Date: Wed, 2 Dec 2009 23:54:19 -0400
From: Chris Johns <chris-johns@hotmail.com>
Subject: Max Pt1

Max is the story of a young abused teen who finds love with his youth club
leader. Not a lot of sex in it to start with but the final chapter, (3),
has a good dose to keep you stiff, I hope

Usual rules apply to the reading of gay erotic stories.

				    Max
			 Part 1 - Love Awakened

I'm not sure how old I was when I decided I wanted to work with kids. Not
kids with physical or mental disabilities, just ordinary kids that would be
fun to teach and take on camping trips, that kind of thing. I had a good
brain and used it to get a degree in computer science. The kind of job that
qualified me for would give me loads of leeway to meld with a youth
organisation of some kind so I went to do a counselling course as well.

My first job was perfect, work when I like either at the office or home and
all I had to do was produce a certain amount of work every week. It usually
meant working in the office with an analyst on Monday and then doing the
programme he wanted. I'd get it back to him when I was finished, he would
check to see if there were any glitches and then I would get a new project
on completion.

The next stop for me then was the local youth centre. I talked to the
organiser, told him my qualifications and the amount of time I could devote
to the kids. Huh, kids, I suppose in lots of people's eyes I wasn't much
more than a kid myself, I just didn't gel with my own age group.

"You're a little young Guy but how would you like to work with our teenage
boy group? They have been without a leader for ages. These aren't extrovert
cocky kids that are going to give you trouble. The reverse really, you will
have to do a lot of motivating to get them moving. Shy, introverted, poor
communicators, mostly not very sporty, generally a little below average
size."

I thought they were great. Fourteen to seventeen year olds, most were happy
to have a leader so close to their own age. I settled in and after a few
weeks getting to know them we were ready, I thought, for our first
expedition.

"Ok, how many of you have ever been hill walking and or camping?"

About half put their hands up. Max didn't. Max was fifteen and almost
painfully shy. I had been watching him from the start, there was something
different about him to the others. I thought he looked a little hunted all
the time, worried that someone was going to find out he had done something
wrong. He was a nice looking kid, not one that would stand out but a
careful study of him over a few weeks made me realise he was well put
together with a pleasant open face, which was probably why I could see his
expressions so easily. He never looked directly at me though and his eyes
were always half hooded.  I told the rest I would organise a camping trip
into the hills for next weekend, who wanted to come? All hands up except
Max.

While the others got on with activities I took him into my office.

"Now then youngster, why don't you want to come with us?"

He wouldn't look at me, he just mumbled.

"My Dad won't let me go."

"Why is that Max?"

"He thinks I'm a baby so he keeps me at home and treats me like one. I am
allowed to come to Youth Club because he says it might help me grow up but
I know he won't let me come to camp."

"I tell you what. Why don't I come home with you tonight and ask him?"

"It won't do any good, he'll tell you I'm too much of a baby to go out with
the big boys."

"What about your mother, won't she support you?"

"Mum left some years ago, she couldn't stand him any longer and had nowhere
to go so she didn't take me with her."

I went with him anyway. We walked into the house and Max introduced me to
his dad.

"You," pointing at his son," Go and get your nappy on Baby." Turning to me
he looked me up and down. "Bit young to be taking responsibility for a
bunch of teenagers aren't you?"

I tried to make light of it and laughed. "Yes, but you need to be young to
match the energy of these kids."

"Huh I bet not my baby, he just needs his dummy and a nappy change now and
then, although he's getting better, he can put his own on now."

I wondered what he was talking about until the door opened and Max came in
again wearing just a baby's nappy. I was astonished.

"Get your dummy Baby, then we won't have to hear you prattling."

Max stood by his father with a dummy in his mouth, nothing but a terry
towel nappy on and blushing over most of his body which I noted was what I
had expected.

I gave the father the best spiel I could as to why he should let me take
Max camping and hill walking next weekend.

"What equipment will he need if I say yes?"

I saw Max's eyes light up, the first time since I had met him but they were
only half open almost as though he didn't want anyone to see he was happy.

"Just a good pair of walking boots and some thick socks. Jeans are fine and
the rest of his kit as well."

"Do you think you deserve to go boy?"

Max dropped his eyes, took his dummy out and said, "No Dad, but I would
really like to."

"Let's see shall we? Take your nappy off?"

