Date: Sat, 24 Nov 2001 04:29:00 -0800
From: Robert Just  Robert <kewl_dad_1@msn.com>
Subject: Lost in fear-Chapter Thirteen

Lost in fear
Chapter Thirteen
Father and Sons

	I awoke feeling wonderful.  I had no fear, no regret and no shame.
I looked over at Jimmy's beautiful face as he slept and my heart ached with
love for my son.  I believed that what we had shared was something
beautiful.  It was after all an expression of the love we shared.  I knew
most people could never understand that, but all that mattered was what
Jimmy and I felt.  As long as Jimmy was alright with it then so was I.  I
didn't know what would happen next, but I was in no hurry to find out.  For
the moment all I wanted was to snuggle with my boy and bask in his beauty.
	I dozed off again and when I awoke it was almost ten.  I was
surprised Doty had let us sleep that late, then I remembered that she and
Dad were going into town early.  I guessed they had either peeked in and
decided to let us sleep, or they had just left without worrying about us.
I stretched lazily, I hadn't slept that good or that long since we moved to
the farm.  My little cherub was finally awakening, a sweet smile sweeping
across his face.  I leaned in and kissed his lips sweetly and he giggled.
	"Good morning little bear."  I said rubbing his soft face
	"Morning, daddeee."  He said in a silly voice.
	"Are you hungry?"  I ask hovering over his sweet form.
	"Nah, are you?"  He replied yawning.
	"Not really, maybe we should just wait till later and have lunch.
It's after ten anyway and Dad and your granny went into town.  They won't
be back till this evening."
	I saw the wheels in his head turning and a wicked grin came over
his face.  "So...then....we have time to......."  He giggled.
	I rolled my eyes.  "You are one horny little boy.  I can't remember
being quite so horny when I was your age."  I chuckled.
	"I can't help it."  He said pouting.  "So..do you wanna?"  He added
hopefully.
	"How can I refuse a piece of heaven like you.  You know I love you
more every day little bear."  I leaned in and kissed him properly this time
and he took his time, returning my kiss skillfully.
	We broke our kiss and went into the bathroom to relieve our aching
bladders.  I brushed my teeth quickly to get rid of my morning breath, and
Jimmy ask me if he should brush as well.  I sniffed his sweet boy breath
and told him I loved it just like it was.  I carried him back to my bed and
laid him down gently on his back.  I climbed down between his legs and
began kissing his sweet body.  He shuddered at my touch then began to moan
lowly as I hit his erogenous zones.  I considered myself quite an expert at
pleasing the male body, especially the younger male body.  I smiled to
myself as he pushed his body up at me and I felt his hard little cock
pressing at my shoulder as I licked and kissed his stomach.  I moved up and
nibbled at his tiny nipples, now hard as stone and he whined.
	"Gosh, that feels so......bad....I mean bad is good." He
muttered. I knew what he meant but he felt he need to explain.
	I moved up and kissed his sweet lips again and he surprised me by
using his tongue to make the kiss a nasty one.  I sucked on his tender
tasty tongue and then offered mine.  He sucked on it greedily and my cock
began to throb and leak pre-cum like crazy.  I wanted to consume him from
head to toe, to feel every inch of his perfect body and to make him feel
more pleasure than he had ever known.  I moved down his body and slid off
the bed until I was at his feet.  I sniffed his boyish foot odor and my
cock throbbed again.  I sucked in his smallest toe on his left foot and
nibbled at it.  He sucked in air and expelled it slowly and I looked up to
see his small hand stroking his hard boyhood.
	"Save it for me, babe.  I'll take care of it in a minute."  I said
letting his toe pop out of my mouth.
	He nodded and tucked his hands beneath his head and stared up at
the ceiling.  I moved to the next toe and sucked and licked each of the
others in turn.  I moved up his legs to his thighs, licking my way up as he
shuddered.  I was between his legs now and I kissed his ball sack and
licked his cockhead, but I wasn't ready to get serious next.
	I moved up and kissed his neck and nuzzled his pits.  I kissed his
nipples again and moved down to his little tummy, which still had a little
baby fat.  I loved that little tummy of his and I took my time kissing and
rubbing it lovingly.  He sighed contentedly, but he was getting anxious for
me to move on down to his love stick.  I nosed around his belly button and
licked it quickly before moving down to his gorgeous boyhood.  I licked the
head and was rewarded by a tasty drop of pre-cum.  He moaned lowly and
bucked up catching me off guard and forcing his dick into my mouth.  I
chuckled and swallowed him on down as he gasp.  I began using my tongue and
lips expertly as he moaned lowly and humped up to meet my hungry mouth.  I
was lost in lust and passion and did not hear the door open and almost
jumped off the bed when I heard a soft excited voice behind me.
	"Holy shit.  He is doing it.  Oh my god...Jimmy.  He is doing it."
	It was Joe thank god ,and not Dad or Doty, but I was still
embarassed and unsure what to do next.
	"Yeah, and he is good."  Jimmy said gigling.  "You were right, his
blowjobs are awesome."
