Date: Mon, 26 Mar 2007 02:59:11 -0400
From: Dwedno Smith <dwednomail@hotmail.com>
Subject: Chapters 7 and 8 of "The First Season"

Its been quite a while but someone asked and I had it so here are two more
chapters of First Season. I hope you enjoy them I will gladly put more up
if there is any real interest in the story...Let me know... Thanks, Dwedno.



Chapter 7,     A new life for me and a small problem.



Before long it was our bellies that were doing the talking and we both
decided to go down stairs and hope for the best outcome after before. I
felt like I was sneaking downstairs from being grounded but I knew
eventually everything would be all right. Matt spoke up first.

"Mom I am hungry are we gonna eat?"

"Yes honey. I am going to get Chinese food and your brother and sister
right now. Be good I will be back shortly. Jeremy you are welcomed to stay
for dinner if you like."

"Thanks, but I think I will be going. I have been here long enough and I
want to do a few things before it gets late."

"Sure that's fine; I'll see you soon then."

Just like nothing had happened an hour ago she left leaving us alone and me
stumped with her new attitude. I guess she was going to mentally block it
all out from now on. I really don't know. I turned to Matt.

"Look love, I need to do a few things and I have work tomorrow at 6am. Oh
wait its Saturday I am off, never mind, but anyway if you want to and you
mom says its okay you can come by after dinner and spend the night. Just
call first because there is a small chance that Nick might stay by me. It's
almost 6pm and Margaret might call to let me know if she is going have him
stay for the night. See you later."

I kissed him good-bye and he hugged me and I left. My mind was full of
thoughts about everything that went on today and being alone with all that
stress finally got to me. I started to cry as I drove off. More in relief
then anything and the release actually felt good. I didn't know if I was
more upset over getting caught or actually crying because I now had the
freedom I always wanted to love a child. The next few days will be quite
interesting but first I had to get through tonight. I arrived home to check
my messages and no sooner did I walk in the phone began to ring. It was
Margaret and she was asking as I had expected for Nick to stay here for the
night. She told me that there was already a disagreement between Nick and
her nephew and she asked me if I could talk to him about it. I told her yes
and thought to myself that suddenly I was the town's nut doctor. Hell I
probably need one myself after the shit I went through today. I was going
to order food but since Nick was on the way I figured I would wait to see
if he was hungry and wanted to join me. She must have been calling from her
car because five minutes later my doorbell was ringing.

"Hey Margaret, Nick come on in."

"Thanks JR this is really nice of you to help me out. Nick would you excuse
us for a few minutes please I need to talk with JR."

"Sure mom. I will go and find something to do."

"Hey Nick the TV is on put on whatever you want to and I will see you
shortly."

"Okay thanks."

He left the room and I turned to her and I could see the days stress in her
face was ready to explode.

"Come on and sit for a while why don't you Margaret? You look like your
ready for bed."

"JR I feel like I am ready for the nut house. We aren't there for an hour
and those two are fighting like nothing else that happened today
mattered. We got them apart and Billy had a bloody nose and Nick was
standing there laughing at him. I am beside myself about this. My sister
told me I could stay as long as I want to but what am I going to do about
him?"

"Well he is welcome to stay here but I have to work Sunday and the rest of
the week from 6-2pm. I have to get him new equipment on Monday too so it's
up to you what you want to do. I might even be able to do that tomorrow. We
have extra practice this week because of our scrimmage on Wednesday. If you
think he will be fine I guess he can move into my guest room for a few days
or until you come up with a better idea. Let me know tomorrow or as soon as
you are sure."

"JR you are a darling. Thanks and I will talk to him before I go. If he
gets out of hand you just enforce your coaching skills with whatever it
takes. He is usually good even with his brother and sister so I doubt he
will be a problem. Please take this for his food I don't have a lot but it
would make me feel a lot better if I could at least give you something for
him when he eats."

She handed me twenty dollars which I really didn't want after she almost
lost everything today in the fire.

"I really don't want this Margaret. I have plenty of cash and you need it."

"Well if you don't want it hold onto it for him just incase he need
something extra."

"Okay that sounds fair. I am gonna order dinner now so if he hasn't eaten
he is welcomed to join me, I am ordering pizza."

"I'm sure that's fine. I will be right out I just want to give him a few
more warnings before I go. I should be back in the morning with new
clothes. I am going shopping with my sister as soon as the mall
opens. Whatever we have is either burnt or wet or well you know."

"Yes I do. Go talk to him and I will get the pizza ordered."

Off she went into the living room and I called to get two pies. Matt
probably will be coming over so I better get extra. He isn't going to like
this one bit but that is too bad right now. I have to help out Margaret and
who knows maybe I will get a look at sweet cheeks too. As I hung up the
phone they both came into the kitchen and she gave him a last warning about
being good.

"JR he isn't one to shower without a boot in the ass so by all means throw
him in and scrub him yourself if he needs it."

"MOM!"

"That's okay I think he can and will do fine with that. See you later
Margaret."

"Thanks again JR, bye. Bye honey."

"Bye mom, love you."

"Love you too dear, be good!"

With that she left. Matt will call before coming if at all so I think its
time to get this young man cleaned up.

"Nick it's been a long day why don't you shower fast and by the time you're
done the pizza should be here."

"Do I have to?"

"Yes. Now go or I will wash you like your mom said."

He gave me a strange look and I swore I saw a small tent in his
pants. Before I could get a second glance he was already turned away from
me.

"Nick."

He stopped in his tracks. He didn't turn around and I was now curious as to
what was wrong. I didn't think he was gay. He never showed even the
slightest inkling of that and if he was erect it happened real fast. She
just left five minutes ago.

"Nick turn and face me please."

"Why?"

"Because I want to see something"

 He wouldn't so I headed towards him and he darted off into the bathroom,
which was a dead give away.

"Nick, wait! What is wrong?"

No answer. I was outside the door and I didn't hear anything inside and I
knew the door didn't latch but he didn't. The lock always worked but the
catch didn't.

"Nick, are you okay in there?"

I was in the mood to push my luck so I leaned on the door and he was
shocked to see me enter when he thought the door was locked. He didn't have
enough time to cover up and sure enough he had a hard on in his pants. It
was now my turn to have a little fun at his expense.

"Nick what's up Are you okay?"

I didn't say a thing about the obvious bulge in his shorts just yet. He was
holding both hands in front of it and I just waited for him to say
something.

"Why are you in here? Why did you follow me like that? Are you gay or
something? You barge right into the bathroom when I have the door shut
without knocking or anything!"

He was trying to cover his embarrassment by yelling at me all the time with
both hands covering his crotch.

"I am sorry Nick. I thought you were sick or something after you ran in the
bathroom and I just wanted to see if you were okay. Are you?"

"Yes, please get out I have to pee. Please!"

"Sure Nick no problem."

It was time to fire a missile over the left bow.

"Um, Nick I will let you go but first a quick question."

He was still standing covering his hard on and it was bigger then before
now.

"Is that a boner in your pants or are you glad to see me?"

He turned beet red and said nothing. His hands dropped from in front of his
groin and he looked like the flood gates were going to open wide but he
didn't shed a tear.

"Ah, um, sorry about that I um, got a little excited when you said you were
going to wash me and I got all well I guess... you um, can see I am a
little..."

"Yes."

I interrupted him. I think I will try and ease the pressure a little.

"You're about as hard and as big as I was at your age."

With that he seemed to calm a bit. He was still red faced and he cleared
his throat and again tried to talk.

"You got like this too and you think I am big?"

He got all proud sounding and almost went directly from embarrassed to show
off as he grabbed his cock through his shorts.

"Wow, JR. Thanks for the compliment."

We were both standing in my bathroom. Him with a hand full of himself and
me starting to tent up myself.

"Well I guess I should go. Enjoy yourself and when you're done the pizza
will be waiting for you."

"Thanks JR. I won't take long."

"Ah yeah I guess not judging by the stain on your blue shorts. It already
looks like the fun has begun."

He turned away when he saw the mark and was beet red again,

"Look Nick we are both men so don't be so embarrassed. It's okay son. Been
there done that along time ago!"

"Yeah but my father used to scream at me if I did that in front of him and
it got me all bent out of shape. It happens to me a lot and usually I can
just get away quick enough."

"Nick I won't yell at you, tell anyone or even mention it again if you're
upset by it. That is life and its okay in this house. I am sorry your dad
is gone but I am here for you now no matter what! So if a hard on makes you
happy don't think I will be bothered. I think its kewl!"

He ran to me forgetting his stiff tool and gave me a big hug and pressed
that thing so hard against me that I almost knew how big he really was.

"Your going to be okay now Nick. I promise you that. No one is gonna hurt
you again."

He pulled away quickly when he realized that he was rubbing on me and
looked at me and bowed his head in shame. I put my hand under his chin and
lifted his head until our eyes met and them I told him it was okay.

"Nick, relax. That is normal at your age. Do you think you're the first kid
to get a stiffy at an improper time? I don't think so. WE all did. I am
going to leave and you do what you have to. I will be outside if you need
anything else."

I got a big smile and had a warm feeling as I started to back out of the
bathroom. I wanted to see that thing in the worst way but it wasn't the
right time to push my luck and he looked like he needed to release in the
worst way. I was out the door and he yelled out thanks as I shut it. I
pretended to walk away but being the homo I am just to see if he was quiet
or noisy when he did the deed I hung around. I heard him making noise like
he was beating it loudly as if he didn't care he was going to make noise
now. I heard him panting and quiet moans, as it was apparent he was almost
to orgasm. I couldn't help myself. Hoping that he was facing the toilet I
pushed open the door a crack and he was sitting on the top of the toilet
with his eyes shut and whacking himself like there was no tomorrow. I
didn't want to get caught but I was hard as a rock now too and he was into
it so deep that he didn't even know I was there and there was no turning
back now anyway for him even if he did see me. He let out a muffled moan
and began to shoot. Three, four shots up and all over and he pulled his
hand away to reveal a beautiful four-inch circumcised cock that was almost
cherry red from the pounding it just took. I quickly took off before he
came back to earth and he noticed that the door was open a crack. I was so
hard that I needed to get myself off now but the doorbell was ringing and
the pizza was here. DAMN! I cover up as best I could and headed to the door
to get the food. I paid the guy and set up two places to eat.

