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Subject: My Symon By Rick Lawton - Chapter 2 - A/Y

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My Symon
By Rick Lawton
ricklawton@tomcup.com

Chapter 2

It was a hot muggy night, and I just couldn't sleep.  Despite the air
conditioner cooling down the townhouse, I was not comfortable.  In fact, my
mind was racing a mile a minute with thousands of thoughts about the angel
I had met earlier.  Symon.  A seventeen-year-old kid who helped me out at
the market.  Symon.  A seventeen-year-old angel who literally took my
breath away the moment I saw him.  Symon.  A seventeen-year-old god who,
despite my knowing him for a total of ten minutes, had affected me in a way
no one else had ever done.

I went downstairs.  Maybe some television would help me relax, or at least
take my mind off of the kid.  What bothered me the most was the effect
Symon had on me.  It was disturbing.  I'm not a believer in love at first
sight. Hell, more like lust at first sight.  But this kid did something to
me, and I wasn't sure if I like it.

I heard a knock on the door.  I glanced at the kitchen clock -- 2:03am. Who
the fuck would be coming around at this hour?  It had better not be Kerry
(my best friend), though he's been known to stragger to my place after a
night of drinking.

"Who is it?" I ask as I enter the foyer.

"Mr. Lawton...  er, Rick?  It's Symon."

Symon?  I unlock the door and open it up.  The sight in front of me got me
instantly hard.  Symon was shirtless, wore only cut-off shorts, with
scruffy running shoes.  His chest was smooth, with the most perfect set of
round pink nipples I had ever seen.  How I wanted to lick those coin-shaped
tits of his.  How I wanted to take him in my arms and make love to him.

"I'm sorry to bother you so late Rick.  Can I come in?"

"Sure, of course," I said as I moved aside so he could come in.  He removed
his shoes without my asking, and I closed the door.  He smelled of sweat;
his scent was a pheromone driving me wild.  My heart began to beat faster,
my breathing became labored, and I swear my cock was about to explode out
of my boxers.  Thank goodness I was wearing a robe.

"Symon, what are you doing here?  How did you know where I live?  Do you
realize what time it is?  Is everything okay?"  The questions just rolled
out of my mouth.  Shut up Lawton!!  Don't scare the kid; just remain calm.

"Yeah, I do know the time.  But I had to see you," he turned towards me,
smiled and put his arms on my hips.

"Symon, what are you-?"

He wouldn't let me finish.  He moved up against me and kissed me, full on
the mouth.  I melted.  For a moment we stood simply kissing with our mouths
closed, but the passion inside me released, my mouth opened and took his
tongue inside.  My arms wrapped themselves around his naked back, and I
drew him as close to my body as possible.  Our tongues danced together, as
if dueling to prove are passions.  My hands explored every contour of his
strong back.  They caressed his smooth, silky skin.  I grabbed his
shoulders and my hands made their way down to his shorts.

I learned quickly that Symon was no virgin.  For his part, he was as
aggressive with me as I was with him.  He quickly untied my robe's belt,
and tore off my robe to expose my body.  My cock was totally erect, and had
escaped from my shorts.  But he didn't care.  As we continued to kiss, to
engulf our mouths with each other's tongues, he explored my body, moving
his hands in a methodological way, exploring my back and shoulders, and
playfully teasing my ass crack with his hand as he made his way below the
waist band of my boxers.

We were still standing in the foyer when I broke the kiss, and silently led
Symon into the living room.  We stood in front of the couch, and there I
lifted him up and sat him on my lap as I sat down, and we continued to
kiss.  It was as if we were meant to be together, we were meant for this
moment.

For a moment, we stopped kissing and my hands made their way to his pecs.
I caressed his muscles, tweaked his nipples.  Symon leaned back and arched
himself, taking in my touch.  He wanted me as much as I wanted him, I saw
that.  His blue-green eyes sparkled with my every movement, my every touch.

Symon got up from my lap and stood up in front of me.  I was touching his
legs and inner thighs and noticed a slight fuzziness.  He had the slightest
growth of hair on his legs, but because of the blond color, it was almost
impossible to see.  He kept looking at me, wanting me, and then unbuckled
his belt and unzipped his shorts, and seductively let them fall from his
narrow hips.  He stepped out of the shorts and my hands immediately went to
his ass cheeks.

