From: idreamcanu@aol.com (IDreamCanU)
Subject: MyJeff part7 (M/b,cons)
Date: 23 Apr 1997 00:21:20 GMT

The following story contains sexual activity between an adult male and a
teenage boy. If this is not to your liking or this type of story is
illegal in your country, state, or jurisdiction  DON'T READ ANY FURTHER!!.
 

This is a true story of my teen years and the relationship I developed
with a close family friend.  The activity between myself and "Jeff" was
consensual and I was in no way forced into any sexual situation.  Some may
call this abuse, but I call it love.  All I ask of any reader is to finish
the whole story before making any hasty conclusions.

(Special note:  Without the help of a very kind and caring friend this
story would never have been posted.  I am deeply grateful for the kindness
he has shown as well as all the love and thought placed into the edits. 
You know who you are and all I can say is thanks for everything.)

Now let the tale begin....... 

Part Seven of MyJeff   by IDreamCanU

I laid awake for a while thinking about my life and new found love.  For
the first time I really fathomed what it meant to be gay. It was nothing I
could change or fix - it was who I was and who I would always be.  Being
gay was in my mind no different then being "straight" - OK, so I liked
persons of the same sex while the "mainstream" liked the opposite sex. 
Wasn't sexuality just a small part of who we are?  I played football, went
to school, laughed, cried, and got mad when I was wronged - just like
everyone else.

I guess I had taken the first step to accepting who I was.  Looking over
at Jeff, I watched him sleep.  He was breathing slow and deep with a
relaxed and peaceful look set on his face.  He had not told the world that
he was gay and felt no need to share that with anyone - he was happy with
his decision about that so I would be also.  If I wanted to shout from the
roof of the school that I was gay, it was my choice, if not it was no
one's business but mine and those I loved.  The sad thing about the whole
situation was that I could not show my love for Jeff in public - I had to
hide the true feelings for him when out in the "real" world.

I was still confused about some things but could work them out myself or
talk them out with my lover when I felt the time was right. Feeling tired
I snuggled up against Jeff and fell asleep breathing in his scent and
enjoying his warmth.

I awoke well rested, slipped out of bed and went to the bathroom.  When I
finished I got back into bed beside Jeff and again snuggled up against him
waiting for him to wake.  

"Good morning," I said when he opened his eyes to a new day.

"'Morning," he yawned rubbing the sleep from his eyes.

We got out of bed - Jeff heading to the bathroom and I getting dressed.  I
put some coffee on and started to make some eggs.  While he was in the
bathroom I fried up four eggs and made some toast for the morning meal.

"Thanks," he said sitting down to eat breakfast.

I grinned at him, "You're welcome."

We ate and joked around for a bit trying to decide what we would do for
the day.

"Any plans?" I asked.

He sat back drinking his coffee and answered.  "We need to go into town
for some things the day's ours after that.  You want to walk around and
see the whole property?"

"Sure, not like there is any TV to watch." 

He laughed, "You will rot your mind with that shit - this is what it's all
about, time to do anything without a schedule to keep."

"It is already spoiled rotten my friend," I laughed back.

We put up the dishes  and headed to the car for the ride to town.  It was
about twenty miles away but with the mountain roads it took close to
forty-five minutes to get there.  The town was OK - a couple of stores and
houses but nothing to write home about.

Jeff stopped at the grocery store - a mom & pop place - small but had all
the needed supplies.  

"Mike, go get some bread, cheese, and milk - I'll get the other stuff."

"OK," I answered trotting off.

The groceries were paid for and he drove me around the little town - took
about ten minutes.  

"That diner has the best hash browns in the country," he bragged.  "We'll
have to come here one evening for dinner."

"Sounds good."

I moved close to him on the drive back - nothing sexual just wanted to be
close.  He placed his arm around me and I laid my head on his shoulder.

"How well do you know the property?" I asked, "We aren't going to get lost
are we?"

He looked down at me and smiled, "Not too lost - we should find our way
home in a week or so."

""Very funny asshole," I said.  "Really how well do you know the area?"

"Grew up around here - at least every summer that is.  We won't get lost,
I'll show you some neat stuff - there are a few caves we can go in."

"Cool - caves," I said.  This was really going to be cool - exploring
caves. "Any bats?"

"Some but they won't bother us."

"Sure?"

He tousled my hair, "Yes I'm sure - we leave them alone they will do the
same." 

Back at the cabin we unloaded and put away our meager supplies and changed
for the walk.

"You need to wear long pants - keeps off the chiggers and ticks," Jeff
told me.

"What are chiggers?" I asked, "Never heard of 'em."

"Like a flea.  They bite and suck on you."

At that comment I burst into laughter - I had a funny picture in my head
and could not get rid of it.

"What's so funny?" Jeff asked.

Laughing I said, "Guess you're like a chigger - always biting and sucking
on me."  That did it!  I fell to the ground laughing hard - harder then I
have laughed in a long time.

Jeff decided that my laughing needed some more help and got down with me
and proceeded to tickle me while I was going through my little fit.  He
would not let up.  I was laughing so hard that it now hurt.  He finally
let up and I ran into the bathroom to recover.  In a few minutes I came
out and changed for our hike.

We went up and down a few trails and I was glad he was with me.  I could
not get back if my life depended on it.  He was pointing out trees,
plants, and flowers to me as we walked.  I never could keep up with all
the names and stuff.

"So where are the caves?" I asked a little winded from the last hill.

"Not too far ahead."

We went toward a rock wall and stopped.  Jeff was looking around for
something.

"AH! There it is!" Jeff exclaimed.

He headed over to some bushes and slipped behind them.

"Where you going?" I asked following him.  Behind the bushes was a opening
in the rock.  Inside there was a "room" about seven foot by 6 foot and
just high enough to stand. Light was coming down through an opening in the
roof of this area.

"It's not Luray Caverns but it is neat," he said pointing toward a small
dark opening. 

He pulled out two flashlights and pointed to the opening. "Follow me
closely - don't fall behind.  If you lose sight of me say something at
once so I can stop."

"OK."

"You understand right? This can be dangerous but if you stay close and do
everything I say there will be no problem."

"I understand - I can listen when I want to."

He laughed at that and got onto his knees. "Here we go," he said crawling
into the dark hole.

I got down behind him, turned on the flash light, and followed him in.  it
was darker then I expected and even with the flashlight I could only see
small areas.

"You stay close," Jeff said, "If I move too fast speak up -OK?"

"I will."

We crawled for what seemed like hours but could have only been a few
minutes.  My eyes were becoming accustomed to the dark while I followed
Jeff to who knows where.

"Almost there - you're going to love this," he said.

There seemed to be a little more light ahead of us.  WOW! - we entered a
large section of cave.  It seemed huge - like the size of a double wide
trailer and very high.  Just like in the small opening there were holes in
the ceiling of this cave that had beams of sunlight streaking all
directions - almost like lasers.  The sunlight was not bright but allowed 
us to see quite well.

"Well? What do you think?"

"This is awesome!!"  I was impressed, this was one of the most beautiful
things I'd ever seen.

"This part of the cave has been here for hundreds if not thousands of
years. See that area over there?"  He was pointing to the far wall - it
was all wet with a little waterfall only about three or four inches wide. 
"That's what opened this area up. It took a long time for the water to
wash away the rocks."

"How did you find this cave?"

"My dad - his father showed him. I used to come here when I wanted to be
alone.  I have no son to show this so I wanted you to see it."

I was impressed, not only by the cave but by what he just said. "Thanks -
this is cool."

We explored around the cavern looking at the formations and just taking in
the beauty of the scene before us.  If I only had a camera I could capture
some of this on film.  I was glad I had on a long sleeve shirt on because
it was chilly in the cave.

