Date: Fri, 15 Sep 2000 14:24:31 -0400
From: DWEDNO <dwedno@home.com>
Subject: Most Unusual Problem 11-13

Chapter 11, "My new house guests"

I took it easy going home and buckled them both tightly into the back
seat of my truck. The storm was still going full force and snow was at
least six inches deep if not more by now. I knew this new monster would
make it through with the four wheel drive but I still took my time
fearing any slide might cause them to panic.

"Boy's when I get you settled in I need to talk to you about the
accident and find out what you know about what happened, all right?"

Dead silence, I figured I wouldn't push the issue until I had them to my
place, warm and comfortable. I hope that does the trick because I need
answers. If they were cut off or something I need to fill in Bill so he
can start the search for whomever did it. I pulled into my driveway and
the kids both said 'whoa' as they saw my large house for the first time.
Ryan spoke up first.

"Wow sir your house is huge, we live in a small place and have nothing
like this."

"Well I guess you will love the inside then, because I have plenty of
kids stuff, like Nintendo and Gameboy, a hot tub out back along with
other goodies. You guys like pool? I have a pool table in the basement
with my pinball machines."

"Pinball?"

Both of their mouths were open wide but they said nothing else. I've
always had this in case I need to keep a child overnight. My place is
like an amusement park of sorts. Well it's really for me but they don't
need to know that. Josh hasn't even seen it yet, that's right everything
we have done has been at his house. I guess I will surprise him too when
I bring him over a bit later to meet these two.

"All right boys lets get you two inside and warmed up."

They ran through the snow up to my enclosed front porch and waited for
me out of the snowfall. I had to grab a few things out of my truck
before we entered the house. I opened the front door and they stood
there wide-eyed in amazement. Both boys turned to each other and smiled,
then cheered. I guess I made their day when the saw the inside of my
place. Reality set in quickly though when Todd accidentally said, 'Wait
until mom and dad see this place.' When he realized they never would he
started crying once again and I tried to comfort him as best as I could.
I put him down on the couch for a nap while I showed Ryan around. After
the tour, I suggested a shower for Ryan and he gladly agreed stating
that he felt kind of dirty after all he had been through. I felt kind of
odd as I looked at him this time. Something felt different. I sense some
kind of change and I can't seem to put my finger on it yet, he seems to
be looking at me in a weird kind of way. Oh well I'm not too concerned
about it for now it could be anything or nothing.

"Go up and get ready, you know where it is I just showed you the rooms.
I'll be right up to help you if I can. I have a change of clothes for
you too. Besides you did bang your head and I don't want you falling in
the bathroom shower, unless you want to take a bath. That's up to you. I
am going to check your brother and I will be right up."

"Okay sir I will wait for you in the room."

"That's not necessary, if you want to go ahead be my guest. As I said
its up to you, you're old enough to make those decisions. I just want to
be around to make sure your safe."

I went over and checked on Todd who was sound asleep now and I took a
blanket and covered him and headed upstairs. I got up to his room, his
door was closed and I knocked before entering, not knowing what to
expect. He was sitting on the bed in his underwear and socks checking
out the springs of the bed, actually bouncing about on it. It is a huge
queen size bed with plenty of room for him and Todd if they choose.

"I guess you decided to wait. Okay if I come in Ryan?"

"Sure it's your house."

"Have you decided on your choice of cleaning yet?"

"Yes sir, I am going to shower, will you stay close by if I need help?"

"Sure, Ryan I will be right in your room. That door over there leads
into the bath. Actually all three of the bedrooms attach to this
bathroom and then there is the other shower is in my room."

He stripped his socks off and headed to the bathroom. I watched his cute
butt wobble as he headed into the room. He shut the door and locked it
behind himself probably out of habit or shyness, but for whatever reason
this caused me to walk over and ask him not to lock it in case I needed
to check on him if he got dizzy or anything.

"Okay sir it's unlocked."

I heard the water start and I sat down to watch some TV on the bed. I
made sure every room had a TV in it for my guests. After fifteen minutes
or so I hadn't heard much noise in there so I walked over to listen at
the door. He appeared all right just quiet and I turned to go back to
the TV. Just then I heard him make an odd noise and I got curious. I
knocked.

"Ryan, is everything okay in there? It's been almost twenty minutes and
I haven't heard anything from you"

No response. I grabbed the door knob and gave it a wiggle. No yelling or
telling me to stop so I cracked open the door and peaked around it. I
have glass shower doors so I could easily see the outline of him. His
back was towards me and I slowly walked over to him. I knew right away
what he was up to when I saw his right arm rapidly moving. He must be
close to ecstasy or he would have heard me by now. He couldn't have hurt
his head too bad. I was now right outside the glass, even though I knew
I should have left, my sex drive and curiosity got the best of me. I
could hear his low moans now as it appeared he was right on the edge of
cumming. I stood there getting all hot myself and decided since I wasn't
caught yet it might be a good idea to get out of there while I still
could. I turned to leave just as his moans were growing louder and I
heard him say, no please don't go. He stopped what he was doing and
turned to me. I couldn't make out much more then his outline because of
the steamed glass windows.

"Excuse me, you know I am here?"

"I heard the door open and I figured you wouldn't mind if I continued
masturbating until I finished. But you started to leave and I figured
you weren't as interested as I thought so, I figured I would call your
bluff."

"Well that's a pretty sly thing for an eleven year old to try but it
worked. You definitely got me all hot and bothered young man so I will
leave you alone to complete your task at hand."

"No sir, please don't go."

"What?"

"I have questions sir, and I would like answers now if you don't mind."

"What do you want to know?"

"Well sir when I am jacking off I get this awesome feeling and white
stuff comes out afterwards, what is that?"

"You mean to tell me nobody ever talked to you about this! Well the
feeling you are getting is an orgasm, all people get them when they
climax after a session of masturbation or sex."

"And the white stuff?"

"That's called semen, that's the stuff that men use to make babies. Have
you heard of it?"

"Oh yes sir, we've talked about it a little in school between friends
but the teachers haven't covered it too much yet."

I felt the need to answer his questions but also to get out of there as
soon as I could. I didn't belong with him in there even though I so
badly wanted to see more of him.

"All right then if you're done I am going to leave you to your business
and when you're done dry off and come on out."

"Sir, one more question?"

"Sure Ryan, what is it?"

"Can you show me the proper way to jerk off?"

I was shocked at that one and quite frankly didn't know what to say. My
mind wanted to but my conscious told me to leave.

"Well Ryan I don't think that's a smart idea son, that is something that
you should learn from your..."

I stopped myself just before I said father.

"Sir, from who?"

"Aah, friends, but I guess... Sure if you want me to I guess I could."

I went over to the shower door and he met me there and opened it
exposing his gorgeous slender body. He must have just reached puberty
because he didn't have a hair on his body yet and his cut four-inch
raging hard-on was staring me right in the face. Our eyes met and once
again I felt a bit like I didn't belong in there but my hormones got the
best of me and I followed the wrong 'HEAD' and looked at him from his
head to toe stopping at his erection practically drooling.

"Its okay sir if you want to touch it, we do that all the time in
school."

"Really? You allow many of your friends to touch you there?"

"Not all sir but a few of my close friends do. Yes sir we fool around in
gym class in the locker room. Someone is always grabbing someone else
and before you know it we are all hard. Of course we don't jerk off in
there but there's a lot of grabbing and feeling going on."

I knelt on one knee down to his groin level and looked up into his cute
eyes and that cute rounded face.

"Are you sure you want me to do this Ryan? This isn't what a child and
an adult should be doing, especially when I just met you and you're so
vulnerable right now."

"Oh yes sir please teach me properly. Really, its okay I can't think of
anyone else that I would want to ask that is older."

"All right then."

Hesitantly I gently grabbed his cock and he jumped slightly with the new
sensation but settled right down. He had grown a bit soft but quickly
hardened back to full erection.

"Oh! Yes that feels great. Aaaaah!"

For now that was the last thing he would say. The rest would be nothing
more then moans. I continued to stroke his four inches and started
playing with is balls with my other free hand. He looked like he was
about to cum when I stopped and backed off for a second to get a
reaction from him. He just opened his eyes smiled at me and leaned back
on the wall.

"Everything okay?"

He whispered, "Yes!"

I went back to stroking him and moved my hand from his balls towards his
ass. I figured if I had gone this far I might as well give him the whole
job. I slowly pushed a finger between his cheeks and searched for his
hole. I slid my finger into his ass and he accommodatingly spread his
legs so I could have easier access. I thought for sure he would ask me
to stop but me just continued to moan and enjoy the pleasure. I entered
his ass slowly but continuously until I could go no further. Then I
slowly started pumping his hole as I continued to jerk him. That
appeared to be all he could take. He was there immediately after that
and before I knew it he began shooting his load right in my direction,
at me. I got out of the way of his streams of hot juice just in time. I
let go of him and he picked up the slack finishing where I left off
until he was empty. I slowly pulled my finger out of his ass as he
finished stroking himself and he appeared to be coming down off his
orgasmic high.

"So Ryan, what did you think of that?"

"Oh, that was fantastic, thank you. That was the hardest I ever shot.
Could I do something in return?"

"Um, not right now son you just finish up. I need to check your brother
and clean up myself. I'll see you when you're done."

"Okay sir, thanks."

"Your welcome, Ryan, please make sure your brother or anyone else never
knows about this."

"Oh, don't worry sir this will always stay between us, I promise."

