Date: Mon, 28 Feb 2005 09:05:26 -0800
From: Jake C. <hotstorylvr@gmail.com>
Subject: Formative Years: Chapter 3

Disclaimer, etc.

As with all work in this series most is true.  I did have an
interesting childhood that I do not regret.  I was raised in Southern
California in very similar situations but NONE are the exact same
locations, schools, etc in my stories.  The story contains graphic
descriptions of sexual acts between consenting adult males and a
consenting underage boy.  No one forced anything onto me.  I became
quite the cock hound at an early age.

If you do not like this type of material, do not read it.  If it is
illegal where you live do not read it.  If you are under 18 years old
do not read it.  I do not condone what happened to me -- it just
happened.  It is not my intention by my stories that adults
participate in acts of sex with minors.

I do not care to copyright this story.  I never plan to claim it
anyway.  hotstorylvr@gmail.com

I hope you enjoy this story.

*****

Greg Teaches Me

After my experiences with Greg and Leon, my world turned upside down.
I became obsessed with men.  Leon was of no help.  I guess he felt
guilty about our experience.  Because summer was coming, both he and I
had a lot of studying to do and we did manage to make time fly, but I
regretted we couldn't have made those months more fun.  When he
returned from France in September I found out his guilt was short
lived, but still it took a toll on me.

However, Greg was supportive, to a degree.  He was not happy about
Leon or my talking to the man at Boarders.  He felt I'd acted
foolishly.  Greg was worried I was too young to understand what was
happening to me.  He believed I might have taken advantage of Leon and
believed Leon was justified to be freaked out.

But, if nothing else Greg was pragmatic.  There was no doubt he'd seen
something in my behavior towards him prior to Christmas, plus our time
in his bedroom and my fascination with men, that said I was serious
about pursuing them.  I also believe he felt somehow to blame for my
sudden desire to explore men's bodies.  I know Greg deeply cared for
me, like a little brother, like the little brother of his best friend.
 However, Greg was undeniably straight, and he wasn't, or couldn't
fall in love with a kid.  In addition, I can't help wondering, if by
somehow explaining and teaching me about men, it somehow alleviated
his guilt.  As it turned out, if that was his strategy it worked, and
he became the best big brother I could ever had.

Greg's approach was to teach me to read guy's intentions for fear if I
didn't read them correctly, I might find myself in trouble.  We
discussed differences between infatuations, relationships, and love,
and the role sex plays in them.  He needed me to understand how men
worked, thinking most wanted sex and nothing else, and that some might
take advantage of me.  He was worried because he thought of me as only
a small 9 year old kid who couldn't defend himself if someone wanted
to hurt him.

It took awhile for us to get past discussions and him allowing me to
play with his body once again.  He truly felt I was too young, but a
few things persuaded him to switch to a hand's on lesson.  It was only
years later I found out fully why things changed.  First, my parents
and I were going to Cabo San Lucas for Easter vacation and from the
way our talks were proceeding, he was worried I would seek out men
while there.  Second, he'd decided during our discussions it was his
responsibility to teach me about and properly break me into physical
sex.  Third, unknown to me he'd started exclusively dating a girl
named Christine, nicknamed Fancy, hence he was worried how I'd react
to my having to share his affections and not being around as much.  As
sick as it might sound, as he felt I was on that path anyway, he
believed if he broke me into sucking cock and getting fucked up the
ass, that if I couldn't have his cock and body, I would seek out
others.

Since we'd had sex in his room, he'd been spending a lot of time over
our house.  My parents became accustomed to him taking me out on
weekend afternoons, etc.  Some might think all this attention paid me
might seem odd to my parents, but it didn't.  Again, adults surrounded
me and except for school, I had very few kids in my life.  As I
advanced in grades that changed, but during this time, that's the way
it was.  In addition, I was an only child and adored Shaun.  To my
parents, Greg was an extension of Shaun.  Where Shaun went, Greg
wasn't far behind and visa versa, and as I adored both, everything was
cool.  The great thing for me was after a while, it became accepted
that Greg would stop by alone to visit me.  As Greg earned my parents
trust, they asked him to watch me now and again.

Greg's and mine relationship was different before Christmas.  Now it
wasn't as touchy feely.  It was more adult like.  But once Cabo and
Fancy came into the picture things switched.  I wasn't aware of the
reasons why, but I didn't care, I was only happy about the
development.

About a month after we had sex, we became more physical after we
hugged and I groped him one afternoon in front of the house at Shaun's
car.  Afterwards when Greg would pick me up on weekends he'd let me
touch him but in a limited way.  Greg drove an old Toyota Land Cruiser
that was green with a white roof, which to this day I get a boner when
seeing one, so because of the bucket seats and stick shift I couldn't
sit next to him, so it was usually only in public I could touch him.
Greg was never one to sit for long like at the movies.  He liked to
bring me to basketball games and go roller bladeing and hiking.  He
even took me to the gym a couple times to watch him lift weights.  So
the most I could ever do was rub up against him and even when I could
grab for his dick or paw at his chest he would smack my hand away.

As I said, my parents and I were going to go to Cabo for Easter
vacation and they had a ton to do and asked Shaun and Greg if they
wanted to come over the Saturday before we left to keep me busy.
Shaun was busy but I was elated when Greg offered and my parents
accepted.  The last thing I wanted to do was spend the day in the car
while they ran errands all over LA.  Greg showed up that day wearing
his typical muscle t-shirt, khaki shorts, and Fila tennis shoes with
no socks.

My parents went on their separate ways so Greg and I grabbed some
bottled water and went to the pool to figure out what we were going to
do.  It had been weeks since I'd played with Leon's cock and I was
tiered of talking with Greg about what I should and shouldn't do with
men and I wanted to see more of Greg's body.  I let him know what I
was thinking and as always he was amused at my forwardness and told me
to calm down, my parents had just left.  I begged him to just take off
his t-shirt.  He told me he would, if I would.  In a flash, I had my
t-shirt and sandals off and was on a lounge chair telling him to lie
in the sun.  He laughed, and standing, raised his t-shirt over his
head and slipped each tennis shoe off.  He then unbuttoned his khaki
shorts and when he took them off, underneath were white mesh
basketball shorts.  I was amazed, as he always seemed to wear the same
cloths.  Eight years later, when I came to USC and moved into the same
frat house, I learned that most of the guys don't do laundry and wear
the same cloths all the time.