"Let's head out," John said.  "I want to show you around some more."

Back on my hands and knees I followed Jeff out.  Standing there for a few
minutes I let my eyes adjust to the light before continuing on with the
tour.  We walked around for a bit looking at some small caves but nothing
anyway near the large cavern we'd come from.

Tired and sweaty we worked out way back to the cabin for some rest.

"That was fun - thanks."

"My pleasure," he answered.

We had some sandwiches and sat around for a bit on the porch.  

"Jeff - how'd you know what you wanted to - you know a job and stuff?" I
asked.

"Oh, I see you are thinking about that," he smiled at me. "In truth Mike
you need to find what you like and go from there.  You might not get what
you want but you can get close."

"What you mean?"

"Like me, I wanted to be a business owner - have lots of money and have
little to do but have fun.  That did not work out but I'm a regional
manager right? Not quite the same but close."

I thought about that for a few minutes, going over my likes and dislikes
trying to think about what I would like to do.  "I like people - and I
don't like being tied to a desk," I said.  "I think I need something that
will let me help people, I just don't know what."

"A good start kiddo - you have time.  You  need to figure this out for
yourself."

He moved closer to me and placed his arm around my shoulder pulling me
against him.  We sat like that for almost two hours not talking much just
watching the trees and small creatures at the edge of the woods.  I was
sorting through a few feelings while we sat there.  

I wanted to be close to Jeff at all times and know where he was. If he
left the room I found myself watching the door for his return or if he was
in the same room or area I kept watching him almost fearing to lose sight
of him.  Was this love? If not it was something special - and I had it.

"Want to go inside?" I asked while rubbing his knee.

He smiled at me, got up and walked into the house with me following.

"I really liked the caves," I said hugging him.

"Glad you thought it was cool."  He was stroking my back while he held me
tight.

The close contact started my dick stirring - growing and "waking" for
action.  I hugged him close pressing my groin to his upper thighs letting
him feel my growing erection.

He slipped his hands down my back and cupped my ass pulling me hard
against him while thrusting his tongue into my mouth.

"MMMMM," I sighed sucking on his tongue.

I slid down to my knees and opened his pants.  When I had his 7" tool in
my hands he sighed with pleasure.  "Looks like you want me to do
something," I said licking up the pre-cum oozing from the tip.

"Anything you want, anything," he sighed.  "Just do it."

I let go of him and opened up the sofa bed for us to romp around in. 
Looking  over at him I pulled off my shirt and laid on the bed beckoning
him with my lust filled eyes.

Jeff walked over to the bed removing his shirt and slipping out of his
pants. Lying next to me he pulled me close kissing me with his hot tongue
licking my mouth and sucking my tongue.  I returned the hug while grinding
my hips against him fighting for some sexual release that I so needed.  

He unfastened my pants and with my help got them off freeing my penis and
making me as nude as him.  Moving on the bed we went into a sixty-nine
position - my young cock in his mouth and his in mine.

"Suck it!" he exclaimed as I vacuumed most of it into my moist mouth. 

He was so hard and I loved his balls so close to my eyes - two birds eggs
filled with a cream I loved so much.  I worked up and down his dick,
sucking and licking every inch I could get into my mouth.

"AAHH!" I moaned as he sucked my teen dick into his mouth and was probing
my ass with his finger.  I was in a dilemma - every time I bucked back on
his finger my dick would almost come out of his mouth.  When I thrust my
dick into his mouth his finger would almost come out. It felt wild but had
me frustrated, I wanted both at the same time.

Jeff was moaning and clenching his ass cheeks, I knew he was close.  

"Oh Mike!" he exclaimed as I tugged and played with his balls.

I sucked as hard as I could working his seed from him. I wanted to cum
also so I put my being into bringing us both pleasure.  I was thrusting my
hips as well as sucking Jeff's hard dick like a shop vacuum.

"OOOHHH!!" Jeff almost shouted as he shot his seed into my mouth.

I was sucking and swallowing all I could lavishing in the taste and feel
of his spurting cock.  Having him cum was too much and I felt my balls
pull up and let go with their juice.

"Ah Shit!! AAAHH! OOHH!" I grunted as I shot my cum into him - he was
licking the head of my cock with each spurt driving a good orgasm into the
great range.

We each sucked and licked each other until our pricks were soft and
tender. I moved up beside him playing with his nipples while we pressed
close relaxing from our cum.

"Jeff are you glad you brought me?" I asked knowing the answer but needing
to hear it out loud.  

"Of course - why? Is something wrong?"

"No - It's just that - I don't know," I answered.  I was feeling unsure of
myself and didn't know why.  I was happy with Jeff close to me but afraid
that I would lose him when school started.

"Mike, what is bothering you?  Come on - tell me," he almost pleaded.

"You will think I'm stupid."

"Why? Have I ever treated you poorly or laughed at your thoughts?"

"No."

"OK, then what's up?"

"What happens when school starts again?  I want to be with you - school
takes up too much time," I said.  Maybe I was stupid but I wanted Jeff
with me at all times and didn't want to lose sight of him.

"We can't always be together - I have work and you have to go to school. 
That's what makes times like this even better - spending time apart then
doing things together."  He continued, "I want to be with you every chance
I get but I have to work and you have school.  You just have to understand
that we can't be together twenty-four hours a day."

He was stroking my hair while he said this - looking into my eyes
expressing with them what he could not say with words.

"I guess so - but, well I think I love you - I mean that I want to always
be with you and do anything with you.  I guess that is love."

"I don't think you are stupid- and I love you, I know I do and I believe
you love me."

I smiled and laid on top of him pressing my weight onto him.  "I love you
too, I know I do."  With that said I kissed him hard and long.  I was
getting excited again while on him and felt him getting hard also.

"What you want to do?" I asked him while I opened my legs letting his cock
slip between them.

"For now nothing - just lie on me for a while."

I laid on him - my prick sandwiched between our bellies and his between my
legs pressing my balls.  We hugged and kissed for a while - enjoying the
erotic feeling we were giving each other.  I didn't want to wait too long
to feel him so I reached for the KY and sat up on his lap.

"What do you have in mind?" he asked as I smiled down wickedly at him.

I didn't say a word. I opened the KY and greased up his rod and slipped
back impaling myself on his cock.

"OW! Damn!" I groaned as I rammed him in too fast - a single tear running
from my left eye.  

"Shit Mike," he said while trying to push me off.  "I'm sorry."

"My fault... went too fast," I panted.  "Give me a second - I want you in
me."

I sat there for a few moments Jeff looking up at me with concern but too
filled with lust to want to stop.  I was feeling better - really turned on
by this position. Jeff just laid there while I rode him.

"Yes! Oh OOOOHH!" I moaned and grunted moving up and down as fast as I
could driving him into me fully with each down stroke.  I was feeling
great and went into overdrive when he started to masturbate me while I
rode him.

"Mike," he gasped. "Slow...down....I'm....going ...to.....cum...too....soon!"

"Fill me up!!" I answered, humping faster on him - wanting him to shoot
his cum in me.

"You asked for it!!!" he exclaimed.  "AAHH!! AAAHH!!"

I felt his dick swell with each shot in my ass and watched his eyes close
with each blast of pleasure he got from me.  I felt in charge - giving him
pleasure and taking his hot load from him.  When he finished I rolled off
him and onto my back.

He turned to me, took my nipple into his mouth and with his hand brought
me off very quickly and licked up my load where it spilled.

I laid there panting covered with sweat from the exertion as well as the
orgasm I just had.  I was beat and with Jeff close to me, I drifted off to
sleep.

