Date: Sat, 6 Jan 2007 23:09:18 EST
From: Gaysweatyguy@aol.com
Subject: My Early Years


C H A P T E R   O N E


This is true; I lovingly lived every moment of it and still think about it
often.  I'm 65 today, I have no idea where my early lovers were but if it
wasn't for them, I would have lived a much more frustrating life than I
have.  I have always believed that a young boy should find some older
lovers as soon as he can; that way he might be able to save a lot time
finding himself.

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I think everybody remembers the loss of their virginity, whether a good or
a bad experience; I certainly remember mine even though it's been almost
fifty years.  Even today I can feel the fear, the pain, the acceptance, the
loving and at last the lust of the first cocks in my mouth and ass.  I
never knew such ecstasy; by the time Robert and Ben were done with me, I
knew that I would be a cock-hound forever.

I remember the events leading up to my first encounters.  While I should
have suspected something, either I was too naive or more likely down deep
wanted everything to happen; in either case, once I began there was no
going back.

It was the summer of 1957; I was fifteen and would be sixteen in September.
I wasn't one of those guys with a great shape and a six-pack; as a matter
of fact, I was skinny.  I was almost six feet tall and weighted around a
hundred twenty pounds.  I had brown, curly hair, brown eyes, long eyelashes
and a heart-shaped mouth with full lips.  Unfortunately, I had very little
pubic hair but was fortunate enough to be well-endowed for my age, probably
more than seven inches by almost two and a half inches thick when hard.  I
jacked off every chance that I could, sometimes six or seven times a day; I
remember staying home from school one day and jacking off fourteen times.
My friend, Ronnie and I used to have contests to see who could cum the most
or shoot the furthest; he was as horny as I was.

Ronnie had gone to Santa Monica for the summer to visit his Dad; I didn't
really have anyone else that I hung out with and I figured it would be a
long summer.  I really wished Ronnie wouldn't have gone; the last three
times we were together we jacked each other off...that was really cool.

The first Friday night after Ronnie left; because I didn't have anything
else to do, I went to the movie.  Normally I went to the neighborhood
theater, but there was nothing good playing and I decided to go downtown.
When I walked in, someone called me.

"Jon; Jon Meltzer?"  I looked at older guy walking toward me; he was in his
early twenties, five- eight or so, really well built, a thick head of hair
and glasses.

"Yeah; do I know you," I asked.

"It's Robert Levine; do you remember me?  I taught Sunday school when you
first came here five years ago.  I thought I recognized you.  Boy, you?ve
really grown."

I recognized him then.  He invited me into the office; he was the assistant
manager of the movie theater.  We talked for about an hour while he told me
what he had done, about college, the job and so forth.  I really didnt want
to see the movie, so talking to him was fine.  He offered me a cigarette;
even though it was against my mother's rules I smoked anyway.

He told me that he and his roommate didn't live too far and he'd like me to
visit them, perhaps the next day.  I would like his roommate and he'd like
to see more of me.  He gave me directions and the address; later he asked
if I needed a ride home.  I told him that I could stay a little longer if
he could give me a ride; otherwise I would have to leave in a few minutes
because it was a three mile walk home and I had a midnight curfew.

He said he'd give me a ride so I stayed until he closed the theater at
eleven; we walked to his car when he got off work.  When we got to my house
he parked the car.  We talked a few minutes more; he told me again that
he'd like to see me the next day.  Just as I was getting out of the car, he
pulled me back in and gave me a kiss on the lips!

I was shocked!  I'd never kissed any man on the lips!  He held me and ran
his hand around the back of my neck and pulled me into him.  I'd only had
one girlfriend and she and I would kiss a little but she didn't like to do
it that much so I really didn't have much experience.  Even though I knew
that I shouldn't like it, it was so different than with Maggie that I liked
it very much.  I also felt my cock stir and begin to get hard.  Finally I
pulled away and went into the house, somewhat confused.

