Date: Fri, 1 Aug 2008 10:58:57 -0700 (PDT)
From: Paul Cornelius <keener29@yahoo.ca>
Subject: Johnny's-story  Chapter 6   Adult youth  (AY)

Disclaimer:
This is pure fiction, merely a fantasy.
Sensitive readers may find some events offensive.
If you are too young to be here, be good kids, go and play.
I cannot stop you anyway hehe.
If you have ever experienced compassion, read on.
If you want to fight, then find an orifice, lubricate it,
shove your head in,
And fight for breath, otherwise constructive criticism is
welcome.
If you want to chat, feel hurt or need to discuss anything
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Date:
From: Ariel Mann.

Subject: Johnny's story Chapter 6

My son Will:

My name is Jack Mc Cann. I am 39 years old. I am over six
feet tall and well built.
My friends and associates regarded me as a macho man.
I always regarded myself as an average husband to Ellen, and
father to my son Will, but I was sorely mistaken, until a
real man came into our lives.
I provided for my family and I felt that everything was ok
with all of us.
But I was complacent, most of us fall into that trap during
our lifetime.
My wife seemed happy, I never abused her or Will, or so I
thought, I believed that I treated them fairly.

Now that I look back through the years, I realized that my
son Will and I never actually bonded, I did not know the
boy, and we did not communicate much.
Will and I never hugged each other, his head was always
dropped forward when he answered me, I don't think that he
respected or loved me, he was afraid of me, and somehow I
thought that it was ok.
At dinner table we never really spoke much and his thin
shoulders seemed slumped forward most of the time, he never
really smiled.
When I asked him if he was ok, he just shrugged. He seemed
so distant
Will was introverted and quiet, he seemed to be sad almost
all of the time.
I ascribed it to him just being that way, and that it would
pass eventually.
When he was about eleven years of age, we called him for
supper as usual, he sat down at table and started eating,
and his head was down.
We asked him if something was the matter, he looked up at me
and I saw that he had been crying.
"What's wrong Will, you can speak to us if you want to, can
we help you in any way?" I asked.
He sniffed, and then he told us about this big kid in school
who was always shoving him around and smacking him across
the face. How this kid said hurtful things to him in front
of the other kids almost every day.
I looked at him and did not see any marks on his face, so I
did what any MACHO dad would do, I told him that he must
stand up for himself and become a man, but that he can come
to us for help if he needed it.
He just shrugged his shoulders.
"Whatever."

Will was almost fourteen now, he is a lanky boy, and of
slight build. He never came to us for help after that time
and he remained withdrawn and introverted, I also noticed
that he had been crying many times, but assumed that he
would ask for help if he needed to.

One day at table, Will seemed all happy, he was beaming, he
was smiling to himself the whole time, so we asked him why
he seemed so cheerful all of a sudden.
Ellen and I looked at each other quizzically, then back to
Will.
We shook our heads. Will seemed to have undergone a complete
metamorphosis overnight, he even looked completely
different, and I felt dumbfounded.
He was smiling and I heard him tapping his foot under the
table, and he was humming this happy tune the whole time
while his shoulders moved to the beat.
It was like a miracle, Ellen smiled at me and we just
shrugged our shoulders.

What was going on here, has he come into a million bucks or
something, was he high, does he have a girlfriend?

He stopped stuffing his face and then he went off at a
hundred miles an hour.
He was telling us nonstop, and with AND, AND before each new
sentence, about this Johnny kid who came to his rescue that
morning before school started.
He told us in every detail, how Johnny stopped the bully
from smacking him across the face and kicking him when he
was down on the ground, how Johnny, who was smaller than the
other kid, just tripped him and humiliated him in front of a
hundred on looking kids. He could not stop talking about his
hero, how Johnny made the bully apologize to him, how Johnny
helped the bully up and asked me to forgive him and how
eventually Johnny spoke to all the kids there.
He told them that they were all guilty of hurting me because
they did not help me.
"Dad, Johnny seemed so confident and brave, dad he took
complete command, I could see the fear on Danny's face while
Johnny seemed to pull him to pieces with his words alone, I
could not speak.
I was terrified that Danny would kill me after that, but I
felt all warm inside and a rush of respect for this Johnny
kid.
Why would someone as wonderful as him even care about me?
Nobody in that whole school ever once helped me or said
anything nice to me after I was so humiliated every time,
they just walked away dad, can you ever imagine what that
felt like.

I saw tears coming into my son's eyes and realized how I had
failed him during all these years, and I should have been
his hero, not some stranger kid.

Then Will started rattling away at the speed of light. He
told me how those on looking kids dropped their heads in
shame, and sauntered away one by one.

"Dad it was like magic, for the first time in my life it
felt like somebody actually knew that I existed and cared a
little bit for me.
I felt so bad that that I did not even thank him properly.
Dad, the whole time in class, I could not stop smiling and
feeling all giddy inside, some of the kids around me asked
me what I was so cheerful about, but I just got shy and
looked away, and dad, I kept on seeing his friendly face and
reliving the most amazing experience in my life, over and
over again, I felt like I was gonna burst."

We just let him carry on, this was a new Will sitting before
us, and we were astonished at the sudden change in him.

"Dad, then when lunch break came, I rushed outside to find
him, and when I saw him standing by himself in the sun, I
felt all bashful and scared.
See dad, I had no self-confidence at all, and, I mean,
nobody even talked to me ever, I was always alone.
When I looked at him, it seemed like he was shining as
bright as the sun, I wasn't afraid any more, so I walked
over to him, and when he noticed me, he looked up and smiled
so friendly like, that I just melted and wanted to run away.
Dad, then he greeted me with a, hi Will, and I felt so shy
and all I could say was, that I wanted to thank him and I
felt bad for not even knowing his name. He told me his name
is Johnny, he assured me that it was his pleasure, and then
he did something so amazing dad.
Johnny started talking to ME, he asked me if my name was
William or Will, like that kid in the movie 'Stand by me'
and he looked into my eyes the whole time.
Dad I felt welcome in his space, I was so scared that he
would send me away, but dad, he teased me and told me it was
cute how my lip pulled up when I pronounced my S's.
I must have blushed so badly, but it felt good anyway.
Dad I felt so happy when he asked ME to hang out with HIM.
Nobody ever liked me, so I asked him why he helped me, and
he told me that it was because of a `magic' thing that
happened to him when he was hurting just as badly as I was.
So I said I will hang out with him, but only if he told me
about the `magic', and mom, he agreed, and I felt like
somebody for the first time, I was so excited, I grabbed
onto his windbreaker and jumped up and down and begged him
to tell me already.
Dad then he told me of the most important event in his life,
the event that gave him hope, and happiness beyond his
wildest dreams.
Dad, he was so in to it, he spoke as though he was reliving
every amazing event right there before me, and I felt like I
was experiencing it all with him, I was interrupting him all
the time with little questions and comments, feeling sad,
and happy and excited and amazed, but he did not get
irritated with me, he just waited for me to finish, smiled
at me, then continued telling me the most amazing story that
I have ever heard.
When he was done I cried openly, feeling all the sadness
leaving me, he had tears in his eyes as he pulled me into
the most amazing hug I have ever felt and patted my back,
consoling me until I nodded that I was ok.
Then he said the kind of words that I have been craving to
hear since forever.
"It's ok to cry Will, it's ok, I understand, and Will.I like
you a lot, ok? And you must thank Peter, not me, see HE made
the `magic' happen for us."
I asked him if I could meet this Peter, and he agreed to
invite me over soon, and that he would introduce me to his
hero, this amazing man who changed his and his brother's
lives forever, and now mine as well.
Oh dad I can't wait to meet Peter.I wanna give him the
biggest hug ever, and thank him for the `magic' in MY life
as well."

I listened to my son, I felt a pang of jealousy about this
Peter and Johnny, but then I realized that I owed them so
much.
The proof was sitting right here in front of us, Will seemed
so happy and full of excitement, `they' helped to make him
this way, we have never seen him so excited about anything
in his life, he suddenly transformed into a likeable
contented boy.
I suddenly looked at my son differently, I actually noticed
little things about him, the way he pronounced an s, WAS
'cute', the way his hands flew about as he explained
himself, how deep thinking he was, how his eyes sparkled
while he told us everything, he was actually such an
adorable boy, but sadly his own father never once noticed
before.
I was suddenly obsessed with meeting Peter and Johnny
myself, so I offered take him over as soon as he gets
invited
I wanted to thank Johnny personally, and I desperately
wanted to meet Peter as well.
Will jumped up and rushed around the table to me and hugged
me for the first time, and it felt wonderful.
I felt a surge of emotion, and the onset of tears. I patted
his back lightly.
"Will...son.I am so sorry that I have not been there for
you, I will try to be a better dad from now on...I love you
son, you're such a good kid."
I heard him sniff, and then he patted my back.
"It's ok dad, you did not know...I did not know either...but
I know that 'they' can help us."

Johnny invited Will to sleep over a few weeks later, and it
was Will's first time, and he was so excited, that it rubbed
off on me too, I felt excited for him, and I wanted to meet
Peter, just as much as my son did.
Will looked quite nice this afternoon, he took special care
with his hair, he must have dressed and undressed at least
ten times, he trimmed his nails and toenails, I noticed for
the first time what nice looking feet and toes he had.

I realized that I had so much catching up to do.

On the way over there, I noticed how Will was fidgeting and
how nervous he looked.
"Hey, son, why did you comb your hair so nice? You never
worried before you know, hehe." I teased him, and he
blushed.

"Awww, dad, quit it already...ummmm, dad, do you think that
I look ok? Do you think that Peter and Kyle will like me?
I looked at him and smiled at him reassuringly, and nodded.
"Thanks for taking me dad, I am so excited... I just wanna
scream, YES, oh YESSSS."
He threw his fist up a few times, I have never seen him this
happy, it seemed like he found a new zest for life, and I
was happy for him. Will has never been invited to any
parties or for sleepovers, and he never wanted to go out
either.

How he must have suffered in silence for all these years.

When we got out of the car, Will grabbed his bag and jumped
out, I locked up and followed him to the front door, he rang
the bell, the door opened but nobody was there, it opened
completely, so Will peeped round, A boy suddenly jumped out
from behind and startled us
"Hi will, I'm so glad you could come, it's gonna be so much
fun." Then the boy came forward and hugged him, Wills face
just beamed with happiness.

This must be part of this 'magic' thing, and it looked so
good.

Then Johnny let Will go, and he greeted me.
"Hi Mister, thanks for bringing him over." And he smiled up
at me, I was fond of this boy immediately.
"Ahh...so you're the renowned Johnny, nice to meet
you...just call me Jack."
"Likewise Jack."
Johnny chirped
Johnny took Will's bag and invited me in, he introduced me
to his mother, a very soft natured and friendly lady, and to
his dad, who seemed quiet and withdrawn.
I stood chatting with them for a while.
Johnny escorted Will to their room to drop his bag off and
meet Kyle, Johnny's little brother.
The three boys appeared soon and Johnny asked his parents if
he could take me to meet Peter, they agreed.
"Just don't be nuisance ok?" And smiled.
Johnny and Kyle jumped up and down excitedly, and then
Johnny grabbed my hand and dragged me to the door.
I just looked up, I felt accepted and almost like a kid
again.
"Boys will be boys." I said, and they nodded.
"Nice to meet you folks, looks like I better follow him."
Johnny was almost dragging me all the way over there, Kyle
and Will were chatting away and getting to know each other.
As we arrived at the front door, Johnny looked up at me.
"Watch what happens." He pushed the button and the chimes
sounded inside.
Then the door opened slowly, all the way, Johnny let go my
hand and snuck around, and then a man jumped out and grabbed
him into a hug.
The look of love on Johnny's face when he looked up at the
man was priceless.
Will and I were not startled because we knew what to expect
this time.
Johnny snuggled into his arms and smiled contentedly, Kyle
rushed over as well and they all shared a hug, I sensed so
much love right then, it was beautiful.
He looked at me and shook his head as the two boys
spontaneously gave of themselves.
Then I heard his voice.
"Boys will be boys, can't live with them, can't live without
them either, hehe."
He dragged himself a little closer and stuck out his hand.
"Hi, I'm Peter, glad to meet you." He said, his voice warm
and genuine, his face open and friendly.

 I am a big man, but I suddenly felt humbled and inadequate
near him.

"Ugh...I am Jack, Will, here's dad...pleased to meet
you...my son has been wanting to meet you, hope he won't be
a nuisance." I stammered, I felt so intimidated by the whole
scene playing out before me.
"Naahhh...that cannot ever happen, Johnny told me about him,
he's very welcome, he seems to be such a nice young man."

He did not even sound like an adult, he portrayed and almost
childlike innocence.

Johnny and Kyle let him go eventually and stood beside him
each one laid a head against his side possessively.
Then he called Will over, and a certain magic' happened
before my eyes again. Peter's voice seemed to melt my heart.
"Will come over here young man, Johnny told me about you and
I am so glad to meet you at last, I just know that we are
all gonna have so much fun together."

Will was never good around adults, he did not seem to trust
them.

He was so shy, he blushed as he slowly walked forward, yet
it was as though he was drawn in by some invisible traction
beam.
I also felt this, `magnetism' that Peter was radiating.
Will stood before him and looked down all embarrassed, then
Johnny caught my eye and winked at me, then cast his eyes
towards Peter.
Peter dropped to one knee in front of Will, he lifted his
chin and with the most compassion I have ever witnessed,
said to him.
"Will, smile please...that's better.now listen...this is
from my heart and from Johnny and Kyle as well...and it's
for YOU Will...Please don't be afraid to say, or ask or do
anything, when you are with US, we want to get to know the
real Will, this wonderful boy in here."

I watched in awe as Peter put his hand against Will's chest.

