Date: Wed, 11 Apr 2007 15:16:43 +0100
From: Nathaniel Andrews <tigertike@operamail.com>
Subject: Nathaniel Part 3 "gay" adult-youth

Jack kept going pulling my undies down but not all the way, he stopped when
my undies were just a little way above my knees still, then he stood up and
walked behind me reached for both my hands and lifted them above my head
holding onto my wrists.

" This way" Jack said pushing my arms forward a little so that I started to
walk while he kept my hands above my head holding onto my wrists sort of
pushing them the in the direction he wanted to go.

" Quickly baby boy" Jacks voice was much more serious sort of a bit like a
teachers when they tell you to get on with your work, not just that my
undies were still just above my kness I couldnt really take full steps. I
didn't get what this was all about what Jack wanted or was doing. He was
way taller than me and could take much bigger steps as he kept my arms up
and kept on pushing me forwards I was trying to take these steps I felt
like I was going to fall or trip over but if I tripped a little Jack kept
me up hanging onto my wrists. I felt totally like a little kid learning to
walk or something it was weird and getting me mad.

On the way we passed by a big long mirror and I saw my reflection as we
went past and it was like suddenly beginning to work out a puzzle, I didn't
just feel like a little kid learning to walk I looked like one !, Just like
when a dad holds his little kids hands above their heads and the little kid
steps along trying to get their balance and looking wobbly and stuff it was
just like that.

" Im not a baby! i can walk by myself!" it was the first time I had got
realy really mad and it didnt come out with my normal quite voice, by that
time we were through a door into a bedroom, Jack totally ignored me, now
that we were in the room he let go of my wrists, I turned around quick to
face Jack I was so going to be angry at him , but as soon as I turned
around he lifted me up sat me on the the bed, then gently pushed me back,
with one hand he reached between my legs and grabbing my undies them
pulling them all the way off fast grabbed each of my legs spreading them
wide apart.

I didn't have a stiffy anymore I had forgotten everything that had happened
in the lounge room, I was just flat out mad as at him for making me walk
like that.  but Jack didn't look like he cared one bit as he lent over me
reaching between my legs and softly starting to stroke my willy. At first i
started to close my legs I thought no way you got me agro something bad you
can forget it now.

" Keep those legs spread wide apart" Jack said using his serious voice

 straightaway I put my legs apart again which made me feel even madder, as
Jack started stroking my willy and playing with my nuts it was like the
harder my willy got, the less madder I felt. It didn't take long before I
was fully hard again as Jack kept stroking softly, just like the week
before he was using his finger and thumb stroking up and down and I was
feeling just like I had before when i was rubbing against Jacks hand.

It wasn't long before my body was starting to shake my muscles started
their weird going tight thing and I would keep trying to hold my breath it
felt so good my legs wanted to close from how good I was feeling I couldn't
stop them, right then Jack knelt down pushed my legs wide apart again and
then began to kiss my willy and nuts all over softly and then my whole body
went totally tight as I felt his toungue licking my willy like it was some
sort of lollipop.

I lifted my head a little to see, I totally couldn't believe how good it
felt I watched jacks toungue move over my willy then down to my nuts, he
kissed it once more then suddenly covered my whole willy with his mouth.

I knew about blowjobs most kids did I even knew that some of the boys at
school did it to each other, its weird boys messing around like that noone
ever thinks its really gay even if it is, but if they wear something thats
not cool or hang around with a man then you are gay. I was to shy to get
mixed up in groups like that and wasnt real interested anyway.

 But right now I was getting my first blowjob ever and a man was doing it,
was that bad touch? was i being molested like you hear all the time, bad
touch thats such a stupid thing to say, how can there be such a thing as
bad touch duhh,anyway how could bad touch feel so good?  Jacks head began
to move up and down as he softly sucked my willy and it was like my
thinking switched off, I didn't want to think about all that anymore, I was
feeling so good its all I wanted to feel.

I was glad Jack had hold of my legs I could feel them trying to close the
more he sucked and the better my willy felt, I stared at the ceiling taking
long deep breaths, so stupid really it 's like if I didn't look then I
couldnt see and if I couldn't see well I might not even know that Jack was
doing it , yeah im suuuure that would work not!.  Something was different
and I lifted my head to look. Jacks head wasnt moving anymore even though
he was sucking, my eyes went wider, it was me!  I was moving my hips up and
down moving my willy in and out of his mouth.

I was so shocked with myself that i was doing it myself everything happened
so quick suddenly that good feeling was right there and i pushed my hips up
hard arching my back on the bed I was holding my breath to long and let out
this funny sound like when you try to pick up something thats way to heavy
my body was tight and shaking as a huge orgasm went all through me it seem
to last for ages, I had touched myself plenty of times before and sure it
always felt good, but it never felt big and long lasting like this did.

