Date: Thu, 12 Jan 2006 21:47:07 -0800 (PST)
From: "Darron, Darron The Witch, The Witch" <darronthewitch@yahoo.com>
Subject: Jamie Chapter 3 by Danny The Witch

"A gossip betrays a confidence,
but a trustworthy man keeps a secret."

	-Proverbs 11:13.



"A man can tell a thousand lies,
I've learned my lesson well.
I only hope I live to tell,
The secret,
That burns inside of me,
Until then,
It'll burn inside of me."

	-Madonna


Chapter III
After School


	After school, I immediately went to the front, where kids go to get
picked up by their parents. I myself always rode my bicycle home, 'cause I
didn't live too far away as was the same for most of the kids, but, some
kids had the luxury of getting picked up by their parents in a car and most
of 'em were the ass-hole kids. Anyways, that's just an interesting
tid-bit. So, I go there, and I'm waiting for Matt, and I'm hoping he shows
up 'cause to be perfectly frank, he seemed like friendship material, and I
was in desperate need of a real friend, like I said I hadn't made any
friends since I moved here and started going to this gay catholic school,
anyways, so there I am waiting for Matt, Waiting, waiting, waiting, and by
now I'm thinking fuck he's not going to show up, and I'm thinking its
because I saw him cry, anyways, I still hoped he showed, whether he wanted
to tell me the story or not, I didn't care anymore, I was excited about
hanging with him after school, and for another thing, its not easy for me
to make friends, and some how I was thinking, Matt had broke through my
barrier of shyness, that usually prevents me from making a true
friend. Anyways, that's what I was thinking when Matt showed up.

	"Hey" he said.

	"Hey."

	"I see you got your bike, " he said, "I walk."

	"No prob. dude." I said, trying to act all cool, trying not to
reveal the fact that I'd seen Matt cry.

	"You want to hang at my house, my parents won't be home until like
five thirty, is that cool, I mean, do you got to be home right away?"

	"Um, I just got to call my mom, let her know, you know? What's
goin' on when we get to your house. But it shouldn't be a problem."

	"Cool, let's go I only live like three blocks away, that's why I
walk."

	"No prob dude, I'll walk my bike."

	"Cool, we'll talk on the way."

	We walked for a few minutes without saying anything. I was thinking
to myself, Damn, I hope this turns out to be a real friendship, I'd been
feeling pretty lonely since we moved. And for some reason that I could not
explain, something had changed in my feelings towards this kid, I mean,
yesterday, he was just a kid that I talked to, more or less, but now I
really liked him. And I have to admit I was feeling a little vulnerable, I
think that's why I didn't make the first move to start a conversation, I
just walked along side Matt, and waited for him to start peaking, he
obviously had something to say that he'd never told anyone before, and I
was going to give him the time to build up his courage, to just say it.
Finally he began to speak.

	"I know your expecting for me to tell you the story I was talking
about with you at lunch, and I also know that you're probably goin' to
think that I'm chickening out and I'm not going to tell it to you, its just
that while I was in classes, I was thinking about it, and I decided that
I'm just not ready to tell you it yet... YET... I am going to tell you it,
and when I do, You're going to KNOW that its the truth, AND you're also
going to understand WHY I think the rumors about this Justin kid is
probably true, and that I wasn't lying about that, Ok dude? I am going to
tell you the story... I just... I don't know if I can trust you yet, you
know, I mean, I could only tell this to a true friend, that I can totally
trust that no matter what I say, or do, you'll always be my friend, ok, and
, well, I know we made the promise, but you know how many boys have made
that promise with me, and then, well, eventually I say something that
pisses 'em off, or say or do something that they think isn't cool, and they
betray me??"

	"No." I said honestly.

	"Well a lot, in fact... I don't mind telling you this... ALL OF
THEM."

	I didn't know what to say so I remained silent.

	"Every single one of them, they all betray the promise, and you
know what? When they eventually say fuck you, I'm no longer your friend,
see you later, you know what's the hardest part? You know what's the thing
they always say at the end, that really hurts, and I mean, REALLY hurts??"

