Date: Sat, 14 Jan 2006 10:56:43 -0800 (PST)
From: "Darron, Darron The Witch, The Witch" <darronthewitch@yahoo.com>
Subject: Jamie - Chapter 5 - by Danny The Witch

"Welcome to the grand illusion,
Buy your ticket,
And welcome to she show...
Don't believe the radio,
The T.V.,
Or the magazines...
Some-day soon you'll stop to wonder,
What on earth, this spell were under,
We made the grade, but still we ponder,
Who the hell we are...
Just remember that,
It's a grand Illusion
'Cause deep inside we're all the same.
All the same!"

	-Styx.


"But at night,
When all the world's asleep,
My questions run so deep,
For such a simple man,
I know this sounds absurd,
But can you tell me what you've learned?
Can you tell me who I am,
Who I am?"

	-Supertramp.



Chapter V
After School Again



	Before I get to the part about going over to Matt's house again
after school, hopefully, to learn what jerking off was, and how to do it,
and how to get the good feeling that Matt talked about, let me get to the
part about what happened in sixth period.

	I was sittin' there at my desk not even being able to concentrate
on what the teacher was thinking, because all I could think about is what
Matt had described as masturbating.  It was about fifteen minutes into
class and I swear I had a raging woody just thinking about it, and I'd had
it ever since lunch. It just wouldn't go away. The more I tried to
concentrate on something else, the more I couldn't do it. And then, very
suddenly, an idea hit me-

	Maybe I could figure out how to do it, from just what Matt had
explained- I mean it didn't sound too hard, I already had a boner, he said
wrap your hand around it, and move it up and down, humm, I wasn't exactly
sure what he meant by that, but maybe I could figure it out.  And then,
quite compulsively, I raised my hand and told the teacher I had to go
number two-- REALLY BAD!- Usually, you weren't allowed to go to the
bathroom during class, but, if you said it was number two, usually they'd
let you go. Anyways, no problem, the teacher gives me a pass, and I'm out
the door.

	I try as casually as I can to walk, so that I don't reveal my real
intentions which feel to me like they're written on my fore-head- 'He's
going to the bathroom to jerk-off, or at least try to jerk off. ' I could
hear them now, you know talking about me 'Was it that obvious?' I'd say

	Anyways I tried to be cool. I had to walk past several other
classrooms, on the way, and they had their doors open since the weather was
still quite warm. Anyways, I finally get into the bathroom. I check to make
sure no one is in the stalls. And then I walk over to a urinal, and unzip
myself, and pull out my throbbing erection. I liked looking at it, when it
was like this. Was it, nearly five inches long now? It sure looked like it,
hard like this, but I wasn't sure. I'd never measured it, but I'm sure it
was quite bigger than most boys my age.

	While I was standing there, I kinda started playing with it, like I
usually do, and while I was, I started thinking about seeing Matt's dick
when it was erect yesterday at his house, up so close and everything,
Jeeze, his was big, I thought mine was big. And I was having strange
feelings, good feelings. My dick liked what I was thinking about it seemed,
because I don't know, I can't explain it. My dick liked it, when I started
thinking about stripping naked, and the story that Matt told me, about the
boy sucking his dick, and, I don't know I just let my mind go, I didn't
feel guilty about imagining these things happening to ME!

	I was just starting to visualize, Matt, when he was six, getting
his dick sucked by another boy, when, the door to the bathroom suddenly
opened. I put my arms to my side, and huddled the urinal. Shit, I should've
used a stall, what was the matter with me? Fuck, I looked over my shoulder
to see who it is, and then, my heart almost jumped out of my chest when I
saw who it was-- It was little Justin McCormick!