Once I got in, I went straight to bed and got undressed.  I lay down in bed
and began slowly jacking myself off, thinking of Robert kissing me.  I
liked it!  I wasn't queer but I wanted Robert to kiss me again.  I wanted
him to kiss me and show me how to do it right.  As I thought about him
kissing me I began jacking off harder; suddenly I had to cum.  Normally I
would go to the bathroom and cum in the toilet but this time I let it shoot
all over me.  It really felt good for a change.  I got my old t-shirt and
wiped it off and went to sleep.

That night I dreamed of Robert kissing me and of me kissing Ronnie.  In my
dream I played with the two of them and they played with me.  Robert and
Ronnie kept kissing me and rubbing my cock and my body.  I woke up in the
middle of the night; the sheets were wet and I could smell my cum; I had a
wet dream.  I rolled over and went back to sleep; the same dream came back.

The next morning I woke to a hard-on.  That wasn't unusual, but the sticky
bed was.  I played with it and finally got up and went to the bathroom
where I jacked off.  Then I went into the kitchen.  My mother was making
breakfast; she had to go to work.

"Did someone give you a ride home, Jon?  I heard a car door close when you
came home."

I told her about Robert or I told her about meeting him again.  She thought
that was nice; she remembered him from church and said that he was a very
nice boy.  I told her since he was the assistant manager he might be able
to get me a job at the theater for the summer; Mother thought that was
good.

She left for work and I cleaned up around the house.  Around ten I left the
house; I had remembered the directions and the address that Robert had
given me so I thought I'd go over there.  It took me about an hour to walk
to his house.  When I got there, I rang the doorbell.  I waited for a few
minutes, thinking that he might have gone out for the day.  Just as I was
going to leave the door opened and Robert stood there in his shorts.

"Jon!  Come on in.  Sorry it took so long to get the door; I was busy."

I went in and sat down on the couch.  "Who is it, Robert" I heard a voice
in the other part of the house shout.  "It?s Jon, the boy I told you about
last night.  Come on in and meet him; I think you two will like each
other," Robert said as he sat on the couch next to me.

Another man appeared in the doorway; he was the opposite of Robert!  Robert
was short and stocky while this guy was tall and lean.  Robert had brown or
even red hair; this fellow had black hair.  He was dressed just in his
underwear too and I could see he had no hair on his chest; Robert looked
like a forest grew on his.  The other guy was beautiful!

"Jon, this is my room mate, Ben; Ben, this is my young friend, Jon," he
introduced us.  I gulped a hello as Ben crossed the room.  We shook hands;
I felt an electrical charge in our touching.  I had never looked at a guy
before and thought him beautiful but Ben was beautiful; I couldn't take my
eyes off of him.

"He has that effect on everybody," Robert laughed when he saw me staring at
him.  He's too beautiful to be a man, but he is all man!? Robert said.
"Sweetie, would you get me some coffee?" he said to Ben.  "Do you want any,
Jon?"

When I shook my head no, Ben left and Robert and I were alone on the couch.
"Did you like our little making session out last night?" he asked, rather
casually.

"I've never kissed a man before, Robert and I've only kissed one girl.  I
guess I'm not very experienced or good at it, am I?"

"You need practice, that's for sure," Robert said.  "Well, Ben and I are
going to have to teach you how to kiss properly and other things," he
laughed.  Then he pulled me over to him and kissed me again, this time long
and hard.  He tried to put his tongue into my mouth but I wasn't sure what
he wanted.

"Open your mouth," he whispered.  When I did, he kissed me again, this time
sticking his thick tongue in my mouth and darting it back and forth.  "Use
yours, too, Jon," he said.  I stuck my tongue in his mouth in
reciprocation; the next thing I knew we were heavily at it.  His hand began
rubbing my chest over my shirt; he rubbed in the vicinity of my nipples.  I
could feel my cock stirring as he continued.

"Ah-hum!" I heard from a distant corner.  Robert stopped and looked up.
"Ben, we've got to teach Jon how to kiss properly, among other things; why
don't you take over so I can have some coffee?" he said.

"I think it would be better if Jon were like us to really feel the
experience.  Jon, stand up and strip down to your shorts," Ben said.  I was
mesmerized and did exactly as I was told.  By this time I was fairly hard
and my cock-head was sticking out of my shorts.  Nobody said anything when
I sat down between Robert and Ben.