"You don't need to pretend or try to impress us, we want YOU
to be our friend, we want YOU to be one of us, we will do
anything for you, and we expect nothing back from you, just
your friendship will be enough for us.
So Will, from now on we will be the FOUR musketeers."
He slowly pulled Will into an embrace, and put his hand
gently behind Will's head and pulled it onto his shoulder,
then he looked up to me for some sort of approval, he saw
the tears in my eyes, I saw his tears and I saw my son break
down and sob.
It was the most intense experience of my life. Johnny and
Kyle came around and they enveloped Will in a tight
protective group embrace, for what seemed like hours.
Then when Will calmed down a little, Peter, Johnny and Kyle
shouted in unison.
"Welcome Will, we love you, ALL for ONE and ONE for ALL,
come on Will, come and join us."
They broke the embrace and they all stood there, holding
hands next to Peter, then Johnny smiled and looked at Will.
"Ready Will?"
His eyes were still teary, and then he nodded, Will's face
almost split in half as he smiled ecstatically, then he
shouted.
"ALL FOR ONE, AND ONE FOR ALL." And they all giggled and
laughed and started shoving Will around, then Peter joined
in with boyish abandon, he seemed so relieved and happy.
The 'magic' did not end there, Peter wiped away some tears
and so did I, then he stepped over to me and just grabbed me
into a tight hug, I was not used to this and started tearing
up again.
"Peter...thanks so much for what you have done for Johnny
and now for my son...may I ask a big favor of you."
I felt Peter nod his head against my chest.
"May I come and see you in private.just to talk,
please...I...I...need to be a better father for Will, I have
neglected him for too long...and thanks for what you've done
for him today, it was really the most beautiful thing that I
have witnessed in my whole life...I so wish that MY dad was
half the man that you are, then I might have noticed how my
son was suffering in silence, thanks again for everything, I
have to go now, so I'll being seeing you then?" Peter
nodded.
I went over to Will and hugged him to me.
"Let me know when to fetch you, and have a good time son." I
let him go, and greeted them all.
While driving home, and for the first time in my life, I
started actually thinking for myself, I attempted to blot
out the evil influences of the society out there, and felt
like I was slowly being set free to experience what it feels
like to be a real human being, yeah, to feel like a kid
again.
My mind kept on replaying those beautiful events and I
realized that I, the big muscular macho man, had been melted
down into a pitiful little sub human being in the presence
of Peter.
The overpowering emotional feelings that flooded my soul as
I observed in awe what had transpired, just would not let me
go.
I mean, I just HAD to find out who this amazing man really
was, and yes, I wanted so badly to have even a little bit of
what he seemed to be able to give so freely to a needy
child.
I was in total awe of him, when I saw the uninhibited love
shining from Johnny and Kyle's eyes, I knew that Will won't
be the same boy ever again, he would be happy for the first
time in his life, and deep inside of me, I actually envied
my son.

The next day, I went to pick Will up at Johnny's house, but
his mother said that they came and fetched Will's bag and
they all went next door, to sleep over.
She said that she was expecting them back in about an hour
or so.
I drove over there and got out of the car.
I heard a lot of jovial laughter coming from down the
driveway, so I walked down there and saw that the windows
and the door was open.
I went up to the door and just stood there.
They were playing a shoot-em up network game, they were
totally unaware of my presence as they continued to have a
ball of a time.
Will was sitting next to Peter and shoving him every time
that he got shot, Peter grabbed him and blew farties on his
tummy after Will got in a good shot.
I watched in awe as my son threw his head and eyes backwards
and laughed and squealed while he enjoyed Peter's attention.
He would put his hands over Peter's eyes so that he got shot
by someone else, then just sat back and pulled his t-shirt
up, knowing that his punishment was coming, my son seemed to
be so comfortable around Peter.
He seemed elated and hyper all the time, he looked Peter in
the eyes and tapped him on the nose playfully, Peter grabbed
him and made loud growling dog noises in Will's neck, he
squirmed and thrashed about, but did not seem to get enough,
he just kept on coming back for more. It was a sight to
behold.
As the game finished they dropped everything and headed
straight for the huge king sized bed.
Then Peter shouted.
"Not fair...nooooo...so not fair, three against one, no
contest."
He just stood there, and then Johnny leaped onto him.
Peter fell backwards, and then Johnny pinned him on the bed,
then Will jumped on him and Kyle attacked his bare feet, it
was a total free for all, as each one in turn would pin him
while the other two tickled him and held him down, it seemed
like he let them just have their way with him, they giggled
and rolled around and jumped on each other.
Peter pinned Kyle and growled in his neck until Kyle hit the
bed three times, then Johnny got punished, he was kicking
and laughing out loud, and then he submitted with three taps
on the bed.
Will was standing there all the time, jumping up and down,
his hands flapping in the air.
Peter nodded his head towards the bed while looking at the
excited Will, whose eyes were wide open with anticipation,
and then he stood in front of Peter and pouted.
Peter asked the other two.
"Johnny, Kyle, seeing as Will IS our guest, we should
initiate him properly hey?  Kyle started squealing
exuberantly."
"Yes, yes ohhhh yes.lets do it." Kyle squealed and giggled.
"Will, how do you want it, do you wanna choose your
punishment or shall WE decide what to do to you?" Peter
asked.
Will was flapping his hands about, and licking his lips in
anticipation, he seemed to be completely overcome with joy
and expectancy.
"Eeeeeee...you decide" He squealed, as he jumped up and
down.
Then Peter said.
"Right Will, any time you want us to stop, just pat the bed,
ok?"
Will nodded, enthusiastically and giggled, then he took a
deep breath.
Peter pushed him back onto the bed and slowly pulled his t-
shirt up, Will's toes were twitching madly, he was giggling
out of control, his eyes were watering and his head was
thrashing from side to side.
Johnny moved over to his one side and Kyle to the other and
smiled wryly at him.
"Fee foe fumm, I smell the blood of an englishmannnnn."
Peter said in an evil voice.
Then Peter blew on his tummy to the left, then to the other
side, Johnny made growling noises in Will's neck, and when
he clamped it shut, Kyle attacked the other side, and so it
went on for some time.
Peter would gnash his teeth together and pause just above
Will's heaving tummy, sending him into fits of excited
laughter, before gently attacking him again.
"Nooooooo...noooo...stoooop...nooooo." Will squealed, but he
did not pat the bed.
So they continued to torture him, but they did it with so
much consideration and care.
I could tell that Will just did not want it to end.
Eventually he patted the bed.
"I'm gonna piss myself...stooooopp...hehehehehe.stop
already, hehehehehe."
They stopped and helped him up.
And then all of them saw me at almost the same time, I
walked in and greeted them.
"Looks like someone had a lot of fun." I said smiling, Will
ran over to me and launched himself at me, hugging me
fiercely.
"Thanks daddy, thanks so much for letting me visit, just
wait till I tell you all that we did, oh daddy, I have never
been so happy, they are the most bestest friends that anyone
can have, I love them daddy, I love them with all my heart."
He eventually let me go, and then he rushed over to Peter
and hugged him, his face in Peter's neck, he was crying with
happiness, he wasn't holding back at all.
I saw a new Will, he seemed to be reborn, and I felt a deep
yearning boiling in my heart.
"Thanks Peter, thanks for having me...can I come again
please, can I Peter."
"Of course big boy, of course, we would love to have you
over anytime, you see, we will always need an easy target,
and someone to have fun with, hehe."
"Oooo, just you wait and see, I will get better and then
we'll see, hehe, I am gonna so get ALL of you one day,
hehehe."
He walked over shyly to Johnny, and then they hugged. Johnny
patted his back softly.
"Thanks, Johnny...I could never repay you for coming into my
life...I was so desperate you know, thanks for sharing Peter
with me...sniff."
"It's ok Will, you can repay me by doing that cute Will
Wheaton thingy for me sometimes, hehe."
Will blushed and nodded on his shoulder.
"Ok."
Will walked over to Kyle next and just pulled him into an
embrace.
"Thanks for being so nice to me Kyle, for sharing Peter and
all, and will you be.like my lil bro from now on.please?"
Kyle nodded, and Will patted him on his back.
I went over to Peter and gave him a hug and thanked him and
the boys for having Will over, and promised that I will
bring him over whenever he is invited.
As we walked to the car they followed to see us off, Will's
eyes watered over as they waved at each other, but this time
they were tears of happiness and joy.

In the car Will was chirping at full speed, I just listened
and smiled, I could not get a word in edgewise anyway, hehe.
Sunday evening, I was watching TV, and Will came in after
Ellen and he finished doing the dishes.
He walked up to me and split my legs slowly, then he sat
down with his back to my chest, he took my arm and placed it
around him on his chest, then he looked up at me with those
glistening brown eyes and just smiled, he snuggled in and
toyed with my arm hairs absently, while we watched TV.
This was the first time that we sat together like this.
This time I did not shoo him off to bed, I remembered the
'magic' that I had witnessed, and I rubbed his chest, he
sighed and I cried softly, I felt so sad because I did know
how to love him before. I brought my other hand up and
massaged his scalp slowly, I took my time, because there was
no rush any more.

The fucked up world out there can just wait, I was just
another brick in the wall, I was so programmed and
brainwashed by everything and everyone that I did not even
notice how badly my boy was hurting. Why the fuck must we
always be careful of doing something `Inappropriate', or
show affection in public? Why must we feel guilty of being
spontaneous human beings, and always question our every
move? FUCK, I am so tired of trying to `fit in' all the time
and just agreeing like a fucking puppet to any and
everything when I'm around my peers.
THEY just want us all to be like fucking robots, `tow the
line, or else'. THEY control us through fear and confusion
and force us to make these fucking `CHOICES' all the time,
choices which are unnatural and restrictive, preventing us
from being able to experience life to it's fullest.
Every enjoyable human experience is either `harmful or a sin
or damaging to a child.
If what I experienced today, is the start of how a child
should experience life, then I am all for it, I hate myself
for being so weak.
 I was drawn into this macho crap, I listened to remarks
about gay people, boys don't cry, let them fight their own
battles, and I realized that love, the very essence of life
was never mentioned once, well fuck THEM all.
I am going to ask Peter to help me find myself, so that I
can start from scratch.
I desired what I witnessed, I missed my son's admiration and
love for all these years, and I failed him in every way.
All I wanted now was for Peter to help him, help me, so that
Will can become a human being, a REAL man so that he could
have the life skills to be a wonderful dad to his kids one
day.

He felt so fragile against me as he breathed contentedly,
uttering a little remark here and there, I noticed how his
voice was changing and breaking up when he got excited, it
sounded good, I smelt his fragrance, I never noticed before.
I watched his perfect row of toes and saw his strong big toe
twitching every now and then.

I did not feel so envious of Peter any more, no, on the
contrary, I was so grateful to him, I still had a chance of
being part of my beautiful boy's life, and I was not going
to stuff it up again.

Ellen, my wife, brought us some hot chocolate and biscuits
later, she looked at me and smiled, there was so much love
in her eyes, she seemed to be proud of me, as she watched a
dad being a dad for the first time in his life, and bring
some joy to his son.
Will sat up a little and cocked his sideways, then he
giggled and fed me a cookie, I was a little startled but
took a bite, then he looked lovingly at me and fed me
another one.

This was fun, this was how it was supposed to be.

 So I took a cookie, and fed it to him, he smiled wide and
giggled, we did this a few times, as we just let go, and
became like kids, and had some fun for a change.
I decided that from now on, there was going to be no more
inhibitions in this house.
"Where did you learn this Will." I asked.
"Mmmm.Peter...it's fun hey?" He said, all matter of factly
like.
"I'll show you another way later." It's even more fun,
hehehe."
I hugged him.
"Do you love him very much?" I asked.
I felt Will nodding against my chest, and I felt a growing
love and respect for that man.
"Dad, he is just so incredible, he is so kind dad, he knew
exactly when I needed closeness, and would call me or come
over and just tease me or play with my hair for a while, dad
I will never get tired of his touch, it feels like magic the
whole time, he took all of my hurt and sadness away and
replaced it with too much love for me handle, do you know
what I mean...?"
"Yes, Will I think I do...now...can you forgive me for being
such a dork?"
He nodded again.
"And dad, dad...while I was there, not one of then said a
nasty thing to me the whole time, Johnny and Kyle seemed to
share Peter with me whenever I needed him, they are so
unselfish dad, Peter made them that way, I felt like they
were spoiling me dad, like the whole weekend was MY turn
like, I never once felt jealous of them.
Peter gave me one hundred percent of his loving attention,
and not some small left-over portion of his attention, every
time I needed it dad.
They made me feel so part of them, it felt awesome dad...it
still does...awesome dad.awesome." Will said softly.
Will was quiet for a long time, and then he asked.
"Dad...can...can we shower together tonight, please?"
I did not answer immediately, I was taken aback by his
sudden request, and then I actually started thinking for
myself for a change, why not, I will start breaking down
these walls right now.
"Dad.If you'd rather not, I'll understand...it will be ok."

Fuck all of you, all YOU do is to prevent us from enjoying
natural human interactions.
I have to do this, I have to start somewhere for crying out
loud.

"Of course I don't mind Will...if this is what you want?"
He suddenly jumped up and grabbed my hand. He looked so
boisterous and hyper, I've never seen him like this, I just
could not let him down again, his excitement got to me, and
even I felt a little excited.
The shower was through our bedroom.
Go and fetch your Pj's and I will meet you there champ.
He rushed out almost knocking the TV over, I ran the water
and undressed, he came tearing in.
"Wait...wait for me." He chirped.
He did not seem to look at me down `there' when he came in
dressed only in his birthday suite.
I felt very self-conscious, and he was beaming with just
plain too much excitement.
I did not know how to go from there, but he soon took the
lead.
He grabbed the shampoo, and handed it to me.
"You wash my hair, then I'll do yours." He smiled up at me.
I wet his hair, he closed his eyes and waited fro me, I
poured some in my palm and began washing his hair slowly, he
backed into me, I nearly jumped as my dick made contact with
his lower back, but I just stood still.
I washed his hair, then rinsed it and put some shampoo on
and ran my fingers over his scalp, I became emotional when I
realized that I was doing something personal for my son for
the first time in his life.
"Feels nice hey dad...I love you dad...thanks dad." He said
sounding so in charge almost.
I broke down and cried like a little boy, that little boy
that I never could be when I was a child. I never had a
childhood, I never knew a Peter who could rescue me.
And then my son shocked me with his words.
"It's ok to cry dad...real men do cry dad...don't feel bad,
I'll wash your hair now."
I rinsed his hair, and then I went onto my knees, and he
poured on some shampoo.
He washed my hair slowly as he stood before me, I sensed his
body so close to me, I peeked and saw that he was erect, and
boy was he well equipped for a fourteen-year-old skinny boy.
I felt like I missed out on so much while he was growing up.
I closed my eyes and felt myself stirring down there, but I
willed it down.
He rinsed my hair for the second time, and said.
"Ok, now I wash you, then you wash me..." And he smiled up
at me, he sounded so confident, his face all wet, his wet
hair hanging over his large eyes, his eyelashes were stuck
together in little triangles.