	"I think so." I said.

	"I never REALLY liked you... or I was only pretending to be your
friend, or some fucked up shit like that, I was only hanging with you after
school 'cause I had no one else to hang with, or some fucking
bull-shit... They always have to say that, all of 'em, and it hurts ude....
Anyways, that's why its hard for me to make friends, 'cause that's happened
to me soooo many times, I mean every time really, And I'm so sick of it. I
mean, don't get me wrong, I can make friends, you know, I mean Lot's of
kids say this bull shit to me, You're cool dude, let's hang after school,
and I'm like, no thanks, you're an ass-hole just like the rest. Shallow,
superficial, you know the story."

	"Yea, actually I do." I said.

	"Anyways, " He continued. "I'll never forget what my dad used to
tell me, when I'd be all depressed and I'd tell him Dad, you don't
understand I HAVE NO FRIENDS, NOBODY LIKES ME, and he'd say to me, Matt. A
true friend is rarer than finding gold, or silver, or a four leaf clover,
OK so don't get so down, at least you're looking, most people settle for
ass-holes, and let me tell you, most people are ass-holes. Ok? Let me tell
you about true friendship, ok Matt. If You find ONE TRUE FRIEND in this
life, you're lucky, 'cause most people don't, I never did. Oh don't get me
wrong, I love your mother and she loves me, but If I were to have an affair
with another lady, it'd be over Matt Just like that, ok, so even your mom
and me, were not like true friends that will always stick together no
matter what-- the kind of friend your looking for. Now don't get me wrong,
just because I never found one doesn't mean I don't believe, I DO BELIEVE,
ok, I do elieve you can make a friend like that, It's just that they're
rare Matt, rarer than you know. And again don't get me wrong, I've had my
share of buddies, and friends I hung with and stuff, but looking back on
it, none of 'em was a true friend.  But keep looking Matt, never give up,
and this is all the advise I have for you... If you ever do find a true
friend, and you know he's a true riend... This is all I can say, Don't ever
betray Him. Ok. Because most people do, and they end up regretting it there
entire lives."

	"Wow," was all I could manage to say, I mean that was really
fucking deep, and scary to think about.

	"Anyways, " he continued. "I have a feeling that you could be that
one true friend, but I don't know, so what I decided to do, was kind of
make you prove it, and I'll prove it to you too, ok??"

	"Ok"

	"And then, I'll tell you the story."

	"Ok"

	"Actually there's two things, the first is that, If you really are
a true friend, there's a big problem I have, and YOU really could help me
to get through it, BUT, in order to help me, you'd have to do something
that I know you REALLY don't want to do, believe me I know, 'cause my
parents want ME to do it, and I don't want to fucking do it, it scares the
shit out of me, BUT... If we did it together, I think I could do it. And if
You DID THAT, I'd know you were a true friend."

	"Ok, what is it?" I asked.

	"Well, before I tell you that, there's one other thing I want to do
with you first, ok, kind of instead of the story I was goin' to tell you,
And I know I left you hangin', and I was thinking about this, ok, just
listen, all right, I know I'm rambling."

	"No problem dude."

	"Ok, the thing is, what you said today at lunch, dude, it really
hurt... I mean, it hit, ok you know what I mean?"

	"I'm sorry due."

	"No, its, ok, its just that, you know it hit, ok, and its weird but
even though what you said scared me and hurt me, it was honest and I see
you differently now, it's a good thing. Anyways, I didn't want to leave you
totally disappointed, and just to prove to you that I will tell you this
story, and I have the ability to be an honest friend, I'm gona tell you
something else-- Something that'll prove to you that I can be honest with
you, And then, I'm going to ask you to be totally honest with me, and if
you can't , well shit, I guess I was wrong, you're another ass-hole, that
doesn't mean we can't hang at lunch and shit, but, we'll never be friends,
ok, its kind of like, I'm going to set myself up right now, and tell you
something honest, that you may not want to hear, and if you're an ass-hole,
you're gona tell to fuck off, ok, and that's fine with me, I used my
ass-hole detector and it worked. And you'll never hearthe story, and will
never hang at my house, or yours, and fuck you too, you know what? I was
never YOUR FRIEND, but, I have a feeling about you, I have a feeling, that
your gonna pass the test. That's what I think... So, you're ready??"