I was breathing hard when I finally opened my eyes, I had them shut tight
through the whole orgasm, I could see Jack leaning over me smiling down at
me, but it was like him and the room was turning slowly round and round I
felt totally dizzy and weak, and then when that started to past i just felt
like giggling but I didnt.

Jack laid down on the bed next to me laying on his side with his head
resting on his hand and his elbow holding him up, he walked his fingers up
my tummy then tickled me under my chin

" so how was that baby?"

" Im really thisty " I answered not really ignoring his question but
because I really was

" Me to" Jack smiled then kissed the top of my head " wait here I will get
us a drink , coke , juice, milk or dirty water out the tap?" Jack messed my
hair and laughed as he said it.

" coke will be ok" even my voice sounded dry and croaky, Jack only took a
few minutes to get the glasses of coke passing me one then putting his on
the bedside table. As I started to drink mine Jack was still standing but
had started to take all his clothes off, I don't know how I was feeling
about that, i felt like I should look away and kinda looked over to the
window.

" Whats wrong never seen a man naked before?" Jack asked, well I hadn't
seen very many at all maybe once or twice but from a longer way away I had
seen pics in school books for health and fitness class but they were more
like drawings. I had seen other boys even a couple that had started the
puberty but that was still way different.

" not to much I guess" I answered, by now Jack was nudey and laying back on
the bed the same way he was before, I think I was a bit surprised by all
his hair it was all over his chest all down his tummy and a big line of it
going from the bottom of his belly button to just above his willy where
there was a heap more. I knew thats what happened when you got older but I
never really seen it that close before or been that close to a mans willy
which looks way big and made me feel like mine would never get that big,
jack was snipped the same like me so even though he was different in how
big and the hair he wasn't that much different.

It's a weird thing to be checking out a mans willy you try not look to hard
but at the same time you want to see, you wonder if you really will get
that big and how the hairs just suddenly get there, I took a drink of my
coke as i did Jack grabbed my free hand and put it on his man willy

" it wont bite you Natty" Jack laughed as he watched me sort of freeze on
the spot, at the same time putting his hand over mine wrapping my fingers
around his man willy then moving my hand up and down. I could feel it
getting bigger and bigger, I always thought mine looked much bigger when I
had a stiffy but Jacks was like huge, my hand felt small on it.

Jack kept moving my hand up and down " keep going baby" Jack said as he lay
back on the bed then let my hand go, I knew what he wanted me to do he
wanted to feel the same good feeling , I felt a little weird but I kept on
going, Jack was much different to me I could hear his heavy breathing and
he kept groaning and making noises he wasnt embaressed about it one bit.

" thats it baby boy that feels good" Jack's voice was a little shakey as he
said it, he reached up and rubbed my shoulder then he began stroking my
hair while I kept stroking his hard man willy which looked so big now and
felt a bit hot, I had just started to relax a bit when I felt Jacks hand
pushing my head forward and down I pushed back against his hand not so much
on purpose but just reaction it felt like he was pushing me over or
something, but Jack pushed harder

" Suck it now baby boy" Jack said it as he made a groaning noise, I screwed
my face up a little, sucking a willy was something I hadnt ever thought
about and a willy that big was he nutso!  by the time I thought that, my
lips were pressing against his man willy

" suck it baby open your mouth and suck on it" Jack sounded almost out of
breath as he said it, I wasnt sure that i really wanted to but I opened my
mouth a little still thinking about it but that was all Jack needed his
hand pushed down harder on my head and I felt his willy suddenly pushing
into my mouth, don't know why but as soon as I did I started holding my
breath, I couldnt do that for long and i had to start breathing through my
nose when I did breath again. I just didn't think this was going to taste
good at all, but it didnt really taste much at all I could smell soap so it
didnt seem totally disgusting, I started to gag a bit his hard man willy
was at the back of my throat and it didnt look like it was more than half
way in,

Jack stopped pushing against my head " suck baby " I heard him say and I
started to suck softly as i did I heard Jack moan loud " thats good sweety
thats my boy that feels real good" I could hear Jack saying as I kept
slowly sucking

I could feel his hand stroking my hair and back as I kept going then I felt
Jacks finger begin to gently grip my hair pulling my head up a little and
pushing it down again, he kept doing that until I started to get the idea
what he wanted and began to move my head up and down as I kept
sucking. Jack was sure making alot of weird noises and wasnt worried about
it, I could see that his body did the same things as mine I could see his
leg muscles tighten and some how I didnt feel so bad about myself. The next
minute happened fast Jack sounded like he took a big gasp for air and i
suddenly felt his hand grab my hair but not hard pulling me up before I
knew anything I could feel something warm suddenly hit my face, in my eye,
on my nose, all down one cheek and even a little bit in my mouth!  it might
sound funny the first thing i thought was " the dirty dog is peeing on me!"

