in slow motion and he knew what
he wanted, he wanted ME ... yet he was afraid to move, so he just
observed. Just like the mouse does, hiding from the cat.

"Heck yeah, I use it almost every night. It's ever so much fun." I said
proudly like I was doing this grownup thing he'd never even heard of
before! I felt so proud explaining all these things to him! Then ... oh my,
then I got a really great idea! It was brazen that's for sure, I'd have to
be really really brave to ask him but you know, what the hell ... like I
said before, either he's gonna have to like me for what I really am, or
fuck it all. So once again I gathered up all the courage I could possibly
muster and took a deep DEEP breath and asked in my sweetest, shyest,
sexiest little boy voice I could ever use in my whole life and asked;

"Wanna see me do it?" I whispered hopefully like I was asking him if he
wanted to see me ride my bike with no hands. I gave him the sweetest little
boy smile I could and a slight wink of one eye. I was flirting with him and
he was like putty in my hands!

"Oh Ricky ... I can't begin to explain how much I'd like to see that, that
is ... if you don't mind showing me how it works. I mean, if maybe you're
not too embarrassed to show me how it works and stuff. Maybe I wanna get
one of those too?" He asked as if being shown something new and exciting. I
of course didn't realize how much he really knew and I was like so proud
that I could show a grown up something really cool that I could do and
they'd wanna try too!

OH HELL YEAH! HE LIKED IT! Not only that, he wanted to see me fuck myself
with it! He may even buy one too and we can maybe use them together
sometimes! This was gonna be SO cool! I was so excited and I so wanted to
make him want me. I was so excited my pubescent voice squeaked with delight
as I told him;

"OKAY, I'll show you mister." I said proudly now completely reverting back
to being a really young little boy. "But you can't tell nobody about it
though, cause I would get in BIG trouble probably. You promise?" I asked
hopefully because I was SO dying to show him how my newly discovered sex
play toy worked, like up close and personal! PLUS it meant I got to get
naked in front of him and let him look at me. I REALLY liked that a lot!
Heck, maybe I'd get to see him naked too ... then we could BOTH be naked
together! Oh yeah, if I wasn't too embarrassed letting him watch me fuck
myself, then maybe he'd get to see me squirt my little boy juice and MAYBE
if I was really lucky, he'd squirt some man juice too just like my I used
to watch my daddy do on this very bed! I LOVED watching men squirt stuff
... well ... at least my daddy's ... oh yeah ... and even though I hated
him I liked watching my mom's boyfriend squirt his stuff too when I
secretly watched them. Oh my gosh, maybe if we both got naked ... maybe
he'd hold me for a little while too! I so wanted to be held naked by him
just like my daddy used to do ... with nothing on at all!

"Oh I promise with all my heart I'll never ever tell ANYONE at all because
I could probably get in a lot of BIG BIG trouble too!" He said
anxiously. "It'll be OUR little secret okay?"

"Okay!" I said happily as my pubescent voice squeaked once again in
adolescent delight! "But it's more fun if I get all nakey first, is that
okay with you?" I asked coyly.

"Oh baby ... ... ... ... Oh Ricky; you have absolutely positively NO
earthly idea how okay that is with me. I desperately want to see you all
nakey!" He said excitedly. "Will you really? Will you really take all your
clothes off little boy and show me how you use it ... please baby?"

This was getting SO good that I couldn't believe my luck. He wanted to
watch me fuck myself and he actually wanted to see me naked! He was BEGGING
me to do it and I was getting so turned on! But best of all, he was talking
`little boy' talk back to me, like my daddy used to do! He was cool with me
acting like I was still a little kid and he was the grown man babying me! I
FUCKING LOVED that! My heart was racing a mile a minute in anticipation of
FINALLY getting a way hot man to strip me naked and watch me fuck myself!
If my luck held out ... oh maybe ... just maybe ... maybe he would put his
dick in me the way daddy used to sort of do! Oh my gosh that would be SO
FUCKING COOL! But our cat and mouse game was just beginning to get good! I
couldn't let it stop now! I wanted to be in control of letting him be in
control of me! Does that sound dumb? I don't care if it does, it's what I
want! I wanted to tease him a bit more to see if his dick would get any
harder! He begged me if I would please take my clothes off ... so I
answered him, but not the way he expected.