"Nick food is here!"

"Be right there. Just trying to clean my shorts."

He came out looking like he peed himself.

"Nick! That looks terrible. Tell you what eat and then take a shower. While
you're in the shower I will throw your stuff in the wash and no one will
know anything happened but me and I am not gonna say anything about it."

"Kewl thanks. I am starving."

"Ya know what? If your okay with it, just give me everything now and at
least you won't have to take a cold shower. I have an extra pair of shorts
in my room and you can just wear them until your done eating and then the
hot water should be back too. Come on lets get you out of those."

We headed to my room and I took out a pair of small shorts I had from some
years ago. He started to undress and stopped when he got to his underwear
and looked at me. I forgot that he was modest and didn't know that I
already knew what was underneath his briefs so I turned and headed out of
the room.

"When you're done come on out Mr. Four inches."

He didn't say a word and I didn't turn around to look. I was sure between
that comment and the bathroom door being opened that he knew I saw him. He
quickly threw on the shorts and followed me out of the room looking at me
as if he was going to ask how I knew what I did, but he was silent for now
and headed to the table to eat. I headed to the laundry room and threw his
stuff in the wash but not before I gave them the once over to see if he was
a clean boy. The pervert I am. For the most part he was. There were no skid
marks and they still smelled like soap. I assumed they were just put on
this morning but who knows for sure.  Yeah I know I am a sicko, but you
would do that too right???  I hurried back to sit and look at the half
naked young Adonis in front of me while I ate my pizza. The site before me
was to say the least stunning. He was still hairless and his nipples were
hard. His tanned beautiful chest was just starting to become defined as his
first teen birthday was soon approaching. I tried not to stare at him but
he caught me a few times and smiled as we made eye contact. I wished dinner
never ended but he inhaled four pieces of pie and quickly got up giving me
another view of his ass through his tight shorts that almost gave away
everything as if he were still nude. He went inside and as I was about to
join him the phone rang. It was Matt.

"Hi Matt, yeah, sure come on over. Nick is here and there is plenty of
pizza left if dinner didn't fill you. Yeah sure I will tell you the rest
when you get here. Ok, see you shortly. Right, bye."

I hung up the phone and Nick came over and asked me why Matt was coming
over.

"Well Nick, Matt and I are very good friends and he visits me often. I
figured that you might want company your age tonight anyway. Is that okay
with you?"

"Yeah great! Thanks for asking him."

Well I didn't but he didn't need to know that and we would just have to be
careful if we were going to do anything.

Nick was now engrossed in the wrestling match that was on TV and he didn't
even see me watching him and that cute body he had. There wasn't an ounce
of fat on him and the tan he had from the summer shown beautiful on
him. The doorbell rang and it was time for something else to happen. At
least I hoped so. Matt walked in without me opening the door and looked at
Nick on the couch and then at me. Quietly he whispered to me.

"Is he nude?"

"No his clothes are in the wash and he is wearing an old pair of shorts I
had."

"Kewl. Wow I never realized that he was so good looking."

He winked at me and went over to say hi to Nick.

"Hey Nicky."

"Hey Matt, how's it going? Care to watch the show with me?"

"Nah, I am still hungry. You enjoy it and um, nice body dude. You always
dress in nothing but shorts?"

He threw a pillow at Matt.

"Funny, ass hole! My clothes are in the wash."

"Oh, what did you do mess them?"

Now Matt had no idea what happened but still Nicky turned red with
embarrassment and without saying anything went back watching the show. I
heard what was said and yelled to Matt to come eat.

"What?"

"Stop busting Nick's balls and go eat. He has had a tough enough day and he
doesn't need you gawking at his body. That's my job!"

I said that loud enough so that Nick could hear it, but I didn't know if he
did and then I winked at Matt and smiled. He got the idea and sat down to
eat. Nick had the TV loud enough so that he couldn't hear what we talked
about if we kept it low so I decided to talk to Matt about what was
currently going on and catch him up to speed.

"What was that all about JR?"

"I will tell you later but as a hint, Nick jerks off real nicely."

"What?? How do you know that?" he said loudly.

"Shush up or he will hear you. Mouth! I will tell you later. But he does
have some body doesn't he."

"Damn he sure does! Do you think he might want me?"

I gave him a dirty look and he started to laugh and I realized he was just
busting. Then he sat and gobbled up about 4 or 5 pieces of pie and a soda.

"Damn, didn't you just eat at home?

He let out a loud belch after a big swig of soda and asked me what the plan
for tonight was?

"Yeah so? I eat a lot."

"I am not sure yet. Maybe we will rent a movie or two. I am gonna do a
little web surfing and you two can watch the movies or whatever comes
along. You're sleeping in my room and Nick has the guest room he will be
here for a few days."

"How are you gonna pull that off?"

"Easy Matt. You sleep on the pull out until he falls asleep and then you
can come in with me or stay there."

"Stay there who are you kidding?"

I smiled at him and grabbed for a nipple. He yelled and pulled away and
Nick looked over at us to see what he was missing. He got up and came over
and I saw Matt's eyes follow him all the way. He shook his head and I could
almost read his mind.

"Are my clothes done yet JR?"

"Soon kiddo, they are drying."

With that Matt jumped all over the question and wanted to know why they
were washing in the first place.

"They were dirty and I asked JR if I could wash them. After all that is all
I have to my name right now."

Sadly that was true and the look on Matt's face turned from enjoyment to
sadness and he went over to Nick and patted him on the back and gestured a
hug as if to say it will be all right with body language. Nick smiled at
him and the house grew quiet except for the TV.

"Well guys what's up for tonight?

I asked trying to change the subject.

"How about renting a movie or two?"

I looked at Nick who was yawning and though otherwise.

"Yeah that sounds okay JR but I might just want to rest. I am beat."

I said under by breath, that is not a lie and I smiled at him in agreement.

"Well let me show you to your room then."

It was just after 7pm and he looked tired. I figured if he fell asleep then
Matt and I would have the whole house to us alone. He followed us to the
guest room and sat on the bed and lay down to see if it was comfortable.

"Wow this feels great!"

As he sprawled out and stretched on the bed exposing his body fully to the
both of us. The bulge in the shorts was obvious, as tight as they were on
him and I caught Matt looking at it and then me.

"So you like it?" I said.

They both said yes at the same time and I almost lost it.

Matt looked as if he were mad that his bed was taken because he knew how
comforting it was from previous use. But he also knew that he would be in
mine before the night was out. Besides most of the time he was in my bed
anyway.

"This feels great. Better then what I slept on anyway."

"Good it's all yours when you're ready to turn in. Now go shower like you
were supposed to do an hour ago."

He gave me a look but said nothing probably because Matt was there. He got
up and headed to the bathroom and Matt looked as if he was going to follow
him. I grabbed Matt by the collar and gently tugged him back. Nick was out
of earshot so I spoke.

"Oh no you don't. That sweet ass isn't yours or mine buddy."

"Aw shucks, he jokingly said. Too bad, I never noticed how good Nicky
looked before. I wonder why."

"I have an idea why you little pervert. Come here and give me a hug."

He came over and hugged me and gave me a kiss on the lips. Just as he did
that, Nick came back out and I almost died. Luckily he wasn't paying
attention and Matt was no longer close enough for any suspicion.

"What's up pal?"

"Do you have a washcloth?"

"Sure, closet right outside the bathroom. Middle shelf. Matt, please show
him."

"No that's okay I will find it. Thanks."

"Damn that was close Matt! We almost had a lot of explaining to do. We
better be way more careful."

"Yeah! I don't need him knowing that I am gay!"

"I'll let you in on a little secret. I think he is too."

"What??"

"Why do you think his clothes are in the wash?"

"Because they are dirty?"

"No because he had a hard on and stained them."

"NO!"

"Yup! I didn't plan it but it happened and what a present I got. He was all
embarrassed and ran into the bathroom and, you're enjoying this a bit too
much pal I see your sporting wood now."

He looked down and smiled at me.

"Shut up, it's not like you don't know what it looks like! Finish the story
man!"

"Okay."

So I told him everything and he was in awe. I could tell because he was as
hard as I was now the both of us sitting there with two rock solid cocks.

"Well we can't do anything now about this!"

"Man I can't believe you saw him jerk off. You suck!"

"That's right I do!"

"Not that you jerk, you suck for spying on him without me."

"Not my fault. If you got here earlier then you might have too."

"Yeah."

"So Matt what do you say we have to get rid of this before he comes out of
the shower."

"I am okay, mine is almost gone already."

"Really you're not in the mood tonight?"

"I am always in the mood. I just lost it when I started thinking about all
that Nick is going through."

"Yeah it's not going to be easy."

We chatted about a few things until Nick came out. The house smelled like
soap, as did he. A great smell on him I might add! I had his clothes ready
for him and he took them and went back into the bathroom to change.

"I guess I am not getting a free show tonight?"

"Very funny Matt, I don't think so! Not from mister modesty."

"You mean he is shy too?"

"I don't know if shy is the right word. Put yourself in his place. If you
were alone in a semi-strange place would you go parading around showing off
your stuff?"

"Well if you put it that way!"

"And what way should I put it?"

"All right I get the point."

"I figured you would. So what do you want to do tonight?"