He grabbed his water, sat down in the lounge chair next to mine, and
lay back closing his eyes.  Knowing my eyes were boring holes into him
he started laughing at me and told me to stop looking at him and enjoy
the sun.  I told him I couldn't.  Trying to use the same ploy I used
in his bedroom months before I asked him about his muscles.  This time
he didn't bite but again laughed at me.  He told me how if he'd been
like me--a 9 years old horn dog going after all the girls in his
neighborhood--their fathers would have beaten him to a pulp, and I
should be grateful I had him.  I told him repeatedly how thankful I
was, he was my friend and how happy he made me.

Hearing me say this he reached his hand up and covering his eyes from
the sun looked over at me, "I'm happy to have you to AJ, and so glad
you're my friend, but I'm scared something's gonna happen to you.
What if some guy hurts you?  You're so small.  You have me worried.
What, you're 70 pounds at most?  I'd never forgive myself if someone
hurt you.  I love you like a brother.  I have since I first saw you."

"But nothing will happen to me, I promise.  Nothing will ever be your
fault, and I'll never, ever, ever tell anyone about you, I promise!"
I said.

He got up on his elbow and looking at me.  "I still can't believe your
9 years old.  Shit, I think I was still picking my nose at your age.
You're so grown up.  What do your parents feed you anyways?"  With
that, he reached over and squeezed my knee.

"Come over here.  We need to get you lifting weights.  Gotta make sure
no one can ever hurt you.  We gotta make sure you grow up with a great
body for all the boys to drool after don't we."   He said laughing at
me and patting his lounge chair next to him.

I was glad he wasn't mad at me and was letting me get close to him.
Moving over I sat down.  Greg poked me in the side and we wrestled a
little.  He truly seemed like a big brother.

 "AJ, there's things we need to talk about."  He said kinda seriously.

"What?"

"Well, I'm worried about a few things.  I mean, we talked about that
man in Boarders and I think you understand why I think he was
dangerous.  But, say you did do something with him like you did with
Leon or me, you need to be aware of some stuff," Greg said seriously.

"I don't wanna talk about him.  We talk about him too much.  Please,
let me play with your cock," I said trying to reach down to his mesh
shorts to touch his cock.

"Shit AJ, I'm trying to be serious.  Listen to me!"  Pushing my hand away.

"But I'm tiered of talking about him," I said looking up pouting.

 "I'm gonna be serious for a little bit.  This is grown up stuff and
if you're gonna be chasing after grown ups and having grown up sex you
need to know this stuff.  We've never talked about sexual diseases.
You know, stuff that can make you sick.  Diseases you can catch from
people when you have sex.  You can catch them from men, from their
penises, from cum.  I want you to listen very closely to me, okay?"

I sat up.  I'd never heard anything about sex diseases and getting
sick.  Greg went into detail about all sexually transmitted diseases.
If it looked like my mind was wandering at all, Greg would grab my
chin and force me to listen.  He told me stories about lice, crabs,
scabies, gonorrhea, syphilis, and AIDS.  He went into detail about
everything.

"You understand I'm not telling you about these things to scare you
but to let you know there out there.  You need to protect yourself.
Do you understand?"  He had my chin in his hand and look directly into
my eyes as he said it.  I shook my head up and down.

"Now tell me everything I told you."

He made me repeat everything.  If I left anything out or didn't
understand anything, he repeated it.  We went through everything
repeatedly until he thought I understood what I was hearing.

"Remember this AJ.  If you aren't careful and get little bugs on your
body or a disease, your dad and mom or Shaun will find out and know
you're messing around with guys.  Do you want that?"

I looked at Greg with I'm sure fear in my eyes and shook my head.  No,
I did not want that.  I would be careful.

Then we talked about sex being fun even with diseases.  He told me
about different things guys could do without sucking and fucking like
jacking off and rubbing bodies together.  Stuff I'd already done.

Then he told me about condoms.  We'd already talked about where babies
came from and how cum made women pregnant, but never about condoms
stopping and killing cum.  At first, I didn't understand.  No pictures
on Greg's computers showed any guy's with things over their dicks.
But Greg kept talking on and on about a rubber balloons that stopped
cum.  He said if the dick or cum has diseases it would stop it from
getting to me.  Even though I tried to understand what he was talking
about I was a little confused.  After a while, he seemed talked out.
I think he said what he wanted to say and I believe he thought I
caught onto most everything.

During our time at the pool, I believe Greg at last, talked himself
into completing my sexual education.  Who knows what the final reason
or reasons where but ultimately I believe they were admirable.  I know
his desires had been building since our time in his room and I believe
our talk had made him horny, but also Greg saw it his responsibility
to make sure I was prepared for what I was facing in the world.  Could
he be sure how I processed the information he'd given me the past few
months?  I believe in order for him and me to go forward in our lives
either together or separately he needed to leave no doubt in his mind
he'd taught me everything he new.

By then we'd gotten comfortable sitting against each other on the
lounge chair and I was mindlessly drawing lazy eights between two of
his abs.  It was gonna be a couple hours before my parents would be
home and we hadn't made any concrete plans so sitting there in the
Spring sun felt good.

"AJ, I need you to get my black gym bag out of the back of my jeep,
okay?" Greg said pushing me aside and getting up he reached over to
his shorts.  Retrieving his keys from his pocket, he handed them to
me.

When I came back into the house he was in the kitchen getting us more
water bottles from the refrigerator and taking his bag said, "I'm
gonna take a shower.  You go take one to.  Here, take your water."  He
grabbed his bag and walked out of the kitchen.  He had nothing on but
his mesh shorts and walked like someone barefoot and new to his
surroundings.

