Date: Thu, 6 Mar 2008 20:41:27 -0500 From: A. Cheshire Cat <kierkegaard_is_cool@hotmail.com> Subject: Hungry For It 5 - The Gift ungry For It 5 The Gift A. Cheshire Catt kierkegaard_is_cool@hotmail.com The car pulled in the lane. The kid was in the back seat and he'd wiped the cum off his face onto the blanket from the floor. He didn't have anything to wear anymore. His underwear were torn to shreds in the parking lot where these bastards in the front had raped him. He sat like a toy in the middle of the back seat. He kept checking to see what was stinging on his back, he'd been pushed to the ground and had scraped himself. He was dirty and sore. He wasn't bleeding or anything. His face hurt though. Dude turned down the music. The car rumbled loud while it idled. He said, "Okay, this is it. I'm just going to run up there and make sure everything's a go. Then I'll wave at ya to bring the kid up." "Sure thing man, make sure you get the money!" They squealed like kids. This was so exciting. They were about to make enough money they could skip country and forget everything if they wanted to. Well, so it seemed. It wasn't going to be that much money at all, but it sure seemed like it. It was going to be one hell of a great party, regardless. Dude turned to the backseat and looked at the kid. Dude was different now. He tapped the kid's head and said, "It's been a real slice kid. Don't know what it is exactly I'm sellin ya to, but I know what I'm sellin ya for." Mack said, "Go now, get ... let's get this the fuck over with." The door opened and Dude hesitated. "I'm nervous or something." Mack slapped his arm and said, "Don't be a fuckin chicken shit, asshole, let's just get this over with." Dude hesitated, "Oh man, I feel like I'm sealin my fate or something." The kid in the backseat said, "It's because you have a guilty conscience." "Shut up you little fucker." Mack looked squarely at his comrade. "Come on. Just do this." Dude got out of the car and Mack leaned on the steering wheel to watch him ascend a flight of stairs, like a fire-escape, to a second-storey door. Dude knocked. The kid leaned forward and watched nervously through the line of blue tint at the top of the windshield. "Get back kid." "No." They saw the door opening then. Dude was standing there talking to someone. He was holding his hands out, he was laughing. He tossed his cigarette back down the stairs. Then he looked toward the car and waved. "That's our sign." "No," suddenly the kid got nervous. "No! I don't want to go. No, let me go, let me go, let me go!" Mack got out of the front seat and he pulled open the front door and grabbed the legs of the kid and started yankin him out of the car. "Shut up kid, shut up!" He smacked the kid's side and arm and the kid realized that sliding on the pavement of the laneway would tear his flesh to shit so he decided to get up and walk. He was crying and there was definite bruising on the one side of his face now, probably a little swelling. Dude came down the stairs and slapped the kid. "Shut the fuck up, you'll have the Neighborhood Watch comin after us. Last thing I need right now is to be on the six o'clock news." Mack held the naked 13-year-old against the car. He sort of paced and snorted and checked both ways to make sure there weren't no one comin. He was like, "Hurry man, hurr-rry." Dude was like, "Cam the fuck down. There ain't nothin gonna stop us." "I don't ever want to come back here again." Having wrapped the kid in the blanket he threw the kid over his shoulder and Dude carried him up the stairs and then turned around to tell Mack to wait by the car. "Sure thing," the goon said. Blood was rushing to the kid's head and making it hurt. "Let me go Dude, this is your last chance." "No." "Charlie's gonna fuck with you." "I don't care, I want the money." "See you in Hell Dude." They were through the door then and the smell of incense overcame the boy. There was a strangely hynotic Spanish-guitar fugue playing, in his head the music moved in a circular motion. The boy couldn't see anything, first of all it had been so bright outside and dark inside that it took a moment for his eyes to adjust; secondly, what with being carried over Dude's shoulder, he couldn't see much but Dude's ass. Dude carted him into the living room and lowered him to the floor. At first the kid stayed looking at Dude, afraid to turn around. He was still wrapped in that blanket, right up around around his shoulders. The boy was scared and was shaking and he fixed his hair a little. Dude said, "I want the money." A deep voice said, "It's there in the briefcase on the table. But first, let me see the kid's face." "Turn around kid, turn around." "No." "Don't be scared child, I won't hurt you." The deep voice was asexual and somehow soothing. "Do it, kid," Dude hissed, "turn around." The boy turned around. The sun was coming in the window and it took him off guard, again his eyes had to adjust to the room. He held up his hand to shade his eyes, with that the blanket fell around his feet at the floor. The