Date: Fri, 7 Sep 2012 01:41:27 -0400 (EDT)
From: mesucks2012@aol.com
Subject: My Experiences Sucking Cock Part 1

This is a true story of my cock sucking experiences (Part 1 The Early
Years)

When I was in my preteen years I started sucking cock, not sure at what
exact age but probably about 10 , I don't even remember when it started but
he was married and liked the young stuff, I remember sitting on the couch
watching movies with my sisters and our next door neighbor while he babysat
us it must have been winter and no central heating because we had a blanket
over all of us and he had me play with his cock under the covers,
eventually it moved to giving him blowjobs and tasting his cum, sometimes
he would have me lay down on top of him while he spit on his cock and
fucked between my legs,holding them together until he came between my ass
cheeks.

I also remember being at his place on a New Years Eve, my mom had just got
divorced and felt I needed a father figure so I would spend time with him
while my sisters were with my mom, can't remember why I was the only one
staying with him that New years eve but we played on the couch for a while
until the ball dropped after that I remember sucking his cock while I laid
on top of him and literally falling asleep with his cock in my mouth, he
eventually moved away and the sucking stopped.

After that there was a couple of times where as young boys do more often
than people think, I played the I will suck yours if you will suck mine
game with various friends, sometimes I was the only one that actually
sucked, but that's why its a game. One time a couple of teenagers had me
and a friend over one of their houses where we ended up sucking them off in
different rooms, while I was sucking one of them my friend came in
complaining that the other guy had peed in his mouth, I guess he had never
sucked someone that came before but I knew better and didn't say anything
when the one I was with came in my mouth, I just swallowed it.

At around 14 I met a friend of the family that was in the neighborhood
often, he was probably about 30 and married, I never did meet his wife in
the entire time I knew him, and as those sort of guys do he homed in on me
as someone that he could use without me telling I don't remember how it
started but there was games involved, this part takes place during the late
70's early 80's so pong had just come out around that time along with the
Atari system which he of course owned. He used to take me to his trailer
where I would Mow his lawn and then come inside where I would get in bed
with him and give him a blowjob and he would cum in my mouth or finish by
jacking off and putting my mouth over the head while he came, he would also
suck on my cock and a couple of times have me fuck him in the ass, my dick
was small so not sure how much pleasure I gave him, I really didn't like
fucking him as much as I liked getting sucked, He did try once to fuck me,
but while his cock wasn't really long not sure how long, maybe 6" I was
young it could have been anywhere from 4" to 7" but it felt like it was 6"
wide and hurt me and I wouldn't let him, looking back he would have been
better trying to prepare me with a finger and working up but he never did
and he never tried fucking me again.

Sometimes he would want to hurry and would jack off as I played with his
balls, when he did that I didn't always get to taste his cum during that
time period I sucked and jacked him off him, probably about 2 to 3 times a
month, some of my memories of that time include sucking him off in my house
upstairs while my sisters and friends were playing right outside while he
looked out the window where he could see the front door to make sure no one
came, also the closet in my room was also a frequent place where I would
kneel inside the closet and he would just unzip his pants enough to pull
out his cock and suck him off with him ready to put it away if anyone came
up the stairs, this was usually the times he was in a hurry, most of the
time when I went to "mow his Lawn" about once a month, I would suck him in
his car on the way there with a jacket over his lap and over my head. (to
this day I love getting a blowjob while driving and am still waiting to do
it to someone again.)

My favorite time that I remember the best happened one night when he came
over in the wee hours of the night while I was home alone, he had planned
this earlier in the day when I mentioned that my sisters were gone for a
couple of days and he was aware of my moms schedule Midnight to Noon and
knew she wouldn't be around, I was 16 at this point and didn't need a
babysitter, he told me that he would be over at some point and make sure to
leave the door unlocked after my mom left, I went to sleep on the couch in
the living room until he woke me up shaking me, now it was a little to
risky for us to do anything there since my mom just might come home for
late night lunch and he also didn't want anyone seeing his car in front of
our house late at night, so he had parked down the alley he drove to a
deserted road and on the way had me suck on his cock with the windows down
and nothing over my head, when we got there, we got out of the car and he
sat on the hood of his car while I leaned over and sucked his cock for a
while, he then had me kneel with my back to the car and proceeded to fuck
my face against the car with one hand at the base of his cock so it
wouldn't go too deep and the other one on my head.

What made me remember this more than any other time was the way he held my
head with one hand with something against my back so I couldn't move away
and the feel of his cock fucking into my mouth with my mouth just the
receptacle for his cock, occasionally he would cause me to gag and he would
stop for a second as I recovered, he would then start fucking my mouth
again until eventually I felt his legs quivering and his cock got hard as a
rock and his sperm started filling up my mouth I still remember the taste
of that cum and it filling up my mouth as his cock throbbed with him
holding my head still as I swallowed all his cum I even started sucking
hard to get all of the cum while he stayed there for a minute and his cock
slowly softened in my mouth while we were outside under the stars.

Before that night I had sucked him and a few others, usually I had been
reluctant to do it, it was just something that people had me do and I had
enjoyed it somewhat but never really loved it, after that night I would
look forward to him having me suck his cock and taste his cum,
unfortunately something like that never happened and all things must come
to an end.  I moved away when I was 17 and found me a girlfriend that would
do anything sexual that I asked, I mean how many teenage girls would let
you fuck them in the ass or would give you a blowjob on your first date, we
enjoyed sucking and fucking whenever possible as only teenagers can. Then
came marriage (to someone else) and no cocks for me to suck until a few
years after my divorce, but that is another story.

The End?

P.S. While I talk about an adult having sex as a kid, I have never had sex
with a preteen or teen, except when I was one, I do not condone it or
forgive the people that did it to me, and If I knew someone was doing it, I
would report them right away, But the fact of the matter is it happened and
is a part of me and made my sexual preferences what they are. While I love
woman and having sex with them I am not attracted to men except that I
enjoy sucking on a cock and having it cum in my mouth, I don't want to fuck
a man in the ass, but don't mind it being done to me, I like being
submissive to a man when he wants sex with another man I like to say "stick
a cock in my face and I am yours to do with as you wish" well as long as
pain is not involved, I like reading about preteens having oral sex with an
adult from the point of view of an innocent kid where I imagine I was the
kid, being forced to suck the cock.

Yours truly a
Cocksucker