I inspected his body as he left.  The doorway seemed impossibly small
as Greg's height and wide shoulders passed through.  The sweat on the
flawless tanned skin on his back had started to dry because of the air
conditioning, but there was still a light shine coating his body.  His
brown hair was matted and semi-wet ringlets hung down his thick neck.
My eyes immediately fell from his shoulders to his small hips and the
waistband of his basketball shorts.  His ass rode extremely high even
with each step he took, and looking down the bottom back of his shorts
rose at least an inch higher than the front because of his high,
tight, muscular, ass cheeks I always loved to watch.  As he turned the
corner I couldn't help but snigger because he was walking so funny,
looking uncomfortable, walking like a cowboy with his knees far apart,
like his shorts scrunched into his crotch.

When I lost sight of Greg my mind snapped back.  Oh yeah, he told me
to take a shower.  When will Greg let me take one with him?

After my shower, I put on some clean cloths, went to the guest
bedroom, and found Greg in bed sitting up leaning against the
headboard nude.  It was the first time I'd seen him nude and though
I'd just seen him by the pool I stood at the doorway in awe.

"AJ, take your cloths off and get on the bed."

I stood there frozen in place.

"Don't tell me after all your moaning and groaning when I offer myself
to you, you're a scaredy pants?  I guess I'll put my cloths on then,"
and Greg started getting off the bed.

That thawed me out fast.  I ripped my cloths off putting them in a
pile, but still stood at the doorway.

"I need to show you a few things before I unleash you onto the world.
I want you to experience some things from me first, plus I want you to
know how to do some things properly, okay?  Now I said get on the
bed."

I nodded my head and ran jumping onto the bed, crawled and knelt next to him.

He looked me up and down and looked at himself, "Where do you want to start?"

Feeling overwhelmed I started shaking.  Greg reached out, pulled me to
him, hugged me, and rubbed me all over.  I felt so small and childlike
in his arms.  Lying on his body I wanted to so much to be bigger and
grown up.  I felt his hands roaming up and down my back, his
fingertips tracing my spin.  His hands would cup my ass cheeks then
play with the backs of my legs then the backs of my knees.  I started
to warm up and lost my nervousness.

I thought about what he'd said.  I thought about what he said and how
I wanted to start was to kiss him.  Everybody did it and I wanted to
try it but I didn't know if he would do it with me.  I moved my chin
up to his shoulder and looked up at his lips.  I had to take a chance.
 I raised my hand, and touched them with my fingers.  I could see they
were plump and red and they felt soft as I ran my fingertips over
them.  I moved my eyes further up and his beautiful pale green eyes
met mine and I saw no disapproval in them.

Moving my arms to his chest, I pushed myself up.   I swung my leg
around straddling his hard stomach and moved on top of him.  I lifted
myself high and closing my eyes pressed my lips into his.  Keeping my
lips to his I opened my eyes and looked cross eyed at the tip of is
nose and felt the exhale of his breath running down my chin.  I
studied hairs in his nostrils and stubble growing on his upper lip.
Greg had tensed up at first but as I felt him relax, instinct took
over and I hardened my tongue and slipped it through my lips and
slowly between his.  I so wanted to be into his mouth.  I so wanted to
touch his teeth, to play with his tongue.  Meeting no resistance, I
darted into his mouth and I felt the reverberation of his deep moan.
As my tongue invaded Greg's mouth, my cock pushed into his bellybutton
just as hard.

After an initial hesitation, Greg's tongue came out to meet mine and
we began passionately kissing.  Whatever restraint he'd expected from
himself soon vanished as his tongue encased my mouth.  His hands were
on the back of my head and ass forcing myself into him and his tongue
was trying to get deep within my throat.  I felt overwhelmed and
panicked yet didn't want it to stop.  I wanted his tongue in me.  I
wanted it washing my teeth, playing between my gums and my cheeks.  I
wanted his tongue, huge as it was, playing with my extremely small
counterpart.

My cock was grinding into his hard stomach and into the hole of his
hard bellybutton with delight.  His hand was on my ass forcing me into
him without let up.  My mouth was feeding on him feeling his groans
down to my cock and balls.  Then a finger touched my asshole and like
a fuse on a firecracker, it lit up my cock, as I'd never known before.
 Explosions raked my body and if Greg's hands weren't still on my head
and ass, I'd probably have hit the ceiling.  My cock continued to
grind into his bellybutton with no relief and his tongue was drilling
into my mouth when finally, I lay in a puddle on top of him and he
relaxed his hold and releasing me my head fell onto his shoulder with
a plop.  If I could have, I would have laughed.  I was so happy.  Greg
had brought me so much happiness and joy and made me feel so good.  I
lay there rising and falling with every breath he took with my arms
out stretched.

He raised a hand and played with my hair and raised his other hand and
ran his fingers all around my back.  He brought me back to reality
making me guess what letters and numbers he was drawing on my back and
soon we were laughing and rolling around the bed.  We settled down, me
laying on my back looking up at him and him on his elbow laying on his
side looking down at me.  He leaned over and our lips met for a slight
kiss and he leaned back.

"Was that your first dry orgasm?"

"Is that what happened?"  I said reaching up to touch his face.

"Yes.  Just like what I have only without cum.  You'll have cum in a
couple years.  Was it fun?" He asked reaching down and taking my
shriveled up cock in his fingers and rolling it around.

Hoping he would never let go I rolled closer to him, "Oh it felt so
good.  It felt like I was exploding."

Leaning down he whispered in my ear, "There's more I want to teach you
AJ.  More you need to know before other guys want to do it with you.
It's time you learn to play with men's cock.  If you want to play with
men you gotta get over thinking their cock's and cum are gross,
right."

I rolled back a little and looked at him not knowing what to say or
do.  He was right--cocks fascinated me.  I loved looking at his and
Leon's and cum interested me but I was afraid.  They were so big and
wet and red and angry looking.  Also, what if I did something wrong,
wouldn't guys get mad at me?

