Date: Sat, 16 Aug 2008 22:19:31 -0700 (PDT)
From: Paul Cornelius <keener29@yahoo.ca>
Subject: Johnny's-story Chapter 8 Adult youth (AY)
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Subject: Johnny's story Chapter 8.
Alex reaches out to Gregory.
Yeah! I am back, and I still cannot believe how my life has
changed within only forty-eight hours.
It was one AM on Monday morning, and I had hardly slept
throughout the night.
I was so hyped up, because I had everything to live for now,
and to think that I had nothing to look forward to at all,
only a week ago.
I looked through my homework and worked enthusiastically on
a task for next week. I had no idea how I was gonna start on
it before. I was basically just going do the bare minimum to
scrape through like with all my other subjects. My grades
were so bad already, and were one of the reasons that my dad
had and excuse to throw me around and pummel me from day to
day.
But in the early hours of this morning, one brilliant idea
after another flooded my brain, and I could not write fast
enough. I knew after I read it through, that this was a
masterpiece, and that I was gonna get top marks for it, and
then I fell asleep at around four AM.
I showered early, and I noticed how my bruises had almost
disappeared, and how different my face looked, and I blushed
when I took note of my boyhood for the first time here at
home, and I was proud of it, and I turned and looked at my
butt, and then I gave it a slap, and I smiled when I
realized how sexy I was.
Anyway, I dressed as smartly as I could, and I took extra
care with my hair today.
And when I went downstairs to get something to eat, I was
shocked to find some warm toast and cereal on the table. The
kitchen looked clean and there were no piled up dishes in
the sink, and then I heard my dad coming down the stairs.
"Good morning Alex, thought you might want some breakfast
before you caught your bus this morning."
And then he walked over to me and hugged me for the first
time in my life. I broke down and sobbed, and then I slowly
wrapped my arms around him, and then we hugged each other,
and he patted my back.
"I'm so sorry son, I will understand if you never forgive
me, and I want to try and make it up to you if you will
allow me to."
"Its ok dad, I have forgiven you already.and I love you
dad.thanks, f.for the breakfast dad."
And then he released me, and I saw how clean-shaven he was,
his hair was combed neatly, and he smelt of cologne for the
first time that I have known him.
"Alex, if you find one more bottle of liquor in this house,
I give you full permission to smash it over my head, I want
you to help me please, and I am going to my first AA meeting
this evening.
I need your help to clean up this dump from A to Z, because
you deserve a decent home to live in.Alex, do you love your
new friends?
"Oh yes dad.I love them with all my heart, don't you think
that Will and his dad are so totally amazing?
"Yeah.yeah I do, Jack gave me a lot think about this
weekend, and we owe them big time.
And dad, Peter is going to teach me electronics, and dad I
can't wait to show you my first project, oh dad I love that
man so much."
"Jack and his wife paid me a visit yesterday afternoon, and
they left just before Peter dropped you off, and they helped
me to realize what a good boy you are, and they told me how
much they, and Peter's family and friends loved you.
Alex.um.you look different this morning.quite handsome
actually."
"And you look really neat today yourself dad, I can see
where my good looks came from, hehehe."
"Thanks Alex, I don't deserve a son like you, but I am
willing to give it a bash.
And Alex.you may visit them any time that you want to, and
once we have made our home more respectable I would not mind
if you bring friends over."
I could not believe what I was hearing, and for the first
time in my life I was not afraid of my dad any more, and I
grabbed him and bear hugged him, and I decided that together
we stood a chance to make life better for the both of us.
Oh Peter, have you any Idea how the `magic is spreading, I
love you my hero, sniff, I so totally fucking love you
already.
`Alex' was walking tall, with his shoulders held back, and
his head held high, and when I walked into class that
morning, I received a few hi's and some high fives and even
a shy smile from a girl whose name I did not even know.
I felt good and I knew that nothing was gonna stop me from
feeling on top of the world all day, I had a smirk on my
face all the time, and I could not get the unbelievable
events of the weekend out of my mind.
I enjoyed my newfound recognition, but I needed absolutely
nothing more than my two new families and my brand new dad,
I did not walk through the corridors today.I floated, and
could look every single kid in the face and smile at them.
But at first break, things went horribly wrong.
I walked into the toilets and heard two panic stricken boys
yelling at each other.
"Oh God, what have we done? I did not know that he would do
something like this, what are we gonna do? We can't just
leave him like this, he could die, and then what are we
gonna do?
And then they saw me and started crying, and then they
pointed to the stall and I saw a pool of blood forming on
the tiles.
I rushed at the door, knocking it out of the frame, and
threw it out into the room.
And then I saw a boy sitting on the toilet seat, and he was
slumped forward on his backpack, and he seemed very weak,
and he was shakily whimpering.
"I just wanted to be your friend, can't I just be your
friend, I am so lonely, and I like you so much, why do you
hate me so much, I just needed someone to say hi to me."
And then his body shook as he sobbed pathetically.
I grabbed him and helped him to sit upright.
"Don't just fucking stand there, come over here and hold him
for me, and you, run to the office and get me a full sugar
soda and a first aid box, and hurry, and if anything happens
to him, you will be sorry that you were born."
"Are you ok, please just hold on.please just do it for me.I
want to help you, please I won't let you down, just hold on
for me, what's your name, tell me your name?" I mumbled at
high speed, and then panic flooded my senses, and then he
looked unemotionally into my eyes, yet I thought that I
noticed a sliver of plight in those almost lifeless dark
deep-set eyes, and then he almost whispered.
"Fag, queer, homo.but call me Gregory if you want to, I
think that's my name."
I put pressure on his wrist, and stopped most of the
bleeding. Luckily he did not know what he was doing, and the
two cuts were not that deep, and It did not seem like he had
lost too much blood, but he looked emotionally devastated,
and physically weak.
His face was covered in perspiration, and his wet hair made
him look worse than he actually was.
And while we waited for his `friend' to return, the other
boy said.
"We're twins and in the same classes as him, and he was
always checking us and the other boys out ever since the
beginning of the year, and we followed him in here every
time to give him a hard time.
We never beat on him, we just kept on asking him why he
always looked at us, and then about a month ago, he admitted
again that he was gay, and that fuelled our verbal attacks
on him, and he hides out in here during every break, and I
guess we just don't understand this `gay' thing.
Look.my brother and I were actually going to give him a
chance, but we are scared of what the other kids will say,
and we don't want him touching us and stuff.
We are so sorry Gregory, please forgive us, we are assholes
and did realize how much you were hurting, why did you not
say anything?"
Then Gregory looked up for the first time and weakly
replied.
"I did try to explain that I would not embarrass you, all I
wanted was for us to be friends, and talk and stuff, that's
all, but between the insults and constant questions from
both of you, I could never get a word in, that's why I
locked myself in here all the time, I did not want you to
see me crying."
"I am Steven by the way, and my twin brother is
Jonathan.Gregory.here take my hand please."
Gregory reached for Steven's hand and shook it feebly, and
said.
"Pleased to meet you at last Steven, I promise I won't
bother you two, I am just so attracted to you, you are very
good looking.I will try not to be too obvious in the
future."
And then I gave Gregory a hug and introduced myself.
"And I am Alex, Johnny's friend, I am pleased to meet you,
and you are welcome to join Johnny, Will and myself every
lunch break if you want to, and I promise you that you will
never need a friend, or be lonely ever again, just give us a
chance to prove it to you please Gregory.and what grade are
you in by the way?"
Jonathan returned and I managed to stop the bleeding and
bandage his cuts properly.
"Grade eleven, and I am almost seventeen, but I would love
to join you.but. don't you mind that I am gay? I mean, and I
am also older than you."
"We are all in grade nine, and NO! We would love to be your
friend, and you may say, and do anything that you want to
around us, we might even enjoy it if you flirted with us,
and it would only mean that you think that we are cute,
hehehe."
The twins were quietly eyeing us out, and then they seemed
to panic.
"P.please don't tell that Johnny kid about this Alex, we
don't want him coming down on us, we saw how he deals with
bullies, and we don't want a confrontation with him, please
promise, and we will do anything for you.just ask.anything."
"Ok, on one condition, you will protect Gregory from any
further abuse, and treat him just like any other `normal'
boy.are you cool with that?"
"Yes, we promise.thanks a lot Alex, you're cool dude."
And then they High-fived Gregory and me."
"Gregory, promise me that you won't be doing anything stupid
please, just join us and we will tell you about the
`miracle' that changed our lives."
And then Jonathan cleared his throat and asked nervously.
"Alex.ummm.would you mind if we joined you guys,
please.um.if Gregory does not mind of course, I mean maybe
you could tell US about the `miracle' and stuff.you know and
we wanna hang out with you guys.
I know it is a lot to ask, and we promise not to cause you
any more pain Gregory.really, we just want to get know
someone who is gay."
I was not so mad at them any more, and they were actually
two very good looking boys, so I did not mind them joining
us, the more the merrier, hehehe.
And then Gregory smiled, and he looked full of mischief all
of a sudden.
"Well ok, but only if.each one of you gives me peck on my
cheek, hehehe.'
And then they actually blushed.
"Don't push it Gregory.but K then, if that's what it will
take for you to forgive us."
I helped Gregory up and we moved out of the stall, the soda
seemed to perk him up a little, and then the twins seemed to
hesitate, and then I kissed Gregory on both his blushing
cheeks.
" There, see, its not that terrible, he does not have a
contagious disease you know."
And then they stepped forward and actually gave him a smooch
each, and then they looked all goofy and blushed and shook
their heads.
"If any of you tell about this.then.then, we dunno, but
please don't K?"
"We promise, don't we Gregory? And by the way, you two are
welcome to join us as well."
Gregory nodded shyly and then they left, whispering all the
way out the door.
"Listen Gregory, if anyone gives you any more shit, just
refer them to Johnny, Will or me, and promise me that you
won't do anything stupid, I will give you mine and Will's
telephone numbers, so just call us if you need us, ok?"
"Thanks, Alex, I have suffered for so long, and at my old
school I was threatened by the father of a kid who I was
friends with.
He caught us kissing in the shower, that's why my mom and I
moved here, and now her fuck-up boyfriend harasses me the
whole time, because he knows about me.and.that's why I
attempted to end it all...I just could not take it any
more.sniff."
"Gregory.I promise you that your problems are over, just
give us a chance, and if you wanna slap a butt, receive or
give a hug, or wanna kiss someone, or you just wanna fool
around and have fun without worrying shit, then you are
welcome around the three of us, we enjoy attention, and we
will NEVER be mad at you or make fun of you."
"I love you already Alex.may I."
"Yep, Gregory, there's nobody around, so just do it
already."
And then he blushed and gave me the sweetest peck on my
lips, and then he shuddered when I groped his fast inflating
package, hehehe, he did not expect that, and then I suddenly
felt like Kyle, and I was gonna have so much fun.