He was a good-looking kid, and he's my son and I love him,
and I nearly lost him.

He soaped me all over, my shoulders, under my arms, my whole
back and butt, it was ticklish so I sniggered a little, then
he did my legs and lifted each foot and washed between my
toes, it felt so good, then he scooted to in front of me,
and washed my chest and neck, his eyes were darting all over
me while he was on his mission.
I felt so embarrassed because I was fully erect by now, he
looked at me and smiled when he saw my `pre-DICK-ament',
then he tapped it on the head with his finger.
I jumped, he giggled mischievously, and then he tapped it a
few more times while saying.
"Oooo...don't get so excited, you will get your turn,
hehehe."
I marveled at the innocence of it all, it was `magical'.
Then he just soaped up his hands, and washed it all over, he
washed my balls and in between my legs, I was sniggering, it
felt so ticklish, he seemed to be totally uninhibited and
having a BALL of a time.Ahem, excuse the puns, hehe.
I knew that I dared not object or show any discomfort.
Then he finished and took the hose and rinsed me while his
hands washed away the foam.
He hooked the hose back up and handed me the soap and smiled
at me.
"Thanks dad, I had fun washing you...you deserved it
anyway."
I was dumbfounded.who IS this boy with me.
He almost seemed like this stranger that I was going to have
to get to know all over again.
This was the same boy who was afraid to even ask me to pass
the butter, and here he is, oozing so much self confidence
that he is in the shower with me, I was so proud to hear the
word, dad from him, this is the wonderful young man who has
been suppressed by me for so many years.

Peter, I owe you one dude...I owe you big time, and I HAVE
to see you soon.

I took the soap, and washed my boy all over, I knelt down
and washed his feet like they were precious ornaments, I
washed his legs and his back, I noticed how his shoulders
were getting wider, then I washed his nice chest and flat
tummy, I wriggled my finger in his navel and he giggled,
then I had a good look at his penis, it looked just like
mine, the loose foreskin partially covering the perfect pink
head, the little blue veins along the sides, the prominent
urethra, it looked perfect on him and extra large on his
scrawny body, I tapped it on the head a few times as well,
he squirmed and giggled happily as his father was accepting
him into his life.
"Hey, what are you so angry about, are you showing off or
something?" I said, playfully, as I prepared to wash his
boyhood, he giggled happily.
I soaped up my hand and washed it gently, as he wriggled and
giggled while holding on to my head.
When I was done, I rinsed him all over rubbing my hands
across his body, he was smiling so contentedly, and then I
decided to take the lead for once.
I pulled him into a hug, his penis felt so hard between my
legs and poking into my balls, and my dick was against his
flat soft tummy, it felt strange and really good all at the
same time.
He looked up at me with so much love, he was smiling
sweetly, and my heart went out to him.
"Dad...lets just stand like this for a while, I have missed
you so much."
Then he looked up at me, his tears free flowing and running
down his soft cheeks.
He saw the tears of emotion in my eyes as well."
Then I asked Will.
"Will...did Peter...I mean...?
"Yes dad, and Peter also assured me that you would not push
me away again, he said that we would bond if we had a shower
together, he told me to take the lead, because he knew that
you were too shy.
He told me exactly what to do, and it worked dad.I feel so
safe in your arms dad.I love you dad."
"Yes son...it worked, Peter must be a wonderful man, I can
see why you love him so much, he is a very special
person.and Will, you must always be good to him, real men
like him are very rare you know." He looked up at me, and he
seemed to be so proud of his dad at last.
"It feels good to have a real dad now...ummm...dad, do you
think that I have a good looking penis?"
"Oh, yes champ...that is a real good looking one, I think
it's going to be bigger than mine some day."
"Thanks dad, yours looks just like a bigger one of mine, I
think it's nice and big, and it feels so nice in my hand, I
ha so much fun washing it for you, hehehe."
"Dad it feels so good like this, I mean I feel good that we
can be so happy together that we have these boners, you
know, when guys are happy they get boners, is that so?"
"Yes it is Will.Ummm, did Peter tell you that?"
"No dad, but while I was so happy there, mine was hard
almost all of the time, and I saw that sometimes, Peter's
one was very big as well, but we were so happy and having
fun all the time, see I never got a boner before dad, never,
I only noticed it boning up all the time after I met
Johnny.and I felt so excited to meet Peter and sleep over
and stuff, they are great dad."
"Yes Will, we are so lucky to have them in our lives, we
must never hurt them, never."
"Thanks dad...I love you, I just feel so good now that you
love me too."
I shut off the shower, and we used all the hot water, hehe.
"Will, come over here please."
I took his clothes and dressed him, making sure not to rush,
when I pulled his briefs up I had to position his penis to
one side, and he giggled, and I felt so good to be able to
put my inhibitions aside for once.
Then he dressed me, and did the side thingy, but the tyke
put it to the left then to the right a few times while he
sniggered excitedly at me with his mouth open, and his eyes
were big and glistening excitedly.
"Hey, who said you can play with it, I know what you're up
to young men.'
"Whaaaat...tell me daddy, c'mon, tell me, I wanna know,
hehe," He said as I slapped his hand away playfully.
"I'll tell you when you are twenty one Will, not before."
"Awwwww...c'mon already, lil Will here is so curious, hehe."
I ruffled his wet hair, and then I combed it carefully with
a middle path, like Johnny's.
"Ohhh, coool, dad this looks much better than my old side
path, I'll wear it like this from now on, it's just like
Johnny's, coool." He chirped.
Then he combed mine slowly, and also a middle path like his,
he cocked his sideways and looked at me then he straightened
a stray lock, and stood back while I looked in the mirror.
"Thanks will, looks great champ.
We tidied up and walked out, and there was Ellen on the bed.
"Did you two have fun?" She asked.
"Oh, yeah mom, way too much fun, the warm water is finished
though, hehehe." Will chirped.
"Never mind it will be warm in an hour."
"Thanks Jack." Ellen mouthed as Will went to his room with
me in tow.
Will wanted me to tuck him into bed and to lie with him for
a while, something for which I always found some lame excuse
not to do in the past.
He scooted into bed and opened his blankets so that I could
lie behind him.
And then he backed fully into me, and I put my arm around
him, with my hand on his chest.
He put his hand on mine, and we just lay there while he told
me what all they did, to make him feel so special.
My dick was against his soft butt, and I did not get an
erection this time, thank goodness.
He lay still for a long time, I lay still just enjoying his
presence.

My son has given me another chance to be in his life and I
felt so honored.

Then he took my hand and placed it on his very hard penis,
and then just pushed on it like, and turned his face towards
mine.
"Dad...just hold it like that till I go to sleep
please...kiss me goodnight here."
He pointed at his cheek, and I kissed him softly, for the
first time.
"G'nite champ, sweet dreams."
"Nite dad.love you dad."
I lay there with him, and then only minutes later I felt him
go limp against my palm, and then I heard him breathing
peacefully.
I slowly moved out of his bed. I tucked him in and kissed
him on the forehead.
I went out and switched the light off, and my mind was in
awe at what happened this weekend. Ellen was waiting for me,
she said that she thought that this day would never arrive,
and then she asked me what happed, and I told her
everything.
She lay on my tummy while I was talking, and for the very
first time in months, she started giving me the best two
blowjobs that I have ever had, and twenty minutes later we
made love like never before.
I felt like a real man and a deserving dad for the first
time in my life.

Thank you Peter, now I owe you even more, yes, our family's
happiness, no man could ever ask for a greater gift, thanks
my friend, we all love you.



Disclaimer:
This is pure fiction, merely a fantasy.
Sensitive readers may find some events offensive.
If you are too young to be here, be good kids, go and play.
I cannot stop you anyway hehe.
If you have ever experienced compassion, read on.
If you want to fight, then find an orifice, lubricate it,
shove your head in,
And fight for breath, otherwise constructive criticism is
welcome.
If you want to chat, feel hurt or need to discuss anything
at all, call me I WILL listen.
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Date:
From: Ariel Mann.
Subject: Johnny's story Chapter 7.

I get to know our Peter:

The next weekend, Peter invited us over to swim, and have a
barbeque.
My wife wanted to meet him and thank him for everything that
he has done for Will, and for our family.
We arrived and as we got out of the car, we heard shouting
and splashing and laughter. We heard some loud splashes from
bomb drops into the pool. I looked over the wall and just
sighed at the amazing scene that greeted my eyes. Peter shot
a screeching Kyle off his shoulders while an excited Johnny
jumped up and down next to him, eagerly while awaiting his
turn, God it was so beautiful.
The door opened and his friendly wife welcomed us. She told
us to go out to the pool so long, and get some refreshments.
It felt so welcoming, and the table was full of snacks and
all kinds of drinks. Chairs were scattered around under the
shade tree.
It was huge pool with a sunken conversation pit and three
large glass windows.
When Johnny and Kyle spotted us, they swam over, and jumped
out of the water. Ellen and I were a little surprised when
we noticed that they were stark naked.
"Come on Will, come and join us, we're having so much fun,
c'mon hurry already."
Johnny whined, and then they promptly grabbed Will by the
hands and threw him into the water, clothes and all. You
should have seen the surprise on my son's face as he
surfaced and glared at them.
"Catch us if you ca-a-an, hehehehe."  They teased and swam
away.
"You two are so totally gonna get it when I catch you,
grrrr."
Peter was laughing his ass off, as he watched the scene
unfold.
Will was still recovering from his shock, when Peter and the
two brats dived under the water and surfaced next to him.
Peter grabbed him from behind, Johnny disappeared under the
water, while Kyle was pulling faces at him.
Ellen and I just observed in amazement, as first, Will's wet
pants, then his briefs and finally his t-shirt was flung
onto the side of the pool.
Our son made some feeble attempts at protecting himself, but
he was laughing so much that he just had no chance.
Then right before our eyes they all hugged him in that same
protective manner that I witnessed the first time that he
met Peter.
Ellen got tears in her eyes.
"Oh, Jack don't you think it's just beautiful, look how
contented Will is, he is just standing there and smiling
while they are bonding with him, he really has the best
friends that any boy could ever wish for."
I put my arm around her and hugged her to me, and I could
see how happy and proud she was.
"Yes, you are right, it's like a miracle, isn't it?"
"Yes, Jack it is, and it happened just in time too, go on
now, go and join them, I will go and see if I can help in
the kitchen."
As Ellen disappeared into the house, I was attacked by all
four of them, Peter held me as the three kids started
undressing me, I felt uncomfortable at first and then I
thought.

What the hell, I am going to start breaking free from the
bonds of this fucked up society, I am going to be Jack, the
little boy whose childhood was suppressed by a father who
thought that having fun was a sin, that a boy had to work
and could never sleep out or act stupid and stuff. Well fuck
all of you. Jack is being given a second chance to be
himself today.
Then I just let go, and started actually living for once.

"Ok.hahaaaa.ok, I give.hahaaa. I give."
I bent over and tapped the ground three times, the boys were
jumping up and down, their hands flapping about excitedly,
and their voices bubbling over in shear ecstasy.
I stood up and threw my arms up in mock surrender, then Will
came over and pulled my shirt off, Johnny attacked my pants
and slid them down, I lifted my feet so he could remove
them, then Kyle came forward and looked into me eyes
appealingly, he seemed a little nervous for a split second.
I smiled and winked at him, he shrieked, and in one swift
movement he slid my briefs all the way down, and I stepped
out of them.
They draped my clothes neatly over a chair, then Peter
suddenly jumped me from behind, I could feel his penis
against my butt, and then he and I went flying into the
water as Will and Johnny shoved us both in.

During these magical moments, I felt accepted, they were not
intimidated by me, the look of pride in my son's eyes as I
joined them was priceless, my chest swelled, my emotions
came with a rush, and I felt FREE at last.
Then first Peter, then one by one, the three boys all hugged
me into that amazing patented embrace of theirs, they were
all so uninhibited, I cannot say whose dick was pressing
against who, and I did not care.
Little Kyle hugged me against my tummy, I felt his pre-teen
dick pushing into me, mine was under his little butt, I felt
Johnny's against my leg and Will's against my other leg,
Peter's was against my one butt cheek.
And you know what? While we stood there, them all smiling at
me, I yielded completely and actually enjoyed the contact,
and my heart was racing as I felt all the years of pain and
hurting wash away into the warm water, and then my body
convulsed as I cried like a little boy.
I felt the magical healing of my damaged soul commence
within that loving protective group embrace, four against
one.no contest, hehehe.
They held me and rubbed my back and shoulders until I calmed
down.

Johnny and Kyle asked me to shoot them off my shoulders, I
had so much fun, I watched as their boy parts swung around
as they went flying through the air, I listened to their
exuberant squeals and shouts, it was music to my ears, we
raced each other and grab assed around, we bomb dropped off
a high tank near the deep end, water was splashing out
everywhere.
I looked over at Peter.
"Don't worry about it, its just water, no rules here, just
have fun and be yourself."
His voice at that moment had a bigger healing effect on me
than Dr. Phill could achieve in a million sessions, there is
not one trained psychiatrist in the world that could even
come close to achieving what this man was doing for EVERYONE
in mere minutes, and who were fortunate enough to be
accepted into his life.

I have never had a hero figure in my life, I was a big man,
my hero would have to be someone really special to impress
me, no achievement in sport or in the financial world could
impress me one little bit.But this man had the power to heal
and love like no other. HE is my hero. God has been smiling
on us ever since we met him, my peers cannot understand why
I was so different, so patient and understanding. Thanks
Peter.

