Date: Tue, 16 Aug 2005 13:15:33 +0200 From: Harry Anders <harry@harryanders.com> Subject: Little Harry-9 Chapter 9. Busted! But now I am the legal guardian of both boys. I woke up from the sound of the doorbell echoing in my ears and both boys stirring in my arms. Little Harry yawned and stretched himself; John left the bed and went to the window, uttering something that sounded like a curse. "Dad, there's a police car in front of the house!" Again the doorbell rang, and somebody started to pound on the door. I also heard a couple of voices outside. Was the house on fire or had something horrible happened? I jumped out of bed and dressed in a hurry, followed by two agitated boys. Together we descended the stairs, and I opened the front door. Two frowning police officers awaited us by the door. On our driveway, two other policemen were watching us, standing next to their car, looking bored. The officers identified themselves by showing me their identity cards. "We want to ask you a couple of questions. Please follow us to our car, and where is the third boy?" "Third boy? There isn't a third boy! What's the trouble sir? Did we do something wrong?" "You will hear soon enough, and, of course, you will allow us to inspect your house?" "Of course, you can inspect our house, we have nothing to hide! But why?" They didn't answer and guided us to the police car. One of the policemen opened the door, and we entered the car with mixed feelings. What the heck was happening? The police car drove off, and in the distance I saw the two officers enter our house. John looked around with a furious expression on his face, ready to defend us with his life if necessary. Little Harry slumped down onto the seat with his head in his hands, apparently feeling horrible. Perhaps he remembered the witch hunt when he was a six-year-old gypsy boy? I myself didn't feel too well either. Why did those officers ask us about a third boy? Did they mean Davey? The car drove to the police station and entered through a heavy iron gate. The gate automatically closed behind us, and the car stopped. John tried to open the door, but the door appeared to be locked. Why did they lock the car door, as if we were criminals? The policemen opened the door on the outside, and politely asked us to follow them. They guided us to another heavy door that opened on our approach. We entered a long passageway and the door closed behind us with a dull bang. At the end of the passageway we turned to the left and entered another passageway. One of the policemen stopped us and opened a heavy door with a small pane in the middle. "In here sir, and you will have to wait for a moment." Little Harry tried to follow me, but the other policeman stopped him. "You will go to the next room and wait there." "DAD..." Harry exclaimed, wide-eyed, his voice trembling with fear. "It's okay son, nothing will happen to you!" I tried to reassure him. The first policeman closed the door, and suddenly I was all alone. Outside the door I heard the echoing voice of little Harry who started to scream, and the lower voice of John who tried to calm him down. Another door shut with an echoing bang, and everything went silent. I looked around at a square room, containing a small table with four wooden chairs. Through a barred window I saw a small back yard surrounded by a heavy fence. Everything was surrealistically silent. I slumped down on one of the chairs and waited. What had happened? Why did they arrest us and bring us here? Did Davey tell them something about us? But what? Perhaps Thomas or his parents told the police about him and John playing with each other? But why should they arrest ME? My head was in turmoil. I thought and thought, but nothing seemed to make any sense. After awhile I tried to calm down and concentrate on my inner peace. I didn't do anything wrong, and I had nothing to hide. But why did they separate me and the boys? Were they afraid I would instruct them about what to tell and what not? I waited and waited... and waited... and waited. Nothing happened, and I started to feel very uncomfortable. Did they forget me? After what felt like an eternity suddenly the door opened, and the two police officers entered the room. They took a seat across from me and stared at me. "May we offer you a cup of coffee?" "Yes please, with two sugars and no milk." One of the officers left the room and returned with three cups of coffee. In silence we drank our coffee, while they continued to stare at me. "Of course you know why we brought you here..." one of the officers opened the conversation, intently looking into my eyes. "I really don't have the slightest idea. I have nothing to hide, and I did nothing wrong. Why am I here? And where are my boys?" They both looked at me with piercing eyes, trying to read whether I was sincere or not. "Both boys are okay; they are being questioned in the other room by a trained interrogator. But we will tell you why you are here. A few days ago we received an anonymous report, mentioning a male living alone in a big house. He seemed to collect a