His eyes were like saucers, and his mouth hung open, and his
smile split his blushing face in half, and then he hugged me
and broke down and cried for a long time.
"Oh Alex, I thought I would never find a friend again, I
love you, I love you, I so totally love you.oh man, I just
don't believe this."
"Gregory, I just want you to be happy, and.you have FIVE
wonderful friends now, and we are all alike, you could never
upset us, we have fun all the time, you'll see when you meet
the rest of us, and heaven help you when our Kyle gets hold
of you, hehehe, and you won't believe just how much love we
have to give you, so just give us a chance."
The bell rang, and we scooted off to our own classes.
Gregory walked with me, and bumped shoulders with me until
we went our separate ways.
"I so can't wait to meet your friends Alex.thanks again."
And then he mouthed, `I love you', and he blushed so
sweetly.
The twins appeared from nowhere, and walked with him, one on
either side.
Thank you Peter, you have just made another friend, and I
just so can't wait to introduce him to you and the rest of
the gang.
Kyle is gonna have a ball.OR `two', and I think.something
`big' to measure, hehehe.
And then I smiled and winked at him, and then I was back on
track again, and I felt even more on top of the world.
Classes went well, and I was passed a piece of paper with
and invite to a birthday bash for some girl in three weeks
time, and when I looked in the general direction of where
the note came from, I spotted two girls blushing and looking
away, and I felt so good.
I wrote on the back of the note, that I accepted with thanks
and passed it back to them, and then I smiled when I saw
them giggle and blush again, hehe.
Thanks Peter, your Alex owes you big time, and I am gonna
make your toes curl next weekend.
Your `Peter Meter' is going to indicate zero resistance to
my charms, hehehe, and I so can't wait.
And then I boned up `big' time, and I blushed to myself at
the `evil' thoughts that entered my mind. Oh my goodness,
doing electronics with my hero, is going to be the one of
the most mind blasting experiences of my life.
Johnny, Will and I sat chatting away at our usual spot on
the grass under a tree.
Then a boy walked up, and they introduced me to Wesley. He
was a year younger than us, and such a nice youngster, he
fitted in with us so naturally that it felt like I have
known him for a long time already.
We chatted and he looked my way often, and then he asked me
if I had been over at Peter's place, and then he blushed. I
blushed and told him that I had a wonderful weekend at
Will's, and then I slept over at Peter's as well, and asked
him, why he wanted to know.
He looked down, and then he said that he so wanted to visit
Peter, but that `circumstances' would not allow it quite
yet. And then I teased him a little, by telling him that he
MUST insist on showering with Peter. And then he said that
he would love to, but that he was afraid of boning up and
stuff, and then I pulled him into a quick hug, and I told
him, THAT it was the LAST thing he should be worried about,
and that he should visit as soon as possible.
He thanked me and sat down close to me, and smiled shyly at
me a few times.
You know his story by now.
And then Gregory and the twins walked over to us, and parked
off across from us.
I introduced everybody, and we all high fived each other,
and then I asked Gregory if he was ok.
"Oh yeah, I feel great, Steven and Jonathan are so nice, and
we like chat now, and they tease me and stuff.don't you guys
think that they have just the most kissable lips, hehehe."
The twins blushed and looked down at the grass, and then
Steven said.
"Gregory, we are going to so totally kill you for that, just
you wait and see."
And then we all laughed and confirmed Gregory's sentiments,
and then they just shook their heads and started laughing a
swell, and then `Steven' said, not looking too upset at all.
"You guys.man you're such a bunch of bastards, we're so
totally outnumbered here, hehehe." The atmosphere was fun
and friendly, and then we shared and ate our lunches, and I
noticed that when Gregory's legs touched the twin's, they
would instinctively pull away, but after a few minutes, they
allowed the contact, and then they seemed to be a lot more
relaxed, and were actually making a little game of touching
and pushing hard, and then suddenly pulling away again. We
included them in our teasing and jokes and stuff, and they
even bumped shoulders with Gregory at odd times, and I
smiled to myself.
Then `Jonathan' asked.
"Ummm.about this `miracle', please tell Gregory and us about
it, you guys always seem to be so happy and carefree.is it
because of this ` miracle'?
And then Will up, and says.
"Johnny will tell you about Peter, and then I will tell you
my story, and then Alex will tell you his, and then we will
introduce you guys to Peter if you want to."
I observed Gregory, Steven and Jonathan while Johnny told
his emotional story, and I noticed how ALL three of them
became emotional, wiping away a tear or two, and how they
smiled when Johnny told them about their first sleepover at
Peter's. And I noticed how the twins and Gregory boned up
when Johnny told them a `watered' down version of their
first shower together. Gregory did not even bother to hide
his excitement, but the twins blushed and looked
uncomfortable when they caught Will and I openly staring at
their pre-DICK-aments, hehehe.
The bell rang as Johnny was finishing off his story, and
then all of us had to tidy up a little down there in the boy-
toy departments, and then `Steven' asked.
"Johnny.would you mind if we wanted to meet Peter, I mean.we
will understand if you don't wanna, its just.my brother and
I have some issues, and he seems like the only person who
might be able to help us.you know.your party, and Peter and
Kyle, and your present.and, thanks for telling us Johnny,
you're cool dude."
And then they offered Gregory their hands, helped him up and
gave him a quick hug each, and then Gregory smiled and
winked at us, and we walked off together, chatting and
shoving each other, and I felt even MORE on top of the
world.
Here were just three more hurting boys, and because of all
the prejudice, discrimination and victimization out there,
the twins shifted their frustration onto a `gay' boy who
could not defend himself. It was `THEIR' fault that a
wonderful teen boy attempted to end his life, and not the
twin's at all.
The blame fell squarely on the shoulders of an hysterical,
ignorant and brainwashed society who caused irreparable
trauma to thousands of confused kids across the world by
attempting to play God and persecute, make an example of,
humiliate and cruelly separate a man and the kids who loved
him with all their hearts.
And his only crime was to reach out, and show compassion in
the only form that HE was mercifully shown some years before
by a real man who saved HIS life.
`They' never do anything about the suicides, school
shootings and battered young souls out there, as long as
`they' feel safe behind their gun-wielding thugs, to
continue practicing judgment and intolerance on `different'
and compassionate human beings, who are prepared to heal the
wounds of desperate kids who only needed a soft place to
land.
By the end of the week, five more boys joined our group, and
they varied from grade seven to grade eight, and they were
glued to our lips as Will, and then I told our stories. All
of them were very intrigued by our somewhat diluted version
of the fun that we had in the huge pool. The younger boys
could not wait to meet Kyle and Peter, and to have fun, and
play computer games with us.
All of them opened up after hearing our tales, and then I
realized how many kids, were being severely mentally abused
by a seemingly good parent, or parents.
We swopped Peter's and our telephone numbers and addresses
in case they needed us or just wanted to visit, or chat with
somebody.
All these kids had very low self-esteem and were being
victimized by their peers, and every single one of them
showed emotion, when we described how terribly WE were also
hurting just recently, and how all of us were silently
crying out for help, to.`No one there'
(Neil Diamond)
I am I said
`To no one there'
And no one heard at all
Not even the chair
I am I cried
I am said I
And I am lost
And I can't even say why
Leaving me lonely still
Did you ever read about a frog that dreamed of being a king?
And then became one
Well except for the names and a few other changes
You can talk about me
The story's the same one
But I had an emptiness deep inside
And I tried but it won't let me go
And I'm not a `boy' who likes to swear
But I never cared for the sound of being alone
I am, I am, I am.Or.am I?
My dad and I started cleaning up `our' home, and it was
actually looking quite respectable. We even threw a wet rag
at each other, and I could not stop until our lounge was
spic and span, and the kitchen looked like a new one after
we scrubbed everything at least twice.
It was almost midnight and we were sweaty and dirty, and
then my dad surprised me by asking me to go shower with him.
I was nervous at first, but my wonderful experience with
Peter, gave me the courage to share it with him. We actually
had fun and washed each other's hair and bodies, and my dad
did comment on my `impressive' attributes down there, and I
felt proud and contented, but we did not touch each other's
privates.
I did not mind, because I did not have the desire to anyway,
but just sharing `something' together for the first time,
was very enjoyable to me.
We were drying off when the phone rang, and a very upset
Gregory asked me in an almost whisper if he could come over,
he said that he lived only a few blocks away, and that he
was afraid, and had nowhere to go. He said that he usually
slept in the park when his mom and her boyfriend kicked him
out of the house.
I asked my dad, and he said that he was welcome and even
offered to fetch him, but he declined and said that it was
late, but that he would be over in about half and hour.
My dad said that he was tired and was going to bed, and that
he bought a large tin of hot chocolate, and that I must be
kind to my friend.
I thanked him and gave him a hug, and then I ran upstairs
and tidied my room as best I could, but then I realized that
my bed was a three quarter size, and that one of us might
have to sleep on the couch.
I switched on the porch light, and went to boil some water,
and just then the doorbell rang and I actually felt nervous.
This was the first time that anyone visited me.and OMG, he
might even sleep over? Oh well.whatever.
I opened the door and let Gregory in, and then I saw that he
his nose was bleeding.
I felt so angry, but also compassion for him, so I fetched a
warm cloth and gently wiped the dried blood off for him, and
then I made us some hot chocolate, and just for a moment I
thought about the wonderful time that we had at Peter's, and
I felt a twitch in my pants.
He thanked me and looked at me for a while, and then he
said.
"Thanks for everything Alex.why are you so good to me? I
mean, nobody has ever been kind to me before, only my friend
back in my old town, sniff."
I rinsed the mugs and then we went upstairs, and then
Gregory put his backpack down onto my bed and sat down.
"Gregory.would you like to sleep over, I mean you're totally
welcome.my bed is not too big."
"Oh no Alex, it's way big enough for the both of us.I mean
if you don't mind sleeping in the same bed as a gay boy.I
certainly don't mind sleeping with you, hehehe."
And then I smiled at him, and said that it might be fun.
And then he smiled and looked happy again, and then I was
actually looking forward to it as well.
We sort of froze, and looked nervously at each other, and
then I thought how much fun we had at Peter's, undressing
and dressing each other, and then I grabbed his hands and
lifted his arms, and took his windjammer off.
"Now I take your shirt off." He said nervously.
And then he removed my t-shirt, and then I took off his t-
shirt, and then we giggled.
His skin was smooth, nicely tanned and had an olive tint to
it, and it looked like he had Asian blood in his background.
His abs and his tummy sported the beginnings of manhood, his
developing muscles were beginning to show through his smooth
skin, and he had and oval shaped navel with only a hint of a
trail down into his pants, and he must have noticed how
nervous I was.
And then he said.
"This is fun, how do you sleep by the way.I sleep in my
briefs mostly."
"Yeah.me too.um, so.Gregory.do you want me to remove your
pants then?"
"Alex, please just do it already, we're two `big' boys you
know, and Yeah, I want you to."