boy reached down for the blanket and then covered his privates again with it. "Oh-ho-ho," the deep voice said, "what have we here, a little boy?" "Yes, um, ma'am." He wasn't sure how to address the mysterious voice. There were whispers. "He called you ma'am -- oh he's so cute -- I just want to eat him up -- He looks perfect -- He looks scared -- He looks hurt." The kid wasn't sure what he was looking at. It seemed at first a pile of costumes tossed off after some run of The Affair of the Necklace had flopped at a local theater. There were crowns, tiaras, empire waists, knee-high leather boots, gowns, silks, velvets, cavalier suits, tri-corner hats, and smoke. "What's wrong little boy, ain't you ever seen a revolution?" There were snickers and giggles and hisses and boos. "No. I haven't." The deep voice called out, "Have you all you need there young man? Will you be able to find your own way out?" "Uh yes, hey kid?" The kid looked over his shoulder then. "Sorry," but Dude's apology was filthy like Judas' kiss on the cheek. "Get out of here. Guard! Guard!" A man stood up from the ranks of the characters in the pile of people by the window. "See this man to the door." "Yes Ma'am." A Neopolitan footguard marched passed the kid and made sure Dude was out the door, the door was locked and then went to the bar to make the madam a drink. "Yes, gin please." With Dude gone the whispers escalated and the guard with the drink went to the pile of characters with the drink he'd mixed. The deep-voiced regent took the glass in hand and rose from the characters in a dizzy fashion. "Darling boy," the voice began, "you'd think I'd be asking you your name right now, but you'd be wrong. It doesn't matter what your name is." "Who are you?" "Ahh, today I am the Queen of France. Tomorrow I'll be Queen of the Disco. The day after that, someone else, and someone else again the day after that." "Where am I?" "You are at the door to the rest of your life young man. How old are?" "I'm uh, uh." "Do you not know how old you are?" "I'm thirteen years old now, today is my birthday." "Your birthday!" She squealed, "What a delight it is to meet you today." It was suddenly easier to see the speaker. She was a dark-skinned beauty, a man dressed as a woman almost convincingly. She came up to the boy and she took his blanket from him. She didn't so much as blush or make a noise. She tossed the blanket to one of the couches. "There will be a man coming for you soon enough, any moment now really. He was the one who arranged this little abduction. He has done it on behalf of someone else who was acting for someone else. See, you are to be a gift for someone who is in need of a son. You believe that you are to be abused, but there are many people in this room who have been such gifts for such people who deserve them. You are to be elevated to the highest rank of hell." "What's going on here? I mean, I don't understand." There was a ruckus at the door. The boy felt shy and blushed and didn't know what to do or if he should cover himself or not. The boy turned and saw a rather fat man come into the house. He stomped his boots like a horse might, and he cleared his throat and said, "Oh my, what have we here?" The mob of characters piled on the floor recited in unison, "A little boy!" "Darling, glad you could make it on time to do the deal yourself." This seemed a bit sarcastic. "Sorry about that, I had an errand to run." He held up a fistful of packets of blow. The crowd in the shadows went wild. They clammered over one another passed the boy and took the stuff and hungrily began their devouring of it. The feast at the dinner table was dark, men dressed as a French brigade cut lines on mirrors so chalky they could not see themselves in it. The fat man took advantage of this opportunity to take the boy by the hand and lead him to the washroom. "Come with me, let's get you cleaned up. I might say it's a pleasure to meet you, but I don't want to mislead you to think I am the one interested in keeping you." In the washroom the tub was one of those old metal ones with four beastly paws to stand on. There was enough space around the tub that one could clearly walk all around it. A window there let some of the late afternoon light in. The fat man sat the boy on the toilet and began running a bath. He made sure the water was hot enough but not too hot and then used some of the soaps and bubbles and oils to make it an enchanting display of lavender and cream. The boy shivered and remained silent and the man did nothing to upset the kid. It was as if he were waiting for the kid to start their inevitable conversation. "What's your name?" The kid's voice cracked. "My friends call me Big Daddy." "Okay." "I'm not going to ask your name." "It's --" "No ... please, remember that it doesn't matter who you were before, you'll have a new name soon." "Okay." "How old are ya kid?" "Thirteen, today's my birthday." "Really? Well, what a fantastic birthday present this is for you. Wouldn't you say?" "Not at all. Someone should be looking for me. You're