lot of neighborhood children, so we traced him down. You are a divorced male with two daughters both living on their own and no grandchildren. Am I correct so far?" "I am divorced, and I do have two daughters. But I certainly am NOT collecting children!" "We drove past your house a couple of times, but we couldn't detect anything suspicious so we let it go. Two days ago we received another anonymous report, stating the male suddenly hosted two boys from the neighborhood, living in his house and spending the night there. This time we consulted the public prosecutor, and he decided to let it go again but to keep a close eye on your house for awhile. Yesterday we got a phone call from a very disturbed lady, who suddenly saw a nearly naked and crying boy leave your house in a hurry. This time the prosecutor decided to start an investigation. That's why you are here. Who was that nearly naked and crying boy?" I was totally thunderstruck. Who... what... An anonymous neighbor sending reports to the police about my conduct? A woman calling the police about Davey leaving my house in a hurry? In what kind of a world did we live? This wasn't big brother watching, this was the whole neighborhood peeking through the windows! I had to calm down and try to answer their questions... What were they up to? "I only know his first name, Davey. He's a friend of my boys, and he helped us by carrying some purchases upstairs. He was suddenly scared by something that happened and fled my house. After awhile he returned, together with his mother who explained certain things to me. Davey seems to be a very vulnerable and damaged boy." "Yes, we know. He was abused by his father for a couple of years. But this child is the third vulnerable and damaged boy we found in your house. The first one, a gypsy boy, is also a vulnerable child that lost his parents and was damaged by a fire. The second boy was left by his father a few days ago. We think that you are particularly attracted to young boys who are left, victimized, or damaged..." Again both officers looked at me with piercing eyes, as if trying to look into my soul. What should I do now? Could I tell them the truth; that the late Jack, the former owner of my house, brought those boys to me? That little Harry and I knew each other from our past lives and that he once was my own son? That John once was our best friend? That Davey desperately needed me, to discover how a real dad behaves with his own children? Should they really believe me? Or would they immediately phone a madhouse and put me into a straitjacket? I decided to defend myself from their accusations. "That's totally nonsense. Those children approached ME! I didn't do anything to lure them or to force them into my house." "So now you are blaming those innocent children for your interest in them? But YOU are the grown-up! YOU should know better!" "But what should I know better? I didn't do anything wrong, I only cheered them up and tried to help them." "Well, for example, tonight you let two children share your bed, and they are both complete strangers to you. Yes, we found a lot of evidence, and we took a couple of pictures as proof for the prosecutor. We also did a quick search for child porn in your house and on your computer, but so far we didn't find anything criminal. As you see, we are totally open to you, and now we expect you to be totally open with us..." Again they looked at me with piercing eyes. "I AM totally open with you. A few days ago I moved into my new house and was sitting on my porch, when all of a sudden five neighborhood children neared me. They told me about their little friend, Harry, who used to be there all the time with his big friend Jack, the late owner of the house. They also told me that little Harry was severely burnt, and they asked me to be friendly to him and not to chase him away. I promised them that little Harry would always be welcome in his former home. His eldest friend, John, suddenly became very emotional, he threw his arms around me and cried his heart out. I comforted him as well as I could. "After awhile the children told me their story about Jack taking care of little Harry, comforting him, visiting him in the hospital, and tutoring him for a couple of hours every day. Half an hour later they brought the little fellow with them to my house, and in a way we connected. I think little Harry needs a grown-up in his life, he just can't cope without. I presume that in a way I am replacing his former big friend Jack. "Yesterday John, little Harry and I went downtown, and they made little Harry a beautiful mask to cover his burnt face. I made an appointment with a clinic that specializes in severe burns, and little Harry has to be there tomorrow. I will spend everything I have on him, to help my little friend to regain a normal appearance. Now all of a sudden we are arrested, and you brought us here and separated us. Why are we here? What did we do wrong? And where are my little friends?" "Don't blame us, we are only doing our work! Let's have a look at you from another point of view. A