	Shit, oh well got to act casual, I guess I'll find out if the
rumors are true-- But shit, didn't want find out this way. I tried to act
cool, like I haven't heard any of the rumors-- shit- I didn't even think
they were true, what was I worried about?  Still, I'm watching Justin out
of the corner of my eye, and sure as shit, he walks right up next to me,
just like the rumors said. Damn-- Could they be true? Here I am, standing
at the urinal with a fuckin hardest biggest boner I think I've ever gotten,
thinking all these gay thoughts and shit, and here comes Justin, the
legendary queer boy of Saint Andrew's. I huddled the urinal just a little
closer, as he approached. So now what? I think to myself, is this the part
where he pull's his pant's and underwear down like a little kid , Damn, my
dick liked that thought, what the fuck?  I swear to God it had throbbed
when I thought Justin might really do that very thing right here and now.

	 I didn't say a word, as I tried to peek surreptitiously from my
peripheral vision, while pretending to look strait ahead. My heart was
beating so hard in my chest, I thought maybe Justin could hear it- Nonsense
I thought to myself. Justin just stood there, facing the urinal, he didn't
make a move for his pants. I waited not saying a word. Then, He made a move
for his button, and fly. He unbuttoned, then unzipped, and then his hands
went to the sides of his pants, And I swear, my fucking head betrayed
me. It actually turned to look at Justin and 'I DIDN'T FUCKING DO IT - My
HEAD JUST TUTNED BY ITSEL!' I thought to myself. Anyways, that's when he
caught me looking at him.

	He glanced over and up at me, ('cause I was quite tall for my age
and he quite small) just in time to see me jerking my head straight again
kind of over-reacting actually.  He suddenly, pulled his arms away, as
though he we're uncertain of himself and just stared straight ahead. I
sensed that I had created this sudden apprehension in the little dude, and
he WAS little, he didn't look to me like he could be any older than ten.

	I decided I had to say something, 'cause, I was figuring he was
thinking that I'd heard the rumors.  I certainly was ACTING like it. And it
was NOT my intention to make this dude feel uncomfortable, like I said I
didn't even believe the rumors were true, maybe, the dude, like doesn't
know it's not appropriate to use someone's adjacent urinal, if he can help
it, maybe that was the total source of all this talk, that's not so
bad. Anyways like I said, I wanted to be friendly to the kid so, I turned
and spoke to him.

	 I said, 'I thought you had to go?'

	Looking up to meet my eyes he said, 'Um, not sure.'

	"Oh, " I said, and then added, "Well, if you have to go, don't be
shy on my account, I've seen other boys dicks before, 'aint no big deal. "
I can't believe I just said what my dad was always saying to me. OH my
GAWD!! I thought to myself.

	Justin still looked uncertain of himself, he glanced at the urinal,
and then back at me and then looked down at the ground towards his feet.

	And then, ONLY BECAUSE, I didn't want this kid to think I was a
jerk, I turned my head towards him again, put out my hand and said, "Hi, my
name is Jamie-- Jamie Thomas."

	Justin, looked at me curiously, and then said, "Justin-- Justin
McCormick." and after a slight hesitation, extended his hand out towards
me.

	Then I said the most stupid, fucked up thing, I think I could
possibly have said under the circumstances, completely with no thinking. I
added, "I've heard a lot about you."

	Justin's hand immediately went back to his side. His face got
suddenly red, and twisted up, like he was going to cry, I was about to say
sorry or something, when he suddenly yelled at me 'FUCK OFF AND DIE!!" He
then darted for the stalls which we're behind me.

	Fuck, ' I thought to myself. Fuck Fuck Fuck. I spoke quickly
without turning around 'cause I still had a hard on, although it was dying
down now, but still semi-hard, and said, 'No, Justin, no, You got me all
wrong-"

	SLAM! I heard the door to one of the stalls slam so hard, I jumped
a bit, so suddenly startled, "I'm not like the other kids that have been
teasing you." I said.  I only heard silence. Damn, Shit Fuck Damn,. I was
such as ass-hole, I couldn't believe it. It seemed like every fucking time
I opened my mouth, I was shoving my foot in it deeper and deeper.  Here it
didn't look like the kid was fitting up to any of the rumors at all. As far
as I could tell, except for him ignoring the unspoken urinal rule, he
seemed to me to be quite an ordinary kid. And, isn't life ironic, I thought
to myself, I'M ACTUALLY the one, who had acted like a queer. Looking at him
the way I did, introducing myself, while at the urinal, saying that fucked
up thing about don't be shy, fuck dude.  And then the grand finally- 'I've
heard a lot about you'- How fucked up is that!? Now, I probably hurt the
kid's feelings, he might have even have ran into the stall to avoid me
seeing him cry. I felt like the biggest creep ever just then, And I didn't
know what to do, to try and make it right, I couldn't just leave the
situation this way. He probably thought I was testing him.