"What happens if I do it wrong?  Will you get mad at me?"  I said.

Greg brought his hand down and ran a finger over my cheek and said,
"AJ, how could you do anything wrong?  You're a perfect and beautiful
boy.  There's nothing you could do wrong."

I was still afraid, "But how did those ladies get those big dicks
inside their small bodies?  Inside their mouths, pussy's and assholes?
 Did it hurt?  I'm afraid it will hurt."

Still rubbing my cheek but with a look of deep concern on his face
Greg said, "Well yeah, sometimes it hurts but you'll get use to it.
I'm afraid if you don't get use to it with someone, you know, like me,
that someone else will really hurt you.  If we go to fast just tell
me, but I want you to be prepared for other guys."

Again, I rolled into him as best I could to find comfort.  He put his
hand on my back and pushed me in tight and I snuggled into his bulk.

Feeling Greg shake me a little, "AJ?"

I craned my neck a little, looked up, and moved my head up and down a little.

"You ready to start your lesson."

Again, I nodded my head a little but this time I tried it with a smile.

"If we do anything you don't like, let me know okay?"

Again, I nodded my head, but more than a little this time and with a huge smile.

Greg smiled at me then being careful not to move me too much turned
onto his back, pushed up, and leaned back onto the headboard.

"Okay, get up here and sit on my lap.  Just like before you tell me
where you want to start.  Were gonna start slow okay?"

"Okay," And climbed onto his lap facing him.

"Now, tell me everything your interested in.  Either we'll explore it
together or talk about it okay?"

I just looked at him.  Okay?  Shit, I was sitting on Greg!  If his
cock wasn't hanging down between his legs I'd be sitting on it,
"Okay."

"So, tell me what you want."

I looked below his face scanning his body trying to figure out what to
say and it hit me, what didn't I want.  I was sitting on my Greg.  To
me he was perfect.  I wanted to stare at him.  I could be content to
stare at him and nothing else.

After staring for a while I put my hands on his tits.  I did love his
tits.  He put his hands on top of mine.

"I know you like my nipples and chest.  What else you like about my body?"

Scanning everything and looking embarrassed admitted, "But I like everything."

"So there's not one special thing you like?"  With that he took one of
his hands and reached down behind me between his legs, "Get on your
knee's AJ."

I kneeled on his iron hard stomach then felt his cock hit my ass cheek
then he pushed it through so it was lying on his stomach.

"Okay, sit down."

I sat down and his hard cock ran between my ass cheeks under my balls
sticking past my cock, which was now hard again, pointing at his
bellybutton.  My cock looked ridiculous lying on top of it.  Mine was
a small pickle compared to his Subway sandwich.  His cock was hot and
I felt like I was sitting on a long pole.

"Like sitting on my cock?"

I looked down at it and saw pre-cum leaking out of it and looking up
nodded my head up and down, "But I'm so little and you're so big."

"No, you're huge for you're age.  Look, your almost half my finger,"
as Greg put his finger down to my cock.

"But it looks so small."

"No AJ, men like little cocks like yours.  Look at your little cock
head.  It's so small and cute.  See how red it gets.  See how hard
your cock gets.  Guys will like you sitting on their cocks like this
comparing sizes.  They want to see a small boy cock as yours compared
to their big cocks.  Do you believe me?"

I stopped riding it and put my hand down pushing my palm on top of my
cock down on top of Greg's, "I guess so."

"Shit, AJ that feels so good.  I wouldn't lie to you.  Remember, you
have a very pretty cock for your age.  Guys like it when little boys
like you do anything with their cocks.  Now move back and forth like
your riding a small horse."

I brought my hand up and I looked at his cock and started moving back
and forth again, sliding it between my ass cheeks, watching it
disappear under my balls then back again.

"Oh, that feels good AJ.  Don't sit down too hard.  Just a little and
real light.  You don't want me to cum too quickly.  Guy's like little
boys like you to do this okay."

I nodded up and down and smiled a little.

"Now that I've showed you what I like, you show me what you like."

Looking at his neck, I reached out and touched his Adams Apple.

"What? You like my Adam's Apple."

I'd kept my hand on it as he spoke, "I think it's neat."

"Why do you like it?"

I thought about it for a moment while rubbing it.  "I don't know.  I
guess I like the way it moves.  I just like it."

"Do me a favor.  Put your mouth on it and suck it for me?"

I rubbed it as he spoke and thought about it then moved up on my knees
and as Greg lifted his chin, I put my lips to it and kissed it as it
moved around then opened my mouth and ran my tongue around it.  When
Greg groaned it tickled my tongue and lips and I opened my mouth more
and sucked it in as far as I could.  Greg really seemed to like what I
was doing as he was moaning the whole time my mouth was working on it.
 His hands were also digging in my ass and pushing me up into his neck
really hard.

"Oh, AJ, that feels so good.  Ah, keep your mouth there; I never knew
it could feel like this.  Oh, my God, AJ, you've hit the spot."

Greg kept telling me how good it felt and was working his fingers into
my ass crack.  He had my body pressed into his torso again and my dick
was dry humping him.  Loving the feel of his Adam's Apple in my mouth,
I could have stayed for a long time.  He pushed me back a little and I
moved up and kissed him on the lips.  He looked at me.

"AJ that was sooo hot.  Your mouth felt sooo good."

I moved down slowly kissing his face, sucked his chin into my mouth,
and heard him moan again then moved down sitting on his cock again.
It was far harder this time and looking down pre-cum pooled into his
bellybutton.

"You are one fuckin hot kid you know that.  How in the hell did you
know to do that?"

I shrugged my shoulders and smiled at him.

"Shit, 9 years old and a real prick tease."  Catching his breath, "What next?"

Again I looked around then pointed under his arm.

"My armpit?"

I nodded up and down and Greg smiled wide.

"Shit, you are one freaky kid.  Okay, your funeral.  Lucky for you I
just rinsed off."