	"Sure." I said not really knowing what to expect, Matt seemed to be
more complicated than I first suspected, maybe, even as complicated as me.

	"Ok, think of this kinda like its a game of truth or dare only,
were leaving out the dare part, ok??"

	"All-right."

	"OK, I go first... I'll right, um, ok here goes... When we went out
in the bushes during free time in P.E. a couple weeks ago, and um, you know
we played that word game... you remember??"

	"Um yea, I remember." Oh shit, I knew right where this was going.

	"Well, I have a confession to make."

	"You showed me your dick on purpose." I said.

	"Yea, not only my dick, but my whole cock and balls dude."

	"I know. I knew you did that on purpose."

	"You did.??"

	"Yea dude, I'm not stupid you know."

	"Ok, it's your turn."

	I had to think what to say, "Um, ok I think I got the gist of this,
you want me to confess right??"

	"You got it dude."

	"Ok I admit it, I was looking."

	"And...?" Matt said.

	"And... I showed you mine too... ON PURPOSE."

	"Really?? " he asked.

	"Yea dude, I pulled my cock and balls out, 'cause You did. I admit
it, I confess."

	Matt suddenly grew a smile on his face, "I knew you'd pass, I just
knew it!! Come on, let's go to my house, and I'll tell you about my little
problem you can help me with and if you do it-- TOMORROW, after school,
I'll tell you MY BIG SECRET."

	"Shit dude, THAT was your little test, that was a synch, I knew
what you were doing, and I knew that you knew what I was doing, I mean
shit, we both knew that."


	"I know dude, but ADMITTING it, Most kids never would
have. Anyways, listen to my problem, and we'll find out if you are a real
friend or not."

	"Ok dude, whatever, not only am I a friend dude, but, I'm your best
friend.. Whatever kinda trouble your in, You have my promise, I'll do
whatever, to help."

	"Easy to say, but much harder to actually do, dude, but I believe
you-- no, I really do!"

	And with that being said, we arrived at Matt's house.

	Matt guided me into the house, and upstairs to where his room
was. He had a cool room, he had a T.V. in there with a VCR a fucking
computer, Nintendo, I mean it made my room look like shit dude, this kid's
parents were obviously not poor, you know what I mean? Anyways on with the
story.

	I followed Matt into his room, and I was like slobbering all over
myself with all the cool shit he had, I mean, the kid had a fucking
aquarium in his room, ok, I couldn't fucking believe it, I never would have
guessed.  Anyways, Matt guides me over to where his dresser is, and points
to a wooden paddle propped up on the dresser.  It was mean looking, and I
knew exactly what it was even though I'd never seen one before and I knew
exactly what its purpose was.  I shivered as Matt spoke.

	"There's my problem dude."

	I didn't know what to say, so I didn't say anything. After a minute
Matt began to speak.

	"The first and last time my dad ever beat my ass with that thing
was when I was seven. I'd just turned seven." Matt started. I was
completely dumbfounded.  The thing looked evil, and I couldn't imagine
getting beaten with it.  I mean I'd heard of kids who got paddled, but
never experienced it myself, my parents didn't believe in it.

	"I mean, it wasn't the first time I ever got a spanking," Matt
continued. "I mean don't tell me your parents never spanked you."

	That was true, My parents had spanked me when I was very young, but
never with a paddle. "Yea, I've been spanked, but never paddled."