"No, I won't take all my clothes off." I said sternly with a serious look
on my face. All the wind went out of his sails and he looked so beaten down
and frustrated once again as he asked me so desperately;

"But why Ricky, why won't you get all nakey for me? I thought you wanted
too?" He asked frantically!

Then I answered him again in my cutest kiddie voice "I won't take my
clothes off ... but ... um ... well mister ... will you ... umm ... will
you take my clothes off for me?" I whispered innocently letting my voice
get as high and soft as I could possibly let it get. I gave him this look
to let him know that I was longing for him to strip me naked! A longing
hopeful look from a lonely sweet naked little kid that was so desperate for
love and affection ... that only he could provide.

He sighed with great relief and a huge smile suddenly came across his face
realizing what I was trying to do. The cat and mouse game continued and he
took a deep breath and said; "Sure baby ... I'll be more than happy to help
you get all nice and nakey." He said with great anticipation.

"Yeah, I'm YOUR baby! I'm gonna be your little nakey baby boy ... okay
mister?"

"Okay." He whispered smiling back at me ... well let's be honest
... drooling at me!

I sat there with my hands sweating not believing my luck. Hell, I thought
maybe I'd just be here for a few minutes, take a few pictures and that
would be it. Now I find myself all alone with him in his bedroom and my
sweet baby boy is asking me to take his clothes off so he can fuck himself
with a vibrator, his mom and boyfriend's vibrator! I mean these kind of
things only happen in those gay kiddie porn videos you've seen!

My hands began to sweat even more with anticipation. Finally, FINALLY I was
going to get to see my sweet sexy little boy totally naked! Was this all
for real or what? I was visibly trembling as I slowly reached for the waist
band of the tiny see-through shorts I'd bought for him just hours
earlier. That was the best damn investment I'd ever made, and I was
wondering if the little guy would be too shy to wear them public! Not only
did he wear them, but he got freaking hard in them too, though I knew if he
put them on he would. But damn if he didn't jog around the park with me
taking pictures of him and slipping them down in front of everyone to show
off some more of his luscious naked boy flesh! Now, oh my freaking gosh,
now he was lying on his bed asking me to take them off him and I sure as
hell wasn't going to disappoint him! Would you?

Ricky arched his back ever so slightly to allow me much easier access to
strip him. I almost cried as he was lay there so childlike with his teddy
bear laying next to him, his secret night lover ... his vibrator in his
hand and pacifier in his mouth. He had both arms raised just slightly above
and on either side of his head. He had put himself almost completely on
display for me. The rest of his delicious naked body was not going to be
displayed until I was ready!

Now the mouse had become the cat! He so desperately wanted me to strip him
and it showed. Only I had the power now to decide when to allow his 13 year
old boy dick to finally escape the confines that silkily concealed it. The
pleasure this horny little kid was deriving from being undressed by me was
only to be given when I was ready! The power was all in my hands now and he
wanted me to get on with it so bad and boy did it ever show! I felt so
powerful over him as he lay there helpless so soft and sweet and
delicate. I felt as though I should be so careful with him because I didn't
want to break him. He looked and acted more like a sweet innocent five year
old pre-schooler than he did a young boy of thirteen. His play acting was
incredibly believable and made him look even that much more desirable in my
eyes. The fact that he wanted to look that young and cute and childlike
just for me, turned me on like I'd never been turned on before! No one, man
or boy had EVER made me feel this way! I was feeling so naughty because he
was making me feel almost as if I were his young friend with whom he was
sexually experimenting with and I loved every minute of it. He was doing it
to me! He was making me feel like a little boy again! I had so secretly
yearned for that feeling again! A feeling that you can't get back once
you've grown up, at least not on your own. You have to have a young boy to
give your youth back to you ... he was doing this to me ... for me! It felt
so wonderful to feel like a little boy all over again! NO ... It FEELS so
wonderful to be a little boy again!