"Can we get ice cream?"

I laughed out loud.

"What? All I asked was could we get ice cream?"

"I know what you said. Didn't you guys just have that at the hospital?"

"Yeah, but so what! Is there a limit to what we can eat?"

"Of course not. If you want to go and he does too we will take off right
away. I didn't have any in the house so right about now a good shake or
cone was more then welcomed."

"Ummm, yeah a nice thick shake over at Millers parlor. Yeah that sounds
like a great idea."

Just then radar came out and was smiling and yapping about overhearing ice
cream something.

"What's up there Nicky? I guess you heard us."

"Yeah! Can we go? I really could use a chocolate milk shake right now!!"

"Are you ready?"

"Yes." Nick said.

"Is the bathroom cleaned up?"

"Um, not really."

"What does not really mean? It's either yes or no."

"Well no then."

"Well let's go. When you're done in there we leave."

As I headed over to see how badly he left it. They flew by me to get is
cleaned. I never saw two kids move that fast before. I guess they want ice
cream real bad. They finished in record time and we were off. It wasn't
that bad anyway just a towel on the floor and the usual mess after a
shower. They were all buckled in and we were off for Friday night ice cream
at one of the best places in town, the line would probably be a mile long
and the wait about 20 or 30 minutes but this place gave huge amounts and it
was good homemade stuff. Not that crap you get in the local supermarket. We
arrived and as expected the line was around the parking lot. We got in
line, well actually I got in line they decided it was playtime and they
headed off to see a friend over in the parking area.

"Hey if you two aren't around when I hit the head of the line you get
nothing!"

"Okay, Nick yelled. We will be right back; I just have to ask Eric
something about a girl he is seeing."

Well that either means Eric is about to get some or Nick is not gay and
wants some or they are just nosey. My bet is they are nosey. The line moved
fast and so did they. Just as I was next to be served they both appeared
out of nowhere huffing and puffing as if it was a race to me.

"Who won?" I laughed.

"No one. We remembered what you said and Matt saw you up front and we both
took off for here or we would have got none. Right?"

"That's right, I said. So what do you two want?"

"I want the chocolate shake like I said."

"Okay and you Matt?"

"A double dip cone please. Vanilla and strawberry."

"Okay tell the lady and then we will go sit and eat in the car."

We ate and talked some mostly about nothing in particular and then Nick
wanted to talk and I figured it would be a good idea. His mom wanted me to
have a serious discussion about the fire anyway and the fight earlier. The
thing is I didn't expect it to get `that' serious with Matt around but it
did.

"I wonder what my mom, brother, and sister are doing right now. He
started. I know if we were home I would either be on the computer or doing
something in my room with some of my stuff I had. It's not FAIR! My father
was such a fucking jerk! Why did he have to do that? Why did he have to
burn down the place? Why did he have to hurt my sister? WHY, WHY, WHY?"

He sat there quiet for a second and I thought he, well I didn't know what
to think. Then he started again. His face red, serious look in his eyes and
terror in his voice.

"That bastard! That fucking no good bastard! He feels up my sister then he
kills himself! He takes the easy way out and fucking kills himself. Not
only was he a low life scum for touching my sister. He turns around and
takes the whole fucking house with him as he chickens out and takes the
easy way out! I am glad he is gone! GLAD, GLAD, GLAD!"

He was in the front seat sitting next to me and Matt was in the back with a
look of horror on his face. He didn't know the truth until just now and by
the look on his face he probably didn't want to know. Nick was spent. He
was now crying. His head in his hands over his eyes and shaking with each
breath he took. I reached across the front seat and pulled him over to
me. We were parked far enough away that the commotion was unseen by
others. I held him tightly as he continued to cry all the time looking in
the mirror to see Matt's response. He looked upset but was holding it
together so far. After several minutes he regained his composure, wiped his
face with his hands and then just laid his head on my chest for a minute
and whispered to me.

"Thanks."

He sat up and turned to Matt in the back seat and apologized for the way he
just acted and Matt smiled and rubbed his back ever so softly. I rubbed his
head a few times and pushed his tear soaked hair back out of his face and
reached for a tissue and handed it to him. He took it and wiped his face
and took another and blew his nose.

"I'm sorry I did that. It's been a long day and I was so pissed off that I
couldn't hold it in anymore. Matt I didn't mean for you to hear all that. I
hope you can keep it private. I don't want anyone to know my father
molested my sister even though the word will eventually get out."

"Don't worry about it Nicky. I won't say a word, I promise."

Matt sat up close to the front seat and put his left arm around my neck
partially looking for some comfort from me. I grabbed it and gave him a
squeeze and he rubbed the back of my neck for a second and then sat back.

"Come on guys, let's go home. I think you might want to rest in bed when we
get there Nicky."

"Yeah I am beat! That sounds really good." He said through the strain of a
throat-clearing swallow.

We were only about ten minutes away and I was looking forward to a quiet
rest of the night I pulled into my driveway and looked into the mirror at
Matt. He got the idea and got out of the car. I held Nick back and he
stayed without resistance.

"Nicky bud, I am sorry you're so upset. Do you want me to call you mom and
have her come get you?"

"No please, no! I don't even want her knowing I did this, okay? Please?"

"Is there anything else you have to add or are you okay now?"

"I'm Okay, I think."

"Sure pal. Come on let's go inside you get ready for bed if you want. I am
going to take a dip in the pool if you're looking for me. If you need me
before you turn in come out to me. If not I will check on you in your room
before I turn in later."

"Thanks for everything tonight Jeremy. I am so glad you were there to
listen to me."

"Me too pal, me too."

I reached over and gave him a little kiss on his forehead and he actually
pulled me back and hugged me and gave me one back on the cheek.

"Come on big guy lets go in the house."

"Right behind ya JR, right behind ya."

I could hear the tone in his voice change for the better as he said that. I
think he will be all right now. I hope so anyway, after all I can't tell
his mom about this I promised him I wouldn't. As long as it doesn't happen
again.

"Matt I am going in the pool as soon as I get Nick ready for bed. Care to
join me?"

"Sure, I would love to take a few laps."

"Okay go get your suit, it's by the drier, and I will be out shortly."

I walked Nick to his room and as spent as he was he plopped down on it
without even undressing.

"Come on you big ninny."

I pulled him up and took off his sneakers and socks. Then I pulled off his
shirt and undershirt. I wasn't too sure how far he would let me go so I
went for his shorts and he didn't even flinch. Then I got the surprise of
the night, as if I hadn't had enough. He sat up, leaned over to my head,
and whispered into my ear in a low tone.

"You saw me jerk off this afternoon in the bathroom didn't you?"

I looked him right in the face paused for a second and said yes.

"Wow, I though you were only kidding when you said mister four inches
before. I really feel embarrassed now."

I sat next to him. He was totally nude except for his underpants he leaned
over to me and asked.

"Did you like what you saw?"

"Nick this really isn't the time for this right now."

I looked down and through his underpants his tent was back and full force
at that.

"I guess by now you think I am gay don't you JR?"

"Why Nick? What would make you ask such a question?"

"Well you saw me hard twice today and both times you were around I got that
way."

"So are you Nick?"

"I really don't know JR. I don't feel that attracted to boys or men but I
don't shy away either. I really wish I knew for sure."

Then he did what I totally didn't expect. After hiding himself from me all
day he laid back on the bed lifted up his butt off the bed and pulled off
his underpants exposing his four inches to me this time for real.

"What do you think JR?" He asked.

"I think your beautiful Nick. Your body had a perfect shape and you're
developing just fine."

"Thanks JR."

He looked at me and then his hard cock and then at me again.

"What should I do about this JR?"

"What do you want to do?"

He reached down grabbing his hard on and slowly began stroking it and I
felt myself begin to suddenly grow as I watched him pleasure himself in
front of me.

"Nick are you sure you want to do this in front of me?"

"I think I am as sure about this as I ever have been about anything."

He lay back on the bed and continued to stroke himself getting closer and
closer to his second orgasm of the day. I was hard now too and needed
relief but that would have to wait until after. I could see a drop of
precum form on the end of him as he got closer and closer to cumming in
front of me. Suddenly he stopped dead and looked at me as if to ask if I
wanted to bring him over the edge. I was dying to but if Matt walked in it
would be over between us. I got up, shut the door, and went back over to
him.

"Please finish me JR I have never had anyone else touch me before and I
want you to be the first. Please do me, please JR?"

I couldn't take it anymore he was begging me to do something that I wanted
all day and I grabbed his hard cock and he jumped and moaned at the same
time.

"Jerk me off JR, jerk me off!"

I began stroking him and the moans got louder. He was already so close it
wasn't even a minute before his back was arching and he let out a yell and
started shooting. It was amazing how much that kid let fly. Even after the
release earlier he shot three wads of cum right up and onto his belly. I
didn't let go of him until I had squeezed out the last drop of his love
seed. I touched it and brought it to my own lips for a sample. He was
good. Nothing-special just good. After a whole evening of seeing that cute
body I finally got what I wanted purely by accident but never the less I
did. Finally I let his tool go and he opened his eyes and looked at me.

"God JR that was incredible. I have never cum like that before but I never
had help before either. It was great. Thank you."

"Your welcome cutie, it was really my pleasure."

 I gave him a peck on the cheek and went to get up. Before I could get off
the bed He reached for my hard on and got a quick grab of it before I
pulled away from him.

"Sorry pal but I know you just got that from me but I really don't need
that from you."

He looked upset for a second and then realized what he was going to do and
he pulled away ending any thoughts of jerking me off.

"I am sorry JR I didn't mean to overstep myself."

"Nick if it were different I would gladly let you do me. But I can't I am
sorry. Go wash off and get some rest. I will be in the pool of you need
anything else tonight. Thanks for giving me such a pleasurable night. It
was one of my best ever. Good night pal. Sleep well."