I sat on the bed and he stood before me, and my heart
started beating excitedly as I hooked my thumbs into the
waistband of his tracksuit bottoms, and then I slowly pulled
them down and over the large bulge in his briefs, and then
my heart started beating faster, and I was curious.
I pulled his pants down all the way and he stepped out of
them, and then I slowly looked up from his feet and I saw
his smooth tanned legs. They had that typical perfect shape
that most young Japanese boys were adorned with, and then I
saw his package, and so close to my face, and I could not
get my eyes off of it.
His hipster briefs barely covered the treasure within, and
were a pale blue color and faded from age, and there was a
hole near the waistband, and through it I could see the dark
skin of his shaft, and positioned to his right side, was the
clearly defined profile of his almost out of proportionately
large glans, I was overwhelmed by the erotic scene before
me, and I wanted to reach out and wrap my arms around him,
and pull his crotch into my face for just a little while,
and then I became aware of the deafening silence in my room.
"Alex.please.don't be afraid, I am gay, and I would love you
to, I know that you want to, please Alex, it will mean a lot
to me, I wanted my friend in my old town to do it many
times, because it felt so nice when I ALWAYS did it for him,
but he only took from me, and never gave to me, and it hurt
you know? But he was all that I had."
I wrapped my arms around his butt and nudged my nose into
the soft fabric, and then time stood still.
I inhaled his strong fragrances. The subtle mixture of his
body sweat, soap and washing powder intoxicated my senses,
and then I gently traced my nose along the length of his
fast filling out and very impressive teen-meat, and then he
touched my shoulder and awoke me from my trance like state.
I stood up, and my face felt flushed, and then I slowly
looked up and into his eyes.
"Alex.I.I am just as scared as you are. Here, let me take
yours down for you."
He sat on the bed and I stood before him. My heart was
racing and I was so nervous and hyped up, all at the same
time.
And then he looked me up and down, and then it felt like
little sparks arced from his fingertips as he lightly
touched my neck, and then he ran his fingers lightly across
my chest and very erect nipples. He looked up at me and
lightly caressed my quivering lips, while looking intently
at me with a kinda serious expression on his face.
And then Gregory stood up, and he was almost the same height
as me.
"Alex.you are so beautiful.please.don't stop me.I have not
known any tenderness since we moved here, and when you saved
my life today, I fell in love with you, you know.like only a
gay boy can? And I just wanna spoil you for a little while."
I blushed, and then I smiled and nodded my head, and then he
smiled widely with those sensual and very full, large and
alluring lips of his.
I noticed his deep-set, almost black-brown eyes, his shiny
black and neatly styled hair, his slender neck and mobile
Adam's apple, his fleshy small well placed ears, his high
cheek bones and the deep dimple in his chin, and I realized
how devastatingly good looking he was, and combined with his
deep bass voice, I found myself dangerously attracted to
him.
I looked past the `label' that he had attached to himself so
bravely, and then I realized that Peter and my new friends
could be just as `gay' as he was, and if that were so, I
would be proud of it. I had no idea of what the future held
for all of us, but at this instant in time, I was keen to
experience HIS kind of friendship, with the attractive teen
standing before me.
He was a human being just like any other boy, and nobody had
the right to judge him, and to make his life a living hell
when `their' lives were full of `sins' that made his
`differences' from `normal' people, fade into
insignificance.and just because he COULD love another boy
with all his heart.
Gregory sat down again and reached for my pants, and then
with his eyes fixed on my crotch, he lowered them slowly,
and I stepped out of them, and then he brought them up to
his nose, and then he inhaled and looked up at me, and I saw
an almost tender passion in his appealing eyes.
I shuddered involuntarily at the scene unfolding before my
eyes, and felt a thrill run down my spine when he smiled
weakly at me, and then he focused his eyes on my tenting
gray briefs.
He put his hands on my butt and pulled me closer, and then
he lovingly nosed around in my briefs, and then he placed
light and very ticklish kisses all over my entire excited
hardness. He nosed around in my pubes and gently kneaded my
butt, and all the while he made love to my genitals through
the confines of the thin layer of fabric that separated my
excitement from his sensual ministrations.
He stood up, and embraced me and kissed me so tenderly, that
my legs buckled, and I was powerless to do anything, but to
accept his probing tongue into my eager mouth.
I did not sense any lust between us, only a beautiful
considerate love beyond description, and at that moment I
decided to let him enjoy me, and to do whatever he pleased
with me, and then I kissed his neck and his ears, and I
kissed his eyelids and his cheeks, and then I kissed him on
his nose and on the deep alluring dimple in his chin, and
then I licked his Adam's apple, and felt it shoot upwards as
he swallowed nervously, and then I looked at his face.
"Gregory.Please.I don't think that you are `easy', because
you are gay, and believe me I, don't feel sorry for you and
stuff.I really want to do this, that's all.
And I actually find you almost irresistible, just like I
feel about Peter and my friends, and I know that they will
feel the same way about you.
I want to get to know YOU, and I respect you for being so
brave about who you are, and I just want you to know that
you may stop me at any time.
I like you a lot already and want us to be friends.so.are
you cool with that?"
"Ohhhh, fuck.I also don't `lust' you Alex, I already `love'
YOU Alex, and I also find YOU so totally irresistible."
And then his eyes closed, and he started licking all over
his moist lips, and his lower lip moved from left to right
under his white teeth, and then he opened his eyes, and we
looked at each other with so much desire, and then I saw the
approval in his devastating smile, and then he closed his
eyes again, and I knew what I had to do, wanted to do, for
him, for me, for us.
He literally shook as my trembling lips met his again, and
then I held our tender kiss for a long while, and my tongue
was lightly probing at the corner of his mouth, and then he
uttered an almost inaudible low moan, and he shuddered when
I slowly wrapped my arms around him, and pushed him
backwards onto my bed.
Peter had shown me how to pleasure someone to the maximum,
nothing around him was ever mediocre, he taught us to give
our all to each other, and I was going to show Gregory that
he was not alone any more.
He lay there breathing heavily before me, and he looked so
fragile and nervous and excited all at the same time, and I
knew then, that I had the power to totally destroy him or
give him back his self-worth and some hope for the future,
just like Peter and his lovable hooligans did for me only
recently.
I studied him for a while, just to give him time to fully
absorb the reality that some one actually liked him, and
cared about him without compromise.
I knew exactly how apprehensive and yet excited he was, and
I remembered how I could feel special again, and look
forward with certainty, to many more wonderful events in my
life, together with the most awesome group of people one
could ever be accepted by, and I wanted that for Gregory as
well.
I recalled how Peter pampered me, and then I kissed his neck
slowly, and whispered in his ear.
"Gregory, I want to make you happy and feel loved again."
He shuddered, and then I saw a zillion goose bumps cover his
smooth tanned skin, and I thrilled at the sight of his well
worn briefs straining to contain his very impressive
boyhood.
The wide band was tantalizingly curved downwards below his
navel from the huge bulge that stretched the faded fabric to
its limits, and I was curious, and I wanted to yank them
down and dive in there and make wild passionate love to his
pride and joy until he screamed for mercy, OMG I was so
horny that I could cry.
But, I forced myself to tease him, just like Peter did for
me, and then I kissed his pecs and licked and sucked his
very stiff nipples, making him squirm and gasp, and then I
placed quick kisses all over his heaving tummy, and then I
wiggled my tongue in his navel, and then my tongue traced a
`snail trail' on his belly, and all along the band of his
over filled sexy briefs, and then I moved down and licked
inside the tantalizing gaps in the leg openings, where his
straining briefs lifted off of his smooth thighs.
"Oh shiiiittt, Alex.wh.where did you learn to do that? Have
you any idea how horny you are making me? I would never have
known that anything as unbearably awesome was even remotely
possible.Ohhh, Alex, don't stop please."
"I had the best teacher Gregory, you will meet him soon, and
if you thought that this was awesome, you have not felt
anything yet, believe me, hehehe."
Gregory sighed, and then I kissed the insides of his warm
soft thighs and caressed his legs at the same time, and then
I licked down his legs and took each foot into my hands and
kissed his toes and caressed his ankles, and I noticed how
delightfully his perfect toes wriggled and twitched against
each other, while he giggles and squirmed.
His one forearm was pressed against his forehead and the
other hand was gripping the side of the pillow, and his lips
were pouted into an O, and his face was contorted with an
almost pained expression, and then I knew that I was making
it a night for him to remember.
And then I noticed the growing wet spot in his faded briefs,
and I just could not stand it any longer, and I think he was
ready to `explode' as well.
"Gregory, sit up and take off my briefs please."
He literally gasped out loud, and I could see lust in his
eyes now, and I knew that mine portrayed the same emotion.
He sat up and removed my equally ooze stained gray briefs
off of me, and tossed them onto the bed, and then I pushed
him back onto the bed and he lifted his butt so that I could
pull his off of him.
We saw each other naked for the first time and I think that
we were both very impressed with our `equipment'.
I loved how manly Gregory's `cock' looked, he was
circumcised, and it looked bigger than Peter's, on his teen
body, and the neat thick bush of shiny black pubes
accentuated his `manliness' even more, and I just could not
wait to shove my nose in there and inhale his teen aromas.
Kyle was going to have to measure him `up' when I introduced
him to Peter, and knew that we were so gonna have fun with
him. Hehehe.
The shaft of his erect boner was straight, thick and smooth,
and had only the slightest trace of veins along the top, and
his glans was a pale purplish color, and it was broad with a
flared flange, and much bigger in diameter than his shaft.
And his piss slit was large and deep, and oozing pre-cum
into his navel, and I just could not wait for his very large
organ to force my lips apart, and fill my mouth to capacity.
"Oh my goodness Alex, you are so delectable, and you are
uncut.
I always wanted one like yours to make love to, and I wanna
suck you off please. Alex I can't keep my hands off of you
any longer, I wanna stick my tongue into your foreskin and
lick your glans all over, and I am gonna so rape you at any
moment if you don't do something nooooooow."
"All in good time Gregory.little Kyle taught me how to be an
expert cock teaser, and now I wanna practice on you,
hehe.lie down on the pillows against the headboard please
and close your eyes.
He was shivering non-stop now, and then I straddled his
chest, and then I leaned in and kissed his quivering lips,
and then I placed my oozing glans on his lips, and then he
jerked at the sensation as I slowly coated them with my pre-
cum, and then I kissed him again and mashed my lips into
his, and then I pulled back my foreskin and gently shoved my
glans under his nose, and then he tried to take me into his
anxious mouth, but I was teasing him, working him up into a
frenzy, making him want me, and I wanted him to beg me to
relieve his pent up sexual tension, beg me to let him suck
me off slowly until I squirted my boy juices into his mouth,
I was so horny, and I felt like the aggressor, and I was
beginning to like it.
I felt like `dominating' him, just like Peter said he wanted
me to do to him, and it motivated me to give my all, to make
this the most memorable moment in Gregory's life.