Ben took me into his arms and kissed me.  It wasn't a hard kiss like
Roberts; instead it was soft and sexy.  When he stuck his tongue in my
mouth it was gentle and warm.  He began gently darting his tongue in and
out of my mouth and encouraging me to do the same.  We were kissing and he
pulled me up on him.  I could feel the heat of his almost naked body on my
almost naked body as we continued kissing.

Then I felt Robert pulling me to his side.  His kisses were stronger, more
forceful, more masculine.  Ben started kissing the back of my neck while
Robert kissed my lips.  Then Ben moved his kisses down to my shoulder and
across to my nipples.  I felt his tongue drag across my left, then right
nipple and I knew it was standing up hard.  In the meantime Robert had
started kissing and sucking on my ear.  Robert put his hand on my leg
almost to the bottom of my shorts; I felt on fire.

Suddenly Ben stopped and stood up.  I could see his shorts were a huge
tent.  "This is no good; it's too uncomfortable. Let's all go to bed and we
can really feel each other," he said.  Robert agreed and picked me up and
carried me into the bedroom and gently lay me down on the bed; then Robert
climbed in on one side of the bed while Ben climbed in on the other.  They
began kissing me again, this time exploring more and more of my body while
I lay there, moaning to each touch.

When Ben stopped kissing me for a minute, I felt him move around on the
bed; then he began again.  He took my hand and made me rub it over his
chest and nipples and then he pushed it down lower on his body.  He
continued taking turns kissing me while I explored his body; suddenly he
took my hand and put it on his hard cock!  It was much bigger than either
mine or Ronnie's; I couldn't put my hand all the way around it.  I was
shocked at first; however, when I started to jack him off, I enjoyed it.  I
loved the feel of his hard, slick cock in my hand and began squeezing it as
I jacked him off.  I hadn't seen it but I knew it was big.

While I was jacking him off, he was kissing my neck, then moved down to my
nipples, kissing, licking and biting them.  I was getting hotter and hotter
as he kept moving his lips over my body.  I still had my hand on his cock
and was jacking it off when I felt him pull on my shorts.  I lifted my body
as he pulled them down and then I kicked them off.  It felt good to be
naked next to his naked body.

In the meantime, Robert had been giving me full effort, kissing my lips, my
face, my neck; any place he could.  When Ben stripped my shorts off, Robert
moved off of me for a minute, then was back.  I could feel his naked body
against me when he kissed me again.

Ben had moved lower; I had lost grip of his cock as he kissed my
belly-button.  Robert took my other hand and moved it across his chest and
down to his cock.  I tried to grab a hold of it but I couldn't get my hand
half-way around it; it was HUGE!  He moved his hand down and put it over
mine; the two of us began jacking him off.  I couldn't believe that any man
could have a cock that big!

All at once I felt Ben?s breath on my cock.  "I'm going to like this," he
hoarsely whispered, then began licking my cock.  I was HOT and I knew it
wouldn"t be a whole lot of time before I came.  Ben knew it too and took my
cock into his mouth and began sucking it.

WOW!! What a feeling!  I had never felt anything like that before; it was
sensational!  Ben was sucking my cock while I was kissing and jacking off
Robert; I never thought I would do anything like this and enjoy it the way
I was enjoying it.  I didn?t care if it meant I was queer; I loved it!

I felt the heat forming from my balls, then move up my cock-shaft; I knew I
was going to cum.  "I?m going to; AGH, CUM, AGH!" I started.  I began
shooting at the same time.  Ben pushed his head down further over my cock
and let me shoot!  I began cumming in his mouth; he swallowed it as it shot
out of my cock.  He seemed to swallow every drop that I had to offer.

"Oh, Robert, you were right; he tastes just like honey," Ben exclaimed.
"You have to taste the next load; you'll love it.?  Ben began kissing my
stomach, then chest and ended up sharing my lips with Robert.  In the
meantime, he had taken my other hand and placed it on his cock again.