Greg lifted his arms and putting them on top of his head his armpits
showed in full glory.  He was hairless everywhere else but he had some
hair under his arms which fascinated me.  I reached out, touched, and
twisted his hairs.  I brought my hand to my nose, inhaled deeply, and
wrinkled it causing Greg to laugh.  I smiled but inhaled again.  It
smelled different but not bad.  I put a hand on his chest to balance
myself, leaned my face into his right armpit, took a whiff, and again
wrinkled my nose.  It was very strong but didn't stop me.  I pushed my
nose into its hair and moved them around.   They were soft but I
didn't keep my nose in there long enough to check much else out.  When
I pulled back, I let my breath out and took a deep one in and Greg
laughed at me again.  I tried not to choke as I breathed deep but Greg
made it hard and I hit him on the chest then started coughing.  He
started to put his arms down but I stopped him.

After I recovered, I started inspecting all his muscles.  I'd loved
how his shoulders and arms looked when he'd put his arms up so I
pushed and ran my hands over his skin and every muscle.  I had him put
his arms down and I moved along tracing his veins to his wrists then
played down his palms and fingers to their tips.  I moved back up to
his forearms, squeezed, and kneaded them like a logs of Playdough.

I marked out every groove around his neck, shoulders, and pecs.
Avoiding the cum pooled in his belly button and now dripping over the
side onto the bed I moved from his nipples down to his stomach and
played with every muscle.  All the while I was lightly riding his cock
and occasionally looking into his eyes that never left my face.

"AJ, you need to learn to suck and lick balls and suck dick."

I leaned back onto his legs and thought about it, "Promise you won't
get mad if do it wrong." I knew Greg was right.  I knew I must learn
how to suck cocks and suck balls and his were the perfect ones to
learn by.

"Now get down there.  Stop hesitating.  You know you want to.  So,
what is it gonna take?  Am I gonna have to force you down there and
shove my cock down your throat?"

I looked at Greg wondering how serious he was being--thought about it
for a minute then climbed off his lap and moved between his legs.  He
stayed leaning against the headboard but shifted slightly to get more
comfortable.  Once I left his lap, his dick stuck up in the air.  His
balls were pulled tight next to his dick.

"AJ, go slow and you'll be okay.  There's no way you'll be able to fit
all my balls or dick in your mouth so don't even try.  Just get down
there and lick and get use to it and suck up that pre-cum, okay?"

I didn't nod or say anything.  I moved my face down, stuck my tongue
out, and licked the underside of his dick from his balls up about 3
inches.

"That's it AJ.  Good boy."

It wasn't bad and Greg liked it.  I licked again and Greg again said I
did a good job.  I moved my tongue higher and licked some more, then
higher still, then even higher, then I put my lips to his pole and was
moving my mouth up and down his dick and I didn't think it was gross.
I was so happy.  I was so worried I would hate it but it wasn't bad.
I moved my hand to Greg's balls and his cock jerked way up.

"AJ, time you lick the cum off my stomach.  Go slow kid.  Maybe you
want to put your tongue on the tip of my cock first."

I moved my mouth to Greg's cock head, swished my tongue around it, and
tasted something salty.  I swished it around again and it was salty
and sweet.  I swished it again and I got more wetness.

"Okay, now kiss it."

I moved my face over his dick and did as Greg said.  I pretended his
dick was his lips and kissed it.  How weird.  He wanted me to kiss his
dick.  I stuck my tongue through my lips and found they were sticky.
I licked them off and it tasted okay.  Not as bad as I thought it
would.

"Good boy, now put your tongue on my stomach and clean me up."

I put my tongue out, licked a muscle and found it sticky.  I smelled
it and it smelled weird.  Maybe like underneath Leon's balls, then I
remembered I'd been sitting on Greg's dick.  I licked more of Greg's
stomach then into his bellybutton and sucked up his sperm.

"Good boy.  Yeah, suck up the cum boy."

I sucked it up and licked around his whole stomach.

"Now suck my dick.  Take my cock head in your mouth."

I moved my mouth up to his cock head and kissed it again then moved my
tongue all around it.  It was soft on top but when my tongue pushed it
down it was hard just like Greg's muscles.

"AJ put your spit all around it.  It will go in your mouth easier?"

I start spitting on it wiping it around with my tongue.  I opened my
lips wide, ran my tongue around the piss slit then the head, and moved
my head down until I felt his cock head enter my mouth about an inch.
My mouth stretched as wide as it would get and Greg's cock went as far
it could go.

"Now move up and down and give me a blow job."

I moved my head up and down trying to keep my mouth wide and Greg's
cock went in farther.  Soon maybe two inches where in.

"AJ, keep suckin.  Now most faggots want to suck in as much as
possible.  They want cocks forced down their throats."

Faggots!  Did Greg call me a faggot?

"Keep tak'in more AJ.  Yeah, you're gonna be a good faggot some day.
Come on.  Yeah, force it in."

Pre-cum was pouring onto my tongue and I was having a hard time
swallowing.  His cock kept going deeper and deeper into my mouth.

"Yeah, that's it faggot.  Yeah, take my cock."

Greg started moving his hips towards me trying to push his cock deeper
into my mouth.  Finally, my mouth hurt too much and I had to stop and
backed out.  I felt so ashamed.  I wanted to make him happy and I
messed up so much.  It wouldn't have taken much to make me start
crying.  I looked up at Greg and told him I was sorry.

"Put your hand back on my cock."

I did as he asked.

"Suck my balls."

He seemed different but I leaned down, and licked his balls.  They
were weird.  They had a lot of skin that was rough and some hair.  I
moved my mouth all around moving under them then on the sides near his
legs.  I kept his cock in my hand the best I could. I put my hand on
the cock head and moved my spit and cum around.

"You're doing good AJ.  Keep it up."

Greg was sounding normal again.  I guess I was doing a good job.  I
liked sucking his balls.  They felt good though they were hard and
tight against his dick.

"AJ, look up."

I looked up but I kept licking his balls and had his dick in my hand.

"Sorry, I get carried away when I'm gonna cum.  Sorry I called you
names and treated you rough.  You did everything right, nothing at all
wrong.  Sometimes guys like to say things when they get their cocks
sucked.  You should get use to it.  I hope I didn't scare you."

