Date: Mon, 6 Apr 2009 20:10:23 -0700 (PDT)
From: Jacques Longshore <scamper10002@yahoo.com>
Subject: Gay Feelings Exposed / Chapter 6 / Part 1 / Installment 6

This a fictional story, based on a 100% true feeling.  I write this story,
in hopes that many males who read this -- can "finally" understand where
their "gay feelings" may have come from, and why they feel this way.  I do
this, in hopes that others can benefit from my thoughts, and figure out
what they are missing in life, and may be able to decide on how to fix
things.  From this, males may be able to better decide what to do about
their "ill feeling" -- so they can start living a better life.

This is Chapter Six, the sixth- of many more chapters, I plan on writing.
...

Then, all of a sudden, the erotic feeling of Ted's thumbs "right at my
ballsack" is too much ... and I shoot with such force -- that the cum
shoots through my bathing suit, and skims on top of the water, stopping
about 4 inches from Tom's face.

Tom sees this, and shoots backwards in the water -- towards the ladder.

Tom seeing the white stuff in the water, shouts, "What was that ?"

Startled, Ted releases his hold on my legs ... and looks around to see what
Tom was talking about.

Ted looks down in the water, right where Tom used to be, sees the white
stuff floating, and exclaims, "Ewww ... what did you do, Tom ?"

Tom answers back, "I didn't do anything."

I kept my mouth shut, as I come down from my euphoric feeling ... and the
boys go back to playing.  Though, Ted didn't put his hands back on the
backs of my legs.

Tom calls his brother over to the side of the pool -- where they again
start playing.

I start walking through the water -- very slowly.  My erection now wilting
back down to it's normal 2 inch unerected size.

I wade to the ladder, and slowly rise out of the water.  I walk over to one
of the lounge chairs, and slowly lay down.  I put my arm over my eyes, and
I immediately doze off.

...

"And that, Dr, is exactly how it happened.  I didn't have any sex ... but
how do I explain to the boys what happened ?"

"What happened `to you' ... is a normal part of life.  Now that I think
about it ... the boys could have planned this ..."

"What ?  You think 10-year-old Tom and 12-year-old Ted planned on making me
cum ?"  "They may have heard stuff from their friends ... and they wanted
to see what would happen if they tried arousing you.  Did you have any
inkling ... that they may have wanted to know something like that ?"

"Well, yeah ... their mom did say she wanted me to help them at the onset
of puberty."

"10-year-olds and 12-year-olds, I would say, are on the brink of puberty.
It appears you have been set up."

"You think so ?"

"They have probably heard around their school -- if you arouse another
male, with continuous stimulation -- it may cause an orgasm.  They were
probably just testing the waters with you.  You did say you have become
close the two of them."

"So now what do I do ?"

"You will have to be very mature about this.  You will have to downplay
your cumming in the water ... but make sure they understand this is natural
act of the human body.  Your giving them this information -- is going to be
very important for their emotional growth."

"Really ?"

"You have met these boys at a very important part of their lives.  With
their dad having passed away, it looks like they are looking to you for
this kind of information.  You are going to be the `front runner' of the
things they learn.  You will be able to teach them, and they will believe
you -- just because they trust you."

"Really ? ..."

"Really."

"Wow."

"Lot's of parents miss this part of their son's lives ... because they are
not sexually open with them.  Then, later in life, the parents complain
their boys don't want to do things with them.  If you play your cards right
... these boys may want you to share with them in their learning
experiences.  You will be able to steer how and what they learn.  Any
parent would love to share a part in their son's learning about life's
secrets."

The doctor continues, "Our time has come to an end.  I hope you have
enjoyed what we have discussed."

"Oh Doc, this has been an eye-opener."

"Well, let me walk you to the door ... and whenever you need to talk about
anything ... just give me a call."

"Thank you very much."

As I drive home, I am thinking about how to approach the pool situation
with them; their need of sexual information; and, just how I am going to
deal with everything.  If I have ever been overwhelmed ... it's right now.

I decide that the best way to do everything ... is just be mature.  I have
read books, that advise, "Just be open with your kids, and let them absorb
what they can."

I get to my condo ... and drive around to the parking area.

As I drive up my parking space ... I see Ted waiting at the door.

I put the car in park ... grab my things -- and get out.

"Hey Ted," I call out.

"Hey ! " ... and Ted runs up to me ... and gives me a firm hug.

He starts crying, as he puts his eyes into my thigh.

"Hey bud ... there there.  What's wrong ?"

