Date: Mon, 11 Aug 2003 17:06:57 -0700 (PDT) From: vealskye <vealskye@yahoo.com> Subject: JT Part 2 Disclaimer: The characters in this story are not real. I made them up. Some of them are gay. Some of them might have sex. If you are not allowed to read this type of material, or if you will be offended by it, leave now. JT Part 2 Josh knew there was something wrong when he walked up to the trailer. The twins were sitting outside, and they were quiet. They were never quiet. They were not like him. Some of his classmates called him a nerd. Some of them called him something else. He didn't mind being called a nerd. He liked learning. He didn't mind being called the other thing, either; he knew it was true. He just wished they wouldn't say it so loud! People would talk. His parents would find out. His mother was one of the primary gossip mongers in this trailer park -- she would find out! He walked past is brother and sister without saying anything to them. He didn't have anything to say to them, anyway, and they hadn't spoken to him. Into the trailer and into the living room, he walked. The TV wasn't on. Everything was quiet. He didn't see his mother. He did see his father. His father was pissed. Josh didn't know what was wrong but he cringed anyway. He always felt his father was mean. Never at the twins, though. He could never understand why the anger and hatred only seemed to be aimed at him. He never gave the man any trouble, not like the twins. The twins were always into some sort of mischief, or worse. Josh, sighed, resigned to yet another argument with his dad. "Where have you been, you little cocksucker? You been on your knees with that fairy Thompson boy again? Huh, faggot?" Oh my god, he knew, Josh thought. How did he know? What happened? No one knew but him. He had never told anyone. "No, I never -- I don--." Josh never got to finish what he was going to say that evening. He never saw his father's fist coming. Afterwards he would always say the only thing he remembered was landing on the gravel at the bottom of the stairs in front of the trailer and looking up at his little brother. His brother was smirking. Chapter 4 Jenna pulled me into a waiting room and told me everything that Josh had told her the night before. It really wasn't much. He didn't know why his dad had snapped. He didn't remember walking, alone, on the back road leading to the convenience store where he had been found. And then he stopped talking and said not one more word. I had plenty to say, but started by asking how the legal system in this Podunk village had moved forward so quickly. "Someone bribed the judge." My mouth fell open. The police were notoriously corrupt and everyone knew they were nothing more than pawns to the elected officials. Jenna held up her hand, stopping me from saying anything. "I will never be able to prove it, of course." "Keep saying things like that aloud and you won't last long in this town!" She laughed. It was infectious and I found myself thinking that it was too bad she had appendages in the wrong spots. "Come on; let's go see your new son." New son? Me? That sounded totally ... weird. I had a son. I followed her down the hall to a private room. She went in first and headed straight to Josh's bed, sitting down beside him. "Honey, I've brought someone to see you." Josh opened one eye and looked up at Jenna, and then at me. "About damn fucking time you showed up, Timmy!" Chapter 5 "I'm sure I can find some soap in this bathroom! And call me Tim you impudent little hooligan!" "Oh alright, Timmy," Josh slurred. He had difficulty talking with one side of his face swollen like it was. His father must have put the strength of three men behind that blow for only one punch to do that much damage, I thought. "Joshua Thomas! It seems you are mine now and rule number one is that you don't call me Timmy! Do you understand me, you little brat?" By then Officer Wilder was off of the bed and advancing on me like a mother hen protecting her chicks. "I get to stay with you?" "Seems so," I said, skirting both the bed and the enraged officer. "If you want to that is." I managed to get myself seated on the bed before I had a double armful of 15 year old little boy crying in my arms. I could feel the daggers of Jenna's stare digging into my back as I rocked Joshua for what had to be ten full minutes of what I hoped would be cathartic tears. When he finally stopped sobbing and had gotten himself under control enough to realize that his teenage dignity was offended by not only being held, but by crying, he pulled away, blushing. Jenna, now returned to her side of the bed, handed my new son a tissue, while glancing sideways at me. Josh was the first to speak. "So I can't call you Timmy anymore if I live with you?" I knew where this was going but decided to keep myself somewhat reserved for Jenna's sake. "Yep, that's it," I said, as Josh blew his nose, "No snot-nosed brat is going to call me Timmy." And for the first time since I walked in the room Josh grinned. "Good thing there is a box of these, then, huh?" he said, as he threw the used tissue in my direction. Chapter 6 "What's going on here?" By that time Josh was giggling and I was grinning and Jenna looked just plain confused. "What?" I said? "You drive all the way down here, take custody of the boy, nearly bite my head off trying to get to him and then talk to him like that? What is going on here?" "Josh and I have been talking to each other like that since he was a little brat. I see no reason for that to change now that he is almost a grown-up brat." I went on to explain that JT and I had been teasing each other since he was a young kid. He had always seemed older that his age would indicate and seemed to grasp the nuances of my sarcasm long before anyone his age should have been able to. Jenna looked between the two of us and slowly shook her head. "Men!" More giggles from JT. "What are you doing dressed anyway, honey?" "They said I get to go" -- giggle -- "home today." "Today? Your grandmother told me you were being released tomorrow," I said, wondering how she had gotten something so simple as his release date mixed up. The mention of his grandmother sobered Josh up very quickly. He looked to be on the verge of tears again. "You saw mamaw?" "She is the one that called me. She told me you were in the hospital; that your dad had beat you up. She also told me you were gay." Josh's mouth dropped open. I knew what he was thinking. How could I have betrayed him? And in front of someone else? "I'm gay too ya know, JT." "You are?" I knew he had to have heard about my departure from the family -- my mother was apparently staying with his grandmother after all. I guessed she was, she had been in the car this afternoon. "You didn't hear about me getting kicked out? About me kicking my parents out? Isn't mom living with your grandmawmaw?" "But I didn't think you were really . . ." "Gay. You can say gay, honey." Josh looked at Jenna as if she had grown horns, or sprouted wings rather than validating his feelings. "It's okay Joshua, I have a cousin who is gay. She came out to me right after I had decided to become a police officer. You know what she said?" Josh managed to shake his head. "She said, Jenna, I am telling you this so that you can help me find a wife. You've always had better taste than I have and I need help!" "What did you do?" Josh whispered. I could tell he was overwhelmed by this entire conversation, his entire day. "I introduced her to my roommate at the police academy. They had the wedding on Valentine's day -- we all went to Vermont for the week. My daughter was the flower girl." End of part two. Comments or suggestions to vealskye@yahoo.com