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                                "MEMORIES"
                             by Yours Truly

	I was in high school when it happened. One summer night I went to
the amusement park alone. I didn't have much money so most of the time I
just stood and watched the people having a good time on the rides. At the
railing near the roller coaster a middle-aged guy commented on the ride and
we began talking. I didn't think anything about it and after awhile I got
bored and walked away. He must have followed me because the next ride I
stopped at he walked up to me and asked me if I was going to ride it. I
said I didn't have enough money, and he said he'd pay my way. I said sure
and we rode the best, most expensive roller-coaster there. I loved that
ride most of all, and he paid for another. I noticed him pressing against
me a lot but just thought he was sort of clumsy.

	We took a lot of rides that evening and he told me he was there on
a business trip. Not knowing anyone he had come to the park for amusement
and he was glad we met. I liked him but he made me uneasy when he'd touch
my hand or press my thigh when he was making some gesture. I was afraid to
say anything though and he got bolder and bolder. It wasn't long before he
had his arm over my shoulder every time we took a ride and although I
wasn't used to that sort of `friendliness' I liked being held by him.

	On the ferris wheel I found out what was going on. He made it seem
like an accident when his hand brushed across my crotch but it was clear to
me he did it on purpose. I got a hot flash of excitement but was afraid to
admit it...to him or to myself. He must have considered my silence a sign
of permission. The next thing I knew he turned towards me as though he was
looking at the sights behind us. His hand tightened on my shoulder while
his free hand went straight to my dick. Our faces were inches apart and my
dick was rigid in his hot grip. I was shaking like a leaf with fear and
passion, loving the feel of the first hand on my cock that wasn't my own. I
couldn't get myself to pull away from him because it his hand was doing
magic to my young cock. My main fear was the people in the car above us
might turn and look down at us...after all, I wasn't a QUEER!!

	I guess he sensed my shy nature because he kept reassuring me he
liked me, and promising he'd make me feel really good. He straightened in
his seat and pressed my shoulder with the hand draped over it. I saw he was
nervous also because he kept shifting his eyes to see who was near enough
to see us. When the chair passed the operator he'd move away, and when it
stopped to change riders his hand went straight down to my dick. I had to
hide my erection when it was our turn to get off so I jammed my hands in my
pocket to hide the bulge.

	When we walked down the midway he was asking me how late I could
stay out, where I lived, etc. I lied to him about everything beause I still
didn't know how to handle my emotions. I knew I liked his touch and I knew
it was WRONG! I had to piss like mad now but I was afraid to go in a john
because I knew he'd go with me. I was petrified he'd try something if I
exposed my cock, and I'd get arrested. Eventually I couldn't hold it and
wet into a mens room. He said he had to go too and I was so relieved when I
saw all the urinals being used because I could go in a stall without being
obvious. He waited for a urinal and was still there when I walked outside.
I had thoughts about splitting but didn't - I could still feel the heat of
his hand on me and I knew I loved it.

	When he emerged from the john and saw me there waiting for him we
both seemed to know what was going to happen. I liked the way his eyes
moved up and down my body as he walked to me. He said he was afraid I might
have left and I admitted I had considered it. He asked me if this was my
first time, and when I murmered `yes' he told me not to be frightened of
him because he had a son of his own. THAT really made me look at him
close...A SON??? And he wanted to play with MY dick???? I didn't understand
how that could be.

	I walked with him awhile and we talked some. Mostly he wanted me to
come to his hotel but I was afraid to so I lied and said it was to late. He
said he could take me someplace for a burger and then drive me home, and
maybe I'd meet him again tomorrow. I agreed so we went to the lot where his
car was parked. As soon as we got inside he put his warm hand on my leg
again I instinctively moved it towards him. The feeling of it sliding up my
thigh and onto my cock was so fantastic I heard myself moan. It was dark
now and he didn't stop at a touch...he reached up and slid my zipper down
as though he'd done it hundreds of times. As his hand was fishing inside my
shorts he reached over with his arm and pulled me close to him. I had no
will to resist the pleasure his hand was promising me. He had my hard dick
in his hand and was whispering for me to relax and enjoy it...I was!