I got up to leave and smiled as I headed for the door. I could hear the
splashes from the pool as I left his room. I turned one more time and
looked at Nick. He smiled at me as I was about to leave and I paused to
admire him fully nude one more time. I shut the door behind me and quickly
I stripped off my clothes as I headed for my bedroom and grabbed and threw
on a pair of swimming trunks then I headed out of the house to the pool.

"I thought you were never coming out. What took you so long?"

"Nick wasn't quite ready for bed and he had a few things he needed to share
with me before I left."

"Are you gonna tell me or should I play the guessing game."

"No and no!"

I jumped into the pool. On this warm summer night it really felt good. When
I surfaced for air Matt was there and had a puzzled look on his face.

"Why won't you tell me what happened in there this time?"

"Because it was private, more so then anything else that had gone on before
and secondly you don't need to know everything that goes on around here all
the time. You're not an adult and I never promised you the key to my
mind. Just my heart!"

Unfortunately that comment was not what he wanted to hear and probably went
over his head anyway. He splashed my face full of water in displeasure and
while I recovered he headed for the edge of the pool incase I was planning
to retaliate. I just gave him a dirty look and his face went from foolish
smile to sudden understanding. This kid was fabulous in reading my facial
features. When he didn't see a positive reaction to his toying he knew
something was up and immediately jumped back into the water and came up
next to me to see what was wrong. I still didn't have any answers for him
and I had to tell him that.

"Look, your just going to have to get used to the fact that you can't know
everything that happens all the time. This was a special moment between
Nick and me and I want to keep it that way. Do you understand?"

He said nothing just looked at me for a second and then turned and swam
away. This pissed me off but not to the point where I was immediately going
to do something about it. I let it go for now and hoped that he would get
over it and we could move on. It was now dark and I got out and threw on
the floodlights so I could continue to enjoy the pool for a bit longer. I
was tired and decided to jump in the floating chair and rest for a
while. Matt was out of the pool and I was happy just to be alone for a
little bit. I laid back and closed my eyes and before I knew it I was
asleep. I woke to the rocking of the chair and splashes from Matt as he
found his way back into the pool.

"Where did you go?"

"I had to go to the bathroom."

"Oh did you wash your hands?"

He laughed and showed them to me, which did absolutely nothing to answer
the question. I left it alone and closed my eyes again. I knew I wasn't
going to get much sleep out on the chair but I didn't know he was planning
to give me a wet present while I was in the chair.

"Cannonball!!!"

And with that I was not only soaked I was in the pool with the wave he sent
my way. I accepted it from where it came and kept my wits about me smiling
when I saw him after he surfaced even though I was a little pissed off over
it. I had to. There are too many things to get upset over and a little
water and fun can't be one of them. Besides this is a pool not the bed.

"You will not only die for that when I catch you, I will make you pay in
ways you have never seen before."

"Yeah right. All squawk no action!"

He was looking for it and probably attention that I was lack in giving him
tonight too. I knew he was too close to the ladder for me to get him so I
had to devise a plan for either now or later. I tried the now plan first.

"Wow all splash and run huh? What are you afraid of me, chicken? If you
were any closer to that ladder I would think you are scared of payback."

"Nope! Not me, I ain't a scared of nuthin."

"I hope you are better at proving that then you are at saying it."

I moved his way and he was up the ladder and out of the pool before I could
even make headway towards him.

"I guess I was right you are a frady cat. Frady cat, Frady cat!"

It was enough to get him back in the pool, which also cost me another
splash. The thing was he did it wrong and lost control of his landing which
gave me a chance to catch him and I just barely did.

"Hah! Now I have you and your dead meat!"

He fought like a crazed man to get away but I wasn't about to give in and I
needed to get him under control because he was slipping away. I grabbed his
bathing suit from the rear and gave a strong tug. The yank not only got his
attention it gave me total control of him through one of the best ways
possible. I had his balls under my control with the way I was holding his
suit.

"Ahhhh let go your crushing my nads!"

I eased up a little as a show of good faith and he immediately tried to get
away but he wasn't going anywhere. I only let lose enough so he wasn't in
pain but when he pulled away he felt it right back on the `boys' so he knew
he was caught.

"Whatcha goona do now my little splashier? Huh?"

He was silent so I tugged a bit and the reaction was immediate.

"Hey cut it out!"

I could hear a little anger in the voice but I was just beginning to have
my fun. With both hands I took hold of the suit and yanked it down and to
his knees in the water exposing him under the water but knowing he probably
wouldn't care anyway. I still had a grip on him by the shoulder and he just
smirked as if to say. So what it's nothing you haven't seen before. Not to
be out done I reached under and decided to play dirty. I went between his
legs and grabbed a handful of cock and balls ever so gently.

"Hey, aaaaaahhhhhhhh! Let go you queer cheater!"

"I am a what?"

A little bit of force shut him right up and I asked again.

"So what am I now that you balls are in my control?"

Beat and rejected he gave in and fessed up to who was in control.

"Let go please you win!"

I couldn't let a good deed go undone so I released his balls spun him
around and took a hand full of cock and started to jerk him off.

"Oh yeah man don't stop. That feels really good!"

He grew instantly hard and I was too watching the action under the
water. The pool was side lighted so I saw everything on him without a
problem.  I stopped what I was doing to him.  He looked at me as if to
plead for me to finish him off.

"No, I spoke. Not out here, not with a houseguest so close. He can easily
see us through the window and I don't want him knowing what we do. Sorry."

I picked up his bathing suit off the pool floor and handed it to him.

"Put it back on and I promise you that I will finish you later."

"Okay, he said dejectedly. You better."

I gave him a sly look and as for payback from splashing me out of my chair
I picked him up and tossed him into the deep end of the pool as best as I
could. The heavy load! I barely got him over my head with him struggling
just a little knowing what I had planned and having done it often before.

"Splash"

He surfaced with a smile on his face and I knew he was ok and the night
would be too. It was getting late and I had enough so I headed out to towel
off and left Matt alone in the pool.

"Hey are you coming back in?" He asked.

"No, not tonight. It's been a long day and it's already around 10pm. I
think I am gonna shower and head to bed and get up early. I feel like bacon
and eggs tomorrow, what do you say to that?"

"Yeah! That sounds great."

"Good I have plenty of both and I will get up early and start breakfast. I
will be in the shower if you want to join me."

I turned and headed in and heard him get out of the pool as I entered the
house. I went directly to Nick's room to see if he was awake or asleep, His
door was cracked open a little and I popped my head in and the TV was on
and he was sound asleep. Quietly I entered the room and before turning off
the TV and making the room totally dark I checked on him first. He looked
so docile and angelic now as he slept and finally I felt like he might have
this day behind him. I didn't want to wake him but I had to get closer and
then decided to tuck him in just because! As I did he turned and looked at
me causing me to realize that he was just falling asleep and I probably
woke him.

"Sorry Nicky I didn't mean to wake you up."

"That's okay JR, I wasn't really asleep, yet, I was just lying here
thinking about what happened today."

"Oh, well I am sorry that I disturbed you anyway. Good night."

I turned to the door and headed out.

"JR?"

"Yeah pal?"

"Thanks for everything and I really am sorry if I did the wrong thing
before."

I stopped and faced him.

"You know what Nick. If you did what you though was the right thing in your
heart then don't give it another thought. I was not embarrassed or hurt at
all by your actions so put that out of you thoughts and get some rest okay
pal."

I could see him smile and he sat up and looked at me.

"Yeah I am really proud of myself that I did that and actually got it off
my chest. It has really bothered me for some time and I totally feel
different now that the pressure is off and I am a little out of the
closet."

"Great Nick. Just be careful who knows that. I have heard of too many kids
coming out and letting people know that they are gay or bisexual only to
see them lose their closest friends. I know a kid lost his best friend of
six years and another one who's parents won't allow him to hang with the
kid anymore. Just be careful or quiet about it. It's really up to you."

"Got ya JR, thanks and good night."

I walked out of the room and shut the door behind me. As I turned to head
to my room to change I ran straight into Matt who was standing there
dumbfounded and apparently heard everything we just discussed.

"I guess you heard all that huh?"

"Um, YES! Why didn't you tell me about Him being gay?"

"Come with me I am not going to discuss this practically right outside his
door. Its bad enough you heard what you did."

We walked to my room and I shut the door leaving us far enough away from
Nick and in a better place to discuss this.

"So what's on your mind Matt?"

"Why didn't you tell me he was gay?"

"How about the fact that he might not have wanted anyone to know? Is that
good for starters?"

"But we share everything! You have never held back from me before why this
time? And have you???"

"No we don't share everything and yes I have."

"What. Why? What do you mean?"

"Just what I said. We don't share everything and I have things you don't
know about."

"Okay fine then. If that's how you want it I guess I will have to live with
that!"

He opened the door and stormed out. The door flew into the wall with a loud
thud probably loud enough for Nick to hear. I was about to chase the
want-a-be know it all and I decided to just let him blow off steam and see
how he reacted after he calmed down. I checked the wall for holes, which
there were none and shut the door to my room, threw off my bathing suit and
headed to the shower to get the pool smell off of my skin. I started a warm
shower and used the toilet before jumping in. The room quickly started to
steam up with the air conditioning and warm water mixture and I got under
the shower head and turned it on pulsating to try and relax after a day
from hell. Within seconds I was engrossed in the great feeling and I had
the day's thoughts out of my head. Just the water and warmth pulsating on
my back and a slow stroke on my cock were the only things I cared about. I
decided to take it to the next level and took the showerhead off the holder
and let the warm water softly massage my balls. I leaned on the wall for
support as my cock sprung to attention and the feeling of an orgasm slowly
came upon me. As it grew closer I though I heard the bathroom door open but
since I heard nothing more and saw no one through the glass door I went
back to pleasuring myself. A few seconds passed and I lifted my head off
the wall behind me (I actually was leaning on the back wall with my head
back and eyes shut) opened an eye and jumped as I saw a shadow through the
steamy glass door.