I placed my fingers gently on the waistband of his shorts and ever so
slowly I began to pull them down his slender body. It didn't take long to
expose what I'd been hoping to see since I first lay eyes on his
loveliness. His completely smooth hairless boy crotch, not a single
solitary hair had yet to begin to mar this most handsome little boy. I had
fantasized and longed for him to be totally smooth and now, right in front
of me, I was being permitted to see it all. He lay there so still it was
almost as if he weren't even real. With just the afternoon sun shining
through the window blinds and gleaming off of his long, silky, straight and
perfectly layered cut hair, he let the pacifier fall from his mouth and
quietly encouraged me to continue.

I was so incredibly in awe of this innocent little boy lying beside me. He
lay there so limply inviting me to undress him and expose his soft delicate
naked teenage body. It was so erotic ... so utterly boyishly erotic
... this adorable little kid lying there wanting for me ... a grown man
... to take off all his clothing and expose himself so vulnerably for my
pleasure!

My trembling fingers slowly began slipping the slinky nylon shorts down
even lower off his petite teenage body. Ever so slowly I began to expose
another inch of the base of this hot kids cock. Even with his tiny six-pack
abs he'd been so diligently working on, he still appeared to be much
younger than his 13 years and I loved that so much. Then I noticed
something that's never happened to me before. I looked down between my legs
and my own cock was now so hard that it was literally pushing the elastic
waistband away from my body. I cannot remember when my dick had been so
stiff. I had been with many men and many many young boys before, ever since
I was a young boy myself, I'd looked at, fantasized, photographed and even
had sex with hundreds of boys in my life but none even held a candle to
this tiny Adonis that lay beneath me. This little angel lay there inviting
me to take off all of his clothes so that he could show me a most intimate,
private sex act and it was something that he wanted to share with me. I
held my breath as I continued to un-wrap the present that lay there before
me. It was like Christmas all over again!

The soft material slipped down even further revealing more and more of his
sexy kiddie cock! I went to look in his eyes but he had closed them and
left his hands on either side of his head as I had mentioned earlier. He
lay there dreamily before me and it was then that I noticed something else
about this precious little boy; he had the longest most perfect eyelashes I
had ever seen in my whole life. A boy wasn't supposed to be that pretty,
that perfect ... but the more and more I looked at this little kid, the
sexier he got! Why on earth did the kids at school tease him so? You'd
think that with him being so dreamy that the girls would fall all over
themselves to get to him and there had to be at least a handful of gay boys
at school who would want to be friends with this hot kid! Surely in a
school of that size there had to be at least one gay man ... one teacher
... one coach there that perved Ricky everyday ... one who would simply
drool over this pretty little boy!

Ricky made no attempt whatsoever to stop me from taking off his clothes and
he was obviously giving me permission to undress him completely. I had been
taking my time to allow him every opportunity to change his mind at
anytime. Kids can be so fickle at that age and I never wanted Ricky to
think that I was forcing myself on him or trying to rape him in
anyway. That never was and never would be my intent. No, Ricky was to be in
control, even though I was the dominate male here. This small little boy
was so overwhelming in control, of me.

Now, it was the moment of truth. Finally ... FINALLY the head of his
yearning and oh so sensitive13 year old boy dick was almost fully on
display for me! I had longed for this moment, and I could tell that he had
too. Yeah I know ... I had seen his kiddie dick earlier in the restroom but
that was only through the display window of the digital camera, and the
photograph was taken over his shoulder and didn't do him that much justice
but hey ... it was a picture of this adorable youngster all naked so I was
going to take whatever I could get. You just never know if you'll get that
opportunity again, which is why I ALWAYS kept my camera handy. I mean,
wouldn't you? Now, this kid was allowing me to take off all his clothes and
I stripped him ever so slowly because I wanted to savor every last second
of this one time moment and sip every last drop of this boy's beauty! It's
always that very first time that you got to see that special boy naked that
you always remember. That first time that you get to gaze on their
undeniably exquisite youthful beauty and this little boy was the cream of
the crop!

