Date: Wed, 31 Oct 2007 19:35:33 -0500 From: Extreme Writer <extremewriter9@gmail.com> Subject: Lifeline: Chapter 5. Lifeline: Chapter 5. Well, thanks to a slow week at school, the fifth chapter which is even slightly longer than the previous chapter is completed and ready for your enjoyment! ***Disclaimer*** This story contains writings in which things of a sexually explicit nature performed between males are portrayed. If this material offends you, then read no further. Also, the characters in this story have no resemblance to anyone. Not your friend John, your cousin Harry, or that guy across the street who always keeps his blinds shut. For those of you who have decided to stick around, you may E-mail comments, questions, suggestions, or anything else your hearts desire to: extremewriter9@gmail.com. Now, with all that out of the way, I present to you readers... Lifeline: CHAPTER 5. Brett's Perspective. Our kiss continued for a long time. I'm not even sure for how long it went on, but when we finally broke apart, Mark had this look on his face like he was about to either pass out or fly to the moon. I thought I could understand exactly how he felt. He hadn't been shown any amount of love, especially physically for a very long time. I tried with everything I had to put into that kiss how I felt toward him, and I think he got the message. Mark tightened his arms around me, put his head on my chest which is still his favorite spot and started to cry. I just let him cry. If I hadn't been so dazed by the overwhelming feelings of love toward him, I think I would have cried too. It was definitely one of those tender moments that can only be shared between two madly in love human beings. "I seriously love you!" Mark said. "I wonder how I ever survived now. The streets weren't for me. Yeah, I survived and even made a few friends (if you can call them friends,) but it wasn't the same. Even the various drugs I did at different times in my street life are nothing compared to this! If anyone ever comes to me and asks me how to get off drugs, I'll simply tell them to find some one they truly love physically, emotionally, and mentally." I didn't say anything, but kissed him gently again, exploring every bit of his mouth with my tongue, then backing off to allow him to do the same. Then he did something that totally surprised me. Without making it obvious, he began to unbutton my shirt. He actually made it seem more like he was just fiddling with the buttons just for something to do. I don't know if it's because of his lack of sight or what, but Mark is the most fidgety person I have ever met. It wasn't until he got to about the third button that I even realized what he was doing. "You sure you want to do that?" I asked. "You might start something you can't finish. Although, if you don't want to finish it right now, and only want to go so far, I will understand." He completely ignored me and continued slowly unbuttoning my shirt, stopping every so often to take his thumbs and run them agonizingly slowly over my nipples. When he got my shirt unbuttoned about halfway, he moved his hands ever so gently to my hips and ever-so-slowly pulled my shirt from my jeans. Pulling my shirt up slightly, he ran his hands slowly and gently over my stomach, stopping every so often to run his thumb over my bellybutton. I was so hard by this time that my eyes were beginning to water from the amount of blood that my cock was trying to hold. I didn't make this known to Mark, though. I was loving every slow second of this. I knew Mark well enough to know that he would stretch this out for hours if he could. If he's doing something he likes, he never wants it to end, and will do everything in his power to keep it from doing so, even though more often than not it's just putting off the inevitable. I know he knows this, but he does it all the same. Finally, Mark unbuttoned my shirt the rest of the way and slowly pulled it off my shoulders, gently nibbling on each one as he removed the fabric from it. Once my upper body was bare, he spent an extremely long time just running his hands over my chest and stomach, licking each of my nipples slowly, and playing with my ample chest hair. He also took a lot of time to kiss me. They were slow, gentle kisses that were so loving yet erotic at the same time. Finally, at long last, he unbuttoned and unzipped my jeans. Not even pulling them down at all, he reached through and slowly ran his hand down the entire length of the nine-inch long, three-inch thick column of flesh he found trapped within. "You going to remove those?" I asked, clearing my throat in the process because my mouth was so dry. "Good things come to those who wait," He said quietly. He did eventually remove my jeans and briefs in one smooth fluid motion and slowly pulled them off my ankles while lightly nibbling on my ball sack. Once my pants were removed, Mark asked me to do the same for him as he had done for me. Again, this surprised me. He