Letting go of his cock and balls and getting up on my knees, I didn't
know what to say and thought about it for a moment.  "Am I a faggot?"

Greg seemed embarrassed.  "Well, faggot isn't a very nice term for Gay
people.  I'm sorry.  I shouldn't have said it.  Um, maybe you're Gay,
I don't know.  Maybe you're going through a phase.  But no, you're not
a faggot."

Thinking about it some more, "Well, what am I then?"

Well, obviously, Greg hadn't planned on this line of questioning so he
thought for a moment, "What do you want to be AJ?"

I knew right away, "I want to be with you and play with your dick and
muscles and nipples."

"But you can't, you know that.  We discussed it.  I belong with a
girl.  You probably belong with guys.  You'll see for sure once you
start cumming, but I think you're only gonna be turned on by guys.
You need to learn how to suck cocks and be fucked right now and when
you start cuming, you can learn to fuck guys and get guys to suck your
dick more.  Right now that's what I think you need to do, okay?  My
cock won't be enough for you."

Greg then told me he had to fuck me.  It was important; no, very
important he teaches me to take cocks up my ass.  He said there were
gonna be a lot of men who would want to fuck me, but the first time
had to be done right.

"There's gonna be a lot of guys that are gonna want to get their dicks
up that small boy ass of yours so you might as well get fucked by
someone you know first; someone who cares about you and doesn't want
you just for your ass."  Greg said he believed with all his heart that
it was his responsibility to make sure his cock was up me first.

While he was telling me this, I was kneeling between his legs holding
his cock with both my hands jacking it slowly and he was still sitting
up in bed with his back against the headboard.

"So I'm gonna fuck you.  The cock you're playing with is gonna be up
your ass in 10 minutes.  I'm gonna spread some goo on your asshole.
You're gonna sit on my lap and take as long as you want to sit on my
cock.  It's time you learn to take it like a man but first I want to
show you something so hand me those packages and bottle on the
nightstand."

I looked over and noticed for the first time some square packages and
a plastic bottle.  I crawled over his leg to the nightstand and
reaching back and gave them to Greg.  Putting down the bottle, he
showed me one of the packages and showed me a round thing inside.

"That's a condom.  Remember I told you condoms are how guy's make sure
girls don't have babies and people don't get diseases.  I'm gonna show
you how to put it on my dick then I want you to put one on me.  I
wanna make sure you know how to put condoms on dicks.  Now hold my
dick straight up."

I grabbed his dick at the base and pointing it to the ceiling watched
as he tore open the package then took the bottle then squirted some
goo onto his dick then rubbed it all over.  He then took the condom
out of the package and showed me how it could roll down his dick all
the way to my hands.

"Now AJ, this condom is size extra, extra large because my dicks 10
inches.  Every guy has a different size dick and needs different size
condoms.  If a guy has a small dick make sure he has a small condom or
else it will slip off.  Understand?"

"Yes, I understand, but I've never seen a small dick."

"But you will some day.  See how snug it fits.  When you put it on
make sure it fits nice and snug.  Put goo on the guys cock first to
help get the condom on but make sure it still fits nice and tight.
Then put some goo on the condom once you have I all the way on his
dick.  That way when it goes into your asshole it's nice and slippery.
 Do you understand?"

"Yes."

"Great, now take the condom off and I want to watch you take a brand
new one out of the package and do exactly what I did so I can make
sure you paid attention to what I said."

I moved my hands up from the base of his cock and pushed the condom up
and off.  My hands were real slippery so I rubbed them all over my
legs to get them dry but had to rub them on the bedspread to get them
dryer.  I then took one of the packages and tried to open it.  It was
very hard to open it and I couldn't do it so Greg took it from me and
opened it, showing me how it might be easier for me to open it in the
future, but told me I should ask for help if I needed it.  Greg held
the package as I squirted some more goo on his cock and rubbed it
around, then he gave me the package and I took the condom out.  I put
it on his cock head and tried to roll it down but he told me I had it
on backwards and showed me how to turn it the other way.  I found it
wasn't as easy to roll it down his cock as it looked.  Greg told me it
was because even though the condom was the largest made it was still
small for his cock.  When it was unrolled, Greg had me spread some goo
on top.

"That was great AJ.  You did a great job.  You're gonna be a great gay
boy for some guy."

Looking into his eyes I was so happy.  I liked it so much when he was
happy with me.

"Now put your fingers in your mouth.  I want you to taste the goo."

I was hesitant but I did it.  It tasted like bananas.

"It tastes like bananas right?"

With my fingers still in my mouth I nodded my head up and down.

"That's so you can suck a guy's cock with the condom on and it still
tastes good.  Otherwise, it would taste like the condom, like rubber.
Now I want you to suck my cock again but this time with the condom
on."

I looked at his cock, now his fingers holding it at the base pointing
it at the ceiling.  It was still as huge as when it was in my mouth
only minutes before, but this time covered in rubber and goo.  I was
still kneeling between his legs staring at his cock when Greg pointed
it down towards me.

"Go ahead AJ, it won't bite you.  Just be careful with your teeth, you
don't want the condom to tear.  Lean down and spit on it then push it
into your mouth.  Add your spit to the goo.  You did a real fine job
before.  You must try it again to get practice."

Leaning down I pushed my tongue out and licked around his
rubber-covered cock, and found it tasted like bananas.  Bringing my
tongue back into my mouth I sucked hard getting lots of spit then
curling my tongue let it run out of my mouth onto Greg's cock.  Not
wanting to disappoint Greg again, I closed my lips and hoping to
stretch my cheeks out as far as they would go I blew air into my mouth
and held my breath.  Greg began laughing at me telling me I looked
like a blowfish and of course, my mouth blew open and I started
laughing and began choking on my own air.  As I doubled up, I couldn't
help but look at his shinny, wet cock almost poking me in the eye.  I
licked my lips and opening my mouth as wide as possible and pretended
I was a bullet shot from a gun and plunged myself onto his cock.
Surprised, Greg grabbed the back of my head and arching his back
thrust his hips forward shoving his cock further into my mouth then my
throat.  Stunned, I flew backwards trying to grab onto anything but
could only claw the air for the bedspread.  Greg finally retreated
from my throat allowing me a spit-filled intake of breath, but his
hands remained on the back of my head.  His cock remained lodged in my
throat as my hands finally found the bed and I regained my sense of
balance.

