Date: Wed, 22 Jul 2009 15:19:45 -0700
From: Richard Barber <eyemrich1@msn.com>
Subject: Journals of a Young Man, part 01

JOURNALS OF A YOUNG MAN

Story by Richard Barber at eyeMrich1@msn.com

Part 01, I guess I always knew!

When I was a young teenager, I went to our family doctor for an
examination. During the physical, the doctor suddenly looked at me and
asked.  "How long have you been a homosexual?"

I told him a story my mother had told me.

 "When you delivered me you picked me up, slapped my bare bottom. When I
cried out you cuddled me in your arms and kissed me.  I've been kissing men
ever since." The doctor roared with laughter and that was the last he ever
questioned me about that.

I always knew I was more attracted to males than females.  I was very
popular with both sexes, but as I approached puberty, I was told that I
couldn't play with the girls because we might produce babies.  That was
just what I wanted to hear, and I turned all my attention to the boys.

With boys we could still play around and not have to worry about babies.
My first cocksucking encounter was with my sister's good-looking husband.
I was about 12 and he was about 24.  Each night, while my sister was
soaking in the tub, I would find some excuse to go in and spend time with
him.  I was fascinated by the way his snug boxers clung to him, and I could
clearly make out what appeared to be a sizeable cock over a nice set of
heavy hanging balls.  He didn't seem to mind me staring at him, and
eventually I got up the nerve to reach over and touch his cock.  When he
didn't object, I pulled his big 10-inch cock out of his boxer shorts and
pulled on it until he would cum.  This went on for a few months until one
night when the two of us slept outside on a sleeping bag.  This particular
night he must have been tired of me just jacking him off, and he pushed my
head down on his cock and forced me to suck him.  It was exciting as his
huge cock got even bigger than before, but when he started to cum, I tried
to pull away.  He held my head over his gushing cock, and I was forced to
swallow his huge load of cum.  At first I thought it was gross, and didn't
want to play with his cock for a whole week, but I couldn't stay away, and
finally came back for more.

The encounters with my hunky brother-in-law became more and more frequent.
We would find excuses to go to the store for ice cream, or to the gas
station for gas.  That was the best place for us.  We would go into the gas
station restroom, lock the door while I got on my knees and sucked his big
cock.  We used the same station several times.

 Some time later, when I was coming home from school, I stopped in the gas
station restroom to purchase a condom with a quarter I'd saved from my
lunch money.  I was fascinated that men put their dicks in them and used
them for sex.  I was exploring the one I had just purchased when the
station attendant came in.  I was startled and dropped my books and condom
on the bathroom floor.  He stepped over to the urinal, pulled out his cock
and started taking a piss while I was on the floor picking up my
things. Then he spoke.

"Hey.  You're the kid that comes in here with that older man to get gas.  I
notice you always use the toilet and stay in here for a while.  What are
you two doing anyway?  I think you are sucking his dick, aren't you?"

I was shocked and ready to run out the door but before I could get my stuff
from the floor, he turned his semi-hard dick towards me and shook it.

"While you're down there kid, take a lick on this one.  I'd like to get
sucked too!"

Before I could get away, he reached over to lock the door and pulled my
head towards his cock. I opened my mouth and took his hard cock into my
mouth.  It was still salty from his dripping piss but I kind of liked the
taste.  I continued to willingly suck his cock.  Soon he was holding my
head, face fucking me, and forcing his cock down my throat.  Still being
fairly new at this, I gagged, but finally my throat expanded and relaxed
and I started taking his cock with ease.  He moaned softly and his cock
erupted a big load of wet man cum into my mouth.  I struggled to pull away,
but he was too strong for me.  This was my first experience with a
stranger, and as soon as he finished cumming I quickly gathered my things
and ran out the door.  I heard him laugh and say he would see me again.

I was afraid to go to that restroom for a few days, but always kept my eyes
out for him. Finally I got brave again and went in to buy another condom.
I never used them, just collected them.  I picked out a different brand of
condom this time.  The door suddenly opened and it was Roy, the station
attendant again.  This time I didn't try to run.  I waited for him to
finish his piss, and then he motioned for me to lock the door and come to
suck him off again.  I was hooked on sucking cock and drinking down the
warm cum he offered me.  This time he pulled down his blue workpants and
gave me a good look at his complete manhood and low hanging balls.  I still
remember the garage oil scent from his cock and hands. It was an
aphrodisiac that added to my lust.

 I discovered later that week that he went to school with my brother and
only worked part time at the filling station and garage. I didn't think he
would tell my brother because they were not that close anyway so I just
enjoyed our encounters.

 One day after I sucked him off, he handed me a used condom he had filled
with his cum, and told me he thought I would like one filled with his cum,
instead of the empty ones in the machine. I took it home and later put it
over my tongue to taste his cum while I jacked off.