seemed to flip back and forth between being aggressive and submissive as easily as the wind changing direction. I did as he asked. This was my first time getting to see him totally nude, and I realized I had been missing out big time! Even though he was just barely sixteen, his body had a lot of muscle tone to it, and he had the build of some one who worked out quite regularly, even though he didn't. He was just blessed that way. I kissed him again, then I asked him how far he wanted things to go. As is his habit, he didn't answer, not in words anyway. His answer was to lay between my legs with his legs draped over the arm of the couch and lick all the way from the head of my cock to just above the crack of my ass. He did this several times, then took the entire head along with about three inches into his mouth. I had to pull my brain into its most relaxed state to keep from cumming right then! He did this for a while until my precum started to flow quickly. Then he did as before, licking all the way from the head to just above my ass. I didn't notice until about his fourth or fifth trip that he was going a little farther each time. I didn't say anything, just let him continue. Finally, he got to the place between my ass cheeks, and he must have really liked the taste because he stayed there for a while. Jesus, he can sure rim! I have never asked him if he's done that before or not. Even now Mark doesn't like to talk about his time on his own, as he calls it, and I never push him. There are things in my past that I have not talked to him about either, but those are very few. After spending so much time on my ass, he made the now familiar trip back up to the head of my cock and began to suck in earnest. It took about three minutes until I shot, and I wondered vaguely if I was going to pass out or not. I have never felt so good in my life, and believe me, I've had some extremely great sex! I guess that none of those encounters had the love element in them, though. Love definitely changes lots of things! After I came, Mark spread himself over me, trying to get every part of his body to touch mine that he could. He put his head on my chest and just laid there. Then, with this strange half-smile on his face, he asked me if I would return the favor. I did just that. I did to him just as he did to me, and I found out I shared the love of rimming just as he did. After that was all over, we decided that we had better go to bed before we wound up sleeping on the couch which would not have been a good idea. It really wasn't big enough for the two of us no matter how close together we were. The next morning I awoke to find Mark already awake but lying still as a stone. "You could have gotten up if you wanted to," I said. "Not while you were still here. Every minute I can spend near you is a minute I won't waste." I rolled toward Mark, kissed him gently, and hugged him hard. I wish on days like these (cold, rainy ones) that I could just stay home in bed, but I couldn't. Mark had school and I had patrol duty. I liked patrolling in Louisville because it was a well-populated city, so things were never boring. The downside to it was that because it was such a populated city, everybody just had to disturb the peace at some point. Those were mostly the kinds of calls I got, Domestic assault type things and the occasional traffic stop. I tried to avoid traffic stops because I hate going through people's personal belongings. I somehow always feel like my own privacy is being invaded or that my conscience is asking me how would I feel if it were me? Very rarely did I have to shoot some one, but I have always been grateful to be able to carry a loaded weapon, even if it is only a 22. Police work is not the only work I did, though. I also had a business that I ran on the side and that was what brought in the majority of my money. I kept the job on the police force because the extra money did help and plus I liked the job. The business I ran was a marketing business of sorts. I was responsible for putting together massive orders for any types of weapons. Most of the orders came from large warehouses, but some also came from military groups all over the United States and Canada. It paid pretty well because I was guaranteed ten percent off of each successful sale I made, and I got some good insurance benefits from it, too. It wasn't exactly my own business. I was working for some one else, but my boss had enough people to run things day-to-day, so I could basically work whenever I needed or wanted to. I could do everything from home, so that made it easier. It also helped because I sometimes had to pull strange patrol hours, although since I had started Mark's adoption process the chief had tried his best not to let me get stuck with any graveyard hours and so far I was getting lucky. I mostly worked in Louisville but every once in a while I would get called to out-of-the-way places to deal with some kind of domestic violence shit (which