I awoke some time later to the smell of bacon cooking and found Jeff in
the kitchen cooking.

"What you making?" I asked.

"Hello, thought you would sleep through dinner," he replied. "I'm making
BLT's  for us."

"Great - I'm starved."

When they were done we sat at the table and ate our fill - me polishing
away more then Jeff.  I got up and put the dishes in the sink and followed
Jeff out to the porch.

We sat listening to the radio and watching the sunset over the mountains
wallowing in the cool breeze.  After the sunset we got up and went to bed
for some sleep. 

We spent the next two days fishing and exploring the area.  The week ended
all too soon for me and now I had to cope with Jeff going back to work and
having all day to do nothing but wait for him to come home. 


Part Eight of MyJeff   by IDreamCanU

On the drive home my mind was going a hundred miles an hour, trying to
sort out the feelings I was having.  For some reason I was mad at Jeff for
ending the week and going back to work, I know it was not his fault but I
felt that he was abandoning me for his job.  Jeff must have noticed my
quiet musings and placed his hand on my leg. 

"You OK?" He asked quietly.

"I'm fine," I snapped, a little more forceful then was needed.

"Whoa Mike, just asking," he responded - some hurt in his voice.

I was looking out the window and did not answer him or say anything, I was
being a baby I know but I still felt that I was being left out.  

"Mike? What's wrong? You've been quiet from the moment we left.  Is it
something I said or did?"

I just didn't know why I was feeling like this but I was.  Shaking my head
"no" I turned away feeling the tears welling up in my eyes.

Jeff pulled the car onto the shoulder and pulled me to him wrapping his
arms around me.

I let him hold me and cried quietly feeling stupid for doubting Jeff and
thinking he was doing anything to hurt me.  

"Mike what is wrong?" He asked. 

I pulled away, wiped my eyes and tried to regain my composure.  "I'm sorry
I don't know why I feel like this."

"Like what?" He asked.  "Don't pull away from me - I want to help."

I took a deep breath, "I know it is stupid but after this week I feel like
you are dumping me for work.  You're not but I feel that way."

"Mike, believe it or not you are not stupid - you are feeling left out,
right?"

I nodded "yes".

Jeff continued, "I have to work to pay bills and have money to do things, 
money to do things with you.  So it is a trade off, we spend time away
from each other so we can have time together later."

"I know -but I still I still feel left out.  I just need to be with you
and I'm mad at anyone who takes you away from me."

Tousling my hair and stroking my cheek  he said, "I feel that sometimes
also - it's natural.  You just come to understand that you can't change
some things and learn to live with it."

"I know," I sighed. "Still doesn't change what I feel."

"It won't change what you feel, you just learn to deal with it."

He pulled back onto the road and we drove in silence back to our normal
lives and worries - no longer blanketed by the solitude of the cabin
together.

Pulling into Jeff's driveway I felt that a part of me had changed.  I had
not changed in a bad way but I think I had moved another step toward
adulthood.  I knew Jeff had to work and that come Fall I would have to
"abandon" him and return to school giving us short periods of time
together on weekends and vacations.

"Let's unload the car," Jeff said turning off the engine.

"OK."

We unloaded the gear and want in wait for my mother to pick me up.  I
piled my stuff by the door so I wouldn't forget anything when I left.  I
followed Jeff into the utility room and watched him toss his clothes into
the washer and then strip down tossing in the soiled clothes he was
wearing.

"Boy do we smell bad," he said wrinkling his nose.

"Want to get cleaned up?" I smiled up at him.

He smiled back at me and then lead the way to his room.  I slipped out of
my clothes and walked into the bathroom to shower.

"My mom won't be here for a bit - let's clean up and have some fun on the
bed."  I was hoping for some fun before I had to go home.

I got into the shower with Jeff following.  I grabbed the soap and started
to lather up Jeff's back from his broad shoulders to his waist stopping
just above his buttocks watching the suds run down the crack of his ass.

"Your hands feel so good," Jeff said as I started working on his ass.

I was kneading his cheeks and running my finger through his crack getting
him clean as well as feeling him up.  I continued washing him until he was
clean and he returned the favor to me.

His hands felt so strong on my skin - traveling up and down working all
over my body.  We could have been there for hours for all I knew, his
hands on me took me away from the world and into almost a dream state.

Jeff turned off the water and we got out drying each other off.

"I'm sorry for earlier," I said.  

"I know - don't worry about it."

He took my hand and led me to the bed. 

Laying down beside me he started to fondle my already semi-hard penis with
his hands while sucking on my nipple making me moan.

"Yes Oh!" I moaned while my dick stiffened.

Letting go on my nipple Jeff went to my dick and with a quick lick he
sucked it all down.

"Shit...Yes...Yes.." I panted bucking my hips to meet his mouth.

He continued vacuuming my cock - working it slowly while tugging my sack. 
His actions were moving me down the road of orgasm at a quick pace.  My
mind was on nothing but the pleasure I was receiving and the release  yet
to come.

I was bucking my hips reaching for the orgasm building when Jeff stopped.

"Oh shit! Get dressed!" He whispered forcefully.

"What..."

That's when I heard the knocking on the door.  We either lost track of
time or mom was early.

"Fuck!" I said grabbing my shorts and tee shirt.  Jeff ran back to the
shower and I hurried out to the door.

"Hi mom," I said trying to hide my frantic and scared feelings.

"What are you two doing?" She asked while messing up my wet hair.

"Nothing, I just took a shower to wash off the grime from the mountains,"
I answered.  "Jeff says I stink so I got cleaned up - he's in the shower
now."

She laughed, "you do stink sometimes, glad to see he can make you shower."

Jeff came walking out in a bathrobe drying his hair, "Hi, you been here
long?"

She smiled and I got a little jealous when I saw her eyes travel over his
body, mothers don't have sexual thoughts - do they?

"Just got here.  Mike wear you out?"

Jeff laughed, "not really - we had a blast.  He is a good kid when you
give him a chance and make sure you are firm with him."

That did it, I laughed at the "firm" comment.

"What's so funny?" Jeff asked.

"Nothing, just thought of a joke - kid stuff."

"You wanted a week with that?" Mom asked.  Can't see why - listen Jeff I'm
glad you took some time with Mike you gave me a break and I know he had a
good time.  I owe you, thanks."

"No need, we both had a good time.  I needed an excuse to go to the cabin
and Mike gave it to me."
 
"As long as you had a good time. I do thank you he does need a male in his
life."

"Hi - you forget I'm here?"  I was wondering they seemed t talk about me
like I was a ghost or not around.

Mom laughed, "you should be seen not heard.  Get your stuff we need to
go."

I gathered up my junk, said my goodbye, and headed out with my mom to go
home.  This was a great week and now it was over - time is a cruel thing,
moves fast when you are having a good time then slows when you're not.

"Oh, by the way, Buddy called the other day looking for you."

Buddy? He called me? He had not made any first move to contact me in a
while. This could be good - maybe he wanted to be closer friends.  My dick
was stirring a little thinking these things.

"What he want?" I asked trying to sound calm.

"Nothing much - he hadn't seen you in a while and wanted to find out where
you have been."  She continued, "I told him you would be back today."

Buddy was no substitute for Jeff but he was a friend and could take my
mind off of other things at least for a while.  Strange Buddy had not
tried to contact me in a long time I wondered what he wanted.

Back home I unloaded my clothes and junk and started to do laundry.  While
the clothes were in the washer I went to my room to call Buddy.

"Hello?" A male voice answered.

"Hi, is Buddy there?"

"Hold on."

After a short pause Buddy picked up the phone.

"Hello?" 

"Hi Bud - you call looking for me?"