	"Well anyways, When I was six and a half, I ran out into the street
without looking, there were no cars or anything, but, my dad had seen what
I had done, and he took me aside, and he was real serious and he told me,
YOU WILL NEVER RUN OUT INTO THE STREET LIKE YOU JUST DID AGAIN, and I'm
like, what you talkin 'bout dad? And he's like "You didn't even look,
Anytime you go into the street YOU LOOK BOTH WAYS YOU HEAR ME" and I'm like
yea sure dad, whatever. I was thinking at the time why is my dad being so
serious? I mean, I didn't think I'd done anything wrong. Anyways, a couple
weeks later he's sees me do it again, this time he gets even more serious,
he takes me a side, and tells me, 'Matt, Do you know what a car can do to
you? he says "You don't ever want to find out, ok, some things aren't
necessary to explain, let me tell you how it is, ok, next time I catch you
running out into the street without looking both ways for any cars, Daddy's
going to give you a little present that you'll never forget.  Do you
nderstand? I'm like 'yea I understand' I was beginning to understand now
that I'd done something wrong, and my dad was mad at me. Anyways, Oh I
forget that was on a Wednesday or Thursday or something, and that weekend
my dad out of the blue hands me a box, you know wrapped in like Christmas
wrapping, and he says I have a gift for you son, and so I'm all excited and
I open it up and its THAT HING. Anyways my dad goes on to explain to me
that the next time he catches me running out into the reet without looking
first, I'm gona find out what this thing was made for and he's like,
'Believe me Matt, You don't want to know, Don't make me do it, But if I
have to I will, and its something that YOU WILL NOT LIKE and something YOU
WILL NEVER forget, and its going to hurt like hell.  Well, that scared the
shit out of me, And for like oh I don't know three months I was careful to
look both ways before crossing the street especially when my dad was home,
but like after three months, I started like doing it again, well anyways,
I'd just turned seven and this time I really went and did it, My dad was
home, I ran out into the street without looking, and guess what a car, hits
the brakes, screeching to a stop, my dad jumps out the front door to see
what happened and sure enough he knew right away what happened. The driver
gets out of the car and he's like shaking like a leaf, I mean it was a real
close call, He almost killed me my dad runs up to the man, and starts
talking to him, trying to calm him down, I mean, the man was almost
hysterical I'd never seen anything like it.  Even my dad was scared , I
mean, MY DAD was even shaking, almost crying, anyways, my dad is all like
apologizing to the man and everything, and then just before the man drove
away I heard my dad tell him, and I'll never forget this, "Believe me, this
kid is gona be taught a lesson tonight, HE'LL NEVER FORGET, and I guarantee
you , he will never run out into the street without looking again!" And let
me tell you Jamie, I knew EXACTLY what my dad was going to do, I knew I was
in for it.  Only it didn't happen later that night, it happened about
thirty minutes later."

	I'm like, "Oh shit dude."

	"Yea, tell me about it, my dad sends me into the house and tell me
to go into my room and dude, he's pissed,! Scared, and fucking pissed, it
even scared me, I run up into my room and about a half hour later, he comes
in. I knew he'd downed a few beers real quick cause I could smell it on his
breath. AND... he had the paddle in his hand.  THIS PADDLE.

	"Well, to make a long story short, You know I got, and got it good.
Before he did it My dad was like so angry I couldn't believe it, scared and
angry, it was a very unsettling feeling seeing my dad that scared, AND he
had tears in his eyes, fuck dude I was scared. He told me that , 'I didn't
want to have to do this to you Matt. And I didn't think I would have to,
BUT you've left me with no choice. But before I do it, I want to EXPLAIN to
you EXACTLY why I'm doing this, OK, Sometimes kids don't learn, and there's
no way of teaching 'em with words, I was hoping you'd learn from words
Matt, but You didn't' and then he started yelling at me dude, 'BUT THERE'S
NO FUCKING WAY, I'M GOING TO THE MORGUE TO IDENTIFY MY OWN FUCKING SON AND
THE WAY YOUR GOING MATT YOU'RE GOING TO BE DEAD BEFORE YOUR EIGHTH BIRTHDAY
AND DO YOU THINK YOUR DADDY IS GOING TO LET THAT HAPPEN IF HE CAN DO
ANYTHING ABOUT IT??'

	And I'm like crying now, my dad has never even raised his voice to
me before, and I say, "No."

