Date: Sat, 05 Apr 2003 10:39:58 -0500
From: Tom Cup <tom_cup@hotmail.com>
Subject: In Memory of Steve - Chapter 9, A/Y,  interracial, incest

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In Memory of Steve
Chapter 9
Past and Present

The crickets chirped happily as we undressed in our tent. The smiles on our
faces told of our desire. I was happier than I had ever been. The tent was
to me our home. I know it's silly but I could have lived there forever. In
my mind we did live there, we always had and always would. I stripped as if
I was a gift unwrapping of its own accord, willing to give myself to Steve.
I was his, all of me. I wanted nothing more than to give him pleasure.

"My god, you're beautiful," Steve whispered stepping forward to embrace me.

The air was cool enough so that our body heat was tangible.

"I love you," I said.

"I know."

I pressed myself into him. His hard cock told me of his desire for me. My
cock was rigid, my skin tingled; my ass contracted. Skin against skin we
rubbed against each other, enjoying the sensation. His lips came down onto
mine. I opened my mouth. His tongue slid between my teeth and played in my
mouth. His lips where big and fleshy against my tight, stretched mouth. I
sucked on his tongue; he rounded it so that it felt like a stubby, rough,
cock in my mouth. We moaned together. I broke the kiss and sat down on my
sleeping bag, pulling Steve down on top of me.

Steve's stomach pressed on my hardened cock. He stared into my eyes. His
right hand caressed my cheek. I stared into his eyes, willing, longing, for
him to take me.

"What do you want to do baby," Steve asked.

"Umm... let's do it with our mouths," I said.

Steve repositioned himself at my cock. His cock slid up to my mouth. It was
salty and fleshy hard. The warmth and wetness of his mouth made me gasp as
he began to lick my cock. Pleasure overwhelmed my senses. My mind went
blank. An automatic response overtook me and my mouth engulfed his cock, my
hands pulled at his ass, I sucked him in fury. I pumped my hips. My cock
slipped in and out of Steve's mouth, over the plump pleasantness of his
lips. The stiff hardness of my cock swelled in his mouth. I moaned and
released him.

"Oh god Steve," I whispered hoarsely, "God, that feels good."

"I want to get inside you," he said, releasing my cock before taking my
balls into his mouth before I could answer.

I didn't have to answer. He knew he could fuck me anytime he wanted. He
circled his tongue around my balls, and rolled them in his mouth; his tongue
separated, lapped, and gathered them at his pleasure. I became limp to his
servitude. His wet saliva dropped from my balls to between the crack of my
ass, tickling and teasing me to open myself to him. He lapped at his
dripping and found my acidic, rosy, hole. I pushed my ass into his face. My
reward was to feel his tongue slip into my ass. I sucked air into my lungs
and ground my hole into his face. He ate at me hungrily. My cock raged and
leaked. He ate my hole until my legs became rubber and, if I had the desire,
I could not resist his desire.

My legs were soon on his shoulders. I was exhausted by our lust and yet
hungered to be filled by him. His lips covered mine. I could taste the
pungent flavors of my salty ass on his lips. I licked at him until only his
taste remained. His cock battered at my hole, slightly missing the mark. I
waited, clawing at his back and chewing on his lips and tongue. And then I
felt the head of his cock strike its mark. My hole expanded and his shaft
forced its way into my body's waiting embrace.

"Oh," I whined.

"Am I hurting?"

"No."

"Do you want me to stop?"

I shook my head violently. He was fucking me precisely the way I wanted to
be fucked: hard, steady and deep.

"What can I do for you baby?" he asked.

"I... want... you to ... cum."

"You want me to cum?" Steve laughed pumping me deeper.

I nodded to the rhythm of his thrusts. My eyes where glazed but I could see
the smirk on his face. My body rocked to the fucking he was giving me. I lay
as a rag doll, open to his will. He pressed his chest against my thighs,
forcing my legs higher into the air. I grabbed his butt cheeks for balance,
he didn't need any help plowing deeper into my welcoming hole. His cock
stretched the walls of my ass. My ass encircled his cock. My cock was
beginning to pulsate.

"I'm gonna cum," I cried, "I can't take it anymore."

Steve's cock slid out of me and then pounded into me full force to the hilt.
The feel of the long slide of his cock caused my breath to catch. My eyes
and mouth opened wide. I orgasmed without cumming. Again he slid to almost
out of me and then plunged into me to the hilt. My first orgasm vanished in
the white hot flash of the second. I gasped as I gulped for air. Steve
pounded me with abandoned determination. I held on, not able to scream,
washed with one orgasm after another, each building in intensity. Steve's
sweat rained on me as his cock swelled, and pumped, into me. My ass gave its
orgasmic joy to my balls. My balls swelled and my cock pulsed.

"Oh yeah!" Steve hissed.

His thrust became erratic but remained deep, filling me with my long awaited
final orgasm. My breath became panting. He continued to pump me as his cum
added fuel to my climax.

"Oh!" I belted.