"Hi Mike, yeah I did," he answered.  "I'm trying out for football this
August.  You're still trying out also?"

"Sure am - that's great!! What position you trying for??"

"Not sure, what about wide receiver?"

I thought about that for a minute - Buddy was fast and could take some
hits.  "Yes wide receiver would be a good position or maybe safety."

"Cool.  Where've you been?"

"Went to the mountains with a family friend," I answered.  "Had a great
time - fishing and even exploring some caves."

"Sounds like you had a great time.  You want to toss the ball around
some?"

Hot damn!!!  Buddy wanted to spend some time with me.  "Sure - now?"

"How about the field in fifteen minutes?"

"I'll be there."

I got my football and told my mother where I was going and headed out to
the dirt field near my house.  Walking toward the field I couldn't help
but think about Buddy and if we ever could have a sexual relationship
again.  He was the hottest looking boy I knew and to see him naked with me
would be a dream come true.  But I shouldn't dwell on that - he made it
clear that he didn't want that kind of relationship.  If he just wanted to
be friends I could live with that.

I got to the field and waited for Buddy to show up.  While waiting I sat
back and thought about the past week with Jeff.  I had a great time -
shared feelings as well as my body with him.  He had never treated me like
anything but an equal  and even went out of his way to please me.  In
return I did whatever  could to please him - guess that is love.  I wanted
him to be happy and he wanted the same for me.

"Hey Bud!!" I called out to Buddy as he approached.

"Hi," he answered catching the ball I tossed at him.

We played a modified game of catch for about 30 minutes and sat down on
the hill to rest.

"You've got good hands," I told him.  "You'll do great at the tryouts -
you're fast and can catch - good combination."

"You really think that?"

"Sure do - when have you known me to lie?"

"You don't unless you want to make someone feel good."

"Well I'm not lying now - you play great," I answered.  "Yes I would lie
to make someone feel better about themselves or like I did to hide what
happened between us that night but this is different.  I'm not saying I
like your suit or your hair looks nice - you can play football.  You are
an excellent  soccer player and those skills help you with football."

"Thanks."

"No need - it's the truth."

We sat there quietly for a few minutes - the two of us side by side
thinking our thoughts.  We were still friends - not as close as we were
but friends non the less. 

"I got to get home soon," I told Buddy.  "You want to practice some more
call me - maybe we can get a few games going before tryouts.

"That would be cool, see you later."

"Bye."

I headed home - tired form the work out and a week with out much rest. 
Back home I finished up the laundry and sat down to dinner.

"Mom, I missed  you while I was gone, but had a great time." I told her at
the dinner table.

"I missed you also - was very quiet while you were gone.  I could get used
to that."

I laughed, "but who would you get to do all the chores?"

"I wouldn't need anyone, without you here the house would not be a mess."

Ouch that stung but she got me with that one.  "OK you win - thanks for
letting me go - I really like Jeff.  He makes me feel grown up."

"Listen, I'm glad Mike, she said, "but Jeff has his life also and does not
need a kid hanging around him all the time."

What was she saying? Did she want me to stay away from Jeff?  Maybe she
did not want to lose Jeff as a friend.

"I'm no trouble - I don't hang on him like a leach.  He likes me and we do
fun things together - father/son type stuff."

"I know, just give him some air, OK?"

"I will."

"Still don't see why he wants to spend time with you."

"Don't know," I lied.

I got up and did the dishes and sat to watch some TV for a bit.

"Mom, Buddy is trying out for football this year - you are still going to
let me play? Right?"

"You know the deal - homework and chores get done and your grades stay
up."

"They always do."

"Then  I guess you can play."

I hugged her goodnight and headed to bed.

I got undressed and looked at myself in the mirror.  The little bit of
baby fat around my stomach was gone and my arms were looking fuller more
defined. I also noticed some hair starting under my pits as wall as around
my dick - not real curly and thick like Jeff had but fine and soft. 
Looking at myself  like this was getting me hot and I was watching my dick
get hard without me even touching it.

I laid down on my bed thinking about Buddy and his body.  I took my balls
in my left hand and tugged on them while working up some steam with my
right. 
Images went through my head - Buddy laying back bucking his hips as I
sucked him moving up and down on his dick.  I stroked my dick faster and
faster thinking about him and what we could do if he would relax and open
up to his sexuality.

I felt my balls pull up as my load fought to fly free from my dick.  As I
came I saw in my head Buddy cumming in my mouth and moaning his pleasure
along with my own sigh of relief. I wiped myself off and went to sleep
feeling relaxed but empty.


Part Nine of MyJeff   by IDreamCanU

The next several days or so were spent with Buddy and friends - we were
all looking to play another year of football and were trying to get in
some practice before tryouts. More than anything I was killing time until
I could hook up with Jeff and have some fun.  I was looking forward to
doing anything no matter how mundane, as long as I was with him.

I was finally able to see Jeff July 4th weekend.  I was invited to go with
him to see the fireworks in town and spend the night.  I jumped at the
chance and my mother agreed to the outing.

We were going to make a weekend of it so he picked me Saturday afternoon
to spend the night and go into town Sunday for the show.

"God I've missed you," I said jumping into his car.

"I missed you also," he returned with a squeeze to my knee.

We drove to his house talking about the past few weeks and what we had
been doing - lots of talk without really saying anything.  We parked and
went into his house.

I gave him a gigantic hug and kiss when he had the door shut.

"Well, looks like you really did miss me," he laughed while rubbing my
back.

I laughed with him realizing how stupid I must have seemed jumping on him
like that.

"Sorry, I just missed you and wanted a hug."

He hugged me back with that comment and led me to the couch.

"What have you been up to?" Jeff asked sitting beside me.

"Fooling around with Buddy and some guys - nothing much."

He looked at me with a raised eyebrow and said nothing.

"What's wrong," I asked.

"You're fooling around with Buddy?"

"Yes, he called me while we were gone and he......" It then dawned on me what
he was asking, I did say "fooling around" and he took me seriously.  "..no
not that way!  He doesn't  want that - we've been playing football.  No
sex with friends. I've  been thinking about nothing but you."

I was becoming frantic thinking I'd hurt him with my comments or that he
thought I was having sex with someone else.

"Calm down - It's OK."

"I'm sorry Jeff, I won't have sex with anyone else - just you."

"No don't promise that - you feel free to do what you want."

The last thing I wanted to do was hurt Jeff and in my mind sleeping with
anyone else was going to do just that.

"I'm sorry," I pleaded. "I want to be with you no one else.  I didn't mean
to say it like that - I'm not thinking about doing that."

"Mike, you are young - you are not even sixteen yet - you have your life
ahead of you."  He looked me in the eyes, "Mike never feel that you can't
be with another boy - you need to explore your feelings with others your
age also."

"I can't do that - it would be cheating on you."

He hugged me tight and then said, "I would never be upset with you for
being with another teen - it's natural.  Boys your age fool around all the
time.  What would hurt me is thinking that I held you back- that I kept
you from exploring who you are."

"I love you Jeff," I said. "You mean the world to me.  I would do anything
for you but I can't have sex with anyone but you."

"Mike don't say..."

"Please let me finish," I interrupted. "It is not that I can't have sex
with someone else, maybe that was a bad choice of words.  I don't want to
have sex with anyone but you - I have thought about it but I think that
sex is special - not to be shared with just anyone."   

I really felt that sex was not a game to be played with for pure fun -
love made it special.  With out love you might as well jerk off - It's the
same thing, just sexual pleasure without the connection.  Maybe I would
not think this way if I had not been shown the difference between having
sex and making love.  From what I remember as soon as I found out about
jerking off all I wanted to do is feel the orgasm - now I think I've
changed.  I do want and enjoy the orgasm but I need to share that with
someone who I love and who loves me in return.  