As I squeezed his bubble butt, in front of me was the most perfect cock I
had ever seen.  Surrounded by a short patch of dark blond hair, his
beautiful dick stood straight at attention.  Symon was larger than I had
even dared imagine, but not too large.  He was cut; his dickhead glistened
with pre-cum. That is what drove me over the edge.

Without blinking, I took my tongue and flicked his cock head, teasing it
while tasting his boy juice.  Symon moaned and put his hands on both of my
shoulders, egging me on.  I then took his entire cock into my mouth and
started to suck him.  It was glorious. The taste of his cum, the smell of
his sweat, the pubes tickling my nose.  I took the entire length into my
mouth first, and then slowly made my way back to the head.  Once there, I
licked and kissed his cock, and made my way down the outside of his shaft,
licking it before getting to the base, where I had his balls cupped in one
of my hands, while the other continued to explore his ass.

"Oh Rick suck my cock.  Oh yeah man.  Do it!"

I loved hearing his voice as I continued to pleasure him.  His cock tasted
incredible, and I wanted it more than anything.  I hadn't even taken the
time to touch my own cock, which itself was leaking pre-cum like never
before.  But at that point I didn't care about my needs.  I just cared
about my wants.  And what I wanted was Symon.

Symon moved his hands to the back of my head, and took my hair between his
fingers and started to move my head back and forth, so that my mouth was
moving up and down his cock.  He was totally immersed in what we were
doing, as was I.

His cock was incredible, and I swear I felt it get bigger and thicker as I
continued to suck and lick his shaft.  I let go of his balls and grabbed
both ass cheeks this time, squeezing them hard as I continued to suck his
cock.  He was in heaven, moaning and groaning as I continued to assault his
dick.  At one point I got bold and started to feel my way up and down his
ass crack.  He was totally smooth here, and because of the sweat, it lubed
my fingers to the point where I was able to get to his hole and tease it
easily with my fingertips.

This drove him over the edge.  I felt Symon tense up.  I knew what was
about to happen, and prepared myself for his onslaught.

"Oh God, I'm gonna cum.  Fuck, fuckkkkkkkkkkkkk,
aaarrrrrgggggggggghhhhhhhh," and with that he let his juice explode down my
throat.  I didn't want to miss a single drop and tried my best to swallow
as fast as he was cumming.  The taste was sweet nectar. I took it all,
every single bit of his boy juice.  It washed down my throat like some
magical elixir.  I was in heaven.

With his non-withering cock still inside my mouth, Symon shook a few times
and relaxed his grip on my head, until he let go.  I grudgingly let his
cock out of my mouth and said "Don't move.  I'll get a towel to clean up."

I went upstairs to the linen closet and grabbed the first towel I saw, and
then with a grin on my face, came back down to find the living room
empty. I called out, "Symon, where are you?" but knew in my heart where he
had gone.

Dejectedly I went to the foyer and found the front door ajar.  It was then
that I realized what I had done.

************

"Rick, relax. Everything will be okay."

The words of wisdom came from my best friend Kerry, who handed me a beer
from my fridge at four in the morning. I called him and woke him and his
wife from a hard-earned sleep.  Kerry's wife had given birth to their
second child just a few weeks before, and the baby was finally giving them
a quiet night.  That is, until I called.

"How can I relax, Ker?  I gave an underage kid a blowjob, which freaked him
out and caused him to run the fuck away from my place as fast as he could.
I'm in big trouble."

Kerry Hactor is this great guy, and my very first male crush.  We met in
high school, and I was immediately drawn to him.  Everything about him made
my heart skip - his good looks, dark hair and light eyes, his amazing body,
awesome chest and pecs, flat stomach, and an ass to die for.  Unfortunately
for me, Kerry was straight, and I was never successful in my conquest of
him.  To be honest, I didn't try that hard.  When we met, it was at a time
when I didn't know what gay or straight really meant.  I was just a horny
kid desperately trying to get off as often as I could.  Years later, Kerry
told me he was the same way; he just happened to get off on women.

But Kerry and I grew closer and closer as we grew older, and eventually
became like brothers.  He knows my darkest secrets, and I know his (he's
quite boring, to be honest with you).  That's why when I came out, Kerry
was the first person I told.  And I will never forget what he said to me...
"Big deal, I've known you're gay for years.  Now where do you want to go
for dinner?"  I loved him with all my heart.  And that's why I called him
after Symon left.  Kerry would know what to do.