	He was jacking me gently and hugging me tight against him. I didn't
know what to do so I just sat there and did nothing. He kept telling me how
beautiful my young cock was and how I reminded him of his own son. I almost
jumped out of my skin when he leaned over and put his scalding hot mouth
over the head of my cock. Jeeeez what a thrill it was...nothing I ever
imagined was as exciting as that first sensation of a mouth on me. I know I
gasped because I surprised myself as much as him. He lifted up just long
enough to ask me if I liked it ( yeah ) and then told me to watch for
anybody coming close. Then he went back down and continued my introduction
to oral sex. I think I lasted about 10 seconds before I blew my load harder
than I thought possible. It felt like my entire insides were draining out
thru my dick and my climax didn't seem to want to end.

	He sucked me gently until I was completely soft and totally
drained.  I felt so weak afterwards I just collapsed in the seat. A whole
army could have watched and I would never have noticed them - all I knew
was the hot wet sensation that gave me pleasure beyond imagination. After a
few minutes he took his mouth off me and sat up. I was embarassed for some
reason but his smile made me feel better. He asked me if I was OK and I
just nodded, then he said he bet I could cum like that a lot.

	I was getting nervous now that I had climaxed, and wanted to close
my pants before anyone saw us. He seemed to understand and asked me to
please leave it out - he gave me a jacket to cover my lap and said he'd
drive me home but would like to be able to touch me as we rode. By the time
we got to my neighborhood I was so hard and horny I had to keep taking is
hand away to avoid a second climax. As we drove he was trying to convince
me to meet him again the following night, and by the time my cock was
dripping again I had eagerly agreed. He said he'd meet me at a specific
corner and we'd go to his hotel downtown so we could have privacy. He
wanted to blow me a second time but I was afraid to do it in my own
neighborhood.

	When we got as close to my house as I dared I told him to let me
out.  He didn't try and force me to do anything ( thankfully ) but before I
got out he told me to "look how hot you made me" and motioned to his own
crotch. I didn't see him do it, but sometime he had opened his pants and I
saw the biggest thickest `grown-ups' cock in the world...or so I thought at
the time.  I was getting out of his car he grabbed my hand and said "think
about how good you felt tonight Jim because tomorrow it'll be a hundred
times better".  I felt another tingle in my groin as I watched him lick his
lips and glance at my crotch, and my eyes were glued to the hardon that was
pointing thru his fly.

	I had to JO as soon as I got in the house, and my mother didn't
notice I was almost an hour late on my curfew. As I tried to visualize
tomorrow's experiences I wondered if I should go - I liked it so much
(maybe) I'd become one of `those'! I had an uneasy sleep trying to make up
my mind what I should do and morning found me without any decision. All
thru class I tried to make up my mind and by afternoon I was getting horny
thinking about getting another blowjob, so I decided it was worth another
try.

	Immediately after dinner I left the house on the pretext of a
basketball game at the school. I met my new friend at the prearranged
corner where he was already waiting. As soon as I got in the car I got a
hardon, and he wasted no time in reaching over to feel it. I guess my
condition relaxed any fears he might have had because he a lot bolder than
the first day. I felt a little strange when he explained I how I would have
to go up to his room alone so nobody would see us together, but I didn't
ask why. When we got to the hotel he gave me instructions and pleaded with
me not to leave instead of coming up. He promised that if I changed my mind
later it was ok with him but he hoped that I'd stay. I promised I'd go
upstairs and he gave me another discreet caress before leaving me in the
car.

	I felt strangely mature and a little erotic when I stood at his
hotel room door. It was my very first opportunity to try something like
this and I liked the way my body was reacting. This wasn't like some
childish date where I might try and `get-a-little'...I was meeting someone
that was going to BLOW ME!! I regretted it wasn't a girl, but what the hell
- I had to start somewhere! He opened the door as soon as I knocked and I
had a warm rush when I heard the lock snap behind me. I shivvered a little
when he hugged me from behind but his cologne was nice and he said nice
things in my ear. He was in a robe and I could feel his warmth against my
back. I didn't know if I liked the way he was kissing my neck but it wasn't
a BAD feeling. I got a shock when his fingers slid up and touched my
nipples! I never knew boys had feelings there but I sure felt my pulse
quicken as he toyed with them while we stood there.