going to be in big trouble." "Oh see here, I am Big Trouble. Whatever attempts to save you will be squashed, no one takes from me the things that I have asked for." "Am I yours?" "No no. I will be the one that gives you to the one who will give you to the one who is needing a son." "Oh, so you're a middle-man." The man blushed, "Oh how awkward, but I suppose you're right." "Here," Big Daddy said, "get in the bath now and clean off and relax, you must be exhausted. Did those goons hurt you much." It's not exactly clear why he lied, but suddenly the boy said, "Not really all that much." "You're such a tough kid. Kids, you might not realize, are the most resilient. By the time you're my age young man you'll have mostly forgotten all this." The kid stepped into the water. It was a little hot, but it felt so good and he lowered himself into it gently and when he was all the way in the bathwater he reclined and felt wonderfully warm and refreshed. The man sat beside the tub and said, "Here, let me wash you." The man took a washcloth and lathered some soap in it. He gently washed the arms one at a time, taking time to wipe each finger individually. He rubbed in the armpits. He washed across the boy's chest. The boy watched the man's face while he did this. The man was most pleasantly mesmerized by something he was entertaining in his head. "You're really a handsome young man, you know that." "Thank you." "Oh, and polite too." The boy smiled. "Wash your face now." The boy took the cloth and gently patted his face. "My face hurts he admitted. They hit me a couple times." "That means you put up a fight." "Um, yes, I did." "Why? From what I understand you are a street kid, that you haven't anything to live for." The boy pouted. He remembered the way he woke up in white sheets and sunlight, a lover's arms. The man took the cloth from him and started washing the boy's back and shoulders. The boy went on, "I'd been on the street for about three, four years sir. I had been with a few people but they were all mean, or hurt me. Then I found this guy who took me in and needed to have me around to make sure that he was alright. He was mean to me too for a while but I knew wasn't such a bad guy so I stuck with him and I have to admit that everything was starting to be really good for the two of us. I was thinking I wanted to spend the rest of my life with him. I want to go home to him, can you let me go." The man laughed and said, "You're never going home young man. You'll never see him again and he'll probably forget about you too soon enough." The boy wept a little. "Oh come come, little boy, don't you cry. These things, lovers, they come and go, and you have to be stronger and believe that there are better things out there for you." "I was taken from him." "Because he was weak." The boy was staring at the mountains of bubbles and heard them whistling and crinkling and popping quickly in front of him. The man with the cloth plunged his hand under the water and started to wash the boy's bum and legs and feet and toes. Then he washed the boy's crotch and found it hard under the water. "So you're a horny young man." The boy blushed. "Well Big Daddy likes m'boys horneh." With this the rather fat man stood up and started undressing. The boy watched from his bubble bath as the man pulled off his shirt and revealed a big belly and a hairy chest. His pants came off next and the boy could see the man was hard. "Ya, you know I want you to suck my cock boy-a?" "Yessah." The boy slid back a bit in the tub and the man got in the tub with him. The man stood facing the boy and the boy took the man's 7.5 inch cock in his mouth and started suckin on it nice and slow. "Oh ya, boy, suck it nice like that, you're real good at this ain't ya. Feels real good the way you do that kid. Lick my balls, ya, ya ..." Just then someone came in the washroom. It was someone dressed like a cavalier in the French regiment. He was big and muscular ... "Sorry guys, I have to piss." "Well you better get pissin then." The guy undid his complicated pants and pulled out a great big schlong. He was about to piss in the toilet when Big Daddy said, "Piss on his face while he's suckin my cock." "Anything you say Big Daddy." The boy looked up but then shut his eyes again as the guy started pissin into the bath water while the kid sucked his cock efficiently. The arc of hot piss comin out the soldier got in the boy's mouth and made the boy hum with delight. Piss always tasted good to this kid. He enjoyed this. He laughed a little and the soldier-guy splashed his pissed around. The soldier-guy finished up and went out into the other room. Next thing you know there's a whole bunch of soldier-guys linin-up. They're all in their costumes and they look rather drunk or stoned or high or something and they're like, "Hey, we hear we got ourselves a real live piss-pig in here." Big Daddy laughed, "Well let me just get my cock up in his boy ass and you can all piss on him while I fuck him." The guys all lined up around the tub and the boy stood up and