Ted just tightens his arms around me, cries harder ... then he starts
whimpering ... loosens his grasp around my waist, pulls away - and is
finally able to say, "What was that you did in the pool ?  That white stuff
?"

My heart starts doing dives into my stomach.  I can feel all my nerves
tense up.  I think to myself, "Just be mature ..."  I breathe in a quick
breath ... and

I reach my arms out for Ted, and say, "Come here."  I slowly work my arms
around Ted ... and pull him into a slow hug.  We are both silent ... and I
decide the best thing to do at the moment ... is just hug Ted -- as he hugs
me.

We stay like that for about 2 long minutes.

Finally, I say, "Ted ... if I am going to be open with you ... can you be
open with me ?"

Ted looks at me with puppy-dog eyes, and responds, "Yeah."

"Did you and your brother plan on that pool situation ?"

Ted starts to cry again ...  I say, "No No No Ted ... come here."

And I wrap my arms around him, and we just hug.  My hands are caressing his
back.  I hope that makes him forget about whatever is making him cry.

"Hmm ... that feels good," Ted says slowly.

I look up, and see Tom coming out of the elevator.

"Hey Tom," I say.

"Hey."

"Ted, Mom wants us to come to dinner in 5 minutes."

I think, "Good ... 5 minutes will give me enough time to find out."

I didn't want Tom to think I was playing favorites ... so I reach out my
arm to Tom, and cup it around Tom's back ... and slowly bring Tom into
where the three of us can enjoy the hug together.

I start slowly loosening my hug ... and look at Ted and Tom.

I look around the parking lot -- to make sure no one is within ear shot.
"Guys ...I want to know something."

Ted looks at me, kind of knows what I am going to ask -- and knudges his
brother.

Tom looks up at me ... and asks, "What ?"

"That situation in the pool ... what do you guys think happened ?"

Ted speaks up first, "Tom told me that as we were playing water tag
... white stuff came out of you, and skimmed across the water at him.  Some
of our older friends brag about them being able to shoot white stuff out of
their e ... e ... ," and Tom finishes, "rection."

Tom pulls away from us, and continues, "Ted and I were talking the other
day, and thought maybe that since you were also older ... you could shoot
the white stuff too."

Ted says, "Tom and I have been looking how to get this to happen.  When you
wanted to go swimming the other day ... that was the situation we wanted."

I ask, "So you guys did plan it .. hunh ?"

Tom responds, "Well ... kinda."

I look at Ted, his eyes get bigger, and he knods his head.

"Don't worry guys ... what happened to me, was perfectly normal.  Ted, do
you know where your thumbs were ?"

"Yeah ... that was part of we planned."

"Do you think it worked ?" I asked.

Ted and Tom both say, "Duh."

Ted asks, "Did it feel good ?"

I respond, "Oh yeah.  That's why, after it happened, I went up to the
lounge chair to lay down.  I fell asleep."

"Yeah, we saw."

Getting more serious, I ask, "Have you guys ever had that warm feeling
before ?"

Ted says, "Do you mean have we ever jerked off before ?"

"Yeah."

Tom says, "Ourselves ? or each other ?"

At that comment, Ted gives his brother a very stern look, as if to say,
"Shuuuutttt Uppp."

Ted continues, "Well, you asked us to be open ... so here goes."

Tom starts out, "Yeah ... we have had a few times, where we have had that
warm feeling."

Ted asks, "When that white stuff comes out ... is that cum ?"

I look affectionately at Ted, and say, "Yes.  That is what people call
cum."

Then Ted looks down at the ground, and blurts, "Quite a few times."

Tom says, "We've been doing for a year or so."

"Really ?" I inquire.

Ted and Tom both look at me, and say, "Yes."

Tom starts to laugh, and says, "You should see Ted's face, when I do it to
him."  Ted looks at his brother, and responds, "Yeah ... and you should see
Tom shake when I suck him."

At this point, I think, "This is getting a bit too much."

"Come here, boys."  And I reach out to both boys, linking my arms into a
half-circle -- one arm for each boy.

Ted and Tom gladly embrace into my hug.

The three of us continue our embrace for the next several minutes.  Ted,
Tom and I are all facing the same direction -- with both Ted and Tom
leaning their bums on my thighs ... and I have one arm circling around each
boys' shoulder -- with my hand laying softly on their stomachs.

Ted closes his eyes, leans more against my leg, and says, "I could stay
like this forever."

Tom leans more of his boyish weight against my thigh, and says, "Me too."

I finish off with, "Me three."



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