	"I'm not like the other boys, Justin, really, please don't think
I'm an ass-hole. I was only trying to be friendly Justin, OK? Come out."

	Still nothing.  Silence form inside the stall.

	What do I have to do to prove it to you?"

	Just then, I heard the stall door open, and Justin came somberly
back to the urinal next to mine. He looked at me and I could see he had
been crying.  Damn I felt bad. He breathed in one short sniffle, and then
asked me, "Have you really seen other boy's pee-pee's?"

	"Yea." I said. "We have to change for gym in seventh, and I get
naked, other boys do too."

	"Really?" he said quite surprised. "And you let other kids see it?
And you don't mind?"

	"Yea. I really do, and no I don't mind, I mean its really only
embarrassing the first time you do it."

	A short pause, for another tiny sniffle. He wiped his eyes and nose
with the back of his sleeve, and then said, "You know- ACTUALLY seeing
another's boy's pee-pee, I mean I WANT TO, but no one will let me see
theirs," and then a sad look came upon his face once again, "And now they
tease me about it."

	Another pause in the conversation. Once again Justin was just
standing there, looking straight ahead. And then, Like my mouth started
talking on its own and I was just listening, I said, "You want to see
mine??"

	Justin looked back at me, his eyes suddenly wide, "YEA!! Would you
really??"

	"Only if you show me yours." I said that automatically. If Justin
was still shy, I was fully prepared to go first. I couldn't believe I was
doing this. Oh shit, It wasn't that much different than me asking Matt the
same thing, and besides my dick was getting hard again.

	But, Justin, didn't hesitate. I had barely finished saying the
words, And down came his pants and underwear in one fell swoop. I guess he
still had his pants button, and zipper undone. Then he pulled his shirt up
all the way to his chest and tucked it under his chin. I saw the kids bare
rump, and a moment later Justin turned towards me, and I could see his
dick, and balls, The balls were tiny, barely noticeable. His dick, was
soft, and very little. Maybe only an inch soft. He was circumcised, like I
knew most people were. I can't explain it, but it felt like electricity
shot threw me, and with three quick throbs of my cock, it grew all the way
back to full erection.

	Justin looked down towards my crotch which I was still hiding, and
then back up to me, in anticipation.

	"I slowly backed away from the urinal, and Justin leaned forward to
see my cock as it fully revealed itself. He starred almost breathlessly, as
I turned to fully face him. I cold tell he was impressed. His own dick now
was totally hard, and I think it was about three inches, impressive,
considering how tiny it looked when it was soft. Justin had a big broad
smile on his face, and whispered, "I can't believe it!"

	"Its big hu??" Is all I could say.

	Justin Nodded affirmatively, and with fervor. And then Justin kind
of reached his hand forward tentatively, but then stopped, and looking up
at me, he asked, "Can I touch it?"

	Oh shit. No one had ever touched my dick before, except my parents
when I was a baby, and then of course the pediatrician. But this was
different. And then I thought, 'Hadn't I prepared, even, hoped that Matt
would touch my cock after school today? Isn't that what I've really been
thinking about since lunch?  I let my dick make the decision for me, It
obviously wanted Justin to touch it, 'cause it throbbed when I thought
about him touching it.

	 "Go ahead I said."