I went into the other bedroom and I cleaned up then headed downstairs to
see how Todd was. He was now awake but lying quiet on the couch I walked
up to him and I could see he had been crying and I sat down next to him
and in a low calming voice I started to talk to him.

"What's up pal, are you okay? It looks like your still pretty upset, can
I get you something or do something for you?"

"Not really sir I was just thinking about mom and dad and how I will
never see them again."

"That's not all that true Todd, I am sure you will see them at the
funeral and you know what? I bet they will always be with you. Forever
matter of fact. They are probably watching over you right now from
heaven. So don't be too upset they are you angels now. Feel any better?"

"Yes sir I do, thank you."

"Your welcome, Todd. I messed his hair a bit and got up to leave. Now
you rest and I'll see you in a while okay?"

"Sir?"

"Yes, Todd?"

"Could you please sit with me for a while. I would really like company
it you don't mind. I really felt lonely tonight and I don't think my
brother can help me too much."

"Sure I will son, do you want me to do anything?"

"Yes, if you don't mind, whenever I have trouble sleeping my mom always
rubbed my back, would you mind sir?"

"No I don't mind at all Todd, roll over on your belly."

He rolled over and for the first time in a while I actually felt like I
was able to touch a child without a sexual reason. It felt nice and
serene in a way. Todd had this special type of sensitivity that easily
rubbed off on you and I felt it now as I was slowly massaging his back
for him. With in minutes I heard a slowing in his breathing and I knew
he was asleep. I slowly got up and covered him again and gave him a
small kiss on the cheek. He looked so peaceful now. After a day from
hell this little angel was finally at peace. I headed for the steps and
I swore I heard him say thank you but I turned and he was still sound
asleep. I quietly headed upstairs and went to check on his brother.

Knock, knock.

"Okay if I come in?"

"Sure sir, please do."

"I just tucked your brother in and he is asleep down on the couch. It's
been a tough day for the both of you. I guess you have run both extremes
today huh, Ryan?"

"Sir?"

"Well I mean you lost your parents this afternoon and tonight you were
sent over the edge in the shower. It's been a long day."

"Yes sir it has and I thank you for helping my brother and I through
it."

I smiled at him.

"I was just glad I could Ryan, I have only know you guys for a few hours
and your both very special to me already. It's going to be difficult to
see you guys go in a week."

Ryan reached over and surprised me once again as he gave me a big hug.
He hugged me like there was no tomorrow, so it seemed and quietly began
to weep. I pulled him away for a second and looked into his cute brown
eyes and then held him again. I was quite amazed that someone I only
knew for several hours could be so loving but I was sure it was a
combination of a long sad day and being over tired. I wiped the tears
from his face and brushed his hair back off his forehead. I moved
towards him and placed a kiss on his forehead and whispered 'sweet
dreams' into his ear before I got up to leave him to rest.

"Thanks again for everything sir, you have really done more then anyone
could ask of a stranger. Good night."

"Good night, son. Sleep well. Don't hesitate to come get me during the
night if there is a problem, okay? I am going to get your brother off to
bed now. I would like to leave him downstairs but I want him close to us
incase he has a bad night."

He smiled at me and didn't say another word; he just laid down and I
shut off the light and closed his door leaving it open just a bit.
It has been a long day for all of us and I think its time to turn in as
soon as I get Todd in bed.

I carried him up to his bed and he slept through it not even waking as I
changed him out of his clothes and into more comfortable pajamas.

Around 3am Todd who said he was scared to sleep alone shook me awake.

"Could I sleep with you? I am scared to sleep alone in a strange house."

(Whisper) "Sure pal hop in there's plenty of room."

He didn't hesitate to snuggle up close to me and within minutes he was
back fast asleep. I wasn't far behind him in falling back to sleep too.
Apparently these two boys were raised quite well and well mannered for
that thought too.

I awoke to my alarm at 7:30 and an empty bed. I guess Todd had gotten up
before me and was doing what ever kids do. I stumbled into the bathroom
and then to check on him. I didn't have to look too far he was in the
living room watching cartoons with his brother.

"Morning guys, sleep well?"

Ryan spoke first.

"I slept fine sir, thank you. From what Todd said, I understand you had
company during the night. Todd occasionally slept with our parents but
it is happening less and less as he's getting older.

"Ryan, no need to explain I was okay with it. He fell right back to
sleep and was up before me and I didn't even notice it."

"That's good, I am glad we aren't bothering you."

I walked over and sat down next to Ryan on the sofa.

"Look Ryan, I invited you two into my home. That means you're entitled
to anything in here. So if that means you guys need a warm body to
cuddle with or whatever either of you need that is fine with me. Okay?"

"Yes sir."

"And that's another thing I respect the fact that you two are very
polite but I would rather have the both of you call me Tyler."

"Kewl, he nodded, Tyler." said Ryan.

I turned to Todd and he said okay too.

"So what do you two want for breakfast?"

"Cereal will be fine for me."

"How about you Ryan?"

"Do you have eggs?"

"Sure care to join me for some bacon and eggs?"

"YES!" he said.

"Oh can I have them too then instead of cereal?"

"Sure. I'll call you two when breakfast is ready."

I headed off to make some chow and just then the phone rang.

"Hello, Oh hi Bill, yeah everything is great. No I haven't talked to
them yet about the accident I was planning on doing that after
breakfast. Sure, no problem, I'll call you as soon as I know anything.
Sure, bye now."

I went in and cooked breakfast.

"Okay boys time to eat."

I thought I was going to be run over if I didn't get out of the way. A
small express of two just flew by me.

"Eat up there's plenty of food so don't think about seconds if your
hungry speak up."

I joined them and we had a filling breakfast.

"All right boys I need to talk to you a little bit about the accident
yesterday. Does either of you two know what caused it?"

They looked at each other and said nothing, this usually isn't a good
sign. They are trying to cover something up.

"Look I don't care if you don't want to talk about it yet, but I sense
that you two are hiding something. I need to fill officer Bill in with
the facts if there are any. Nobody is going to yell at you or punish
you. Your parents are gone so they can't hurt you if you're afraid of
that. So please if you know anything about the accident tell me."

Still silence.

"All right then I wont push you two but eventually your going to have to
talk about this to myself or officer Bill and he might not be so easy
going if he thinks your holding back information in a crime
investigation."

I walked over to the phone and called Bill back.

"Bill, yeah its Tyler. No nothing I don't know if its too soon for them
to talk about it or what the problem is but I definitely think something
is wrong, we might have to wait them out."

"Well Ty, I will go over the crash scene again in full daylight but I
didn't see much late yesterday so if anything happened it was either
another car or some problem inside the car."

"Talk to you later Bill, bye."

"Bye."

"So why don't you two tell me a little about yourselves if you don't
mind. Ryan you start."

"Um, well my birthday is in October on the 24th and I am an A-B student
in school. You already know where we lived so that's been talked about,
um, I like football, baseball and basketball and my favorite thing to do
is surf the web."

"Todd?"

"Okay well, I like to ride my bike around the neighborhood where we live
and I um, like fishing and baseball and stuff like that. I am in third
grade and I get mostly B's and a few C's on my report card. Oh and my
birthday is June 9th."

That was easy. Only if they could talk about the accident that easily.

"Wow, very interesting. Do either of you have any questions for me?"

Todd spoke up.

"Yes sir, err I mean Tyler, do you know what's going to happen to us
now?"

"Not yet until your uncle comes back from his business trip and we
discuss things. But from what I can tell, I will watch the both of you
this weekend and most of next week. You will meet my fianc^e probably
tonight and I will try to keep you guys as busy as I can. I know it's
easy to get bored so if you want we can go out and do things or to the
arcade and movies or whatever other ideas your two might have. As I said
this house is yours to use so anything in here is open for your usage.
Ryan, the computer in the back study is there anytime you want to surf
and you guys already know where the remote controls are for the TV's. I
need to stop by work and pick up some mail and your going to have to
come with me. We will leave in about an hour. If you want to go any
where else while we are out just say the word and we can do it. I get
bored too and I am always looking for something else to do in the
winter. Sometimes during the summer I head over to the Jersey shore and
do the boardwalk and beach thing. I probably will go this Forth of July
weekend like I do every year. I counsel a summer camp after school is
out and we close that weekend but if things work out and either or both
of you guys want to come maybe we can work something out."

"I would like to go to the mall and get a few thing if we could Tyler,"
said Ryan.

"Sure that sounds good to me, how bout you Todd. Want to spend the
afternoon in the mall?"

"Sure."

"Good, maybe tonight I will bring over my 'adopted' son Josh and you
guys can hang with him. It might sound funny but he hasn't been here yet
and I am going to surprise him tonight with that. I guess when I stop by
his house later today you can meet him then."

The rest of the day went smooth and quietly. We browsed the mall and I
bought them each a few things to try to make their stay a bit more
comfortable along with some clothes since they only had a few things
with them. We wound up with about eight inches of snow from the storm
and it kept quite a few people home so when we got to the mall is was
empty.

I called Josh around 3:30 to tell him what was going on and he was
looking forward to meeting the brothers. I told him we would come by
after dinner and maybe he could sleep by me tonight for the first time.
This totally made his day, as he put it and he said he couldn't wait to
see me tonight. It is Friday night and I wanted to have a good weekend
and I hoped everything would fall into place, plus I had a plan to see
if Josh might be able to get anything out of them about the crash. Kids
have been known to open up to each other before adults so I was hoping
that once these guys met maybe I could give Bill some answers.