I was astounded and started to get a tingle in my groin as I looked. Max
undid the pin in his nappy and let it drop. He dropped his hands to his
sides and looked at the floor.

I gasped, he was so neatly put together with a very acceptable size cock
and balls, much better than I expected, his muscle definition was quite
good as well but I had already noted that.

"Are you going to disgust me again tonight and shame yourself in front of
your Leader?"

He blushed an even deeper red. "I hope not Dad, I can't help it."

The father sat down and Max, without being told positioned himself across
his father's lap. I gasped again. Max had a bruised bottom. His father
started to stroke it.

"Well it's nice and dry so you haven't peed yourself yet today. Any
punishment you are due between now and Saturday I will keep for next week
so that you don't have any excuse to be a loser on this trip. If you come
back here having wimped out of anything I will turn it blue and invite
Mr. Stevens to paste it as well. You give him a good beating anytime he
steps out of line Mr. Stevens, he's such a baby I ought to tell you to keep
him in nappies as well."

He stroked Max for a few minutes while he talked to me eventually
confirming Max could go camping. I thought his action was totally
inappropriate for a father to be doing that to his teenage son.

"Now stand up Max and face Mr. Stevens and thank him for being a man about
talking to me."

When Max faced me I blushed because he had a mighty erection on. It looked
so hard I thought it was painful. It was a very neat piece of kit,
straight, not too big, uncut, nice set of balls. I was hard just looking at
it.

I left soon after that and bled a little for Max, no wonder the boy was so
introverted, he couldn't have much self worth either. That was it for me. I
was going to make him my project and build his self confidence. I wasn't
being totally altruistic. Max was a neat parcel of boy that I would like to
unwrap and make slow love to. I thought some genuine affection wouldn't
hurt him one bit. It would be difficult if he wasn't gay but either way I
was determined to build him up in his own eyes.

The next meeting was Thursday so I made the others sort through all the
camping equipment and I gave Roger Blunt the eldest boy a list of what he
was to set aside for us. Then I took Max to the office again and told him
to sit down. I dropped to my knees in front of him and took both of his
hands in mine.

"I'm so sorry I had to witness that act by your father Max. You don't
deserve that, I think you are a wonderful boy and I hope we can become
friends."

He looked directly at me with his eyes wide open and I gasped, they were
perfectly symmetrical almond shapes, pale green but not watery. Well, they
were a little but that was the tears that he was holding back.

"Thank you Guy. You don't have to apologise to me, I'm nothing."

I gasped.

"What do you mean you're nothing."

"Well my father says I'm useless, I don't play sports and I don't have lots
of friends, not the sort Dad would like any way. When you aren't there he
terrifies me and makes me wet my nappy, then he takes it off and because my
bottom is wet he thrashes me for being a dirty boy. I always get an
erection even though I hate it because it hurts so much and he makes me
beat off in front of him. If I'm slow cumming he finger fucks me."

He looked down then and the tears rolled.

"You don't have to take me camping now if you don't want to, I understand."

"You don't understand at all. You don't have any idea. I like you very much
Max and I hate what your father is doing to you."

He looked up at me again and his eyes were shining.

"Honestly." He gasped.

I laughed, "Honestly."

"Now, what about that bottom of yours, would you like some salve on it to
make the bruising come out quicker?"

"Oh yes please, I want to keep up this weekend, but where?"

"Just here Max, I'll lock the door and you can slip your trousers and pants
down to your knees and I'll do it while you're standing."

"Don't you want me naked like my father does."

"Mmm, I'd love it," I said, laughing, "But I only need to rub some cream on
your bum."

He looked a little bemused but didn't say anything else. His bottom was
cute and I rubbed it for longer than strictly necessary. He had thrown
another erection but he didn't mention it so I didn't either. We joined the
others and when we finished I took Max home. As I dropped him off I touched
his arm and said.

"I'll see you at the club on Friday afternoon Max, the forecast is good so
we should have a nice weekend."

"Thank you Guy, I know I am going to enjoy it."
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There were only eight of us so we dropped the back row of seats in the mini
bus and had loads of room for all our kit. With school out I was able to
pick the boys up early afternoon and we arrived at the camp site about
six. The experienced boys took charge of erecting tents pairing off with
the less experienced ones. I had my own personal four man tent which I got
Max to help me with. The extra space was for things I didn't want left in
the bus or out in the open but we still had plenty of room for two.