	And with that being said, Justin did not hesitate at all, his hand
moved towards my dick, and I watched him wrap his fingers around it,
squeezing it firmly, in a way I'd never thought to do before. His hand
wrapped around my big member, which made his fingers look so tiny, like a
little boys'. When he squeezed the shaft of my dick, my dick shuddered, and
throbbed, and then, he started moving his hand on my dick in a very strange
way I'd never seen before, and instantly, I began to feel the most
incredible good feeling I'd ever felt in my life. Oh God! Was this the
'good feeling' that Matt was talking about. I never imagined. My head
tilted back, and my eyes closed. And I wasn't thinking about anything, I
was just giving into the feeling. My head was light and my mind was
dreamy. Oh my God, what was he doing, to my cock!

	I could feel Justin, starting to tug and pull at my dick with a
slightly faster rhythm. Oh shit this felt good, and it was getting even
better. As he started to go faster, my mind completely let go. And then
faster he did it, and faster, and I was in ecstasy, I couldn't describe it.

	"Oh Justin, that feels so goooood!" Was all I could say. "Keep
doing that Justin, oh God! Keep doing that, don't stop. Don't stop."

	My breathing was become harder, my heart was beating faster. And it
seemed that Justin's hand was leading me towards something but I didn't
know what, but each second he kept doing what he was doing, was a second of
pleasure greater than the last.

	Suddenly, I felt a change in the feeling. Something suddenly felt
different. Better. Warm, wet, and OH MY GOD! What was Justin doing with his
hand now? How could someone's hand feel like this?  I had to see, what the
hell was he doing now, it felt three times better than what he was doing
before. Oh fuck, there it is again, what is he doing? I opened my eyes and
looked down towards my cock, and there was Justin, on his knees, with his
mouth around my cock. I didn't care. It only felt good. That's all I was
thinking. Oh fuck this feels good. And what is he doing with his tongue?
It was like magic. I don't think my mind was capable of much thought right
now, but I did manage to think 'so, this is what a blow job feels like.'

	This was incredible. His hand stroking my dick felt better than
anything I'd ever felt. But THIS, even felt better! I couldn't figure out,
why it felt so good. Why would someone sucking your dick feel this
god-damned good!  I think he was pressing his tongue firmly against the
underside of my dick head, each time, my dick-head went into his mouth.  Oh
my God it was wonderful, and there was something else too, something I
never in a million, billion, gazillion years would have ever guessed.

	Watching my hard dick go in and out of this boy's mouth, his cute
face, his red lips tightly squeezed around my cock, making his mouth look
obscenely enlarged, to make it fit, into his little mouth.  This was the
biggest turn on, Oh fuck this was hot!

	"Oh GOD Justin, Oh fuck" I moaned out loud. "Fuck that feels Good."

	Justin, without stopping his magical suckling on my blood engorged
prick, glanced his eyes upwards directly at mine. Oh fuck that was hot, I
can't explain it. He looked me right in the eyes, and just kept right on
sucking. It was as though he looked up at my eyes for confirmation that
what he was doing was okay and felt good, and it did, oh shit did it!

	Then, I felt like I was about to explode, it was a feeling that
came from somewhere deep within me. My whole body began to get weak, my
legs began to get weak, I felt as though I might not be able to stand much
longer. "Oh fuck Justin, fuck that feels good don't stop now, don't stop,
don't stop." I groaned.

	I felt like I was going to release a full bladder, right into
Justin's mouth. But, although that's how it felt, I was pretty sure I
wasn't going to pee, I mean first off I remembered what Matt said, about
orgasms feeling like your going to pee, but besides that, I knew that you
feel pressure in your bladder when you have to pee, and I felt absolutely
no pressure in my bladder, and one other thing, I happened to know that
when I have an erection, I can't make myself pee.  I know 'cause I've tried
it before and right now I had the biggest fattest hardest erection of my
life. I knew I wasn't going to pee, but still it felt like it. Shit, If I
really thought I was going to pee I would have pulled it out of Justin's
mouth. If I peed into his mouth, I would feel awful. Anyways, I was sure,
this was an orgasm. But I wasn't sure.  I knew whatever was about to happen
I never ever felt before.