bent over and, being warm and soapy from the bath water, the 7.5 inch cock slipped inside him real nice. He let out a little gasp. "Say boy, you really like this don't ya?" The boy wasn't really confused, he was just doing what he does well. Each of the guy's started pissin on his back, long hot pisses that soaked him in the stench of man-piss, sending thrills through his body. The man fuckin him fucked him real slow, his belly bangin on his back and splashin in the piss. Big Daddy started panting and moaning and the guys offered their cocks and the kid sort of positioned himself to be fucked by the man while sucking one cock then another from the awkward vantage of the tub. The kid's face was soaked in piss, his hair wet with golden urine, then one man shot out a load of cum then another and the boy reached with his lips to get as much of the cum on his lips as he could. There were five men there, all muscly and tan, each dressed as French dragoons, one more came in after and he was dressed as a philosopher of the Age of Enlightenment, he pissed on the boy too, and they all shot their republican loads all over this kid while Big Daddy fucked his arse good. When they all left the boy lowered himself into the sess pool and Big Daddy shot his money-shot on this kid's face. The kid licked it up nice and smiled and suckled the tip of Big Daddy's cock while Big Daddy said, "Mm, ya, that feels real nice." "Well now we're going to have to have a shower." First Big Daddy showered while the boy sat at the bottom of the tub and looked up at his impressive stature admiringly. When Big Daddy stepped out he told the boy to take his time. The boy took a long time. He trimmed his toe nails, he put a little peroxide on his cut, he cleaned his ears and found a brand new toothbrush in a drawer that he used to brush his teeth. He was hungry, but he felt so much better. When the boy came out of the washroom the party in the other room was loud and boisterous. He wasn't sure where Big Daddy was. He was naked still but wrapped in a big towel. His face was better looking now, the scratch on his back didn't sting so much. He was wrapped in a towel. He was walking through a most impressive crowd of Napoleon-era costumes. People were lounging smoking from pipes, spinning in circles dancing around him. Some people laughed at him, cooed and looked down more closely at him through monocles. Then at the far side of the room, dressed like quite the Bohemian libertine, upon an Oriental cushion pushed against the wall, with some boys on either side of him, smoking, all of them at once, from a hookah, was Big Daddy. "Come here young man, sit with me, you are my honored guest tonight. Jude, grab him a blanket please." One of the boys beside him, a rather dark-skinned boy, gave the kid a leer and a hiss and got out of his spot and fetched the boy a blanket. "Come sit next to me, Jude can find somewhere else to sit tonight." Jude gave the boy another look and then moved away while the kid took the seat next to Big Daddy. Big Daddy offered the boy some of the smoke but the boy shook his head. Big Daddy smiled and patted the kid on the head. A gentleman entered the living room, decked out in the regalia of the ancient regime, it was the man who'd come into the washroom at the last minute to piss on him before. The man gave the kid a wink. He unfurled a long scroll while he placed a monocle in his left eye. "This evening, by request of the honorable Gros Pere," there were some chuckles from the crowd, "we have to present in the honor of the Thirteenth Birthday of our most fantastic guest: A Demonstration of Identical Twins Doin It." There was some bourgious applause, polite and rather stifled and then there came to the center of the room, before Big Daddy and the boy, two young men. They were about 28 and they were quite muscled, they were wearing tear-away jeans that were baggy and heavy looking, as well some wife-beaters stretched tight over their huge pecs. Someone put on a cd and it was a hardhouse minimalist techno beat, rather jungle-sounding, and the beat was filled with the most extravagent beat that would drag itself out seductively and then pick up with a blooping, globular electronic sound. Immediately it was obvious this was going to be some show. The two guys were absolutely identical. They even had their hair shaved in such a way that their ghetto thug look was predominant. They had a resolute, sweet look, eyes like emerald knives, they looked like they've killed people ... probably not, but they looked it. They started break-dancing right there, spinning around on the back, their chests glistening with sweat, muscles flinching. With each move the crowd gave an impressed ooo or a marvelled aaaahhhh. Then the two dancers started to bring their moves closer and closer to one another till finally they stopped, with the beat of the music hanging onto their pause, till one of them kissed the other. They pulled back and with quite the slinky moves they pulled their teeshirts over their heads and revealed the