Jack was breathing deeply and sort of moaning before he said " sorry baby I
didnt mean for that to happen the first time"

I was still half mad and half shocked , whatever was in my mouth I dribbled
and spat back out I didnt care one bit if it went on the bed or his leg, I
glared back at Jack even worse he started laughing!

" aww baby im sorrry, I really am" which was totally not real easy to
believe while hes laughing, right then as I rubbed my eye it just didnt
feel like pee would then i could see on jacks leg it was this white goo,
then things made sense he didnt pee in my face he cum I dont know if that
was better or not but i hadnt ever seen it before so in a way i was a
little curious one day i would be able to do that and I knew about how it
made babies .

Jack was still laughing a little as he hopped of the bed "as cute as you
look baby , I better get a face washer and clean you up " Jack was soon
back with a warm face washer wiping my face gently " see you did such a
good job sweety i couldnt help myself " he said as he finished wiping I was
still pretty much frowning at him as I reached over to get my coke I could
taste the cum a little in my mouth it wasnt yuk more like you added salt to
your breakfast ceral milk instead of sugar, it just tasted a little like
salty milk.

As I drank my coke now that i was cleaned up Jack stroked the side of my
face " you have a nice little mouth natty, you need a little practice but
you are going to get real good at it" Jack smiled and I kept the same glare
at him but I wasnt really feeling mad just surprised by everything that had
happened.

Jack looked at his watch " still a couple of hours before you need to be
home unless you are mad at me and want to go?" Jack raised his eyebrows as
he said it.

" Im ok " I mumbled softly in between sips of coke.

" good " was all that Jack said as he took the empty glass from my hand and
put it on the table then stood up.

" Come down here baby" Jack said as he stood at the end of the bed, Just
because it was easy I rolled onto my hands and knees and moved down closer
to the end

" what?" I looked up as i sort of crawled to the end of the bed

" That's perfect baby all you need to do is turn around "

" why?" I screwed my face up at Jack

" shsshh baby just turn around and stay that way"

still on my hands and knees I shrugged my shoulders slightly and turned
around " can i have another drink please?"  I asked looking over my
shoulder

" in a a few minutes baby" Jack said softly and it looked like he was
getiing down on his knees

"can i get u....."  that was all I had a chance to say I was going to say
can I get up now, but then i felt my knees being moved and spread wide then
Jacks hands suddenly on both my bottom cheeks spreading them just as wide
apart. and I went dead still and my face felt like it was on fire, I mean
thats a totally private place people just dont get to see your bottom hole
like that, its just like flat out rude!.  I turned my head again to try
look back I wanted to say something like hey thats rude!  just as i did I
had to catch my breath I felt something warm and wet right on my butt hole.

I think my mouth was just wide open and I would have looked like i seen a
ghost or something, I could just see Jacks head back there EWWWWW he was
licking my bottom!  thats just plain grosse, ok I know how to wipe myself
properly and I love water and always shower in the morning and bath at
night and even have another shower before i go out like I did today before
riding to the plaza.  but!! thats still just so grosse I mean like its only
there for one thing I just wanted to tell Jack thats grosse stop it!

That sort of changed when I felt Jacks toungue moving around theres no way
to write in words what it feels like first its yuk! then its kind of huh?
then its like whooa!, Jacks tounge kept moving all around licking it only
took seconds and my willy was hard which I wasnt even thinking about,

" Hows that baby boy?" I suddenly heard Jacks voice

I didn't really know what to say " thats kinda grosse " I half whispered
back to him Jack laughed again " theres nothing grosse about it baby, you
just smell and taste like powder, I love the smell of powder on you"


"jbp" I more said it to myself than Jack

" Johnsons baby powder I know what it is and I know the smell noticed it
the first day i met you " Jack answered as he rubbed my back and bottom
softly, thing is I like powder no big reason white footprints from the
bathroom at home was a bit of a joke or being called little chief white
cloud I liked the smell to and it kinda made you feel good but then it was
just like that light going on inside my head.

" is that why you call me baby boy just because of the powder I use!?" I
know I sounded tottally not happy when i said it but I couldnt help
thinking he had been teasing all along just because I used some powder and
i knew i wasnt like the only kid around that ever did I mean like so what
things are made for kids like blueberry hair shampoo or blackcurrent soap
its just what you used never even thought about it till now the more i
thought the more angry I got about it.