was mostly what I handled.) That is how I ended up in Covington the night I nearly ran over the little skinny kid in the street that was Mark his own self. He had filled out some since he had been with me but he stayed basically his same skinny size like so many kids his age. Also, probably because he was used to eating sparsely at best, he didn't eat much, well not as much as I thought he should. I didn't get on his case about it. He was alive, healthy, and making decent grades, so I figured all was well. I loved him as a lover but also as a father. It was strange, but I got use to it pretty quickly. Mark left me for his short walk to his bus stop that morning with one of his gentle kisses that communicated so much and left me feeling satisfied with myself, like I truly meant the world to him. I was glad for that morning because the next few months might have been so much worse without that. Mark's perspective the same day at school. Sometimes I think it would be extremely useful if I could just shut certain parts of my brain down, like the one that constantly thought about Brett. All through first period while I was trying to concentrate on Algebra, my worst subject, pieces of my brain were elsewhere, thinking about the man I loved so much and that had done so much to change my life in such a short period of time. I managed to get through that period having grasped most of what I would need for that night's homework assignment. Mr. Alan was a nice enough guy. He was a very matter-of-fact teacher. Many of us had given him the name "slave driver," but he really just wanted us to do well in the class. I knew this because on the first day of class, he gave us a speech about how he knew that algebra was a useless subject to most of us because we would never use it in our day-to-day life after high school. He went on to say that because it was required, he wanted us to do well so that we could continue along the path to graduation. Most students bitched constantly about the work load, but I saw the point of it, especially for people like myself who sucked at the subject. The amount of work he gave us was so much that if we made errors, they were easily compensated for because we could get help on things we didn't understand yet still have plenty of decent grades from other assignments so that he could pass us from grading quarter to grading quarter pretty easily. After first period, the rest of the day was a snap. I zoomed through second, third, and fourth periods as always and then went to lunch. Lunch was, more often than not, the most interesting part of my day-to-day life at school. My table consisted of most of my fellow classmates save for a few because we didn't quite have enough space at the one table. I sat with my friends Rick Salt (yes, we did give him the nickname "Salty Ricky,)" and he didn't mind it in the slightest. There was also Dennis Ross, Justin Lance, Tim Shields, and Nathan Pain. Then, last but not least, was the worst girl in our class out of the three girls we had in the class. Her name was Carla Dickinson. No one knew how we got stuck with her! We could have gotten Sheila Brady or even Carroll Lynch, but no! We had to get stuck with Carla! She was selfish, rude, inconsiderate, a religious freak, and pretty much a loser. We can't forget hypocrite, either. Religious people are suppose to be considerate, kind, polite, etc. Carla was none of these. She had a tremendous problem with any "bad language," which wasn't really in her favor because we just used more of it to get under her skin because it was so easy to do. Yeah, I participated just as much as the rest of them. Brett said I was mature. Well yeah, I was mature for my age, but I was still a barely sixteen-year-old kid in a small school full of blind people. I liked getting a rise out of her just as much as anyone else. We talked about totally random things, most of them having to do with either technology, school, or sex. Yeah, a lot of sex. We all knew there was way too much testosterone at that table. "Hey Mark," Justin asked, "How ya been? We ain't heard much from you lately since you returned from the streets and back to civilized civilization. Whatchya been doin'?" I sat there, trying to decide what to say. With anyone else, I would have been pissed at this topic being brought up out of nowhere, but that's how Justin always had been ever since I had met him all the way back in second grade. If he wanted to know something, he didn't fuck around. He just came out and asked. I can't count how many times I wish I had his guts. I'm more the type of person who will, if it is a sensitive subject, either keep my mouth shut altogether or kind of hem and haw around it until I can come up with some "nice" way of asking. Not Justin, though. He was always one of those in-your-face, let's have it type people. "Not much," I finally answered. "I've been living with the guy that rescued me, Brett, and he's in the process right now of adopting me." "I