"Smell me Gregory, I know that you want to, and wrap your
soft lips around my shiny glans, I want you to beg me to
pleasure you, and then I want you to plead with me to cum in
your mouth, and I know that you want me so badly right now."
"Oh God, Alex, just do something already, please.cum all
over my face Alex, thrust your cock into my throat, and
choke me with your magnificent boy-meat, aaaargh, Alex I am
begging you to make love to me, anything Alex.just don't
leave me like this."
I felt good, and I was not the little pleading runt anymore.
My new friends gave me the self-confidence to start with,
and go through with this incredible experience with a boy
who was hurting more than I was, and make it a wonderful
friendship bonding experience for the both of us.
I lay my swollen glans on his lips, and then he came forward
and I let it in just enough to be nestled between his fleshy
slick lips, his tongue licked at my boyhood and then he
attempted to suck me in deeper, but I pulled back just
enough, and just kept contact with his quivering pouting
mouth.
Then I scooted off of him and kissed him gently, and made
him shudder some more when I nudged my face into his slender
neck, and whispered.
"Gregory, its time for me and Gregory junior to become
acquainted, hehehe."
And then I blew gently under his ear, and I saw how his
smooth skin became saturated with goose bumps, and I was so
having fun already, hehehe.
And then I took my briefs and placed them on his face, and
he shuddered, and then I took his hand and kissed his palm,
and then I placed his hand over my briefs on his face.
"Smell my boyhood Gregory, and get used to it, because I am
gonna let you smell me a lot more in the future, and you are
gonna like it."
He inhaled deeply and almost crushed my undies into his
face.
"Ooooh, Alex.may I keep these please, I promise to bring
them back later.please Alex."
"Of course `big boy', but only if I get to keep yours." And
then I stroked his rock hard boner once.
"But Alex, they are old and torn."
"I want THESE Gregory, and later on, I want you to cum in
them for me please, and then I will cum in mine for
you.would you like that Gregory?"
"OMG, yes...yes Alex, I was gonna ask you anyway, thanks
Alex.I love you."
I kissed his tummy softly, and I licked his pre-cum out of
his navel, and then I licked all around the base of his man
penis, and then I licked his large balls, and sucked them
into my mouth one at a time, and I just could not get enough
of admiring his huge `cock-head' It looked so suck-able and
beautifully sculptured, and it was so within reach.
I lay down on his tummy and lifted his heavy teen-meat and
shoved my nose into his pubes and inhaled his `manly'
fragrances, and then thoughts of Peter flashed through my
mind, and then I was totally overcome with desire.
I loved being with a man more than someone my own age, and
Gregory, being older and sporting a man-cock, really turned
me on something fierce like.
I lifted his legs and placed his feet apart, and flat on the
bed, and then I licked all over his thighs and then I lay my
head onto his heavily heaving tummy, and then I wrapped my
fingers around his pulsing shaft and pouted my lips against
his large glans, and then I coated my lips with his copious
lube, and his `cock' felt so big and hard, and I felt a
secret desire for him to choke me, or hurt me with it,
anything, just as long as it was HIS.
I moved in closer, and then I swirled my tongue around, and
inside his piss slit, and then my lips stretched as I slid
then over the throbbing spongy head, and then I lay still.
He shuddered and suddenly sort of jabbed into my mouth, when
my finger touched his anus. I lubed my finger with his
oozing pre-cum, and then I wrapped my lips around his slick
glans again, and then I inserted my finger into his anus and
egged him deeper into my warm softness, and then I trembled
when he started fucking my mouth slowly, and I felt his
fingers gently massaging my scalp.
"Why are you doing this for me Alex.you are not gay, and I
don't deserve any of your kindness.you really don't have
to.aaaaaaaaahhh.don't stop Alexxxxx."
His `cock stretched my mouth to its limits as I pulled him
hard into my face, and sucked as hard as I could. And then
he got my message and gripped tightly onto my head, and
started fucking into my face with long slow thrusts, that
drove me crazy, and I could not wait for him to choke me
with his spunk.
I heard him moaning through the fabric of my briefs, and
then his cock enlarged and hardened and stretched my mouth
more. My jaw was starting to ache, but I was not gonna spoil
it for him, I shoved my finger into his tightly gripping hot
boy-hole as deeply as I could and then, he shook and stopped
humping into my face, and then he shuddered.
"Alex, I.I.am gonna shoot, your mouth.aaaahhh.Alex.ohhhh,
Alex, here it comesssssss."
And then his cum gushed out of his man-cock, and it DID
choke me, but I did not care, I attempted to swallow and
swallow, but it just gushed forth for five or six amazing
throbs of his man-dick, His pubes and balls were covered in
his teen spunk.
And then when I did not feel any more twitching of his
swollen member, and his tummy stopped heaving furiously, I
slowly let my slurping lips slide off of his gooey cock, and
then I shoved my face into his cum laden pubes and balls,
and then I sucked and licked as much of it up as I could.
He was still breathing fast, and then I looked up at him,
and then his tummy jerked a few times, and his deep voice
broke, as he giggled.
"'CUM' over here, you cum-face you, hehehe, that looks so
funny, hehehe."
I scooted up to him and he pulled me on top of him and he
kissed my gooey mouth, and he licked up every trace of his
spunk from my face, and then he just lay there and looked at
me, and his body shook a little as he giggled again.
"Alex.did you really not mind me cumming in your mouth, I
have never spoofed so much in my life.OMG, that was the best
`sex' that I have ever had by far."
"Naaaah, Gregory, why should I, we do it for each other all
the time, so why not for you, and I think that
I.maybe.possibly.like you, just a little bit, hehehe."
He hugged me tightly and then I saw tears in his eyes.
"I love you Alex.I want you to fuck me.I am not a virgin any
more.you know, my friend back in my old town fucked me all
the time, even though I did not always want him to, and he
was never gentle with me.I already know that you won't hurt
me Alex, you are so nice to me."
I shuddered, and then I decided that I was gonna do the best
for him that I could.
I lay down on top of him and started kissing him
passionately, our tongues were having an argument all on
their own, and, Gregory hugged me and dug his fingers deeply
into my buttocks, and then I ground my pelvis into his, and
it was so slick down there, and every contact between our
boy-parts felt like electric shocks.
Then he suddenly stuck his finger into the cleft in my butt
and slid it across my pucker, and then he spasmed under me,
and moaned into my briefs, and then I felt his hot spunk
mingle with our thrusting boyhoods, and then I thrust my
tongue deep into his mouth and kissed him while he came down
from his second intense orgasm.
And then I whispered into his ear, making him tremble.
"Gregory, you are gonna be my first, and tonight you are
gonna feel the pain when I thrust deeply into your body. I
am gonna stretch your boy-pussy until you beg for mercy, and
then I am gonna fuck you until you pass out, and then I am
going to keep my hardness buried deep inside you all night
long, and fuck you again and again until you don't want me
to any more."
"Oh please Alex.I WANTyou to hurt me, I want you to look at
my face and see the pain that I want to feel for you, and I
want you to pump your seeds inside me again and again, and
if I shake me head, and the tears stream out of my eyes, I
want you to fuck me harder, and have your way with me. I am
yours Alex, and I badly want to feel your cock stretching
and tearing me open.I want you to take me by force
Alex.c'mon my lover, what are you waiting for?"
All the dirty talk brought me to the brink of exploding
between us. I moved off of him and positioned myself between
his legs, I propped a doubled up cushion under his buttocks,
and then I placed his calves on my shoulders, and then I
rubbed my penis around his anal opening and coated it with
my oozing pre-cum, and then I placed my cock-head against
his boy-hole and pushed slightly.
And then I just held the pressure constant, and looked him
in his eyes.
"Come one Alex, please thrust that suck-able boner deep
inside me."
"Ask me nicely Gregory, beg me, plead with me.I wanna see it
in your eyes, I want you to tell me how much you wanna feel
me thrusting my hardness into you over and over again."
He started whimpering, and then I pushed a little harder and
my slick glans was just beginning to stretch his anal ring,
and then I started jabbing with very short thrusts against
the resistance there, and then my eyes shut closed and my
face contorted and then I pushed and held my spurting penis
in place, and then he mumbled into my briefs.
"OMG Alex.I can feel your hot cum forcing into my body, oh
Alex, your sperms are inside me.you are so incredible, oh
Alex.I love you more, oh Alex where did you learn to do
that? You.you fucked me.and you didn't, this must be a world
first Alex, you're amazing Alex.yeah! Fucking unbelievable,
hehehe.
Alex.come here lover-boy, Gregory wants to hold you please."
I crawled up to him, and turned on my side, and then I felt
him, I felt Peter and I felt Will snuggle up behind me, and
I felt all of them put their fleshy cocks between my legs,
and I must have purred, and Gregory put his arm over me with
his hand over my heart, and he felt it beating fast for him,
and he dug his elbow into my heaving tummy and hugged me
even closer, and I felt safe and loved.
"Alex, this feels like a `miracle' you know, I mean just
everything that has happened today.do you know what I mean?"
I just nodded and put my hand on his, and squeezed it
gently.
We lay there, a gay boy and a younger boy, who did not know
about gay, and we enjoyed the closeness and warmth of our
newfound friendship, and it felt so right.
After a long time, his `cock' became limp between my legs,
and I giggled as it tickled me when the prominent flange of
his glans slowly shrunk back towards his body.
His hug slackened off and his hand dropped onto the bed, and
then we slumbered off into a peaceful sleep.
I woke up in the morning to the wonderful sensation of
Gregory kissing my penis, licking under my foreskin and
looking at it as though he has never seen one up close
before, and he pulled my foreskin over and off my glans many
times, and then he would look at it again and place his nose
against it and inhale deeply, and then he jumped when I
started sniggering, and my tummy shook his head lightly.
"Having fun, Gregory? Mmmm, I love what you are doing, don't
mind me, hehehe, um, does it not smell all yucky?"
He shook his head.
"Nah.I love that smell, I wish mine could smell so erotic
and sexual."
And then he started sucking me deeply and slowly, and his
tongue felt like a wriggling snake all over my sensitive
glans, and then he stopped sucking me and stroked me and lay
back a little, and then I began shaking, and my penis became
rock-hard and then my cum squirted over his face.
"Yeah!.ohhhhh.Yeah! cum for me Alex, cover my face in your
awesome spunk, I am so ad-`DICK'-ted to your long boy-meat,
Oh I love you Alex."
I just lay there and loved the way that his finger traced
all along my shaft and circled my sensitive glans tenderly,
while I came down from my awesome orgasm.
And then he looked up at me and I burst out laughing. His
face was covered in spoof, and some was hanging in little
strings from his nose and upper lip, and it looked so funny,
and then he took my briefs and turned them inside out and
wiped his smiling face clean, and then he swung them around
on his finger.
"I am afraid that I am going to have to keep these as
exhibit one, hehehe."
