Date: Wed, 11 Nov 2015 07:35:22 -0500
From: Mike Loggerman <chatterman36@aol.com>
Subject: I Couldn't Help Myself - Chapter 3

I Couldn't Help Myself - Chapter 3


by Mike Loggerman


as always, support Nifty.


I spent a lot of time in the mens room at the park.  Guys started giving me
a few dollars so I could buy food.  I was sleeping in the woods with an
older homeless guy.  He loved cumming inside me.  I was starting to feel
more comfortable and like I was going to make it.


I went to the mens room, took off my clothes, and sat on the toilet.  A
young teen, about 13 came in.  He stood at the urinal, but was checking me
out.  I spread my legs, and he started stroking his cock.  He said I had a
lot of pubes.  I said he could feel them if he wanted.  I stood up, and he
stroked my cock and played with my balls and pubes.  I asked if he ever had
his cock sucked.  He said he hadn't.  I asked if I could suck it.  I sat on
the toilet.  He slid down his shorts.  His cock was a thin four inches.  I
played with his balls and pubes as I sucked him.  It took him less than a
minute to cum.  He asked how old I was, and I told him 16.  He was stroking
my cock, and it felt really good.  He said he wanted to make me cum.  I
asked if he wanted to try sucking it.  He was nervous, but he sat on the
toilet as I stood in front of him, and he licked the head.  He closed his
eyes and opened his mouth and put it over my cock.  It felt really good.  I
told him he didn't have to do it if he didn't want to, but he held my hips
and kept sucking me.  I was getting close to cumming and told him.  He kept
sucking and I shot my load in his mouth.  He swallowed it and said he liked
it.  His cock was dripping, so I switched places with him and sucked his
cock again.  It didn't take long for him to cum.  He got dressed and said
he wanted to do it again some time.  I told him I was always here.


I walked around the park for a while, and saw a dark skinned guy walking
towards the mens room.  I followed him in.  He was covered in dark hair,
and standing at the urinal.  I sat on the toilet and watched him piss.  He
was looking at me out of the corner of his eye and I spread my legs wide.
He showed me his hard cock.  I wanted to suck him but he said I smelled
kind of bad.  He asked if I wanted to come to his place and take a shower.
I went with him, and gave him my clothes.  He put them in the wash, and I
took a long hot shower.


When I got out of the shower, he was lying on his bed naked.  I got into
bed with him and he held me, rubbing his hairy body against me.  I started
sucking his cock, and he gently massaged my ass.  He pulled me to the edge
of the bed and pushed my legs up on my chest.  He slid his cock inside me
and slowly fucked me while I felt his hairy chest and armpits.  I moaned as
he pounded me.  He asked if I'd like him to cum inside me.  I said I would.
He pounded me harder and tensed up as he shot his load inside me.  He kept
his cock inside me until it got soft.  When he got up, he saw I had cum on
my stomach.  He licked it off me and kissed me, passing my cum to me with a
kiss.  He said if I wanted to spend the night, he could fuck me a couple of
more times.


He sent out for pizza for dinner, and I sucked his cock and rimmed his
hairy ass.  He loved that I wanted him so bad.  He got between my legs and
thrust his big hard cock inside me.  My cock was hard and I was groaning.
I loved the feel of his hairy body brushing against me.  He watched me
groan in pleasure and my cock twitch as he pounded me.  He loved that he
could make me cum just by fucking me.  He started kissing me as he pounded
me hard.  I started to cum and my ass clenched around his cock.  I felt his
cum filling my ass.  I said I wanted to taste his cum so he ate his cum out
of my ass, and kissed me.


He asked when I had to get home, and I told him my mom threw me out, so I
had been sleeping in the park.  I told him I was 16.  He said I could stay
with him.  He would give me room and board, and all I had to do was be
available for sex.  I fell asleep in his arms.  I got up in the morning and
started sucking his morning wood.  I got on top of him and rode his cock
until he shot his load inside me.  He pulled me onto his chest and sucked
my cock.


We showered together and got dressed.  I wore his sweaty briefs from the
day before.  We went food shopping and he bought me some clothes at a
second hand store.  When we got home, We put the clothes in a drawer, and I
told him I was horny.  He said he didn't want to fuck until later, so he
sucked my cock while he fingered my ass.  I thrust my cock in and out of
his mouth, and shot my load.  We watched a ballgame on tv, feeling each
other as we watched.  He started fingering my ass, and said he wanted me.
He slid his cock deep in me and fucked me hard.  He sucked my nipples as he
fucked me.  He kissed me hard as he climaxed inside me.  When he was done,
I sucked his dark cock clean.


In the morning, I went to the mens room.  I took off my clothes and sat on
the toilet.  a chubby guy came in with a wide bush.  I commented that he
had a nice bush.  He asked if I wanted it, and stood in front of me and I
sucked his cock while I played with his pubes.  it wasn't before his cum
gushed in my mouth.  I swallowed it and he left.