total stranger enters our village and immediately connects with a whole bunch of children. A vulnerable and severely burnt child suddenly stays with him during the night, another child that is left by his own father stays with him another night, and a third child that is severely abused by his own father leaves the house in a hurry, nearly naked and crying. "What would YOU think of that stranger? His behavior certainly doesn't look, let us say, 'normal'. On top of this we have evidence that at least two of those children were sleeping next to him in his own bed tonight, probably all of them naked. How would YOU react?" Again they closely observed me... "I told you the truth. I can be proud of everything I did. I did nothing I should be ashamed of. I only tried to help my boys, with the full consent of their parents, or in the case of little Harry, his wardens. I talked with all parents, they know me and they all are glad I am helping their children." "But why did you, as a grown-up, let two vulnerable boys sleep with you in your bed, presumably naked? And please don't come up with the story that they wanted it! You are the grown-up, you are responsible for them and for their welfare as long as they are in your house. And I am sure you KNOW society doesn't exactly approve of strangers sleeping with little children in the same bed! "Another question: why do you call those boys MY boys? They are not your property. They are nothing to you. You aren't their father or their warden, you are NOTHING to them. You are just a stranger who seems to be attracted to vulnerable little boys. And fortunately our society protects those boys from men like you. This time we couldn't prove you did anything improper with them; but next time you will be in prison for a very long time. As for us, we are going to make sure there will not be another time! You will have to get your rocks off on someone else who's your own age, and not on little boys. "The prosecutor ordered us to hand the little gypsy boy to a juvenile home, where he will get the proper guidance to overcome all troubles he got into. The other boy will be sent to his mother, who for the moment is living in another town. We already phoned her. And you sir, we will keep a very close eye on you! The very moment a child enters your house we will arrest you, so be prepared. "That's it for now. You are free to go. We will show you to the exit." Both officers rose from their seat, and without another word they guided me to the exit. The door closed with a bang, and I blinked my eyes in the bright sunlight. Suddenly I was alone, in an unknown part of a village where I only lived for a few days, and I didn't know the way back home. I wasn't even sure whether it was the same village or not. In the police car I hadn't paid much attention to where they brought us. I was totally numb and incapable of thinking or feeling. Everything was a blur. I started to walk, hoping to come upon something familiar, with only one feeling pounding through my chest: I had lost my soul mate. Nothing else mattered. Mechanically I moved my legs, without looking where I went, avoiding most trees and lampposts on autopilot. I walked for hours, and eventually I recognized the surroundings. Ten minutes later I opened my front door, and I was home. Home was no longer home. Home felt more like a prison. A very empty prison. Where were my boys? Where was my little soul mate? What had they done to him? I slumped down on the couch and suddenly I broke down. The room started to turn around and everything went black. The room was dark when my consciousness slowly returned. I had a pounding headache, every muscle in my body ached, and the world slowly turned around and around. After a few minutes the turning stopped, but the realization suddenly returned... today I had lost everything in my life that was worth living for. I had lost my little soul mate and my best friend. My heart ached with a nearly unbearable pain. I started to sob but that aggravated the headache, so I forced myself to suppress my emotions and went to the kitchen to take a couple of aspirins and a glass of water. Back in the living room I looked around. A lot of drawers were partially open, the computer wasn't in it's normal place, a couple of boxes were opened and the contents littered the floor. Those officers seemed to have looked everywhere, even on my personal computer. Suddenly I became angry and I cursed. This is MY house, dammit. This is my private room, and nobody has the right to nose into my belongings! And the boys are MY boys... but I have lost them. I will never see them again. From now on my life will be totally empty, with only the memories of my boys to live with. I slumped down on the couch and again everything went black. This time I welcomed the darkness. I had lost my will to live. I returned with the vague memory of a bright light. The headache was gone, and I realized I was hungry. Cautiously I got up, but the dizziness seemed to have gone. I went to the kitchen and buttered a few slices of bread. The memories of