Another thrust upward pushed me off the bed and again buried his cock
deep into my throat.  Greg held me suspended in air for a moment
before I landed hard on the bed.  His cock remained in my throat and
if I could have gagged and thrown up I would have but his cock was so
long and wide it planted itself.  The only defense I had was my teeth
which I used biting down as he plunged upward the third time ripping
me from the bed shoving his cock even further down my throat.  As we
landed, he gave a sharp out take of breath and released my head.  His
steel hard cock fell from my mouth and I saw the condom was torn and
his cock and balls were drenched in spit, snot, and goo.  I hung my
head for a few minutes; my throat in pain and my jaw feeling
dislocated and tried to regain my breath.  I looked up to watch Greg's
chest and nipples dramatically rise and fall.  Then looking at his
mouth, I saw a smile and I new I'd done a good job.

"AJ, I think you had most of my cock down your throat.  How you did
it, I don't know, but it was down there.  How you feel?  Shit, if I
didn't want to fuck you, or I mean, if I didn't think you should be
fucked, and I didn't have this damned condom on, I would have let you
drink my cum.  I mean, you should get use to drinking cum after all.
And shit, you biting down on my cock.  Where did you learn that?
Shit, it felt so hot.  Don't bite down too hard in the future, just
enough.  Boy you are one fuckin hot kid you know that?"

I watched Greg's bottom lip moving up and down as he talked barely
hearing anything he said.  My mouth and throat hurt but I felt
wonderful.  I loved sucking his cock.  I wanted his hands behind my
head again forcing his cock down my throat.  How do I tell him this?
Was this bad of me to feel this way.  I hung my head back down looking
at his balls.  They were still tight against his body and I wondered
about the cum still inside them.

"AJ, sit on my stomach, it's time I fucked you.  First, let's get rid
of this condom.  Remember; watch your teeth when someone has a condom
on.  You don't wanna tear it.  AJ, we gotta get a move on.  You're
parents could be home in an hour or so and we gotta be done and outta
here before they get home so I gotta fuck you and get off and we gotta
go.  Sit on my stomach and spread your legs real wide putting them
around my waist."

I did as he told me and grabbed his cock as he pulled the torn condom
off.  I, moved up to his chest, put my hands around his neck and sat
on his stomach putting my legs around his waist.  I felt better since
I took his cock in my mouth but I was really scared about having his
cock in my asshole.  I put my mouth on his chest and wiped away some
of the spit I still had on my lips and looked up to his face but he
wasn't looking at me.  Instead, he'd reached for the bottle of goo and
squirted a whole bunch on his hand.  His hand disappeared behind me
then I felt it on my ass and asshole.  He seemed to be spreading it
around his dick as it kept hitting me on my ass.

Then a finger was touching my asshole then went inside.  It was poking
inside then started moving in and out.  I tightened my arms around
Greg's neck lifting my face onto his cheek   One finger in my asshole
turned into two then into three.  It seemed to take forever.  I kept
on grunting and asking him to stop, and then I told him he could keep
on going, then I'd ask him to stop, and then keep on going, and we
went on like that forever.  He tired of it because I felt his arm
reaching up my back and his left hand hooking over my right shoulder
and his cock at my asshole.

"AJ, it's gonna hurt.  You're gonna take it.  It's gonna happen to you
today or next week.  Who knows, maybe in Mexico?  The way you're going
you're gonna get fucked soon so it might as well be by me.  So sit
down on this cock today.  I've been told if a guy pushes out like he's
gonna take a shit it's easier on him.  I don't know about that shit.
Hey, you're not a guy right.  You're a kid for fuckin sake.  So what
the hey?  Just take it like a man.  Remember, it's gonna happen sooner
or later."

My body was shaking and sweating and I barely heard a word Greg said.
I held onto his shoulders and looked into his eyes knowing he wouldn't
hurt me.  I thought of those small women on his computer screen and
knew if they could take those huge dicks in there small bodies so
could I.  I felt his cock head at my asshole and tried to figure out
what exactly "push out" meant when I felt his hand around my shoulder
pull me down and his cock head separate my asshole.

If Greg's strategy was to give me no chance to object to his invasion
once it started, it worked.  We were so well lubed and I was as
prepared as I would ever get, that the moment his cock head was in my
ass, he hooked his other hand around my other shoulder, forced my face
into his chest, and pulled me down so forcefully, that every bit of
air my lungs possessed exited sharply, my head snapped back and I saw
blackness.  The next thing I knew I was screaming into Greg's stomach,
tears were running down my face and his cock was completely buried in
my ass.

"Shhhh, AJ, Shhhh AJ, you're doing great.  Come on.  Come on.  Look,
you got it all in.  It's all in.  You're doing great.  What a good boy
you are.  Shhhh, Come on."

Greg soothed me as we rocked back and forth.  I sat up reaching to get
my hands up around his neck hugging him with my legs wrapped around
his waist and Greg sat cross-legged on the bed.  His cock remained
planted 10 or more inches in me.  My asshole stretched seven or more
inches.  He rubbed my back and rocked me back and forth.

"You're a good boy.  That wasn't so bad.  Lot's of guys are gonna want
to fuck you.  You gotta fine ass AJ.  I had to do it that way.  No way
was it gonna happen nice and slow.  You'd never let me in.  Can you
give me a smile?"

Greg kept rocking back and forth and after a while I felt better.  My
ass still hurt but it was nice making Greg feel good.  Finally, I
moved my head and looking up tried to smile.

"You better."

"Yeah."

"I'm gonna fuck you now."