He smiled at me and showed no sign of being upset. "That was a very adult
thing for you to say.  Not many people your age have thought that aspect
of sex out yet.  I just want you to know that if you ever find yourself in
the position of having sex with Buddy or any other friend don't miss out
on that - enjoy your youth."

"That's not fair to you," I said.

He shook his head no' and said, "No Mike, it's not fair to you.  You are
young and need to explore your sexuality - you are the master of that."

I was dumbfounded.  Was he saying he did not want me and wanted me to be
with others so he didn't feel bad?  Was he really concerned about my life
to the point that he would forsake me?

I said, "Jeff I really don't think I want to be with others like I'm with
you.  I like what we do and think that needs to be shared with someone you
love - I love you."

"I know you do - I can see that by your actions.  Just don't miss out on
being young."

"You're not mad at me - are you?"

"Why do you ask that?"

"You told me to be with other boys and I don't want to - I want to be with
you.  I want to make you happy but I just can't do those things with just
anyone."

Jeff pulled me close and kissed me.  When he pulled his face from me he
said, "I am not mad at you - you are special and you make me feel special
to be loved by you."

"Thanks," I said as I gave him a kiss also.

I moved onto his lap and continued to kiss him our bodies pressed close. 
I hugged him feeling his heat, smelling his smell - taking him all in.

"MMMM," Jeff sighed.   "I've been waiting to hug you, waiting to hold
you."

"Me to," I laughed.

"You want to?" I asked.

"I do but I want to wait for tonight, OK?"

I needed to get off his lap or I was going to get so horny that he could
not stop me if he had an army.

"OK, I said getting off him.  "What's for dinner?  I need to eat
something."

He laughed and pushed me away. "You're incorrigible - you know that?"

I laughed and headed into the kitchen.  We made some hot-dogs and  ate
them with some chips.  While we ate we listened to some Gordon Lightfoot
on his stereo and relaxed.

"We need to go to the store," he said standing up.  "We need some lunch
meat and drinks for our day tomorrow."

"OK"

We went to the store and got some sodas and bread along with lunch meat
and other junk food and headed back to his house.

"Jeff, can we talk?" I asked as we drove home.

"Sure - what's up?"

"I was just thinking about what I could do when I get out of high school."

He smiled, "Good, what have you been thinking about?"

"Well," I said, "I like people - I want to do something to help people. 
I'm not sure exactly what I want to do but I have an idea.  I know you
want a decision by August - we made that deal.  I don't have a set idea
but a general one - is that good enough?"

"Mike, if you have thought this out and I think you have then we have
something to work with.  What are you thinking about doing?"

"Well at first I wanted to play pro football but shot that down.  My
grades are OK but not great and I am a good player but not pro material."

"OK"

"But then I thought more about it, thought about what I like and things
like that.  I want to do something that does not place me in an office - I
don't want to be tied to a desk."

"So what do you think you want to do?"

"I am thinking along the lines of police officer or something like that -
some job where I can be outside and really help someone.  I know it is not
following in your footsteps but it is what I want to do."   

We pulled into the driveway and sat there talking this over.

"Mike, you don't need to feel like you need to do what I do - you need to
do what you want to do.  If you want to be a police officer then we will
look for classes that would help in that.  I am proud of you for thinking
this out - you have given it some real thought and I will support anything
you do - anything."

"Thanks."

We headed inside, put away the groceries and headed off to bed.

Jeff headed to the bathroom to tend to business and while he was gone I
undressed and slipped under the covers already hard from the excitement of
what was to come.

He came out and slipped into bed beside me placing a hand onto my chest.

"I have been waiting to do this," he sighed.

I moved closer and held him in my arms.  "I have also - I love you so much
and have wanted to hold you for what seems like months."

I rolled on top of him kissing him deeply, sighing as he sucked my tongue
into his mouth - holding it captive. As we kissed I was feeling his back
and running my hands through his hair, trying to get every sensation from
him and hoping to give him some also.

"Oh!" I moaned as he squeezed my ass - running his fingers along the
valley.  I moved down his neck, sliding my tongue on his skin.  I worked
to his nipples a trail of saliva marking the path I took.

Jeff sighed as I took his right nipple into my mouth feeling it harden and
stick out for me to suck.  I felt hands on my head both struggling to move
me further down - down to his pelvis.

I switched to the left nipple for a few moments then worked on down to his
crotch - I smelled a sweet musky scent coming from him. I traced my tongue
around the base of his cock, my nose being tickled by the hair.  I licked
each nut kissing and sucking on them.  

"OH Mike!!" he moaned opening his legs wider for me to get to him.

Leaving his balls I worked up to his rod - licking up it like it was an
all day sucker - stopping at the tip I lapped up the small bit of pre-cum
that sat there so inviting.  I rolled my tongue around my mouth tasting
his juice - I was getting hotter and wanted more, I wanted him to cum in
my mouth.

"UUMM!" I sighed as I took him into my mouth.  I sucked him down about six
inches - until I was comfortable with what  I had in my mouth.  I worked
up and down his cock humming while I did this - humming some song I knew.

"Oh God, that's good - keep humming."

Jeff was bucking on the bed - his hands on my head pushing me down.  I
knew he was close, he moaned more and more.   I sucked harder on him
trying to suck him so hard he could do nothing but cum.

"AAHH! AAHH!! Yes!! OH...GOD...I'M...CUM...ING!!!" He grunted while filling my
mouth with three of four shots of jism.

I sucked out the last few drops and kissed the head as I released it from
my mouth.  I laid beside him, my head resting on his chest.  He was still
breathing hard making my head move up and down with each breath.  It still
amazed me that I could give someone so much joy and pleasure - the giving
was so special that it was what I wanted to do.  I loved him doing things
to me but  think I understand why giving pleasure is so much fun - you
give yourself to a loved one, showing them what you feel and wanting to
make what we have more special.

"I love you," I said as his breathing slowed some.

"I love you, I love you so much," he answered. 

We continued to lay there basking in each others warmth.  I felt so safe
and loved.  I wanted nothing but to be with him.  It hurt going home after
being with Jeff, I wanted to go to sleep and wake up with him.  I wanted
him to be the first thing I saw in the morning and the last thing I saw at
night.  But we could not have that - we had to take our stolen moments
together and be happy with that.  I not only hurt but made me sad that no
one would understand that I knew and gave true love - I was almost sixteen
at this point and knew what love was.  I loved my mother, I loved my
sister and I loved Jeff.  I could feel the difference in the feelings - I
felt different with Jeff I felt a strong attraction to him, a feeling that
I would die without him in my life.   

I felt him move his hands toward my penis and moaned pleasure as he
started stroking me.  God how I loved his hands.  I liked playing with
myself but having him touch me was heaven.

"UM yes," I said.  I was playing with my nipples - rubbing them as he gave
me head.  He had me in the ultimate kiss, placing me inside his mouth and
loving me with that very same mouth.

I was bucking my hips - I wanted to cum for him.  I knew he was doing this
out of love and that made every second special for me.

"OH Jeff!!!" I screamed out loud.  I was cumming in his mouth - spurt
after spurt I gave him, my chest heaving, my breath coming in gasps, and
my mouth dry from breathing and moaning. "Sorry I was so loud," I said.

He looked at me and smiled, "Not a problem - no one here to hear you.  It
turned me on to hear you like that." 

I laughed, "Glad to hear that - less to explain to others."

"You shit," he laughed as he tickled me.

We rolled around together playing, pinching and just touching each other. 
I got up and went to the bathroom cleaned up some and headed back to bed.