"Okay guys lets head home its nearly 5pm and I want to get to Josh's
house and see what his mom is doing for dinner tonight. Maybe we can all
have pizza over there if she doesn't mind."

"Great, pizza sounds good." They both seemed to agree with that.

I phoned from my cell phone and told Lisa how things were going and what
I was up to. She agreed to come by tomorrow to meet the kids. I stopped
home quickly so they could put their stuff in their rooms and then it
was off to Josh's house for all of us. I asked them to stay in the car
for a minute while I went to the door. I went up and Josh met me at the
door and let me in.

"Hey dad how's it going?"

"Hi Josh."

He gave me a hug and I walked in to talk to Jennifer.

"Hey Jen, how are you?"

We embraced and I kissed her cheek.

"Are you ready for a kid free weekend?"

She smiled at me and I took it for a yes.

"Would you like to meet the two kids I am watching, you know I told you
about them on the phone?"

"Sure."

"Oh, what about dinner? Should we eat here or eat by my place?

Josh yelled out, eat by your place and I guess it was set.

"Be right back."

I went to the front door with Josh in trail and waved to them to come
in. All three eyed each other at the door as if they were dogs meeting
for the first time and they had to sniff each other out. It was kind of
odd, exactly what I didn't want to happen. Josh pulled me aside and
asked what kind of a weekend we were going to have with them around. I
told him that it would be okay as long as he gave them a chance.

"Hey Jen, I would like you to meet Todd and his brother Ryan."

"Hi boys nice to meet you sorry about your parents."

"Thank you," they said.

"Hey Tyler, she said, you have got yourself a couple of cuties there."

I just smiled at her I knew what I had with these two and I think Josh
knew too. He was already giving me the eye about them. I sensed jealousy
big time. Either this was going to be a terrible weekend or they were
going to get along just fine, only time will tell right now. At least
they are talking but I couldn't make out what they were saying.

"Okay Jen, I guess its time for me to finally show Josh where I live. I
can't believe I haven't had time to do this yet. Stop by if you get a
chance okay?"

"Well once I get over the shock of an empty house I just might stop by
but don't count on it. I am already running the bath water and as soon
as you three leave I am going to have a 'calgon' moment."

We both laughed at that and I told her to enjoy her weekend and I would
probably and hopefully have Josh back Sunday night, baring any world
wars. I walked over to Josh and pulled him aside for a minute to see
what he thought.

"I guess they're okay, so far we haven't hit it off but I don't dislike
them."

"All right Josh, just please give them a chance, I know you'll do your
best."

I smiled at him and we all headed out to the truck.

I put Josh in the front seat and the both of them in the rear just to
keep things quiet for now.

"Okay gang we're off to Pizza World. Unless someone has a better idea."

Silence.

"All right Pizza World it is. Josh are you excited about seeing my
place?"

"Sure am! I have been waiting for this for a while now. I don't know
what to expect but Ryan said it's a pretty kewl place and you have lots
of great things there, so yeah, sure I am!"

We ordered and ate dinner. Not much was said although there was some
minor conversation even between Ryan and Josh. Although things seemed a
bit awkward it appeared to go well overall. I stopped by the movie
rental and I let them each pick out a movie to watch over the weekend if
things got too boring. Then we headed home. As I pulled into my circular
driveway and pass my front gates I took a look over a Josh who though he
didn't speak I could tell he was stunned at what he was seeing.

"Well I see you drooling over there Josh any comments on the place?"

"Yeah, I have one so far. Wow!"

I laughed, it was almost what I expected from him. If I had to guess I
would have thought he might be impressed by the size of my house which
was 20 rooms totaled. I had it built to specs about three years ago
after I received the bulk of my inheritance. I pulled up to the front
door and they all got out. I walked around to meet Josh and try to get a
better read on his thoughts.

"Well son, your very quiet. Do I owe you an apology for not bringing you
here sooner?"

"Well yes and no. This is totally awesome, so far!"

"Then what do you mean yes and no?"

"Yes because I would have liked to have seen it before they did, and no
because I am just glad to be here now.

"Sorry." I smiled at him.

"Wait until you see inside," Ryan said.

I walked over and unlocked the front door.

"Go ahead Josh, go check out the place. Its all yours to see."

He ran inside and the brothers eagerly followed him even though they
already knew what was inside. I could only guess that this was still
nothing more then a big playground for them so far. I went over to check
my messages and noticed I had one and after I checked the caller id I
saw it was from Bill. Finally the weather had cleared up some and for
the most part the roads were also clear now so traveling was back to
normal. Bill stated that he needed to talk to me about a few things and
he left a number to reach him at as soon as I could break free. I sat
down at my desk and called him immediately to see what was going on.

"Hey Bill its me what's up?"

"Hey, Tyler, sorry to bother you with your hands full of kids but I have
a problem with a background check I did on the kids uncle and I needed
to run it by you for comments and I want to speak to the brothers so is
it okay if I drop by?"

"Sure, when you get here I'll give you some privacy with them after we
talk about their uncle. Why do I have a feeling this isn't going to be
good?

"You'll fine out when I get there okay?"

"Sure, Bill I am just getting a snack together to eat. Do you want to
join us when you get here, it might make it easier to break into
conversation if you snack with them, then take them aside to chat."

"I've got to hand it to you Ty, you're always thinking. Sure count me in
on whatever your gonna eat. I'll see you in about a half an hour."

"See you in a while Bill, bye."

"Okay Ty, bye."

"Josh, can you come over here for a minute I need to talk to you."

"Yeah sure be right there. What's up?"

"Bill is on his way over to talk to them and we need to leave them alone
for a bit so after we have a quick snack I am going to show you the
house and we will leave them alone for a while."

"Sure, I can't wait. Dad?"

"Yeah pal?"

"Do you have a room for me?"

"What do you think?"

"I dunno."

"What is I dunno? What does that mean?"

"I don't know"

"That's better. You know I can't stand that slang talk that much."

"Sorry"

"Well the answer to your question is yes, of course I have a room for
you. It's the only place they haven't seen yet. I have it locked up.
It's the bedroom right next to mine upstairs"

"Kewl, can I see it now?"

"If you want to but I would hope you will wait until Bill comes first.
He is on his way here now."

"Please???"

"Oh Josh, can't you wait just a little bit?"

"Oh all right."

He looked dejected but all I wanted was a few more minutes so I could
talk to Bill and sort things out for a minute before we went up to spend
some quality time alone.

"Look Josh you have waited this long what is a few more minutes?"

"Okay, I said!"

"JOSH!"

I pulled him aside so we could talk privately for a minute.

"What the hell is wrong with you? Are you that jealous of these two?
Hon, they just lost their parents, both parents! Please don't do this
now. You know my job brings kids here a lot and you're my boy so what is
the problem?"

He shrugged his shoulders and said nothing so I continued.

"Look, do you know I love you?"

"Sure!"

"Well then talk to me, now!"

"Fine then, I am totally upset with them being here. Is that what you
want to hear? Look at them. Ryan is totally awesome looking and his
brother is almost as cute!"

"Oh my God Josh, your jealous!"

I grabbed his arm and pulled him to me and gave him a big hug. He didn't
fight me he just sighed and I pulled away and looked him in the eye.

"So you're really mad over this huh? I thought this would be okay and I
see it's hard on you. I am really, really sorry son. You know I love you
and would never hurt you on purpose right?"

"Yeah, I guess so."

"Josh?"

"All right yes sir I know!"

"Sheesh, that's not much better. Come on now, come over here! Now look I
love you dearly and nothing will ever change that. I admit these two
cuties are just that, cute. Nothing more! I have to take care of them
for a while and there is nothing else I can do. Can't you share me?
Just a little?"

"Why? I wanted my first time in your house to be special I wanted it to
be just us! They are here and its spoiled and now your telling me that
they will be here all week or some crap like that?"

I wasn't sure how to react to his anger. I wanted to yell back at him
and at the same time I wanted to hug the stuffing out of him. I did
neither.

"Look, maybe its best if I showed you your room now and you stayed there
for a while. I wanted this to be a special occasion, you seeing your new
bedroom for the first time, but I see that right now you need some
private time and that is what your going to get. Come with me!"

I walked him up to his closed door and I unlocked it and I forgot about
the big banner I put up. It said 'Welcome to your new room Josh.'
Right now I didn't know whether I felt happy or sad bringing him up here
for the first time with his mood, into his private room full of
everything I thought he would like. A new computer and TV and all the
other fixings that most kids dream of getting. But it was ruined by his
attitude and I really couldn't blame him that much because he is jealous
and knowing that it is one of our strongest emotions, I hope over time
he can heal or learn to cope.

"Go on in and look around, I'll leave you alone with your stuff and
maybe you might feel better later."

He walked in and I shut his door and stood there deeply disappointed
over what should have been a great moment for both of us and had
completely turned bad. I heard him crying and before I got any more
upset I walked away and left him alone.






Chapter 12, Dealing with more then I should have to.


I walked over to the top of the steps and called to Ryan.

"Yes sir"

"Could you come here please? Officer Bill is on the way here and I had a
snack planned for all of us when he arrives but things have gone a
little wrong and I need you and Todd to talk with him as soon as he gets
here. I will tell him what is going on and then you and Todd have
questions to answer that you have been avoiding so far. I am sorry but
that is how it will be and there is really nothing I can do about it
except be there for you two if you want me to be there. Otherwise I will
leave you alone with Bill for a while."

"I think we will be okay with him for now Tyler."

"Good Ryan, then when he gets here you three can chat at the kitchen
table and I will be upstairs with a few things I need to tend to."