muscular bodies they'd been tantalizing us with. They moved together again and grazed each others' nipples and looked at each othe with a sad pout, a nervous grin, then they kissed again, and again it was all to the beat of the music. Twins kissing is a most spectacular thing to witness, to see the defiance of morality and ethics is a delicious feast for the sinful imagination. The boy though, he had seen this before, not twins ... but ... To see this incestuous display, and hear the crowd giggle when they saw it, rather upset the boy and he pulled in closer to Big Daddy who misinterpretted the boy's cowardice as intimacy. The twins kissed to the beat and tickled each other's muscles and then one removed the other's pants and flipped him in some fashion, tearing away his tear-away pants. It was very exciting, mostly because underneath he was naked and hard and his penis was so perfect, about eight inches and straight, and cut. They did the same sort of trick but this time when the twin was revealed this one's cock was uncircumsized and this made the audience reel. There were fans aflutter all over the room. The two guys kept kissing and then one lowered down and started sucking on the other's cock and there was someone in the audience shouted out they could dance too but someone hushed that person and scolded them for daring to speak. The two guys were so hot. One did things with his abdominal muscles and gyrated musically while getting his cock sucked and then they switched positions and did it the other way. They did things like they were mirror reflections of each other, they did things like they were the same person. But it was clear they were brothers and they had practised this for a very long time to get to the point where they could perform for Big Daddy and his honored guest. They twirled and did a personal dance for Big Daddy, they thrust their cocks at him and Big Daddy took the liberty to pet their thighs. They had skin that was deeply tanned, soft too, and smooth. They smirked while Big Daddy did a fingering analysis of the shafts, their balls. The twins turned around and pulled their ass-cheeks apart. Big Daddy motioned for the boy to indulge a whim, and the boy leaned forward, buried his nose in the crack of each ass, one at a time, kissing one puckered asshole then the other. With that the dancers returned to their routine and they gyrated and flipped and did arranged skits of dance for their audience. The music changed tempo, slightly, the melody became slightly more intense. They held their hands out to the boy whose birthday they were a gift for. The boy didn't know what to make of this but he held his hand out for them to take it. They smiled at him, identically. The boy blushed and someone in the crowd swooned. A fan was fluttering. The two guys danced him between them. He was nervous and didn't dare look even once at the audience for fear he'd get nervous and slip-up. He touched the body of the man in front of him and felt for the beat of the music and when he was sure he had it he let himself dance to the lowly beat between Narcissus and Echo. The twins were smiling at each other, the boy between them was pretty fuckin cute, they stroked his arms and pinched his nipples and saw that he'd barely grown a single pude anywhere, they knew the kid was young. The one the boy was facing turned and let the boy feel his ass against his belly, seeins how they were taller than the boy, and the one behind the boy turned over too, and the boy turned sideways to create a symmetrical display like a god with lion mantles. The twins stood again and danced circles around him and did moves that were nearly the style of a ballet which hypnotized the boy that he didn't expect it and jumped a little when one of them grabbed his butt and swiftly buried his manly nose in his boy-bum. The boy swooned and there were people in the audience that, having seen many things in their lives of sin, had never before seen anything as beautiful as the boy's eyes when he let them roll up into his head with ecstasy. The other twin came up then in front of him and kissed him and smiled and the lips were smooth and the teeth perfect and his eyes, so piercing, stabbed him right through to his heart. (He thought of Charlie, but the thought was faint and faraway.) Then the twin at his rear pushed on the boy's back and signalled for him to bend a bit and the guy slobbered and licked at the fresh little boy arse then slobbered on his own cock. He turned the boy to face him and lay down on the floor then and guided the boy's arse onto his shaft. The boy loved it, it drove him wild, he threw his hands up and the other twin caught them in his hands and tickled his arms all the way down, kissed one of his armpits and tickled all the way down the boy's torso, grazing one of the nipples, then returning to graze the other and both of them ... the audience melted. Then the twin with his cock in the boy's ass started fucking the boy nice and slow and the movement of his tan body with the boy's pale body on top of