From: an46195@anon.penet.fi (Ciaran)
Reply-To: an46195@anon.penet.fi
Date: Thu, 11 Nov 1993 09:30:48 UTC
Subject: STORY: Loving Ty  (man/boy)

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                       Loving Ty, Part 1
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   Here I was again, making the 3 1/2 hour drive that I hated so much. Nothing
but farmland for most of the way. Yeah, there was the occasional tiny farm town
but it never failed that I would end up behind some redneck in his 4X4 that
smelled like pig shit. I always have to stop and think about how these people
can survive in such an awful place. There was always the one store on the
corner that provided all the necessities for the community. Sometimes I would
stop for a drink and be served by that same woman with 3 teeth that somehow
worked in all these towns in the Midwest simultaneously. I could never figure
out how she did that.

   I was heading back to my hometown that I abandoned some 8 years ago. I 
didn't despise the place any longer now that I had been gone for awhile. As
usual I began to think about the place and some of the people I knew back 
then, so many years ago. I started to get those empty, depressing feelings
everyone gets at these kind of thoughts and decided I wasn't going to let it
happen today. I turned the stereo up and suddenly realized that the CD had
changed and I was now listening to the beautiful vocals of The Indigo Girls
and I could no longer hear the steady hum of my Mustang's engine.

         "...Well darkness has a hunger thats insatiable
          And lightness has a call thats hard to hear
          I wrap my fear around me like a blanket
          I sailed my ship of safety till I sank it..."

   I began to contemplate the adventures that lay ahead of me for this journey
back. I was going to meet with 2 of my cousins that I hadn't seen in awhile.
My cousin Jay was then 21 and serving in the Navy. He absolutely hated it, like
all Navy squids do. He was home on leave and I hadn't seen him in about a year.
We have always been very close ever since we were kids. Ty, my other cousin,
was only 16. I hadn't seen him in about 2 1/2 years. Actually he is my
cousin's son but I don't claim to be related to her. She has treated Ty like
shit ever since he was born. I think that's why Jay and I always tried to
watch out for him and take him with us whenever we could. There was some kind
of family fight a few years ago and Ty's mom decided to disassociate them
from the rest of the family. That's why I hadn't seen him in so long.

   Jay and I planned to take his dad's ski boat out on the lake that weekend
and we thought it would be great to get Ty to come with us. I knew his mom
would probably know my voice on the phone so I had a female friend call 
him up for me. He didn't know what to say at first. I told him I didn't
play those stupid-ass family games and I really wanted to see him. We made
plans to meet at the boat dock and everything was set for a great weekend.

   I was so excited at being able to see Ty again. It had been so long since
that first night that I would never forget for the rest of my life. I started
to replay that day in my mind again just like I had done so many times in
the past. It's one of those memories that remains so vivid it seems to have
happened only last week.

   I was 20 at the time and serving in the Air Force. I was coming home on
leave after being away for quite awhile. My mom had planned a small party
for that day and looked forward to seeing at least some of the people that
would be there. I finally made it and everyone was already there. I was glad
to see my psychotic family but especially glad to see Ty. He was 11, going
on 12 and he was the best looking thing I had seen in months.

   I had just recently discovered an astonishing revealation about myself.
I had come to realize that I was sexaully attracted to young boys. I had 
been this way for a long time but finally just discovered really what those
feelings were. Some say I'm very sick, I need help, and try to force their
prescribed morals on me, as if they live perfect lives. I would not consider
myself a great philosopher but how can a person justify a claim that something
is 'right' just because more people have those same thoughts. That reasoning
is full of flaws. What did all this mean to me at the time?  I simply was 
never going to try to force myself to change how I thought. I found boys
to be the most beautiful creatures on the earth and admired them for that.