The boys jumped on me and dunked me, I grabbed them and
played gently with them, everybody was bear hugging
everybody, at the deep end we fooled around, I felt hands
grabbing my dick a few times, I felt so liberated that I
just did not care, I grabbed a handful myself at every
opportunity, I even grabbed Peter's and he returned the
favor, the boys all had a feel of mine, none of us popped
boners, we just had fun, and lived life like it should be
lived.
Will looked at me many times, his face adorned with pride
and joy, I was not letting him down any more, I could see
the love in his eyes and I felt big.yeah.really big.
I caught Will grabbing Peter's dick a few times and he held
on for a little longer than necessary sometimes, and Will's
eyes radiated admiration when he looked at Peter every time.
Peter returned the favor and Will just melted into him, he
hugged Peter many times, the two of them enjoying their time
together, Johnny and Kyle had those same magical moments
with Peter, their faces shining with gratitude and
admiration. They shared Peter with Will without any
complaints or indication of jealousy.
I asked Johnny.
"Johnny.doesn't your dad want to join us, don't you want to
call him over."
Johnny's face turned sad, he dropped his head.
"No.no.I don't think so, he doesn't like having fun or
playing with us, he thinks it's wrong to have fun and
stuff."
Then he did an unexpected thing.
He swam straight over to Peter, and swung him around, and he
kissed him softly on the lips." Peter just let him, and then
Peter embraced him tenderly and patted his back. Johnny
smiled and swam over to me, and looked me straight in the
eye, his look startled me a little, he checked to see if we
were alone, then I cringed as he said.
"I would have killed myself by now if it was not for that
man over there, He saved my life and he has given Kyle and
myself our boyhood back in the most incredible way, if they
ever take him away from us, I will kill myself, he is
everything that is beautiful to us, just look how he is with
Will, I am so proud of him, I did not even have to ask him
to be nice to Will, sniff.I love him so much you know?"
I felt real compassion for this beautiful boy, so I pulled
him into me, and patted his back softly.
"It's ok Johnny.it's ok.I know, I understand.he is really
remarkable, he is MY hero too."
He looked up after I said that, smiling mischievously.
"So tell me.did Will watch TV with you, and did you hold him
and stuff?" I nodded.

Those magical moments were playing back in my mind.

"And did you guys, like shower together.and stuff?" I was
beginning to get the picture here, this little bastard set
me up.aaaarrgh, I was so busted.
"Aaaaand.did you guys like bone up and wash each other down
there, hehe?"
"That's none of your business." I said and knuckled him on
his head."
"Oh, yes it is.hehehehe.Will's business IS my
business...hehehehe."
Then he looked more serious.
"You know.Will was dead scared of you, but when I told him
about my `Get Will and his dad together' plan." He promised
me that he would give it a shot, that he would do it for
Peter and for me." Then I saw the start of tears in his
eyes.
"Please love Will, even if you just do it for Peter and
me.please would you?"
I looked into his large eyes and nodded.
"I already started being a real dad to him.but tell me, was
this plan all YOUR idea?"
He shook his head, and nodded in Peter's direction.
"He helped me, he told me that love can never hurt anybody,
so we convinced Will, that HE would have to light the fire,
and then the flames of love will envelope both of you."
I was in awe at this kid. Peter had brought out the very
best of this unique young human being.
I looked over to Peter, Will was hugging him lovingly, and
they smiled at me knowingly.
Then Johnny hugged me tighter, and I could feel his
impressive boyhood against my tummy.
"Hehe, see when us boys are very happy, it just
happens.mmmm.thanks for lending Will to us, he's such a nice
person, he deserves only the best."
Then he let go of me and swam over to Peter, and Will swam
over to me and hugged me, his boner almost rivaled Johnny's,
he looked lovingly into my eyes.
"Thanks dad, love you dad.umm, I have never been so happy
dad, I have the coolest friends, and way too much fun.and
the best dad.don't you think that they are all so way cool?"
I looked over to where Johnny and Peter were hugging and
spinning around in the water, Johnny smiled and winked at me
and put his face into Peter's neck while smiling
contentedly.
"Yes Will.way cool son.we are so lucky...you know? Johnny
and Kyle are two very lucky boys."
He nodded on my shoulder, as I slowly spun him around as
well.
"Yes they are, and they want me to be their best friend, oh
dad, it feels so good.dad I just don't know how to thank
Peter, you know, I could never repay him and Johnny.dad I
just so desperately want them to know how much they mean to
me.sniff."
"Will, you are going to get an opportunity to thank them one
day.but right now
I know for sure that they love you just as you are, don't
rush anything.
I know how you feel, you and me both are totally bowled over
by the magic.I also want to thank them for everything.but I
know that they don't expect anything from us, so just enjoy
them and show them love.they deserve it."

The miracles just didn't stop coming, and I was happy to
share my son with a man like Peter, I did not care what they
did together, I am a practical man, I look at charts and
stuff all day, I look at proof.only proof, and Will's chart
has shot up from completely in the red to a staggering
profit in every way.
In fact his graph shot right off the chart in a matter of
days, and if anyone interferes with his progress, I will
personally rip him or her apart, and believe me, I can do
that easily.

We all started playing again, just being a bunch of rowdy
boys. I saw his wife and Ellen watching us while we just
fooled around, the boys climbing out of the water the whole
time to bomb drop back in, their cute little butts and boy
parts on display for all to see, they were blissfully happy
and did not seem to have a care in the world.
And then it was time to put the meat on, so Peter lifted
himself out of the water and tended to the fire. The two
ladies were on the opposite side of the very large pool,
they were just chatting away and only looked over at us from
time to time, so Peter did not even bother to cover himself
up.
I studied him for a while, he was not heavily built, he had
very little body hair, he had no fat on him and he looked
almost like a teen, I could see why the boys felt so
comfortable around him, he was not intimidating at all, and
he sported a good looking dick and large balls to add to his
impressive image, all his physical attributes plus this
magic that he possessed, and combined with his outgoing
personality made me feel very humble indeed.
I liked everything about him, and his sparkling friendly
eyes seemed to invite you into his space all the time.
And what was his biggest asset of all?
This man had the ability to completely change everybody
around him for the best. Those three brats were the luckiest
boys on the planet.

A child can sense when an adult likes him or not, they are
very sensitive to your body language, the way you look at
them and the little things you say when they are in your
company, so they will move away at the slightest indication
of a threat or an unfriendly look. They are especially
sensitive to how you touch them, they love being touched and
pampered.

Then I looked over at Peter while he was doing the meat, and
I could see why these adorable youngsters loved him so much.
Kyle walked over to him and hugged him from the front,
Peter's dick must have pressed against Kyle's tummy, Kyle
smiled and hugged Peter lovingly, and his face portrayed
pure innocent trust and joy.
The boy looked so contented to be in contact with him, Peter
looked into his face and smiled.
Kyle broke his embrace, and Peter broke off a little piece
of cooked meat, he blew on it to cool it, then more `magic'
happened.
Peter kneeled down and put the piece of meat between his
lips, and then Kyle just leaned forward and took it with his
mouth, and smiled so adorably as their lips touched.
Peter remained kneeled and drew him into and embrace, Kyle
closed his eyes and enjoyed yet another magical reassuring
moment.
I pulled myself out of the water and went over to Peter.
He offered me a Beer and lemonade drink.
We chatted about the perfect day and stuff in general.
We were just chatting and getting acquainted.
We talked some about Johnny and Kyle's dad, and he shook his
head slightly.
"Yeah, well.I attempted to get through to him about the
boys, you know, play with them and hug them and stuff, but
he just said that he never had a childhood, and that did not
know how to act around his sons.
He said that he could not be tender with them and get
personal with them and answer their embarrassing
questions.he just could not force himself to be physical
with them, he thanked me for giving them attention, and he
asked me to answer their questions about guy stuff among
other things.
He said Johnny seemed to be very inquisitive lately.he
thought that puberty was setting in and he was dead scared
of his questions.
I offered to inform him about Johnny's questions and my
answers, but he declined, saying that he did not want to
know what we discussed or did, while we were together.
I thought that sounded a bit reckless, but I saw that he was
getting uncomfortable, so I left things there.
I told him that I liked them and that they were welcome to
come over and swim and stuff.
He thanked me, we greeted, and then I left. Well you know
some of the rest.mmm.by the way, does Will tell you about
us?"
"Oh, yes.he never stops, Ellen and I just smile as he
rattles off at a dizzy speed about all that you guys
enjoyed, you are his hero you know, and I'm happy with
that.please just carry on being his friend, that boy loves
you very much, so just let him be good to you when the time
comes, I won't mind a bit.
You see? You have set Will's and my spirits free, he is not
afraid of me any more, we have found each other and he loves
me.
I look at him for the first time as this awesome young boy,
everything about him is precious to me now, he's a good kid
and I can see that you love him dearly as well.
So just enjoy him, you three have accepted him, and pampered
his delicate feelings, you mean the world to him, and I
could never repay you for what you've done for our family
Peter, even Ellen loves me again, she is so happy.and our
sex life has never been this good, it's all thanks to you
and Johnny, then I grabbed him and bear hugged his breath
out of him, we were emotional, Peter.if we can ever do
anything for you, then you come to me, no one else, ok?"
He nodded against my chest.
"I love you Peter.umm, Will and I love you so much, thanks
for everything, you gave us back our lives you know?"
"Umm.thanks Jack.appreciate that.I think I better tend the
meat, hehe."
Then I realized that I was still hugging him.
 I cleared my throat, and patted his back, and let him go, I
felt a little embarrassed when I saw the women looking our
way, two very naked grown men hugging each other for like
ages, hehe, must have looked funny, aaaaagh I don't care,
and you know what, I will do it all over again.
"Ummm.Peter.what do you think about gay guys.I mean, are you
gay?"
"I dunno really, I have never given it much thought
actually, but, yeah, I might be, or definitely bi-sexual.
I know that I don't care if a guy is gay, I will love him
just as much as any other person, I have some gay
friends.and you know what, they are a lot more fun to be
around than normal guys, nothing is ever too much trouble
for them, they seem to be just themselves and are more
genuine people.
They also don't try to impress me or put up pretences and
stuff.
I must admit that I feel flattered when they hint at how
they want to get into my pants, or would like to have wild
passionate sex with me, and how they think that I might be a
good kisser and stuff.
And as for your second question, I am not going to answer
you directly, but don't you think that I would have popped
the most humongous boner while a hunk like you were holding
me so close for so long, with that delectable piece of
manhood pushed into my groin for the full duration of your
hug, hehe."
I just broke down, I blushed like a kid and shoved
Peter.he's such a bastard, how can one just not love him,
hehe."
"Peter.it doesn't bother me at all.I mean if you were
wondering.
"Naaah, Jack, I know.I did really enjoy our hug though, nice
penis, hehehe.
And then I shoved him again.
"Peter, you bastard.the boys are so lucky to have you, they
are going through that inquisitive stage, and they cannot
have a better person to share it with."

Peter tended the meat, while I just enjoyed the whole
liberating atmosphere around him, the kids were having fun,
Johnny, Kyle and Will ran around all over and just did not
mind being naked in front of the women and themselves, this
was going to be a day for all of us to remember, I haven't
felt this good ever.
I was not even uneasy around Peter any more.
"I notice that Will's boyhood looks very similar to yours
and not all that different than mine and the other boy's."
Peter mentioned.
"Yeah.I think that we are all pretty good looking in that
department, hehe."
And I blushed when he looked at me sideways like.
The meat was almost ready and looked and smelt absolutely
appetizing.
"Peter, just one last thing.I dunno quite how to say
this.well anyway, look, if Will wants to get closer to you,
you know like wants to show you more affection and stuff,
please don't shun or reject him, just accept his way of
showing you how he feels, you know, just love him back.
I don't exactly know what he would do either, I think he's
almost IN love with you, I noticed in the pool how he looks
at you, so.Peter, I don't want to know what you guys do
together, it's not my business, just listen to him, you
won't let him down will you?"
"Thanks Jack.look me in the eyes.ok.I will do anything for
those boys, anything, if I can bring one extra moment of joy
into their hearts, I will gladly do anything for them, I
love them more than you will ever know, I mean, you see how
happy they are, they will be dads themselves one day, and I
know that their kids will not ever have to look for love
from strangers, and I would rather kill myself than to see
any one of them unhappy because of me."
"Thanks, Peter, that means a lot to and Ellen and I, I knew
that you would say that."
Kyle brought us each a towel.
Mom says that you two exhibitionists must make yourself
descent before lunch, hehehe." And then he stood up against
Peter, with Peter's manhood under Kyle's arm-pit, Kyle
squeezed it under his arm, and closed his eyes.
Then just as quickly, he let Peter go, and dashed off
happily, I noticed that Peter's dick was just ever so more
than flaccid.
It even affected me a little, but I was not feeling any
shame at all.
"Kyle seems to be so spontaneous around you, that was really
beautiful to see you know.um.would you allow Will the same
privilege.I mean, you know."
"Yes Jack.but only if that's what HE wants.only then."
"Thanks Peter, I knew that you would say that, can we talk
sometime, just you and me, please?"
"Yep, Jack, just let me know and we can chat in private."
We wrapped our towels around our waists, and took all the
meat and toasted sandwiches to the table, where the boys
were already standing around looking ravenous with hunger.
The women looked so happy, then Peter's wife said that she
has never seen so many cute butts running around."
I blushed, `butt'  then I acknowledged the compliment
anyway, Ellen just smiled.

The food was out of this world, even the special cream
potatoes were prepared for Will, he coooed as he said that
he had some last weekend, and that he loved them so much
that his wife said that she will make them just for him
again.
The salads were so tasty, and was the meat done to
perfection, all crispy outside and juicy inside, what a
feast, and the dessert was a blast.
Kyle started a thing going, hehe. He's so cute. After he had
his chop, his mouth and cheeks were all covered in gravy, so
no problem to him, he walks over to Peter, climbs on his
lap, then looks up at him smiling, then he just up and
kisses him full on the mouth, Peter's lips were covered in
gravy.
"Thanks for everything Peter, this was one of my bestest
days ever." Kyle chirped. Peter hugged him and rubbed his
chin on Kyle's head, the boy beamed and then just jumped off
Peter's lap.
I noticed that Johnny and Will were plotting something, they
had smeared gravy all over their mouths, then Johnny kissed
Peter full on the lips, smearing gravy everywhere, Peter
attempted to jerk his head away, but Johnny held him steady
while sitting on his lap, then he jumped off and Will had
his way with him, his face was covered in gravy, it was
hilarious, everybody laughed. Peter just smiled.
"Have your fun guys, its gonna be payback time sooner than
you think."
"Ooooo, promises, promises Johnny chirped."

This was like a day made in heaven, there was absolutely no
unpleasantness, just a lot of unadulterated fun, and I have
never witnessed so much uninhibited fun and love in one
place.
I promised myself that Will was going to have a real dad
from now on, and that he could spend as time as he wanted
with these wonderful people.

The kids were quiet for the first time today.
They looked all dreamy eyed from eating too much, so they
just lay down on their towels and enjoyed full body tans.

Can one spoil a child too much? Never. Can you give him too
much love? Never.
Can one destroy a child's spirit and soul? Easy, by not
being involved in his life, and letting petty hang-ups spoil
his fun.