him was a work of art in a strange way. The twin on the floor positioned himself in such a way that the other twin was able to slide down behind the boy, legs wide, and slip into the boy's already penetrated arse his own circumsized shaft. The boy quivered and shivered and convulsed a little and let out a gasp unlike anything he'd let out of him before. He had known much pleasure but nothing quite like this before. The boy didn't know what to do, he broke out in a sweat and his eyes bulged and he felt as though it might be too much. He spied Big Daddy's delighted eyes as he witness this boy being doubly-penetrated by identical twins of the hottest variety, he did not wish to let Big Daddy down so he maintained his integrity and took a deep breath and relaxed and knew better than anything these people were not going to hurt him ... he let it happen and the second twin's cock slipped in ... and then suddenly, in a singular motion, the three of them were fucking. The audience applauded. They fucked there for a moment and the fucking seemed monotonous or droning somehow but then the twin to the boy's rear started panting and gripping at the boy and forcing his light body up and down. The boy felt too weak with pleasure to control the movement of his body himself, it was a welcome gesture for the twins to take control of the situation and fuck him more forcefully. "Fuck me, guys, fuck me, ya. Feels so good, ya, I fuckin love it." Then the twins pulled out and shot their loads on the boy, who then, having been fucked so many times that day but not permitted once (since in the morning) to cum, couldn't help it and jerked himself and came long heavy ropes up into his own faces and gasped and cried out exhaustedly. It was as insignificant as a pomegranate seed given to a goddess, but it was precisely what Big Daddy had wanted to give this boy. The audience applauded the performance and the two lads kindly bowed to their host and then turned to bow for the audience. The audience of royalist-clad characters was a feast for the senses. The boy crawled back to the seat beside Big Daddy. He kissed Big Daddy on the cheek and muttered, "Wow." This time when Big Daddy offered the kid some smoke from the hookah he accepted. The smoke was stronger and more acrid than he'd anticipated. It was hash and the boy's mind whirled with it. There was an array of trays and food brought to them there on their cushions. There were trays of fruit, cake, meat-delicacies, wonders of pastry, all icing and candy. The boy was starving. He dove into the contents of the trays and ate so ravenously that he barely noticed the partiers in their revel anymore. Big Daddy told him, "Slow down, pace yourself." A couple of the people dressed as ladies, with manly hands hid their faces with fans while they giggled at the boy as he gluttonously devoured the hors d'ouevres. Big Daddy defended the boy, "Was a hungry boy, growing boys you know ..." He puffed from the hookah and blew out rings of smoke. Dancing continued around them, the boy satisfied his hunger and then leaned against Big Daddy's folded legs and went quickly to sleep. A dreamless sleep was abruptly ended by the sound of a door opening. The kid didn't know where he was but presumed it was the same house as the revelery was still to be heard in another room. He was asleep alone in a bed. He was under the blankets. The door opened and Big Daddy could be seen in the dark as he led someone into the room. "This is where we put him. Poor guy filled himself on sweets and then fell asleep." He listened to the breathing of the second character. He could instantly smell something in the air, the chill of the night maybe, the perfume of a dangerous man. The stranger said quietly, "Leave me with him for a moment." The door closed. "I know you're awake young man, look at me." The boy poked his head out from under the covers and peered at the man there. He wore a long black coat and had grey hair upon his head. The rest of his features were smudged by the dimness of the chamber. "I need you to get up and come with me. Now is the hour." "I'm so tired. Can't it wait till morning?" "No, child, you'll see there will be plenty time to indulge yourself soon enough, but right now we are the minions of a man whose requests must be heeded." The boy was tired. It was an ungodly hour of the night, nearly morning again, the boy's sleep had been long really, but it hadn't been restful. "Come child. Awaken." The man stood then and removed the blankets from the bed. "I have nothing to wear," the boy said with a dainty covering up of himself. "I have a robe for you to wear." He unfurled a black cloak with a hood. "And a collar, with this leash." "What? I don't understand. What's that for then?" "You, child, are an exquisite prize, but the presentation is imperative." The boy stood and the man placed the black robe about the boy's shoulder and clasped it at the front. "You are a handsome young man," the gentleman said, "I'm sure you'll be sufficient." The gentleman with the smell of a deep dark