   There were only a few people at the party that I would actually touch,
let alone hug, but I made sure I made my way to Ty. He gave me his big
smile and after a quick hug helped me carry my luggage to my old bedroom.
We set it down and I told him how glad I was that he came. I hugged him again
except this time we were alone and I made it last a few minutes. He always
liked the physical affection I gave him, probably because of the lack of it he
got at home. I patted his butt a few times but had a hard time taking my hand
away. He no longer had the soft, baby-boy buns I'd felt in the past. They
had firmed up nicely but I had to settle on a quick pinch. He sat down
on the bed and I sat across from him. I had to take a moment to admire his
slim body.

   Ty had blond hair that looked like it might change to a darker color in a 
few years and was very short, almost spiked. He had hazel eyes and a great
slim, athletic body. The one thing that attracted me to him so much was his
very long boy-legs. They were perfectly shaped and lead to his smooth,
round butt. I had held that butt so many times in the past. I could never
get enough of this boy. I was very curious to find out if he had started
puberty yet and was checking out the crotch of his light blue sweat pants
for any sign of a bulge.

   When I looked up, he was staring right at me. I didn't know if he knew
what I was looking at but then decided he had to. "Well, I guess we
better go back out. If we stay in here by ourselves all day someone might
get suspicious about what we're doing," I said giving him a sly grin.
He just looked down at the floor smiling but a little embarassed.

   We hung out together the rest of the day. I got as many touches in as 
was possible without someone noticing. We chased each other, grabbed each
other, and wrestled with each other. As the night wore on, more people left 
but luckily Ty was still there. I knew my time was probably running short
though.

   At on point, Ty put an ice cube down my back. This was justification for
instant retaliation. I retrieved the frozen object and chased him down. I
tackled him with intention of returning his attack but he reached back
and held the opening of his T-shirt tight against his neck. We were both
laying on our sides with me behind him facing his back. I thought that I
could just push the ice cube up from the bottom but when I pulled his
shirt up I immediately changed my mind. I grabbed the waistbands of his
sweatpants and underwear and pulled them back. I started to push it into
his pants but he wanted no part in this. He jerked and slapped the cube
from my hand. I let my hand make contact with his soft skin though. I had 
spread my hand apart and my middle finger was pressed into the very tip 
of his crack. I left it there a few seconds and then he tried to move and
get up. This forced my finger deeper into his crack. We were both laughing
but he was not making any more moves to try and get up. I rubbed my finger 
back and forth about 3 or 4 times then slid my hand up to his back and 
carressed it. The laughing was over now and my desire for him was at a peak
as I felt his smooth, warm flesh.

   My penis had become as hard as ever as I moved my hand to his front but
still under his shirt. I rubbed his belly and then moved up over his tits.
When I did this he looked back at me and smiled. I think he was letting
me know it was OK with him. I leaned forward and kissed him very lightly just
behind and below his ear. He shivered and I heard a very low, almost
inaudible whimper. I then knew he was getting into it too. I lowered my
hand again and then over the front of his pants. I touched his rock hard 
erection that I was hoping and suspecting would be there. I let my fingers
travel its small length and then go back up. He pressed his hips forward
and forced it fully into my hand. I kissed him again and at the same time
gently squeezed his boner. We both let out a soft moan of pleasure. 

   Then, something snapped me out of it and I contemplated the biggest
step of my life. Did he really know what my intentions were? Did he know
I wanted to love him like he had never been loved before, to give him
pleasures he never knew could exist from within his young body?  Ty
sensed my hesitation and made the decision for me. He slowly rocked his
hips and pressed his dick against my hand.

   I tried to speak but I didn't know what to say. All I could get out was
"Are you sure...?". He couldn't answer either so he just shook his head
and started moving his hips again, this time grunting just a little. I 
wrapped my fingers lightly around his erection and felt it slide back and
forth just slightly.

   "Ahh, man that feels good", he wispered to me.

   I was thinking "Holy shit I don't believe this is happening...Holy shit
he is hot...Holy shit my biggest fantasy in the world is coming true...Holy
shit this is going to be fun!"