He opened his eyes just a little as I slid the shorts down even farther, my
gosh, his slender boy cock was a little longer than what I had expected! It
was so incredibly beautiful and I couldn't believe my luck! He opened his
eyes even wider in anticipation of finally being totally exposed to me. The
expression on his face was priceless as he lay there so helplessly under
me. His eyes sparkled and the look of desire on his face was so sexy, then
as if by magic, the material thankfully fell away exposing his incredibly
amazing boy dick! It slapped loudly against his perfectly cute tiny boy
tummy then bounced back and forth in the air several times before finally
aiming it's lovely self at a 45 degree angle and pointing just over his
head. The late afternoon sunlight shined off his boyhood and the shadow of
his dick seemed to bounce about playfully off his stomach like a little
puppy bouncing happily around the yard. Seeing his wonderful hard boy dick
throb wildly in front of the both of us ... well ... It was quite possibly
the most erotic site I've ever seen in my life.

Ricky lay there softly and contentedly not moving an inch as if allowing me
the pleasure of drinking in his boyish beauty! I gently tugged on his
shorts and got them all the way down to his bare feet before I finally
slipped them off him entirely! I tossed his shorts to the other side of the
room as if letting him know that he was now entirely naked and I didn't
want him to get dressed anytime soon, if ever! It was almost if I were
throwing the only article of clothing he owned away in order that I may
look upon his perfect youthful nakedness forever!

He lay there with the sunlight shining off his long dark silky straight
hair that seemingly flowed and dripped its way softly off his head then
gently down on either side of his pillow. With his hands still outstretched
on either side of his head, he appeared almost angelic laying there fully
naked just for my benefit. This kids cock, his sweet wonderfully perfect
throbbing little boy cock twitched uncontrollably about 4 ½ inches above
his thin body as if pleading for attention.

The most amazing thrill of it all was that he didn't have a single hair
anywhere on his young teenage body. In fact his entire body was completely
blemish free, not even a mole or unsightly birth mark marred this creamy
naked little kid who laid there so alluringly beneath me. You'd think as
much as this kid gets bullied at school and how his teenage awkwardness
causes him to fall all the time that he'd have a bruise or scrape or cut
somewhere but not a single solitary mark hid the velvety soft naked skin of
this erotic little boy!

This hot kids trembling cock, that gorgeous pulsating stiff boy dick, so
long and slender on this skinny naked little boy was so delectable and so
hot! The soft velvety head almost begged me to suck him and make him squirt
his hot kid cum from deep inside his incredibly soft and smooth boy balls
and into my ever so eager mouth. I was beginning to crave kid cum, hot
young sexy naked little boy cum so sweet and fresh, so clear and oh so
yummy! A boy's first cum tastes as though it was pure nectar and his simply
must be the best of all! I was so addicted to its taste and I wanted, no I
NEEDED Ricky to cum in me to quench my dry mouth! I wanted this beautiful
smooth naked little lad in my arms, to hold him and allow his soft boyish
body to rub all over mine! I wanted to cuddle him and protect him and make
sweet man/boy love to him all at the same time!

He had this air about him as though he knew how much I loved looking at his
totally naked boy body. How could a kid that was so inexplicably cute and
sexy have so little self-confidence with others? How could anyone not want
to be with this hot pretty boy? I knew right then and there that it was
going to be up to me to break this self-destructive road that he was on. I
wanted to build this kid up to realize just how beautiful he was! I somehow
had to make him understand that not everyone hated him. There were, and are
people out there that DO care about him. There are other kids out there
like him that like other boys ... that like men ... and they shouldn't be
made fun of because of it. They should be proud they feel that way and
should never EVER have to hide the fact that not only are they gay, but a
boy lover ... a man lover who has just as much right to be out as any other
gay kid, or bi-kid or straight kid. Ricky had a right to exist and be
himself just like everyone else damn it and I was going to make sure he
could not only feel that way, but could revel in it!