The women were sort of sniggering to themselves at times,
but I laughed it off to some gossip or other, whatever.
We helped them clean up, and then Will dragged me downstairs
to listen to Peter's sound system that he and a friend built
by themselves.
I have never heard anything like, it sounded like it could
be worth over a million dollars, I was dumbfounded, and his
music was the best that I have ever heard.

"Will, may I speak to Peter alone please, just for ten
minutes son."
Will put his head against the side of Peter's and squeezed
his shoulder. Then he went upstairs.

"He loves you Peter.that boy loves you dearly, and I am so
relieved that it is you, and not some other asshole." Peter
just smiled coyly.

"Peter, it's Will's birthday next month, I want to get him
something really special,
and so.I mean, do you have any ideas.anything, I want to
celebrate our new found happiness you know, to make it
special for him, and money's not a problem."
Then Peter said.
"Tell you what.do you remember how much fun we had when you
came to fetch him last weekend? Well, I think that you
should get two computers, and then I will hook them up so
that you can play that game, like father and son together, I
will do the sound for him as my gift and put all his
favorite games and songs on for him, how does that grab
you?"
I was astounded, AND he wants Will and I to have fun
together, this was so awesome, like Will said, he's so
unselfish, I admire him more moment by moment.
I felt so elated that I just grabbed him and planted a big
kiss on his cheek.
"Oooo, that was SO gay." Peter teased, I shoved him and we
laughed, he's so easy going and funny.
"That's better than anything I could have hoped for, gawd,
that's just incredible, so.can you get the stuff and set it
up for him, and the internet as well, so that you guys can
chat each other and stuff, oh he is just so gonna love it, I
know, I can't wait to see his face."
"Will you take a photo for me please, I would love to have
one of him."
"No way Peter, you MUST be there dude, you've made all this
possible you know? He will want it that way anyway.
Peter, you can take all the photographs of him that you want
to, he will be spending more weekends with you, and I know
that for sure.
When we asked him about a birthday bash for him, he agreed
for the first time. He never wanted one before, because he
had no friends, so this time, the first person he mentioned
was you, then Johnny and Kyle, and your wife and kids and he
made mention of some kid that he befriended at school. Peter
he was so happy, you've really transformed his life
completely, he does not need anything at all any more.
In the pool today, I saw you two together, how he absolutely
absorbed you with his eyes, I knew that his boner was
against your tummy, and I felt proud that it was with you,
see Johnny's was poking me in the tummy as well, and
although I am as straight as a fiddle, it felt good, the
boy's trust and acceptance to be so comfortable around me
felt really good.
So if he asks you to go camping with him alone, I won't mind
at all, see he asked me if he could go fishing with you one
weekend and sleep over in the tent.
Peter, you guys have my blessings."

Sadly, it was time to go. We greeted with many hugs, and
thanked Peter again for the best day in our family's lives,
and for putting up with us, and all the extra effort with
the food.

We arrived at home, after being subjected to Will's excited
interpretations of the best day in his life.
Ellen was exceptionally affectionate towards me, she was all
touchy feely and stuff.
I certainly was not complaining, as she made love to my very
hard penis, she was kissing it and licking it, she was
smearing my pre-cum all over her lips and cheeks like it was
going to be our last time.
We haven't been this close for years, everything in our
relationship was just adequate before, and if we were
intimate, it felt more like a duty, than passionate
lovemaking, none of us really talked much, we just really
went about existing from day to day.
Ellen's attitude seemed to change completely ever since that
day that Will and I watched TV together, and bonded in the
shower, she seemed to just want to please me at every
opportunity.
It did wonders for my ego, and I felt as horny as a high
school kid all over again.
She slapped my butt for the first time since just after we
got married.
She blushed again when I caught her peeping at me, and then
she would do that light scratching of her nose with her
thumb thingy, which meant that she desired me.
I have not seen her like this in many years. My body felt
tingly before we went to bed every night, ever since Will
and I bonded, and I knew that we were going to have great
sex, I felt so alive all of a sudden.
Will was bouncing around all over the place, he walked with
a spring in his step, while swinging his arms, his shoulders
were held back, his head held high and he never stopped
smiling or giggling at odd times, Ellen and I were
dumbfounded at the change in our son.
I knew that things in this house were never going to be the
same again.
I have never in my life felt so accepted and part of
something so beautiful, I was determined to keep it that way
at all costs.

On Sunday morning, after tea, and Will feeding us the most
delicious fruit scones, Ellen called Will over to connect
our little camcorder into the TV.
She sat us down with Will in between us, each one had an arm
over his shoulders, he was tapping his feet expectantly, he
seemed so happy.
Ellen gave Will the control and asked him to start the
video. I never saw her taking videos once during the whole
time that we were at Peter's, I was astounded to say the
least.
Will nearly jumped out of his skin.
"Mom, you took videos.oh mom, this is soooooo cool,
hehehehe."
She captured all the important events, from the food on the
table, the nice plants growing everywhere.
I gasped when I was in full view being attacked by Peter and
the boys, every detail was playing out before us, she even
zoomed in on all our butts and guy parts, it was almost
embarrassing, my heart was beating so fast, I felt like a
kid again, Will was rattling off, little comments, ooo's and
aaah's all the time, he seemed to be so hyped up, lifting
off the couch as something excited him, we were having so
much fun as a family again.
Ellen was sniggering all the time, and she really succeeded
in surprising us.
We were so busted, hehe.
Then Will and I jumped as clear underwater shots came into
view of us ass grabbing and groping each other. I blushed,
Will's expression was priceless, as he was busted grabbing
Peter's penis, and Peter his. Johnny was grabbing my dick
and Kyle grabbed Will's, it was a total free for all, we
watched in amazement at what took place, we would never have
had such good uninhibited fun if it were not for the `magic'
atmosphere at Peter's home.
There was a lot more footage of the boys being shot off
Peter's and my shoulders. Ellen captured the pure bliss on
their faces, and she got in some excellent butt shots of all
of us as well.
Ellen also took a video of me chatting with Peter, and
hugging him for a long time. I had to promise to tell her
what it was all about later
I watched in awe as more underwater shots of Johnny hugging
me, and Will Hugging Peter, filled the screen. She captured
a very tender moment of Kyle Hugging Peter, while fondling
Peter's dick with one hand, and it seemed so innocent and
special. Peter was not erect, nor was I in any of the
scenes. Will really enjoyed the scene where the three brats
covered Peter's mouth and cheeks with gravy kisses.
"Awesome.oh that looks so awesome, thanks mom.I love you
both so much for sharing those good times with me. Mom.Peter
is so special to me."
Will said softly, then he became quiet, I think he was
reliving some of the `magic'.
We hugged him a little closer in acknowledgement.

Will slept over at Peter's on Friday night with Johnny and
Kyle, giving me the opportunity to set the two PC's up in
his room, I had a lot of connections to make, and set up the
internet and sound system according to Peter's instructions.
He had pre installed everything and tested it, so that it
basically left very little for me to do.

Peter and his family, Johnny, Kyle and Will arrived on
Saturday morning at 10 am.
He was so excited, and he must have spent at least twenty
minutes in front of the mirror to make himself presentable,
he pestered Ellen to have everything just right for his
quests.
The Party went off extremely well, and he got kisses from
two nice looking girls, the boys all, high five-ed him.
Will hugged Peter for a long time, then Will kissed him on
his lips in front of everybody, and suddenly there were
ooo's and aaah's.
He blushed furiously when he realized what he had done so
spontaneously, then, after letting him suffer for a while,
everyone clapped and sang for him.
It seemed like everyone wanted to meet Peter, Will's not
very good at hiding his happiness, and so he must have told
everyone about his hero.poor Peter, serves him right for
being so amazing, hehe.
Will chatted with everyone individually, and he interacted
so beautifully with all his guests.
Ellen and I were so proud of him, and deeply grateful to
Peter.
He opened his presents and seemed so happy to have so much
attention bestowed upon him. Then he sort of looked around
as though something was missing, but he did not say anything

You see, he could not find any presents from Peter or us.

He hid his disappointment so well, but we could see that he
seemed a little different. We could not let him suffer too
long, so I said.
"Will, please fetch me that CD inside your computer CD Rom."
He nodded and sauntered off to his room. Ellen hushed
everyone.it was eerily quiet.
"OH MY GOODNESS!.THIS CAN"T BE!.I LOVE YOU.I LOVE YOU."
The next moment he came rushing into the lounge, tears
streaming down his cheeks, he came to a halt, his hands
flapping wildly in the air, he was jumping up and down like
a little six year old, all the kids asked him what happened.
"OH GOODNESS.COME.COME AND LOOK" And then he spun around, we
all followed him into his room, and there he stood smiling,
and trembling.
He touched the flat screen monitors then the PCs, he picked
up the laser mice, and absently pressed some keys on the
keyboards.
"Is ALL this for me? Is it, this can't be, it's so
beautiful." His voice was all breaking up with emotion.
"I don't know Will, but switch them on and see what
happens." He nervously pushed the on buttons and stood back.
He must have been almost paralyzed.
The desktop came on, then through the speakers he heard.
`Happy birthday son, we love you,' then a picture of Ellen
and I with him sitting with us at Peter's place came onto
the background, Peter edited it, it looked perfect.
And on the other monitor was a picture of Johnny, Kyle and
Will, sitting with Peter. Will started crying again.
"What could I ever have done to deserve all of this? And
look at these Icons, all my favorite games, and MP3's that I
love so much, this is way too cool."
"Click on the icon with your face on it Will." Peter said.
He clicked and a song started playing.
`Happy birthday, happy birthday and so on." His eyes widened
and he mouthed wow, as the awesome sound filled the room,
then he stopped the song and looked at the icons slowly.
"I don't believe it...I just don't.look.'Connection to
`worldonline.com'."
Then I said.
"Will, you will find Peter's Email address and his ICQ
details if you want to chat with him, the sound system is
from Peter and his family, and the computers from mom and
me, I hope you have lots of fun.
The computers are connected together so that you and I, or
your friends can play together or against each other, Peter
set it all up for you and he put all the games and music and
many other programs on for you, Peter can help you connect
the printer up later."
My poor boy was having an emotional overload, so we left him
alone for a while.

After having a ball of a time, his friends started leaving
as their parents collected them, and only Peter and his
family and Johnny and Kyle were still here in the lounge.
Will came out after a little while, and he was wiping tears
away and shaking his head.
And then Peter's wife said to Will.
"Will, I did not really get you anything nice, but I do have
a present for you.
I know that you need help with your computers tonight, so
would you fetch Peter's overnight bag in our car for me,
here are the keys." And she held out the keys to him.
"Oh nooooo.I can't handle this, it's tooo much.oh. Thank
you, thank you."
He hugged her so tight, the tears of happiness just poured
out of him, I think that if we had to give him one more
surprise, he would have collapsed.
He let her go, took the keys and rushed outside, we heard
the alarm bleep, then the door close, the alarm bleep again
then he appeared smiling like the proverbial Cheshire cat,
he was positively beaming as he rushed into his room, and
put Peter's bag on his bed.
On their way out, Johnny gave Will a hug and whispered in
his ear, Will blushed, and then he shoved Johnny.
"Johnny.hhehe.I am so gonna so kill you for that,
bastard.hehehe, thanks for everything, bye."
His wife and the kids greeted and thanked us and left.
As the car started he looked over at Peter, then at us.
Dad can.can.Peter?"
"Yes son we arranged it with him, so that he can sleep with
you tonight, we thought that you might need him to show you
everything on the PCs, and set you up on the internet and
stuff.
Johnny an Kyle also want you to have him to yourself
tonight, they said that you deserved it, don't you think
that was nice of them to share Peter with you?"
"Oh, dad I dunno if I can handle any more love today, I have
got the bestest friends, and you and mom love me, and then
all these nice things you did for me, mom I know that I am
the luckiest boy in the world, yes I am, I feel so special"

Will surprised me later, when he came and showered with me,
I asked him if he did not want to shower with Peter.
And then he told me that Peter asked him to be with me for a
while.
That man never stops to amaze me, he is so unselfish.
It felt good to spoil him for once and I enjoyed our special
time together, and I loved to see him so overjoyed and
happy.
Will suddenly grabbed my penis and kissed it on the head,
and while he held it in his hand, he looked up at me and
blushed.
"Dad, I feel so good knowing that this nice looking penis
helped to make me.hehehe."
Peter was really creating a little monster here, hehehe.
I blushed in front of my son while he smiled up at me, and I
felt a rush of excitement and pride to be this magnificent
boy's father.

Sigh, the wonderful surprises just to never stop coming, I
feel like the MAN.

Ellen and I turned in, after tidying up a little. It was a
perfect day.
Will's door was slightly ajar, and Ellen smiled every time
we heard how Peter and Will were interacting in his room,
Will seemed to be so comfortable around him, their laughter
and Will's happy giggles sounded like music to our ears.

We switched off the light, and went to sleep, after having
the most passionate sex ever.
At around midnight I woke up to go to the toilet and walked
past Wills room, he was speaking softly to Peter, I was
curious, so I stopped and listened for a while.
And then I heard Will asking Peter.
"Does this feel nice.don't you mind?"
"Will, I love you big boy, I'm all yours for tonight." Peter
answered.
"Thanks Peter.I.I have wanted to do this for you ever since
I met you, so please don't stop me, just let me do something
for you this one time."
Then it was quiet, I pulled his door closed, and went to the
toilet, and then I went straight back to bed, I accepted
that Will was curious, and his hormones were messing with
him, but I knew that his heart and soul will be lovingly
nurtured while he was with Peter.
I knew that Will won't hurt Peter, and if Will wanted to
have some fun, then he's welcome to enjoy it with his hero,
I fell asleep with peace in my heart, peace in my home, and
with a new found respect and love from Ellen, I was in need
of nothing more, and if Will wanted Peter to visit him
again, then he was more than welcome here with us.

The next morning Ellen called me to come have a look. She
was standing at Will's bedroom door, Will was lying half on
top of Peter, his head on Peter's chest, his arm across
Peter's tummy and his leg over Peter's groin.
Will was smiling slightly, he looked like he did not have a
care in the world.
Peter's hand was on Will's hip near his briefs, I assumed
that Peter only had his briefs on as well. Ellen left, and
then returned with the camera, and we took a picture of the
beautiful scene, and then we looked at them for a while
longer, and smiled at each other.
Ellen whispered to me as we pulled the door closed.
"Will is such a lucky boy, did you notice that since he met
Johnny and Peter, he has not had one single nightmare again?
Is that not wonderful, and he has friends who actually envy
him now, he must feel so special that such a loving man is
prepared to give him so much time and love."
"Yes, Ellen, and just look how we can be like horny high
school kids again, it's somewhat of a miracle actually, and
what makes me so happy is that, I know for sure that our
son's soul and feelings are one hundred percent safe with
Peter."