"Who the Fuck is that?"

Knowing it was either Nick or Matt but unsure and totally pissed off that
one of them snuck in without announcing themselves. No response.

"I said who is in here?"

I opened the glass door and it was Nicky. He was in his underwear and stiff
from what I could see.

"First off, do you always enter someone's bathroom without knocking or
saying something? And secondly, why didn't you answer me when you heard me
yell?"

"Well I am sorry JR but I don't have an answer for you. I don't know why I
came in here and I don't know why I am so attracted to you either. I guess
it's because you take the time to listen to me and tell me what I want to
hear too. I am really sorry I did this to you and I hope you're not mad and
send me back to my mom. I will leave now so you can finish your shower
alone."

"Nick!"

"Yes sir?"

"Its ok son. Go back to your room and as soon as I towel off I will be in
to talk with you."

"But JR you were in the middle of you're, a, getting..."

"Don't worry about what I was doing Nick just let me finish up and I will
be right in to see you."

"Yes sir, I'll be in my room. I am really sorry."

He left and shut the door behind him. What am I supposed to do now? Any
thoughts of finishing my jerk off session were over, I had gone soft anyway
after being surprised by him so I soaped up quickly and rinsed off barely
drying off before racing to his room to find him sitting on his bed once
again sobbing. I don't know if I cried this much when I was his age but I
certainly didn't have half his problems either. I tightened the towel
around my waist and sat on his bed to see if I could find a reason this
time for his crying even though I was sure I already had an idea why.

"Nicky, I said as I put my arm around his shoulder. What am I gong to do
with you? You are such an amazing kid. One minute you're a typical 13 year
old teen and the next your showing me how hard your cock is and then your
crying about stuff that I already told doesn't bother me."

 "Yeah butttt..." his voice trailed off.  I just ruined your pleasure and
once again I made myself into something I usually am not."

"What's that?"

"A nosey kid!"

"Nosey or not makes no difference to me. Just please use your head to
think. We are not alone in this house and further more I am..." He
interrupted me.

"Please don't send me back to my mom. She will have too many questions and
I can't stand my cousin and..."

Again the tears flowed.

"Shhhhh. Its okay pal. Look I think you should get some sleep. I need it
and so do you. We will discuss this in the morning. You're not going
anywhere so relax. Just go to bed. Please!"

"Auuu, okay, good night."

"Nite cutie."

He left and I headed back to the bathroom to finish up and get ready for
bed. I hadn't a clue where Matt was but I was glad he wasn't around for
this. Then suddenly Matt came up behind me and stopped to watch. I saw him
through the mirror.

"Aren't you done yet?"

"Soon, why?"

"Well I want to use the bathroom and shower before I go to bed."

"Well go ahead I am just finishing up."

"With you in here?"

I just turned and looked at him.

"Well I was only asking. I don't really care."

"Good. Then go do your thing and when I am done I will get out."

I was about done brushing and ready to floss when Matt walked over to the
toilet and whipped it out and started pissing.

"Aaaaah, that is so great!

"Sheesh, all you're doing is peeing. It sounds like you just did something
else in that bowl!"

He finished his business and shook off. Then he turned to me with his cock
still hanging out of his underwear and waved it at me.

"Want some of this?"

I was done with my cleanup and I turned to him.

"That little thing? I don't know."

"LITTLE?"

I didn't say anything. I had him going. He stepped towards me.

"This is not little! I just measured it again today and it grew another
half inch."

"Really? A whole half-inch. So now its three inches?"

He softly punched me in the side.

"I'll give you three inches! How about four and a half now!" He said
proudly.

"Wow, I guess I am impressed that it is that big. When the time comes I
might have to practice before taking all of you into me."

"Now you're kidding right?"

I turned to head out of the bathroom.

"Maybe!"

As I shut the door I heard him yelling something about finding out soon but
I just laughed and headed to my room as the water started for his
shower. Whether or not I wanted to admit it he did have me. By the time I
got to my bedroom I was starting to sprout a hard on and wondered if I
should take care of it myself or wait for my little pervert to finish his
shower and see what developed. I will wait. Slowly my tent subsided and I
puttered around the bedroom while I waited for his shower to end. He was in
there for a while so I decided to check on him. So I headed over to the
bathroom and I opened the door a crack and yelled in.

"You okay in here?"

"Yeah just enjoying the hot shower and jerking off."

"Well thanks for the info. Are you going to finish your business in there
or in my room?"

"Well I had planned to in here but..."

"No, that's okay if you want to its fine I will go back to my room and take
care of myself."

"NO, wait!"

"Yes?"

"Please wait for me I won't finish in here I would rather with you anyway."

"Okay sweety but remember we do have a guest here."

"Yeah, I know."

Immediately the water turned off and he exited the steamed glass exposing
him to me in all his glory. He still showed his erection from the work he
performed in the shower as he grabbed for a towel.

"Hey you were right. That sure does look like a monster now between your
legs. I don't really want to risk you getting that thing too close to my
butt."

As he wrapped the towel around himself he glared up and our eyes met. I
tried to keep a straight face and so did he? I could tell he knew I was
busting him and I wanted to see who would give in first. I was just about
to crack a smile when he lost it and started to laugh.

"Got ya!" I said to him.

He pulled off his towel and threw it at me. It was damp but didn't do much
to me or allow him to get even with me but it sure made for a pretty sight.

"Wow, thanks for the towel."

I turned to walk out of the bathroom, which meant he was still wet and now
had no way to dry off.

"Hey, my towel!"

"What about it? You threw it to me. I assume that you were done with it."

"Funny! Give it back!"

"Give it back? Is that how you talk to me?"

"Pleaseeeee?"

I turned to him and walked back directly to him. He was still standing in
the tub and reasonably wet. I took the towel and surrounded his head with
it so he could not see anything. While he struggled to regain his sight I
took advantage of his temporary disability and grabbed a handful of his
precious jewels.

"Hey, ahhhh cut that out. No fair you can't do that while I am stuck in
this towel!"

"You should have thought about that before you threw it to me."

I released his valued equipment and as he freed himself I reached over and
gave him a small peck on the cheek and turned to leave.

"What was that for?" he asked in a surprised tone.

"Just because."

I exited the bathroom and attempted to shut the door.

"Just because what?"

I stopped. Turned back and looked into the bathroom.

"Just because I love you so much!"

Then I shut the door and walked back to my room without hearing another
word from him.  I was on my bed no more then a few minutes skimming through
the TV channels when he appeared. The little bugger was in nothing more
then his underwear. His hair was still a little messy from the shower and
he was sporting either a tent in his underwear or just showing off his
stuff in those tight shorts he was at the door in poor light and it was
really hard to tell for sure.

"I love you too!"

He came within reach of me and I focused on his face now rather then his
apparent bulge.

"What did you say?"

"You heard me."

"Maybe but repeat it just in case, I am not sure."

"I said I love you too!"

 "Yup, I heard you all right."

With that I grabbed for him and got an arm. I threw the remote away and
dragged him towards me. He struggled briefly but immediately gave in as I
tightened my grip on his arm.  I pulled him onto my lap and as he sat
facing the TV I rapped my arms around him across his chest and nuzzled my
nose into his neck and ever so gently gave him a series of kisses up and
down his neck. Then I pulled him tightly to me and felt him as we melted
together. I took in the fresh smell from his shower and just sat there for
a few moments enjoying my adorable love in my arms. I fell back with him
and as I hit the pillows behind me he rolled off next to me and we stared
at each other for a while, neither of us saying a word. He moved closer and
so did I. Finally we met and our lips locked still without saying a
word. We kissed, hugged, and held each other tightly while we lay there
together. Eventually he scooted closer to me. He was facing the same
direction as I was as he backed into me, his butt into my crotch. I wrapped
him up and we just stayed that way. I heard his breathing change after a
while and I knew he had fallen asleep in my arms. I freed myself without
waking him and gave him a light peck on the cheek, rolled over and turned
off the light as I fell asleep beside him. I woke up once during the night
and he had somehow managed to get close enough to me to be lying on my
chest with his head, using me as a pillow. I left him there and fell back
to sleep.










Chapter 8.  The Weekend.








The next thing I knew it was morning and I awoke to him looking at me and
smiling. I focused on him as I was coming out of the greatest night of
sleep I ever remembered having.

"Morning sweety. What a great way to wake up, to your smiling face and a
stiff hard on."

"Really you have a stiffy? Let me see."

He threw back the covers and exposed my solid hard penis poking up into my
boxers just begging to be released. He looked at it and then at me. Then
Matt got up and locked the bedroom door and jumped back into bed. He rolled
me on my back and proceeded to slowly pull down my underwear exposing my
throbbing penis to his eyes. It plopped back hitting my belly with a dull
thud. Then Matt rolled over and stood up next to the bed pulling off his
undershirt and then jumping back on the bed next to me. I could already see
his tent forming as he got up next to me on the bed on his knees.

"You want something?" I jokingly said like I didn't know what he was up to.

"Yes. Pull mine down now."

I did just that and exposed his beautiful boy meat to me. It looked just as
wonderful as it did last night in the shower.

"Well I guess we should take care of what never happened last night huh?"

He just shook his head yes as he scampered out of his underwear and back to
me. He set himself up between my legs and spread them as he drew closer to
my groin. I propped myself up with a few pillows and watched as this cutie
prepared to give me a blowjob.

"Ahhhh, your going soft on me I will have to stop that immediately."