Damn, If only others could see him as I see him now, an adorable sweet kind
caring little puppy that craves attention, guidance, direction and most of
all, this little lamb needed someone to love him! That's what I wanted to
give him. Oh yeah, I'd seen plenty of young naked boys before in my line of
work, seen them over the years since I was just a lad myself. But never had
I seen or even been around a boy with such outer and inner beauty that
needed to be molded and shaped into the man he was to become. I was JUST
the man who could mold and shape a boy, why I'd been doing just that for
years!

Okay ... I wanna let you see what all that last part was like ... from
Ricky's point of view.

I lay there so helpless and still as Tony, this wonderful man began to
slowly strip me naked. I was so nervous but yet I wanted to be nude. I
wanted him to be the one to undress me and expose my naked little body
to. I wanted him to want me so bad. Maybe he was the one who'd finally love
me. I mean really love me like a man loves a boy. Maybe he wouldn't be just
a perv who wanted me naked, take some pictures, fuck me and leave never to
be seen again. Maybe ... just maybe Tony was going to be different. But why
was he taking so long? I thought he wanted me naked! But he was taking so
incredibly long to get these little shorts off of me! I had lifted my hips
in order to make it easier for him to strip me! The waistband of the silky
material was down just enough to expose my smooth hairless pubes. Would he
think I was just a little squirt when he saw I didn't have any hair on my
dick? I knew that when he saw me naked in the bathroom earlier that he
didn't actually get to see my pubes. I knew because I saw the naked picture
of me and it didn't show that part.

I closed my eyes and let the pacifier fall from my mouth and sprawled out
in front of him. I wanted him to know that it was perfectly okay, that I
was perfectly okay with this.

"It's okay Tony; go ahead ... take `em off me. I want you to." I whispered
softly to him. He looked at me in awe yet he could tell that he didn't have
to be afraid I'd tell anyone ever. I wanted him to want me like he'd never
wanted anything else in the world! But, I was just a kid, my dick was so
small compared to his, or at least the bulge in his shorts that I could see
... but how could he ever get pleasure, I mean real sexual pleasure from a
little boy like me? Yet I lay there helplessly wanting him to hurry and get
my clothes off. Either he would like me, or not ... but I had this sneaking
feeling that he liked me ... maybe even loved me!

He gently pulled the silky material down a little further and I saw him
licking his lips. I wondered how it would feel if he were licking me that
way. Oh how incredible that would feel to just lay here and let him ... a
real live grown man lick me all over, not just play liking like I did with
my teddy bear at night! To let him do anything he wanted to me. Just to be
his sweet nakey little boy like he wanted me to be. But how would he feel
about me when I slipped this huge vibrator inside me, would he think I was
just a little slut or what? But he said he wanted to see me do it. He
wanted to watch me fuck myself with this vibrator. I knew he wanted me and
I wanted him. We were still playing this little cat and mouse game except
he was letting me be the cat. The cat with the boy pussy was just what this
mouse wanted!

 "Oh Ricky, you are so incredibly beautiful that I can't even describe it."
He said as his voice was obviously shaking. "I've never seen a more
exquisite example of a young boy in all my life and trust me; I've seen
LOTS of young sexy naked little boys before." He said unashamedly to
me. He's mentioned seeing lots of naked boys before. He must be a perv who
preyed on young boys or got pictures off the net. Or maybe he even took
pictures of naked boys and put them on the net, like a website or
something, maybe that's what he did for a living ... but why was he
treating me with so much love and respect? He stopped again for a moment
and I could see that he was thinking. But what about, why on earth didn't
he finish stripping me! He knew I wanted him to, heck, I even asked him to
get me naked! My mind was racing and my heart was beating faster and faster
yet I lay there totally motionless as I gently opened my eyes a little more
so I could see the expression on his face when he finally got to see ALL of
my hard little boy dick!

"Why did you stop? I thought you wanted me naked?" I asked softly.

"Oh, I do Ricky; I do want to see you in your little birthday suit. I just
want to savor the moment as I may never get this chance again.