	'FUCKING RIGHT ABOUT THAT LITTLE DUDE. And then he lowered his
voice, and got strangely calm, 'I guarantee you this little Matt, You're
never gona run out into the street again without looking, 'cause I'm gonna
bruise your fucking ass! You're gonna think that you're little ass is gonna
break before I'm done, but it won't 'cause that's impossible, but you're
gonna think it!' and then he ordered me to pull my pants and underwear down
to my ankles and bend over the bed. I was so scared I just did it. Then My
dad let me have it, while he held me down on the bed so I couldn't move. I
forget, how many times he hit me, not that many really, but he was right,
afterwards, I knew I would never do that again."

	"Wow dude, I'm sorry"

	"My dad did what he had to do. One thing's for sure, I never jetted
out into the street again without looking. I thought my dad was going to
break my fuckin' ass, when really, he was saving my fucking ass!"

	I didn't know what to say, I mean, I'd never heard a kid even
reveal to me he was ever spanked let alone CONDONE his parents spanking
him. I kept my mouth shut, I didn't want to say anything stupid.

	"Anyways, " Matt continued, " that was like five years ago, and
never since then have I EVER done anything that my dad got that serious
about... until now. And once again, I didn't think I'd done anything wrong,
but last night my dad came into my room, said he wanted to talk to me, and
guess what he had in his hand, the fucking paddle, I haven't seen it since
the last time he used it on me, and I almost fucking wet my pants right
then when I first saw it, thinking I was going to get it.

	"Relax kid, I'm not going to beat you, tonight. BUT, I will be
beating you again real soon, if you don't get with the program!"

	"Wha-What are you talking about dad.?" Just like I was fucking
seven years old again.

	"I want you to look at this." And he put it on my dresser, just
where it is now, "When you go to bed at night, and when you get up in the
morning, 'cause I swear to GOD Matt, You're closer to a beating than you
know."

	"Wa-Wa-Wa-Why Dad, what I do?"

	And that's when he threw the jock strap at me. It hit me in the
face. "Your mom found it under your bed, You haven't even been taking it to
school."

	"Oh yea, I um couldn't find it this morning."

	"Do you think I'm stupid Matt?? Hu?? Do you think I was never a kid
your age?? hu?? I know you're not wearing your jock strap at P.E. and I
also know that your not stripping down naked for gym like I told you too,
AND don't even try to bull-shit me, ok, otherwise You might be getting this
paddling right now-- You want to deny it, you want to lie to me??"

	"No."

	"Good, you just saved your own ass, for now... But the beating's
coming Matt, YOU WILL CHANGE INTO YOUR JOCK FOR P.E. AND YOU WILL STRIP
NAKED IN FRONT OF THOSE OTHER BOYS YOU UNDERSTAND?"

	"Yes."

	"No. I don't think you do. But YOU WILL."

	"Anyways, just before he left my room, he tells me, 'Come down in
an hour and I will try to EXPLAIN to you IN WORDS why this is so important
AND MAYBE if YOU LISTEN, you might just save your own ass Matt, I hope so."
My dad said and left.

	"Shit dude, What did he tell you later?"

	"It was weird dude, and it scared the crap out of me, and its what
my dad told me later, that I know I have to do this. Even if there was a
way I could get out of this and make my dad believe I was really doing
it. I can't dude, My dad told me something that scared the living crap out
of me, and because of what he told me, I know I have to do this, but I
can't. Without your help."

	"What did he tell you??

	"Welp about an hour later, I go downstairs to talk to my dad. He's
sittin' on the couch drinkin a brew. Anyways I ask him, what he wanted to
tell me, and he looks at me and he goes, "Go get your gym shorts and Jock
Strap." and I'm like ok, be right back, so I go get my fuckin shorts and
strap and I'm like 'now what?' And my dad looks at me and goes, 'change
into your gym horts.' and I'm like 'What??' I mean my dad hasn't seen me
naked since I was like seven. And he goes, You heard me! You want that
paddling now?? or later??' And I'm like 'Ok ok' and I take my shoes off,
and then my shirt and my pants, and I'm down to my jockey's and I hesitate,
does my dad really want me to do this?? I think to myself. And my dad goes,
'Go ahead little Matt. I want to see if you can do it, just in front of
me.' And I just stand there with my hands on the elastic but I can't
fucking do it and then suddenly my dad starts to get up and says, 'OK I
guess we need the paddle."