"Okay Tyler, I understand, thanks for letting me know. I am going to
tell Todd now so he isn't shocked later."

"Good go fill him in with all the facts now so you guys can get your
stories straight."

"Okay, I am going over to tell Todd now."

"Okay Ryan go ahead and if you need me I will be in my bedroom. Thanks."

"Your welcome sir, talk with you later."

"Yeah, okay."

It's been about 30 minutes since I left Josh alone in his bedroom and I
think its time to see if things have gotten any better. I just have to
figure out how to go about this without letting him know that I want to
know more then he needs to know that I want to. Oh, never mind! I am so
upset with this whole thing I am babbling now. I decided to go into my
room but make enough noise that Josh would know I was in there, just in
case he had something to say or mentally felt better. I walked into my
bedroom and purposely slammed the door behind me leaving a loud thud
that I am sure was heard throughout the house. I heard the doorbell and
figured Bill was here and as it goes his timing was bad. I decided to
leave him with the kids to snack and chat with hopes that he would
finally get the answers he desperately needed for the accident report.

I turned on the TV and watched some of the sports news to pass some
time. I walked impatiently into the adjoining bathroom in hopes of Josh
doing the same but even with straining my ears to hear into his room I
got no response at all and I figured he fell asleep. Well no use in
hanging up here might as well go join Bill and see what's going on with
that whole mess downstairs. Looking behind me with the remote in hand to
turn off the TV I opened the door to my room and I was startled to find
Josh standing outside my door.

"Josh you practically scared the hell out of me, what are you doing
outside my door?"

He tried to smile and said,

"Sorry, I was just going to knock on your door and I was getting up the
courage to do it when you practically ran me over heading out of your
room."

"Well what's up son, come on in and talk to me, please!"

Just what I had hoped for, I guess I made enough noise to let him know I
was back up here. I sat on the edge of my bed after shutting the bedroom
door for privacy and he joined me.

"I am sorry about the way I acted before dad I was very jealous and I
guess it got the best of me. When you let me into my room and I saw all
you did for me I started to cry and I thought about all that you have
done over the past few weeks and I had no reason to feel anything or be
mad at you. You have been nothing but kind and loving to me and mom and
in a few minutes of anger I have practically ruined our friendship and
got you mad at me all over kids that I know your taking care of and will
probably just have around for a week. You probably want me to leave so
when your ready you can take me home."

I took his hand and looked deeply into those eyes that I love so much
and spoke.

"First of all son, I told you downstairs I love you and I meant it. We
are going to have our troubles now and then and I certainly am not going
to count a little jealousy as a reason to get rid of you. What kind of
person would I be? Like any father and son we will agree and disagree at
times and argue, fight and yell. That is life and it is completely
normal and healthy too! I do not want to take you home and I would never
give up on us that fast that is just not me. I love you for what you
said downstairs and I hope you never change how you share your thoughts
and feelings with me. That builds walls and walls cause problems with
communication and that is what leads to bigger problems so I thank you
and will tell you again, please, please, please, always speak your mind
to me and I will to you too okay?"

"Yes sir. I am sorry how I spoke to you, I love you."

"I love you too Josh, more then you know."

We hugged and I held him tight for what felt like an eternity. When we
finally broke the embrace I gave him a little kiss on the forehead and
rubbed his mop with my hand, as I loved to do. That full head of hair
always gave me a good feeling.

"I want you to know that I totally think my room is awesome and all that
stuff you put in it isn't necessary, your spoiling me and I don't
deserve it."

"Says who, I did it because I wanted to. That is my present to you for
being so cute and my love. You have a problem with that?"

"NO SIR!"

We both laughed and I put my arm around him and we both headed to his
room to check out exactly what he had. There still was one more surprise
for him that he hadn't seen yet because I would have heard him yell if
he found it.

"There is one more thing Josh. I know you didn't search around your room
or you would have known by now."

"What, what could you possibly give me that could top all of this? I am
so lucky to have all this stuff and my own room in two houses, what more
could you give me?"

"Well being that you're not old enough to drive I didn't get you a car."

He laughed and jokingly appeared disappointed for a split second.

"Yeah right! Like you're getting an automobile at your age. I am not
that crazy!"

"Well what is it? I can't take it any longer!!!"

"Go into the closet and look on the floor."

He ran to the closet and practically ripped the door off its hinges.

"A helmet? You got me a helmet?"

I could tell he was confused.

"Yes I got you a helmet but that is to protect your head, come with me."

We walked down the rear steps and out into the garage.

"Okay, cover your eyes and NO peaking!"

"Okay, okay, just hurry this is killing me. I feel like its Christmas
all over again and it's not even the right month for it."

I lead him about 15 steps into the garage and told him to open his eyes.
Totally startled is the only way I could describe it. He didn't say a
word the smile on his face was almost too big for the garage to hold as
he looked at me and then sat down into the seat of his new four-wheeler.
It' something I have been discussing with his mom for a while now. She
can't afford it and he had been driving her nuts since Christmas wanting
one.

"But how did you know, I never said anything to you about this? You have
been talking to my mom haven't you?"

"What if I have, is that okay with you?"

I guess words weren't enough. He put his helmet down and ran over to me
and gave me a killer of a hug. I pulled him away to look into his eyes
to see his satisfaction and he had tears in his eyes.

"What's wrong pal?"

Sniffing back the tears he said,

"I don't deserve you! You did all of this for me and I acted like an ass
before thinking you didn't want me with Ryan and Todd around and now all
of this."

He buried his face into my chest and cried. I held him tightly and after
a few seconds he regained his composure and looked back up at me again
and smiled, hugged me once more and turned to his new toy and said,

"Well can I try it?"

"Not right now, wait until Bill leaves and then we can go to the back of
my property and you can try it on the new track and ramp I had put in
for you."

I had him totally amazed now. He didn't argue one bit he just sat on the
seat of his RV and pretended to rev the engine looking at me in between
checking out his new toy.

"As soon as Bill leaves and I know the boys are okay we can go play, all
right?"

"You bet, I can wait, no problem."

"I'm gonna leave you to play for a while and see how they are doing.
I'll be back in a little while. And I am sure you know but I have the
key and your not allowed to have it until we discuss the safety factors
first."

"I understand. I just want to sit and enjoy it for a while okay?"

"Sure, I'll be back in a few minutes."

"Oh by the way Josh there is one more thing but it has to wait until
Sunday night when you're back at home with mom. I just wanted to let you
know now so you're not totally in shock when it happens Sunday night."

"What?"

"Sorry, we can't talk about it until your mom is around I promised her
and you know I keep my word all the time. I just wanted to tell you that
there will be one more thing when I take you home."

"Okayyy!"

"Tyler?"

"Yeah pal?"

"Um, can we have, I mean can you and I be together tonight?"

"Maybe, I can't say for sure because I don't know if Ryan and Todd will
interfere at all, but we will see later okay?"

"Yeah, sure, I just want to pay you back a little for all of this."

"I understand Josh, but you know I don't want sex from you for this. It
wouldn't feel right or be right. I did this because I wanted to not
because I want a piece of your ass."

"Tyler it's something I want to do with you. Not because of this because
I love you."

"All right, we'll see later."

"Okay, cool beans!"

I just shook my head, laughed and headed back inside the house. I don't
know where he gets half of these phrases!

I discussed the four-wheeler with his mom for about a week before she
broke down and let me buy it for him. I don't even thing it's the
possibility of injury as much as it was the fact that she knew I could
afford it and she couldn't. She really is a good mom and it shows most
of the time through her son and his attitude. I guess she realized that
it was something she could never get him and finally said to me that it
was all right if I got it. I got the riot act read to me about safety
and I told her that I would tell Josh the same but no promises! These
things are a little dangerous and I couldn't promise his safety and I
wasn't about to tell her that I could. All I could do is fill him in on
the danger and hope he was smart enough to heed the warnings.


I walked in on all three of them in discussion and I could tell
immediately that it wasn't going well. Todd was or had been crying and
Ryan was upset too. Bill noticed me and got up to chat privately for a
minute. We stepped into the kitchen for privacy.

"What's up Bill?"

"Well Ty, it's not going well at all. The older one, Ryan? Is very quiet
and still won't say much about what happened and his brother just cries
if I ask any questions about his mom or dad. I am just about out of
patients and I think your help is needed right about now. Oh and another
thing their uncle has been arrested a few times on pot charges and once
on physical abuse on someone. I am not sure who it was he abused my
sources wouldn't get specific and I didn't want to push the issue."

"So what does that mean? Where are they going to stay Bill?"

"I don't really know yet Tyler, I just don't know!"

"Okay Bill lets go see if we can get this over with."

"Boys, Officer Bill tells me that you're not helping him with any
answers. We need to get this over with so you guys can try to get your
lives back together and start fresh. The funeral is tomorrow and I would
like it if we could get everything finished at the same time so you guys
can put all of this to rest. Come on talk to me please! What was so bad
that night that either of you can't talk about it.

Ryan looked at Todd. Todd shook his head no, pleading with Ryan not to
talk about whatever was so bad. Ryan cleared his throat. Finally it
appeared that we were going to get some answers.

"I really hate talking about this sir but I guess its best that we get
it out in the open and finally get it over with."

"NO!" Said Todd. "NO!!!"

"Todd we have to. It will be okay don't you trust Tyler?"

"Well yeah I guess so."

"We have to Todd its not gonna help us keeping it in okay?"