Little did he realize that he could strip me naked like this every day and
I'd be WAY more than okay with it! But I smiled up at him and closed my
eyes again as if giving him permission to finish undressing me. I was
letting him know that it was fine with me. Nevertheless I felt so dumb
doing that because he was so much stronger and bigger than me. If he wanted
to he could do anything to me and I was powerless to stop him. But at the
same time I felt so perfectly safe lying here letting him do what he was
doing, and going to do. I saw the look in his eyes as he stared not only at
my nearly exposed crotch, but the rest of me as well. When he looked at me
it was if he were looking into my very soul. I watched as he gazed at every
single inch of my exposed body and it was though he was etching my likeness
into his mind with his eyes.  Oh and those eyes of his ... his eyes almost
hypnotized me and the feeling he was giving me by admiring, almost
worshiping me and my nearly naked body was intoxicating. I felt as though
he was drinking in my tiny boyish body and it felt so wonderfully magical
to allow him to do this to me. I'd always secretly loved being naked in
front of people, like at school in the showers and getting to see all of
the other naked boys. I liked, no I loved people looking at me naked but
the kids in the locker room at school always teased me unmercifully calling
me little faggot all the time which always made me cry. Yet, I still
secretly took pleasure in everyone looking at me in the nude. I was never
one of those boys who did every thing they could possibly do or get away
with to keep from being naked in the locker room. Not me, even with all the
teasing and bullying I endured, I would still be the first kid naked, and
the last one to get dressed. I would even take my time wandering around the
locker room completely naked, even stopping to lift weights on the weight
bench when I could get away with it. I never made any attempt at all to
cover my boy cock whether it was hard or not, I was proud of naked body and
wanted every one to see it! But the only other times I got to show off was
at home and even though I enjoyed being naked with my moms boyfriend and
even in front of mom, they were family so it was different. Not like this,
Tony wanted me naked ... he was enjoying looking at me and I knew he wanted
me. He was gay like me and it was pretty clear he liked naked little boys
and I hoped he knew it was clear that I was a little boy who liked men,
naked men ... men like him who wanted me for what I was, a gay little boy
who wanted to be stripped bare by him and who desperately needed to be
loved.

Then thankfully, his hands began to move again, finally ... FINALLY! He was
going to get them off me. My dick was so incredibly hard that I felt as
though it would burst with anticipation of finally being exposed to this
wonderful man! The material was so soft as he was pulling them off me, that
I thought the material itself was going to make me cum as he slid the
waistband over the agonizingly sensitive head of my hard boy cock! He
didn't see but I squinted my eyes as the material mercifully let my boy
dick escape from its confines to be free the way all boy dicks were meant
to be! Out in the open, completely exposed so the entire world may gaze
upon its delicious beauty!

I knew his eyes were on the prize and I heard and felt my hard cock slap
against my tummy and back up again waving around proudly over my now almost
naked little body. He sat there in wonder looking at my dick and I heard
him quietly gasp as he finally got to see what he'd been aching to see
since he first met me. It seemed like forever, but he eventually slowly and
sexily slid my shorts all the way off me and tossed them away. It was so
cool the way he did it because he threw my shorts all the away across the
room so there was no way I could cover up even if I had wanted too and I
REALLY LIKED that!

My mind bounced back to reality as my eyes focused once again on Ricky as
he openly lay there seemingly unembarrassed at being exposed this way to a
grown man such as me. I sat there speechless admiring this exquisitely
beautiful naked little boy lying there so limp and sexy. His boyhood seemed
to beckon me to take it in my hands and gently squeeze it for him. I then
began exploring with my eyes this bare little boys amazing body. His tiny
feet were so incredibly perfectly shaped. His legs had not even a hint of
hair on them and were so SO slender. I could literally wrap both hands all
the way around his legs ... and they appeared so unbelievably soft. His
slender boy cock was immaculate as it throbbed slightly as if begging me to
suck it. It stood straight and proud in the air and its soft velvety head
glistened in the faint sunlight. His boyish tummy with just a hint of six
pack abs felt so soft and smooth. His slight chest and round shoulders were
so childlike, his sweet adorable young baby face and incredibly sexy hair
seemed to drip from his head on to either side of his pillow. He appeared
to me as though he were a precious little angel and he smiled up at me
sweetly, cocked his head just a bit, it was then I noticed the cutest
little dimple on his right cheek as he gazed up at me and said;

"So, what do you think? Do you like me? Do you like me all nice and nakey
just for you?" He said so innocently I could have cum just listening to
this child as he spoke to me so softly and naively.