I got back into bed and let Jeff hold me - he was behind me, his penis
just touching my buns.    We talked some about school and friends then
drifted off to sleep.

In the morning we got up, showered, and dressed.  While Jeff shaved I
packed the cooler, adding some ice to the sodas and meat.  We loaded up
the car and headed to a 7-11 to get some more ice. Standing in line the
clerk kept looking at me - making me feel funny. He was looking at me like
Jeff did but it was different.  I saw his name tag "Billy" and  thought if
he was staring at me I would mess with him some.  I said "Bye Billy" as I
walked away  raising  up my shirt and rubbing my stomach - flashing him
some skin.  The clerk was watching me and blushing. I was giggling as I
got into the car.

"What's so funny?"

"The clerk was staring at me - looking me over so I flashed him some skin
to play with his mind."

"You are a bastard - you know that?"

"I know, but you love it."

He laughed at that comment.  I had the feeling that this was gong to be a
great day. We parked at Jeff's store and headed to the metro with the
cooler and blanket. We got the mall early and was able to get close to the
stage. 

The day was nice - it was a hot July but with a friend and the activity
around me it was manageable.  We watched the Beach Boys, America, 3 Dog
Night, and the O'Jays. The music was cool and the company was even better.
 When the music and stage activity was over we walked to the Lincoln
Memorial and set up our blanket on the hill facing the Washington
Monument. This would give us a view of the fireworks and the monument at
the same time as well as seeing the fireworks reflected in the reflection
pool between the Lincoln Memorial and Washington Monument.

When the sun went down we laid on the blanket scanning the sky.  As the
music from the Marine Corps band played and the fireworks started I
slipped my hand under a towel and held Jeff's hand - feeling secure that
no one would see what I was doing.

With every explosion in the sky I would squeeze his hand.  This was
fantastic, for the first time I could hold his hand in public and not
worry about being seen.  The public contact was special - a shared
closeness for me and as the show was going on I felt like it was just for
us.  We were alone in the world with no one around us - just two lovers
sharing a moment in time.

Sadly the show ended much too soon and we had to pack up and head home. 
The metro station was packed and after the third train we wedged ourselves
inside with the masses and rode to our stop. 

"That was fun," I said while walking to his car.

"Sure was," he answered. "I enjoyed the day with you."

I moved closer to him - almost against his body. We walked that way, being
close again in public with out showing it too much. At his car we were
alone in the lot and so I gave him a quick kiss before getting into the
car.

"That was risky," Jeff said as he got in with me.

"I know - I'm sorry. I just wanted to say thanks my way."

"OK, just be careful."

"OK."

Back at his house we unloaded the junk and headed to separate showers to
wash off the days grime. I got out of the shower and dried off.  Looking
at myself in the mirror I was beginning to see little changes in me - more
defined arms and shoulders.  I also had a little hair showing on my chest,
OK so it was 2 thin strands it was still chest hair. Wrapping just the
towel around myself I went to the living room and turned on the TV. 

"You all clean?" I asked Jeff as he came in.  I looked him over - he had
on his bathrobe and I was unsure if he had anything on under it.  

"Sure am," he smiled. "You want to check?"

"Later," I grinned.

He sat beside me and we snuggled up while watching some late night war
movie.  I remember sitting with him watching the movie and I must have
drifted off to sleep because I awoke in his bed.  It was still dark and I
was unsure of the time as well as a little confused as to where I was.  I
got up and went to the bathroom clearing my mind some. I had fallen asleep
and Jeff must have carried me or lead me to the bed. 

I got back into the bed as quietly as possible.

"Well looks like you live."

"Sorry, I must have been real tired."

"We had a long day - just didn't think I would have to carry you to bed
like a puppy."

"Shit, like you mind?"

"I didn't - you are cute when you're sleep."

I laughed and looked at him in the darkness.  "I'm not asleep now."

"So I see. You have something in mind?"

Without answering I grabbed the lube and slicked up his penis.  I gave him
a handjob for a few moments - getting him firm and ready for action.

"Damn!" he said while I continued to stroke him slowly.

I was stroking slow and using very little pressure, trying to tease him
more than anything.  When he was good and slick I rolled onto my side
facing away from him.  He moved behind me spooning my body.  I moaned as
he slicked up my anus.  I felt him at my opening and I relaxed and pushed
out letting him glide into me slowly.

I felt him exhale on my neck as he went to the hilt.

"Do me - do me hard!" I begged as he started to fuck me.

He was panting on my neck - taking little nibbles at my earlobe while he
pounded my ass with his cock.  With every inward thrust he would pinch my
nipple.  

"OH God!!"  I panted.  "Faster - Please!"

"Shit you feel good," he breathed into my ear.

I felt my ass lip pulling out and being pushed in with each movement he
made.  He was hitting my prostate on almost every thrust sending tingles
of delight all through my body.  

"Yes - stroke me!!"

Jeff had grabbed my dick and was stroking me to the time of his thrust -
he was so hot on my back.  I could feel sweat dripping down my back not
knowing who's it was or caring.

He was stabbing me harder and harder - grunting passion.  I heard him
mumble something that I could not figure out then he drove into me one
last time.

OH! OH AAUUUGGGHH!!" 

I felt him expand three or four times, a loud grunt in my ear each time. 
He was filling me up with his cum.  

"OH!" he sighed as I squeezed my ass tight while he was coming down from
his cum.

He held me - resting from his activity.  I felt him going soft inside me
then slipping out.  I rolled over and kissed him deep - sucking his tongue
into my hot mouth.

While I kissed him he started stroking me again.  Moving fast and very
firm - moving me quickly toward orgasm.

"Faster!.. Do...me...faster!!" I grunted bucking my hips and squeezing my ass
cheeks tight.  He was pounding my cock like a piston engine.  As I got
closer to cumming he kissed me hard: he sucked my tongue into his mouth as
I came.

"OH! OH!! OOHHHH!" I moaned into his mouth as I came all over his hand and
our stomachs.  Collapsing into each other's arms, we slept - the glue of
our love bonding us in peace.

I awoke before Jeff did and just laid there soaking in his face - his
breathing pattern and watching his eyes twitch in some dream that he could
only come up with. 

He woke up soon after I did and we both got up and dressed quietly.  We
knew our weekend was over but did not want to say it or if possible think
about that.

We ate some cold cereal and headed off to my house.


Part Ten of MyJeff   by IDreamCanU

Football practice was a pain, drills-drills-drills. Seemed like all we did
was run drills over and over - I guess Coach White knew what he was doing
because we always finished in the top 3 during state finals.  It just
seemed like we were running around in circles.  There was one thing I
really enjoyed about practice and that was the showers afterwards.

We would undress in a cold gray locker room and pile into the shower room,
believe me it took every ounce of willpower in my young frame to control my
dick - to keep it in check with all those cute naked guys around me. 
Buddy's locker was right beside mine so even though we were not doing
anything together I could still see him naked.

"Is practice always this tough?" Buddy asked.

"Yes," I answered. "Coach runs us hard but we win games - that's what
counts in the end."

"I guess," he said walking towards the showers.

I continued to undress, grabbed a towel, and headed off as well.

The showers were typical of most high schools - large tiled room with 20
or so heads around the outer wall and 3 pipes with 4 heads each in the
middle.  I always tried to get one in the middle so I could view the whole
room - view all the guys around me.  

As I entered the showers I took a quick look around me - Buddy was along
the back wall with his tight ass facing me, and most of the wall spots were
taken by the other players.  I went to a center  facing Buddy and started
to shower feeling the warm water run over my body.  It was all I could do
to keep my dick down as I watched the soap run down Buddy's tanned back and
into the crack of his ass.  I closed my eyes and thought about math and
homework to take my mind off of the teens around me.  As I left I took
several quick glances at the others - all shapes and sizes of bodies and
cocks were in plain view for my inspection.