	I pulled off long enough to thank them for the compliments and
considered ending our little session, but I finally thought "What the
hell!"  and decided Jimmy deserved the pleasure I had promised.  I went
back down seriously as Joe moved in and sat on the bed watching in awe as I
sucked his best friend's cock.  He was absent mindedly rubbing his obvious
erection and then he stood and shucked his clothing quickly.  I stared out
the corner of my eye at him and took in his perfect smooth body.  His cock
was so hard that it looked painfull.  Jimmy was getting close and I reached
under him and rubbed his small butt as I sucked seriously on his boner.  He
was whimpering now and breathing in ragged breaths.  Joe had moved in close
and was rubbing Jimmy's stomach as I continued my sucking.  I heard him
grunt and suddenly I felt his cock throb and tasted his delicious nectar as
he spurted forcefully into my waiting mouth.  I gobbled it down greedily
savoring every drop and was rewarded with a second wave which I played
across my tongue before swallowing.  He gave me a third dose, and though it
was only a few drops, it was just as tasty.  I let him stay in my mouth
until he was spent then moved up and kissed his lips quickly.  I looked
over at Joe and winked and he leaned in and closed his eyes waiting for his
kiss.  I gave him a long passionate kiss and he gasp for breath as we
broke.
	I pulled Joe into me and felt his hard cock throbbing with his
excitement.  I laid him down beside Jimmy and began kissing his soft smooth
body.  Joe's nipples were more defined than Jimmy's and very sensitive.  He
shuddered as I nipped them gently and gasp as I licked and sucked on them.
I moved down and kissed his soft firm tummy and licked his belly button.  I
caught a whiff of the aroma coming from his cock and I was instantly
ravenous.  I gobbled it down and he was bucking and moaning as I began
working seriously on it trying to free his tasty load.
	Oh, fuck.......sorry...sorry...."  He said in passion then
appologized for his cursing.
	Jimmy giggled and leaned into Joe and kissed his lips passionately.
I was surprised to see how comfortable they were with kissing.  Sex is one
thing, but kissing involves feelings that are sometimes too overpowering
for young lovers.  I could feel Joe getting into a rhythm and I knew he was
close. I wanted his tasty boy cum bad and I speeded up and clamped down,
desperately trying to suck the juices right out of his tender boy balls.
	"Awwwwwww....oh....gawwwd....fuuuu...dge."  He said with a wicked
giggle.
	Suddenly his cock throbbed and he filled my mouth with his tasty
cum.  He tasted different than my Jimmy did, but it was his own unique
taste and no less wonderful.  I savored every drop and allowed him to
linger until his cock was fully spent.  He lay back quietly as Jimmy rubbed
his chest and stomach and I let his cock slide from my mouth reluctantly.
I moved up forcing my way between them and put an arm around each.  They
snuggled in close and we lay there resting for a few minutes.
	Jimmy got a wicked gleam in his eye and raised up and looked over
at Joe who seemed to be recieving his unspoken thoughts.  They pounced on
me as one and were rubbing and massaging me expertly causing my already
aching cock to spring back into full stature.  They both moved down to my
crotch and began licking my cock from both sides, their tongues dueling
delightfully against it.  I felt a rush of pleasure sweep over me and I
looked down at the most beautiful, sexy sight I had ever seen.  If I could
have reached my camera without disturbing their handiwork, I would have
captured that scene for all posterity.  Instead I laid back and moaned
incoherently and basked in the glory of their expert manipulation.  I was
almost ready to explode when suddenly they stopped and raised up and began
whispering in each other's ear.
	My poor cock was standing up and begging for more, but I had no
idea just how much more they had just agreed to give it.  As I watched in
anticipation Jimmy hopped off the bed and ran into my bathroom.  He
returned with a bottle of baby oil that I used sometimes to add to my bath
water to help my dry skin.  He opened the bottle and dribbled it all over
my hard cock and worked it it.  Next he laid down on his stomach beside me
and Joe took the bottle and poured a generous amount in Jimmy's butt crack
and began fingering Jimmy's tight little anus.  I was facinated, I had no
idea they had discovered anal sex at such a young age.  It was obvious they
had become comfortable at this also as Jimmy humped up to meet Joe's two
fingers as he worked them into his tight hole.  I watched as Joe added a
third finger then a fourth.  His small fingers added up what would be an
average sized cock, I figured and wondered why he would need Jimmy
stretched so wide.
	I son found out the answer as Jimmy suddenly stood up over me and
slowly sat down impaling his hot, tight hole on my hard cock.  I moaned
lowly and felt ready to pass out as he sat down forcing all of my cock into
his tight velvety tunnel.  I thought I would loose conciousness as he began
moving up and down, like a boy riding a hobby horse.  He threw his head
back and his eyes glazed over as he fucked himself on my throbbing member.