He shook his head yes and then buried it in his arms in apparent
embarrassment.

"Okay Ryan, tell me what's going on then."

He took a deep breath and blurted it out.

"We were on our way to my uncles house. My father found out that Todd
was sexually abused by one of my cousins and my uncle knew about it and
didn't tell my dad anything about it. My dad was going a little faster
then he should have and he lost it on that turn or who knows what might
have happened if he would have confronted them."

"Ryan exactly what happened to Todd?"

Ryan looked at Todd, again he had tears in his eyes and his lips were
quivering. I looked at Todd and he put his head down and looked at the
floor like it was his fault all this happened.

"Todd I am sorry, I didn't know. I said. Bill will you excuse us for a
minute. We will be right back."

"Sure Tyler no problem. I'll go into the kitchen and grab a snack now."

"Thanks. (Aside) I'll fill you in on what I find out after I bring them
up to their rooms for some privacy."

"Okay, I'll wait for you to come down."

"Come on boys lets go upstairs. Oh Bill do me a favor please go tell
Josh that I will be tied up with this for a while and ask him to come
into the house. He can play later."

"Sure Ty. I'll go now and tell him."

"Thanks."

I ushered the boys up to Ryan's room and asked them both to sit on the
bed.

"Boys, why did you keep this a secret? I am sure you can see how much
more difficult it is now to talk about it. I am sorry Todd but the truth
had to come out. God you boys realize that I almost put you back into
that same house with your uncle again. How dangerous would that have
been?"

Ryan was holding Todd as they sat together on the bed and he finally
said something to me.

"Tyler I wasn't going to let it happen. It was just a matter of time
before I would have told you anyway I just couldn't figure out how to do
it. I thought if I said something to you about it you might not want us
here anymore, you might think we are dirty or homo's."

A quick thought crossed my mind after the bathroom incident but I
realized that Ryan could have honestly wanted some help answering his
sex questions before and I might have pushed him too far and I was
totally regretting all that happened in the bathroom. I felt like shit!

"Boys I don't think of you as homo's or anything but two young children
in need of some guidance. Ryan, Todd, please look at me.

I got on my knees in front of them while they sat on the edge of the
bed.

"Guys. I need you both to understand this. I am saying it from my heart
and not as a doctor okay?"

They both nodded.

"What happened to your brother is wrong and not his fault. Your father
was probably extremely upset and was out for revenge or worse, that we
will never know but why he took everyone with him will always be a
mystery. Todd, you're a good-looking young man and you shouldn't let
this both you. It happened without your permission and it's not your
fault. I need to know exactly what your cousin did to you I want you to
know that I will be right here for you while you tell me everything
okay"?

He shook his head yes again.

"Ryan do you know everything about this?"

"Yes sir I do."

"Okay then its probably easier if you tell me. I am sure that Todd has
problems with talking about it still and he can just sit and listen to
us for a while."

"Sure."

"Todd anytime you want to say something you just speak and I will
listen."

"Okay Tyler I will but I think Ryan will tell you the story better then
I can. I get very sad when I talk about it."

"Okay pal you just sit there and hold Ryan's hand."

"First off Ryan who did this?"

"My second cousin Donnie. My parents had to do something that took them
out of town for a day and my uncle agreed to keep us for the night."

"How old is Donnie Ryan?"

"Sixteen. He is huge and strong about 6 foot and over 200 pounds so I
guess Todd couldn't fight back so he just took it all."

"He is old enough to know better. Did he ever try anything with you?"

"Yes but I told him to stop and after he grabbed my penis once that
night I yelled and he never did it again. I guess he went to find Todd
after he left me. Both of us were treated badly by him that night only I
fought back and he just left me alone after the first try."

"Okay tell me exactly what Donnie did to Todd."

He hesitated took a deep breath and opened his mouth to speak but the
words didn't come.

"Ryan relax. You are safe here with me and nobody will ever hurt you or
Todd again."

"First he covered Todd's mouth and said if he mad a noise he would kick
my ass while he made Todd watch. I guess that made Todd behave and keep
quiet. Todd was sleeping or getting ready to sleep so he was in his
underwear and a tee shirt."

"No pajamas?"

"No we always slept in our underwear its just more comfortable for us
that way. If I get cold I always put an extra blanket on the bed and it
warms me up fast. So anyway he told Todd to be quiet and he pulled off
his underwear and shirt leaving Todd totally naked. First he played with
his penis until it was hard and then he put it in his mouth. Next he
took his fingers and started putting them into his butt until he
couldn't fit anymore because Todd started to cry. So he stopped it and
turned Todd over and took out his own penis and forced it up Todd's butt
and you can figure out the rest. Todd came to me bleeding and I panicked
and tried to cal 911 but Donnie told me if I did he would kill both of
us. My uncle was asleep through this and I really don't think he ever
knew anything about it. I took Todd into the bathroom and locked the
door took a towel and stopped the bleeding and then gave him a bath to
try and wash off the dirt from the attack."

"I guess Todd was hurting a lot after that?"

"Not his butt too much just his head. He was confused and thought it was
his fault that Donnie did that to him. He thought He caused the whole
thing and afterwards he slept with me for many nights and that is what
made my dad concerned about the whole thing. Finally Todd told dad and
he went ballistic and wanted to kill Donnie. Mom calmed him down and the
next day we were heading for their house to do whatever my dad had
planned."

"I wonder if your uncle leaving for a week was just a co-incidence or
because he knows what happened."

"I don't know sir."

"No Ryan I was just talking out loud I didn't mean for you to answer
that."

"Oh okay."

"Todd pal are you okay in your butt now? You don't have any trouble when
you go to the bathroom do you?"


"Sometimes it hurts and I get a little blood but usually I am fine."

"Did anyone ever check you after this happened? Did your mom take you to
a doctor?"

"No. Nobody has even looked at him, Ryan said. He is too embarrassed
over the whole thing and he can't even take a bath with anyone anymore."

"Well I hate to say it but a doctor should have a look at him to make
sure he is okay. Why didn't your parents ever take him to one?"

"He cried and fussed so much my mom thought it was best at the time to
just keep an eye on it and hope he was okay.  I guess it was just too
hard on everyone and then the accident kind of made me forget about it
till now."

"Todd how is your butt?"

"Its okay I think. I haven't had much bleeding in about two days. I
don't want to go to a doctor though please don't make me go, please!"

"Okay kiddo I won't. Would I embarrass you if I asked to check you? I am
a doctor but just not well trained in medicine."

Todd looked at Ryan and Ryan shrugged his shoulders as if to say it's up
to you kid.

"Tell you what Todd you think about it and let me know real soon Okay?

"Yes sir."

"Okay guys you stay here for a while and I am going to tell Bill what
you told me so he can have Donnie arrested and get this over with so you
never have to worry about him hurting you again."

Todd fainted a smile at me and I went over and gave him a hug, which he
took willingly before I headed downstairs. Bill could tell right away
from working with me so much that I got the information and it wasn't
good. I told him everything leaving no details out and he left
immediately to get the son of a bitch. I guess he was going to meet up
with their local sheriff or he had jurisdiction there. Either way I saw
the pain and anger in Bill's eyes and I knew there would be trouble
tonight. I got up and headed to the kitchen for something to drink.

"Hey dad what's going on?"


"Oh hi Josh. Sorry I couldn't come out to play at the track but I was
just told some disturbing news about Todd and I think you can help us
here but first I need a soda."

"Really how?"

"Well this not going to be easy okay?"

He nodded yes.

"Remember what happened to you a few months ago?"

He swallowed hard remembering it and shook his head yes once again.

"Well to keep you from getting too upset I'll tell you that something
very similar only worst happened to Todd a few days ago."

Immediately Josh's eyes swelled up with the thoughts of what possibly
could have been worse than what happened to him. He ran to me and hugged
me tight and sobbed quietly.

"You okay pal, I know this is tough to think about but as time goes on
it will get easier and you will get stronger, I promise."

After a moment he looked up at me and said,

"Come on dad I need to help Todd get through this."

I smiled at him and rubbed his back and we both headed out to talk with
the brothers.

"I figured you might want to talk to Todd, you're a good kid you know
that!"

He looked at me and smiled.

"Todd how are you feeling?"

"Okay I guess."

"Good then I want you and Josh to go upstairs for a while he has
something to discuss with you."

"Why?"

"Trust me, okay?"

"Okay."

They headed up to Josh's room and Ryan looked at me as if I were nuts.

"Look kiddo I know your wondering why I sent your brother with Josh. I
have to tell you something so lets sit back at the table for a minute
and then if you want you can ask all of your questions."

He sat paying attention closely to me and I began.

"Ryan, what your brother just went through Josh almost experienced
exactly a few weeks ago. I know this is really a lot for you to
understand but right now I think those two can really use each other and
your brother will really be able to open up and talk with him after he
finds out they have this in common."

"Thanks Tyler that sounds great. I was really confused why you would
send them upstairs after this mess and your right this might really help
him or the both of them."

"What do you say we have some ice cream while they talk and when Josh is
done you can go up and talk privately with your brother and see for
yourself if it helped him?"

"Kewl! Do you have any Strawberry?"

"I might just be able to scoop up some, I snickered. Lets go look."

Meanwhile upstairs;


"Come on in and sit on my bed Todd we need to talk."

"What is this all about Josh?"

"Well I heard from my dad that you were really hurt and I thought you
might want to talk to me about it."

"Why would I want to tell you and what can you do to help me?"