We were having coffee in the lounge, then we heard Will's
door open and he appeared, wearing only his briefs, he
looked so healthy and happy.
"Hi mom, hi dad. I'm going to make some breakfast for my
hero.I hope he does not wake up, I really wore him out last
night, I even woke him up early this morning to cuddle ME
for a change.I think he must be so tired, hehehe."
We just smiled at him.
"Go on then, make him that special omelet of yours, and make
him some of that good hundred percent coffee, go and spoil
him Will, he deserves it, we think he loves you so much."
"Oh yesssss, I know he loves me, I am so cute, he's just got
to love me, hehehe."
We smiled at each other, as he darted off into the kitchen,
will seemed so eager to please lately, he's just one ball of
over confident energy.
"You know Ellen, it's just a pity that he did not come into
our lives a long time ago, I mean like mainly for Will, I
feel so bad when I think of how that poor boy must have
suffered all by himself, I can kick myself for being so
blinded by this society that we have to live in."
She squeezed my hand.
"Jack, I think that everything is just going to be fine from
now on, you did not know any better, how were you to know
how to be a dad to your son, when your own dad hurt and
neglected you throughout your childhood, I think we must
just move forward."
"Yes, you are right, I will speak to Peter today, he will
help me to be a better father to that amazing boy of ours."
Ellen sighed.
"Yes he will Jack.I just know it, he's such a caring
person."
Will appeared with a tray of the most delicious looking
breakfast, it looked like he made it with all the care that
he could muster, and he even picked a yellow rose and placed
it between the plates, awww, that was so awesome, that boy
is blossoming into such an incredible human being, it just
needed for someone to unlock his precious soul.
"Oooo, Will, what is the rose for?" Ellen teased, and Will
blushed.
"Shut up already, don't make me laugh, I will drop this
tray, hehehe."
Then he disappeared into his room and shoved the door closed
with his butt.
Ellen and I just packed up giggling like naughty kids, oh,
that was so cute.
We did not know what transpired between those two after
that, but one thing we know for sure was that it must have
been something to behold.
We just heard Will giggling in ecstasy, and Peter was
laughing, the sounds coming from that room will remain with
us forever.

When Peter and Will came out of the room, Peter was still
attempting to fight Will off.
Will was tickling him and walking in front of him and making
puppy dog faces at him.
He was absolutely pestering Peter, the poor man just
shrugged his shoulders and shook his head, and he seemed to
have the patience of a saint with the boys.
"What kind of a hyper charged monster have we created
here.grrrrrr."
Peter said as he ruffled Will's hair.
Peter sighed and smiled at us.
Will, jumped onto his back and held on tight, his face in
Peter's neck."
Then he bounced and kicked his ankles into Peter's sides.
"Giddy yup.hehehehe.giddy yup." And then Peter carried him
into the bathroom.
We heard the shower run, and I just smiled and looked at
Ellen.
"I know exactly how Will is going to spoil Peter now, and
they have my blessings."
We just sat there and listened to the giggles, and the
chirping sounds of the happiest boy in the world and his
best friend enjoying each other, it was pure `magic',
nothing else.

After things settled down and it seemed like I could
interrupt Will, I walked into his room and asked if I could
speak with Peter for a half an hour or so, Will agreed, but
said that he will setting his stopwatch.
 I just shook my head.
Peter and I sat down outside in the sun, Ellen brought us
some fruit juice.
"Peter, I know this is going to sound silly, but, will you
help me with some tips, so that I can make Will happier
around me please."
"Yeah, Jack I will.I know what I needed as I child, but my
dad would not give me the time of day, all that I received,
were hidings and insults, he NEVER praised me for anything,
all boys love to be complemented and praised.
One day when I was with a friend of mine for the weekend, I
met a man, his name was Martin, and he was almost like I am
today.
He was everything that I wanted in a father, I saw how he
treated his kids, and Jack I did not just love him
completely, I was totally IN love with him.
I knew nothing about being a boy, I never masturbated, until
after I met him, that is how bad it was, see, only very
happy boys do that.
Jack he loved me and taught me in the most gentle and
considerate way. His words were not just empty and
meaningless, and he proved it to me over and over again
until he saw that I was satisfied.
All my questions were answered patiently and he made sure
that I understood everything.
Every time he touched me, I felt this inexplicable surge of
electricity, and he was always clean and wore this Old spice
cologne.
I loved to cuddle into him and smell him.
My fucking father only smelt of smoke and booze.
Jack, I met him when I was about thirteen, I did not notice
any changes in myself, I was a non entity after all, so I
never noticed if I popped a boner, whether my voice was
changing, nothing Jack.
I was crying out for help from deep inside my soul every day
of my life.
I needed some relief of the pain, and I had a yearning for
some sort of affection.like Martin bestowed upon his happy
son.
I snuck away many weekends to sleep over at Martin's.
Funny thingwas, I liked Monty, Martin's son, but we never
became close friends.
What I needed so desperately, was a father figure, a man in
my life, and not a friend of my own age.
I could not become a friend, if I did not have the life
skills that a father was supposed to pass on to his son. So
I would always hang around Martin while he built model boats
and cars for his son and I to play with.
I was so desperate, that I would unashamedly, stand against
him and hold on to his leg high up like. He never indicated
any form of discomfort, he never pushed me away, his voice
was soothing and it always warmed me inside, God knows, I
loved him with all my heart.
He would leave what he was doing and lifted me onto his lap,
he had this incredible ability to sense when I needed
attention, and he would just give it to me unconditionally.
I would worm myself into him and take his hand and put it
against my chest. He tickled my tummy and nibbled my ears, I
giggled and wriggled and did not want him to stop ever.
After a few times of receiving his love and attention, I
started to become aware of stirrings in my body, I felt my
thingy get hard as he rubbed my back and tummy.
I had no friends and nobody who could have told me about
pleasuring myself so, sadly, I just existed from day to day.
After a few times with him, I started noticing that
something got all hard, and full under my butt, so I
wriggled purposely on it, I don't know why really, it just
felt good I suppose.
Anyway I asked him what it was, and he just explained to me
in such a manner that I understood, he said when a man or
boy like me felt happy, then it just became hard, anything
could set it off, and that I will start to notice it in the
mornings when I needed to pee.
I slowly became aware of my body after that talk with him.
We swam naked in their farm dam many times, and then when we
lay in the sun, I noticed that he had hair around his dick,
and that his son also had a few.
Sometimes I got hard when I looked at them and attempted to
hide it, but he would just tease me, and said that it was
natural, so his son also popped boners sometimes, but he did
not care.
I felt shy and all, but got used to it, even HE used to get
all big down there, and it fascinated me, it felt nice that
the same thing happened to all three of us.
Sometimes it was just he and I there, and I moved closer to
him and lay my head on his chest, while I played with his
nipples and chest hairs absently. I loved it when he gently
rubbed my back and sort of playfully tapped my butt with his
fingers.
I was so hard almost all of the time, but he never said
anything.
I became braver, and one day we lay their, I had my head on
his chest, and ran my fingers through his chest hairs again,
then I wiggled my index finger in his navel, and that made
him giggle, so I did it some more, and then I started
running my fingers through the hairs around his dick, and he
sort of squirmed a little, but lay still, so I just enjoyed
myself. He was rubbing my back and my butt, and massaging my
scalp with his fingers so gently, it felt awesome.
My penis was very hard by now and started sort of aching.
Anyway I noticed that his penis was starting to make little
jumps in time with his heartbeat that I could hear clearly
as I lay on his chest. I was so happy.
His penis started lifting up and swung around and pointed at
me and it became very big and like pulsing all he time.
I continued to play in the hair around his penis, and he
seemed to breathe harder, and then I noticed a drop of
something appear on the tip of his penis.
I looked up at him, and he was smiling.
"What is that, is it pee?" I asked
So he told me what it was, he explained why it came out, and
I asked if I can feel it and he said yes. I put my index
finger in it and it felt so smooth and warm.
Then he showed me how to pull little strings between my
finger and thumb.
I was so excited that I could burst. I asked him when I
would have that stuff, and then he said that I might have
some already.
Anyway it felt so nice that he allowed me to play with him,
that I rubbed it all over the large head of his penis, then
I put my hand around it and pulled the loose skin up, and
saw a lot more stuff come out, I slowly pulled the skin down
and loved to see the large head completely exposed, the
flange all around looked so cool. I felt his heartbeat as I
held it firmly, I was so happy just to cuddle with him and
feel his gentle touch, I just could not get enough of it.
I smeared the slick liquid all over the head and coated it
completely.
I brought my finger to my nose and sniffed it, but it was
odorless.
I rolled onto my back and looked at mine, and tried to pull
the skin down but it hurt, so I asked him if mine would also
be able to go all the way down.
"Yes, Peter.if you take your time and do it very slowly."
I sighed and looked how nice his one looked.
"Martin, please will you do it for me, so it can look like
yours.please."
He rubbed his hands together then he put them on my tummy
and it felt so warm, almost hot, and I sniggered. "That
feels so nice Martin."
"Close your eyes Peter." He said softly.
Then I felt his very warm hands on either side of my penis,
he rubbed gently, then rubbed his hands together again and
gently applied the heat to my whole penis, and it felt so
wonderful. Then he pulled my foreskin down very gently but
firmly, and held it there until it felt uncomfortable. He
repeated this many times and after about an hour or so I
felt this slightly painful feeling down there.
"You can open your eyes now Peter."
I looked down and for the first time I saw my glans, it
looked just like his but smaller and on the tip was this
clear liquid, I just jumped on him and hugged him, I was so
happy and it felt so good to lie on him all naked. He just
hugged me back and patted my back. Then he patted my butt.
"Ok Peter, ok, lets make it even better for you."
I rolled off him and my glans was still exposed, I was so
happy.
He said that I could look this time. He slowly pulled the
skin back over then slowly down again, it was not so sore
anymore, and while it was down he held it there, then he let
the skin slip over the head again.
"Have you masturbated yet Peter?"
"What's that? I asked.
"Have you done this for a long time?"
And then he moved the skin up and down a little faster, and
it felt so nice.
"No, never, but that felt nice, do it some more please
Martin, it's nice when you play with it."
He said I must close my eyes and just enjoy the feelings,
then he started doing it faster like that, and after a while
my whole body felt jerky. He continued and I could feel the
skin slip over and off the glans all the time, it felt
wonderful, then I felt like all tight between my legs and it
became worse, he continued doing it so  nicely, then my legs
kind of cramped up and I started shaking, and then I felt
dizzy, and then It felt like this huge pee was coming out my
penis, and it throbbed all over down there, then that strong
feeling slowly became less and I was breathing hard and felt
all warm and numb.
"Peter look down there, here you play with it for a while."
I took it in my hand and felt how wet and gooey it was, I
was fascinated at how easily the skin pulled over and back
all the way now, it felt nice with that stuff over the head.
"Ok now you do it like I did, and don't stop until the
feelings are gone."
I looked at his one, it was still jumping like, so I took it
in my left hand and mine in my right hand, and I started
pulling mine up and down, it felt so good while I was
holding his big thing.
I continued for a while, and that feeling came quicker this
time, I shut my eyes and felt his penis pulse in my hand and
then it hit me, my whole body jerked and my legs went stiff
and it felt almost like too nice, I carried on till it
became sensitive then I stopped and opened my eyes. He
looked down at me and smiled.
"See, look here is your fist cum on your tummy, now you can
go and practice by yourself...how did it feel?"
"Ohhh.Martin, it was the nicest feeling I ever had.
I put my finger in the drops on my tummy and felt how smooth
it was, I sniffed at it and tasted it impulsively.

Mmmm, not bad, I wonder what his tastes like?

I lay my head on his chest again, and just started doing it
for him, he did not complain or stop me, I knew that he
would never fight with me, so I pulled his skin up and down,
his penis felt so hard and big, and after only about twenty
strokes, it became bigger and very hard, and then it jerked
in my hand and this creamy stuff shot up over his nipple and
then again on his chest and over his tummy, filling his
belly button, then it ran over my hand all warm and creamy.
I loved the feel of it and smeared it all over his penis
while he wriggled and made funny noises.
"Is it sore Martin, must I stop, just tell me I will."
"No Peter it's too nice, you can stop now, thanks buddy,
that was awesome."
"I liked what we did Martin, it was so intense, hehehe."
 "Yeah, me too, you must go and practice now ok? Make the
bath water very warm, and then you do it slowly under the
water. Also, after you had a pee, pull the skin all the way
back and leave it there, then it will become just like
mine."
While he was teaching me, I was playing in his creamy cum
with my fingers, I sniffed at it, and I tasted some, and I
liked it.
I did not care if it tasted bad, because it was from Martin,
he plays with me and makes me feel good, and so everything
of his is special to me.
I think I licked my fingers more than ten times, and loved
his taste after a while.
"Are you having fun Peter?"
"Yeah, this is cool being with you like this, and this stuff
feels so nice, I like the taste too."
"Ok, next time I will show you even nicer things to do if
you want to."
"Show me now Martin, please.I love you Martin.you are the
only person who does not fight with me, you only make me
feel good."
"Peter, I think we better go now before someone comes
looking for us."
We had a last swim across the dam, then he dressed me and I
wanted to dress him, and he let me.

"Sorry I got a bit carried away, but these are the things
that memories are made of when a needy and vulnerable boy is
growing up.
Well Martin and I had a lot of fun over the three wonderful
years that I knew him.
He was the one who teased me and told me how nice my voice
sounded all gruffy like, he noticed and made a fuss over the
little hairs under my knees, and around my ankles and under
my armpits, he made a big deal out of my first pubic hairs,
and we counted them together many times, and he told my that
I had nice lips and would be a good kisser one day. Martin
made me feel good about my shapely legs and strong arms, he
felt my muscles and pointed out my developing little six
pack, he told me my eyes looked so friendly and sparkling
when we were happy together, he combed my hair for hours on
end because he knew I enjoyed it so much.
He washed my feet in a basin of warm fragranced water so
that I could feel better after my father beat me up again,
and he washed every toe slowly and dried them individually,
and kissed them gently. He massaged my painful bruises and
applied a soothing warm ointment until I stopped crying, he
looked into my eyes and told me that my long eye lashes and
dark eyebrows looked so sexy. He loved to nibble at my small
ears and told me what a perfect shape they were while goose
bumps covered my skin. He told me how perfect my hands were
and what perfect thumbs I had.
You see Jack, these little seemingly unimportant things
makes a boy walk tall, and enables him to like what he sees
in the mirror every day.