I had never felt such heat and smoothness and my cock cried out for
release.  I reached up and grabbed Jimmy's waist and held him tightly as I
began humping up to meet his bouncing bottom.  He whimpered lowly and I
knew my cock had found that spot deep inside him where he itched.  My cock
was scratching that itch and his hard boy cock was throbbing in time to
that scratch.  He threw his head back futher and snorted as he sat down
hard forcing all of me deep into his bowels.  I feared he would hurt
himself, but his moan was of pleasure not pain as he bounced up and down
forcing my cock deeper with each bounce.  I felt my own body tense up and I
was panting as I felt the rush of my impendeing release well up inside me.
	I swear I screamed like a banshee as I began to spurt my hot load
into his velvety ass.  I feared I would launch him off of my meat rocket
with my fiery cum blasts, but he stayed seated as his ass muscles milked my
cock as it spurted two, three, four more times.  I was totally spent but my
cock was still surrounded by his moist love hole and I was content to
remain so.
	Joe was grinning like a opossum as he sat stary eyed on the bed
beside us.
	"Did you like it...dad?"  Joe ask with sudden enthusiasm.
	"Gawwwd...yessss."  Was all I could manage.
	Joe giggled and moved up beside me and I swear his little dick was
hard again.  He looked lustily at Jimmy who returned his look with equal
lust and moved off of my now deflating bone.  Jimmy tackled Joe and they
rolled together beside me kissing and feeling each other's smooth boy
bodies.  I was about to be witness to the most erotic scene any boylover
could every hope to witness.  Two beautiful, perfect young boys lost in
each other's passion.  They moved so expertly and so comfortably that they
seemed to be as one.  They were certainly in tune with each other's desires
and as I watched I felt a pang of jealously inside.  I dismissed it as
foolish, what did I have to be jealous of.  They both loved me and had
shared their most sacred gift, their sexuality.  I loved them both and they
loved each other, it was only right that they should express that love in
this way.
	I watched as they sixty nined, each rubbing the other's pert behind
as they sucked.  I heard the soft sounds of their lovemaking and I could
smell the musk of their sex.  My own cock was raising again, as I watched
the boy's dance in each other's mouths and hands.  I had often wondered
what it would be like to witness something of this magnitude, but mere
words cannot describe the beauty and excitement of such a joining.  As I
had suspected they were very much into anal pleasuring and I watched with
excitement as Joe mounted my son and began fucking him wildly.  Jimmy was
like a wild animal as Joe pounded his cute ass and he was moaning lowly and
gasping for air.
	Joe got that galzed over look in his eyes and bit his lip as he
thrust harder and faster.  Suddenly he grunted and thrust hard and held
still inside Jimmy's tight hole and I knew he had shot his load in my son's
ass.  He thrust a couple of more times then fell down on Jimmy, kissing the
back of his neck and sighing contentedly.
	They rested a moment then Jimmy swapped places with Joe and he
demonstrated his versatility as he pounded Joe's tender ass.  By now I was
ready to pop off another load myself and I was jerking my cock furiously as
I watched my son fuck Joe's perfect little ass.  I wanted a piece of that
tail myself , but I knew I would never ask for it.  If Joe wanted me that
way he would have to lead the way.  I was nearing orgasm when I noticed Joe
had turned his head and was staring at me.  He raised up a little and said
softly.  "Don't waste it, I want that in me when Jimmy is done."
	I was surprised but thrilled at the prospect of getting a piece of
Joe's tail and I let my hand slip from my throbbing cock.  Almost at once
Jimmy began filling Joe's butt with his small load and his face was
contorted with pain and pleasure.  Ah, orgasm..the small death, as the
French say.  Jimmy moved off Joe's body and I noticed the way it gleamed
from the sweat he had generated.  I rolled Joe onto his back and pushed his
legs up high and using Jimmy's slick boy jism as lube, I slowly entered
Joe's now loosened hole.  I felt my balls touch his ass as I bottomed out
and he sighed, as I touched him deep inside.
	"Gawwwd, your cock feels so big." Joe said wispfully.
	"Your ass is so tight.  I think I am gonna cum right now."  I said
panting.
	I held out a bit longer but soon I was filling Joe's hot gut with
my second load of the morning.  I was absolutely exhausted as I finished
and rolled off onto the bed, passing out almost istantly.  The boys
snuggled with me for a while , then went off to shower, dress and play
around the farm while I recovered.  When I awoke for the third time that
day, I felt very rested and satisfied.  I was singing as I showered ,
shaved and dressed, then went looking for my young charges.  I found them
in the barn playing like a couple of kids.  It was hard to imagine them as
being sexual beings, but I had seen and felt it with my own senses.  I
startled them and they sceamed like little girls, and I laughed
hysterically.  They both attacked me and draggged me to the hay covered
floor and we wrestled around, finally ending up in a three way hug.
	"I love you guys."  I said in my best Cartman (Southpark Character)
voice.
	"We love you too."  They said in unison.
	I sighed and wondered what I had done to deserve such heaven on
earth.  I felt like the luckiest man in the world at that moment.  I hugged
my two horny little love birds into me and kissed their sweet hair.  They
gigled and wiggled like puppies and I smiled, knowing all was right in my
little world.

End Chapter Thirteen.....comments?
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