Date: Thu, 18 Feb 2010 11:05:09 -0500
From: Dan Smith <dans734@gmail.com>
Subject: Ian Came Into My Life Chapter 2

Warning: This is a fictional story containing adult material. It is
something in my mind that describes consensual sex between a man and a
boy. If it is illegal where you live to view any sort of adult or illegal
material please stop reading. If you are underage you should not be reading
stories like this so I will not assume any responsibility. If you are
reading this because your legal and you like this story please email me so
I can get ideas for future chapters. I do not condone any underage contact
between adult and child. I simply have a creative mind and put it to words.
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When my wife woke me looking down on me and said "why did you use Ian's
name in your sleep"? I sat straight up in the bed, staring half asleep at
her while realizing I was hard as a rock. I wondered if she noticed but
quickly went into cover up mode. "I had a terrible dream of Elliot's
brother Ian. He got hit by a car right in front of me and I couldn't reach
out to grab him before he got hit". She realized I must have been serious
as I almost immediately teared up in my eyes. Within moments she and I made
love satisfying her that no, in fact I am not a man into boys. As I built
up my load and my eyes were closed it was Ian who helped me climax. I
imagined it being him under me making sweet love with him and as I exploded
deep into her I almost called out his name again.  My wife happily sound
asleep I got up and went downstairs. I couldn't shake my mind of this
boy. I have had so many in my life yet there is something about him I can't
let go of.  It might have been his body and his perfect armpits. It might
have been those seductive eyes. The slender but small built muscular
arms. I simply was lost in love with this boy. I went to the bathroom sink
and masturbated so I could hopefully sleep another night and not yell out
his name again.

I woke the next morning and went to sunday school. I went through my hour
with none of my usual kids there from the holiday and didn't think I would
see Ian as Elliott wasn't there. As I gathered up all the stuff from the
lesson and was about to leave I an suddenly appeared. He knocked lightly on
the door and came into the room. Church began and here he was. He seemed
nervous. I closed the door realizing doing things was not possible in this
room but I invited him to sit across from me so in case someone came in I
wouldn't give the appearance of doing something wrong.

"I have been thinking a lot about what stuff we did at the pool and all and
I don't think I want to be on the team. I'm not gay and I don't really feel
right that you blew me" he quietly said. I pondered what he said
respectfully and replied with "well son, if that's true, why did you drop
to your knees to suck me"? "You did not have to as I didn't try to do that
with you did I"? "Son, you are at a confusing time in your life. Your
feeling every sexual emotion you possibly can because your young and these
are all new and raw feelings and I understand that". "Be on the team
because you want to win not because you feel like you have to be into
guys. It is totally your decision and I will respect you either way". "Know
that I love you as if you were my own son and I wouldn't ever want to hurt
you or make you feel weird". "I only want you to be the best boy you can be
and be happy".

I guess that seemed to please him because he got up and surprisingly to me,
he shook my hand and left the room. He turned back to me and said in a
quiet voice"I have more thinking to do. I'll see you at the pool at 4"? "Of
course son, I'll be there.

As the day passed all of my self doubt I have ever had from the moment I
was first introduced to cock as a small boy, to the teen years and being
assaulted for being a closeted fag, to my college years and choosing the
wrong guys to trust with my bisexuality and ultimately as a married man and
dad of my own son and all that came with that hit me like a ton of
bricks. I was troubled by his doubt. I felt the need to talk with someone
about this all and I decided to seek out a friend I had met a while back at
the gym who too was a married man and dad.He had 2 sons of his own and we
had gotten to know each other but not too deeply when it came to our kids
as we both liked boys and I thought it best to hold back there.

I phoned Kyle and spoke briefly about things that had been going on and
that I felt like I needed a man close to me to help guide me, be my
confidant and mentor me. I know I am not a bad person and I just needed to
be around a guy who feels things like I do who could help me come to grips
with it all. He agreed and he met me at my pool office after lunch that
Sunday. He and I had met at the gym and instantly hit it off. We both were
so similar in our minds, our bodies and the love for our families. The fact
he sucked dick better than me didn't hurt so he was a safe release for me
in between the many boys I had come to love. As he met me in my office I
bound up and gave him a hug. He hugged back and sat on the chair and simply
asked "ok, so what's up"? "Tell me about this kid you are having this
problem with". I felt a little nervous telling him as I realized he had
sons of his own yet I had talked some with him about my attraction for boys
but had not yet fully "let go" and let him in on just how deeply I was into
them. I decided to trust him, the first human being on earth I could share
things I felt, thought, wanted and just be able to talk to. I talked at
length of all of the boys I had ever been with. I mentioned as many as I
could and as quickly as I could before I lost my nerve. When it came time
to talk of Ian clearly he was hard and eager to want to get off. My focus
was not on him or me and our feelings , rather, a need to explain more of
me and my thoughts so I focused on that.  "Kyle", I said, "I love him in a
way I did not ever think I would". "I got woken up by my wife calling out
his name for Christ's sake" I said. He sat back and listened attentively.
He did not speak and he did not judge. When I finished rambling he simply
said "this kid needs you in his life. He has issues and I think he wants to
tell you more but he is afraid to". "the next time you see him I think he
needs you to push further". His own erection barely able to be constrained
under his jeans did nothing to make me think that maybe I made a mistake
for talking with him about Ian.

I looked to him and said "oh yea, well he's gonna be here in less than an
hour". "Wanna stay around to meet him"? Kyle's eyes got bright and he
immediately went into thought mode. He put his hand to his now throbbing
cock and he nodded yes. We chatted off and on for the better part of that
hour until I heard the door open and young Ian walk towards the locker
room. I got up, lifted my shirt from my jeans and met him at the entrance
to the locker room. He seemed calmer than earlier in t he day and went off
to change. He met me at the corner of the pool and did the usual warm
ups. Nothing was said of our earlier chat and he hit the water and we had a
tough hour long practice. At the end of the practice my newer friend Kyle
appeared. Ian looked up at him, water glistening down his lithe body and
reached out and shook Kyle's hand. "Nice to meet you sir", Kyle
offered. "You too son" Kyle said. "Coach has told me a lot about you and I
have to say, I watched you swim and he's right, your an amazing
swimmer". He blushed a bit and climbed out of the pool. It was obvious the
3 of us were checking each other out in this awkward silence. I slapped
Ian's firm ass and sent him to the shower. Ian went off and Kyle and I
stared at each other. "So, what do you think about him" I asked Kyle. "I
think he may like girls and pussy and all that but I think he's as hot as
you said he is and I think he needs to be taken". By now, Kyle's cock was
so big through the jeans I think a blind person would have noticed it. I
quietly motioned him to the locker room and said "I'll be just outside
here".

The sounds I head within a few minutes told me that young Ian on this day,
in this place, lost any shred of virginity to my new friend Kyle. I will
write about it in the next chapter.