I hurried out to the drying area, dried and went to my locker to get
dressed  so I could  hide my growing penis. With my pants on I sat on the
bench and thought about the last few weeks - the 4th of July and the fun I
had.  I must have been really lost in thought because I didn't  hear Buddy
come to his locker.  He had his underwear on before I got a chance to peek.

"You OK?" he asked.

"Yes, just thinking." I answered.

We continued to get dressed and headed home.  I seemed to be in a routine
at this time.  I would go to practice, swim, hang around the house, and
every chance I got I was with Jeff.

When I got home my mother was waiting to take me shopping for school
clothes and supplies.  Needless to say I was not very happy with this
shopping trip and even to this day dislike shopping.  I guess I still
relate shopping to school and that dampens the enjoyment.


With August mid way through I was getting closer to another school year.
At least I would be a junior and one step closer to the end of the school
career. I spent a fair bit of time practicing for the football season and
had little time for anything else.  That bothered me but Jeff seemed not to
mind and encouraged me every step.  I guess the one bonus was that on
occasion  he would pick me up after practice and give me a ride home. I
wasn't seeing him as much as I wanted but took every second I had.

"Hi," I said while hopping into his car.

"Hi yourself."

We pulled out of the school lot and he placed his hand on my knee -
kneading it gently while driving.  Bolts of electricity shot through me as
he did this.

"You better stop," I said.

"He raised an eyebrow and asked, "Why?"

I didn't answer- I just opened my legs and displayed the growing bulge in
my jeans.

He laughed at the situation he had caused but did not remove his hand. 
"So you busy tonight?"

"NO!" I exclaimed a little too excited for my own liking.

"Guess you're not."  He let go of my leg and continued to drive toward my
house.

"Well?!?" I asked impatiently as he drove silently.

He just smiles and continued to drive as if he had not heard my question.

"Jeff?"

He glanced over at me and said, "The Summer Nationals are this weekend and
I thought you would like to see some racing and spend the night."

Damn that made me happy.  It had been a few weeks since we had any length
of time together.  "Shit yes!!" I exclaimed. 

"Glad you're happy - but watch your mouth."

"Sorry."

We swung by my house and I grabbed my duffel bad packing my clothes and
items I would need over the weekend.  When I was done I called my mother at
work to let her know that Jeff had picked me up and I would see her in
Sunday.  Jeff had already OK'd this with her prior to getting me.

We got back into the car and headed to his house for the weekend.  I was
in 7th heaven while with Jeff, everything about him made me happy.  I slid
closer to him while he drove and just enjoyed the heat from his body as
well as the smell of aftershave and the day's sweat.   Hopping out of the
car in his driveway we headed inside.

"So what time are the races?"

"Time trials are at 2 but I want to get our regular seats so we will leave
about 9."

"Cool."

I dropped off my stuff in his room not even making the pretense of
sleeping in the guest room. After I was settled in we went out to his deck
and fired up the grill for dinner.

"Hope hamburgers and chips are OK."

"Sounds good - you know that I'll eat anything," smiling at him with a
wicked grin.

He smiled also. "You ever think about anything else?"

"I sure do - food."

"You're  incorrigible." 

"Sure am," I answered while grabbing my dick.

We joked around some while the charcoal was getting started.  Again I just
enjoyed being near Jeff - no need for anything else just his closeness was
fantastic.

Sitting on the deck we started eating the burgers, I had downed two and
was working on my third when I noticed that Jeff had only eaten a few
bites. "You OK?"

"Fine," he answered, "just an upset stomach - had some tuna that's not
setting right I guess."  He reached over and tousled my hair.

"OK, you need anything?"

"I'm fine - thanks"

"All right."  I finished up and cleaned up the area and did the dishes
while Jeff went inside to watch some TV.  Guess I was playing the wife role
at this point - not that I minded at all - just seemed funny to me at the
time.  Drying my hands I headed into the living room and plopped down on
the couch next to Jeff. 

"Hi kiddo - thanks"

"For what?"

"Cleaning up," he said  placing his arm around my shoulder and pulling me 
close to him.

"No problem - you OK?" I was concerned some mostly because I cared for him
but on some selfish level I wanted to spend the weekend with him and him
being sick could ruin that.

He hugged me tight and kissed my forehead lightly. "I'm fine - food just
didn't sit right that's all."

We sat there together bodies pressed together and arms around each other.  

"You ready for bed?" Jeff asked squeezing my shoulders.

I didn't answer just took his hand and led him into the bedroom.  We
undressed and slipped under the covers.

I felt his strong arms pull me close and hold me tight all the while
kissing my eyes, nose, and lips. 

"UUUMMM!!" I moaned as  he held me and kissed my face.

"Mike?"

Jeff was looking at me sort of funny and I knew something was on his mind.
"What?" I answered.

"I'm sorry - I'm really tired and my stomach is a little queasy."

I turned toward him and gave him a big hug. "Don't worry - go to sleep."

"I'm sorry," he repeated.

"Don't be - sleep."  I held onto him and snuggled up close and closed my
eyes.  After a while his breathing became regular and I knew he had fallen
asleep. I drifted off soon after with him still in my arms.

I awoke with a funny pressure on my groin and my eyes flew open with a
start when I realized that Jeff was giving me head.  HOLY SHIT!!  What a
way to wake up.  To my memory this was the only time Jeff ever did anything
to me sexually without my lead - I was always the one to start any act and
he just followed.  I was both being pleased sexually and my mind was filled
with joy that he made a first move on me - a first move that was a first
for me to experience.  

 "Oh God!" I moaned thrusting my hips upward - forcing my dick further
into his sucking mouth.  

He looked up at me and smiled with his eyes when he became aware that I
was awake.  He bobbed up and down on my meat all the while his eyes were
locked on mine.

"Oh man, that is great." I sighed while bucking my hips.  My dick was on
fire and the hot moisture in his mouth and the sucking only fueled it more.
 I could feel his hand on my nuts - rolling them around while he sucked on
me.  I almost jumped out of my skin when I felt a finger invade my ass and
start to wiggle around inside of me.

I felt my balls pull up tight as I tried to hold back. No use - "AAHH 
AAHH!!" I cried as I pumped my milk into his sucking mouth.

He let go of my cock and slid up to my face.  "Good morning," he said
placing a kiss full on my lips.

"Hi," I answered tasting my cum that he left on my tongue from that
wonderful kiss.

"Feeling better I see."

He smiled and tugged on his hard dick, "You can tell?"

"And you call me the smart ass." I said with mock disgust. 

We both laughed at that and being the pure dick that I am I tried to
wrestle him with out giving his hot cock any attention.  I had him pinned
on his back and could feel his rod pushing at my asscheeks.  I laid down on
him pressing my lean body onto his.  He let out a sigh as I licked his neck
and headed down towards his hard tool.

Stopping at each nipple I chewed gently causing them to stand at attention
and causing goose bumps to appear all over his chest and arms.   I heard
him sigh as I ran my tongue over his navel and into his pubes.  As my nose
went into his groin I could smell a clean masculine scent that drove me
wild. He was running his hands through my hair and breathing heavily while
I was doing this.

I could feel his hard cock against my chin while I licked around his
groin.  Moving past the tool I slipped his nuts into my mouth rolling them
around and sucking gently on them.

"Oh that's good," he panted. "Don't...Stop...keep...going"

Knowing that he was being raked with pleasure made me double my efforts. 
I went up to his cockhead and licked up a drop of pre-cum.  "UUMM!! That's
good." I moaned tasting a bit of what was soon to come.