"Don't talk about it! Do something." Was all I could muster up.

He started by grabbing my cock with his hand, bringing his mouth to it and
slowly he ran his tongue over my piss slot. This not only shot a fabulous
shock through my cock and straight up my spine to my head. It brought my
man meat back to full attention. After licking my hole for several seconds
he took as much of my meat into his mouth as he could. Slowly he lubricated
it with his tongue and lips. Then he began sucking it from head to shaft in
a rhythmic motion slower, then faster. As he did this he began to fondle my
balls one at a time. They were hanging away from my body and easily
accessible to him. He seemed to know he was getting me closer and closer to
orgasm as the taste of precum started to enter his mouth and he stopped
bobbing up and down on my cock for the moment. He moved his mouth to my
balls and licked my sac for a while from the end of my cock to as far down
as he could reach before the bed got in the way. He did this for several
minutes and I found myself in ecstasy moaning in a low tone. He stopped and
looked at me as I was in heaven.

"Your doing great. Why don't you roll over into a 69 position so I can play
with you too?"

Without saying a word he got on and over me leaving his ass literally in my
face. I had plenty of choices here as he went back to work on my nut sack
with his tongue. His semi-hard cock was begging for attention along with
his cute ass and balls. I didn't know where to start. I wet a finger and
slowly entered his ass causing him to stop licking me to enjoy this for the
moment.

"Just relax for a little while Matt, it's my turn."

I pulled him closer to me and replace my finger with my tongue and began
rimming him. He was holding back his cheeks to make it easier and my tongue
scooted in and out of his pink palace without a problem. He still had a
hairless hole and this made for easier work for me. I got up from where I
was and told him to bury his face into the pillows so Nicky wouldn't hear
us if he was awake. Then I went back to work on his butt. While I licked
all around his ass and into his hole I grabbed his balls with a free hand
and started gently tugging on them and massaging them. I could now hear him
through the pillow. He was a loud kid, which turned me on even more. He
continued to moan as I went from his hole to his balls. I lay under him
like a mechanic under a car and continued to take him into my mouth one
testicle at a time. I rolled him over on his back and without interruption
went from his balls to his cock. I took all of his four and a half inches
into my mouth without a problem and sucked that hard cock like it was a
lollypop. I could taste the precum on the tip of his cock now and knew he
had to be getting close from lack of experience.

"How are you Matt?"

"I am getting close." He panted.

I knew what I wanted from him. I wanted to drink that hot seed as it
spurted from his boy meat.

"Okay Matt. Let me know when you're about to cum. I want to taste you in my
mouth without any surprises."

"Okay." He managed to get out between his moans.

I went back to work on him and knew it wouldn't be long. For added effect I
wet my finger again and pushed it back into his ass as far as could. It was
a real tight fit bit he didn't seem to mind one bit. While I was sucking on
him I started to pump his ass with my finger. I didn't hear any complains
from him so I went on fucking his ass hole with my finger as he approached
orgasm.

"I, I I I am getting closeeee... He managed to get out. I am gonna cum
now!"

Loud moans...

I sped up on his cock with my mouth and within seconds of telling me that
he was ready to, he released his first shot of hot spunk into my mouth
followed by another and another. Four in total. I took all of it swallowing
and enjoying the salty but sweet taste of him. He looked spent as he lie
there with sweat running down his rosy red cheeks from all the
excitement. After a little bit his orgasm subsided and he was smiling at
me.

"Oooooh man that was totally awesome! Fucking great JR!"

I didn't say anything. I was still busy licking clean his cock and groin
from the little that leaked out of my lips

"Now it's my turn to finish you off. But first would you fuck my ass. Your
finger felt so good I want to see what all of you up there is like."

"Are you sure Matt? You were really tight with just a finger up there. It
is going to hurt. I will tell you that. As hard as I get and as tight as
you are. Do you really want this up there?"

"YES!"

"Okay. I'll get the lube."

Just then there was a knock on the door. Nicky was awake.

"Hello?"

"Just a second Nick."

"Okay, he said. I am going to go use the bathroom. Don't rush."

Good. That gives us time I thought to myself.

"Guess this is going to have to wait until another time sweetie."

"Yeah, I know. At least we didn't get caught."

"Yeah I know but that's what locks are for."

He smiled, got up, and dressed. I went over and unlocked the door as soon
as we were both presentable. He went over to get the roll out bed put
away. Not that it was even used, but still it had to be straightened up
anyway. While that was going on Nicky came back and knocked. I yelled for
him to come in and he did. He was in his underwear and shirt and we both
stopped what we were doing to gawk at him for a second. Damn! He is cute.

"You need any help Jeremy?"

"No thanks Nick. Everything is under control here and in a minute I will go
make breakfast for you two."

"Great! I am really hungry."

"Me too! Matt added.

We finished up the beds and I threw Nick a pair of sweats to put on just to
make things a little more comfortable looking and of course I got a dirty
look from Matt when I did that. I headed down to start breakfast and Matt
joined Nick in his room. I didn't know what they were going to talk about
but I wasn't worried. I turned on the TV and headed for the kitchen to
start cooking. A little while later both monsters tromped down and headed
to the couch and sat together. Matt grabbed the remote and put on cartoons
and they sat quietly watching them while I finished the bacon. I kept an
eye on then through the wooden shutters just so I could enjoy the view of
both cuties I had the honor of being with. I thought about how lucky I had
been lately to go from being alone at home to having both of then on my
couch and in my house overnight. The thought of that got my cock semi hard
for a minute. But I was brought back from their bitching about being
hungry. It was ready now anyway. Two pounds of bacon and a dozen scrambled
eggs. I set the coffee to brew and carried out the food, one plate in each
hand. Before I could set it down the two bottomless pits were at the table
grabbing for it.

"Hey! At least let me put it down!"

They backed off for a second and then attacked what I had just got done
making. I counted all ten fingers just to be sure I didn't lose them as I
backed away from their assault on the hot, fresh food. I let them take
theirs and then grabbed a little of what was left and enjoyed it too.

"What's to drink?" Matt asked.

"Milk and juice. You know where it is."

Nick got up and went to get it being the visitor and a gentleman. He came
back with both in hand and sat back down taking a second helping and
enjoying the grub. I got up to grab some coffee that should have been done
by now. When I got back to the table there was a small helping of eggs left
and two strips of bacon. I barely got a second helping myself. The boys
finished and got up to go watch more TV.

"Boys! The plates please!"

At least I didn't have to ask twice. Nick came over and took away both his
and Matt's dirty dishes. I just gave Matt a dirty look and he shrugged his
shoulders and turned back to watch more cartoons. What a brat!

"Thank you Nick. Later on you can have a treat and Matt can watch you eat
it."

He laughed in Matt's face when he got back to the couch and that started
it. We now had the makings of a wresting match. Good thing I kept the
living room table far enough away from the sofa. Within seconds they were
both on the floor and I had to get closer to get a good view. Hands flying,
headlocks, and cute asses were all I saw anyway. I let them go at it
because I wanted to make sure they both got their aggressions out in a semi
good way. I was enjoying the view and so far it had been a clean fight or
bout if you want to use wrestling terms! However you want to label it. I
moved closer trying to decide if I wanted to get involved or just watch and
I decided to stay out of it. They stopped after a little bit both red faced
and looking tired. I was amazed that I didn't hear either of then yell once
about crotch grabbing or any of that. I thought I saw at least one hand get
a little low but I didn't say a word. After a few minutes Matt got up
leaving Nick.

"Be right back, I gotta pee."

"Thanks for sharing Matt. I needed to know that, and make sure you wash
too."

 My comments made Nick laugh. I went over and sat on the couch right next
to where he was on the floor.

"That looked like a lot of fun, I am glad you are happy or at least seem
like it Nicky."

"I am, thanks to you and Matt."

He got up and sat next to me on the couch.

"I don't know what I would have done last night and yesterday without you
there. You're a great guy and coach Jeremy. Thanks so much."

He gave me a huge hug and held me tight for a little while. Matt came back
and didn't say anything just watched while I got the hug, from behind
Nick. After a little bit he broke the embrace and looked at me. I looked at
Nick and he saw my eyes wonder over that way and got the idea we were no
longer alone. He didn't seem to care this time but he did turn to face
Matt. I couldn't see his face but Matt smiled at him and came over and sat
on the other side of me. I sensed some jealously for the first time from
Matt and to a point it was good but I didn't want either of them upset. I
sat back on the couch with each of them on either side of me and joined
them in watching cartoons. I put my arms up and around each of them. Matt
scooted closer and then not to be outdone so did Nick. I was in
heaven. Surrounded by two of the cutest boys in town and neither seemed to
be in a hurry to get up. After the show ended I looked at both of then and
smiled.

"So what's it gonna be boys? No comments?"

"Nope said Nicky. I am happy right here."

I looked at Matt and he smiled and put his head against my side. I
certainly wasn't in a hurry to get up. Just then the doorbell rang.

"Nick, I guess that might be your mom. You want to get that?"

"Sure."

He got up and gave me another look at that cute ass up close but
clothed. That was about all I haven't seen of him so far, he went to the
door, and it was his mom. As she entered I got up as did Matt and headed to
greet her.

"Hey Margaret. You look like you have been a little busy and need a rest
desperately, care for a cup of semi fresh coffee?"

"That sounds great."

"Okay I'll be right back."

"No that's ok; I'll go get it for her. Matt said.

"Thanks Matt." She said to him.

Margaret went over to the chair and put down the bags she carried.

"Nicky honey please go to the car and grab the others that are on the back
seat."

Without skipping a beat he did just that and was back just as Matt came out
with her coffee.

"Thank you Matthew."

"Your welcome."

He went and sat back down on the couch and Nick returned with a few more
bags.

"Go ahead honey open them and see what I got you."