	And I'm like 'no no, I'll do it' and with that, I pulled my
Jockey's down, took em off, put the goddamned Jock strap on, and then my
gym shorts. My dad looks at me and says, 'now see, that wasn't so bad was
it, it was only embarrassing for like a minute. hu??' 'Well yea' I Say. And
then my dad asks me, 'how do you feel now?' and I'm like 'fine' and he's
like 'see, you got your shorts on, no more embarrassment. You did good, I
thought I was gona have to beat you for a minute.'

	"Oh my God dude, you got NAKED right in front of your dad?? While
He was having a brew??"

	"Yea dude."

	"Last night."

	"Yea dude."

	"This all happened last night???"

	"Yup."

	"Fuck dude."

	"Anyways I'm not finished. now he says, 'ok little dude, do you
think I'm stupid?? Do you think I was born yesterday?? Don't answer, I know
there's probably no kid in your class that's putting on his jock strap too
fucking chicken shit, ok, I know, there too scared to strip naked in front
of other boys, you think I don't know that?? Well I do, Ok, tell me if I'm
wrong. Has one single boy stripped naked for gym and put on his fucking
jock strap??' I answer 'no.' and he says 'yea, I knew that, ok. but your a
Hendrix and I'm not raising any chicken ass son, ok, your gonna fucking
change like you should, and get naked in front of them and no one is gonna
to say a word to you, you know why? Because there gona know that they were
too scared to do what you just did, and they know that, no one is gonna
tease you if you do this.  And what's more, I want you to know a little
something about high school, something you don't know, ok, you think
Jr. High kids are cruel, wait till you get to high school little dude, you
don't know what monsters there will be there with no mercy. OK, let me tell
you, when I was in Jr. High, we were supposed to strip for gym too, but
none of us did, when I got to high school, There were all kinds of
upper-classmen stripping and taking goddamned showers naked, ok, but I
couldn't do it, I was too shy, and you know what happened?? OK You want to
get beat up when you get to high school, cause they'll beat you up and it
has nothing to do with whether your queer or strait or whatever ok, it has
to do with if your scared. If they sense that your afraid, your going to
get the crap beat out of you. And If they see you in gym class and YOUR TOO
AFRAID to strip naked in front of them guess what, there gonna beat the
shit out of you, I mean, look at it like from their perspective, they went
through it, they didn't want to do it either, You think it wasn't
embarrassing for them, ok, and they look at some punk ass little freshman
who refuses to shower with them and there like, who the fuck does this kid
think he is, is he queer? ok that's what there gonna say, he won't get
naked cause he knows he'll pop a boner, and really that has nothing to do
with it, they'll just say that, ok, cause all those punks know that they
all popped a boner the first few times they took a shower naked with other
guys, so don't be afraid of popping a boner, ok, I did it, they all did
it. ok.  Anyways, guess who was too shy to do it when I was a freshman in
high school, yea you got it, me yours truly yer dear old dad, and guess
what, some seniors friggen ganged up on me one day, and guess what they
decided to do to teach me a lesson- Oh yea, they were calling me queer and
faggot and all that stuff. Ok, You think anyone's going to come to your
rescue when that happens to you? No one did for me, not the other kids, not
the coaches, not the towel guy, no one. Ok, And there's worse things that
can happen to you in your first year Matt then getting beat up, ok, If you
act like a sissy in your first year YOUR LUCKY if all that happens to you
is you get beat up, ok, and I'll just leave that bit up to your
imagination, I don't know if any of its true, but believe me there were a
lot of rumors about certain kids, ok? Anyways, once you get through your
first year your pretty much ok, but if you act like a friggin sissy when
you first get into high school your asking for trouble, and let me say
this- being a sissy has nothing to do with being gay or being strait, ok,
being a sissy has to do with being afraid, ok, they can smell fear in a
freshman, and they're like wolves Matt AND I WILL NOT let that happen to
you, and before you get to high school, you're gonna be used to getting
naked for gym I swear to God, If I have to Beat you Every day when you get
home from school until you do it, that's what I'm going to do."