	I cooperated when he guided me to the bed and sat me on the
edge. He told me he wanted to undress me, and I loved the way his mouth
kissed and licked my body as it became exposed. I was shaking by the time
he took my shorts off. My legs were still over the edge and he knelt there
and started sucking my cock. Oh jeez it was better than the first time. I
think I heard him tell me to stop him if I was going to cum but it was to
late by then. I guess I lasted about a minute, but not longer. He took it
all and gently nursed on me just like the first time, then he swung my legs
up and laid down next to me. His hand held my cock and it didn't go down
completely this time.  His mouth was moving up and down my torso as his
hand urged my next erection to begin, and it didn't take long. I liked it
when he told me my cum was sweet and he was going to make me shoot a lot of
it this time.

	I never knew sex could be so wonderful and I was getting more and
more at ease with him as he kissed my tits and used his hand so experty on
my cock. I was flat on my back with my eyes closed grooving on every nerve
that was stimulated when I was shocked back to reality. He had taken my
wrist in his hand and pulled it down to his cock! I felt him slide his hot
cock up against my palm and then close my fingers over it. Shock #2 came
right afterwards when he moved up and pressed his mouth to mine for my
first male/male kiss. I didn't have time to react to the cock in my hand
before I got kissed and (I think) either one alone would have cooled me
off. Together they melded into a sensuality that went straight to my sex
crazed brain. I started to shake uncontrollably from the new sensations. I
really turned on to the mans lips and tongue as he kissed me. I squeezed
his cock to explore the strangeness of it and he instantly tensed and made
a soft moan into my mouth. I felt him moving more on top of me, and his
weight felt nice as he maneuvered himself between my legs.

	I knew I was encouraging some heavy-duty action and I realized that
I was in a pretty dangerous position with him between my legs like that. I
was a virgin in every way but the thrill of feeling an adult turn-on to me
like this made me want it all. His cock was sliding on my stomach and I got
a rush thinking how exposed my asshole was. He lifted his mouth away from
mine and stared down into my eyes which made me nervous so I closed them.
He started calling me `son' and begging me not to be afraid of him because
he wouldn't do anything that would hurt me. He reached down and gathered
our cocks in his hand and stroked them both together which felt really
great. His other hand went around my neck and pulled my face to his for a
really hot wet tongue kiss that felt like his tongue was going to slide
down my throat. I had to swallow a lot of our saliva and I even loved
THAT!!

	He was making fucking movements as he jacked our dicks and when he
tensed up suddenly I wasn't aware of what had happened until I felt his
warm cum slicking us both up - and the male aroma which was still strange
to me.  He relaxed heavily on me a moment and then slid over next to me. I
couldn't believe how wet I was with his cum smeared all over my belly like
that, and he was slimey with it too. His belly was very hairy which made it
look even worse. I was a little grossed-out and wanted to get up but he
jumped off the bed and got a washcloth from the bathroom. I wiped his slime
off me and it felt pretty kinky knowing a grown man had climaxed just from
rubbing his cock on me. I hadn't cum but the shock of the new experience
cooled my dick down a lot. He talked a little about how I had made my DADDY
shoot so nice, and called me SON a few times.

	I questioned him why he used those words and he said "I'm old
enough to be your Daddy - wouldn't you like to call me Dad"? I never had a
father at home so I told him it would be ok with me. He smoked a cigarette
and played with my dick as we talked, and by the time he finished I was red
hot again and squirming all over the bed. Then he moved down on the bed and
got his mouth over my cock again. He said "Daddy's going to suck your
beautiful young cock again Son-lets see how long we can make it last. Push
me away when you think you'll cum". He went down on me with his head
between my legs, and licked and sucked my cock, balls and asshole for about
15 minutes before I couldn't wait any more. When I screamed out my climax
he slid his finger up my slippery asshole and tickled out twice as much
sperm as I would have given him otherwise. As usual he nursed on me until I
was completely soft and super-sensitive before releasing my tender dick.

	We both smoked this time and I became acutely aware of the odor of
cum on his breath. I couldn't understand what the big-deal was about
sucking a guys cock? I knew it felt good to get it, but didn't understand
why a guy would want to give head. Ah hell, if he wants to do it I'll sure
lay back and take it!!

	During that rest period we both discovered that I reacted instantly
when he played with my tits. As soon as he started touching them my cock
got swollen, and in no time I was hard again. He asked me about my reaction
when he put his finger in me and I told him I liked it when I was shooting
but didn't think I'd want it otherwise. He kept up the talk about my ass
and I admitted it felt fantastic when he licked it while he was blowing
me. I thought he was a little wierd when he said he wanted me to lay on my
stomach with a pillow under my hips so he could eat my ass, but when he
pulled my dick down so it pointed at my feet I stopped wondering. I knew
he'd lick it too, and I sure knew I loved THAT! As usual he promised not to
continue anything I didn't enjoy.