We were all focused on Nick's new stuff mostly out of curiosity. He opened
each bag and checked out some of his new wardrobe.

"I got enough for you to last a week Nick. Now please be good while you're
here. Remember you're a guest."

Matt heard this and looked at me. I didn't get around to telling him that
Nick was staying for a while. The look on his face wasn't too positive.

"Excuse me Margaret. I need to have a talk with Matt. Be right back."

"Sure, no problem. I can talk to Nicky for a bit."

I motioned to Matt to follow me into the kitchen and he did without
hesitation.  He looked pissed off but didn't say anything. He just waited
to hear what I had to tell him.

"I see the look and I am sorry I didn't get to tell you that with all that
was going on. Honestly it slipped my mind."

"He is staying here? How weird is that going to be?"

"I don't know yet Matt. But yes tonight when you go home he will be here
with me. I can't help it for now, would you rather throw your friend out in
the street over a little jealousy?"

I had him. Not that I was trying to get one over on him but he knew with
the current situation Nick didn't have a choice but to stay where he was.

"No. I suppose none of us have a choice. I just wish I could stay too."

"I do too cutie. You know you're welcomed anytime. But I have to work in
the morning and I definitely will not allow both of you alone here. Sorry!"

"I know. Besides my mom would lose it if you did."

"Yeah. Let's not even go there!"

"How late can I stay tonight JR?"

"That depends on your mom but I would say 8 the latest. You know how early
I have to be up. Besides we will have plenty of time together between
practice and stuff this week so don't get too upset."

"I know but I love you and well... I don't want to be away."

I went over to him and stood in front of him. I raised my hands and place
them on his shoulders looking him straight in his awesome brown eyes that I
loved so much.

"I love you too Matthew and we will have our time together you know that as
well as I do. Work is necessary to keep me in this place as well as giving
you some of the extra things you get from me so I can't slack off. I am
sorry."

"I know I just hate that he will be here and I won't! But at least he will
be safe and not fighting at his aunt's house so I guess its okay."

I smiled at him.

"Thanks for your approval. I don't think I could have slept well without it
tonight."

He looked at me and couldn't tell if I was serious or not. Then we both
headed back out to our guests.

"Everything worked out JR?"

"Yes it is Margaret. For the moment anyway."

She smiled and I knew she understood to a degree.

"Well JR you have fun with the boys and I'll call you tomorrow sometime and
I will check in on Nicky around noon. What time will you be home from
work?"

"Around 2:10 barring any major fires."

"Okay. Thanks again and good night."

"G'night."

She went over and talked privately with Nick for a little bit and then
waved as she headed out the door. It was just after 11 now and I had things
to do around the house so the boys did their own things as I went up and
collected clothes for laundry and a few other household errands. I was done
by 1pm and sat down to watch a pre season pro football game that was coming
on. I didn't care who it was I just wanted some action on the pro
level. The boys must have heard the TV and came down from the bedroom to
see what was going on. Ahhh! Time for some fun!

"Who's playing JR?" Asked Nick.

"Washington and Kansas."

"Kewl. Care if I join you?"

"Don't be silly. Sit and enjoy it."

He took a seat in the recliner and put the footrest up. Matt sat next to me
and got as close as he dare without raising suspicion from Nick. My arm was
resting up above his head so I gave his head a rub. After a little bit It
became obvious that these two were playing for my attention whether on
purpose or just because neither currently had a father. Nick got up and
went to grab a glass of soda. When he returned the recliner was no longer
good enough. He sat next to me on the sofa and got as close as he
could. Once again I was treated to both boys sitting close enough to me to
give me another rare treat from them. Before long whether accidental or not
Nick had found his way to my side with his head and was leaning on me. Matt
looked over and saw that if he could do it then there was no reason why he
couldn't do the same. Before the first quarter was over I had bookends and
it was totally awesome. I put my arms down and rubbed both of their backs
and shoulders as we enjoyed the game. After a little while of this it
became apparent that neither of them cared anymore about what the other
thought as long as they each got their piece of me. Well, gotta love this!
Glad it was a football game and I had a few hours to see who would give in
first and move away. I knew what I could get away with in Matt but I had to
be careful because I didn't want Matt to know I was a little closer to Nick
then he already knew. I wasn't really playing them off each other but I
wasn't complaining either. I loved Matt and that was the bottom
line. However Nicky was as cute as could be and I wasn't about to turn away
one ounce of compassion from him. As gay as this might have looked none of
us seemed to care and wanted to talk about it as half time approached and
everyone got up to take a break. An apparent line was forming at the
bathroom as all of us had to go. Matt got there first and left us two
waiting as he quickly shut the door and did his business. We all took care
of our business and I went to pop my head outside to see how the day was
progressing. It was another late summer hot one so I decided to pop on the
air conditioner and shut the windows. In no time it was cooling off in the
house and half time was over. I grabbed some snacks and found my seat back
on the couch. Not wanting to watch without company I gave a yell to the
boys.

"Hey guys the game is back on."

Shortly I was joined by Matt who took is spot right back where he was for
the first half of the game and a little while later a rather dejected
looking Nick came back to the couch and sat next to me.

"You okay?"

"For the most part I guess. I was thinking about yesterday and what
happened. I am still so confused about it all and I don't know if I am mad
or just whatever!"

"You want to talk about it more?"

"No. I would rather just watch the game and forget about it for now. I
can't do anything about it except get mad and I am so tired of crying so
let's forget it."

"Okay Nick, no problem."

We all focused back on the game and before long I had bookends again. Gotta
love it!  They both stayed with me for the rest of the game. I decided to
play around with Nick a little and tickled him on his side. He squirmed and
smiled but didn't back away. I can't believe the way things have changed
the past week. I have a cutie that loves me on one side and on the other a
kid that is starved for attention and now fatherless. Only good things can
come from this. The game ended and it was around 3:30. I was a little warm
from both of them clinging to me and decided to go for a swim. I left them
inside to do what they wanted to. The computer and TV was all I had to
offer beside the pool but I am sure at their age they can find something to
occupy themselves. It felt great to be in the pool in the warm weather in
late summer. Not too many more days like this left I thought to myself as I
took in the warm sun from my floating chair. Another few weeks and it will
start too cool down. Always does this time of year. Usually by the second
or third week of regular season we can expect to see pools closing and
people starting to spend more time indoors. A lot of my neighbors are
outside people. You can't go a weekend in the summer without hearing
splashes if you're outside.

"JR?"

"Yeah Matt. What's up?"

"My mom is on the phone. She wants to know if she should pick me up soon or
if you are going to drop me off. What should I tell her?"

"Well what do you want to do?"

"I don't know."

"What time is it?"

"It's just after 5."

"Well you have to leave by 8 either way so if you want you can have her
pick you up now or eat with us and I will drop you off between 7 and 8."

"I'll stay!"

I figured he would.

"Okay go clear it with your mother and see how upset she is."

"Okay. Be right back."

I closed my eyes and though about how she almost lost it when she found out
what Matt and I were doing and I shuttered and quickly changed my thought
pattern.

"She didn't sound too upset. And she said that would be fine and to tell
you thanks for feeding me and she will pick me up later so you don't have
to drop me off."

"Wow! That's different."

"I know. I mean after the other day you would think she might want me home
more often."

"I know what you mean kiddo. Just can't figure out women. I gave up trying
a while ago."

He laughed.

"Can I join you?"

"Sure go change and come on in. I am not saying in forever but at least
another half hour."

"Kewl! I'll be right back out. Should I ask Nicky?"

"That's up to you Matt. I know you want time alone with me. I saw that on
the couch during the game. But you do what you want."

"Okay. I'll ask him."

And with that he was off to change. A few minutes later he was back and in
just his bathing suit. I whistled at him. Normally I would get some kind of
response but he had a worried look on his face.

"What's wrong?"

"Nicky."

"What?"

"When I went to ask him if he wanted to join me I entered my room and he
was crying on the bed again."

"I know Matt he has been through a tough few days. So that is
expected. What did you say to him?"

"Nothing. He didn't know I came in so I just shut the door and came down
here."

He jumped in the pool making a big splash and knocking me off my chair.

"Thanks! You're good for that every time ya know!"

"He he! I know!!"

I just wanted to smack him but we weren't done talking about Nick yet. I
walked over close to him and continued our talk.

"Nick will be okay ya know. He just needs time to heal. Between losing his
house, his dad and all that happened to his sister. Could you imagine how
you would feel?"

"Nope! Not for a second."

I gave him a big hug and he returned it.

"I have been wanting to do that all day ya know."

"Yeah, me too. Just hard with Nick around."

"I know but I really think he doesn't care Matt. The way he was on the
couch and seeing him like that makes me think he could care less how we act
around him. Just as long as he is welcomed."

"You think we could...?"

"I wouldn't go too far just yet. But maybe since he seems to be gay too, we
might be able to be closer in the house. But the way you two are so jealous
it might be wise to keep a little separation for now."

"I don't like that and how long is he going to stay?"

"I'm not sure yet, maybe just a few days or this week. Depends on if his
mom finds some place for all of them quickly or not."

"I hope its a few days."

"I know you do. Just give it time and before you know it things will get
back to normal. I hope!"

"Me too."

That was the end of our chat for now. Mainly because Nick came out in his
bathing suit but we were done anyway. He got up on the deck and announced
he was going to cannonball in. How wonderful I thought. Five minutes ago he
was crying and now he's making a big splash. Oh well! And with that once
again I was rocked out of my chair and into the water.

"I give up! You two keep knocking me out of my chair so I might as well
just stay out of it for now!"

"Sorry JR, I didn't mean to..."

"No Nicky its okay. I am used to it with mister big splash over there!"

Matt just smiled and waved. He was proud of being called that and just to
prove it he jumped in almost knocking half the pools water out along the
way.