I attempted to snatch them from him, but he was too fast,
and we ended up rough housing for a while. He was strong,
but he let me get on top of him, and then I pinned his arms
above his head and we lay there, and our chests and tummies
heaved as we breathed heavily, and then I kissed him in his
neck, and then on his lips, and in each of his armpits.
He squirmed and sniggered, but he was not trying to fight me
off, and then I kissed and licked his nipples, and then he
began whimpering in a low moaning voice, and then I licked
his navel and then I could not resist the magnificent prime
teen cock before my eyes. I slid my lips over that
impressive glans of his, and I sucked him deep and full, and
I fondled his large balls tenderly, and I sucked on him like
it was soon going to be taken away from me, and I loved how
it filled my mouth to the max, and the steely texture of his
thick shaft felt exhilarating as my fingers wrapped around
it passionately, and then he like shook, and then I
begrudgingly let his manly cock slip out from between my
lips and I cupped my palm over his glans and twisted it
around a few times.
"Shiiiiiittt, Alex.here it comes, oh fuck Alex, wank
meeeeeeee."
And then I lifted his cock up a little and stroked it, and
then he shuddered and grabbed my head and then his man-meat
vibrated in my hand as the spunk rushed up his urethra, and
out in voluminous gushes and landed over my eyes and cheeks
and in my hair, and over my mouth and on my ear. And then he
sighed and ran his fingers slowly through my hair, and then
after a few moments he handed me his briefs, and I wiped all
of his valuable ejaculate off of my face.
I scooted up to him and kissed him passionately for a long
time, and then I turned his briefs the right way out again,
folded them up neatly, and hid them in my drawer next to my
bed. He wrapped my soiled briefs neatly in an old t-shirt
that was too small for me, and put them into his backpack.
And then my dad called and said that breakfast would be
ready in half an hour.
We washed each other, and enjoyed our shower together,
Gregory loved to be in body contact with me, and I loved his
attention, and made it as nice for him as I could, and then
we dried and dressed each other, and went down to the
kitchen.
My dad greeted him cordially and asked him if he was ok, and
said that he and Will's dad would have a `chat' with his
mom, and her `boyfriend' if Gregory was ok with it, but
Gregory thanked him and asked if he could rather come over
on the occasions that he was thrown out of the house.
My dad agreed, but said that if things did not improve, he
and Will's dad would sort the problem out for him one way or
the other.
"By the way Gregory, did Alex treat you well? I mean you are
the first friend to sleep over with him, and I just wondered
if you had a good time. And then I saw Gregory blush.
"Oh yeah! Your Alex is a good host, he made me feel at home,
thank you sir, and sir.would you mind if I came over
sometimes and helped you guys sort out your home and yard, I
don't expect any pay, I just want to show my appreciation
for your kindness, and I am a very hard worker, and I love
the exercise."
"Why thanks, Gregory, I think Alex has made a very nice
friend, thanks Gregory, Alex and I need all the help we can
get, until this dump can be called home again, yes
indeed.you are a special boy, and you are always welcome
here with us."
I saw how relieved Gregory was and I felt proud of my dad,
and I walked over to him and gave him a hug, and then
Gregory also hugged him, and I think I saw a smile on my
dad's face, and I felt so happy.
"Aw, cut that out guys, I'm not used to so much affection,
come on, eat up and be off to school."
We caught the bus together and I sat next to Gregory, and
then two kids walked past and bumped him, but he said
nothing, then they asked me why I was sitting next to the
fag boy.
I stood up and moved into the isle.
"Say that again, but they saw the anger in my face and my
balled up fists, and then they clammed up.
Come on big mouth, what are you trying to say? OUT with it,
what if I am a fag as well, what will you do hey? What makes
you better than him or me? Do you think that God loves you
more than us? Do you think that you can be a better friend
to someone than him? And do you think that you are more of a
man than him? You are probably pissed, because his is twice
the size of your little mini dicklet.
I want you to report to Johnny at lunch break, and if you
don't, we will find you and drag you out there, and I want
you to wear toilet rolls around your necks from now on,
because you talk so much shit, now GET out of my sight, you
make me sick. And then they scurried off to the `back' of
the bus, and the whole bus was silent for the rest of the
trip.
I sat down and Gregory elbowed me, and then we laughed and
giggled and shoulder bumped each other, and when the bus
stopped at school, I stood up.
"See, he is just a kid like any of us, friendship costs
nothing, but prejudice will hurt YOU more than you will ever
know, and they remained seated until we got out of the bus.
The twins waited for us and greeted us with high fives, and
then they asked why Gregory was on the bus, so I told them
that I would tell them at lunch break, and then they grabbed
Gregory and mock punched him on the shoulders, and walked
off with him. Oh my goodness, that looked so much better.
Classes went fine and I was on top of the world again, and I
got the usual little stares and giggles from the girls, and
a hi here and there from some of the boys in class.
When Lunch break came, I met up with Will, Johnny, Gregory
and the twins, and then two girls and three boys whom I
think were on the bus, walked towards us, and then I saw
that one of the boys, was the friend of the loudmouth.
They stood sort of to the side and looked sheepishly in out
direction, and then Johnny strolled over to them and,
chatted to them, and they kinda nodded in our direction. And
then the boy came over to me.
"Look I am really sorry about this morning, my EX friend
asked me to represent him, but I told him to fuck off, and
wanted nothing more to do with him.um, please forgive me for
being with him, he always intimidated me to back him up, and
I am glad its over."
Then he turned to Gregory.
"I am really sorry dude.can we be like friends please? I
have no-one now, and you guys always seem so cool."
He offered Gregory his hand, and then Gregory grabbed it and
pulled him into a hug, and he did not struggle or seem upset
at all.
"Thanks guys, you really made my day, and my name is
Conner."
Then Johnny introduced him around and told him that all of
us were his friends now and that he could have our telephone
numbers if he ever needed to talk and stuff, and then I saw
the broad smile on his face, and I knew that the `miracles'
were just beginning.
The two girls and other two boys, introduced themselves, and
then Johnny asked them to tell us about themselves, and he
said that some of us might be gay, or were confused, and
that Gregory had the courage to admit it, and that any of
them could tell us everything about themselves without even
the slightest bit of concern, because everybody was welcome
in our group, and that we would never make fun of them or
reject them, and that our main purpose was to support each
other through thick and thin.
I sat there and listened to those kids open up to us, and I
cried inside for them. Not one of them had a hobby or some
one to discuss questions with, the girls wanted to know what
guys wanted from them, and why it seemed to be a sin to be
celibate until marriage, and they did not understand why
most guys just thought of them as life support systems for
their fannies.
I was amazed at the questions and ignorance of some of them,
and then I knew that we had to help them find themselves,
and instill some self-confidence, and self respect in their
seemingly very empty lives.
Most of them seemed to have awesome parents, but there was
fear of talking to them.
And there seemed to be evidence of non-involvement with
their kids, you know, give them a hundred bucks and drop
them of at the mall, and kids should not be involved in
adult affairs, pressure to do good at sports or academically
and so on and so forth.
The boy who apologized to us, sat down next to Gregory, and
in front of all of us, he asked Gregory if he may discuss
gay stuff with him, because he felt so confused and was
afraid to talk to anyone about it, and then Gregory agreed
and you should have heard the sigh, and seen the relief on
Conner's face, it was so cute, and then they exchanged
telephone numbers, and I smiled to myself.
And then Johnny said.
"Listen up guys, tomorrow we are gonna do some serious soul
searching, so I want all of you to think about what makes
you angry, or unhappy and just any little seemingly
unimportant issues that you may have, and then we will
listen to all of you, one at a time, and then we will share
your hurt between all of us, and answer your questions, and
hopefully lighten some of your burdens.
So remember guys, any small little things, even like, too
few pubes, or too big or too small boy-parts, just anything
and you will see, no-one will make fun of you or say
anything to make you feel bad, I promise you that your lives
will change for the better.are you all ok with that then?"
I saw surprise, smiles, slight frowning, blushes, and just a
mixed bag of expressions on everyone's faces, and then the
bell rang and we all walked off, and not one kid looked sad
or unhappy, and my day was just getting better.
During lunch break the next day at school, all the kids and
seven more younger boys were there when Johnny, Will and I
arrived, and then we got the surprise of our lives when, up
walks Mr. `popular' and his four cronies, and called us
aside.
Well we were outnumbered, and we did not know what to expect
at all, and we were actually expecting a fight.
And then the most `popular' boy in school said.
"Look guys, just relax already, we are not gonna cause any
shit here, so just listen to me for a minute please.
"You might know my name.I'm Kevin, and this is Le
Roy.David.Kelly, and Richie."
They all high-fived us, and then Kevin continued.
"Johnny.um, that day when you stood up for Will over here,
we were all onlookers, and you put us to shame, and we have
had many discussions since then, and yeah, we wanted to pick
fights with you and stuff, but then Le Roy, said something
that made us think.
He asked us who we really were, why were so popular and how
many REAL friends we had, and then we realized that we were
nothing without our designer clothes, and expensive watches
and stuff, and that our so called friends would drop us in
an instant if we did not throw big parties and share
expensive presents and stuff.so, may we join you today
please, we just want to try something that we have planned
ever since we saw how kids reacted around you.c'mon, what do
you say.please."
And then he pouted and made puppy dog eyes, and we all burst
out laughing, and then I thought I would test him. I grabbed
him in a tight hug and held him there, and then I felt no
resistance whatsoever, and he did not even complain.
And then we hugged all of them and welcomed them whole-
heartedly.
The surprise and looks of relief on their faces was
priceless, and then I realized that they were also just
kids, and searching for something more in life, than the
superficial materialistic things.
And then Richie said.
"Johnny.you know.we have never hugged each other like this
ever.fucking awesome dudes.thanks."
And then we strolled over and joined the `crowd', and I just
could not believe what was happening here.
Peter would have been so proud of us, and I wished that he
was here to witness his `miracles' with us, God I missed him
so much, and I so could not wait to be with him again.
And then, yet ANOTHER `miracle' happened. Kevin and his
`hangers on' spread out and greeted boys that they have
never talked to before, and introduced themselves and sat
down across from them, and then Kevin grabbed his `new'
friend by his hand and came and stood next to us, and then
asked us if he could say something to all of us.
We saw nods and heard some almost inaudible, ok's and so on,
and then he cleared his throat nervously and started with
his speech.
"I don't quite know where to begin, but here goes.
We have realized why we are popular. See, we would be
nothing without our rich parents, and all our material
possessions, and we would be nothing if we were separated,
and not backed up by false friends who were only `nice' to
us because we took them out to expensive places and arranged
`cool' parties and stuff. I mean look at Alex over here. He
is a much better `man' than any of us, he took his beatings
and dusted himself off many times and walked away, knowing
full well that he was going to be mentally and physically
abused again the next day. And do you know what? If I was in
his shoes, I would have taken my life long ago, and I have
more respect for guys like him than any rich spoilt brat in
this whole school.