I saw Roy one day on his motorcycle driving down my block.  He really
looked hot in his tight jeans, body shirt, leather vest and work boots.  He
drove by the first time without recognizing me, but later when he came back
my way, he saw me.  This time he slowed down, stopped, roared his motor and
motioned for me to take a ride with him.  I knew my dad would be upset if
he knew I was on a motorcycle, but he was at work.  I hopped on the
motorcycle behind Roy, and we drove a few miles with me pressed up against
his back, my hands clinging happily to his flat lower belly.  Once in a
while, I would slip my fingers down, feeling his engorging cock through the
thick fabric.  Eventually, we came to the underside of the bridge by the
railroad tracks.  We drove down a dirt path until we came to the back part
of the vacant baseball park and pulled up next to a small concession stand
and went inside.

"I don't even know your name, but you seem like a nice kid.  I went down to
visit Anna Mae on your street to get some pussy, but she had other company,
so I left.  I'm glad I saw you because I like the way you drain my dick.
Come over here and let me get off.  My nuts are hurting.," he said.

"My name's Richard, but most call me Dick." I shyly answered.  I had a
chance to observe Roy's body better today.  He was always fully dressed in
his garage blue uniform, but today he had on tight jeans and sleeveless
body shirt, and leather vest.  I was amazed at his large biceps and
rippling stomach.  He was hot looking, and I looked forward to servicing
this guy. Roy leaned against the counter top of the empty concession stand
and then motioned for me to come closer.

"You've got my cock hard already," he said, "now unbutton my jeans and get
it out so you can suck it!  I want to teach you some other ways to please a
man.  You are going to lick my nuts and kiss my ass before you can get my
cum.  We are all alone so you can take your time today.  I want to cum a
couple of times before I take you home.  Come over here, Dick, and service
me." Roy said in a commanding, but kind voice.

This was my first experience of being told what to do during sex, and I
liked it.  I slowly unbuttoned his jeans and pulled them down to his
ankles, and then I pulled down his boxer shorts.  His hard cock popped out
like a springboard and hit me on the cheek.  The oozing pre-cum dripped
onto my hand as I gripped his low hanging balls in one hand, and his cock
in the other.  I kissed the head of his cock and tasted the sweetness of
his pearly pre-cum. My soft lips slowly encompassed his cock head.  I could
scent his smegma from underneath his uncut cock.  This was new to my senses
but I took a deep whiff to take pleasure in the man smell. My mouth
watered.  I was intoxicated with the aroma.  My tongue searched for more
flavors of his manhood.

Roy's cock wasn't as large around or as long as my brother-in-law's, but it
fit so comfortably.  It was easy to deep throat and Roy would gasp each
time I took it all the way down my throat.  Today I was going to let him
cum deep in my throat, to see if he liked it better than just cumming in
the shallow of my mouth.

Roy didn't have to tell me to do another thing.  I guess it was just a
natural desire to explore his hunky body with my tongue and lips.  I found
myself licking his long cock and then taking his balls into my mouth as far
as I could swallow.  I gripped his dick with my hand and went back to his
hard throbbing cock. I lusted for his cum so I went down on him and
swallowed it all the way again.

I looked up to see Roy's eyes were closed and a pleased look was glowing on
his handsome face.  He gripped my head as I swallowed the length of his
cock over and over until he could not hold back any longer.  I paused, took
a deep breath and let his gushing cum shoot into my gullet and down into my
stomach.  Roy shook with pleasure.  All the while he was talking dirty to
me and calling me foul names.

"You're a cocksucking little faggot. Suck my cock. Suck the cum from my
prick.  Yeah.  That's it.  Make your man feel good. Suck me.  Oh fuck,
Dick, I'm cumming! Fuck.  I'm cumming...Oh yeah. Take my load you
cocksucking slut. Eat me.  Ooohhh yeah.  Mmmmmmm that's so good.  Mmmmm."
Oh baby, that was real good, real good!"  Roy was still moaning as I took a
deep breath, and went down on his semi soft cock once again. I was gasping
for air but licking the remaining cum from his cock and drying his wet
balls.

"You like to do that, don't you boy?  You're much better than any
cocksucking chick I've ever met.  Where did you learn to do that?  I've
never had anyone take my cock all the way down the throat like you did. And
when I came deep in you throat, it was better than any pussy.  Babe, you're
my boy from now on.  You're gonna be my special cock server."

I nodded and shyly said.  "Yes sir!  I'd like that.  I'll be your cock
server if you want me."  Even the thought of it was exciting to me.

"I have to get down to the garage, so I'm gonna' have to take you home and
head off for work. I wanted another round of your cock sucking, but you
drained me for now.  Next time we will do something different.  I'll take
you to a special place of mine, where we can have some privacy and more fun
there.  Now let's head out.  I'll be working again Wednesday and after you
get off school, come by and suck me off again.  Then Saturday we'll go to
that `special place' I told you about."

Roy and I left and he drove me back to my block and dropped me off.  I was
looking forward to going to his `special place'.


Story by Richard Barber at eyeMrich1@cox.net

Edited by Dale M