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                       Loving Ty, Part 2
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    So here I was laying on the ground with cute 11 year-old Ty and he had
his very hard penis pressed into my hand. Luckily, we were between the
houses and had the necessary privacy. He was slowly stroking it and I could 
feel it sliding just slightly underneath his sweatpants and underwear. It was
all like a dream; a dream I had dreamt so many times in the past. I had wanted
to do this with him for so long. Probably ever since I saw him naked that 
first time when he was only 6. There wasn't much to see then, just a tiny 
head barely visible poking out between his smooth thighs. He had grown quite 
a bit since then but by the feel of his hardon I guessed he still had not
started puberty yet. I was happy at the fact that I was going to get to see 
his smooth, hairless body before puberty hit. But, I was also slightly sad
too that I wasn't going to get to taste his young boy-semen. I was sure such a
sweet boy could only produce the sweetest of juices. If I had my way though
the time for that would become a reality for future encounters.

    I looked up into the face of this not-so-innocent boy and had to stop
and think what a great kid he was. Ty was at that age that all men look back
on and think what a great time they had then; an age where boys first start
to discover the real world around them; when they start to venture away from
the security of home and begin their own adventures. Ty was just like I wished
I could always remain. Being a very mischievous boy, he always seemed to
be having fun and making the best of any situation. You had to always be on
your guard with him around. Beyond all of this though, he also remained
an above average student and a hell of an athlete. He was a pitcher for his
Little League team, something I took pride in since I was the one who taught
him to throw a curve ball. He was also talking of getting into wrestling now
and I could picture him wearing a tight uniform with those long legs 
sprouting from it.

    I had always wished I could take Ty to live with me. He hated it at home 
and I knew I could give him all he could ever need in a home environment.
If there had been any way possible I would have done it in a second. I had
always been amazed at how he always seemed to have a smile for me even
when his mom and her biker boyfriend were around. He obviously enjoyed
my company as much as I enjoyed his. And now after all these years, here
I was with his 11 year's worth of hard boyhood in my hand and I was going
to enjoy this experience more than any other in my life.

    I was snapped out of my pleasant thoughts by the increase in frequency
and force of Ty's pelvic thrusts. His breathing had increased and he was 
starting to groan very softly with each thrust. I moved closer and kissed
his cheek and then whispered "Let's slow down a little and make it last."
I then pressed my erection into his butt and made sure he could feel it.
    "You're hard too?" he asked, sounding surprised.
    "Of course I am, you make me very hard."
    "Yeah? I've been getting boners all day too."
    "Really?"
    "Yeah, like when we were wrestling before and even...when we hugged in
the bedroom before."
    "You got a boner then?" I asked as I felt him start to move his hips
again.
    "Yeah, and when you pinched my butt...well...I was kinda hoping you
were gonna grab my front too," he replied. I noticed his hip movements had
changed though. He was no longer stroking his penis, he was moving his butt
and reciprocating some of the pleasure I had been giving him.
    "That feels real nice, Ty."
    "You can go inside my pants if you want."

    Never, ever, would I have imagined that I would hear a young boy invite 
me into his pants! I slid my hand up, under his shirt and rubbed his
belly a little first. Then, I slid it down, and into his sweat pants. He
was generating alot of heat down there. I ventured into his underwear and
came into contact with his penis head. I went down further and wrapped my
thumb and first finger around the shaft just under the head. Damn, I had 
forgot how hard your dick gets when you are 11! I gently squeezed and heard 
Ty breathe out a long breath of air.
    "Good?" I asked him.
    "Oh yeah, keep going."
    "We could go inside and back to my room if you want."
    "Couldn't we just do this some more here?" he asked desparately seeking
some relief.
    "Trust me buddy, you'll like it ALOT more if we go in," I explained. He
shook his head yes and we reluctantly got up.
 
    We went into the house where the few remaining party-goers had gone
sometime during our little interlude. I told Ty to go to my bedroom and I'd
be back in a few minutes. I went into the kitchen and got us a couple of
Cokes. I figured if I made an appearance, nobody would start wondering
where we were for awhile.