	"So anyways, that's what happened," Matt continued. "I gotta start
stripping for gym, or I'm gonna get my ass beat, either now by my dad and
maybe even worse in high school."

	I pondered what Matt had just told me.

	And then Matt continued, I guess he was on a roll, "My dad's right
you know, I think I understand what he's trying to teach me-- And it really
has little or nothing to do with this stupid jock strap rule, ok, And he
would never threaten to beat my ass over something as petty as that-- Ok?"

	"Then what for??" I asked.

	"'Cause I've let fear take over my life-- AND THAT he will beat my
ass for!"

	"Oh. " is all I could say, I was pretty dumb-founded.

	"Look, "Matt said. "Are you really my friend?"

	"Yea dude."

	"Ok, well here comes the part where you can help me."

	"Ok."

	"I don't think I can do it alone Jamie, but..."

	"Oh shit-- You want me to do it with you." I said in sudden
realization of what Matt was going to ask.

	"Tomorrow-- At P.E.-- And if you do it with me, then at lunch I'll
tell you my secret."

	Fuck-- I thought to myself, I really didn't see this coming until
just now. The one thing he was asking me to do was the friggin' thing I was
most afraid of-- Damn. "Um, I don't know." I said.

	"Look, you don't have to do it if you don't want to, I'll
understand."

	"No, no, I will." I said.

	"Really?? You will??"

	"Yea what the hell-- No fear, right?"

	"No fear-- Hey that can be our new motto."

	"Yea I like that-- No fear, just like the clothes."

	"Kind of ironic-- don't you think? I mean, 'No fear' being a line
of clothing, and we're going to take all our clothes off in the name of 'No
Fear'?"

	"Yea, I guess, now that you mention it.... Oh shit, I gotta call my
mom, I totally forgot!!"

	"Ok, I'll get the phone." Matt said.

	"Hi mom, .. Yea , I made a new friend today....Yea....Yea I'm at
his house right now....ok.....ok....yea....His name is
Matt... Yea....Ok...Bye"

	"Everything cool?" Matt asked me as I handed the phone back to him

	"Yea."

	"Do you have to go home?"

	"Naaa, like in a half-hour, is it cool if I hang?"

	"Sure."

	Matt and I remained silent for about a minute, I guess everything
that we'd just been through, was quite a lot to absorb, so I sat and
reflected on it.

	Suddenly I spoke, "So, what you want to do?"

	"Um, hey, I got an idea." Matt replied.

	"What?"

	"You got your Jock strap with you?"

	"Naaaa"

	"Shit, oh well."

	"What? What were you thinking?"

	"I was just thinking, that, we could do like a trial run, of
tomorrow, you know, change into our gym clothes, like in front of each
other-- It would made it easier for tomorrow. You know kinda like a
undress-rehearsal. Get it?"

	"You mean, right now, like here?"

	"Yea dude, I mean, We're gona do it tomorrow anyways, right?"

	"Yea."

	"So, mine as well do it now, just like we'd do it, just change
right in front of each other, I mean if your telling the truth, what
difference does make if we're gonna see each other naked anyway,
unless...."

	"Unless what?" I asked.

	"Unless you weren't really gonna do it, tomorrow I mean. I mean, if
you can't do it today, then I guess I'll know what to expect tomorrow,
that's cool, its better for me to know."

	"Ok lets do it. " I said suddenly, "No fear!"

	"Really?? You mean it??"

	"Yea dude, let's do it."

	"But... you don't have your gym clothes, and I only got one pair."
Matt stated.

	"Um.... " I thought to myself.