ain't seen you online much lately," Justin said. "I mean, you're there but you're always set to "away." "Yeah," I said. "I do lots of stuff with Brett and I just let the computer run. He has a solid cable connection so it's pretty much always there. Most of the day I don't feel like typing on MSN or any of that. I usually just text on my phone, or rather, would if I could remember to get you guys' numbers. I know Justin has Talks, and Rick can see well enough to use his phone with his eyeballs. Sometime I'll have to ask around and see who else I can bother with text messaging." "You have a phone again?" Rick asked through a mouthful of food, some of which flew across the table to hit the edge of my tray. "Rick!" I said forcefully. "Say it, don't fucking spray it! That's disgusting! I don't give a shit if you talk with your mouth full, but I don't want your freshly half-masticated food anywhere outside of your big mouth." "Jeeze Mark," Rick said with exaggerated hurt etched in every word. "Why you gotta say such mean things to me? You're suppose to be my friend!" "Hey," Nathan said. "How do you text?" "Jee, Nathan," I said sarcastically. "Let's think about this for a second. What is the only way I could ever hope to text from a cell phone? Yeah, it talks, duh! I don't like asking people to do costly shit for me, but I did finally break down after about two weeks of living with him, and asked Brett to order Mobile Speak and a PPC-6700 for me. I have sprint now instead of Kentucky Cellular, so I don't have the same number." Nathan always went nuts over anything to do with speech software especially if some one he knew had it and he didn't. "Cool!" Nathan squealed. "Can I see your phone? I wanna check it out! What all can it do? Can I see it? Please please pleeeeeeeeese!" "Nathan, chill." I sighed in exasperation. "No, you may not see my phone. I'm not getting it taken up first of all, and second of all, I know how you are. You'll try to do everything and you'll get so excited that you'll get careless, and don't you dare deny it. I know you too well. I'll ask Brett if you can come over sometime and I will show it to you then, and I will supervise you every step of the way. Once you get familiar with it and your excitement level has gone down to a dull ache in your chest, then you can have all the fun in the world begging your mom to let you get one. No, before you ask, I'm not talking to her for you. The art of parent persuasion is something you must embrace on your own." Nathan was one of those kids who really had it kind of bad in a way. He had a lot of potential, was very smart, and very technically minded. The problem was that his single mother worked two jobs, wasn't home much, and didn't have hardly any money. Every piece of technology Nathan owned which basically consisted of a computer with some one else's copy of JAWS (a screen reading program) on it and an old Epson scanner, had either been given to him by people at the school who didn't need it anymore or bought for him by his old but fairly wealthy grandparents. His dad was a gay guy that fucked anything that moved and was just generally an uncaring ass hole. His dad had partial custody, and his mom practically had to force him to go over to his house about once every two or three months. All he did there was sit and watch TV and sleep. That's pretty much what he did at his mom's too, except he divided his time between the computer, TV, and torturing his little sister, Abigail (Abby for short.) If Nathan's mother had the time and strength to dish out discipline, Nathan would have been grounded all the time for his meanness toward his little sister who was seven then, but she didn't. She was always tired when she came home and would fix Nathan and Abby one frozen dinner each, then go to sleep. I kind of felt sorry for him because his shitty home life wasn't his fault and he counted on me to be his sounding board whenever something went wrong or he had to vent out frustration. He didn't like counting on me too much, though, because lately ever since I had gotten back to school I had gotten on his case really heavily about leaving his sister alone. Not that I didn't before, but I started with a renewed vigor once I returned to school. Abby really didn't deserve it. She was a little skinny girl that seemed really frail and hardly ever said a word to anyone. "Man," Nathan wined. "You're suppose to be my friend." I just sighed and shrugged, not that Nathan could see it. After lunch, I was standing leaning my right side against my locker, doing my usual mental checklist routine before I went to my fifth period class. I had started doing that when I got back to school because before I was forced to quit, I was constantly getting bitched at for coming to class unprepared. I still got bitched at by most of the teachers, but that was because I carried my backpack everywhere I went, and the school was trying to discourage such things because of all the back problems