"Todd. About three months ago I got involved on the Internet with the
wrong person and he showed up at my house and raped me. Even though he
didn't get away with it I still am hurting a lot and after my dad told
me you were hurt the same he thought we could discuss it and I might be
able to help you. Want to talk to me about it we might be able to help
each other out some?"

"Me help you, how?"

"By telling me about your story it helped me when I finally told Tyler
and I feel a little better everyday now. Whatta ya say?"


"I really don't know, I really am glad you want to help me and stuff
but...

"Look Todd I don't want to push you but give it a try, come on it will
be good for you I promise."

Finally he coaxed Todd into sharing the whole story. About thirty
minutes later both boys came down together a little red faced but
apparently no worse off then when they went up. Todd sat with his
brother and Josh called me into the kitchen.

"How did it go pal?"

"It was rough at first but after I practically begged him he told me
everything. We had a good cry together and hug and I told him what
happened to me and then we decided to come down. I told him he could
stay up and I would send Ryan to see him but he said that it was okay he
wanted to come down and he felt better then he had in a few days. I
really thing it helped dad, really!"

"That's great kid! I am very proud of you, you did a good job."

"Thanks. I hope so. He really got it bad dad when he told me about all
the blood and pain I got sick to my stomach and the thought of what
could have happened to me just came back and I almost told him to stop
talking about it but at the last second I felt better and I said nothing
and let him finish. It was hard though, really hard to do."

"I know it was. I can only imagine how you guys deal with this stuff. I
know I am a counselor and I am supposed to have the answers but
sometimes we get stumped and have to depend on our thoughts and feelings
to get by. None of this is easy son; believe me after many years it
doesn't get easier it's always a challenge every time."

We walked out of the kitchen and Todd and Ryan were together on the
couch still talking.

"Hey guys, I said. How is everything?"

"I think we are ok here sir. Thank you for caring so much and thank you
Josh for helping my brother. He said your talk really made him feel
better then he thought it would. You guys are really nice and I wish I
could do more for you sir. I mean it. You took us in and fed us, bought
us clothes and gave us care that we might not have gotten anywhere else.
Thanks again."

He got up and walked over to me and sat by me and looked at me with his
eyes of gold. Between the look and his cute face my heart just melted
and I felt a little funny almost like the first time I ever saw my first
good-looking guy. It all came rushing back at me and I almost felt a
little embarrassed, however reality set in thankfully when the phone
rang, probably just in time. Who knows what Ryan might have done in
another second or me for that though? The shower experience came
flooding back into my mind once again and I knew that we need a private
moment to discuss it real soon.

"Hello?"

"Hey its Bill."

"What's up? Any good news?"

"Yeah we got the son of a bitch. I guess he wasn't expecting it because
when I pulled up with their local sheriff their aunt came out and
started asking questions like nobody knew there was a problem."

"No doubt the bastard probably thought he got away with it and was just
going through his daily routine."

"Well his daily routine will be in jail for a while."

"Well thanks Bill, I'll fill in everyone with the good news and we will
take it from there."

"Oh one more thing Ty, don't say a word yet but if these two can't get
placed anywhere safe I talked to Marie and we might take them in. I know
I am not supposed to get involved personally but with my kids out of the
house its quiet and Marie felt really bad about what happened and she
asked me this morning. I am filing the paperwork with the proper
authorities and when I get approval if needed I will have you break the
news to the kids. Its gonna take a good week or so if that's okay with
you."

"Bill I am not only shocked I am honored. Are you sure you want me to
tell them? I think I'll be stealing your thunder and that's just not
right."

"Tyler you're the expert and they are staying with you. You're just the
right person to break the news. I'll know by Friday and you can tell
them then. I am just so excited about this that I hope the kids are
willing to try it. Marie and I feel like young people again after
discussing this today."

"Bill it couldn't happen to better foke!"

"Thanks Tyler, talk to you if anything else comes along, bye to you and
to the kids from me okay?"

"Sure Bill, I'll pass along the salutation. See ya soon pal."

"Well what did Bill say dad?"

"Guys, Donnie is under arrest and your safe. You guys have been through
a lot why don't you all go rest for a while and we can go out and
celebrate over dinner anywhere you want. Think it over and in about two
hours we will go eat. Now mush all you guys up and find something to do
in your rooms. I need some time to myself for a few things. Go on Get!"

This whole thing has left me really tired I need a break so I think next
week I am going to take a vacation away from here as soon as I am sure
that the kids are settled in with Bill I am out of here! But for now I
think I need to settle my mind a little and its time to have a little
chat with Ryan.

I headed up to his room I listened at his door and oddly enough it was
quiet so I decided to knock. I heard some rustling inside the room and
if I was smart I would have busted in right then but that is just not me
I knocked again lightly and he opened the door.

"Ryan what's going on you sure took your time getting to the door, I
need to talk to you are you alone?"

"Yeah my brother laid down in his room and it's just me. Come on in."

"Just you and what? I heard a lot of papers rustling you want to talk
about it?"

"Um, no that's okay not right now anyway."

"Well I need to talk to you about our shower incident the other day."

"What about it sir? It was nothing more then a good time for me. Did you
have a problem with it?"

"Not exactly Ryan, I, well I guess I have been thinking about what
happened and I do feel like I took advantage of your youth and I never
should have touched you that way."

"But I asked you to. It was my idea to have you jack me off and I loved
it and.

"Look after what happened to your brother I just thought that it was
wrong and I wanted to clear the air of my thoughts.

"I really appreciate your worry's but if I didn't want any attention
from you I would have asked you to leave. I know you like me and my
brother a lot and I just took it one step past that."

"So you had this planned and it wasn't an accident that I came into the
bathroom?"

"Not quite. I hoped you would come in but I wasn't sure I read you
right. I have liked boys for a while and the way you stare at me made me
think you like me too."

"That's quite a good observation for someone your age. How did you get
so smart so fast?"

"Well I guess living around my dad and neighborhood made me grown up a
little faster then the usual kid. I know I am still a kid but I guess I
think older sometimes."

"Ha, ha. Yeah your still a kid all right and a cutie at that!"

"Thanks sir."

"What did I tell you about that sir stuff?"

"Oh right, Tyler."

"Well I am glad we had this talk. Thanks for clearing the air Ryan I'll
see you later."

"Um, Tyler please don't go yet. I have one more thing to tell you."

"What is it?"

"I am sorry but I did lie to you in the shower. I knew exactly what to
do and I used you to get off."

"Well that's interesting talk, 'GET OFF?' where did you get that from?"

"Sorry, school. Its what we call it."

"I know what it's called. I am just not used to hearing it from and 11
year old. All right then I am going now see you later and please
remember to keep this our secret we don't want the other to find out we
had more then a moment together okay?"

"Yes I know but please stay."

"Why?"

"I want some more of the same thing."

"You can talk that way but when it comes to asking for another hand job
you shy away from the phrase?"

He turned a little red and I saw the beginnings of a small tent forming
in his sweats.

"I see your having a small problem right now that might need assistance
huh?" I pointed to his protruding problem."

"Yeah, I haven't had a chance to wank off since the shower the other day
and you know the rest."

"Well what exactly would you like from me Ryan?"

"Lock the door first please and then I'll show you."

I locked it and he reached for a paper he had under his bed sheets.

"This sir."

I looked at it and there where two naked guys on it with one of them
anally fucking the other. It was stained and apparently Ryan had used it
before.

"Ryan have you 'used' this paper it's all spotted?"

"Yes."

"And you want me to do this to you?"

"I guess so."

"I guess so isn't really a good answer when it comes to something this
special. Look son, this is quite a big step and a very painful one at
that. Your brother just went through this but not by choice."

"I know that sir I have had a little experience with this already."

"You have? How, when?"

"At school one time I had a friend stick a few fingers in me and I liked
it. He felt kind of funny about doing it but after I sucked him off he
agreed to do it."

"Wow Ryan it looks like you have all kinds of experience don't you."

He suddenly looked embarrassed.

"Aaah, yes?"

"Okay, I guess we can play a little but remember this is a dangerous
thing to do and its not really something I recommend you do at all. Are
you ready now or do you need a shower first?"

"No sir. I am ready now I have my lube and anything else that might be
needed."

"How did you know I would say yes?"

"Because I see a tent in your pants too sir."

"Oh, yeah, well anyway...  I'll be back in a few minutes. Get yourself
ready and I will knock three times so you will know it's me. We don't
need anyone walking in on you, I'll be right back."

What am I getting into now? I guess once again I am letting my cock run
my mind. I guess it's best if it is me rather then that bastard that got
arrested. Somehow I just don't see much difference but there is
something to say for force and just voluntary sex. I don't know. This is
just wrong in so many ways but still its what we want too.





Chapter 13, Teaching Ryan and The kid's new home.



{Another fine situation I have gotten myself into. I guess most adults
who crave sex wouldn't be bothered thinking it out like I do but I think
in my line of work it still had a meaning to it although when I do this
I still feel odd and almost lose a little respect for myself.  So call
me what you must I really shouldn't be so judgmental of the other
perverts if I choose to do it myself. I guess there is a fine line
between what I am doing and what happened to the boys. Attack is one
thing and voluntary sex is another. If I keep telling myself this I
might actually believe it one day.}


Oh well, here I go again. Guilt or not Ryan is calling on me for a
lesson. I knocked on the door three times and entered.

"Ready Ryan?"

"Yes sir I am. Are you?"

"I think so Ryan, are you sure you want this son? It may not be what you
think it is and it's gonna hurt a lot at first."