    "What are you 2 up to?" my mom asked.
    "Oh, just messing around," I replied (if she only knew).
    "Well, you make sure Ty stays outta things," his mom instructed me. I 
just shook my head and left thinking there was only one thing Ty would
be getting into tonight.

    When I got back to the bedroom, Ty was looking through some old albums
I had left behind when I bought my first CD player. He was standing holding
an album in one hand and the other hand was playing with his penis trying
to keep his hardon.

    I locked the door and started to get a board game out. I set up some
of the pieces and then got up. 
    "We came here to play that!" Ty exclaimed.
    I had to laugh, "No, its a cover in case someone comes. Here we can
listen to this." I took the album from him and put it on. Ah, The Cure, how
appropriate; Ty had made another fine selection.
 
    When the music started, Ty started doing a little dance and I could
see the little tent in front of his sweat pants. I had to stand back a
moment and watch. He was so cute and not a bad dancer for an 11 year-old.

       "...So wonderfully, wonderfully, wonderfully, wonderfully pretty,
        Oh, you know that I'd do anything for you,
        We should have each other for tea,
        Yeah, We should have each other with cream...."

    I couldn't take it anymore as Ty started a slow grind with his hips and
started to giggle. I stood in front of him and held a cheek in my hand and
felt its softness. I leaned forward and kissed the top of his head. His
hairgel-induced spike tickled my lips. I then kissed his forehead and cheek.
I didn't think he would like me to kiss him on the lips. He was just staring
at me with a slight smile.

    "Are we going to have sex?" he asked feigning innocence. I knew better
than that. This was the same boy who only minutes earlier had been fiercely
humping my hand.

    Without replying, I put my arms around him, stroked his back, and kissed 
his neck. I sucked his soft ear lobe into my mouth and licked the whole area.
Ty tilted his head back and sighed "Yeahhh".
    "You like that?"
    "I like all of this!" he said with his eyes slightly closed and head still
back. I decided to take a chance and very lightly kissed his soft lips. When
I looked at him his eyes were now fully open. Apparently I had surprised him
but when I bent down again he pushed his head up to meet mine. This time I
made it last. He followed my lead and opened his mouth slightly. I then
pulled him against me and his arms came around me. He started to rub his 
crotch against my leg. When we finally parted he had a look in his eyes I had 
never seen before. I gave him a reassuring smile.
   
    "I never knew it was like this," he said.
    "This is only the beginning."
    "Yeahhh..."
    We just looked at each other for a few seconds. The lust for each other 
was overwhelming. "What do we do now?" he asked.
    "Just enjoy it, I'll take care of you. Lets first lose some of these 
clothes," I said as I pulled his T-shirt off. His chest was as beautiful as
the rest of him. He was just starting to develop his chest muscles and I could
make out his small pecs. He pulled away and jumped on the bed eager to get
things started.

    "Do you want me to turn the lights off?" I asked wondering if he might be
a little embarassed.
    "No way! I want to see everything!"

    I laid down beside him and we fell into another embrace and deep kiss.
This time I rubbed his chest, stomach, and tits. He had both hands behind
my head, pulling me deeper into his mouth. We swapped saliva and then let
our tongues wander. I could feel his chest pounding and his breathing
becoming erratic.

    He pulled away and said "Shit man, I gotta get out of these pants. Its
starting to hurt." I knew I had him as aroused as I could possibly make him.
    "Here, let me do the honors," I told him. I sat up and pulled his         
sweatpants off him, admiring his legs as they slowly came into view. Then I
looked up at his crotch. "WOW!" I blurted out as I saw his bright red 
underpants. I had not noticed them before and he looked incredibly sexy in
them. I looked at him and was stunned by the sight. Everything about him 
was beautiful; his blond hair, cute face, strong chest, tight stomach, long
smooth legs, and those sexy red shorts hiding his final treasures.
    Ty couldn't take the hesitation. "Get 'em off," he said panting.