	And then, It happened. Poor Justin had no warning, I couldn't give
him any warning. I'd never ejaculated before; didn't even know if I
could. I'd never even had an orgasm before, so I didn't know it was going
to happen just when it did. At that moment it happened I just wanted Justin
to keep on sucking, I didn't want him to stop for nothing.  And when it
happened, I thought I'd died and gone to heaven. I could feel something
squirting out of me, but I still wasn't sure.  Justin stopped pushing his
mouth up and down on my cock, and just held his mouth still, letting it all
squirt in. Whatever was squirting. I also noticed his Adam's apple
swallowing hard, multiple times, over and over again.

	 Finally after a few seconds, it was all over.  I nearly fell
over. Justin pulled his mouth off of my dick, and stood back up.

	"Did I - You know? Um?" I stammered.

	"Sperms?" He asked. "You want to know if you shot the sperms?"

	"Uh hu?"

	Justin nodded up and down. And at the same time, started moving his
dick up and down like he'd been doing mine, except much faster, he was
really working it, it was hard for me to see how he was doing it. His head
tilted back, and his eyes closed, and about a minute later, I watched as
his whole body rocked with shudders. Obviously he was having himself an
orgasm, although I didn't see anything shoot out of his penis. Matt was
right, he was too young too cum.

	We both put our pants right again, and decided that we had better
get going back to class, but I told him, that he'd better let me leave
first so boys don't see us walking out at the same time. He nodded in
agreement.

	I was about to leave, when Justin spoke, "Hey, you wana be
friends?"

	I turned and said, "Hell yea Justin, I wana be your friend. Hey
listen, meet me at the bike racks after school, ok little buddy??"

	"OK." he said.

	"Oh and Justin, you won't tell anyone about what we just did, will
you?"

	"No, I can keep a secret. I'm real good at keeping secrets!" he
said with pride.

	"Good. I'll see you after school ok?"

	"Ok Jamie, I'll see you at the bike racks."

	Oh God, my body got sudden goose-bumps when he said my name. It
sounded so cute, the way he said it 'Ok Jamie.'  so cute like and all.
Like he idolized me.

	Oh fuck, I thought to myself, I got to get back to class.

	"Bye Justin." I said as I headed for the door.

	"Bye Jamie." He said, giving me chills again.

	"When I got back to sixth period, my mind was totally Gumby. My
eyes were dazed, it was like I was on drugs.  A good drug though. I day
dreamed through the rest of that class, thinking about Justin, and thinking
about Matt. By the end of the period, I had come up with a little plan,
call it more of a hope more than anything. The hope was that we could all
be best friends, Justin, me, and Matt. How I was going to work that out I
wasn't sure. But, I had come up with a plan. Maybe not a very thought out
plan, but it was the best I could come up with, under the circumstances.

	You might think that because I'm shy, I'm not very sure of
myself. But really I am. My parents raised me to have trust in my own
ability to judge character, to know right from wrong, etc... Actually, its
very rare that I ever second guessed myself, or have doubts about my own
judgment. Almost always, once I decide upon a thing a certain way, unless I
discover that I was missing relevant information, or made an obvious
mistake in thinking about it, I never reverse myself, and start the whole
self-doubting thing. In fact, its one of my strongest character traits.

	In class, while reflecting on what happened between Justin and me,
there were two things that I believed very strongly. One was that Justin
was a very nice kid, and would make a good friend. The other is that, I
believed in my heart that what happened between us, was not wrong, it was
not bad, no matter what I'd been told, whatever the church people said,
etc... I'd been there I experienced it, and I felt in my heart, that this
was not a bad thing, no matter what I might have thought about it before in
my own ignorance, and my mind was made up.

	At the end of seventh, I walked towards the bicycle racks hoping
Justin wouldn't take too long to catch up with me there, after all, I was
suppose to meet Matt in the front of the school too. As soon as I got to
the racks, there he was. I smiled as I greeted him.

	"Hi Jamie," the little runt said as I approached.