little Harry boiling the eggs and getting his herbs from the back yard crossed my mind, and again I started to sob. I forced myself to eat some bread and cheese. I brewed myself a cup of coffee, but it tasted like sewage so I threw it away and drank some water instead. The rest of the evening passed in a blur. Many times I thought I heard my boys, chatting, teasing each other, playing games on the computer, but from now on that was impossible. They were gone forever, and I would never see them again. I looked at a greenish model with a flesh-colored face, standing on a corner of the dresser, proudly looking into the room. Little Harry's mask... Finally I went upstairs, but even the shower reminded me of my boys. The floor was littered with plastic cups and paperclips, a couple of wet towels roamed the ground, wherever I looked I detected pieces of clothing, soap and tooth brushes. I looked at the water bed and clearly detected the three imprints where the boys and I slept together. In an outburst of despair I smoothed the sheets. It felt like wiping out all memories of the boys. Now I was really alone. I would never see them again. I crawled under the sheets and tried to sleep. One time I heard the telephone ringing downstairs, but who would phone me at this hour of the night? Probably some assurance company trying to sell me something I didn't need at all... slowly I drifted off into a restless sleep full of dark nightmares. The next morning I woke up with the bright sun shining through a crack in the curtains. At first I expected to see two bright deep blue eyes peering into mine and to hear a cheerful voice say: "I thought you would never wake up silly!" But nobody looked into my eyes, and the silence was deafening. Again I started to sob. Where was Jack now we needed him? Or was everything a fake, a product of my own imagination? Did that ghost Jack never exist, but did I make all those things up in my own fantasy? Was everything I imagined to remember about our past lives one big illusion, no more than a wishful dream? Again I heard the telephone ringing downstairs. Why didn't they leave me alone? I didn't need a mortgage or a subscription. I needed my boys... After awhile I pulled myself together, took a long shower, slowly dressed, and went downstairs with aching muscles. I forced myself to eat something and again slumped down on the couch in the living room, my sanctuary of the past evening. I tried to block out all emotions and to only think about my future. What am I going to do? Am I going to sit down on this couch for the rest of my life? But what else could I do? I thought and thought, but all I could think about concentrated on only one thing: I wanted my boys back. And that was impossible... The very moment the police should detect a child in my house, they would arrest me again. Again that damned telephone rang! Why didn't they leave me alone? I started to curse. "Shut up with your daily newspapers! I don't need your sales promotions. I don't need anything any more. I am going to end my life. This time it has been enough. My life is over, I am NOT going to sit on the porch of my house for the rest of my life in total solitude and desperately longing for my boys. I am out of here..." How should I end my life? Throw myself under a train? Jump off a flat? Eat some deadly pills? Slash my wrists? Hang myself? It had to be fast and painless, for I was a coward. "Jack, where are you? JACK.......... JACK.........." Nobody answered. And I was too scared to kill myself. Chicken... Again that damned telephone rang. This time I was going to smash it! Furious I went to my desk, ready to release all my anger and frustration on that poor object. Suddenly I could hear the panicking voice of Jack somewhere in my head, shouting: "Stop! Don't do that! You have to listen first..." I didn't believe myself any more. Again I was making up those voices in my head. I was so stupid! But I reached for the receiver. "Hello..." I snarled into the telephone, ready to smash it against the wall. "... Sniff... DADDY... Where were you? I phoned you yesterday the whole afternoon again and again and even in the middle of the night, but nobody answered and I was soo afraid they would keep you in that prison... I trembled over my whole body and couldn't sleep the whole night. This morning I phoned again and again you didn't answer... I can't miss you daddy, I NEED you! Where were you? "HARRY!!! My poor little boy, where are you? My darling, what did they do to you? I missed you so badly...." "I missed you too daddy! I missed you terribly! I am here, with John and his mother. Will you take me home please? I need you..." "Where are you? Of course I will take you home! Can you give me the address?" "Here's John's mother..." Half a minute later I was on my way to my boys, a paper with the address clamped in my hand and my heart pounding in my chest. I was so nervous that at first I hardly could start the car, and then I nearly crashed a lamppost. I forced myself to calm down and to drive carefully for awhile, and fortunately that