After about a year into our friendship, I could cum quite a
lot, my penis was already six inches long and looked
perfect, Martin said so. I was so proud that it looked just
like his, and mine was not much smaller anymore, he made me
feel good by saying that mine was going to be bigger than
his one day. Do you have any idea how good that made me
feel?
I have fantasized about putting his penis in my mouth since
that day he came all over himself.
So, one day while we were lazing at the dam, he fell asleep,
so I just leaned over  him and took his fleshy limp penis
into my mouth, I pulled his foreskin down all the way, and
it smelt kinds strong, but extremely erotic to me. I put my
nose right against his glans and inhaled that awesome odor,
it made me so horny that I started sucking on the head
slowly, it tasted and felt all fleshy and smooth, my heart
was racing at breakneck speed.
It almost immediately started swelling and becoming hard
while I suckled on it, it felt so radical.
I carried on until it was rock hard and pulsing, then I
heard him yelp and moan, and his creamy, warm spunk just
filled my mouth, I swallowed and swallowed, some ran down
the side of his shaft against my hand. I felt so good, that
I just kept on sucking slowly, I could not stop, he was
mumbling about it being sensitive and tried to pull my head
up. But I did not stop. My back was getting tired so I lay
on his tummy with my head and kept his penis in my mouth.
After about 15 minutes, he stated flexing his hips and
slowly pumping into me mouth, I pulled his foreskin down
again and felt the large head expand, he put his hands on my
head and continued to slowly thrust into me, then his penis
filled with blood and he squirted almost as much of his
delicious cream for me as the first time, I felt so happy
that I could make him feel so good.
I lay down next to him and rubbed his chest for a while,
then he pulled me upwards and over him, and I was straddling
his chest, he took my penis into his warm mouth and put his
hands on my butt and egged me on to start humping. I was so
close, from doing it for him, that I came almost
immediately, it was the most I shot up until then, my dick
was still aching and very hard so I started again and soon
climaxed again. The he laid me on my back and sucked me off
two more times. It was soooo intense.
I was so horny and happy that I lay on his tummy and
masturbated him and I let him cum over my face, then I
nuzzled my face into his penis and his pubic hair, I sucked
his balls and made love to his still very rigid manhood,
then I took him into my mouth again and pulled his foreskin
down all the way, and I sucked on that large head, I licked
it then I licked up and down his hard veiny shaft, then
sucked on the head again until he groaned and came again for
me. I was so in love with him that I would do anything for
him. I begged him to put it in me, but he said that I must
wait till I am older. He did let me fuck him once, and it
was an out of this world experience, I came deep inside him
six times. He told me how big and wonderful I felt inside
him, and I loved him completely.

I was so engrossed by Peter's recollections and advice, that
I did not notice the time until suddenly, Will appeared out
of nowhere. He seemed a little uncomfortable, and his hands
were covering his crotch.
"Are you guys done talking? I need some help by my
computer.ummmm."
"Yep, he's all yours, thanks Peter, that was amazing, I wish
I knew Martin."
I just shook my head as Will jumped onto Peter's back, he
seemed so uninhibited around Peter, and it looked so
beautiful.

During the next few months, I complimented Will on his nice
hands and thumbs, and then he looked sneakily at me, then he
stood up and hugged me.
"Thanks dad, I like it when you say nice things to me, I got
my hands from you, remember?"
It felt good, so I teased him about his breaking voice when
I tickled and played with him, we were becoming a lot
closer. We played computer games and Will loved making bets.
He won most of the time so I ended up having to do all kinds
of surprising things for him, I even had to mow the lawn
when it was his turn and wash the dishes for him.
He was so happy every day, we never had to drag him out of
bed for school any more, he was so self disciplined that we
left him to play on his computer whenever he had time. He
loved to chat with Peter on the Internet, and they swapped
electronic circuits, and scanned pictures of components and
all kinds of stuff.
Will giggled almost all the time and never seemed to want to
chat to anyone else, he chatted to Johnny and Kyle when they
were with Peter, and my son seemed to be in seventh heaven
lately.
At supper one evening he was overly excited as he told us of
a new friend that he met that day, and if he could have him
over for the weekend.
We agreed of course, then he told us in detail, how he met
him.
He said that he was looking for Johnny at lunch break, when
he heard a commotion, he ran over there and saw a kid
getting slapped up. He told us how the kid's glasses landed
on the ground, and how the big kid and his mates called him
a fag and other dirty names.
Will said that from out of nowhere, Johnny's fist landed In
that big kid's face, sending him flat on his ass into the on
looking crowd, then like a flash Johnny towered over him and
slapped him so hard against his head, that the kid started
screaming in agony.
Johnny glared at the crowd of surprised kids, and shouted.
"Did I not warn you about what would happen if this happened
again? What's wrong with you? You are pitiful and cruel, you
would not even treat a dog like this, and can't you just
show him some love and stand up for him? You bunch of
freaking cowards, I feel ashamed to be in the same school as
you. Have your parents not taught you anything? Is this how
you are going to treat your kids one day, you bastards, ALL
of you.
Johnny called the trembling kid over to him and hugged him
in front of everybody. Then I witnessed the `magic'."
We saw tears in Will's eyes as he continued.
Johnny asked him for his name, while patting his back.
"I am Alex.Alex Jameson.thank you."
"Call me Johnny, you're welcome Alex."
Then Johnny slowly released him.
"See you bunch of weaklings, this is Alex, he's got a name,
look at him, look how he's hurting, what if he kills himself
tomorrow because of all of you, do you realize that you will
be guilty of murder you stupid freak shows, do you want some
kid to take his life before you learn anything? You make me
sick, get out of my sight.and you down there, I want a
written apology from you by next break, and you will give it
to Alex in my presence, get the hell out of here before I
lose it completely."
"I just stood there, dad my chest felt like it was gonna
tear my shirt open, dad I was so proud of him."
And then Johnny introduced me to a trembling Alex, I picked
up his glasses and cleaned tem, and luckily, they were nor
scratched or broken. I cleaned them and put them on for him,
he frowned and looked so confused.
"Will, please take Alex with you somewhere quiet.you know
what to do." Johnny said and winked at me.
We were alone by then. Then Johnny said.
"Will, give Alex a hug before you go please." I saw Alex
blush and look away.
I pulled him into an embrace, but he just stood there
trembling.
Then I felt the `magic' start to work as Alex slowly hugged
me back.
Johnny joined me in a group hug, then we felt Alex shake as
he sobbed, we just held him until he calmed down a little.
Johnny left and Alex followed me, he was still sniffing.
We sat down facing each other and I shared my lunch with
him, because his was strewn all over the ground.

My mom puts in super lunches for me, hehehe.

"Dad, he looked so sad and frail and I felt this rush of
compassion for him, I never felt anything before I met
Johnny, I was dead inside dad."

I felt guilty again, and hated myself for it.

"Dad he was looking at me sideways kinda, with suspicion
almost, but I saw a little curiosity as well. He asked me
why Johnny helped him and why I even bothered talking to
him, I could see the pain and distrust in his blue eyes.
Then I told him that Johnny and I would like to get to know
him and hang out with him if it's ok with him. Dad he was so
traumatized, that he still asked me."
"But why Will, why me, why do you guys even bother?" He
started tearing up again.
"Alex, you might not understand yet, but listen carefully. I
was exactly where you are now only a while ago, I trusted no
one, I had no feelings and emotions, I bawled myself to
sleep and even wanted to kill myself many times, my home
life was fucked up, I felt like everyone hated me and I did
not have one friend who even said hi to mesometimes, do you
know what that felt like?"
"Hell! Yeah! I know exactly, every fucking day of my life
Will, non stop Will, it hurts so much, what did I do to be
so despised?"
"Well, what happened here today, also happened to me only a
few weeks ago.
Johnny stood up for me and I also could not accept his
kindness without suspicion, I was so fucked up inside that I
did not know the meaning of kindness.
Well then Johnny told me about this `magic' an I was
curious, so I told him I would hang out with him if he told
me about it, and wow Alex, since that very moment and in
just half an hour my whole life changed, and today Johnny
and I are the happiest kids in this school."
Dad he attempted to hide his smile, but he gave up and
shoved me, and looked all goofy, his perfect white teeth
biting on his bottom lip, dad it was so cute how he tried to
hide his curiosity. I just sat and looked at him, I was
having so much fun teasing him. Dad his hands started to
shake a little, then his smile widened, his eyes looked much
more blue. Then he sort of whined, his voice all breaking
up, and he punched me on the shoulder.
"Will, c'mon Will.just tell me already, whatcha waiting
for.tell me please."
"Dad, I saw the kid in him return, his excitement and
curiosity was almost killing him."
"Tell you about what Alex?" I teased.
"Aaaargh.the `magic' Will.tell me all about the
magic.pleeeease."
"You should have seen how absorbed he became, his facial
expressions were priceless, he was like a six year old,
interrupting me and popping questions and stuff, dad I had
so much fun, as I saw him look at me for the first time with
trust in his friendly eyes."
When I was done telling him at second break, he looked all
nervous and was fidgeting a lot, and I knew what he was
gonna ask before he even popped the question.
"Will, I hope you don't mind me asking.but may I come over
some time and meet Peter?" he asked, looking at the ground.
I felt like letting him suffer a little, I was so enjoying
this, hehehe."
"But why Alex.why do you want to meet him? He blushed
furiously, and he could not look me in the eyes.
"Just because Will.you know.all that stuff you told me
about.I just wanna meet him, and talk to him.please." He
sounded so desperate.
"Alex.do you wanna come and sleep over this weekend?"
His eyes nearly popped out, he gasped for breath and his
mouth was agape, then he grabbed me and hugged me so
tightly.
"Oh shit Will.thank you, thank you.I love you.sorry Will
that must have sounded so dorky, I'm so sorry."
He started sniffling on my shoulder. I patted his back and
held him to me.
"Alex.relax, I love you too, we are gonna have a blast and I
will introduce you to Peter, and I will go with you to sleep
over at his place so that you can also feel the `magic'.
Will you like that?" He nodded on my shoulder.
"The bell rang, and we sadly went our separate ways, he
seemed to have a thousand more questions and did not like to
be parted from me."

Ellen and I looked at each other, and then we walked around
to him and hugged him.
"Your mom and I are very proud of you son, you did a
wonderful thing today for that poor boy, just let us know,
and we can pick him up if he does not have a ride.
"Thanks guys, I am going to help him, and be his friend, he
needs us so badly, would you guys be extra nice to him
please?"
"We are behind you all the way son.Alex has no chance
against the four Musketeers, he will be healed and happy
before the weekend is over."
"Thanks guys, do you know how happy you make me by being all
like in love again, I don't have any hurtful things in my
life any more, so now I can help others and just concentrate
on being the happiest boy on earth, I love you mom and dad,
I feel so proud to tell kids about MY cool parents.
When I cried before, I felt no emotion, I just cried tears
of hopelessness, I was empty inside, my pain and loneliness
was still there and I knew that nothing had changed, I was
still all alone with my broken heart, and after meeting
Johnny and Peter, I can feel extreme joy again, compassion,
overwhelming excitement every morning and I just want to
live life to the full.Peter has done so much for us, we
could never repay him ever.I never want to lose him, I want
everybody I meet to feel his love and the `magic'.I love him
so much."
"We know son.you can go to him or call him over any time you
need him, we will arrange it all for you, Alex is going to
have the most awesome friend in you, he is a very lucky
boy."
I saw my son smile, he is very handsome and has a heart of
gold that he inherited from Ellen, I never want to see him
hurting again.

We went to fetch Alex on Friday afternoon, he was crying
when he came to the door, his dad was shouting profanities
in the background. Will took his bag and they walked to the
car, I walked into the house to greed him.
"Hi I am Jack, Alex is spending the weekend with us, and
we'll look after him."
He walked up to me unsteadily, a bottle of wine in his hand.
"So what, I'm Gordon, Well fine, take the little faggot, I
don't have to feed him this weekend, if he is a nuisance,
just beat him up, it's the only language that he
understands."
I began loosing my temper.
"Do you beat your own son? What kind of a savage are you?
You coward, pick on your own size, if I see one mark on that
boy then I will teach you the lesson of your life, do you
hear me?"
"Fuck you, this is my house and if you touch me, I will lay
charges, so take the little shit, and fuck off."
"I will leave now, but get this, if I find one mark on that
boy, you will wish that you were never born, then you can
lay charges, and I will call child protection services.
I slammed his door, and we drove home in silence, Alex was
very quiet, he did giggle at some of Will's boyish antics
though.