that come from lugging a backpack around all day. I told them that I was always prepared for class this way because I didn't have to worry about having too much to carry or inadvertently forgetting something and having to go back to my locker. I was almost done with my checklist when I was roughly grabbed from behind, spun around, and slammed hard against the bank of lockers just behind me. My cane which I had been holding in my left hand had disappeared probably on top of the lockers. "Hey faggot," a low menacing voice said right in front of me. I knew it was Eric even before I smelled his trademark fish breath. God, did he ever brush his teeth? "You wanna have some fun?" Eric continued still in his most menacing voice. I just stood there. I felt like I did the one time I took Oxy Cottons instead of selling them like I had been asked to because I was still fairly new to the streets then. I hadn't yet learned that you won't get caught if you keep to alleys and pay attention to your surroundings. I felt slow and dumb, but full of adrenaline at the same time, but I couldn't even raise my hands to fend off Eric. The last few things I remembered were Eric screaming insults at me, being kicked in the stomach, throwing up everywhere, and then screaming as I fell to the ground in agonized pain. >From Brett's Perspective still on the same day. I was getting back in my patrol car when I felt a vibration from my pocket. I flipped open the phone and, glancing at the caller ID, saw that it was Mark's school's main office. With some trepidation, I answered the phone. "Hello," I said. "Hi," the voice at the other end said. It was female and sounded professionally calm, cool, and collected. "You are Brett Chancellor, correct?" "Yes Ma'am, I am." "your, uh, adopted son is at east medical center in the Intensive Care Unit, which means he's in critical condition." Trying to keep my voice from shaking and failing horribly, I asked, "ma'am, what happened?" "There was a fight. He was attacked from behind. He was kicked in the abdomen several times, received a skull fracture from having his head slammed into his own locker numerous times, and various other lacerations and bruises. We know very little. I wish I could tell you more. The student that was responsible for the surprise attack on Mark, Eric Olsen, has officially been expelled from this school. We understand this is not the first time these two boys have had a physical encounter." "Thank you, ma'am," I said, starting to cry. "I appreciate you telling me, and I will get over to the hospital right away. I would also like you to know that just because you have expelled Eric, it does not mean that this incident is behind you. I will have investigators interview the administrators, teachers, and students of the school about him and also to see if there have been incidents with other students for the same reasons that the incidents with Eric and Mark have happened. Do you understand?" "Yes sir," she said brightly. "We would like to help anyway we can." I hung up the phone and went as fast as I could to East Medical Center, my sirens screaming all the way. When I got there, I rode the elevator to the ICU floor trying not to lose what little I had eaten that day. I was so nervous about what I would learn when I got there. The nurse I found after pumping me for information about my connection to Mark, told me quite a lot. "He has a skull fracture, some internal bleeding mostly in the abdomen, and some torn muscles because of a massive seizure he had sometime during the course of the fight, probably after his head was beaten into the lockers enough times. He has lost a lot of blood and is comatose right now. You may see him if you wish, but don't expect to be able to stay for long. The doctors are very serious about helping him." I thanked her for all her information and walked along various halls until I found the ICU room where Mark was. I walked into the room, looked to my left, and fell to my knees with my head in my hands, trying my damndest not to throw up. The sight of Mark lying there with tubes, wires, bandages, and a look of utmost pain on his face made me sick. After recovering somewhat, I stood up and took Mark's hand. His hand, usually so warm, dry, and slightly rough, was now cold, sweaty, and shaking constantly. "Get better, sweetheart," I said through my tears. "I'll make this ok. I will find out all I can and I'll make Eric pay for hurting my dearest one. I have to leave now. I love you." I walked out of that hospital feeling as if my world was ending. I tried to remind myself over and over again that Mark would get better, that he would eventually wake up. It was little comfort, however. I went home and spent a sleepless night wondering if I would get any calls. Finally, at about 3:30 AM, my cell rang. "Hello," I answered. "Hey, Brett, it's me." It was Mark. "It's you, Mark?" I asked in disbelief. "No, sweetie, it's those voices in your head trying to convince