helped. I had to drive about fifty miles to the town where they were now, and I remembered driving that same road two days ago, with my two boys in the back seat singing along with the music. I switched the radio on, and by chance that same song filled the air: "You are soooo beauuuutifuuuullll..." I grinned, despite my nerves. This had to be a good sign. Silently I thanked Jack, and somewhere in my head I heard his voice, grinning: "You are welcome". After an hour of driving I entered the town and inquired where the address was. I parked the car in the street, got out, and looked for the house number. Suddenly a door opened and two boys literally flew through the air and landed on me. I lost my balance and all three of us landed on the sidewalk, giggling, sobbing, kissing, rubbing faces to faces, and fighting for the best place. I had my boys back! After awhile I wrestled from beneath them and slowly got up, both boys now hanging on my arms. Trudy smiled broadly from the doorway, with tears in her eyes and her arms invitingly outstretched. "Welcome, and please come in! I hope you survived the attack?" I entered the house with both boys still hanging on my arms, and we sat down on a couch in the living room. Little Harry climbed onto my lap, and John forcefully pushed himself into my left side with a contented sigh. Trudy smiled and dried her eyes with her handkerchief. "Shall I make you a cup of coffee first?" "Yes please, that would be wonderful." "With two lumps of sugar and no milk mom," little Harry immediately added. I ruffled his hair, and he completely melted into me with tears in his eyes. "I missed you so badly, and I was so afraid I would never see you again..." While I sipped my coffee, Trudy started to tell her story. Yesterday a police officer found her telephone number, after some searching, and informed her they had started an investigation concerning a male newcomer in town, her own child, John, and a small gypsy boy who was in her custody. Both boys were found in the newcomer's house and had obviously spent the night with him in his bed, while a third boy had fled his house crying and nearly naked. At first she was totally dumbstruck, but after a few seconds she recovered from the initial shock. She told him in very clear words that both boys were there with her total consent, and she demanded both children back immediately. Both officers tried to convince her otherwise, but she threatened them with a lawsuit. She phoned her brother, he rushed her to the village in his car, and she reclaimed the boys. There was no legal way the police officers could refuse, so five minutes later they were on their way back, with two distraught boys crying in the back seat, very concerned about me. The moment she was back in her mother's house she contacted a lawyer. He told her he couldn't do much for me at the moment, but he assured her she certainly had done the right thing. He also advised her that the best way to prevent the police from further actions against me was to grant me legal guardianship of both boys. But to transfer legal guardianship the father's permission was also needed... She went to Eric's office and made an enormous scene, until he surrendered and signed all the necessary papers. She explained that now the lawyer only needed a couple of signatures from me, plus an official document stating I had never been sentenced. She had already made an appointment to bring me and all needed papers to his office this afternoon. Her only concern was: was I willing to pay the lawyer, for she didn't have that much money herself? I was totally speechless. Trudy was willing to grant me legal guardianship over little Harry AND over her own child John? Just like that? The only thing I had to do was to sign a couple of papers? I could hardly believe it... And of course I would pay the lawyer, and everything else! Suddenly I remembered Jack's words: "There will be a difficult time for all three of you, but you will come through and in the end there will be victory!" "They were so mean dad!" little Harry said while leaning into me. "They kept telling me you were a bad influence and you did improper things with us by letting us sleep in your bed. I told them I wanted that myself and that I was afraid to sleep on my own, but they just wouldn't listen. They went on and on, and sometimes I heard John crying and shouting in the other room. They kept asking me about the shower and where you washed me and what you did with my body and with your own body. Until I started to scream and told them they were crazy. Suddenly they were called away, and after awhile mom and an uncle entered the prison cell and rescued me." John nodded: "I told them to go to hell and that I wanted to help my little brother. But they kept asking the same questions over and over." Trudy made us sandwiches, and after another cup of coffee we went to the town hall to get my document. I had to show them my identity card, and after twenty minutes they returned with an official document stating I was a trustworthy person. Subsequently we went to