Will entertained him in his room, then he fetched Ellen and
I, Alex was sitting on the bed, and Will sat on a chair in
front of him.
Dad, Alex won't come and shower with me, I don't mind but I
want to find out why. Alex started sobbing, he was shaking
badly, and his nose was running.
Ellen walked over and sat on one side of him and I sat on
his right side.
He looked afraid as I sat next to him, because he brought
his hands up to protect himself instinctively.
Ellen put an arm over his shoulder and assured him that all
was ok, and then I put my arm over Ellen's. He relaxed a bit
and started crying again.
"It's not fair.it's just not fair, what did I do, for him to
hate me so much."
"Look at me Alex.please Alex.just look at me." He turned
slowly and looked at me, and he looked so pathetic and
frail.
Ellen handed him a handkerchief, I took it and wiped his
eyes gently, and then I held it and he blew his nose.
"Feel better?" I asked.
He nodded and managed a weak smile.
"Alex, I promise to protect you from anyone who dares to
touch you ever again, I know he beats you, he told me, none
of it is your fault, look at the boy sitting in front of
you, he has also had a hard time, but now he wants to be
your friend, and Ellen and I will be like your parents ok?"
Ellen took his one hand, and I held his other hand in mine,
we lay our heads against his, and rocked him gently, I
looked at Will and nodded to him.
Will left the room, Ellen hummed, `hush little baby, don't
you cry' and his body seemed less tensed up.
Will came in with a towel and a bowl of warm water, the
sweet smelling bath salts giving off a lovely aroma in the
room.
Will took his Nikes off one by one, then his socks and put
them to one side.
Will placed his feet in the warm water, I felt Alex jolt,
and then he relaxed as the soothing water took effect. Will
washed his foot slowly, then each toe lovingly, Alex
actually giggled quietly, but I felt his body shake a
little, then Will washed his other foot with the same amount
of tenderness.
Will dried his feet slowly, he dried between his toes making
Alex giggle, then Will picked up each foot in turn and
kissed it gently.
Alex started sobbing, violently as the hurt came to the
surface, Ellen and I held his hands and hugged him, Will put
the bowl aside and wrapped Alex's feet in the towel. Then
Will placed the side of his head in Alex's groin, and he
wrapped his arms around Alex's body and lay still, hugging
him gently.
Alex stopped sobbing after a long time, and I dried his
tears away again.
"Will you be ok now Alex." I asked, squeezing his hand."
He nodded, and sniffed a few more times.
"W.why are you doing this for me? Nobody cared for me
before."
Will was still lying in Alex's lap, and then he said."
"Because we love you, and I want to be your friend, and get
to know you, I want us to have fun together and laugh and
fool around, and.because Peter taught us how to be like
this."
Alex, we'll leave you two now, we'll call you for dinner
later.
He looked at us and just smiled, and we smiled back.
"Everything will be ok, Alex, just give us a chance, we are
your family now."
The tears welled up in his eyes again, and he smiled weakly.
Will said.
"Come with me Alex."
He gave Alex the bowl of water and led the way to the
bathroom, and we stood at the door and listened.
"Alex, pour this contaminated water down the drain, and with
it will for ever be gone all of your pain, loneliness and
all the terrible things in your life, come, lets do it
together."
We heard the water running down the drain.
"Come here Alex, hug me please."
"Thanks Will, I think you saved my life today, sniff, I.I."
We heard Alex fight for the words.
"Say it Alex, look at me and say it.c'mon Alex, I know you
want to.just say it."
"I.I.oh Will I love you, thank you Will, I love you." Alex
started crying again.
"Shhh, Alex, it's ok.just let it all out, it's ok to cry,
real men do cry Alex, I'm here for you now.it feels nice to
cry tears of joy for a change hey?"
We walked in and we group hugged him, Will wet a rag in warm
water and wiped Alex's face. He was smiling now, and look so
relieved.
"Alex, we know that you have marks on your body, but don't
worry around us, you can run around naked if you want to, we
don't care.
"You and Will can shower now, you will enjoy it, Will is
going to pamper you now, so just let him, he's fun in the
shower, you'll see, and just beat him up if he pesters you
too much." I said.
"Dad.sorry, I mean, I can shower with you later, I just want
to be with Alex tonight please."
Oh, I was so proud of my son, Peter really helped to create
someone special in this young man.
"No, no Will, your mom and I are going to shower together
tonight, so just be gentle with Alex."
"Oooo, you two in the shower, that's so cool.can we come and
watch, hehehehe."
I hugged Alex and will gently, and ruffled their hair.
 "I don't think so Will, your mom did not watch us after
all, so it will be our time alone."
"Just teasing dad, have fun." Then Will winked at us, and
Ellen blushed, hehe.
We left them, and sat down on the couch, each with our own
thoughts, Ellen snuggled lovingly into me, and it felt good
to be alive."
"Jack, when I see our son showing so much compassion for
someone else, I just know that he is going to spread a lot
more of the `magic' to other hurting kids."
"Yeah, he has blossomed into an almost super human being,
and I will encourage him in every which way I can. Peter has
really unlocked his amazing character, he seems to be so
complete."
She squeezed me, her fingers lightly tracing the outline of
my growing erection.
We could hear most of the goings on in the shower, as Will
began healing Alex's shattered soul, we just sat there in
awe, was this REALLY our son?"
"Ouch."  Alex yelped, when Will took his shirt off of him
too quickly.
"Sorry, I forgot, I'll be more gentle with you." Will said.
A little later, I heard Will say, with pride in his voice.
"You can undress me now, don't be shy, Peter and I do it all
the time."
It was quiet for a while, and then I heard Will say.
"You look nice Alex, and yours is bigger than mine, look." I
heard Alex saying.
"You look pretty hot yourself, they look about the same to
me though, I am very scrawny so it just looks big." Alex
said.
"Stand like this, I'll wash your hair now." I heard Will
say.
After a while Alex said.
"Mmmmm.it feels so good, where did you learn to do that."
"I practiced on my dad, and he loved it, so I thought I'll
pamper you."
"Do you mean, you guys.like shower together.whoah dude, that
must be so radical."
"Oh yes, it feels awesome, he's the greatest dad, and I love
him so much, he's like my friend as well now, and he even
lets me do this."
"Hehehehehe.cut that out, hahahaaaa.that tickles." Alex
laughed.
"Just shut up Alex, come let me rinse your hair."
"Thanks Will, that was so nice.heeeey, what are you doing."
"I am washing you, what else you dork.stand still already."
Will ordered.
There was a long pause.
"Ok, Will.ok, I think it's clean enough now, cut that out
Will.hehe.Will, cut that out I said, hehehehe, now look what
you've done." I heard Alex's voice.
"So what, see, look, it happens when guys are very happy."
"Here, you wash me now please."
There was a long pause.
"Don't be scared Alex, just do what you want to, anything
you want to do is fine by me, I just want you to be happy,
you don't have to be scared you know."
"No.Will, I am just not used to so much attention and
freedom, just give me a moment please."
"Take your time Alex, I just want to share the `magic'.all
of the magic with you.
"Yes Will, I felt it the moment I walked into your house, I
just never received any love until today, it's so
overpowering, and I just don't wanna wake up and find that
it has been taken away from me.
"Hold me Alex, hug me please, and hold me for as long as you
want to, I'm yours Alex, Peter is yours, and Alex my parents
are yours, all you have to do is take us for yourself, let
us into your life and enjoy us."
"This feels so good Will.can I just hold you for a while
longer.please."
"Take all the time you want Alex.it feels good to me too.and
we seem to be very happy down there too, hehehehe."
"Shut up already.Will, it's all YOUR fault, I can't help it,
hehehehe.Ok Will let me finish washing you, I think I am
ready."
"Ooooo, Alex you do it so nice.just a little bit more, it's
almost clean."
"You're such a bastard Will, I am so gonna have to punish
you."
I heard the shower shut off, and then Will said."
"I want to dry you and dress you Alex, please."
"Thanks Will, I still can't believe that this is happening
to me.when you washed my feet, it felt like I was slowly
being set free, Will I'll never forget the intense emotions
that took possession of me when your family made it the most
special day of my life, I felt like Jesus himself was
present, showering me with his unfathomable love.Will."
"Yes Alex."
"I.I love you, you're my best friend Will, promise you won't
leave me."
"Naah, I would never leave you, you're way too much fun to
play with, and soon you will have three more best friends,
then what are you gonna do, hehehe."
"Are they all like you Will, I mean like cool and stuff?"
"Hell, no, they are far worse than me, they made me like
this after all, hehehe."
"Hey will, hehehe, cut that out dude, hehehehe.Will, it's
comfortable to the left, just leave it now,
hehehe.Will.aaah.I don't believe it.you kissed it, hehehe,
you bastard, hehehe."
"Yeah, I am a bastard, but I am the best one, hehehe, and I
know that liked it, and that you still love me, hehehe.
C'mon dry me and dress me now, I wanna go and kick your
ass."
"Alex just grab it and put it away, you washed it just a
moment ago, so just do it.are you scared or something?"
"No.Will, I am just looking at it.it looks nice, thanks for
helping me to be a good friend."
"You're welcome Alex, you will see how awesome Peter and his
friends are, they are gonna spoil you rotten, and when we go
sleep over, and swim there, you are gonna be so surprised,
hehehe.
Uuugh, ok, put it to the left.no to the right.no let me
see.no to the left again.not quite comfortable yet, try it
to the right again, hehehe."
"Aaaargh, Will you are so having fun, aren't you?"
"Yep, and you are making it even better for me, hehehe. Ouch
that hurt Alex."
"See, I told you I was gonna punish you, hehehe."

They came out of the shower with only their briefs on, and
giggling and shoving each other, Alex blushed when he saw
me, and I winked at him.
"Mom, have we still got that special ointment for bruises, I
want to do Alex's bruises now please, dad come and have a
look please, we need to stop this from ever happening again,
maybe you can help us."
Alex looked down at the floor as he followed Will into the
bedroom.
I saw how bad his bruising was, Ellen brought the camera and
took photos of all the marks on his chest and back, some bad
ones on his legs and arms, there were even strangle marks on
his throat.
"Thanks dad, I will tend to him now."
"I will bring you some hot chocolate and choc chip cookies
later." Ellen said.
We left his room and closed the door. Will needed to do some
healing and 'magic' for his new friend.

We drove Alex back on Sunday afternoon.
I asked Alex to remain in the car with Will until I called
him.
I went and spoke to Alex's father, and I told him that we
had taken photos of his son's bruises. I told him to stop
drinking and make sure that Alex gets to eat properly.
Then I walked up to him, my face inches from his and grabbed
him by his shirt.
I have promised to call Alex every day after school to check
on him.
If I ever hear him crying or I hear that you even looked at
him in anger, I will come over here and pound you into the
ground, "DO YOU HEAR ME? You fucking coward." I shouted.
He glared at me and attempted to swipe at me.
I grabbed his wrist and forced his arm up against his back
and jerked it upwards a few times. He roared in agony, he
attempted to say that he was sorry, but I jerked his arm and
grabbed his throat and rammed him up against the wall.
"DO YOU FEEL THIS? And can you imagine what it must feel
like for that awesome boy, to have nowhere safe to go?
How do you expect him to love you, he is shit scared of you.
For how long have you been torturing him? What has he ever
done for you to hate him so much? You are supposed to
PROTECT him and be his friend and hero."
I let him go and he slid down the wall onto the floor. I
went out and called Alex and Will. Alex was shaking with
fear.
I took the trembling boy to where his father was sitting.
"I think you owe your son an apology."
"Sorry." He half-heartedly mumbled.
"Excuse me, I did not hear that, apologize to your son or I
will send him outside."
"I.I am sorry.forgive me."
"That's better, now get up and give him a hug."
"Fuck you, that's a fag thing to do."
"What did you say? Will, take Alex outside please."
"No.no.I am sorry.my dad fucked me up all the time, and he
called ma a little queer, he hated me and beat me for
nothing all the time, he never hugged me.sniff." An then he
broke down and cried like a baby, sob after every painful
sob, he looked so pitiful and broken."
I walked up to him and pulled him into me, I nodded to the
boys, we gave him a group hug and held him tight, he
attempted to struggle a couple of times then he went limp as
he yielded to the `magic'.
We broke our embrace and helped him to chair
We put our hands on his shoulder. He just sat there, and his
shoulders slumped forward, and he sobbed.
I placed another chair in front of his father, and then I
nodded to Alex. He sat down and took his dad's hands in his.
"Dad.I forgive you.I would like to tell you about the
`magic' if I may?"
"Yes son, but first go to the cupboard and get me all those
bottles of booze."
"But dad.I don't want you to get..." His dad interrupted
him.
"Just get them son, and pour them down the drain, then I
will go take a shower and make myself respectable, and you
can tell me anything you want to."
Will and I quietly walked to the door, and looked back to
see Alex hug his father and his Father's arms move up to hug
his son, they both started crying.
Will looked up at me with so much pride in his large brown
eyes, we winked at each other and went home.

Over the next few months, Will's grades came up a lot, he
started getting phone calls from girls and boys, he seemed
to have an air of confidence about him, he was invited to
sleepovers and parties.
When he came home from visiting Peter and them, he always
had some little electronic project to assemble and test, he
took an interest in almost everything.
Peter gave him a nice soldering iron, the projects all
seemed to have taken so much time and care to produce, Will
showed me with pride how they worked.
I did not understand the first thing about electronics, but
I made a fuss anyway.
Peter and my son seemed to get fonder of each other as time
went by.
Peter took them boating and skiing, he made barbeques for
them, and they fished and camped out overnight. Will was
radiating and told us how he loved life, how Peter cherished
his heart, and body. He said that he felt like the prince of
some royal monarchy, by the way that he was pampered and
loved by all of them.
I wished that I had Peter in my life all those years ago,
and I placed myself in Will's shoes, and then I blushed at
the thoughts of what my Peter and I would have done
together, and then I realized that Peter and Will did share
intimate moments together.
I saw how Will clung to him when they greeted each other and
I knew that Peter would never hurt my son, or my son him,
and they had my blessings.
I envied Wil sometimes, but I was happy for him.
He was helpful and considerate at home, he cared about our
feelings.
Alex came to sleep over some times and said that he and his
dad were bonding at last and that they even had their first
`shower' together. He and Will enjoyed their times on the
computers and were always laughing and making `bets' and
stuff, and their friendship blossomed.
Alex hugged Ellen and I so spontaneously when he visited us,
he felt like our second son, he called Ellen, mom, and she
loved it, and she made special dishes for him. He looked
much healthier since my `chat' with his father, and we never
spotted a mark on him after that, and the two of them always
ran around in their briefs. Alex and Will was a very
handsome `couple' indeed.
They would not let us read anything that they were typing,
and they giggled and looked at each other knowingly as they
tapped away at the keys. We loved to just sit on the bed and
watch how the interacted, the word awesome came to mind many
times, and what Ellen and I found amazing, was that they
seemed to enjoy us as parents being around them, even when
the boned up and fooled around, and that gave us a wonderful
sense of being fully accepted into their world as well. They
would look around at us sometimes, and smile or pull faces
at us, then giggle like six year olds, and just carry on
with whatever they were doing.
Ellen made warm drinks, and we all fed each other cookies
and laughed so much, it never ceased to be funny, as they
pulled the cookie away as we were about to bite it, or they
shoved it against our cheeks, these were truly `magic'
moments for Ellen and I.
How Peter ever came up with all these little things that we
could share together as a happy family, was way beyond us
The boys came home with something new almost every time
after they visited Peter, and the two of them spent many
hours on the two computers.

 `They were writing their own versions of the `magic' in
their lives.'

Alex wanted to tell you about his life changing experiences
with us, and his special times with Peter, and how he made
the `miracle' happen for Gregory, himself.
And Will wants to tell you about his great times at Peter's
and with Alex.

I will write more later, as events come and go in our happy
lives.
Jack Mc Cann. `The happiest man on earth.'