Greg rolled forward onto his knees and my shoulders and head were on
the bed.  Looking up I could see my hard three-inch dick and in his
hands were my legs on each side of his stomach.  His stomach was like
a stepladder to his chest that was like a ledge to his head and his
face that was looking down at me.

"This won't take long but I'm gonna fuck you hard.  You are too hot
for me to last too long."

I focused on his chest and nothing else.  I looked at the tits I loved
and tried to forget the pain shooting from my asshole.  Then I felt
fingers rubbing my dick.  Looking I saw Greg keeping his thumb and
forefinger still as he roughly fucked me.  Looking beyond I saw him
speaking and tried to focus.

"You like that faggot.  Like getting fucked and jacked huh?  Yeah, I
can see you like it.  Your ass is sweeeeet.  Wait until I tell Shaun
about this ass.  I'm gonna tell everyone at the house about this ass.
Shit, a 9 year old slut ass.  Were all gonna fuck your ass alllll the
time."

My thoughts drifted to my dick.  Greg's cock fucking me felt wonderful
and soon I was moving with him.  I started riding his cock like I did
when sitting on his lap but this time I had his cock in me.  I watched
Greg's fingers on my cock playing with it as I bucked and looked at
his face that seemed to be in an evil grin and I bucked even more.

"Yeah, pussy boy's enjoying himself is he?  Yeah, faggot pussy boy
likes his cock rubbed.  Shit, you're taking my cock like a champ man.
Riding my cock like a fine slut.  You're better than a girl AJ.  Shit,
what a faggot you're making man.  Breaking you in right."

I was lost in the ride.  I was riding his cock wildly.  I watched his
chest wishing I could reach up and play with his nipples.  His
twisting my cock was too much.  I was on the brink.  Ready to heave
when Greg pushed me up so hard my head came off the bed and I felt his
cock pumping and warmth flood my ass.  His cock was pumping cum into
me and my own cock exploded in its own orgasm.  Greg bucked back and
forth filling my ass with his cum as my cock pumped its own dry seed.
I felt like a rag doll thrown around the bed by this huge man impaled
on his cock.  I watched his chest heaving and his fist clamping down
like a vice onto my cock and balls as he pushed and pulled me on and
off the bed.

He fell backwards onto the bed bringing me on top of him with his cock
still planted in me.  He'd thrown me all over the bed and I felt
twisted, turned, and sore all over.  Greg had his arms out wide;
covered in sweat and his eyes closed.  I didn't know what to do.
Should I try to get off?  Should I leave his cock in me?

I decided to stay like I was.  I had my legs tucked under lying
backwards on his legs.  Eventually I sat up looking down on my God and
lay my hands on his sweaty stomach rubbing the muscles I love so well.
 I leaned forward and licked his stomach tasting his sweat wanting
even more of him inside me.  He put his arm around down my back and we
lay there for a while.  Soon his cock slid out of my ass all by
itself.  My asshole felt large, cold, and alone.  I reached back and
was surprised to feel how large it was then felt his juices starting
to leak out.

"Hey, AJ, get up here and look me in the eyes."

I moved up and looked Greg in his wonderful soft green eyes.

"I told you I get a little wild when I cum.  I hope I didn't hurt you.
 I know when I first fucked you it was gonna be a little intense but I
also knew it was the only way to get you use to it or else you'd never
let me in.  If you didn't let me in it was gonna be someone else and
they probably were gonna be 100 times meaner.  They way you're going
it could be any day now before some guy has their cock in you and I
wanted to be your first.  I just had to be your first.  Shit, I just
love you so much it would have busted me up inside to know someone
else was your first and not me.  I just had to have your cherry.  Do
you understand?"

I lay my head down on Greg's chest, "Yeah, I know.  I'm glad it was you to."

We lay like that for a while.

"AJ, we gotta get cleaned up.  Crawl up here.  Let me see your
asshole.  Gotta make sure I didn't tear anything."

My asshole was in good shape.  How many 9-year-old boys could take a
10-inch cock up their virgin holes without any damage?  Only a born
slut?  Greg thought so.

*****

Notes re: feedback I've received on first two stories:

1.  Yes, gist of stories is true.  "Greg" and "Leon" are real, and I
did start having sex when I was 9 years old.  Situations, schools,
occupations, etc. similar.
2.  Sex and being gay/homosexual was never considered abnormal in my
school settings, or by my parents or my parent's social circle.  I
went to private schools which were chosen for many reasons, two being
tolerance and sex education were taught at early ages.  Sure, being
actively engaged in sex at 9 years old was odd, hence the reason why
my parents or "Shaun," especially my mother, didn't know I was active
until late into my teens.
3.  I was always the instigator of all sexual contact.  I always
looked out for sex with adult or teen males, but mainly adult.  I may
write a story or two about teenager contact but don't count on it.  I
learned about glory holes, how to seduce men, etc. at a very early age
and became very good at it.
4.  As a child NEVER did I feel/nor have I felt since, that I was
taken advantage of.  As a child I always believed I was the
predator--not the adults.  Truthfully, if I didn't feel in control of a
situation I got scared and would stop or leave.  I will NEVER write a
story about an adult predator.  In my second story, I wrote about a
man in Boarders approaching AJ.  I understand how some might consider
him a predator.  I will try and stay away from that story line.  I
ALWAYS considered myself the predator.  Perhaps I'm idealizing
situations, but that's how I feel and DO NOT write telling me I'm
wrong and trying to change my mind.
5.  I never did/nor never will participate in a sexual contact where
someone physically hurts me.  I guess I was lucky, but no one ever
hurt me, nor tried to hurt me.  Stop emailing me about writing a story
about someone physically hurting any kid or me.  I will NEVER write a
story like that.
6.  I appreciate all emails, but please don't be too weird on me.  So
far, I've enjoyed writing down my experiences.  If I continue to get
outrageous emails, I will stop!

Interesting feedback welcome.  Otherwise, keep it to yourself.  Emails
with attachments ignored.  hotstorylvr@gmail.com