	Laying face down with my ass up on two pillows and my legs spread
as wide as possible made me feel awfully exposed, but terribly obscene and
erotic. He lay on his belly with his face right in my ass and wasted no
time with gentle teasing. His mouth clamped over my pucker and his tongue
poked straight into me as far as it could. He used his hands on my cock and
stroked constantly. I couldn't stay still one second! My ass was making
wild gyrations and he used my dick like a handle to keep my butt close to
his mouth. He only stopped on my ass long enough for short sucks and licks
to my cock and balls, and then he was back for more. I was shouting for him
to stop because I felt I'd cum and then he'd release my dick but keep his
tongue working. I knew I'd shoot just from rubbing my dickhead on the
pillow but it was too good and I wanted it to last.

	During those rest periods he'd move up on my back and while his
hands slid under me to get my nipples he'd slide his cock up and down my
crack very gently. His lips would be kissing my back and neck as I lay
there feeling the stiffness between my ass-cheeks. He kept up his patter
about how "daddy wanted to make me feel so good". A few times he lay flat
on my back with his cock between my legs poking behind my nuts. I was real
wet and slimey which made his dick slide real nice. He pulled my face
sideways and gave me some fantastic tongue kisses. Combined with the nipple
and ass stimulations, his tongue felt great sliding in and out of my
mouth. EVERY sexual nerve I had was singing and screaming for satisfaction.
He surely sensed my needs when he pulled his tongue from my sucking mouth
and said "Daddy wants to fuck his beautiful boy now". His hand was pointing
his dick right against my wet sloppy hole and he kept saying "Tell Daddy
its ok son, tell your loving Daddy you want to feel his cock in your
ass...nobody will ever know son".

	I was so horny I even moved my hips to help him line up properly,
and when I felt his dick slide into me I had to moan in pure bliss. I
didn't relate the stretching and fullness to pain-just the opposite. His
weight and his movements were the most sensual and arousing sensations I
ever had. I was rolling and gyrating my ass, clenching tight to feel his
hard shaft. I was so full of his saliva I had no need of further
lubrication but it didn't really matter. My cock suddenly spit out another
climax without any warning at all.  The new stimulation of his cock in my
virgin ass made it my MOST-INTENSE & PLEASURABLE experience ever. It seemed
to go on and on at peak intensity and I think I clawed some holes in the
sheets from the violence of it. I was so immersed in my own pleasure I
didn't know he had shot his load in me while it was happening. I even
thought something was wrong when I realized he had stopped fucking. I
didn't relate the shrinking cock in me as a sign of what had happened but
slowly I started to under-stand why I felt so totally wet and slimey `back
there'.

	He lay on me and gently worked his soft but not (yet) small cock in
me while he covered my back and shoulders with tender kisses. I loved the
feeling of his powerful body pinning me down and could now understand why
getting fucked gave pleasure - something that baffled me before. I knew I
wanted it to happen again, and I knew I'd want it to last longer - a LOT
LONGER.

	When his dick eventually slipped out of me I instantly realized how
much I missed it - it comforted me as much as pleasured me. He lay next to
me and put his arm around my shoulders to draw me into his warm chest. I
went eagerly and gratefully accepted his gentle kiss. He asked me a little
about how I felt but I was to shy to really tell him how good it was. I
wasn't to shy to react when his hand dropped onto my nipple though. It was
really tender now but it was still a thrill when he rolled it in his
fingers, and my dick got hard pretty fast. He put my hand on his sticky
cock and this time I enjoyed touching and looking at it. He expressed his
pleasure at how his `son' could get hard so often, and told me it was late
so he was going to blow me again and then get me home. My heart skipped a
beat when he told me to think about his next visit and consider how nice it
would be if I would suck HIS cock next time. Then he went down on me again
and I watched him intently trying to picture myself in his place. When I
was almost ready to shoot he slid a finger in my cummy ass which drove me
over the top. After a few minutes he raised back up and said "think you'd
like to do that for me son"? I murmered "YES DADDY"! Then he jammed his
mouth over mine and when his tongue probed inside I could taste the
remaining cum left in his mouth.  At that moment I knew I was going to be
his `cocksucking-son'.