	"Hi Justin,." I said with a sincere smile.  Justin unlocked his
bicycle, as I unlocked mine. He had a pretty cool motto-cross bike
actually. Mine was a mountain bike, I liked it; didn't get too many flat
tires. After we unlocked the bikes, I slowly lead Justin, along the
opposite side of the common, I would be taking the long way towards the
front of the school, I'd have to double-back after talking to Justin, But,
hopefully Matt would wait. If he didn't I still remembered where he lived.

	"Hey Jamie, you want to play at my house today?"

	"Um, listen Justin, I don't want you to take this the wrong way,
'cause I wana be your friend, I mean I am your friend. But, don't you even
get your little eyes teary-eyed ok, but, I have plans today
after-school. We can get together tomorrow. I promise. Ok?"

	Justin looked towards his feet. I put my finger under his chin, and
lifted it up, "Ok? " I said, "I promise, ok."

	"For sure??" Justin asked.

	"For sure." I said.

	"Ok Jamie."

	Justin was about to ride off, when I stopped him, "Justin?"

	"Yea?"

	"Can you keep a secret I asked?"

	"Yea, I'm good at keeping secrets. Really good!"

	"Yea I forgot, listen, There's another boy at this school that
likes you too, besides me, that's my best friend Matt. I think he would
really like to meet you, that is, if it would be ok for me to tell him
about, what happened today between us., And don't worry you can totally
trust him. I trust him, so if you trust me, you can trust him."

	"Well," Jamie thought.

	"Believe me Justin, I'll make sure, he doesn't tell no
one.. Wouldn't that be nice though Justin, to have two friends, when
yesterday you had none."

	He thought about it, "Is he cool like you?"

	"Very cool. He's my BEST FRIEND I told you!"

	"Well, ok, but just him, don't tell no one else."

	"That goes for you too little buddy." He smiled when I said that.

	"What??"

	"I like it when you call me that?"

	"What, little buddy??"

	"Yea."

	"Ok little buddy, TOMORROW, Ok? After school."

	"Ok Jamie."

	As I doubled back towards the front of the school, now riding my
bike to make up for lost time, I couldn't get the image of Justin's
adorable face out of my mind, especially those big dark blue orbs. I'd
never seen a kid with eyes that dark blue, they were hypnotizing. And his
fine blond hair; three shades lighter than my own and so fine. And that
face, so cute. And the image of my cock going into the mouth of that face!
Oh my God! I was getting a boner again. I got to the front of the school,
and Matt was still there waiting for me. Great.

	"Sorry Matt, somethin' came up. You been waitin' long?"

	"Not really, maybe five minutes." He had a big smile on his face.

	"What's up with you?" I asked.

	"Oh nothin' I'm just glad to see you, I thought maybe..., you know,
you thought I was a fag or something. I thought maybe-"

	"I held my hand out- You're my best friend. Shake on it."

	Matt brought out his hand, and we held our fists in a
blood-brother's grip. "Friends-- forever" I said.

	"Friends for ever" He repeated.

	"No matter what." I said.

	"No matter what." Matt repeated. "Come on," Matt said as he
released the grip, "Let's go to my house."

	"Sure thing Pal."

	On the way to Matt's house, I said to him rather casually, "Matt?"

	"Yea."

	"I want you to know that I think you're a cool friend, in fact ,
the coolest I think I've ever had."

	"Thanks."

	"Well, hold on, there something I gotta tell you."

	"What?"

	"I want you to stop with this, 'I thought you thought I was a
queer' bull shit, ok?"

	"What do you mean?"

	"That bull-shit you gave me back there, 'Oh I thought you weren't
coming, cause I thought maybe you thought I was queer."

	Matt looked down at the ground obviously embarrassed.

	"Look, I didn't mean to embarrass you, but I told you I'm your
friend, we shook on it, ok, and even if you told me like right now that you
were gay, I'd still be your friend."

	"You would?"

	"Dude, If you told me right now, that you love to suck dicks, and
you do it every chance you get, I'd still be your best friend, that's how
much I like you."

	"I-I-"

	"Even if you told me you've sucked every kid's dick in our school
three times over, I'd still be your friend."

	"Shut-up!"