Alex, Will and the rest of you, who have all been victimized
by scum like us.Le Roy, David, Kelly, Richie and I, want to
apologize from the bottom of our hearts for all the shit
that we put you through, and it would mean a lot to us if
you could forgive us in time."
There was a lot of whispering, and then I nearly broke down
when I saw those `new' boys shake hands with these before
`unreachable' jocks, and then smiled at them.
There were tears and hugs and words of forgiveness spoken
all around, OMG, Peter where are you, I am so gonna make
love to already?
"Johnny, Will and Alex, thank you so much for this
opportunity to try to make amends, we were terrified you
know? And realize that ALL of you are far better human
beings than any of us, and that we have a lot to learn. We
would kike to join you, we have a lot of clout in this
school, and we want any of you or any other hurting kid to
come to us if anybody even looks funny at you.
We also have lots of pocket money that we have saved between
us, so please, we never want to buy your friendship, but we
would love to spend it on a `brand new' second hand pair of
sneakers for someone, or a shirt or whatever, even some
designer underwear, hehehe."
And then I looked at Gregory, and he winked at me, and said
out loud.
"Um, Kevin.about the underwear, um may I take you up on that
please."
And then Kevin blushed.
"Hey dude, yeah. just give me a call, and then I will take
you to my favorite, store.and.I might even help you select
something that looks good on you, hehehe." And then
`Steven', one of the twins, stood up and said,.
"Um, Kevin.rather take Timmy shopping with you.see, my
brother and I want to take Gregory shopping, but thanks for
the offer."
And then they stood closer to Gregory possessively.
Awww, that was so `cute'. Oh so many new surprises.bet
Gregory just so totally loved the attention.bastard, hehehe.
And then there were giggles, and even the two girls blushed
furiously, and giggled and whispered to each other, and
Gregory was so totally floored.
"K guys, just one more thing, we wanna show you that we
really mean what we said, and we wanna change our image, so
we dressed into our best clothes this morning, and now we
want you to swap shirts with us please."
I could not believe what I was witnessing here, as these
guys swapped shirts with their `new-found ` friends.
Then Kevin said.
"Right guys, please follow us to gym, and then we can swap
pants and watches as well, and we would feel flattered if we
could swap underwear as well, and then they all walked off,
arms over shoulders, blushing, giggling and chatting
excitedly into a new and exciting `real' future for all of
them.
Oh man.'miracle' upon fucking unbelievable `miracle',
hehehe. Peter.you bastard.
Just after supper I received two phone calls from some of
the newbies to our group, they told me about the pants and
underwear swapping, and they just could not stop chirping
about how embarrassed they felt in front of the jocks who
just undressed in front of them, and then how they were so
shy about undressing themselves, but that they have never
had such a wonderful day in their lives.
They both asked me to arrange a meeting with Peter, and said
that they were terribly shy, and were scared of making a bad
impression, and then I said that we could chat more at break
the next day, and they were very excited and happy
And now, Gregory wants to tell you something.
You are not gonna believe this, just a couple of days ago, I
attempted to end my miserable life, my slut of a mom had to
move from our previous town, because my life was being
threatened by the dad of a boy whom I befriended and ended
up having sex with. Yeah, well, we got caught kissing in the
shower, by his father, and we were `boned' up to a `T',
hehehe. But it wasn't funny.
And then he jerked me out of the shower, and phoned my mom,
and later on the school as well, to warn them about this
`threat to society'.
He slapped Terry up something bad, and threw all the
`selected' bible verses at us, and threatened to kill me at
the first opportunity that he got. He made sure that the
local paper got an exaggerated version of what happed, and
then we had no choice but to move.
I knew that he was gonna tell my new school as well, so I
came out in class one morning, and resigned myself to the
fact that a very hard time lay ahead for me.
For four months, I had hell on earth, and I hid in the
toilets every day, but I was followed in there and
tormented, insulted, and eventually forced to tell them
again that I was gay, and that I desired every boy that I
laid my eyes on.
I cried and cried until I could not any more and then I
decided that it was only gonna get worse. I had shit at home
with my fuck-up mother's `life support system for a limp
dick' boyfriend. He would come into my room at night after
fucking my mom and then attempt to force his fucking
stinking little prick into my mouth, but luckily he was so
drunk and skinny that I managed to shove him out of the room
and lock the door. Then they would break the lock and barge
in together and throw me out of the house, and I always
found a windless corner in the park to sleep. I went to
school early and attempted to make myself at least a little
respectable, but it was not always easy. I received bits of
paper all through classes with all kinds of demeaning stuff
on.
We don't want you here, cock sucker, ass fucker, douche bag
and many other insults and threats, and then one day the
twins caught me looking at them while I thought that they
were distracted, and I was so busted, and inadvertently
admitted guilt just by blushing so furiously.
"What are you looking at fuck-up? And then they grabbed
their crotches.
"Is this what you want? Do you want us to force you to suck
us off in front of the whole gym class? Can't you keep your
eyes to yourself? Why don't you just go fuck yourself?
That hurt, because I was only admiring them, they spoke so
nicely to everybody else and shoved the other kids
playfully, but I could not even look at them or anyone else
at all.
So I rushed out of class, and went to hide in the toilets
again, and I cried but it did not relieve my pain this time,
I felt like I was going insane from the shouting in my ears,
and then I heard them start up on me again outside the
cubicle, and then there voices and the ones hurting me ears
and tearing at my soul and the blinding headache shook me so
violently that I reached into my backpack, and managed to
get hold of the razor blade that I put in there after I got
insulted at home a month ago, and then they started thumping
on the door.
"COME ON OUT YOU FUCKING ABORTION, NOT EVEN GOD LOVES
SOMEONE LIKE YOU, COME OUT HERE SO THAT WE CAN SHOW YOU WHAT
HAPPENS TO FAGS IN THIS SCHOOL!
And then it felt warm as I, on pure instinct alone, cut once
and felt the soothing warmth run across my hand, and it felt
good, I could actually do it at last, and then I cut again
and it felt better, no pain, none at all, all the pain every
day was much more, cut deeper, the loneliness, those
despising words, much worse, the glares from those beautiful
faces were only for me, only for me ALONE, and then my
system shut down.
Like that of an animal that did not feel pain, because it
knew that struggling won't help any more while the fangs of
the predator sunk into its jugular.
And then their angry voices were drowned out by a magical
calm that flooded my soul, and then just a comforting peace
came over me, and I only heard my voice as from some
distance away.
Its ok Gregory, its ok.they won't be able to hurt you any
more, they won't miss you.they said so.they said that you
were unwanted.they left you no choice.you love them enough
to do this for them.they will be happy now.and then I lay my
head onto my folded arms on my backpack and stared
unemotionally at my soul that was spreading across the cold
tiles, and I felt comfortable and relaxed, and then I could
not hear the loud voices any more, and it felt so good.
I felt sleepy and cold and nothing, and I just wanted all of
it to go away, just far away, just not another day please
God, forgive me, but You know that this is the only way, I
am bleeding for them now, and I know that will be happy,
they can see it on the cold tiles, my warm blood, dirty fag
blood, getting colder and colder and spreading.reaching
reach out.to `no-one there'.
Then I became faintly aware of a loud thud, and then I felt
a dull bump against my head, but I did not look up, why
insult them by showing them the despicable face of `the
fag'?
They are here, they are going to show me what happens to
fags, and I resigned myself to the fact that it did not
matter any more, they must just do what they have always
wanted to do, deliver the final blows, then spit on me and
then.and then.
I will make it easy for them, no more hiding and crying, and
hoping for a `hi' Gregory ever again.
Just no more nothing, I don't care.please! God, just let me
mercifully die now.please.please.
And then, I heard another voice, a different sounding voice,
there was no anger, only a concerned tone to it, and then I
felt strong arms around my shoulders, and then I was gently
helped to sit up straight, and then I heard that friendlier
voice shout something and then he asked me if I was ok, and
then he asked my NAME, and just that alone, sparked the tiny
`pilot flame' in my dead soul again, and then things
happened fast.
I heard one of the twins apologizing to me, and taking my
hand, and I felt Alex putting pressure on my burning wrist,
and I could feel it hurting, and Alex was touching me and
talking to me and giving orders to the twins, and then the
`pilot flame' lit the remaining fuel that was hidden so far
away for so long, and I felt my body warming, and I felt
Alex's body touching mine, and his warm strong fingers
around my wrist, and then I shyly looked into his eyes, Oh
God those eyes, they were friendly eyes, full of compassion
and something else which I have not seen in many months, and
then I quietly said a prayer, and thanked Him, for the angel
from heaven, and I felt an overpowering love for him.yes, an
emotion which I thought was not reserved for a gay boy here
on earth.
Alex looked me in my eyes the whole time, while he wiped my
hair out of my face, and dried my free-flowing tears with
his handkerchief, and I could not detect one ounce of
insincerity on his handsome face the whole time.
And I wished that I could thank him somehow, but I could not
speak, I just couldn't, because I was incapable of accepting
kindness at that moment, all of this still felt completely
surreal to me.
And then my life was on a roller coaster ride, and it seemed
that I was carried by winds of change into a new realm of
existence far beyond my wildest dreams.
Well the rest of the story you have read about already,
suffice for me to say that Alex who was more than two years
younger than me, took complete control of my life, and I was
loving every second of it.
I am being honest here, when I tell you that I would gladly
have excluded the wonderful intimacy between Alex and I that
night, when he spoilt me beyond description in his bed, in
his arms, in his love.
His friendship alone meant more to me than anything else in
the whole world.
Only one day of his friendship was worth more than all the
`sex' with all of the most incredible boys who walked this
planet, his kind of genuine friendship was what I have
prayed for all my life, and I owed him and `his' Peter big
time.
And a couple of days later during lunch break, the top jocks
in school offered to use their pocket money to buy us poorer
kids stuff that we needed, and I just jokingly said that I
needed underwear, and when the top jocks offered to take me
shopping with them, I could not believe my ears when the
twins actually seemed to be a little possessive of me, I
mean, what DID we have we here?
Anyway, I'll get to the gory details that made shopping with
them, a memorable and very exciting experience for ME, for
Gregory, for the once shunned gay boy.
The drive over there that Saturday morning was amazing.
Steven drove his brother and I in their mom's sporty luxury
car, and they were teasing me, and I was openly flirting
with them all the way, and they did not even mind me putting
my hand on their legs a few times, and I was really
beginning to actually like them. I told them in the most
serious manner, that I could muster, that they owed me
nothing but their friendship, and that I have totally
forgiven them, and that we should start from scratch if they
wanted to.
And then I walked into the most fancy store, with them on
either side of me, and the young salesman, greeted us as
though he has known us for ages, and then he blushed when
Steven asked him to show us to the boy's underwear section.
He said that we could try on the merchandise as long as it
was over our existing underwear.