"I want this more then you probably know sir so please, lets get it
started."

"Okay Ryan, on the bed and off with your sweats."

He quickly stripped and was naked in seconds lying with a stiff hard-on
right in front of me. My own cock quickly stirred to attention on seeing
this cutie naked in front of me once again.

"Ryan you definitely are a cutie! Okay pal time for your lesson in
whatever you're looking for out of this."

"Sir? I think it's only fair if I get to see what is going up my ass
first?"

"Sure."

I took off my robe and he saw me for the first time.

"Wow sir your quite big!"

"Thanks but this is average in males Ryan. I am just the average size.
You will get like this in a few years and then you'll know what I mean."

He came over and asked me if he could touch it and of course I said yes.
Within seconds I was hard as a rock.

"Sure you want some of this kid?"

"Yes sir, you'll be careful?"

"Of course I will. I am not here to hurt you even though it's probably
going to cause you a bit of pain."

"Yes I know. Please stop reminding me of that. I really want this anyway
and I really don't want you talking me out of it."

"Okay then Ryan lets lube your butt and get it prepaired for what you
want."

He handed me his lube and laid on the bed ass up. Slowly he spread his
legs and then parted his cheeks exposing his pink hole. I put plenty on
him and slowly I worked one finger fully into him and then two fingers
into his ass and then three with a little help from him as he readjusted
his postion on the bed.

"You okay there Ryan?"

"Yeah just felt a little pain with your third finger. I'm all right so
please continue."

I was in him pretty far now with my long fingers and easily brushed his
prostrate and now felt it was time to show this young man what man meat
felt like. Besides any longer and I probably would have left my load on
the bed rather then in his ass being as horney as I felt.

"Okay Ryan its time. I am gonna go real slow and you tell me when to
stop if needed."

"Okay."

I got up behind him and slowly pushed the head of my cock into his ass.
It popped in quite easily and Ryan actually laughed with the contact.

"That tickled," he said.

"I am glad because the rest probably won't."

I pushed a little harder and he suddenly knew what I meant.

"Ohhhh, yeah. I see what you mean Tyler. Stop!"

"You want me to pull out?"

"No, please keep going. It just felt real odd for a second."

I was now about a quarter of the way in and felt his sphincter muscle
giving more and more and I knew this would be the first real test. I
pushed a bit harder and told him to push like he had to crap. He seemed
to be a bit more relaxed and I slide in right past it and was now half
way into him.

"Okay Ryan I am half way in how are you holding up."

"Its hurting a little but just weird feeling!"

His tight ass and my need for release had me very close to shooting
right now. It was time to get this over with or it might not happen at
all. I was ready to push in the rest of the way as he appeared to be
taking it well.

"Okay Ryan I am in all the way and I am gonna start pumping you."

He was quiet, just nodded his head and I went to work. I already knew
within a minute or so I would be ready to shoot my wad if I wanted to. I
had a little restraint but not much at this point.

"Okay Ryan its up to you I can cum or pump your ass a little longer!"

"Go ahead and do what you like. I am ready for either. You decide."

I continued fucking his ass longer and then I went too far.

"I am cumming now! Whatever else happens now you tell me!

"Oooooooh YES!!! That's so great your so fucking tight the feeling is
outragious!"

With that I released into his virgin ass my hot seed. He was pretty
quiet except for a low moaning coming from him occasionally. I finished
up and pulled out of him. I was spent as I started to pull out of his
ass.

"Ouch, go slow please for some reason it hurts."

"What hurts?"

"You pulling out fast."

"Really, okay. Sorry I never had anyone tell me that before."

I slowly pulled out the rest of the way and he didn't say another word.

"Okay Ryan your probably going to feel the need to go to the bathroom
real soon so get ready."

Sure enough before I could get out of his way he got up and headed to
the bathroom. I heard the bathroom experience since he left the door
open to the bathroom and could tell he was okay at least from where I
was laying.

"You okay Ry?"

"Yeah, just a little messy that's all but I am fine. I am gonna take a
shower and then I'll be out okay?"

"Sure Ryan I am too. I'll use my own in my room. Come get me when you're
done if you want me or need to talk."

"Okay."

He turned on the water to the shower and I headed back to my room not
waiting around or needing to be there any longer. I showered and as I
was drying off there was a knock on the bathroom door.

"Dad can I come in?"

"Sure Josh whats up?"

"Well I am starving. You said a couple of hours and its been like three
hours since I went to my room. Can we eat?"

"Sure. I am sorry I got tied up with something and I just finished it
up. As soon as I am done here we will go. Why don't you round up the
other two and get then ready for dinner."

"Sure, where are we going?"

"I don't know we can all discuss it when we meet to leave. I will be
down in about five minutes and we can talk then."

"Okay."

He shut the door and the thought of eating had totally slipped my mind
after what just happened. Its barely after 7pm and now that I think
about it I guess I am luck that we didn't get interrupted in the middle
of our lession. Well I am hungry too time to go discuss dinner plans.
Josh came flying down the steps with the others in tow as they were
screaming about wanting to eat. Did you ever hear three mouths at once
demand food? It's not a pretty sight.

"SHUT UP!!!!"

Dead silence. Now there were three stunned mouths in front of me. I
began laughing and then realized that everything was okay.

"Wow dad you scared me!"

"Well sorry but come over here to my side and you listen to the three of
you. You guys gave me an instant headache. I chuckled. Now about dinner
you may all speak but please not all at once."

"Dad I want pizza"

"No, no I want burgers."

"No, said the littlest voice of all, Todd. I want to have mommy cook."

All of us looked at him. I guess not understanding that fully that mommy
was gone it either slipped out or he just spoke his mind. Suddenly and
quickly that put everything into perspective. I could see Ryan's eyes
swell up and Josh felt it too. Funny thing was Todd was perfectly fine
with what he just said like his mom was going to walk into the room and
make dinner any second. Ryan walked over to his brother.

"Todder, mommy is gone she can't make anything for us anymore."

"I know but I just want her too."

"I do too Todd, I do too!"

I went over to them and Josh stopped me. I looked at him and the little
bugger just shook his head and pulled me out of the room. I gladly went
just to see what he was up to.

"What's that all about Josh?"

"I know you're the doctor, but I just thought they needed time alone."

I grabbed my boy and pulled him to me. We hugged and I whispered to him,
"you know sometimes your pretty smart for a kid."

"Thanks dad. I take after you."

I picked him up into my arms and just held him for a minute in complete
silence and then put him down and we both went to check on the brothers.
They appeared to be fine and Josh broke the silence.

"So what are we gonna have?"

"I think a restaurant is an ideal place. That way everyone can have what
they want."

So we all filed out the door and into my truck and we were off to
dinner, family style.

After dinner I decided that dessert was going to be special and we hit
the hot ice cream spot. There was a small place just outside of town
that served up huge portions of it and I headed there without telling
them. Josh knew as soon as it became apparent that the road wasn't
heading home.

"Hey were are we going? Oh, your taking us to the Ice cream barn aren't
you?"

"You spoil all my fun you brat, yeah that's where we are going."

"Yes!"

"Hurray!"

"Kewl!"

Three different responses, none of then upset. I guess I made a good
choice. So we all ordered and it was time to head home. It was dark now
anyway and I was a little tired and apparently they were too. So we got
home and all three washed up, ice cream sure makes a mess. Then it was
off to bed or at least their rooms. It wasn't late at all but I was beat
so I put on the alarm and headed to my room for some TV in bed. I
figured if I fell asleep so what at least I would be comfy. I watched a
few shows and at 10pm I couldn't keep my eyes open anymore. I checked
the others and jumped into bed setting the TV timer for thirty minutes I
covered myself and started to fall asleep. A while later I heard my
bedroom door open and looked at the clock. 2am, not that bad. It was
Ryan or so it looked like.

"What's up?'

"Sorry to bother you Tyler but I wanted to talk to you about this
afternoon, you know what we did."

"Okay, what's on your mind at this hour of the night?"

"Well my butt is still hurting me after before and I just wanted to know
if that was normal?"

"Yes its perfectly."

"WHAT?"

A voice from the room shouted out.

"His butt, what happened to his butt?"

Oh God. Josh crawled into my bed during the night and I didn't know he
was there.

"What's he doing in your bed Tyler?"

"Never mind what I am doing in his bed. What about your butt?"

Oh no! Ryan and Josh. Nether of then knew that the other was there.

SHIT! OH FUCK!

"Okay boys calm down!"

"Calm down nothing! Josh said. What is he talking to you about his butt
for? OH NO! Did you fuck him?"

Ryan stood there with a stupefied look on his face and I was at a loss
for words.

"You screwed him today didn't you? Ryan did he?"

"Um, err. I don't know what to say. I think I should go back to my room
right now."

He turned and hauled ass out of the room not caring or listening to what
Josh was saying. Josh looked at me and said nothing.

"Look Josh I didn't know you were there or I."

"You what? You would have told him to be quiet?"

He was screaming now so the whole house could probably hear it.

"You butt fucked Ryan today didn't you?"

He got up out of the bed and stood next to me and looked at me.

"Fuck you! I want to go home! I am gonna call my mom!"

He started crying as he ran out of the room and towards a phone in the
hall. All I thought was oh no! She can't find out or the world will end!

"Josh WAIT!"

I grabbed the phone from his hand.

"Fine I will find another one if I can't use this one!"

"Josh, please wait! JOSH!"

"JOSH!!"

"WHAT?!"

"Look please calm down a little so I can explain."

"What are you gonna tell me how you stuck it in his ass?"