night opened the collar with it's shiny metallic clasp and leather length and reached with his gloved hands to place it around the throat of the boy. The boy pulled back. "I'm scared." The man merely grunted. "Don't be." "What's going to happen to me?" "You're about to be given everything you always dreamed of." "But what about Charlie? Someone who knows I am missing. He'll be looking for me." "He'll lose track of you and you won't be found." "What happens if I'm not 'sufficient'?" Without saying it, the equation was obvious, if he was not sufficient only then would he really be lost. The man merely smiled. "Don't think that way." He then lunged a little more forcefully at the boy and wrapped the collar about his neck. Fastened, he took the length of the leash and attached that to the boy through a silver loop at the front near the boy's Adam's Apple. He led the boy from the dark of the room to the hallway where the party could be seen plainly erupting in a gorgeous volcanic orgy as though molten sex were spewing up through the floor. At the door Big Daddy was waiting with huge turban wrapped around his head, in full costume, an opium pipe in his hand, a sting of tarry smoke connecting his mouth to the tip of it. "We'll see each other soon young man, I assure you that. You make sure to treat your father with the utmost respect and he'll reward you for your loyalty." He pat the boy on the head as the gentleman escort placed the hood of his cloak over the young man's head. "You're a good boy. I promise great things for you." "Thank you Big Daddy." And with that they bid each other farewell and the gentleman led the boy down the narrow stairs from that second floor apartment to the street where a car, long and shiny black, was waiting. Only about 12 hours before, he'd arrived the beaten, raped, abducted boy ... now he was the prestigous gift for some maniacal and still vague father-figure. From the windows there were doilies and handkerchiefs being tossed from melodramatic fools. What a scene! The man put the boy in the back of the limosine and followed him into the dark recess of the car. They began driving and drove to the east side of the city towards a familiar part of town. --- --- --- The car took a strange circuit of streets. As they waited for lights to change the boy leaned around and checked up roads to see if he could see any sign of Charlie. He was certain he might catch a glimpse of his hero looking for him in alleyways, trashcans, ditches, gullies, anywhere. "What time is it?" He was told it was 4 in the morning, the dead hours. No one was anywhere. The car took a road that led them up a hill, they were actually really close to the house where he'd been abducted from, he realized. He could wait till they stopped and make a run for it, darting through the streets. He imagined a cop spotting him, a boy of thirteen in a cape and leash running madly toward a house, he imagined explaining himself to the cop. Suddenly he remembered what Big Daddy had told him about this process being impervious to the law, that he was trouble, he felt a wave of reluctance weighing him down. He remembered the leash and noticed it was still firmly held in the gentleman's hand. They were now in the part of town known to locals as the student slums. Old manors and mansions lined these streets. They were rented out as dormitories for students and there were embassies among them and strange homes still owned by old money. He knew this part of town very well. He knew that in these homes was the house belonging to that wretched beast of a man that was his real father, that harbored in that house was the mother that saved him by forcing him out, that he had brothers and sisters suffering in that house at the madman's hands. He shivered. He'd not worn clothes all day, he hadn't eaten well, he felt a pang of nostalgia to know what he had felt a sense of domestic bliss with that guy and all that was gone now. The car turned onto a little street. Sunlight was sneaking up through the door of night, the birds added a creaking tinge to the stillness. The dawn chorus was erupting from the ancient elms and mighty oaks that lined these streets. The car slowed in front of a large mansion, its facade positioned right against the sidewalk windowlessly. There was silence as the driver alit from the front of the car and came round to the passenger side door where the cold air that entered the car sent a chill through the boy's spirit. "We're here," the man said, "and now your true life begins." They stepped from the car and the boy felt the tug of the leash on the collar as the man joined them. The boy looked across the street at a frightening Victorian mansion that seemed to sigh with old age and moan with despair at dawn of another day. The windows were all dark, all but one in the attic, and the boy could swear he saw someone in that window watching him. Someone that wasn't much older than himself, a boy, a frail effeminate boy. He smiled but the boy in the window quickly put out the light. And put out the light.