"You know I am going to send you my water bill for keeping this pool full!"

It didn't faze him one bit. They decided to play Marco Polo and I got out
since I was starting to prune up anyway. I dried off and lay in my chair
and took in some sun before it hid behind the garage for the day. It got
quiet and I knew something was up and before I could react a huge splash
brought water my way and once again I was soaked. I didn't know if I should
scream or laugh. I sat up and the way they were both laughing I just let it
go. Good thing my towel wasn't close enough to get it. I got up and dried
off again and heading inside where it was safer! I guess without me the fun
was over because a few minutes later they both came in. this time it was
hunger not me they were chasing.

"We are hungry!"

"That's nice, I said. When I dry off maybe I will feed you two. Oh wait I
WAS dry until two pre teen brats decided to wet me again!"

I got my point across and told them after I changed I would feed them.

"My mom will be here by 7pm incase you forgot."

"Okay. We will be done by then."

With that I headed up to change. I wanted to shower but they were hungry so
I just toweled off my groin and ass and threw on a pair of shorts and a
shirt. The underwear can wait for a shower I thought. Why dirty two pair. I
headed back down and asked them what they wanted. Matt wanted pizza as
usual and Nick wanted burgers or hot dogs.

"You two work it out and let me know when you decide."

A few minutes later it was hot dogs and they had to be grilled outside. I
shook my head and went out to fire up the grill. Two pains in the ass! But
cuties! I guess I will live with it. Better then being alone. I though. I
have had enough of that for now. A little while later dinner was served. I
even got them to have a vegetable. Their mom's would be proud I
thought. Well at least Nick's mom might be. I don't how long it will be
before Matt's mother talks to me again without a threatening sound in her
voice. I guess I can't blame her it is her baby I am fucking around
with. They were done quickly and left me with the mess as they tried to
head upstairs.

"Boys! I don't mind feeding you but I will not clean up too. Both of you
march out there and clean the area up and then come in and put the dishes
in the dishwasher."

A collective groan went up but they headed out to do their work.

"Wait!"

They stopped and turned towards me.

"Where did the manners go? Let me tell you. When I think back Matthew to
when we met the first time and how polite you were. And you Nick. Well the
both of you can act that way if you want to but if you want respect you
have to give some too. And don't think for one second that when we get on
the football field either of you is going to get a break, I expect you two
to work even harder to prove to me you have what it takes out there."

Matt turned to Nick.

"Sheesh, he said. What got him all pissy?"

I didn't say anything more and they both moved their little arsis and did
what I asked.  The rest of the time flew by and before I knew it, it was
time for Matt to leave. I pointed to him to go up to my room so we could
say goodbye in private. I think Nick knew and left us alone for a little
while. He is smarter then I know or he didn't care. Either way I just
wanted a few minutes alone. I walked in and shut the door. Matt flew into
my arms and gave me a huge hug.

"I am sorry if I acted like a jerk today. I love you and I will try to
remember my manners more often. You were right earlier when you said
that. I have been taking advantage of you lately and I am sorry. I guess I
got used to being spoiled by you and forgot what it was like without you in
my life. I'll remember that tonight when I am home in my room and Nick is
alone with you here."

I walked him to the bed and sat down. He sat on my lap. I brought him to me
and gave him a sweet kiss and we held each other tightly for a little bit.

"I love you too and don't you ever forget it. Just because I have Nick here
don't think anything or my feelings have changed between us. I didn't risk
jail for nothing and as much as I hate to keep bringing that up I guess I
have to make that point with you sometimes."

"I know and I am sorry. I will try to behave better. Can I come over after
work tomorrow afternoon?"

"As long as you clear it with your mom. That's fine. But please remember
she deserves your time too. Don't make her feel left out or we will have
bigger problems."

"Okay. I won't. Besides I am going to spend tonight and tomorrow with her
until you get home from work."

"I know and so does she. The point I am making is the time you spend with
her when I am available is the most important time."

"Huh?"

"When she knows I am working she also knows you can't be with me so being
with her isn't much of an option. But when you can easily come over here
and you want to stay with her, well that is the special time she might
appreciate a little more because you are admitting you want to be with her
when you could be here. Understand now?"

"Yes. Now I got ya."

We heard her car horn and he had to go.

"I love you a lot cutie! See you tomorrow if your mom is okay with it. Have
a good night."

We kissed quickly on the lips and he grabbed his overnight bag and headed
downstairs. He yelled bye to Nick and headed out to meet his mom. I heard
her take off and went down to see what Nick was up to. He was still in the
kitchen and I guess my little speech paid off since he was still cleaning
up some.

"Hey pal just us two now."

"I know."

He seemed lost but happy at the same time."

"What's on your mind big guy?"

"Lot's of things. But mostly since you said that earlier to both of us I
have been thinking how lucky I am."

"Really, why?"

"I guess you probably know this already but you're a great guy JR. I mean
who else would even consider taking in a kid he barely knows?"

He came over and gave me a big hug and squeezed tightly, not in much of a
hurry to let go. I rapped my arms around his upper body and the back of his
head rubbing his mops ever so slowly and loving every second of it. We
stayed like that for a little bit. He said something but I didn't quite
hear it with my arms over his head.

"What was that?"

"You heard me."

"No honestly I didn't. It was all mumbled the way I was holding you."

"Oh."

He looked a little embarrassed and I started to think about what he might
have said. I looked him in the eye and waited for him to repeat it so I
could be sure.

"I love you JR."

Now that wasn't what I thought he said but it still sounded inspiring. I
figured he said thanks or something but that was a surprise.

"Wow. Thanks Nick. That was nice of you to say that. But you didn't have
to. I wasn't looking for that much from you."

"I know. But the way you have made me feel over the past few days and the
way my father used to treat me are so totally opposite. I think deep down
he loved me even though I can only remember him saying it to me a few times
when I was younger. I did love him in some way. I just forgot how to love
him with the way he treated my sister and me. He never really bothered my
brother as far as I knew."

He started to tear up. Hell. I did too but he continued.

"Just spending this time with you today, being close to you on the couch
has been so awesome. Something I never got to do with him."

Another tear rolled down his cheek.

"You have made me feel wanted and needed today and even more last night. I
can't thank you enough for giving me so much freedom to be open and see
what its like to give and get attention from someone. I mean my mom still
tells me she loves me and all but she is so busy raising all of us and
working 10 hour shifts so we can eat and live in a ..."

I knew he wanted to say house but he realized that he didn't have one any
longer. He was crying now and I suppose this was his way of dealing with
everything that has happened in the past 48 hours. I went to hug him but he
pushed me away and continued to talk some more through is tears.

"Mom has always been good to us and even though she punished us when we
needed it and showed us what it was like to be a family when she could; she
just never had the time to show us a lot of love. The weekends when she
wasn't working she was cleaning and it was non-stop for her. All that old
fuck of a father ever did was bitch and complain about her not doing enough
and smacked me around and my sister..."

He stopped there not able to finish. This time he took my hug and held on
tight. I felt so bad for him and at the same time I was happy now that he
was loved now and safe in my arms from that beast that burnt crispy
yesterday. Although I would never tell him that. I turned my attention back
on Nick. Pulling away from me now and wiping his tears I gave him a few
tissues and he blew his nose. When he composed himself he looked at me and
tried to smile.

"Thanks JR. for listening and being here for me. You really are a great guy
and I love you a whole lot."

I got up and went to him and gave him a big kiss on top of his head. I
whispered to him.

"Your welcomed sweetie. I am so glad to have someone as cute as you around
to brighten up my day too."

He didn't know how to react to that but I could tell he took it
positively. He tried to crack a smile and I sat next to him and rubbed his
back. He just took the attention in and enjoyed it from what I could
tell. He leaned on me and seemed to almost fall asleep. He got really quiet
and I wondered if anyone could fall asleep that fast.

"Nicky?"

"Umm?"

"Oh, sorry pal I thought you fell asleep."

"No. Just enjoying having my back rubbed. Mom used to do it when she had
the time but didn't lately. Just too busy with my sister and brother to sit
and do this."

I continued to rub him and he got quiet again and just sort of seemed to
lean on me and fall into a fog of sorts. After a while I stopped and he
picked up his head and looked at me.

"Thanks."

He got up and gave me an unexpected kiss on the cheek and headed upstairs
to use the bathroom from what I guessed. I went to watch TV and when he was
through he came down and sat next to me on the couch like earlier today and
leaned on me once again. He didn't seem to care what was on. He just wanted
to be loved and he wasn't afraid to show it anymore. A little while later
he seemed to be in a light sleep and I just let him be and gently rubbed
his back once again. At 10pm I turned off the TV and went to get up. This
woke him and he seemed a little embarrassed to have fallen asleep so
fast. It didn't matter to me. I walked him upstairs to his bed and helped
him get undressed. He was in his underwear and he got into bed. I went over
and tucked him in. he was half awake now.

"JR?"

"Yeah kiddo?"

"Come here please."

"Sure what's up?"

"Closer."

I got in his face and he leaned up and gave me another quick hug and a kiss
on the cheek.

"Thanks for today. It was awesome."

"You're welcomed. Remember when you get up in the morning I won't be
here. I'll leave you a note about what to do and expect and you can take it
from there. Okay?"

"Sure. Good night. Thanks again and I love you."

"Love you too sport."

I could sense a little excitement in his attitude. Seems like he is looking
forward to being alone tomorrow, especially in my house. But I don't have
anything worth taking and he will be there when I get home. He doesn't
really have anywhere else to live for now so I am pretty sure things will
be just fine. I turned out the little light next to the bed as I always did
for Matt. I wondered how he was doing now and I headed for my room to get
some sleep. 5am comes really fast and I had a long day.




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