	"No serious." And I stopped him, and looked him dead in the eye,
"Make a promise to me Matt, Stop with the queer, gay, fag, homo talk ok. I
don't think you're a homo, and I won't think it no matter what you tell me,
what you say, or what you do, and EVEN if you told me, your a fag, Like I
said, I don't give a fuck, it doesn't make any difference to me."

	"Really??"

	"None."

	Matt looked at me kinda strange for a second and then said, "The
same goes for me too about you Jamie.  I don't give a shit either!"

	Then Matt put his arm around me, and said "You're the coolest
dude."

	"Shit pal, for a second there, I thought you were gona try and kiss
me!." I said Jokingly.

	And at that we laughed, and it was a good laughter, it totally
broke the anxiety, of I think, I hoped, what we were planning to do next.

	When we got to Matt's house, we quickly ran upstairs into his
room. I flopped down on his bed, and Matt, after closing and locking the
door flopped on the bed beside me. I wasn't sure if he was really going to
do it, and I was afraid to bring it up. I thought I'd probably have to
endure at least an hour's worth of small talk until he got up the courage
to get 'round to it. But much to my pleasant surprise, Matt didn't beat
around the bush at all.

	As soon as he flopped down on the bed, he said to me, "Fuck dude, I
got a raging hard on, you ready for this?"

	"Fuck yea dude, I could hardly wait, since you told me."

	And with no further adieu, Matt pulled his cock out. He was right,
it was fully hard, mine was already semi-erect, now it was growing in my
trousers to full mast. I loved seeing Matt's erect dick. I couldn't explain
it. It was so big, and it had only the smallest amount of pubic hair, same
as me. No hair on the balls at all, same as me, but like I said, Matt's
dick was like a full inch longer than mine, and there was more to it than
that. It was bigger than mine, I mean fatter, Matt's cock was huge. I sat
up on the bed admiring it. "Fuck Matt, Your cock is huge!"

	"I know."

	"I guess that makes up for the freckles on your ass, hu??"

	And with that we both broke into laughter again. I scooted up even
closer to Matt's dick. I loved looking at it, real close. I got closer than
I did even yesterday.

	Matt wrapped his hand around it, and started stroking it, "Here,
this is how you do it." He told me, as he started moving the skin up and
down, just like Justin had done to me.  Fuck this was hot, I was watching
My best friend Matt stroke his enviably large tool, two inches away from my
face. I was also turned on by Matt's total lack of modesty too, he didn't
even seem to mind at all that his cock was out but mine wasn't, and I was
watching him stroke it, intently, in fact it seemed to turn him on even
more.

	Matt laid all the way down on his back while he continued to tug on
his tool starring up at the ceiling, as though he were giving me a show.

	I watched for about a minute, and then, I bravely reached out, and
put my hand around Matt's Fat, long cock. He immediately felt what I was
doing and sat back up again. He took his own hand away, and I wrapped my
hand around the shaft, and squeezed softly. I couldn't explain it, but the
feel of his hard dick in my hand gave me shivers.


	He didn't seem to mind, in fact he said, "Squeeze it a little
harder man." I did. "Little harder," he said again, and I squeezed a little
harder, "That's good." he said. And then I gently started stroking the skin
up and down slowly, like he had been doing. "That's it man, you got it,
keep doing that."

	After watching me do a few more strokes, he laid back down on his
back again, and seem to slip into a reverie, starring at the ceiling.

	"Oh, fuck man, I forgot what it feels like to have someone else
touch it. It's so much better than doing it yourself." After about a
minute, he told me to do it a little faster, so I did. Another minute later
Matt was starting to slightly moan. Then unexpectedly Matt told me to stop.

	"Fuck man, stop for a minute, will you or I'm gona cum all over
your hand." So I did. "Take your pants off, so I can do you " he offered.

	I took my pants off.  After I got my pants and underwear off, I
pulled Matt's sneakers off his feet, then slid his own pants and underwear
completely off of him. Then I got into position again, and started stroking
his cock again. I loved this. Matt reached around me, and started stroking
my now fully hard cock. Oh my God this so felt good. He matched me stroke
for stroke. As I started to go faster so did he. It was fucking
unbelievable.