We set the tents up in a square, big enough to have a camp fire in the
centre and lay round it until bed time if we wanted to. Everyone got their
sleeping bags outside so that after we had eaten and cleared away we could
lay around and chat. The camp site was quite secure which was why I chose
it because I knew we would be leaving a load of gear behind.

"Ok guys, natural pairings appear to have taken place, experienced one with
a less experienced mate. I want you to keep those pairings for the weekend
and look after your mate teaching him as much as you can. Tomorrow, up at
seven, I want to start walking at eight. We'll go in a circle planning to
end up back here about six again, and of course we'll stop somewhere for
lunch."

One of the boys laughed and said, "Yep we are all guys, Guy's men."

Not particularly funny but it conveyed a warmth that the boys felt towards
me.

 This was an area I knew so I planned lunch in one of the hill villages at
a local pub. No alcohol of course but a pub lunch which I would pay for.

We chatted until ten and then I made everyone go to bed. Most had showered
at the site bathrooms before supper so it was a quick teeth clean and into
their tents.

Max was a little bashful getting undressed for bed. When he was down to his
briefs and about ready to slip into his sleeping bag I held it down so that
he couldn't slide his feet in.

"If you were wearing boxers I wouldn't say anything but briefs may well
make you sore in the crutch so you would be better off removing them and
sleeping naked."

He blushed and I slid over to him and pulled him into my arms. There was no
resistance so I stroked him as I talked.

"I have already seen all of you that there is to see Max so you don't have
to be shy around me. You are a delight to look at, it gives me much
pleasure just looking at you so sleep how you think you would be most at
ease. I always sleep naked, it is so comfortable not having anything
wrapped round you at night."

"I usually sleep in a nappy but I would like to sleep naked and can we stay
like this?"

"Why, do you like cuddling?"

"Yes, nobody has since I was little when my Mother was with us."

We unzipped the sleeping bags, laid one out flat and used the other as a
cover. I pulled him gently back into my arms and stroked his torso for a
minute or two as he snuggled into me getting comfortable. When he was
settled I stopped stroking but had one arm resting on his back because he
had his head on my chest and his leg thrown half over me, and the other on
the round at the top of his bottom. I couldn't feel his cock so I guessed
he had tucked that down under him.

"Comfortable Max?"

"Yes Guy, you know I like you very much, you make me feel good."

"Mmm, I like you very much as well, and cuddling you like this makes me
feel good too."

Nothing more was said and we drifted off to sleep. I was quite happy, I was
cuddling a very happy boy and that was good enough for now. I slept well
and woke first. Max was still snuggled in to me but I could feel his
erection digging into my thigh, I didn't mind one bit.

When he woke he obviously felt where his morning wood was parked and shot
away from me like a scalded cat.

"I'm sorry Guy, I'm really sorry."

"Why, you wake with morning wood, just about as natural as living, you are
snuggled into me the same as you were when we went to sleep, what have you
got to be sorry about."

"But I have a hard on."

"So do I, but mine isn't stuck in you it's standing to attention between
us."

He looked down, saw the truth of my statement and lay his head on my chest
again.

"I think you are very special Guy, why do you make me feel so good all the
time?"

I looked into his deep enquiring eyes. No chance of any bullshit here was
my guess.

"Because I think I'm falling in love with you Max, you are a wonderful
boy."

His look of surprise was a delight, I knew I was never going to stop
enjoying looking at his eyes, they were quite incredible, I felt drawn into
them. Looking at the rest of him closely I realised that he was actually
quite handsome in a slightly feminine way. His features were soft, but the
shape was anything but feminine. He had a nice shaped aquiline nose under
which was a perfectly shaped mouth, his lips curled just right for me to
want to kiss them. He had wonderful high cheek bones, his hair was dirty
blond with natural highlights and hung quite long in soft curls. His body
was a lovely shape with quite broad shoulders slim waste and
hips. Virtually no fat and discernible, but not extravagant musculature, I
reckoned if he worked out in a gym he would build a fantastic body very
quickly because the basics were all in place.

"Do you mean properly love me like my Dad should?"

"Yes Max, but if I touched your body it would not be to embarrass you, it
would be to indicate my feelings of love towards you."

"Thank you Guy."