I sat there ... still so speechless.

"What's the matter? Cat got your tongue?" He asked looking so youthful at
me.

"I'm sorry Ricky; I'm not ignoring you it's just that ... that you're so
amazingly beautiful and sexy that I can't even begin to explain how I feel
about you. I can't take my eyes off you! I just can't believe how lucky I
am to have finally met you and to see you so utterly naked and stretched
out there so perfect in front of me. You're ... oh ... you're ... so soft
... so hard ... you look so desirable, so delicious I could just lick you
up! How could anyone not want to be with you is beyond me. If I never ever
get to see or be with another naked little boy in all my life, I've now
seen the best ever!" I whispered to him, with my voice still shaking with
anticipation of what lie ahead.

"C'mere" Ricky said sweetly.

"Huh?"

"C'mere, I want to whisper to you."

Obviously we were the only ones at home but I played his little boy game
and I leaned over his precious naked little body and placed my ear next to
this kids so incredibly soft lips, his warm boy breath wafting ever so
softly against my cheek. Our chests touched so slightly and every second or
two, the soft head of his loving boy cock bounced off my tummy, it was
sheer magic even if only for a few seconds. He took a deep breath and he
shyly asked me;

"Tony, I want you to be naked with me, okay?" He whispered so softly and so
innocently. How could I ever deny him his desire?

"Please ... for me?" He asked again as I slowly stood up and kicked off my
running shoes and sat back down to take my socks off. I glanced at this
sexy kid lying naked on the bed and his beautiful big dark brown eyes
seemed to stare into me in anticipation. I stood back up facing the boy
wonder and slowly slid my shorts off my hips and let them fall to the
floor. My hard man cock slapped lewdly against my abs as I did and it was
almost painful to be so hard like this! I stepped out of them and stood
there totally naked and hard for my little boy to be in awe of. My cock was
so hard that it throbbed wildly in front of me. It saw what it wanted and
it was though it was trying to get at it! I began to sit back down and he
stopped me.

"NO, don't sit down yet ... hand me your shorts." He asked.

I complied with his strange request handing the jogging shorts to him. He
placed them on his face for a second and inhaled ever so softly. Then he
tossed them across the room as I had done to his and they landed right next
to the tiny shorts I had just bought him today. I smiled back at him
knowingly. Both of us knowing that we'd tossed all our clothes away and we
were now both happily naked together!

"Now we're both nakey!" He smiled then paused while staring at my naked
body. With admiration in his eyes he said to me so cutely. "Tony?"

"Yes Ricky."

"Before I put it in me, will you ... would you ... I mean ... oh never mind
... it's dumb." He said disappointed.

"No baby, what would you like me to do for you? I'll do anything your
little heart desires."

"You will?"

"Yeah, sure ... I'll do anything you want."

"Umm ... okay ... will ... you ... umm ... will you lie next to me and just
hold me for a little while? Please?" He asked so politely and sweetly as I
saw a tear fall down his cheek. I knew it was a tear of happiness and
sadness at the same time. I could tell that apparently this was something
that he'd been wanting for a long time ... for years as far as I could
tell. I just happened to be the lucky man who got to fulfill this young
child's sexual fantasies. Yet, I could tell he was sad too ... I felt as
though he were substituting the memories of his real dad ... with me. It
made me feel slightly uncomfortable yet loved at the same time. Either way,
I was ecstatic to have this chance with this sweet little boy! He sniffled
just a bit and then smiled at me as he awaited my response. Oh this kid was
GOOD. He was such a natural tease and he didn't even realize it. Then I
thought for a moment and he may have never even been hugged before, maybe
that's why he had this huge self-esteem problem. I mean it was pretty damn
obvious, we both wanted sex but he seemed to be playing it to the hilt
whether intending to or not. But how was I supposed to refuse this
beautiful happy yet so sad crying naked little boy his request. I smiled at
him and lay down next to his incredibly soft and petite body. It was though
bolts of electricity shot through both of us as our now totally naked
bodies touched each other for the first time, and certainly not the
last. We both could feel the incredible amount of energy and love between
us and some how, we both knew that our relationship was going to be
amazingly special.