As I took his dick into my mouth I heard him sigh and felt his hips push
up trying to force it in further. 

"OH Mike! OH MAN!" 

Hearing him call my name and feeling him in my mouth made me want to bring
him further pleasure - I wanted a good cum for my lover.  I sucked most of
him inside and started bobbing up and down ad fast as I could.  

"OH OH!" He moaned as I started rolling his balls in my hand.

I could feel him tense up and knew he was close.  I continued to suck him
as hard as I could and play with his nuts - I wanted him to enjoy this, no
I wanted it to be mind numbing for him.

I felt him push up and his breath caught in his chest as he emptied that
sack into my sucking mouth.  I smiled at him with some cum dripping out of
the corner of my mouth.

"Oh man, that was cool," he sighed.

I moved up and hugged him close.  I know the sex was cool and fun but that
was no where near as important to me as the holding and hugging before and
after we did anything.  I felt that way we were not just having sex we were
making love.  At the time I didn't really understand but as I got older I
learned that the closeness is sometimes more important than the sex itself.

"We need to get going," he said as he got out of bed.

I watched Jeff as he walked to the bathroom, my heart filled with love. 
He had accepted me as his lover and friend and didn't care that I was
underage.  Nothing could come close to the feelings I had whenever I was
with him.

I got out of bed also, we showered and got dressed.  Jeff packed a lunch
and filled the cooler while I gathered anything else we might need for the
day.  

We climbed into his car we headed for the drag strip.  The ride was long
but I enjoyed the closeness we shared - I almost jumped out of my skin as I
felt his hand on my knee.  Jeff always seemed to do that while driving,
almost like he was reassuring himself that I was there.  Believe me I
didn't mind - I loved the touching .

We arrived at MIR, parked, and headed to the bleachers.  We got our usual
seats and talked awhile waiting for the time trials to start.  Jeff as
always watched the cars closely during the time trials - he did his
research for the small betting that went on during the races.

We sat together laughing, cheering and having a great time.  When the
races were over we went to his car and waited for the crowd to clear some
before heading to his house. 

"Thanks - that was fun."

"Anytime Mike," he answered.  "I enjoy having you with me all the time."

I smiled at that and looked him in the eyes to let him know that his words
made me very happy.

We sat in his car, watching the others leave - I commented on a few teens
and other guys that were walking by the car.  Pointing out both good and
bad points on each one.  We laughed and talked about everything under the
sun.  School and football were a main point of conversation.

"You coming to the homecoming game?" I asked.

"Have it on my book - wouldn't miss it for anything.  I like watching a
bunch of guys pile on you and make you pay for being Mr. Big-shot all the time."

I laughed and played along.  "I thought you liked me?" I replied.

"I do - just love to watch others try to knock some sense into your head."

"Which head?" I taunted. 

"Both," he answered, making us both laugh like school kids. 

When the crowd dissipated we headed home as always his hand on my knee,
rubbing it softly and driving in silence. 

I sat in the car enjoying the feelings he was giving me and thinking about
my life.  I started out like a scared puppy and Jeff took me into his arms
and made me feel secure and accepted.  I had feelings like never before -
all he had to do was talk to me and I was floating on cloud nine.  It was
amazing how a little smile from him could brighten my whole day.  I even
saw him smile when I told him I loved him - like he was feeling the same
thing.  I wanted this feeling to go forever and never fade.

Squeezing my knee Jeff said, "You're quiet tonight, anything wrong?"

I turned toward him - drinking in his features, his caring eyes and calm
face. I saw nothing but love and concern in that face every time it was
illuminated by a passing street lamp.  "I'm fine - just thinking about stuff."

"What you thinking? Anything I need to know or can help with?"

"Just about everything and nothing - sorry, nothing important."

"Everything is important to me," he answered rubbing my leg. "You're the
most important thing in my life now."

I was taken aback - tears I'm my eyes.  I couldn't believe that he felt
that way about me.

He must have noticed my tears and asked with genuine concern, "Mike? You OK?"

"I'm fine - I love you and it makes me happy beyond my dreams for you to
say that about me.  I don't know why I'm crying."

He smiled his winning smile at me.  "People cry when happy - don't ever
feel ashamed about your emotions.  That is one thing I like about you - you
care for others."

"Thanks."

We stopped by a local diner and went in for a late night dinner.  Jeff
told me he wanted some real food instead of the junk we were eating.  Don't
know what the fuss was - junk was food like anything else.  Adults, can't
live with them, can't live without them.

I ordered a sandwich and Jeff had a dinner special.  It was neat -
everyone looked at us as we were father and son out for a evening together.
 If they only knew.  We just talked about what ever came to our minds - no
deep thoughts just the two of us enjoying who we were.

Arriving at Jeff's house we started to get settled for the night.  I
slipped into the shower to clean up the smell of rubber and sweat from my
body as well as refreshing myself some.  I had just finished my hair when
the shower curtain was pulled back.

"Need your back done?" Jeff asked as he climbed in with me.

I smiled, handed him the bar of soap and turned so he could wash me.  I
had goose bumps all over me as he rubbed the soap around my back and shoulders.

"MMMM  That feels so nice." 

He leaned forward and kissed my neck then went back to washing me.  When
my back was done I felt his hands on my ass soaping the globes up while
running his fingers through the valley between them.  I sighed every time
he touch my anus - pushing myself back into his fingers hoping they would
slip inside.

I felt his arms wrap themselves around my chest and his hard cock touching
my ass ah he held me tight.  "I love you," he whispered in my ear giving me
a hard squeeze. He held me like that for a few minutes, kissing my neck and
whispering into my ear.  In what seemed like no time at all he let me go
and rinsed me off.

I almost whimpered like a puppy when he slipped out of the shower leaving
me standing there both hard and horny.  Jumping out of the shower I dried
off with a towel and headed to his room.

Before he could open his mouth I grabbed him and pushed him onto the bed
locking my lips tight and forcing my tongue into him.

"MMMM," we both sighed arms wrapped around each other like  octopi  in heat. 

Breaking the kiss I reached over to the table and grabbed a tube of KY
jelly and looked into his eyes - asking if he would fuck me with my eyes
never saying a word to him.

Smiling at me he nudged me onto my side and while licking and sucking my
neck he worked two well lubed fingers into my backside.

I pushed back trying to get every inch inside me all the while grunting
like a pig.

"Please do me," I pleaded.

Taking one more deep thrust with his fingers he pulled them out and I felt
his hard tool probing at my hole.

"Oh shit you're hot," he moaned as he slid into my ass slow and steady.

As he slipped into my ass I tightened up adding to both his pleasure as
well as mine.  "Do me," I said thrusting back to meet his stroke.  Working
into a rhythm of matched strokes we were fucking ourselves silly.

Yes, do it!" I exclaimed as he took hold of my dick and was jerking it to
the same beat of our love making.  Sweat was dripping down my neck and the
room was filled with moans and groans that were coming  out of us
uncontrollably.

"Harder!! HARDER! OH OH AAAHH!! AHH!" I yelped as my balls were pulling
tight sending my hot boy milk flying all over his hand and bed.

I was trying to catch my breath but couldn't due to my passing orgasm and
Jeff's thrusting into me.

"UUUGGHH Here....it...comes!!" 

I felt Jeff tense up and his cock pulse in my ass as he filled me with his
hot load.  I tightened and released my ass to the beat of his orgasm adding
to his joy and trying t make this special for him.

"I love you so much Mike."  He rolled me towards him and kissed me and
held me close to his hot body.

Lying like that we drifted off to sleep both fulfilled and feeling loved
by the other.

(End Part Ten, To be continued...)