	Soon we were both jackin' each other pretty good, when suddenly
Matt, goes "Ahhhhhhhghhhhhhhh" and started squirting cum all over the
place, all over my hand, he made a small pool on his belly, he must've shot
like six or seven powerful squirts. I'd never seen that before.

	So this is cum I thought to myself. At the same time Matt started
jackin me fast, real real fast. I let go of his cock, and laid down on my
back, and Matt soon had me on the edge of another orgasm. And, Blast, I
shot too. This time I got to see my own cum. The first squirt hit Matt
right in the chest. Then he jumped out of the way, but kept his hand on my
cock, and kept jerkin me 'till it was all out. I too, squirted about six
times.

	Oh shit, I thought to myself. What a great activity, to do after
school with friends.  Again, I thought I was in heaven.  I couldn't believe
I'd been missing out on so much fun!

	We both laid there on the bed, on our backs resting for several
minutes, exhausted. And then I sat up, curious.  I looked at my cum.

	"So this is what cum looks like." I said.

	Matt sat up too. "Yup" He said.

	And then I reached out onto my belly and scooped up a little gob of
cum onto my index finger with my left hand 'cause I still had Matt's cum
all over my right hand, "I wonder what it tastes like?" I said

	"I dunno, " Matt said,

	I looked over at my friend, "Come on, you never tried to taste it,
just to see?"

	"Well, just once." He admitted.

	"What does it taste like?" I asked.

	"I didn't like it." Matt said.

	I then opened my mouth, and touched a little bit of the cum to my
tongue.  Matt was watching me intensely. I could barely taste anything, so,
I put the whole gob that was on my finger on my tongue, and then closed my
mouth, and then swallowed.

	"That's gross Man." Matt said.

	I made a sour face, I had to agree. It didn't taste that great. "I
wonder if your cum tastes any different." I said. I still had Matt's cum
splatters on my other hand. I reached my left index finger to my mouth,
which had a nice gob of it on there, and just stuck it all the way in my
mouth, and sucked on my finger.

	"Yours is different." I said. "Yours 'aint that bad."

	"Shut up." Matt said.

	"No really, its not bad at all." And then, I saw there was another
nice big gob on my middle finger, and sucked that finger into my mouth too.

	"Fuck man, that's hot. Watching you eat my cum. Fuck!" Matt
said. And the way you did it, sucking your finger like it was a dick, I
imagined ... never-mind." he said.

	"You imagined that I was sucking your dick." I said.

	"Yea, with my cum all over it." he admitted. "It was just hot man,
the way you did that, fuck!!"

	After that we both cleaned ourselves off, and got dressed
again. After a few minutes we were leisurely laying on Matt's bed.

	"Listen Matt, I have a confession to make."

	"Yea? he said."

	"Yea, I learned what a blow job is today."

	"I know you clown I was the one who told you." Matt said.

	"No, I mean, I got a blow job today."

	"What?? When?-- Who??"

	"Um, Justin McCormick." I said.

	Matt sat down on the edge of the bed obviously trying to figure out
how to react to this information. My fingers were crossed, this could have
been a major fuck up right here, but, I hoped not.

	"Yea, He gave me a blow job in the bathroom. It was incredible ,
just like you said. The best feeling."

	"You came in his mouth?" Matt asked.

	"Yea."

	"And he liked it??"

	"Yea."

	"Fuck!! Matt said. I would love to have my dick sucked again."

	Bingo, I thought to myself. "Anyways, um, he's a real real cool
kid. In fact, I wana hang out with him, I told him about you, and that
you'd probably like to meet him too. He's gona meet me after school
tomorrow. You game?"

	"Can I watch him suck you dick,? Would he do that in front of me, I
mean, that'd be so hot dude, I'll jack off watching him suck you.. That
would be so hot. I'd love to see you shoot right in his mouth!

	Tomorrow, in front of the school, I'll set it up.