Tony smiled at me and lay down softly next to me ... finally ... finally
... someone who wanted me ... someone who seemed to need me ... This
wonderfully incredible man who walked into my life. Someone that will
actually listen to me and understand me ... Could he be the one? Oh, I so
hope so ... I couldn't help but shed a tear as our naked bodies touched for
the very first time. A magical feeling shot through me as our skin came in
contact with each others. We lay there for a few seconds and I felt like
Tony was almost afraid to touch me. I didn't want him to be afraid to touch
me ... to hold me. It was what I needed so desperately. Even though both
our dicks were so longing for each other and needed immediate attention. It
wasn't what I ... what we needed the most. We needed each other. I decided
to take matters into my own hands once again playing the role of the cat.

So I rolled over into his strong muscular arms ... lay my head on his
shoulder and savored his strength, the security of being close to him and
in his arms, every thing about him ... his scent ... then ... it was then
that I noticed the cologne he was wearing was obsession. The same exact
kind my daddy wore ... the scent I so fondly remember as I lay naked in his
arms in his big recliner every night. The scent I remember as he cuddled me
and held me ever so close to him. I was in heaven. I could remember and
everything now felt so awesome and so familiar. I knew that Tony had to be
the man I'd been searching for. I could feel even more tears welling up
inside me ... but I wasn't afraid ... I wasn't afraid he would leave me and
I wasn't afraid to cry and show my true feelings to him ... somehow he was
going to be different than everyone else was. No ... Tony he was
different. He wasn't a leaver like all the rest ... he was a stayer ... and
I loved him so much!

I felt somewhat afraid to do anything with my wonderful little angel as we
lay naked next to each other. I wanted so much to hold him, to embrace
him. As I felt his tiny naked body next to mine, I soon realized the
incredible differences in our size. Now even though I was not a large man,
I felt like a giant next to him as my arms dwarfed his slender naked
frame. He felt so tiny and helpless as he rolled over and lay slightly on
top of me, his long dark soft hair falling ever so gently against my face,
down my neck and across my shoulder. Everything was beginning to move in
slow motion for me as it was one of those moments you never ever forget as
his wonderful boyish body was wrapped tenderly by my arms. The scent of
this little boys hair, the amazing softness of his boyish body ...


His hard kid cock, throbbing against my leg.


A soft tear dripping silently on my chest.


His one arm around me holding me and touching me as if I were gold.




Thanks for reading chapter 4 of `Falling in Love' and I hope you thoroughly
enjoyed yourselves ... if you know what I mean! If so, your comments keep
me going so if you want me to write more, please crank up your email
program, type `Falling in Love' on the subject line and send in your
thoughts, suggestions, past experiences, fantasies or related illustrated
inspirational material (drawings, like anime or even some photos. You know
shirtless, Speedo or underwear pics or even just a cute boy, especially if
you think looks like Ricky in the story. Whatever) anyway, zip them up and
send them to booya@gawab.com Remember, I spend quite a bit of time thinking
this stuff up and writing it for your enjoyment, anything I get back from
you is my only payback for all my hard work, even if it's just a kind word
boys and girls so ... Thanks again!

Oh by the way, I lay out naked in the backyard the other day and didn't see
the shadow of my hard dick ... guess will have 6 weeks of spring like
weather cumming soon. Nothing like Puxatawny Phil cock huh!

Thanks again to all ... Please stay NAKED and have a warm loving Happy
Valentines Day with someone you love!

Please check out my other stories on Nifty

Skinny-dipping ---- In the Bi-sexual Adult/Youth section ... yes there's a
new chapter!

I Love Being Naked (Daddy) ---- In the Gay Incest section ... new chapter
there too!

I'm sure if you enjoyed this story that the other stories will cause you to
have a blister on your dick really soon so be careful out there boys!