I jerked my cock for a while and a guy I knew from school came in.  His
name was Ted.  He recognized me and stood at the urinal.  When he finished
pissing, I noticed he was stroking.  He said this is a good place to jerk
off.  I spread my legs and started stroking my cock.  He was short and
blond and had a big cock.  He said he heard there was a guy who comes here
who likes to suck cock.  I told him if he wanted a blow job, I'd be happy
to suck his cock.  He stood in front of me and rubbed his hard cock on my
lips.  I took his cock in my mouth and sucked him down to his pubes while I
played with his big low hanging balls.  He moaned as I moved up and down
his shaft.  I was intoxicated by the scent of his crotch.  He asked if I'd
swallow his cum.  I said I would unless he wanted to cum in my ass.  He
said yeah, and I got up and bent over.  He held my hips and pressed his
cock against my hole.  We both groaned as his cock filled my hole.  He
pounded my ass hard and I felt him shooting inside me. He pulled up his
shorts and asked if we could do it again.  I said yeah, and he left.


I was getting pretty thin, and my hair was shoulder length and didn't
always have a place to shower.  The dark skinned guy who took me to his
place came back and brought me to his place for the night.  He always fed
me and let me use the shower. I got to enjoy his big cock inside me several
times until he dropped me off at the park. In the morning, as he was
fucking me with his morning wood, I asked if he would let me come over and
take showers and get a bite to eat and in exchange he could have my ass.
He said that would work for him, so I had a place to stay and one solid
meal a day.


He started dropping me off at the park every morning, and would pick me up
on his way back from work. I liked his hairy body, and loved that I could
depend on him to fuck me several times before he let me go at the park.


A black park worker started coming around and fucking me..  He was skinny
and hairy, and had a beard.  I loved his big hairy cock, and he loved that
I liked him cumming inside me.  I'd always cum when he fucked me.  He would
take me to the maintenance shed where he had a bed in the back area.
Sometimes he brought a friend with him, and they would tag team fuck me,
with one of them in my ass while the other was in my mouth.


I was hanging around in the park when Ted, the guy from my school came by.
He said he was horny, and wanted to fuck me.  I got up and started walking
with him toward the woods but he said he'd rather fuck me at his place.  I
asked if that would be a problem with his parents.  He said it was just his
mom, and he already told her he was gay and it was cool.  When we got to
his bedroom, I told him that I got thrown out and that I've been living in
the park ever since.  He kissed me tenderly as we undressed and sucked my
cock.  He was so tender, I started to shiver with excitement.  I sucked his
cock which looked big on his small frame.  I lay back on the bed as he
slowly slid his hard cock inside me and kissed me intensely.  He had fucked
me a few times before, and each time, it was pretty intense.  I wrapped my
legs around him, pulling him into me as he pounded me.  I felt like I was
about to cum.  I told him, and he pulled out of me and started sucking my
cock.  I shot my load in his mouth and he swallowed it.  He slid his cock
back inside me and continued pounding me.  I felt his warm cum flooding my
insides.  We kissed.


I found myself having feelings for Ted.  It was something more than just
sex.  I liked the way he treated me tenderly, and that he was my age.  He
led me to the bathroom and we showered together. He gave me some of his
clean clothes to wear.


His mom got home and invited me for dinner.  Naturally, I accepted.  His
mom remarked how thin I was, and told me I needed to eat better.  Ted
looked at me and told me to tell her.  I told her how my mom threw me out,
and I'd been living in the park all summer.  She got tears in her eyes.
She hugged me and just held me.  She asked if Ted and I were boyfriends.
Ted turned red, and I was surprised.  Since I had been living in the park,
I gave up on the idea that someone might want me for more than sex.  She
said she saw how her son looks at me, and how I look at him, and that we
seem happy together.  I hadn't thought about it, but it was true.  Ted said
we never talked about it.  His mom, a forceful woman, suggested we take a
walk and have a talk.


We walked down the street, toward the park, and Ted held my hand.  I had
sex with a lot of guys, had their cocks deep inside me, but none of it was
as intimate as Ted just holding my hand.  It was like I was melting inside.
He apologized for his mom being so direct, and that I didn't have to take
what she said seriously.


I suddenly felt a flood of emotions, and blurted out that I would love to
have him as my boyfriend, but I'd been living on my own and its been so
rough, and I haven't felt loved, or that anyone would want me, and I
collapsed in a ball of tears.  It was the first time I cried since my mom
threw me out.  Ted kissed me and held me, and said he wanted me if I wanted
him.  I told him I really wanted him too, but didn't think he'd want me. We
kissed and walked back to his mom's place.


We walked inside holding hands. His mom smiled, and asked if I wanted my
life back.  I didn't know what she meant.  She said we were both only 16,
and she didn't want her son's boyfriend living on the street, and being a
dropout.  She said I could move in with them, but there would be rules.  I
started to smile as she told me I had to get a haircut, shower regularly,
share chores with Ted, and finish school.  I was usually not a weepy guy,
but tears rolled down my cheeks.  She hugged me and said, "welcome to the
family."  and then she told us both that she didn't want to hear noises
coming from our bedroom.  It was like a dream.