Trudy's lawyer, who had me sign a couple of papers and advised me how to act the next time the police confronted me. I learned a lot but hoped I never had to use his advice! He had already contacted DCFS and, by exception, this time they were willing to change little Harry's custody within a few days. For the time being they granted me temporary custody. As the legal guardian of both boys, now I was also responsible for their welfare and upbringing. And from now on nobody could take the boys away from me without a court order. I asked the lawyer about little Harry's origination, and suddenly he became very interested. He took a little cassette recorder and started the tape. "Harry, please will you tell me everything you remember about your youth, even the smallest details?" Little Harry nodded and told him everything he remembered, about the campfires, the police raids, the witch-hunt, all the screaming, and about his parents fleeing with him into the darkness in a small caravan attached to an old car. And that he probably was of royal herit...something. "You mean you probably are of royal HERITAGE?" "Oh yeah, that!" "Well, that could make things a lot easier. Do you know in which country you lived?" Harry didn't have the slightest idea, except where he used to live they spoke a different language. "Please could you pronounce some words in your own language for me?" After some thinking little Harry spoke a couple of words I couldn't understand into the microphone, but the lawyer seemed very pleased. "Thank you! I think we have a case, and I will do everything I can to find your relatives as soon as possible." I thanked the lawyer and promised him a retainer with enough money to cover his expenses. We went back to Trudy's temporary home, where we were greeted by Trudy's mother, Mark and Marrie. They had been shopping to give us some space. Again we had to tell them our story, and they reacted with astonishment. We really lived in a strange world, didn't we? But fortunately now everything turned out for the best. After awhile I thanked them and we went home, with both boys giggling in the back seat and singing along with the radio. Our special song didn't pop up this time. Within an hour, I parked our car in the driveway, and we were home. Home felt strange, you could feel the desperation of the past events still hanging around. First we opened all windows to let fresh air enter the house, second we went into the shower to free ourselves from all negative energies. Third we cleared out all evidences of the police visit. We tidied the drawers, emptied all packed boxes and stowed the contents away. We cleared the floor and cleaned the furniture and the windows. Little Harry put his mask on with a little help, and both boys went into the village to buy us a bouquet of flowers, a couple of candles, and some incense. Within half an hour they were back and soon the house filled with a nice aroma. Feeling content, we sat on our couch and enjoyed each other's company. Both boys were still very cuddly and clung onto me, sighing deeply. Suddenly the doorbell rang. Little Harry jumped toward the ceiling and started to moan. "NOOOooooooo..." he cried desperately, looking around wide-eyed. He slumped back and curled up like a threatened animal. John balled his fists and stormed to the door. A moment later we heard a familiar voice, and Davey entered the room with a broad smile on his face. "Smells good here," he complimented the incense while he sat down on a chair. "I was here a couple of times before but nobody was home. Mom told me the police phoned her yesterday, and they wanted to ask me some questions. But she refused to let them talk with me. She told them everything about my sudden panic in the shower and leaving the house with nearly no clothes on. Did they really arrest you?" This time John told us his version of the story, how two officers took us with them and separated us into three different rooms. How they started to ask questions about my conduct, but he told them to go to hell. How all he wanted was to help his little brother, who they all could hear sobbing and screaming in the other room. But they didn't allow him, until they suddenly were called away. After awhile his mother rescued him and little Harry. And now I was his legal guardian, and nobody could ever take him or little Harry away from me without at least a court order. All of us were silent after John's story, until Davey suddenly asked me: "Can you be my legal guardian too? Please?" He looked at me, and I saw such a longing in his eyes... "I don't know Davey, I think you will have to ask your mother first." "But I want to call you 'dad' too. Will you allow me that? Please?" "Sure thing Davey. I will allow you that, but only with your mother's consent." He threw himself onto my lap, beaming, with tears in his eyes. "Thank you dad, I love you! Now I have a real dad too!" We decided to go downtown and eat Chinese dinner this afternoon. First we went to Davey's house to inform Mary, and again we had to tell the whole story. Mary listened with open