you. Of course it is me. I'm not doing all that well. I had to beg them to let me use my phone to call you. I was going to just text you because it's a bit difficult to talk because Eric attempted to slit my throat and came pretty close to succeeding. Anyway, I was going to text you, but I'm having some trouble remembering which letters correspond to which numbers and my hands won't quit shaking. I get bouts of dizziness and cold chills, but I guess I am ok." "Would you like me to come and see you?" "Sure, I would like that a lot. I love you." "I love you too, baby. I'll see you as soon as I can. I'll bring the cruiser so I can get there faster." "Be careful. The last thing we need is for you to end up beside me. We can't take care of each other if we're both battered." "I will, dear. I'll make sure I don't run over anything or anyone." "Thanks. Love you. Se ya soon." "Love you too," I said, and hung up. >From Mark's perspective. Pain is a bitch. I was in a whole lot of it when Brett came breezing through the door, seeming for all the world like he went to see battered and bruised lovers every day. "You look like shit," he commented. "Thanks," I said. "I love you too. I feel like shit too, so that's okay. I am in so much pain. My entire body hurts, and I can't get warm." "It'll get better," I promise," Brett said. "Yeah, if you say so," I said. "From this vantage point though, I strongly disagree with you." "Don't I get any reward for my trouble, even just a little agreement?" Brett wined. "Here I am, trying to help you look on the bright side of things and you're getting all pessimistic on me!" "Come here," I said. He walked over to me. I let him stand there for a second, letting the anticipation build. Then, I took his hand as best I could, and pulled him a little more forward. Then I took his face in my hands and gently kissed him. I tried to hug him, but when I tried to extend my arms, my whole upper body screamed in protest. I started to cry. I felt like such a loser! I had been beaten by a hateful ass hole and couldn't even fight back for some stupid reason (probably fear.) As if that wasn't enough to damage my personal pride, I was so injured that I couldn't even hug the one I loved most. I turned my face into the starched pillows and sobbed like a little kid. It was a while before I realized that Brett was gone and there was a very doctor-smelling type person standing with his hand on the back of my head. I could tell it was a guy by the feel and weight of the hand on my head. He was moving his fingers lightly over my hair. I tried to turn my head, and almost screamed. "Be still," A low voice said next to my ear. "You cried yourself to sleep earlier, and had another seizure. Some of the muscles in your neck will need to be operated on because they were severely twisted by the seizure. Just lie still." I didn't want to lie still! I wanted to hit something until I couldn't hit anymore. I felt so angry because I was helpless. "I hate this!" I said just above a whisper. "I can't stand this, this being helpless, this powerlessness! I hate it! Why does it have to happen to me? I'm in so much fucking pain I can hardly move my little finger! God, what's the point of anything anymore? I'm here, helpless, can't even move! Some one tell me something! Anything! Help me get passed this! I hate it!" I was screaming by this time and crying harder than I ever had before. My whole body was protesting right along with my emotions, but I didn't care. Well, I didn't until everything started to get really weird. It started with me being unable to talk. Then, I had this overwhelming sense of anxiety, like something evil was coming to get me or something terrible was going to happen. Then came the pain. It started in my ankles and rapidly crawled up my body. I didn't realize at first in the heat of everything that not only was I in pain, I was also shaking violently. My eyes were stretched wide open and I could hear people saying things in panicked voices, but I couldn't really understand what they were saying. This episode lasted all of three minutes. It ended as suddenly as it had started. I was exhausted. I felt as if I had ran a marathon of twenty-six miles in twenty-six seconds. When I could finally speak again, I asked what had happened. I explained to them exactly what I had felt. When I did, I immediately detected a bolt of fear that went between every medical person in the room. They told me that I had a traditional seizure as a result of my skull fractures, and probably would for the next couple of weeks. That seizure was scary to them because I should have been unconscious both during the spasms and for about ten to fifteen minutes afterward. I shouldn't have been able to feel anything at all. After this was explained to me, I felt more tired than ever. Before I fell asleep, though, I found out that it would be another three weeks before I would be released to go home. I would only be able to if the seizures stopped.