"Rick, my advice is to just forget it.  He was probably looking to get a
blow job, which you gave him without his having to ask.  He's a kid, he's
horny, and he wanted to get off.  Does that remind you of anyone?"

I smirked and said, "But I didn't go knocking on a stranger's door at two
in the morning and get them to suck my cock."

"Yeah but you were thinking it," he said.

I couldn't help myself - I started to laugh hysterically.  Damn he was
right, which was the norm with Kerry.  He laughed with me, and I felt so
much better.

We finished off our beers and I gave him a big hug before he left.

"Thanks man," I said, "for everything."

"You're welcome.  Now don't ever call me this early again," he winked
before leaving.  The townhouse never felt so empty and I never felt so
alone.

************

During the next few days, I was in a total fog.  Everything I did seemed so
routine - I'd get up, shower, go to work, spend the day getting yelled at,
come home, make dinner, watch television, and then go to bed.  I didn't
even jerk off, something I would do on a regular basis.  I couldn't
concentrate on anything at all.  Well, that's not entirely true.  I did
concentrate on one thing.  Symon.

I had a million questions, and absolutely no answers.  Who was this kid?
Why did he affect me the way that he has?  Why did he show up at two in the
morning?  And why did he take off after letting me give him a blow job?
Was he embarrassed?  Ashamed?  Did he just use me?

I had no answers to my questions, but I did know one thing - I wanted to
see him again, and I wanted to be with him again.  What I didn't want to do
was to embarrass myself, or do anything that would scare Symon off again.

Thursday night came around and as I started to look for something to make
dinner, it hit me that I didn't have anything in the fridge.  I had run out
of milk, eggs, bread, butter, and other staples.  And with a start, I found
myself dreading the visit to Casey's.  Not that I was afraid to run into
Symon - he only worked on the weekends.  But I was afraid that Symon had
told Jim or some of his co-workers about what had happened.  That's all I
needed - a bunch of kids figuring out one of their loyal customers was a
kid-blowing fag.

As I got to the market, I saw a few cars in the parking lot, but as usual,
it was a quiet Thursday evening, which was one of the reasons why I liked
shopping there.  I didn't have to fight any lines.

"Hey Mr. Lawton, how are you?" said Bobby, one of the kids who was always
working at the meat counter.

"Good Bobby, thanks.  Can I get a T-bone please?"

"Sure thing.  It will be a few minutes.  Want to continue shopping and come
back?" he asked.

"Great, thanks," I answered with a smile and headed down an aisle to
collect the other items I needed.  I smiles realizing I had nothing to
worry about.  Symon hadn't told anyone what had happened.  If he had, Bobby
would have said something - I'm sure of it.

I found the supplies I needed, and also stuff I didn't - chips, chocolate,
soda, beer - but hell, I was feeling good and was in the mood for junk
food.  My final stop before going back to pick up my meat order was the
frozen food section.

"Hey Mr. Lawton, how's it going," asked Jim, who was coming out of the
frozen food aisle as I approached.

Here would be the test.  Did Symon say something to Jim?

"Doing well Jim.  How's everything here?"

Jim smiled.  "Can't complain, thanks.  Though we have a problem with one of
the delivery trucks, got to get into the backroom.  See you later."

He walked hurriedly into the back area of the market.  I felt a huge
release of tension letting go of my shoulders.  Not realizing I had been
holding my breath, I took a huge lungful of air and let it out slowly.

Relieved that Symon hadn't said anything to anyone, I started to walk down
the aisle where all the frozen foods were, and didn't even notice the
stockboy in the heavy coat and gloves filling up the freezers about a
quarter of the way down the aisle.  I was too busy looking at french fries
and frozen pizza, and didn't even realize I was about to bump into the
palette filled with frozen vegetables until it was too late.

"Shit!" I exclaimed, totally startled by my actions.

"That's okay Rick."

Hearing those words spoken by him made me tremble with excitement (or was
it nervousness - I wasn't sure).  But as I slowly looked up into his
blue-green eyes, my heart began to beat faster than ever before, I felt a
shortness of breath, and a stirring in my shorts.

There he was, working the frozen food aisle, wearing a heavy coat and
gloves to keep him warm while he loaded frozen peas and carrots in the
freezers.  There was my Symon.

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