I had the urge to smack him for the first time ever but I didn't.

"That's not fair! Lets talk about it PLEASE?"

"No! What could you tell me that I don't already know?"

"I don't know Josh. I really don't know. Look go back to your room and
at least try to sleep we will talk in the morning after you try and get
some sleep."

He didn't say a word; he just stomped off to his room and slammed the
door. I went after him but stopped short of entering his room as I heard
the wails of crying but for the first time didn't know how to comfort
him or what to do. So I just left him alone and hoped it would be all
right in the morning.

"Ah SHIT!"

Well I guess now I have to talk to Ryan and see how he feels. I knocked
on his door.

"Come in."

"Look Ryan I am sorry you had to find out this way and that I did what I
did to you."

"Sir. I am sorry. If I had known you and him were sleeping together I
never would have tried to do anything with you. It's totally my fault."

"That's gracious of you Ryan, but I don't think so."

"Why not? I went to you. You didn't chase me. I will try and tell Josh
what happened in the morning and hopefully I can fix it for you. He
likes or liked me before this and."

"NO!"

"Why not sir its my fault. I barged into your room and started
blabbering about all this. You probably didn't know that he was there or
you would have shut me up. How could this not be anyone's fault but
mine?"

"Ryan. I am not looking to blame you. I could have said no today and
that would have ended it right there. I knew what Josh and I had but I
let you talk me into it and I really didn't resist."

"Yes, I understand but I still started this. At least let me try before
something else happens. Please?"

"Okay Ryan. In the morning you can talk to him. Just be careful. He has
quite a temper."

"Yeah, I saw that."

"I guess you did. Nite, kiddo. See you in the morning."

"Good night sir."

Oh shit! What happened! I haven't a clue what to do. I am going back to
bed maybe in the morning it will be better. I hope so. I laid back down
but try as I might I couldn't get what happened out of my mind. I hurt
my love and I don't know what to do. I probably ruined whatever we had
and maybe worse. He might tell his mom what happened and then, well I
don't even want to go there. Slowly I dozed off.

RINGGGGGGGGGG.

The alarm clock! Shit I just fell asleep what seemed like 5 minutes ago
and that damn thing has to wake me. 8am. The weekend and a mess on my
hands. I might as well get up and face the music. I didn't know if the
kids were up so I headed to the kitchen to make coffee. I sure needed a
cup. Todd was in there having cereal and quiet as a mouse.

"Hi."

"Morning Todd. How did you sleep last night?"

"Good. I thought I heard a lot of noise once but I guess I was
dreaming."

"I guess you were."

Yeah I wish I were! Well they should be down soon and he might find out
anyway so I will just keep quiet for now. You never know what might
happen. I brewed the coffee and before the pot was done dripping Ryan
was up and came down in his shorts that he slept in looking a little
panicked.


"What's wrong pal?"

"I just went to see Josh and try to clear up things but he wasn't in his
bed, I looked around but he was nowhere to be found. I am scared Tyler
where did he go?"

"Well there is a special place he goes to when he is down. Look watch
your brother I need to go and find him. Chances are good he will be
there. I won't be too long an hour tops."

"Okay, I'll grab a bowl of cereal and we will be right here when you get
home."

"Good see you two shortly"

"Bye"

"BYE"

I knew if he were anywhere it would be where he went when he was
depressed or he went home. I could only hope he was at this place.
I drove over to where it was and parked far enough away so that I
wouldn't be known from the truck noise. I got out and walked to the area
and sure enough he was there and still in his sleeping shorts. I don't
know if he cared but maybe he was stuck there in his shorts or he just
didn't care how he was dressed because he was too upset to. I quietly
walked over.

"Um, hi?"

"I heard you coming and besides no one else knows about this place so I
knew it was you."

"Can we talk? Please sweetie?"

"I suppose so. It's the least I owe you."

"Hey come on now that hurt and I thought at least there would be no free
shots below the belt."

"Well I wanted one more!"

"Okay, I guess fair enough."

"Sit,"

I sat on the log next to him. This was a place that was secluded and out
of the way from the road but I doubted many knew of it. It is quiet with
a pond and the usual surroundings including wildlife but not quite
enough to call it forest.

"So what do you have to say after last night? You know I really did
think about telling my mom but I figured I at least owed you a chance to
explain first."

"Gee thanks, I think."

"SO?"

"All right young man. Enough of the crap with your chip on your
shoulders. I love you damn it and I made a freaking mistake. Granted it
was big and I did it but what can I do now its over with. It was partly
my fault and some of Ryan's."

"Oh sure blame it on the kid!"

"Hey, look do you want to accuse for the rest of this or listen?"

"Okay, go ahead."

"So anyway. I know I am wrong or was wrong with what we did but Ryan
asked me to and like a fool I was coaxed into saying yes but my hormones
and his cute body."

"Yeah well your right there. He certainly is cute. So what kind of a lay
is he?"

"Wow, your ruthless aren't you"?

"I am not going to discuss that it was private. Like it or not."

"Okay fair enough, I guess it isn't my business if he likes it up the
ass or not."

"All right mister that's more then enough!"

I got up and he did too and started to walk away. I grabbed him by the
arm and he resisted me quite strongly but not enough that he could have
gotten away. He yelled for me to let go and finally I did. He started to
walk away again but I yelled to him and he stopped in his tracks and
didn't turn around.

"Josh. Josh look at me! HEY, I am talking to you."

Slowly he turned and looked at me his face was red and streaks of tears
run down it.

"What? You never loved me you probably just wanted me for the sex and
whatever else you could get. You're a pervert and the worst kind. A
cheater! I never want to see you again and I don't care what you say! I
won't say anything to my mom just because I don't think its right but I
hate you and I hope you die a slow painful death. Now get out of here
and leave me the fuck alone!"

I started to go but I had to try one more thing. I was desperate and I
loved him so. Oh, I hope this works!

"Okay then I am going. But before I do you need to hear this!"

"I know I was wrong. I can't change what I did; I can only work it out
from here with you. If your ready to give up all that you have with me
including everything I have given you then just go on I really don't
care. You just said some pretty nasty things and I don't know if I could
forgive you now anyway. So just go and tell your mom. I don't care you
son of a bitch! I loved you in more ways then one and this is how you
repay me for one fucking mistake? Fine! Good bye SON!"

I turned and headed for my truck without looking back. Please, please,
please let this work! I love him too much for it to fail! I was about
two steps from the door when he yelled.

"Wait!"

I stopped and this time I didn't turn around.

"Please, wait. DAD!"

He came up behind me and touched my back. A shiver ran down my spine
from the touch and I jumped. He pulled away and I turned around. His
face was still red and wet from his crying. I don't know how I wasn't
crying too but I guess I was either to mad or just totally out of it
from all the shit I just went through. He jumped into my arms and
started sobbing uncontrollably and I did too. We hugged to the point of
almost squeezing the breath out of one another and the finally he broke
them embrace and gave me a long warm kiss on the lips. We hugged again
briefly before I finally put him down. I dried my face with my hankie
and then he took it and dried his.

"I am so sorry I said what I did, DAD. I do love you. I just let my
feelings get in the way and then they took over. I didn't mean what I
said not really. It just came out and I couldn't stop it. I tried really
I did. I knew before you got here that I wanted to forgive you but I
needed to know if you really did love me and that Ryan was just a
mistake. Now I do. I forgive you! Honest I do."

I didn't say a word I just picked him up and hugged him once more. I sat
him on the hood of my truck and looked at his beautiful face. The same
one that I fell in love with at the theatre that night a few months ago.
I must have looked at him for five minutes before he finally spoke to
break the quiet once again.

"Um, are you gonna stare at me all day or can we go home now? I have to
pee and I am starving too."

I smiled and then lifted him down to the ground.

"Yeah, come on. Lets go eat and pee. HAHAHA. I am starving too!"

"Yeah!"

We got in the truck and I sped off to go home.

"After we get in I have to tell all of you something very important."

"Ah, no more surprises ok?"

"Well one more pal. This one is about Ryan and Todd, not you."

"Oh, okay then. That's fine."

We pulled into the driveway and Josh got out and ran to the front door.
He had to pee so bad that he didn't care what he was wearing he flew in
through the front door as it slammed into the wall behind it with a big
crash. I followed.

"We are back!"

Ryan came out first.

"Yeah we heard. Is everything okay?"

"Yes it is. Josh had to pee real bad, he is okay!"

"Gee that's great. I am glad."

"No more then I am Ryan. No more than I am!"

He came down screaming about food and I didn't quite hear it I was
already in the kitchen making waffles.

"In here son!"

"So what's the big news you mentioned in the truck?"

"I guess now is as good a time as any to tell it! Ryan, Todd. You guys
know that I would love it if you stayed here but you can't stay forever.
Bill the officer you guys met told me to tell you that he and his wife
would like to have you move in with them permanently. What do you
think?"

Todd said nothing. Ryan slowly cracked a smile and then screamed, "YES!"

"AWESOME!"

"I take it your okay with that Ryan?

"Oh yeah!"

"Todd?"

"Yeah, its okay I guess."

I realized he didn't quite understand so I told them both everything and
then we sat and ate breakfast.  Ryan knew and understood fine but after
a few minutes Todd understood too and smiled. The house was at peace and
all bellies were full soon afterwards. Within a week or as soon as
Monday the kids will be in their new house if everything goes as
planned. What a way to start a Saturday but I guess its all going to be
okay for now at least. Lets see what the rest of the weekend holds.