" not at all baby boy" Jack leaned right over me and kissed the back of my
neck then ran his cheek up and down the side of my ear as he whispered "I
call you that because I like you being my baby boy would you like it better
if i didnt?"  I could feel jacks hands running lightly down my arms then up
again across my back over my bottom as he talked . Now I had the chance to
say yeah dont do it and now that I did I wasnt so sure I wanted that, I was
used to hearing it and somehow it was what made Jack well it made him Jack,
and some how it seperated me from my normal life at school and home and
everything else and that seemed right.


" I dont mind long as you never do it at the shops or something" I answered
still feeling jacks hands gently rubbing me all over

" so you dont want me calling you that when I see you with your friends
then?" Jack teased

" not if you ever want me to talk to you again you better not" I turned my
head a little and replied

" relax baby boy I'm teasing" Jack laughed a little running his hand over
my bottom then down between my legs where he started to play with my nuts
softly.

" You never answered me before baby did you like being sucked? " Jack asked
as he kept playing softly between my legs

I not really sure how you are meant to answer a question like that it's not
like any of the other kids at school ran around saying whoaa i really had a
cool BJ last night it's like a secret thing its naughty but at the same
time its nice.

" it was ok" ok lame answer but I couldnt think of nothing else and I could
already feel my Willy getting hard again I wasnt real sure if that was from
Jack touching or thinking about what it felt like when he was sucking.

" next week it's going to happen again" Jack began saying moving his hand
back up to my bottom " and this is going to get some attention to" as he
said it I could feel his finger running over my hole which made sort of
gulp " alot of attention" Jack said again patting my bottom.


That was where it stopped for that day, it figured that Jack would say
something that I would have to think about all week long. Well that wasnt
exactly right I only really began to think about it each night time when I
got into bed. I thought about what Jack had done, how I felt all that sort
of stuff at least I did the first couple of nights but then it became
different sometimes when I thought about what had happened I got hard and
would touch myself.  Now I was starting to think what could happen when I
saw jack next .

 I pulled my pj pants down and began to run my hand across my tummy then my
willy imagining it was Jacks hand, I could hear his voice in my head
telling me to show him how hard I was. Its so different when you are alone
and just imagining, you can say whatever you want in your head and noone
ever knows or hears, I kept on stroking imaging Jack sitting there looking
at me, looking at my hard willy knowing what I need even want.

Its weird how sexed up you can get by yourself, suddenly touching myself
was a whole new game, sure I had done it before but it was like quick no
real thinkin just a, that felt good then going to sleep, this time I began
to slow down on purpose I wanted it to last, I wanted to imagine saying the
things Jack wanted me to say without feeling shy. I stopped touching and
pushed the sheets and quilt down the took my pj bottoms right off, I could
only just see myself laying there nudey from the lights coming through the
window, I lightly touched my willy just like Jack did I was even starting
to breath deeper I wanted to feel so good way badly. In my head I was
looking up at Jack sitting there smiling back at me waiting, inside my head
I could hear him " tell me baby, tell me want you want" and I look back at
him and say " my dicky is hard I need it bad"

It's easy to say the words inside my head just the way Jack wanted to hear
it I started to stroke myself again imagining his mouth sucking, then i
would hold my fingers still spread my legs wide apart and start moving my
hips up and down when i got close I even stopped rolled onto my tummy put
my legs wide apart again then reached down and pulled my bottom cheeks
apart just like jack had done, I could only imagine inside me what that
felt like from remebring it on the saturday and as i did I began to slowly
hump my bed, as i kept humping faster and faster imagining what Jacks
toungue would feel like the orgasm suddenly happened surprising me so much
I let out a small moan.

 I couldn't really believe what I had just done, I had never had the orgasm
from humping the bed well never had tried it , it just happened as i put my
pj bottoms back on I kinda thought how stupid would that look some kid
laying on his tummy, spreading his bottom cheeks, humping the bed!  It
didnt stop me, every night that week i went through the same thing until
finally it was saturday again.

 today it wouldn't be imaginations, today it was going to happen.  I
showered and got dressed in clean clothes, the ride to the shops seemed
longer today, and I wondered what i would do if Jack wasnt there, but as I
walked up inside of the mall I could see him sitting there reading a paper,
and as soon as I did I could feel myself getting hard which had never
happened before.

" want something to eat before we go?" Jack smiled folding up the
newspaper.

I screwed my nose up and shook my head " Im not hungry maybe just a shake
to drink on the way please"

" Sounds good to me" Jack said as he stood up, I walked my bike along side
of Jack drinking my shake, I could hear his voice talking to me and I would
nod or shake my head a few times say yes or no but all the time I was
thinking in a few minutes he's going to be taking my clothes off.


( just a thankyou to everyone that has emailed and said they like the story
i feel more comfortable writing it now)