    I removed the last piece of his clothing and took the time to view his
naked body. It was the best site I had ever witnessed. I wanted this image to
remain in my memory forever. His penis was rock hard, circumsized, and
completely hairless. He pressed his groin up seeking contact but I was
not going to let it be that easy for him. I slid my hand over his thighs and
held his underwear to my face. "Ahhhh...smells sooo good," I said smiling
at him. He found this quite amusing and giggled at me. I laid back down
again and let my hand come to rest on his ballsac. I played with his 
delicate balls and rubbed between his legs.

    "Come on man, you gotta rub my dick now. I think I'm gonna die!" 
 
    It was time and I knew it too. I also knew he would have an orgasm real 
quick. I started kissing him again and grabbed his small penis. I wanted
to be kissing him when his time came.
    "Oh yeahhh...rub it like before, OK?"
    I started stroking him and gently sliding the tight skin back and
forth. I used my thumb to stimulate his head every few strokes.

    "Ahhh...Mannn....Ahhhh"
    He started to shake and I knew he was ready. He began thrusting his
hips and soon his whole body was jerking violently.
    "Oh shit...Ohhh shit...Its happening...."
    And with that, Ty's body shook, his penis pulsed and jerked, and he
moaned very loud. Luckily my mouth covered his tightly and his cries of
ecstasy were muffled.

    Things slowed down and I knew Ty needed my comforting more now than
he ever had. I wrapped both arms tightly around him and held him close.
We stayed like this for about 10 minutes. Ty had closed his eyes and I
thought maybe he had fallen asleep but I think he was just enjoying the
awakened feelings in his young body.

    He finally looked up at me and smiled and whispered "Thanks...". His
eyes were now full of love instead of the lust they had showed earlier.
    "You don't have to thank me. I enjoyed it as much as you did." He 
smiled and kissed my cheek. He then rolled on top of me and we were
face-to-face again. I liked it that he was taking the initiative and being
a little more aggressive now. We started to kiss again and then Ty told me 
to take off my shirt. 

    With my chest bare, Ty laid back down on top of me. I let my hands travel
the length of his back and to his butt. I rubbed his bare ass and played
with his crack. He began to tighten his butt muscles and press down into me.
    "You feel pretty big," he said.
    "Yeah, I don't think its ever been this big."
    Ty giggled and then said "Mine is getting hard again too".
    "Well, I guess we're going to have to do something about that then," I 
said as I quickly flipped us over so I was on top now. Ty giggled loudly as
I kissed his neck and tickled his sides. I moved lower and licked my way
to his tits and down to his stomach. After I licked his belly button and
nibbled on his soft stomach, Ty spread his legs wide anticipating what
he knew was coming.

    "Are you going to suck my dick?" he asked.
    "If that's what you want."
    "YEAH! that's what I want alot!"

    I lowered my mouth and licked his entire groin, sucking on his balls,
before taking his erection fully into my mouth. 
    He gasped and jerked up "Ahhhh....maannnn....it feels...ahhhh....suck me
more..."
   I gently grabbed his dick with my teeth just below the rim of his head and
then licked the sensitive tip while sucking hard.
   "Ohhhh....do that again...lick the top....yeahhh...like that...ahhh...my
dick has never felt like this before...keep sucking...."

   I felt both of his hands on my head as he began to fuck my mouth. I loved
to feel the ridges underneath the head with my tongue. I pulled off his dick
and licked his balls. This gave me a chance to catch my breath. I grabbed
both of his legs by the shins and pushed them up so his knees were bent and
spread wide. This accomplished the goal I was seeking. His tiny pink butthole
was now visible. I tongued my way down and nibbled on the ridge leading the
way. I licked his crack and tongued his hole.