Then he blushed again when `Jonathan' asked him to show me
their sexiest range.
I have never seen such fancy shapes and brands in my life,
and I was actually excited, and starting to twitch down
there when I saw how tantalizingly they were modeled on the
most awesome looking torsos.
My mouth fell open when I saw how much they cost, and I just
looked at the twins.
"Guys really, I was just joking already.I am not worth this,
lets just go to some ordinary store if you feel that you
HAVE to get me something."
They walked right up to me and just looked at me.
"Ok, we will select a few for you then.oh Jason, just come
over here a minute.ok, we wanna get something special for
our friend Gregory here, can you advise us as to what you
think will look very revealing on him."
I felt a little shy and looked down, and then I noticed that
both the twin's and Jason's cargo pants were bulging
noticeably, and then I felt more at ease and thought to
myself.
Why not Gregory, you will only insult them if you don't
accept their gift.and besides, mmmm, scheme, hehehe.
Jason blushed, and then he shocked my by asking.
"Gregory.are you.I mean, are you well equipped down there.I
mean we don't wanna cramp your `style' or anything."
I blushed furiously, and then I found the courage to say.
"Well, I dunno really.but you guys can always fit them for
me, and then check me out, and decide for yourselves, and
then I so enjoyed myself when all three of them blushed and
shoved me, and then Jonathan smiled and said.
"Jason give him three from your best range and then Steven
and I will select two pairs each for him."
After quite a while of carefully selecting his choice for
me, Jason handed me three pairs of hipster briefs, and
showed me to the dressing room, and then he whispered to me.
"Gregory, you may take your old underwear off, because I
know that you are going to like my selection, call me when
you are ready, so that I can `check' if they are perfect for
those two."
And then he winked at me and closed the curtain, and then I
almost ripped my clothes off, and I felt excited and
reckless, and then I carefully removed those precious briefs
from their `designer' pouches and caught a thrill when I saw
that one pair were see thru and skin colored, with a khaki
colored rear section, and a nice wide red waist band, with
red leg opening bands, and on the front was a see through,
almost pearly white splash motive to the one side, and I
almost boned up when I pulled them on and felt how silky
smooth they felt around my semi erect boyhood.
I resigned myself to the fact that I was gonna embarrass
myself, so I peeped through the curtain and nodded at Jason.
He walked in and closed the curtain, and then his jaw
dropped as his eyes focused on my `presentation'.
"OMG.fuck, Gregory.will you consider modeling our top of the
range underwear please, we will pay you good money, wow
dude, that is the most sensual sight that I have ever
feasted my eyes upon."
And then he just up and pulls the waistband forward and re-
arranges my dick, and then he looks down there with his head
cocked to one side, and then he spun me around and arranged
the leg bands with one finger, and then he patted my but,
and then he spun me around again, and I was almost fully
erect by then, and then he said.
"Nice Butt too.Gregory, I hope that my two clients realize
what an incredible hunk they have in you, I mean I would
give my right arm to be able to get into your pants.sorry,
that must have sounded so dorky.I apologize, you just have
way too much sex appeal, damn.
Yeah, I think that I guessed your size pretty well.um.does
it feel comfortable to you? I mean your huge hard-on seems
to fill them comfortably."
"Yeah, thanks Jason, they feel fucking amazing, I think that
junior is never gonna go down while I wear these, hehehe."
And then Jason called the Twins from where they were still
busy selecting something for me.
"Hey you two, come over here, you wanna see this, and then
they snuck into the spacious cubicle, and their eyes sort of
zoomed in to my `exhibit'.
"Wow Jason, hey dude, we can check almost all of him,
awesome Jason, now you know why we come here, you're the
best dude, thanks man, we will be sure to recommend you to
management, fuck, don't you think that he's just oozing sex
appeal already, ok Gregory fit the next one please."
I fitted the net fabric ones next, and in full view of my
`admirers'. The netting was bright white and the bands were
navy blue, and they also supported my boner comfortably and
I felt so special in them when I saw their faces, and
blushed at their kind compliments.
The bright yellow pair were made of a more dense fabric,
almost like a brushed cotton, and the waist and leg bands
were nice and wide and looked almost doubled up.
The waistband hung with like a downward curve at the front,
as my full package stretched the velvety fabric to the
limit.
I felt confident and proud of whom I was, and then I just
smiled as each one of them gave my hardness a squeeze, and a
quick feel, and then I saw that they were admirably boned up
as well, and then I felt just like one of them.
Then the twins personally fitted their choice of silky
boxers, and another make of comfortable fitting wide sided,
and very colorful briefs for me, and then they giggled when
they saw how I was leaking.
"Guys, are you satisfied, I am gonna give you a nice
discount for purchasing our top brands, and Gregory, please
consider my offer, you won't regret it, and when you are in
the area, please check in on me, you know, just to chat and
stuff."
And then the bastard gave my dick another squeeze.
Steven knocked his hand away.
"Hey Jason, lay off of him already, we know what you are up
to, he's OUR friend and WE will accompany him when he visits
you, so don't get any ideas, hehehe."
And then Jason asked if he could have my old worn briefs,
and then I gave them to him, and thanked him for his
kindness.
"Thanks Gregory, I will look after these for you, and you
know...be thinking about you, you are my fav customer, and
will always be welcome here, and thanks for bringing him
here you two, I love all three of you."
And then he shook my hand, and then I saw a small C on his
wrist and I smiled at him, and I wondered if he saw mine on
my right groin, hehehe.
The twins paid with their joint credit card, and then they
took me to a nice place to have something to eat with them,
and I felt so happy when they sat on either side of me at
the counter, and chatted with me like I was just another
boy.
I thanked them over and over again, and they said that they
have never been so happy to spend their pocket money before,
and that I must always bring, ALL `their' underwear with me,
when I came to sleep over at their place.
Did I hear them correctly? Sleep over? OMG could I be more
fortunate ever?
I was overcome by emotion, and my eyes filled with tears,
and then I looked at one and then the other a few times, and
just shook my head.
"Yeah, you heard me right, and we wanna take zillions of
photos of you modeling for US, and then we will put together
a portfolio for you, and submit it to the management of the
`Guys R us' stores."
I lost it, and hugged them both there in public, and they
did not seem to mind one iota.
Were these even the same guys?
Peter, I wanna meet you dude, and then I am so gonna model
for you, hehehe.
There were two more kids at our lunch break gathering on
Friday, and we were asked by Johnny to find a partner each,
and then tell them what we liked about them, and that we had
to be scrupulously honest and not hold back on anything, no
matter how shy we felt, or how embarrassing it sounded.
He said that we would be less inhibited and be able to enjoy
each other, and life much more, after we had done it a
couple of times.
The twins were sitting on either side of me as usual and,
and then Steven, I think, asked me which `ones' I was
wearing, and I said that I felt reckless today, because I
was so happy, and that I was wearing the net `ones', and
then he blushed so sweetly, and then he told Jonathan and he
smiled at me and blushed too, and then each one of them
handed me a `complexly' folded note written on special
textured paper with a motif on the front of the cutest dark
haired boy, with large brown eyes, and wearing only the
skimpiest of yellow briefs.
I blushed and mouthed "thanks guys" and then I asked them
which `ones' THEY were wearing, and then they pulled their
cargo pants down at the waist and showed me their underwear
sticking out, and then I blushed and they smiled, bastards.I
was beginning to love these little games, hehehe.
The twins picked the two new boys, and I picked Conner,
because he seemed to wanna chat me last time when we were
first introduced.
Conner was extremely nervous so I, being at least three
years older than him, started our conversation.
"Let me see,"
And then I winked at him, and he shifted some, and then he
blushed furiously.
"For starters.I like your name. You have beautiful hands and
nice shapely thumbs. I like the way that your ears are
placed low down at the sides of your head. I like your
hairstyle.makes you look trendy and cheeky. I think that you
would make someone's toes curl if they were lucky enough to
get a kiss from your full lips, and now I love to see you
frown like that, hehehe."
And then Conner packed up laughing and blushed again, and
then he abruptly put on the serious look again, shame, he
was trying so hard not to laugh.
"And I love how you are trying so hard to look all serious
right now, and I loved how your gruffy boy-voice broke up
into a squeak when you laughed. You have nice large white
boy-teeth that makes you look devastatingly handsome when
you smile and your upper lip pulls towards your nose in such
a cute way. I find it difficult to look into your large pale
blue eyes. I like your narrow black eyebrows and long
eyelashes, and your almost straight nose. You have a nice
broad boy-neck and I love to see your Adam's apple move
under the skin when you speak or swallow nervously. I like
the way that you walk, because you look so confident and
proud.
Conner.I cannot continue unless you lift your shirt and show
me your chest and tummy."
He swallowed, and then he sighed, and then he lifted his t-
shirt right up for me, and then he blushed shyly.
"Conner, you have the smoothest boy-chest, and the most
kissable pert nipples, and, oh boy, the most lick-able deep
navel, and the flattest most smooch-able tummy, and Conner,
because I am gay, I like the way that the fabric forms
pleats, that radiate away from that nice bulge in your
pants, and you are very good looking as well.
And Conner.you can lower your shirt now, unless you wanna
get attacked by me."
"Thanks, Gregory, those were the nicest things that anybody
has ever said to me.I feel so special you know? Did.did you
mean all those things though?"
"Yes Conner, every single word, and I know that the rest of
you must be just as beautiful."
And then he blushed and looked down.
"Do you like me Gregory.I mean like wanna hang out with me
and stuff.look I know that I am younger than you, it's
just."
"Yes Conner, anytime.you're welcome in my life, and I
promise that I won't come on to you, and embarrass you.
I don't care how young you are.I could visit you,
or.maybe.we can go to Peter's place and we can swim and play
PC games, and even sleep over there and stuff.you know with
Peter, I mean I really wanna meet him, so.you just let me
know and we can make a plan."
"No.Gregory, you can't visit me, and you don't seem to want
me at your place.so I think that we should ask Johnny to let
us spend some time at Peter's place, because I am dying to
meet him too.and get to know you.see I prefer older guys,
because I never knew my dad, and I know that Peter would
fill that gap in my life, and then I want you to be my
friend as well.and, Gregory, I can't tell you why yet.it's
just, I kinda think that you are very attractive and stuff."
"Yeah.thanks Conner.um, my home life is really fucked up at
the moment too, and that's the only reason that I can't have
you over.I mean I really would like it and all.oh well,
whatever, I will speak to Johnny and see if I can organize
something for us, um.your turn Conner.just say what you
wanna, I'm easy really, try me."
Well, Gregory.I like boys, but I am terrified of getting
unfairly treated like you have been, and you seem like a
nice guy, and you're older than me, and you will be able to
explain guy stuff to me without me being afraid to ask you
stuff, because I know absolutely nothing, you know, like,
about wanking and cum and stuff.
And I also like noticed.aaargh, like down there, your big
bulge, and the fabric and I like looking at you, and I am
like curious.