My muscles clamped. I threw my head back in surrender. All I could feel was
Steve's cock pushing into me, further into me, wet and hard. My ass was on
fire, my cock blazing. I gave myself to the feelings and felt the first
spasm of climax. My cock jerked, my ass gripped Steve's cock.

"Oh!"

One shot of sperm leapt out of my body, hitting my belly. Steve rammed his
cock hard into me.

"Oh!"

Another shot of sperm jetted from me and hit my chest. Steve ground his cock
deeper into me.

"Ah, ah, ah!" I panted as three more strings of sperm hit my belly.

Steve released my legs and fell on top of me. My orgasm continued in small
spasms, cum leaking from the head of my dick.

************

When I woke it was morning. I wiped the sleep out of my eyes to see Steve
standing in front of me smiling.

"Morning," he beamed, "guess I wore you out last night."

"What time is it?" I mumbled.

"9:30. I got most everything packed, breakfast is ready, we have to be
getting back soon."

I groaned. I didn't want to think about going home. I wanted to stay where
we were and pretend that we were married; that we would be together forever.
I pulled the sleeping bag over my head. Steven laughed.

"Come on Mikey. We have to get going."

"I'm staying here. I'm never going back."

"Come on Mikey. Don't give me a hard time."

I stayed in the protective cocoon of the sleeping bag until I felt Steve's
weight descend upon me. His hands found my sides and he began tickling me.
It wasn't fair. He didn't try to reason with me or argue or anything. He
just tickled me until I cried and agreed to obey his order to get up and get
dressed.

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Life's worst event happens when we are at the pinnacle of happiness. It
seemed to me that things were moving in Steve's and my favor. We had had a
wonderful weekend together with the promise of more freedom to see each
other, Mom and Dad seemed to have given up their quest to prove that
something was wrong with our relationship and Angie, well, she was busy
pretending to be a mom so as not to have to have sex with Steve. Anyway, the
week following the camping trip gave us no indication that anything was
wrong but the following Sunday, after church, we found ourselves in a family
meeting. The same old questions were being asked but this time it was
different. It didn't take long before Steve and I knew why they were so
certain that we were having sex.

"OK," Mom said, "if there is nothing going on then explain these."

She threw two pair of my briefs on the floor. I didn't understand the
significance of the gesture. But as the conversation went on, I realized
that the itching that I had felt around my rectum after Steve and my last
encounter had produced blood. Mom had seen it on my underwear. They had been
waiting to introduce the evidence.

"I fell when we were hiking," I offered.

Mom and Dad looked angrily at me. Steve sat in stunned silence. Angie glared
at him. I swore that the imagined fall was what caused the blood. Dad said
that if that was the case then maybe I should have a medical examination to
make sure I was all right. I insisted that I was all right and he insisted
that I have the examination. I was terrified but stubbornly said I wasn't
going to let any doctor examine me because it was embarrassing.

"I'm your father," Dad said looking at Steve, "and if I say so, you will
have this examination. Period. End of story."

"I hate you!" I screamed as I ran to my bedroom and slammed the door.

************

The waiting has been hard, waiting to turn eighteen while pretending that I
had no idea where Steve was. Steve agreed to grant Angie a divorce and full
custody of his kids; he also agreed not to contact me. I wasn't supposed to
know where he was but I stumbled on the divorce papers and the court ordered
support order. Those two pieces of paper gave me the means of tracking him
down. I didn't contact him though. I knew that if I did he could get in real
trouble. I imagined that Mom had those old underwear tucked away somewhere
waiting for Steve to show up so she could flash them at him and order him to
do what she wanted; threatening to have them DNA tested or some shit.

In the beginning, when I realized the information that my family held over
us, I gave up. I sat in my room for days staring at the walls and weeping. I
thought that my life was over. But somewhere deep in the night another
thought came to me. Steve loved me. I loved Steve. He would wait for me.
Somehow, someway, we would be together. I held onto that thought. That
thought was what carried me through the lonely years.

"Come in," Steve said to my knock on his low rent apartment door.

My heart was pounding. I had thought of him so often, fantasized that he
would remember and still love me, that I hadn't allowed the possibility that
he had forgotten me to enter my mind. I opened the door slowly and peered
in. Steve was sitting alone at the kitchen table. His back was towards me.
He turned and looked over his shoulder.

"Steve," I whispered.

He smiled and nodded.

"Happy birthday buddy," he said.

I began to cry. He hadn't forgotten.
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Authors Note:

Here ends this tale. Thanks to all that have followed this story and have
written in with their comments. As always, your comments matter. A special
thanks to Richard Dean, Peter Wiggins, and Adam Brick for their contiuning
encouragement and aid. Thanks to CeeCee at the Paratwa Partnership for his
continuing guidance. Thanks to David at Nifty for the forum to publish
varied nomenclature of erotic writing. Last but not least, thanks to all the
members of TomCup.com for making these writings possible.

All my best,

Tom Cup

"Why is it that the words we write for ourselves are so much better than the
words we write for others?" Sean Connery as William Forrester in the film
"Finding Forrester."