	"Hey I got an even better idea!" Matt suddenly commented
excitedly. "It'll even be like more realistic, it'll be a good test.. for
me too, to see if we can really do it tomorrow."

	What?"

	"We take turns... I'll go ahead and go first, since, it was my
idea. You sit there on the edge of the bed, while I change into my gym
clothes right in front of you. You can even watch, I mean, you don't have
to look away or close your eyes or nothin'. I know, it'll be like I'm doin'
a strip show, but that's just what we're facing tomorrow, isn't it? When
you think about it, I mean we're going to be stripping in front of a bunch
of other boys, who aren't going to be getting naked, and they don't have to
look away or close their eyes, it'll be a good test. I'll go first, and
then I'll change back into my regular clothes and then I'll sit and watch
you do it, with my gym clothes."

	"And if I don't do it." I asked.

	"Then, I'll know what to expect tomorrow."

	"I tell you what, since your going first today, I'll go first
tomorrow in gym."

	"You got yourself a deal." Matt stated, getting his gym clothes out
of his backpack, and then retrieving his jock strap from under his bed.

	Matt didn't waste anytime getting started either, I'd just barely
gotten into my position on the edge of the bed facing him, and he already
had his school shirt off, and was untying his shoes. I felt a little
nervous sitting there watching, but, this was the first time I'd ever had
PERMISSION to watch another kid strip, it was kind of exciting. He kicked
off his shoes, in like an instant, and then immediately took his trousers
off, and was standing there facing me, in nothing but his Jockey's and his
socks.

	He looked at me in the eyes and smiled, and said, "Well here goes
nothing." and pulled his jockey's down, and then off him. Since he was
facing me I got to see his whole front side. The closest best look I'd ever
seen of another boy's genitals. Matt kinda just stood there naked for like
thirty seconds not even moving, watching me, watch him. And then, I watched
his cock grow hard. I was sitting there looking at it, and now it seemed it
was even bigger than five inches, maybe closer to six as it was getting
harder, I'm not sure, suddenly, he bent over, and grabbed his Jock Strap,
and fumbled to pull it up his slender legs. My own cock, once again,
reacted to Matt's erection with a raging boner of my own. I watched as Matt
nervously tried to get the jock strap on but, It apparently was more
difficult than was expected, the straps kept twisting up, as he tried to
pull them on. It took Matt like three tries, taking them off, straitening
them out and then putting them on again 'till he finally got it right. But
by that time, Matt had a full erection as well. Then, in thirty more
seconds Matt had his shorts and shirt on. and then stopped looked at me,
and said, ok, time to change again. Stripped back naked again, but quickly
put his school clothes back on."

	"That was weird dude." was all Matt could say.

	I was determined to get this over with as quickly as possible
before I chickened out. "Ok my turn, " I said, while quickly changing
positions with Matt. For some reason, it wasn't nearly as hard as I thought
it would have been. I kicked off my shoes, pulled my shirt off, and then
pulled both my pants and underwear off at the same time. I think, I wanted
Matt to see I had a boner as well, and for some strange reason, that took
all the fear away. I didn't want Matt to think he was the only one who got
a boner. Then I stood there with my boner sticking out, and I could clearly
see Matt starring at it, which made it even more exciting. Totally
unexpectedly, I wasn't at all embarrassed by standing there in front of my
new found friend not only naked while he wasn't but that I had a hard on,
and he was obviously enjoying the show, in fact, I was reluctant to get
dressed again, but remembered that I'd have to strip again after I was
finished, and by the second strip my boner wasn't any softer, and Matt
never glanced away from it, even one time.

	"How you feeling?" I asked Matt.

	"Actually, that was kinda fun, I mean we both wanted to play show
me yours I'll show you mine, right??"

	"Yea, actually that's true." I said.

	"What's true, that it was actually fun, or that we both wanted to
play show me?"

	"Both," I said, and then, "Look dude, I gotta go. I'll see you
tomorrow at school, Ok?"

	"TOMORROW," Matt emphasized.

	"TOMORROW, " I repeated. and then added, "No fear."

	"No fear." Matt repeated.


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