Robert pulled away from my lips and began kissing me lower.  Then, as he
moved toward my cock, Ben started kissing me again.  I thought I'd loose my
hard-on but it didn't happen.  Robert had been rubbing it and it just
stayed hard, then as he lowered his head, his mouth eventually found its
way to my cock!

By now I had let go of Robert's cock but was jacking Ben off again.  Robert
began sucking my half hard cock, taking the whole length of my cock into
his mouth.  It didn?t take it long to get hard again.

In the meantime, Ben had stopped kissing me and climbed on my chest.  "Suck
my cock, little boy," he said.  I almost screamed "NO" to him.  He pushed
his cock head toward me; I saw it; it was big.  His cock must have been
eight inches or longer, no hair except some at the bass of his cock, his
head shovel-like.  "I sucked you off, now you have to suck me off, Jon;
that?s the rule around here.  Whatever I do to you, you do to me and visa
versa!  I sucked you off, now it?s your turn to suck me off," he quietly
said.  Then he leaned forward and pushed his cock between my lips.  My
teeth were closed but I opened them as his cock filled my mouth.  I LOVED
the taste and feel of his cock in my mouth; it tasted a little bitter but I
had never tasted anything like it before.

In the meantime, Robert was busy on my cock, sucking it and getting it hard
again.  He began licking my cock and balls and playing with my ass.  I got
harder and Ben began pumping his big cock into my mouth.  I gagged but
continued to take as much as I could.

"Can you taste Robert, Jon?  I had just finished fucking him when you
arrived so you should be able to taste his sweet ass juices on my cock."  I
wanted to gag again but still it was a wonderful sensation.  I didn't quite
understand what Ben was talking about; all I knew was that I was enjoying
sucking his cock while Robert was sucking mine.

We went on like this for a long time, perhaps thirty minutes or more.
Robert was licking and sucking my cock, my balls and even my ass hole; I
was getting harder and harder.  In the meantime, I was able to take more
and more of Ben's cock into my mouth.  The bitter taste had gone away and
was replaced by a wonderful sensation of saliva, pre-cum and the thoughts
of lust.  Ben pushed harder and harder while Robert was able to take the
entire length of my cock including my balls into his mouth.

I knew I wasn't good forever; I had to cum and cum I did!!  I felt it build
up and then release into Robert's mouth.  At almost the same time Ben
released into me.  I wasn't expecting it and almost gagged as the first
shot entered my mouth.

"Swallow it, Jon; swallow all of it.  You?ll eventually have to so learn
from the beginning how good it tastes," Ben gently said as he was pumping
cum into my mouth and down my throat.  I began swallowing it; there wasn't
much but I guessed that was because he had climaxed a little earlier.  I
tasted it and it was a little salty but tasted good.  I began swallowing,
and took all of it until Ben stopped.  He pulled his cock out of my mouth
at the same time as Robert quit sucking on mine.

We lay there for a few minutes before Robert began kissing me again.  Then
he pushed me down toward his huge cock.  "It's your turn now, Jon.  Suck my
cock until I fill your mouth with cum."

I took hold of it but it was too big; it would never fit into my mouth, I
couldn't handle it!  "I'm going to teach you how to take a good cock on,
Jon.  Do as I tell you.  Begin with licking it from the head to my balls.
And pull my foreskin back so I can feel the sensation," he said as he
pushed my lips to his cock-head.  I was scared; I couldn't even get my
mouth around the head, let alone the shaft but I began to lick it.

For nearly fifteen minutes he talked to me on how to give him a blow-job.
I eventually got my mouth around his cock and got about three inches into
my mouth.  I sucked him for over an hour, I know!  I licked his balls, he
made me rim his ass, he would shove his cock in my mouth as deeply as he
could, then pull it out and then push back in as deeply as he could.  In
the meantime, he and Ben were kissing and feeling each other.

When he came it wasn't like Ben; Robert shot a full load in my mouth and
made me swallow all of it.  I loved the taste of it even though it was more
bitter than Ben's.  I sucked until he was finally dry and couldn't shoot
any more.  Then he pushed me off his cock and the three of us lay on the
bed, wrapped in each other's arms.  We lay there and fell asleep, waking up
about an hour later.