    "Ohhh that feels cool...Can you stick it inside me...yeahhhh like that...
ahhh" he was moaning as he shoved my face completely against his butt. After
a few seconds of rimming the young boy he groaned "Ohhh please, suck me again,
hurry..." I knew he was ready for another spectacular orgasm. I replaced
my tongue with my finger and went back to sucking on his dick. He immediately
came with the same intensity as before.
    "AHHHHHH!"
    I finished him off by sucking and licking up all the saliva that now
covered his entire groin area. This even brought him pleasure as he continued
to moan. After things cooled down a bit Ty said "I always wondered what that
was like."
    "What, getting your dick sucked?"
    "Yeah,...and...you know...what its like to suck somebody."
    "Well, if you want, you can try it on me."
    Ty didn't even answer, he went right for my shorts. I didn't expect this
at all! He unbuttoned and unzipped me and pulled my shorts and underwear
down in one smooth motion. "Whoa! I never seen a big one hard like that
before!" He grabbed my hardon and stroked it a little. I wanted to kiss some
more and make this last but Ty was too hungry for my dick. I thought I'd 
better at least warn him though.

    "Wait, I'm going to shoot some stuff out of my dick that I don't know
if you want in your mouth."
    "I know that! You can sperm right, I know about that stuff." Then, after
a pause he asked "Will it hurt me? What do I do with it?"
    "No, it won't hurt you and you can spit it out or swallow it, its
up to you. Or, I'll tell you when I'm ready and you can take it out of your
mouth."

    Ty smiled and then sunk his mouth around my hardon. I wasn't prepared for
that and thrust too hard into his throat. He pulled back immediately. "Sorry,
just go a little slower, like I did to you," I explained.

    Ty went to work and I fell back onto the bed. He moved with me, never
losing my penis from his mouth. "Ahhh Ty that feels so good...you're doing
it just right...now move your head up and down some. Yeahhh like that and
use your tongue.....OHHHHH YEAHHHH I like that. I'm gonna shoot any
second now."

    I was in total sexual ecstasy as I watched the little blond head bob
between my legs. I had never felt so turned on before. Every so often,
Ty would lift his head slightly to look up at me and I would get to see
those full lips sliding on my hardon. The look in his eyes told me he was
doing everything he possibly could to please me.

    "Ohhh Ty, I've never felt this good before. I'm gonna shoot now. OHHH
Ty suck faster....YEAHHHH....HERE IT ISSSSS!" I was almost shouting as
I shot the biggest and most forceful load of my life into the young boy's
mouth. He swallowed some, some ran out of his mouth, and the rest he
kept in his mouth. He slowly let my softening cock slide from his mouth
and he looked up at me. He had that look that little boys get when they
don't know how good of a job they have done on something.

    I held my arms open for him and he smiled and jumped into my embrace.
We immediatley began kissing again and I forced my tongue into his mouth.
He still had a slick coating of my cum on his tongue and we shared the
remaining juice together. "Mmmmmmm, your mouth really tastes good now."
    He giggled and said "Yeah, I don't mind it in my mouth at all. I
kinda like it."
    "Well, there's still some that spilled out of your mouth down there
if you want to clean it up."
    "Yeah, OK!" he said.

    He licked all around my penis and my pubic hair was now wet with his
saliva. He then, licked my balls and gently sucked on them. I started to get
hard again already. He then came back up and we just held each other. I had
never been so content in all my life. I could have stayed just like that
for the rest of my life.

    "You're all clean now," he said.
    "Thanks, but it may get all messy again before tonight is over."
    He giggled some more and said "Yeah maybe...".

    We were silent for about 15 minutes just enjoying being together. Then,
Ty said "Ya know what?".
   "What?"
   "That was the first time I ever sucked anyone...but it wasn't the first
time someone sucked me."
   I was astonished and a bit disappointed that I wasn't the first to give
him oral pleasures. He must have sensed my disappointment because he said
"It was only once and it wasn't ANYTHING like this time with you."
    This made me feel a little better. "So are ya gonna tell me about it
or what?" I asked.

    He began "Well, last year my friend Brendan from school...............