Your deep man-voice makes me feel all tingly inside and I am
inexplicably attracted to your large lips, and I like wonder
how it would feel if you just held me tight and kissed
me.like properly.
Sorry, do I sound weird to you?"
"Not at all, I told you, I love your voice, and how your
mouth moves when you pronounce your words.and look down
`there' and you will see just how much I enjoy your
compliments, hehehe."
And then he looked, and his mouth fell open, when I flicked
`it' for him.
"Wow, dude, now I'm really curious, looks like your pants
are gonna split or something.hehehe.now look what you've
done, now I also have `the' problem, damn, I feel all like
horny now."
The atmosphere amongst our group was like magic, and all of
us were feeling the peace and acceptance, and I noticed a
few other waistbands being lowered and left in place for
their `ex jocks' to look at their newly acquired underwear.
Fuck, that looked so tempting and sensual, did they not
realize that there was a gay boy amongst them now.
We absorbed friendly smiles, acknowledged blushes and nods
of understanding, we listened and answered questions and
related our personal feelings to our partners, and overall I
think that it was a very special moment in our young lives.
We no longer were non entities, and Peter's boys gave us our
individualism and added characters to our otherwise blank
faces, and made us feel like we belonged and were part of
something very special that was about to become a reality
for us in the near future.
The hurt of each individual in our group, was effectively
divided into the number of kids whom we were part of, making
any leftover stains in our young lives dissolve into the
caring and love that we were able to show each other,
without fear and prejudice from here on forward, and then
sadly the bell rang and we had to part to attend classes.
My mind was reeling when I got home and flopped onto my bed,
Conner kept on popping up in my thoughts and then I
remembered the notes from the twins, and I shuddered, and
then I lifted them from my pocket, and then I looked at them
and smelt them, and then I inhaled a different cologne like
fragrance from each one, and then I opened the first one
carefully, so as not to damage the first non threatening
note that I was ever given, and then I folded it open, and
then I read words that I dared not believe, and I cried all
the way through one of the most emotional moments of my
life.
My brother and I attempted to put into words, something that
might help you to forgive us for hurting someone who has
become very special to us, and we trust that you will help
us to forget the pain that we actually brought upon
ourselves while we were punishing you so unjustly just for
being the wonderful boy, that you have always been.
Yeah.I feel warm inside when I think of your name, and I
still feel like I have no right to say `Gregory'.
That first day when you stood up in class and introduced
yourself, you were the only one amongst us, who truly knew
himself, and you made me feel so small and insignificant,
and then just to confirm what an asshole I was, I chose to
be peer pressured, into hurting and insulting you. Every
time that you stared at us, I wanted to reach out to you,
because my conscience was eating me up alive, but I was too
much of a weakling to be a young man for once and row
upstream against the current of hate, bigotry, and arrogant
ignorance that we bestowed on a defenseless boy. You made us
feel even more insignificant and ashamed of ourselves, when
you so readily forgave us, I cried my heart out every night
since, and felt that I would never be worthy of your
uncompromising friendship.
Dearest Gregory, we can buy you little gifts, and we feel
joy when you accept them, but we realize that no money can
buy a genuine friendship like yours.
I feel ready to say this to you now, Gregory.I love you.will
you be my boyfriend please?
With this note I invite you go on a date with us, we will
fetch you this evening, and you WILL accept our invitation.
We are going to the movies, and then we are taking you to
supper, and then you are coming home with, us and then we
will pamper you in the shower, and then we will get into our
king sized bed, and then we want you to guide us, so that we
can attempt to be worthy friends to that incredibly sexy boy
that we were honored to feast our eyes upon in that cubicle
last Saturday.
Your `boyfriend', if you'll have me.
Jonathan.
XXX
I wiped away more tears, and then I opened the second note.
Gregory, Please read Jonathan's note first.
I am no good at putting my feelings into words, because I
have never been given the opportunity to express the
feelings in my heart, but after knowing you for only a short
time, I cannot help myself anymore, so here goes.
I would rather have kneeled down and patted a scared dog,
than given you a hand to help you up every time that you
were knocked down in our presence.
Yeah, goes to show what scum I had become under all the peer
pressure, and just to be `accepted' by the in crowd. I can't
even look at my reflection in the mirror, and I think that I
have suffered almost as much as you have lately.
My girlfriend gave me an ultimatum the other day.
It's either me, or that fag boy, make your choice.
She sneered at me, and then I realized that she did not
really like me at all, no, I was only her gateway to miss
popular, and just a puppet on her arm at parties and in the
cafeteria.
Well, I recalled how she used me, she worked me up into a
frenzy many times, and then would only wank me, but she
would not finish, and told me to do it myself if I needed
relief, because she could not stand to get cum on her hands,
and that she would never give me a BJ, because she heard
that boys leaked pre-cum.
And then I told her to go find another victim, and that I
preferred to be in your company anyway. I was hurting, so I
told her that you had much more sensual lips than hers, and
to get out of my life.
So I am alone now, and I will understand if you tell me to
take a hike.
Gregory.I would feel honored to be your boyfriend.
Don't reject me yet, please just think about it, and let me
prove to you that I can be a human being.
You will find our invite to go on a date with `your' twins
in the other note.
You have our telephone number.please don't take a shower,
just pack all `our' underwear into your overnight bag and
call us.
PS, please wear two of your oldest briefs over each other
for us tonight.
Eagerly awaiting your call.
Your Steven,
XXX
I sat there and just let my tears flow freely, and then I
realized that I was going on my first `date', and tonight,
and to the movies, and then to supper, and then I was going
to be in the same bed as the two boys who `seemed' to hate
my guts.
I was so excited that I could not think of what to do first,
and then I read their notes again, and changed into my two
oldest pair of briefs, and I brushed my teeth twice, and
then I smelt under my armpits, and it was not too bad, but
they did not say that I could not use deodorant, so I
applied some, and then I sprayed some of the cheap stuff on
my tummy and groin area as well, hehehe.
I did tend to my hair as best I could, and put on my best
clothes, and then my heart started thumping in my chest as I
dialed `their' number.
"Hello.is that you Gregory?
"Yeah, I'm ready.and thanks so much guys.for your notes.and
your kind words."
And then I heard in the background.
"Yes, oh yes.its him, can you believe it, its him.
K, Gregory, we'll talk some more, see you in twenty, bye."
Steven was driving us, and Jonathan sat behind me, and
placed his chin on my shoulder.
"Thanks for coming tonight Gregory.you've made us so
happy.we were so afraid of losing you to Kevin and his jock
friends.
"Awww, c'mon guys, you'll make me get all `swollen' headed
already, hehehe.
Naahh, I've only really had eyes for your hot bods ever
since I transferred here, and Yeah, I did feel flattered,
when the top Jock invited me to go `undie' shopping with
them, but Alex, you two own this `gay', boy body and soul
now, your friendships completes me you know, I'm nothing
special after all."
And then Steven like says.
"So have you slept over at Alex's place?"
And I like. "Yeah.why?"
And then Steven's like.
"In his bed.you know?"
And I`m like.
"Yeah."
And he's like.
"Were you, like together.just in your underwear?"
And then I said.
"Yep."
And he's like.
"Was it.I mean.did you guys like do stuff."
And I'm like.
"Maybe.why do you ask?"
And he's like.
"Just.ummmm.cos."
"That's not an answer."
"Is too."
"Not."
"Do I have to answer?"
"If you wanna."
"I don't wanna."
"Why."
"Just cos.'
"That's not an answer."
"Is too."
"Fuck you then."
"Ok.your place or mine.'
"Gregory.I said fuck you!"
"And I said Ok, what part of O and K don't you get?"
"Well, just tell us what all you did.fucking, pleeeeeease."
"Why?"
"Because.because.we are, sorta jealous.are you happy now?"
"Why, you shouldn't you be, you're straight and all."
"Well, just cos, we like you and.we don't mind.fuck! How do
I say this?"
"Duhhh, like in English.just say it, I'm not gonna make fun
of you.c'mon, out with it already."
"Gregory, you bastard, you've so got us by the balls you
know."
"I would be so lucky, hehehe, I won't mind.
"N.nor would we.see that's what we're trying to tell you
here, like.we won't mind if you want to be like.`gay' with
us you know?"
"Thanks guys.we'll see.I really like you two a lot.and."
"And what! Gregory, c'mon, you tell US this time, please,
you heard what Johnny said, just say it, anything.we won't
bite either you know?"
"Well.are you sure that you're not just pulling my pisser
here, I.I don't wanna fuck up around you guys, you mean too
much to me already."
"We won't mind."
"What?"
"You know?"
"No, tell me."
"Like.pulling your pisser and stuff.there I've said it, now
you can laugh."
"NO! I will never joke about stuff like that.mmmm.I got you
by the balls, and you are pulling my pisser.ha.hahahahaha,
sounds like a good start to me, hehehe."
"You mean that Gregory?"
"Yep, anything for my two boyfriends, hehehe, I'm such a
bigamist already.'
"So.you mean it! We can be like boyfriends and date and
stuff.fuck, I don't believe it.are you serious dude, I mean
are you?"
"Yep."
"Is that all you can say.yep?"
"Yep yep.there, one for each of you, are you happy now?
hehehe."
"Are you teasing us?"
"Yep."
"Gregory, grrrrrrrrrr, we are gonna just HAVE to punish you
if you keep making fun of us.'
"Why?"
"Cos."
"That's not an answer."
"Is too."
"Not.how are you gonna punish me?"
"Dunno yet, we'll scheme up something really bad when we get
you into bed between us tonight, hehehe.
"Promise?
"Aaaargh.never mind, you're impossible, bastard, grrrrrr."
"Yep, but I'm YOUR bastard."
"Are you scared?"
"Maybe.just a little, and thanks guys."
"What for?"
"Just everything.you're way to kind, and you are making my
wildest fantasies come true, I love you.MY two awesome
boyfriends, hehehe."
"Fantasies? What fantasies? Like about.you and us?"
"Yep, I wrote down all my fantasies about US in my little
diary, even when you were so nasty to me.see I never stopped
loving you all that time."
"Ummmm.did you write fantasies bout.you know. Other guys?"
"No.just you two, I had no space left in my heart for anyone
else."
"Thanks.Gregory we're so sorry.sniff.tell us about some of
them please?"
"In bed tonight, I promise, but you must promise not to get
mad at me or make fun of me.I don't mind you joking around,
but my feelings for you are very serious to me."
"Thanks Gregory.you're our best friend already."
We were quiet, and occupied with our own thoughts and
feelings for the rest of the journey, I did not know where
all of this was `taking me', but at that moment I would have
gone to the park, and had a soda and an economy hamburger
with them, and that would have been enough for me.
End of chapter 8.
A little cliffhanger? Yeah, well I had one request for
shorter chapters.
Thanks for your wonderful feedbacks, I answer ALL of them.
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Ariel Mann