mouth. Now she was really glad they didn't interrogate her vulnerable child! I also conveyed her Davey's wish to call me 'dad', and I could feel her relief and joy. With tears in her eyes, she thanked me for being such a wonderful friend to her son. I promised her to send Davey home around nine o'clock. We went back home where little Harry put his mask on with a little help, while Davey looked at him with wide open mouth. "Wow man, you really look NORMAL now! I can hardly recognize you!" Little Harry beamed and proudly led the way to our car. We went to a nice Chinese restaurant and parked the car in the underground garage. With some hesitancy little Harry told us this was the first time in his life he was in a real palace like this... causing John and Davey to snigger. "Wait till you visit a REAL palace, this is just a place where we can eat..." Little Harry still looked very impressed, and at first he was rather quiet. After arrival of the different cups with spices his curiosity took the upper hand. Soon he started to ask questions about the spices, like a real head cook befits. Carefully he tasted everything, compared the different flavors, and put a little bit of everything he liked onto his platter. With a serious look on his face he mingled a few things with a spoonful of rice, savored, and suddenly he beamed. "That tastes really good dad, you should use that reddish powder over there and mix it with that stringy greenish snot." John and Davey nearly fell from their chairs with laughter, and I nearly choked on my first mouthful of rice. We really enjoyed the tasty Chinese meal, but decided to decline on the dessert because we were too stuffed. Content and satisfied, we went home, singing along with the music of the car radio. First we took Davey home. He hugged all of us and kissed me twice, while his mother looked at us from the doorway with tears in her eyes. Before he shut the door he looked back with beaming eyes. He waved until we drove away and disappeared from his vision. My third son... We decided to call it a day and went upstairs. Little Harry and John wanted to shower again, and of course I joined them. Little Harry got the first boner, and poor me the second one, so this time John won the competition with a broad smile on his face and of course a boner. We created a slide on the floor with water and lots of lathered soap. The slide was a lot of fun, but after awhile all three of us had various bruises so we stopped. We carefully dried each other and went to bed, now really tired. Again both boys crawled onto my stomach, fighting for the best place. Soon we all drifted off into a deep sleep. In the middle of the night I suddenly woke up from a loud scream, reverberating through the house and waking up the birds outside in a tree. "NOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooooooooooooooo..." Little Harry started to fight, screaming at the top of his lungs, wildly swinging his arms, crawling all over the bed. John clicked the lights on, and I desperately tried to take the delirious child in my arms. He kept fighting to free himself, with a frightened expression on his face and his wide-open eyes staring into nowhere. We couldn't calm him down. He just continued to scream and fight. I trembled all over; my heart pounded in my chest. That poor little boy, was this really how society PROTECTED this child, saddling him with this kind of a nightmare? I felt so angry and frustrated that I started to curse all police officers in the world, soon joined by a raging John. Eventually little Harry calmed down, closed his eyes, and fell asleep in my arms, still trembling from exhaustion. "Goodness dad, Harry was fighting US. Look at what those bloody bloodhounds did to my poor little brother..." Still cursing, John switched the lights off and put his arms around his little brother from the other side. We were completely exhausted and almost immediately fell asleep. Next morning I woke up with two yawning boys on my stomach, both lazily grinning and fighting for the best place. We decided to dress in a hurry and go downstairs for I had to phone the transplantation clinic with excuses for not canceling the other day. I would try to make another appointment for today, if possible. I went to the desk, stretched my hand out, and the telephone rang. Surprised I glared at the bewitched thing that promptly rang again. Suddenly I started to laugh. Obviously someone else was trying to phone me at the same time! I picked up the receiver. "Hello..." I grumbled into the phone, hoping that it wouldn't be someone trying to sell me something I didn't need at all. "Escuse sir, you do... small boy, Harold Janovski Romany, live you house, speak me, yes?" Harry AnderS, alternative writer. Thank you for reading my stories and thanks to Nifty for hosting them. The rewritten story is available on http://www.harryanders.com Please join our own forum on http://forum.harryanders.com Please send your remarks to harry@harryanders.com Help me to improve this story and visit my homepage. I could use more proofreaders...