Nothing else, up then and off for a shower, I liked that this boy was so
conscious of good personal hygiene.  Breakfast, everything cleared away and
secure that we weren't taking with us. The boys were all carrying light
back packs with rain slickers, water, spare socks and energy bars in
them. I had checked all of their boots to make sure they were on
properly. I was a little worried about Max's because he had not had a
chance to break his new ones in. I was going to watch his feet carefully
and check them out at each rest stop.

We set off, one very happy bunch of boys, the weather was perfect. The
scenery was great and as we climbed it got better. We had to slow the pace
a little for the two youngest boys but we still made it to the pub at a
respectable time and I let all the boys have a weak shandy with their food.

It was at the pub that I needed to do something with Max's boots, they had
started to rub blisters. I had expected that so I had a small first aid kit
with me containing some lint pads. He had the same size feet as me so I
swapped boots with him as well. It worked, we both arrived back at camp
with some discomfort but not huge blisters that would spoil the next day's
walk.

The evening was fun and I watched with satisfaction as these boys started
to show the kind of enthusiasm and communication skills that they
should. Max was still very quiet, looked a little worried all the time and
stayed close to me. We went to bed about the same time as the Friday with
the information that the walk would be shorter tomorrow so that we could
get home at a respectable hour.

In the tent getting ready for bed I asked Max why he looked so worried.

Looking embarrassed and sad he told me.

"I have two lots of punishment to take on Sunday when we get home, and if
he terrifies me again that will make three. I know I will hurt a lot by
Youth Club on Tuesday."

I found this all a little difficult to consume. How could a man punish a
boy like this so regularly, I thought Max was such a nice kid.

"How does he terrify you Max and make you wet your nappy?"

He blushed and shook his head, "I can't tell you."

I didn't push it but I did cuddle him again that night and stroke his body
until I was sure he was asleep.  Before we got dressed the next morning I
engineered it so that Max turned away from me to put his briefs on so that
I could have a look at his bottom. The bruising was almost gone and his
butt looked cute.  Another tingle in my groin.

A shorter walk but Max had some serious blisters by the time we got back. I
thought he had done incredibly well and determined to tell his father so
when we got home.

Not a promising start to the conversation when we entered the house.

"I suppose the little baby held you all back and spoilt the weekend for
you. Tell me how bad he was Mr. Stevens."

"With all due respects Sir. Max should be allowed to wear men's clothes
after his performance this weekend. He had new boots which he broke in
giving him quite bad blisters but he didn't hold us back because of it. He
didn't complain at all and was very helpful round the camp soaking up
knowledge all the time. If you allow him to come with me again I will
probably make him a team leader he is very good. With your permission Sir I
would also like to pick him up nights when there is no youth Club to join
me at the gym. He would benefit immensely from a good hard work out three
or four times a week. I would feed him as well before bringing him home."

He laughed then and said, "This little wimp work out, you have to be
kidding me. Get all your clothes off baby, let me see if I can discern
anything manly about you."

Max started to undress blushing as he did so. When he was completely naked
he stood with his head down in an attitude of total defeat, I wanted to
cry.

His father walked all round him then told him to lay on the floor and raise
his legs. What he did then truly shocked me. I couldn't believe a father
could humiliate a teenage boy in this manner. He knelt at the boy's bottom,
bent the knees back and spread the legs wide holding the ankles, he then
called me over to look at Max's feet with him. Because of the way he was
holding Max I could see his anus quite clearly. He looked edible but this
was so humiliating.

I stepped well back and said. "I'm sorry Sir that must be so embarrassing
and humiliating for Max I don't wish to be involved."

He looked back at me and sneered at me, "What another pussy boy."

He moved aside so that I could see Max clearly again, telling him to hold
his legs where they were and then he rammed two fingers into his anal
passage and proceeded to finger fuck him. I was shattered, I wondered how
Max could survive this kind of abuse.

"Would you like me to replace these with my cock." He said and using his
free hand he started to undo his trousers.

"Please no Daddy, I promise I'll be a good boy."

Max was almost hysterical as he pleaded with his father not to fuck him,
and then he wet himself. Now I understood the reason he couldn't tell me
how his father got him to wet himself every night.

"I'm sorry Sir, I have to go. I'm sorry Max, I can't stop this."

I left feeling totally wretched but what could I do. Max was fifteen so he
either had to stay with his father or in a home, I thought the latter was
preferable to what he had and I would suggest it when I saw him again. I
also wondered if his father had actually sodomised him or just threatened
him. I reckoned there was already a prima facia case to have him locked
away but I would need to talk to Max first, if possible.  I didn't sleep
that night and I wasn't a lot of use in work the next day. I went to the
Youth Club on Monday evening to write up a report on the weekend, and was
really surprised when about eight Max walked in with his father.

I looked at Max, I had never seen anyone look so totally lost before in my
life. He was walking quite badly and I could see he had been crying
recently, his eyes were all puffy.

"I don't think this baby will ever be a man, so if you think you can do
anything with him you can have him. I can't stand him creeping round the
house anymore."

I looked stunned.

"Well, do you want him or not? His clothes are in reception. If you don't
want to take him off my hands I will just take him home and throw him in
the basement and give up on him. He's just like his mother, useless."

"I'll take him. I will need you to sign to say you have released him into
my care."

"Whatever," was his casual reply.

I quickly wrote out a note saying that Max was being given to me to look
after. He signed it and went, no goodbye, good luck or anything.

I locked the door and then took Max into my arms. He just disintegrated. I
held him to me until he could stand again and then gently sat him down in
my armchair.

"Everything is going to be fine now Max, I'm going to look after you. I am
going to smother you in so much love you won't know where you are."

Despite what he had already experienced at my hands I don't think he was
convinced. He looked like someone that had just finally given up hope of
ever being treated decently. I took him home.

As soon as we were in the house with all his bags, or should I say rubbish
sacks because that was what his father had put everything in, I took him to
my bedroom and stripped him. No problem, it was like undressing a doll no
reaction at all.

When he was naked he just stood there the same as he had in front of his
father. I walked round behind him and gasped. I think I nearly sucked a
vacuum in that room with my sharp intake of breath. His bottom was black
and blue with the bruising. He must have been thrashed for ages to turn it
that colour and I had only left him 24 hours before.

"Oh Max, what has he done to you?"

I walked round to face him again and took him in my arms.

"I swear that is never going to happen again. I am going to love you and
look after you for as long as you will let me."

Of course the break down I expected and in some ways wanted to happen. I
thought he needed to get all the pain out of his system and as he fell
apart I eased him onto my bed and slipped on alongside him taking him in my
arms and cuddling him. I spoke quietly to him for what seemed like hours
trying to calm him down, the sobbing was tearing me apart I couldn't even
begin to imagine striking this boy to give pain.

He eventually cried himself to sleep so I eased out from under him leaving
him on his tummy so that I could do something with his bottom. I didn't
really know where to begin, my cream was a first aid treatment for a bit of
bruising, I reckoned I would need a gallon for what I was looking at. I
opened his legs a little to see how far in towards his anal entry the
bruising went and that made me gasp again. He had been raped, I would guess
frequently and viciously for the 24 hours since I had last seen him. I
couldn't believe the state of him.

No choice now as far as I was concerned, this boy had to go to hospital. I
called for Ambulance and Police.  He was set to become a basket case I
thought.

Great Doctor in A&E, allowed me to stay after I had told him the story and
I watched him inject Max before puting him up on a table.

"I don't want him waking up until we have finished here. I'm Ray Stevens by
the way."

He said to me puting out his hand.

I laughed, "Pleased to me you Ray Stevens, I'm Guy Stevens, no relation
though are we?"

"I don't think so Guy, perhaps we'll be able to find out after this is
cleared up."

He carried out an internal examination and talked me through it.

"There is no major permanent damage Guy that I can see. He has been split
quite badly but my guess is that he has been subject to anal intercourse
before. His sphincter muscle is quite slack and that isn't something I
would expect after just one session of rape however brutal. I will need to
examine him again when all this bruising has gone. This is one of the worst
abuses I have seen to a boy's bottom."

I wanted to die.

I gave a statement to the police, showed them the note Max's dad had signed
releasing him to my care. I was pretty certain Max would be taken into care
after this and I bled for him. This boy needed to be smothered in love not
farmed out to a foster home or left in a local authority home but I was
only twenty one and single.

I went home, got all my work stuff and went back to the hospital. I took a
chair next to his bed with Doctor Stevens blessing. I would sleep and work
as dictated by Max's state.

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Part 2 is complete and I will post it soon.